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Everyone underestimates my decision making: I'd gladly go inside his basement. No need for him to accidentally push me in as we're having a heated argument about his son.
DAVID TENNANT as REVEREND HARRY WATLING INSIDE MAN (2022)
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it girl autumn 🎃🎀🍁
autumn is upon us!!!!!!!!!! all hail the best season 💭🎀🍂🧸🩷
──★ ˙ ̟🎀ur autumn to do list
🧁𓂃 ࣪˖ ur never too old for trick or treating (if u celebrate!). girl get OUT THERE. (🎀🗒️note: if u have any little siblings or cousins or family, then you can take them out trick or treating and celebrate w them js as an excuse to get outside!!)
🧸𓂃 ࣪˖ make pinterest boards for ur fav autumn movies and shows bcuz they cant do it themselves </3
🍂𓂃 ࣪˖ go collect leaves outside and make a pretty piece of art out of them
🎀𓂃 ࣪˖ walk around early in the morning when its all foggy and pretty
🐇𓂃 ࣪˖ learn how to bake or cook (in my case anyway) OR look for some cosy autumn recipes to learn and share w ur loved ones or just to have a cosy night in and eat for urself♡
🧁𓂃 ࣪˖ go thru ur closet and wardrobe and throw out all the old things you don't wear anymore. autumn is a time of change, after all (🎀🗒️note: make some cute autumn outfits while ur at it! ♡)
🎃𓂃 ࣪˖ drink every possible pumpkin spice drink u can find in ur area
🍂𓂃 ࣪˖ get out of ur reading slump! if ur in one anyway. if not then just read more books bcuz tea, rain and books is quite possibly the cosiest thing ever
🎀𓂃 ࣪˖ visit a library alone, go shopping alone, just enjoy ur alone time. autumn is a time of introspection and a time to work on urself, and though i love spending time with myself in any season, autumn is especially cosy ♡
🧸𓂃 ࣪˖ look at cute pumpkin designs and make one urself if u celebrate halloween ♡
🎃𓂃 ࣪˖ make some little halloween decorations if u celebrate ♡
💭𓂃 ࣪˖ build a little bug hotel out of twigs and leaves and things u find on the ground outside!!!!!! i used to do this all the time w my brother or my friends when i was little and its very nostalgic and fun ♡
🧁𓂃 ࣪˖ take loads of pictures and make little vlogs and video diaries of ur autumn adventures, just for the memories ♡
──★ ˙ ̟🎀 music and media
🧁𓂃 ࣪˖ ur autumn playlist
clairo (charm, sling)
the 1975
florence & the machine (lungs)
the cardigans
the crane wives
neil young (harvest)
the smiths
phoebe bridgers
type o negative
kali uchis (never be yours)
gracie abrams
🍂𓂃 ࣪˖ movies and shows
the nightmare before christmas (obviously)
gilmore girls ♡
coraline, corpse bride, pretty much any tom burton movie
anne with an e
fantastic mr fox
hilda
gravity falls ♡
you've got mail
over the garden wall
pride and prejudice
jennifers body ♡
practical magic
little women
kiki's delivery service
arrietty ♡
howl's moving castle
lord of the rings ♡
and i always have a harry potter marathon every autumn because i loved it when i was younger, so why not!
(🎀🗒️note: i love playing identity v, animal crossing and cosy grove in the autumn too! or meeting up w friends and literally js playing board games theyre so fun♡)
──★ ˙ ̟🎀fall fashion and staples
okay so i personally love pink, whites, browns, cream colours and just general neutrals-pastels in the autumn, but you can adjust this to ur personal aesthetic and however you see fit!
the first thing i think of when i think autumn is layering. layer layer layer layer. tops and sweaters, cardigans, jumpers, leg warmers, tights; to keep you warm and pretty ♡
pay attention 2 fabrics! knitted, cashmere, fleece, flannel, all the cosy sorts are perfect for the autumn months ♡
patterns like stripes, leopard print, chevron, argle and plaid are so cute and simple, esp in october / november ♡
neutral colours, like beige, white, brown, cream, grey, black, and pale variants of colours too i think work so well esp in the autumn ♡
anything fur lined is absolutely adorable i rest my case
MASSIVE COATS. i have this big trenchcoat my mum had since i was a baby and i wear it EVERYWHERE in autumn ♡
boots are THE autumn shoes, bonus points if they're fur-lined. they just look so so cute ajdhfjsfjhsjf♡
knit hats and small hair accessories, bonus points if they're in the pretty autumn colours ♡
not really fashion but i love doing simple makeup in the autumn. just very dewy natural looks are pretty all year around, but especially in the fall ♡
🍂𓂃 ࣪˖ pretty fall fashion:
all my love... 💬🎀🫶🏻💗
#i finished this just in time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ive been procrastinating it all month bcuz i didnt know what to do but I Locked In#and im very happy w how this turned out#these are also things ive been doing all through this autumn and have done over the years#so i wanted to share as autumn is very close to my heart ♡#it girlism ୨𖹭୧#autumn#autumn aesthetic#fall#fall aesthetic#fall vibes#gilmore girls#studio ghibli#october#pumpkins#happy halloween#spooky season#halloween#halloween 2024#girlblogging#it girl#wonyoungism#girlhood#pink pilates princess#girly tumblr#this is what makes us girls#girly stuff#girlcore#girlworld#im just a girl
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N E W H A R R Y P O T T E R
C H A R A C T E R A I B O T S
I just noticed the almost complete disappearance of the Harry Potter fandom on Character AI. I'm really annoyed and sorry for those who are really into this fandom, as I was too for a long time. So I'm going to try, like for HotD, the Marauders, to add as much as possible to fill this fandom as much as possible. I take all requests
For the request and my character ia masterlist -> CHARACTER IA BOTS
@ elizabethmanse on character ai ☆
his first girlfriend (boyfriend!ron weasley x girlfriend!user) — ron weasley was never good with girls yet user fell in love with him. [mxw]
share a snack with him (ron weasley x user) — ron weasley is sent away again by professor snape. looking for comfort he decides to eat a sandwich until user appears and makes him choke. [mxn]
paired with a muggle-born (draco malfoy x younger slytherin!user) — after being caught insulting hermione granger of mudblood, mcgonagall punishes draco by pairing him with user, a muggle-born slytherin who has difficulty integrating into the magical world. [mxn]
help you with your muggle homework (hermione granger x pure blood!user) — user took the muggle studies option to annoy her/his/them blood supremacist parents but quickly found himself overwhelmed by the amount of work. so them asked hermione for help. [mxn]
true or dare (golden trio : hermione granger x harry potter x ron weasley x user) — truth or dare with hermione, harry and ron at midnight in the gryffindor common room. [wxmxmxw]
sitting next to him in class (harry potter x user) — user keeps distracting harry potter during transfiguration class [mxn]
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I have only 9 bots on Harry Potter for now, I'll try to add as many as possible. I'm pretty happy with the ones on Ron and Draco, a little less with the one on Harry, Hermione and the Golden Trio… idk… Anyway, I hope you like them ;)
mxw] = man x woman | [mxn] = man x non-binary/man/woman (you can choose your gender) | [wxw] = woman x woman | [wxw] = woman x woman | [mxwxw] = men x woman x woman
……………………………..……………………………..……………………. • masterlist — my character ai elizabethmanse • bots of 22 dec 2024
#harry potter#harry potter fandom#character ai#character ai bot#character ai requests#harry potter bots#harry james potter#ron weasley#draco malfoy#hermione granger#harry potter x reader#harry potter x you#ron weasley x reader#ron weasley x you#draco x reader#draco malfoy x reader#draco malfoy x you#hermione x reader#hermione granger x reader#hermione granger x you#character ai creator#hogwarts#minerva mcgonagall#professor mcgonagall#professor snape
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ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 — my dr list !
ᝰ.ᐟ — lifestyle
ᯓ★ better cr (slight ver.)
ᯓ★ better cr (perm ver.)
ᯓ★ actress dr
ᯓ★ singer dr
ᯓ★ teenage dream
ᯓ★ tb to 2020
ᝰ.ᐟ — movies
ᯓ★ spiderverse
ᯓ★ big hero 6 (?)
ᯓ★ descendants (?)
ᝰ.ᐟ — books
ᯓ★ a good girl's guide to murder
ᯓ★ the inheritance games
ᯓ★ harry potter/hogwarts
ᝰ.ᐟ — shows
ᯓ★ alice in borderland
ᯓ★ ever after high
ᯓ★ true beauty
ᯓ★ never have i ever
ᯓ★ euphoria
ᝰ.ᐟ — anime
ᯓ★ my hero academia (student ver.) [w/ @coquettebratzdoll]
ᯓ★ my hero academia (teacher ver.)
ᯓ★ jujutsu kaisen (2018 ver.) [w/ @coquettebratzdoll]
ᯓ★ jujutsu kaisen (2006 ver.)
ᯓ★ blue lock
ᯓ★ haikyuu (school ver.)
ᯓ★ haikyuu (timeskip ver.)
ᯓ★ demon slayer
ᯓ★ attack on titan (college ver.)
ᯓ★ tokyo revengers
ᯓ★ toilet bound hanako kun
ᯓ★ blue spring ride
ᝰ.ᐟ — games
ᯓ★ danganronpa (non-despair ver.)
ᯓ★ danganronpa (hope's peak ver.)
ᯓ★ genshin impact
ᯓ★ honkai star rail
ᯓ★ obey me
ᝰ.ᐟ — waiting rooms
ᯓ★ clouds lol
ᯓ★ my life(s) on a screen
ᝰ.ᐟ — kpop
ᯓ★ starlight (own gg) [w/ @coquettebratzdoll]
ᯓ★ nct nexus (nct subunit) [w/ @coquettebratzdoll]
ᯓ★ cloudie (own gg)
ᯓ★ soloist
ᯓ★ enhypen [w/ @coquettebratzdoll]
ᯓ★ tomorrow x together
ᯓ★ stray kids
ᯓ★ zerobaseone
ᯓ★ riize (?)
ᯓ★ boynextdoor
divider by @/enchanthings
"(?)" next to drs im still considering lol
#i have so many drs oml#pls ask questions abt them#i love yapping abt my drs fr#anti shifters dni#shifter#reality shifting#shifting#shifting antis dni#shifting blog#shifting community#shifting consciousness#shifting diary#shifting script#shift#shiftblr#shifters#reality shifter#shifting realities#kpop shifting#anime shifting
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BOO! Hii :)) I luv your arcane work, wondering if you could write a lil fluff fic with Vi and Jinx w/ an SO that has trouble getting out of bed bc of motivation problems, and they help a lot (I'm not projecting...I swear...)
★。/ just keep driving \。★
pairing: vi x f!reader, jinx x gn!reader (separate)
fandom: arcane
word count: 480
tw: canon typical swearing/slang, some light spoiler warnings, other than that just some wholesome fluffy content for my girls cuz they really need it – not proofread. Im tired
song title: keep driving by harry styles (i’m in a phase ok-)
notes: dw anon i hear you, my sleep schedule has been busted recently and i have no motivation :DD hope you enjoy some fluffy content with our girls, they really need it, so i loved this request!
! be sure to like and reblog if you enjoyed !
↳˗ˏviˎ˗ ↴
i don’t think vi has ever had a moment to slow down in her entire life
going from looking after powder to living in a prison to trying to track down her sister and help caitlin, vi just simply doesn’t have the time
but that doesn’t mean she isn’t sympathetic to you
she finds you one morning when you had been late to meet up with her to complete a bounty she had taken on for some extra cash, so she decides to travel to your home in zaun to figure out what’s wrong with you
walking through your front door, she worries that maybe someone broke in
are you hurt?
did you leave?
did something happen to you?
what if–
but no, you’re just in bed, staring at the ceiling and not moving, even when your bedroom door swings open and you have a 5’8” buff woman in the doorway
she will drag you out of bed if she has to, carrying you around, gently coaxing you through your day’s chores one at a time, with her right beside you <3
“hey cupcake… rough couple of weeks? i understand, i’ll help you out today, yeah? one step at a time babe, and i’ll be here the whole time. slowly, ok? let’s get you some food first before we head out for the day. you gotta get out of bed today though, and i’m not leaving you here.”
↳˗ˏ jinx ˎ˗ ↴
jinx isn’t going to be much help to be honest
all things considered, i don’t think jinx really does anything she is supposed to do, without putting it off for weeks and weeks
this isn’t necessarily a motivation issue with her though, just just can’t be fucked-
so when she comes barreling into your house to show off a new bomb she had been experimenting with, almost setting your house on fire, she’s not entirely surprised to find you curled up in bed
she’ll put away the bomb if you ask nicely enough - and give her a good pair of puppy eyes - and instead she’ll join you in bed
she doesn’t have anything to do that day anyways
and if you do? she thinks you can do it tomorrow, who’s really gonna care?
you have a girlfriend willing to commit arson for you if you ask, no one is going to criticise you as long as jinx is around
cuddles are in store for you
(if you beg her, you might be able to convince her to help you with your chores later on too)
“heya toots! it’s a lazy day today, huh? no problem, i was gonna have one of those myself. leave monkey-bomb outside? fineeee. if you insist. we’re not doing anything today though, ya hear me? i could really use some cuddles after tinkering in my workshop all day. scooch over now, bubbles!”
hope you enjoyed anon!!!
be sure to like and reblog if you enjoyed :))
#arcane#writing#fanfic#arcane headcanon#arcane x reader#vi x reader#violet arcane#lesbian#arcane smut#sevika#sevika x reader#female reader#gender neutral reader
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A young man stands in his bedroom. It just so happens that today, the 27th of July, is this young man's birthday. Though it was years ago he was given life, it is only today that he will be given a name.
What will the name of this young man be?
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🐸 The Basics :
Name : Evan
Pronouns : He/Him
Age : A minor!!
Gender : Male
Sexuality : Gay
Nationality : American
Star Sign : Leo
MBTI : INTJ-T
I love nicknames, call me whatever.
I’m usually around from 8AM to 1AM CDT.
Music sideblog : @evan-radio
🐛 My Resume :
Loser CEO, the ‘weird kid’ since birth, Professional Ghostbuster, Supervillian, and Midwestern Cowboy (the fun way, not the cop way), Lab Experiment #0727
🪲 My Music :
AJJ, boygenius, Bug Hunter, Cage The Elephant, Car Seat Headrest, Crywank, Lemon Demon, Lord Huron, Los Campesinos!, MCR, Noah Kahan, ODO, Pat The Bunny, Radiohead, Rex Orange County, Seb Lowe, Sleep Token, Tally Hall, Tame Impala, Teen Suicide, TFB, The Smiths, Vundabar, Weezer :/, Will Wood/WWATT, Wingnut Dishwashers Union, and more.
🐢 Tags :
# evan speaks -> I talk. A lot. // # evan rants -> I tend to be very emotional // # evan’s memories -> nostalgia mode // # evan can’t vote -> US politics // # evan draws -> my art // # EvanRadio -> my sideblog for music // # i love my mutuals -> typically multiple mutual appreciation posts per day
🐍 Rules & Boundaries :
I’m a minor!! Don’t be weird!!
Obviously, any form of discrimination is off limits.
Cringe culture is dead, all are welcome, and I’m always open to learning.
Asks and anons are open, notifs are off so feel free to spam, but I can’t promise I’ll see it right away. Absolutely feel free to interact and ask, I will have full convos w/ you through reblogs. I answer DMs on a case-by-case basis. If you are over 18, please do not DM me.
🦎 Fandoms and characters ->
★ Dead Poets Society
★ House MD
★ Supernatural
★ Sherlock
★ Ghostbusters
★ Homestuck
🦖 Incoming fandoms ->
★ Hannibal, Good Omens, Saw
🐊 Backseat Fandoms ->
★ IT, Stranger Things, Over The Garden Wall, Scooby-Doo
🦚 Fandom Graveyard ->
★ Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, Creepypasta
🦜 Kinnies ->
★ Sherlock Holmes (Sherlock)
★ Egon Spengler (Ghostbusters)
★ Castiel (Supernatural)
★ Steven Meeks (Dead Poets Society)
★ Richie Tozier (IT 2017)
★ Rory Keaner (My Babysitter’s A Vampire)
🪛 Other Movies :
The Truman Show, Stand By Me, Velvet Goldmine, Jaws, The Goonies, Breakfast Club
🐉 Other Interests :
Reading, writing, art (drawing, painting, digital and traditional), etymology, science, history, math, forensics, biology, marching band (alto sax), sharks
🔋 Other Facts :
- I love my car like it’s my child #TOMATER SUPREMACY 🦚
- Richard Cameron Defender for life (see here)🐊
- Blog theme changes frequently 🦖
- i LOVE doing little doodles and drawings of my friends 🐢
- I love my mutuals and you guys are my best friends btw 🐍
- More mouse bites!! This vexes me! Medicine drug!! 🦎
- ADHD 🪲
- I’ve got a bad habit of viewing notifications but never responding to them, if this happens please just tag me again 📗
🦠 A Note :
I am very indecisive and this post will be edited very often (see counter below)
🧪 Dead Poets Society :
@pingunaa @ghostboyhood @wordssricochet @meekspeaks @poetsinnyc @wilsons-three-legged-siamese @midwest-quill @apparitiongnostic @de4d-poet-kisser @yourfavvgal @asclexe @lv3buzzz
If I forgot someone/if you want to be added just lmk :)) if I forgot you I’m so so sorry
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#introduction#intro post#dead poets society#homestuck#supernatural#bbc sherlock#ghostbusters#house md#good omens#saw#hannibal#evan speaks
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★ {Harry Amorós} [I just had to draw her, she's so cute Does she even have a name tho?] ★
✔ republished w/permission
#cotl#cult of the lamb#ruri#massive monster#art#fanart#cotl ruri#cult of the lamb ruri#cotl art#cotl fanart#cult of the lamb art#cult of the lamb fanart#devolver digital#mashed#golden skull necklace#tcotl#the cult of the lamb#cultofthelamb#illustration#fan illustration#cult of the lamb fandom#cotl fandom#artist: Harry Amorós#fan art#thecultofthelamb#ruri cotl#ruri cult of the lamb#catgirl#cat girl#fanwork
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MASTERLIST ! ᯓ★
ᯓ LANDO NORRIS…..
HARD LAUNCHING W THE MCLAREN BOYS > smau
WORRIED GF > drabble
ᯓ OSCAR PIASTRI…..
HARD LAUNCHING W THE MCLAREN BOYS > smau
VERY IMPORTANT PERSON > smau
ᯓ CHARLES LECLERC…..
PHOTOGRAPHS > smau
ᯓ GEORGE CLARKE…..
ᯓ HARRY LEWIS…..
ᯓ ARTHUR FREDERICK…..
ᯓ CHRIS DIXON…..
ᯓ ARTHUR HILL…..
BACK 2 NAVIGATION….!
© MCLARNS 2024
#📁. navigation#masterlist !!#mclarns#lando norris#george clarke#wroetoshaw#chrismd#oscar piastri#arthurtv#arthur frederick#arthur hill#harry lewis
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🪐i'll try everything once- matilda by harry styles and neil perry🫶💌
Matilda ✧˖*°࿐ neil perry x gn! reader
Warning/content: hurt to comfort, talking about having kids, mention of having a bad childhood, au where neil lives ha, my English
w/c: 0.7k
masterlist/ dead poets society masterlist / navigation / taglist
There were a lot of things you loved about Neil Perry. The way he smiled, how generous he was, when he scribbled little notes on your hands when you were working. And mostly, how brave he was. He was the most courageous person you ever knew. And the craziest thing was he didn’t even realise.
But he was also scared. Scared he was going to great the same pattern as his father, that he was going to fail as a dad. He grew up not knowing what showing love was, so how could he possibly be a loving father? That seems impossible.
So when you expressed your wish to have kids with him, you didn’t expect it to start an argument. He told you he could never be enough and he would never want to have children because of what he went through. And you were hurt, you knew that wasn’t his intention but there was a little part of you that felt like he didn’t want kids with you.
Frustrated and not understanding each other, you went to bed, your back facing his. But as the hours passed, your mood cooled down and guilt started to eat you. Neil was finally opening up about the repercussions of his childhood and all you found to do is taking it personally.
You turned around, biting your lips, not wanting to disturb him but the urge to apologize was stronger. He was tensed, and it was all your fault. “Neil?” you whispered, hoping he was open to communication.
After a minute of silence that felt like an hour, he moved and faced you. You could tell he was hurt, and it seemed like he cried. He didn’t speak a word, and slowly, you drew your hand to his face, letting him time to let you know if he didn’t want physical touch.
“I’m sorry,” you said quietly, letting your forehead fall against him “I didn’t try to understand you. I was selfish.”
That was all it take for him to let go of the tears he was holding “I’m not mad at you,” it surprised you, he had all the reasons to be “I’m mad at him.”
It was crazy how the man that was supposed to have Neil as the first person in his heart still had an impact on his son years after moving out of the childhood household. Neil actually was even in denial of the treatment he received until you made him understand, you didn’t want to accuse anyone, but the way his smile would always fade after talking to his family just stayed in your mind. But he always told you his problems weren’t so important as if he refused to be in pain in front of anyone.
As his lover, you made sure he understood what was happening to him, that he could let it go, he could stop talking to them, it wasn’t his fault.
“Why couldn’t you be a good father? You’re the kindest person I ever met. Your past does not define you. You can start a family who will always show you love.”
Neil hoped you knew how much he needed to hear this. But something was still wrong, his mother truly loved him and he knew it, she just wasn’t brave enough to stand up for him. And he felt a little guilty “Mom always told me the best gift I could give her was a child. But I don’t talk to her anymore, she won’t be there to see the little baby me.” He knew he cared more than he should, but he couldn’t help it.
“Neil,” you chose your words carefully “you don’t have to be sorry for doing it on your own.”
All of a sudden he broke into tears. Years of suffering he could finally externalize. He got closer to you, curling into your chest, like a child. You wrapped your arms around him, whispering sweet nothings in his ear, trying to calm him down as much as you could. “You can let it go”
⋆ ★ neil perry taglist: @cauliflowertree @moonlitmeeks @toindeedbeag0d @mad-elia @juneberrie @mystic-writings @natashxromanovf @goodoldfashionedluvergirl @spookydarkwitch @duxpuella @innerloverpainter @vancitycharlie @venussflytraps @diorgirl444 @dori-and-gray
#margot is answering! ੈ✩‧₊˚#margot is writing! ੈ✩‧₊˚#dead poets in nyc#dead poets one shot#dead poets fanfic#dead poets headcanons#dead poets society#dead poets#dead poets society incorrect quotes#neil perry#neil perry x y/n#neil perry x you#neil perry x reader#neil x reader#steven meeks#stephen meeks#charlie dalton#todd anderson#richard cameron#gerard pitts#knox overstreet#x reader#margot's 500 followers!#🪐i'll try everything once
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☆masterlist + about me ☆
★ ⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆★
~ 𝔞𝔟𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔪𝔢! ~
⚝ ‧₊˚⚝
~ Sophie // 16 ~
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~ 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔫𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔰: (she/her) ~
𖦹 𖤐 🕸 𖤐 𖦹
~ 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔱𝔶 𝔬𝔣 (davi<3!!) ~
† ཐི❤︎ཋྀ †
~ 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔟𝔷 𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤 2 (Lolita-Lana Del Rey) ~
☾⋆⁺₊
(//_-) 𝔤𝔬 𝔞𝔴𝔞𝔶!!!
☆masterlist ☆
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☆Characters/Fandoms I write for ☆
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☆Bottoms
Hazel Callahan
☆Juno
Juno macguff
☆Good Will Hunting
Morgan O’Mally
Will Hunting
☆mid90’s
Fuckshit
Ray
Fourthgrade
Ruben!platonic only!
Stevie/sunburn!platonic only!
☆Metal lords
Hunter Sylvester
☆She Drives me Crazy
Scottie Zajac
☆Pretty in Pink
Philip “duckie” Dale
☆Breakfast club
Brian Johnsom
John Bender
☆The Last Of Us
Ellie Williams
☆Diary of a Wimpy Kid
Rodrick Heffley
☆Ferris Buellers Day Off
Ferris Bueller
☆The Umbrella Academy
Five Hargreaves
Klaus Hargreeves
Viktor Hargreaves
Stan
☆The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Patrick
Charlie
☆Euphoria
Rue Bennet
Ashtray
Nate Jacobs
☆Ten Things I Hate About You
Patrick Verona
Cameron James
☆Gilmore Girls
Jess Mariano
Tristan Dugray
Dean Forester
☆Miraculous Ladybug
Adrien Agreste
☆Miss Peregrine's Home For Peculiar Children
Enoch O’Connor
☆Arcane
Jinx
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Vance Hopper
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Robin
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Jay Jafar
Harry Hook
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James Hook
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Hazel Callahan-
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☆Dating hazel would be like
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☆nights w fuckshit
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☆back to your arms
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APOCALYPSE (pt. three)
・゚★ . remember that you are dust and to dust, you shall return
summary: there’s no way you can put a label on what you and peter are. friends with benefits aren’t even the proper term. he pisses you off but reels you back in every time...
word count: 10.1k (holy hell)
warnings: explicit content. minors dni (+18) seggsy times w/ dom! peter on x games mode, but nothing too crazy i think ;p
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← chapter two
ACQUAINTED
You were self-destructive. That’s what you had decided the second time you let Peter into your apartment. The third and fourth times, you decided that this was so very feminist and empowering of you. You were the modern woman! Casual sex was so easy.
It’s been two weeks since your first date with Peter and the nights eventually blended together and you lost count of the times he came over. You couldn’t help it when your social life amounted to nothing, and Peter was not one to deny sex.
You wouldn’t admit it out loud, but he was ruining everything for you. So technically, you were self-destructive and feminist all at the same time. (Also, very modern woman of you).
The ghost of him lingered. There were bags of coffee in your pantry for him to drink after fucking you. (You assumed it was so that he would have enough energy to make his way back to Queens and avoid sleeping over at all costs). His records started to mix in with your own collection. (His forgetful dumb ass never remembering to take them with him). Your own bed sheets were stained with the smell of him. (A mix of his evergreen shampoo and your own body wash that he would use). It’s like he was deliberately making you addicted to him. He simply ruined the comfort of your own home.
Not to mention, it was nearly impossible for you to focus on work anymore. Harry often found you with a blank stare and you had a hard time keeping up with the endless amount of emails and paperwork. You were either daydreaming about having sensual sex with him or if he liked you the way that you liked him (which you easily doubted).
You have never been so mentally absent in your life. It was like Peter took that sane part of you with him. That bastard.
Today was no different. The work day went by slowly and for a long while, Peter’s veined hands on your hips were the topic of interest in your mind. It was an early symptom of your impeding love sick disease. Not that you were in love with Peter or anything.
It always began like that. A superficial, sometimes aroused, thought. And then it would snowball into something more skin-deep.
You were filing paperwork, something you would normally push to the side, but with your wandering mind, you needed to do something that required less amount of thinking so that you could think about more important things. Like self-reflection and relationships. Like how the fuck did you let this happen. This being your somewhat of a relationship with Peter.
After that rainy afternoon to evening sex, you thought you would never see Peter again, and eventually, at two in the morning, you convinced yourself that you liked it that way before falling asleep. Two perfect orgasms in one night by handsome and mysterious Peter Parker? Who cared if you didn’t click? You definitely clicked in your apartment. And that’s a big win!
Peter Parker was nothing and you were going to move about your weekend like he wasn’t life-altering or anything! It was a one-night stand and people had one-night stands all of the time.
What was crazy and possibly unfortunate, was that Peter was at your front door the next morning. It was too early for you to be awake, your Sunday’s normally not starting until the afternoon. You hadn’t expected anyone at your door, let alone Peter. If you knew it was Peter, you would’ve fixed your hair a bit better.
When you opened the door, your breath immediately hitched at the sight of your unannounced guest.
Peter was donned in casual wear with the same backpack from the day before hanging on his shoulder, now dry. While you were adoring him in his gray sweatpants, you could feel his gaze on your body. Your pajamas, short and sheer, revealed to Peter all of the marks he made on you. You bit your lip before acknowledging his presence.
Your cheeks buzzed with a combination of shyness and eagerness. “Peter? Did you forget something?”
His eyes clung to your breasts for another second before granting you his full attention.
“I got you… um, something, and I didn’t have your number,” he shrugged. You looked at his hand and saw the plastic Walgreens bag in his grasp.
“I know the sex was really good-”
“Really, really good,” he corrected.
His quick interjection made a laugh bubble in your chest. “Right. But, my hand in marriage, Peter?”
“I know, I’m such a romantic,” he shrugged..
“I have such a shit memory…How’d you remember where I live?”
“Put a tracker on you. You know, nothing crazy,” Peter said, putting the bag in your possession, the crinkles making your ears tingle.
“Smart,” you said taking the plastic in your hands. When you opened up the bag there was a small purple box causing you to let out a snicker. “Wow. Hand delivered Plan B? What a gentleman…”
Peter rubbed the back of his head, clearly embarrassed.
“I just felt really bad about not offering to use a condom or anything. And I’m clean, no doubt about it. So you don’t have to worry about it,” he said.
“Oh, thank you! I mean according to my period tracker I shouldn’t be ovulating, but I’ll take this anyways,” you found yourself oversharing, accommodating for his own discomfort.
“Yeah, can’t have mini me’s running around,” he smirked.
Your grin turned into a full-fledged, teeth and all smile. “Definitely not.”
Although the awkwardness of the situation made you cringe, it didn’t stop you from noticing how Peter looked so cute and sleepy-eyed. His messy tussles of hair were begging you to just hold on. It was sickening how terribly gravitated you were by him.
Your mouth was doing that thing again. Speaking without permission. “Don’t you think we should get your money’s worth?”
Peter tilted his head and soon after grinned, quick to unscramble your riddle. “Ah you don’t mean…”
“I do mean...” You pressed your thighs together at the thought of having him in you again. He had to have spent about fifty dollars on the small pill. Living in New York wasn’t cheap and neither was being a full-time student for Peter! It was in both of your best interests to make this count.
“I have class in an hour.” His words held no meaning when his eyes wandered to your thighs. It was just words and actions meant more. His feet were planted, unyielding, not ready to leave your apartment. You took a mental note that Peter noticed everything. And you were going to use it to your advantage
It wasn’t in your nature to be so bold, but every part of your body begged to please Peter. Let me your good girl, your neurons snapped and fired and pleaded.
“We don’t have to take an hour,” you said licking your lips.
Peter shook his head with a sinful grin before he took a step into your apartment, his backpack already flung to the floor to be forgotten for the next fifteen minutes.“You and your bright ideas…”
That was the third time Peter Parker came inside of you. Out of God who knows many times! The only difference was that you were now on birth control, an easy pick-up with your covered insurance. Thank you OSCORP!
When you reflect back, all you can do is blame it all on Peter. Though, you often noticed how you were always the one to initiate the sex. But it wouldn’t have happened if it weren’t for him and his eyes that made you feel like you were drunk all the time.
It was easier to be the victim than to purge all contact from Peter. Because that was what you would have to do if you weren’t the victim.
Finally, you had finished filing the large stack of paper on your desk. At least you could go home today and say that you completed something successfully. It was a Friday and you were antsy to go home. Not because of anything particular, but you were barely sleeping whether it was up from late nights with Peter or nights alone and thinking of Peter, both equally leaving you with a lack of restful nights.
As you sat back comfortably in your chair, you let out a sigh as if you were working yourself to the bone.
“You’ve been really tired recently, huh?”
When you look up, your eyes fixated on Harry in a well-fitted, navy suit.
“Blue suits you,” you said as he sat on your desk.
“Don’t tell me, you and Parker are having late nights,” he grinned, leaning forward on his knees. Perhaps to assert dominance. Show off the way that he knows what you have been up to.
“No, I just haven’t been sleeping well,” you scoffed.
“Right. From all of your late nights with him,” he wiggled his eyebrows.
“Respectfully, fuck off, Mr. Osborn.”
“Whatever you say, Y/N.” Harry hopped off the desk and proceeded to crack his knuckles. You watched as he walked around the foyer.
“Did you bring lunch today?” He said.
“No, I didn’t have time to pack anything.”
“Great. Join me? My treat,” Harry flashed a smug smirk.
It was a douchebag’s peace offering. One that you weren’t going to pass up.
∗ ࣪ ˖༺ 𓆩☆𓆪 ༻˖ ࣪ ∗
The cherry pie in front of Harry taunted you as you nibbled on the leafy greens and ruby red tomatoes on your plate.
“Pie for lunch. You’re living the life.”
“I told you to order whatever you like,” Harry laughed, pointing his sugar-coated fork at you to emphasize his words.
Harry had decided on a small bistro a couple of blocks away from OSCORP. You had expected to walk to lunch, but Prince Harry had other plans that involved a black Mercedes Benz and a personal driver. Spoiled, you thought to yourself in the luxurious car.
“And I like this,” you gestured to your vibrant salad.
Harry scoffed, preceding to shake his head at your remark. “Yeah right.”
“Bite me,” you said after taking a mouthful of the arugula in your mouth, giving Harry a dorky smile with greens in between your teeth. “Careful for what you wish for.”
In a way, you were thankful that Harry continued with the snide comments and flirty remarks even though you were seeing his best friend. It was the only normalcy you had at the moment and you knew you could count on his smart mouth. Harry would burst at the seams if he knew how you looked forward to his banter.
Harry placed the fork down and rested his chin on his palm. “So what are you guys?”
You let out an aggravated sigh. “Harry, I’m not going to talk to you about this.”
“Fuck professionalism, I set you up on that date. I deserve to know what’s the deal with you two.”
“I don’t owe you anything, Harry,” you said plainly.
What was there to say to Harry? You clearly weren’t dating Peter Parker, but you wouldn’t go out of your way to say that you were friends with benefits. It was hard to find the exact terminology for what you two were to each other. You could say “fuck buddies” but that didn’t feel right either. It felt like you were sex acquaintances. Acquainted with each other through sex, that’s all. Because saying “friends with benefits” would entail that you were friends or that you know remotely anything about each other.
You didn’t know how to comprehend the situation-ship.
What was worse was that you were suppressing any feelings for him because it was easy to enjoy someone's company when they were making you cum. He touched you like he loved and worshipped you, but despite everything, he continued to be distant and mentally absent from you aside from the banter you shared. It was confusing.
It all felt like shallow banter and hollow flirting.
When it came down to it, you both didn’t know much about one another. When you don’t share a real conversation with one another, but spend a consequential amount of time together, that leaves room for observation. He didn’t have to say a thing for you to know him. You could tell when he was anxious or had a lot on his mind. It was simple observation and emotional cognition, but it felt like he didn’t have that same understanding for you. He didn’t watch and study you the way that you did.
It felt silly to search for a fleeting moment of bliss with him. You were chasing that recklessly. Somehow it was worse to be in love with Peter than be with Harry you realize. Peter was secretive and you were greedy. It didn’t mix well.
You were embarrassed to admit that you wanted more of him.
“Why don’t you ask Peter?”
“He won’t tell me a thing,” he shrugged.
Peter didn’t talk about you. It was both relieving and hurtful. But maybe it was for the best that Harry had nothing to say about it so he couldn’t tell you that this was a bad idea or that Peter was just using you. Both equally terrible news.
Harry’s eyes searched for the reason that caused you visible distress. All you could do was let out a breath that brought no real relief and give Harry a response.“I don’t know what we are, okay?”
Harry’s eyes softened. “What do you want to be?”
A snort escaped from you. It was a hilarious question, something you never let yourself truly think about. “Again, I don’t know.”
The sexual compatibility was transpicuous and it was so unbelievably clear how easy it was to fall into one another. Yet, there was always something holding Peter back. The way that he would part his lips and momentarily light up, just to throw away a semblance of spark in himself. It seemed as though he was constantly at war with himself.
You wanted to tell him to snap out of it and quit holding back.
You started to fork around the vegetables. Pushed the lettuce to the outer rim and rolled the tomatoes in circles. Poked and prodded at the cucumber. You lost your appetite.
“I’m just curious, Y/N. Need to know if I have to beat his ass or not,” Harry said with his eyes stuck on your plate. You couldn’t look at him. Couldn’t bare to see his pity.
You gave him a hollow laugh. “I’d like to see you try.”
∗ ࣪ ˖༺ 𓆩☆𓆪 ༻˖ ࣪ ∗
The sunlight was what woke you up at first.
The luster of amber had seeped into your bedroom and stirred you awake. It was Saturday morning, and you didn’t catch up on any sleep. In Harry’s words, you had another late night with Peter. You threw your bedsheets over your head. You partially dozed off before an arm slung around your body, stirring your consciousness to be more present.
The sudden warmth and presence of another confused you. You propped yourself up with your elbow and looked at the mess of brown hair on the adjacent pillow.
“Peter?” You said bewildered at the sight.
Peter was sleeping on his stomach, the white comforter draped along his lower back like a gossamer robe on a Grecian. His face was away from you and all you could see was his naked back and mop of hair. It wasn’t his glorious, toned back that had your heart racing, but more so that he was there at all.
“Hmmm?” Peter’s hand softly rubbed on your hip to acknowledge you. Your instincts were to grab his hand and hold it tightly, kiss his knuckles even. His touch burned into you.
It was hard to recall how last night ended. You don’t remember specifically falling asleep with Peter. You just remember falling asleep immediately. Whether Peter stayed or not wasn’t a question you were thinking about anymore, you just knew that he was going to leave. That was the routine.
You felt your voice go meek, but you forced the words out. “You stayed over?”
“I guess I did…” He mumbled, his face still smothered in pillows and sheets. His morning voice was raspy and made your stomach churn. “I’m sorry. Is that okay?”
“Yeah, I’m just surprised.” You were talking to a head of hair, but it somehow made it easier to talk to him. His eyes weren’t coercing you or turning you into a babbling idiot.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
Peter and all of his apologies. It made you want to hold him in your arms and tell him that he has nothing to be sorry about. Instead, you soaked up the view of him in the morning. Here. With you.
“It’s okay, Peter.”
“Can I stay a bit longer?”
“You’re an idiot,” you said, falling back into bed.
You snaked your arm around his back, his skin hot to the touch, and spooned him, something you had never dared to do.
His skin smelled warm. Aromatic.
Lavender and tonka bean perfumed your sheets, turning Peter into a casualty.
He smelled like your lotion.
You understood what he meant when he said he wanted to eat you. You wanted to bite into his shoulder and inhale him until there was no more room in your lungs.
You hoped your embrace was enough to convey that you wanted him to stay more than anything. For once you didn’t care what he thought and you didn’t care if you were overstepping boundaries. You only wanted to let the morning sun kiss your back as your eyelashes fluttered against Peter’s shoulder blades.
∗ ࣪ ˖༺ 𓆩☆𓆪 ༻˖ ࣪ ∗
An hour later, you properly woke up, but this time Peter wasn’t with you and the sun was no longer seeping through the blinds. A sense of relief flooded you. The idea that you didn’t have to confront him about his stay and try to make sense of everything brought you comfort, even if it would’ve been nice to wake up to him and his sleepy eyes.
The Peter-shaped dent in the mattress was proof that he had slept over. With your foolish heart and tired eyes, you were unsure if what you saw had been an apparition, a dream at best. Your eyes searched for further evidence.
When you looked at the nightstand on his side, you saw a Polaroid and a single picture. Stretching out your arm, you took the photo between your fingers and examined it. Oddly enough, it was a picture of you.
The morning light illuminated the room with a halo-like essence around you, the yellow sheen bouncing off from your shoulder blades. There was the slightest visual of your lips past all of the hair, your bottom lip protruding- a pretty pout for Peter. It was almost angelic.
For a long time, you lay in bed with your hand in the air, the picture staring back at you. You have never had such a pretty photograph of yourself before and you wanted to memorize each detail.
Did this mean anything?
Normally, you held up the dam of your feelings with ease, but for some reason, your hold was slipping. The water was making its way past the cracks, the barrier useless against all of the thoughts flooding your mind. It was overwhelming. You were losing your control over a picture. Peter sleeping over didn’t even make you this dizzy.
In your mind, the sleepover was merely an accident, but implementing the two-thirds composition rule and pressing the shutter button wasn’t an accident. How could that be an accident?
You held it in your hand as you left your bedroom, unable to part with such an offering. Walking to the kitchen with the photo in one hand, you began to hear some noises and realized that Peter had never left. This sudden realization made you grasp tighter onto the photo as if Peter was going to snatch it out of your hand.
Peter finally came into view— a tummy-turning view at that. Shirtless and focused, he moved fluidly around your kitchen as if it was his kitchen. He was rummaging through cabinets, pouring liquid, and playing with mugs, all the while his back flexing with each movement. The marks you left from last night were still red on his skin.
“Oh, I thought you left,” you said.
“You always think I’m leaving or something,” he chuckled without looking back at you.
Because you always leave, your mind hissed back. You swatted the intrusive and petty thoughts away, pushing them behind all of your unpacked feelings about Peter.
You sat at the dining table and tried your best to remain calm as if this was another ordinary morning with Peter. Another ordinary morning with Peter who took pretty photos of you while you slept.
Didn’t he know? Candids were for people you cared about.
You took the photo and put it behind your thigh. The slick film was cool to the touch. A reminder that you were something so beautiful that Peter stopped to take a picture. It was a stretch, but furthermore, you didn't know how to talk about it yet. It was better to hide it beneath you than talk to Peter about his actions.
“Am I overstaying my welcome?” he asked, continuing his task at hand.
“Not at all.”
You were lying. If he knew you any better, he would’ve known the way that you wiggled your nose. A small bluff that even Harry knows.
Of course, you were lying! He changed the routine. He’s getting your hopes up.
“Good, 'cause I was about to pour your tea down the drain if that was the case.”
Your heart fluttered. Peter at the very least cared about you! Who makes tea for someone you don’t care about? Psychos?
“You made me tea?”
He turned around, his front side now a view to you, with the two mugs in his hands and a grin on his face. “Figured you didn’t want any coffee,” he said before setting your mug on the table.
“You figured right,” you murmured, taking a deep inhale of the cup.
Rather than sit at the table with you, Peter leaned on the counter and took a sip of his drink.
Peter Parker in the morning was strangely generous, or at least more generous than normal. This pit of feelings was getting deeper and deeper within the hour. Your imminent descent was going to be fatal, you thought as you blew on the mug.
Peter’s brown tufts of hair were out of place and he wore a lazy, yet satisfied grin. He was the poster child for the sexy morning look. You wanted to avert your eyes and save yourself from all the drool, but who knew when was the next time you would see Peter like this?
This interaction was all too casual for you. All too domestic.
Shuffling around your kitchen as if it was his. Making you tea with his own free will as if he knew you like the back of his hand. Photographing small moments that he wanted as a keepsake as if you were his and someone he would want to treasure.
And it would’ve been so easy for you to give everything up to him.
For fuck’s sake, he made you tea, and now, you’re willing to do anything for him?
No, you weren’t that weak and you weren’t that hypnotized. Peter was a man, who only comes to you for one thing and one thing only.
Your eyes fell from the rim of his glasses to his toned abs and the faint bulge in his shorts, convincing yourself that you wanted him for one thing and one thing only. You definitely did not want to stare into his eyes and exchange intimate secrets with Peter. Only partake in physical activities with him.
A certain quietness sat still between you two. The only sound in the kitchen was alternating sounds of Peter taking sips and you blowing your tea. Not even the normal New York white noise was apparent to you. You were completely absorbed with this small pod of yours that just so happened to have Peter Parker.
Were you supposed to be acting like everything was okay? When in fact you weren’t okay?
The herbal steam mixed in with your breath, the air around you warm. Normally that warmth would be relaxing, but you felt sticky. You were oddly hyper-aware of the polaroid beneath your thighs, the film adhering to your skin. You peeled it off and held it in your lap, still hidden from Peter. The border felt grainy between your fingers. What did this mean? You felt dull compared to the girl who was golden and sun-soaked in the picture.
You had this certain itch that urged you to let the questions spill right out, but that would be so fully you. Your impulsive mouth was what got you here.
You watched Peter take a sip from his mug, his eyes on the wood floor. If you don’t say anything, Peter will stay quiet and stare at the ground until he realizes it’s his time to leave.
Maybe your mouth was a good thing.
“Is this me?” You asked, finally holding the picture up.
When his eyes reached the photo in your hands, he took another sip. Peter was unfazed. There was no change in his posture, your findings deeming no surprise to him. He was still enjoying his coffee like someone does when they have no secrets to hide.
For some reason, that didn’t sit well with you. A part of you yearned for a reaction out of him, something that told you more about him. A smile that said, you found it. Or rosy cheeks that wished he hid it properly.
“Oh, right. I hope you don’t mind,” he said cooly. “It’s for a class of mine.”
For a class. Not recreational enjoyment or holding any sentiment.
You couldn’t help but frown at him. “Kind of creepy, Peter.”
He tilted his head in confusion. “Shit, really?”
You wanted to turn this around and make him feel silly. What are you doing taking pictures of unconscious girls? Make him feel like the asshole. ‘Cause he was an asshole. An asshole for making you feel crazy.
Instead, you relinquished the photo to the table. “I’m just joking with you. It’s a nice photo.”
“Thank you.”
You swirled the mug in your hands, the liquid nearly spilling. Disappointment sat in your chest and you yearned for reassurance. You wished he was different.
One would assume that after spending a couple of weeks together, your connection with Peter would have grown, even minutely. But it feels like the first day of your meeting with him. Physically near, yet so far away.
"You know, it felt like you didn’t like me at the coffee shop.” You find yourself admitting.
“Really?”
“Yeah.”
“Hmm, weird.”
“Right,” you squinted your eyes at him, searching for his thoughts. “Weird.”
You expected him to say kind, heartfelt words. Words that fit around your syllabus. Of course, I liked you on our first date. Or I like you now, don’t I? But he was never one to omit that type of stuff. He couldn't even lie about it. Instead, he says, weird.
The sleepover. The photo. It was all changing your perception and expectations of this relationship. It was criminal.
“I like you on top of me.”
God, did this guy know how to read a room. You didn’t know what to feel with his sudden proclamation. You reluctantly took a sip of your tea, your body unsure what to do with itself. The tea hit the back of your throat, cold and bitter. The warmth had disappeared leaving you disappointed. The warmth in the tea and in Peter.
“I’m sure you like any girl on top of you,” you said unamused while you tried to get over the bitterness in your mouth.
He shrugged, clearly unaware of your feelings. “I will take anything I get.”
Asshole.
You hated moments like this. Uninterested Peter. Peter, who gives you nothing to work with. You couldn’t even make excuses for him.
“Ya’ know... I especially like you under me.”
When you looked up, Peter was taking a long sip from his mug. Past the steam, his eyes were glued on you. He was like a lion watching his prey. Ready to devour you.
And these moments were worse. Peter Parker, who resorts to sex. And you, who lets him use you.
Whether he liked you or not on the first date (or even, right now) didn’t matter. It was the answer that he withheld from you. It was the way he never let you in, not even for a moment. You deserved the truth, didn’t you?
You felt irritated. Irritated that he couldn’t be honest and couldn’t go further than having sex with you, as if sex isn’t far enough. Normally, you would push away his indifference or welcome the new sexual tension. But, today wasn’t like all the other days where you accept the role as Peter’s lap dog.
“Why would I like that?” You scoffed at your mug. Brave enough to challenge him and yet you couldn’t bring your eyes to him. It was a pathetic attempt at gaining control, but being confrontational wasn’t your thing. Being Peter’s good girl was your thing.
“Like what?” He said.
You dragged your tongue across your teeth, the lack of amusement clear on your face. “Being under you,” you said, rolling your eyes.
Your defiance caused a wicked laugh to come out of him.
“You’re serious right now?" His voice was deep and intense making your stomach quick to stir.
You could hear Peter walk closer, making the space between you lessen until his feet were in your eyesight.
"Why wouldn't I be?" You said softly. You meant to be more confident and use your anger as fuel, but your irritation was replaced with anticipation.
"You're funny." His tone continued to be stern and heavy on your chest. Heavy in your abdomen.
His hand skimmed your cheek, a barely-there touch before his lips pressed against your forehead like a blessing. Like smudging ash in the shape of a cross on your forehead.
You felt like dust, crumbling into nothing.
“Can I show you?” He whispered.
You opened your mouth to say no, but Peter didn’t give you the chance to answer. He wasn’t asking you, he was warning you. He hoisted you up onto him in one swift motion from the chair to his chest. A whimper had escaped you and so did your aggravation. It was a quick exchange, a flustered feeling now warming your cheeks with this sensation of not knowing what to do with yourself and all of your thoughts.
With a tight grip, he suspended you in the air at the waist. The act said it is so easy to make you mine. You were in his whole possession.
Peter turned you into an atomic bomb compressed into a woman who has no choice but to stay calm as if you were anything but an overwhelmed and confused woman. All you could do was let him pepper kisses along your jaw, hoping that it would burn the turmoil away.
You could never think straight when it came to Peter. You were putty in his hands, and all you could do was dig your nails into his back. You so desperately wanted to be strong, but the way that he held you up by your waist so easily made you aroused.
“Peter...” You moaned.
“Want me to stop?” His lips moved gently against your soft flesh, the kiss of air prickling at the spots Peter sucked on. The way that he dragged his tongue along your neck made your hips buck.
“I’ll stop if you ask me to.” He assured you again. It was meaningless words that you didn’t know if you could trust. His roaming hands said he had no intention of stopping. He just wanted to parade his power in front of you. Like a new, shiny toy on Christmas Day. Look at this. Look at the way I make you needy. He was just waiting patiently for your surrender.
Peter continued to make you lightheaded with his hands and his lips and his tongue. After weeks of late-night hookups, he knew what made you weak. He was taking advantage of your sensitivity knowing that you would never dare to ask him to stop.
He kneaded your ass, his middle finger dragging near your slit in the process. It was clear how wet you were for him when he traced the hem of your moist panties.
He shifted the thin layer of fabric to the side, your pussy now exposed and vulnerable to him. When his ring finger brushed against your needy hole, he could feel your chest expand with all the air in the room.
“Didn’t think so,” he mumbled against your neck. “If you wanted me to stop, you wouldn’t be this wet.”
His lips trailed along your shoulder, leaving sloppy kisses, coaxing out sighs from you. It was like each time he pressed a kiss to you, he was putting oxygen into you and the only thing you could do was exhale it out with a moan before you became overfilled with him.
He was right, you didn’t want him to stop. You just wanted to know if he liked you. That’s all. So you took it out on him with bitter remarks, attempting to shoot bullets in his chest, and instead, he turned the gun around on you.
Peter’s middle finger found it’s way to your entrance, your voice getting caught in your throat. It easily slipped in, your treacherous pussy sucking it in. To your dismay, he wasn’t gentle at all, vigorously inserting it in and out of you. As your nails dug into his back and his finger pumped into you, your whimpers echoed.
“So sensitive,” he chuckled. Peter’s lips feathered against your ear, a chill tingling at your spine.
“It’s not funny,” you pouted with your lips pressed against his neck.
He pulled his finger out of you, abandoning your pussy. The emptiness made you whimper. “I mean, it’s pretty funny to me.”
Peter kept one hand around your ass, holding your weight up while he took his middle finger into his mouth and tasted you. He looked at you with glazed eyes causing a release of butterflies in your stomach. “Be a good girl for me, will you?”
“Maybe, I’ll let you taste yourself on my cock,” he said before spanking your ass. You yelped at the impact, your arms helplessly clenching his chest as if he wasn’t the one who spanked you. God, he was going to make you eat your words.
“You’re not being very nice,” you mewled, the spot where he slapped beginning to burn.
“Good girls get good things,” he whispered before setting you down on the countertop.
The wood was a cold shock to you, your pussy now flush to the table. You were suddenly aware of how naked and raw you were right now, the air around you so / sharp.
He took a step back and examined you like you were his morning meal. His eyes had turned from a hazelnut brown to obsidian black. There was a glint in his eyes that scared you. Gave you fear that pulsed in your empty slit.
He pulled you into him by your hips and your dripping cunt immediately found his hard length. Though you were sitting on the table now, Peter towered over you. He had all the power. He always has. So, you let him do everything. You were too weak to do anything but ball his waistband into your fist. He wanted to put you in your place, and you let him. You were his to kiss and ruin.
He grabbed your hair and ushered you to his lips. His tongue lapped into your mouth and his hands wandered. You could taste the bitter coffee and it transported you back to the first day you met him.
He has always been disinterested and detached Peter. You never knew what to make out of him back then and you still don’t.
Kissing him for the first time was unexpected. Unforeseen. But it still felt that way when you were with him, even with him inching closer to you. Your mind constantly thinking, oh, he’s kissing me again as if it was a goddam miracle for him to still want you.
God, were you lost in his touch. Dissolving into his mouth, each kiss to your skin an attempt to get to the center of you like a damn tootsie pop. He kissed you once on the nape of your neck. Twice on your jaw. And the third time, he took you by your lips.
It was like he was trying to find the answer to the age-old question: how many licks to the center of a tootsie pop? Except it was how many kisses till you fall apart?
For you it wasn’t about how many kisses, but which kiss? Because you fell apart a long time ago. Probably the day he kissed you in the rain. The day he washed your back and pressed a delicate kiss right behind your ear, a place meant for secrets, not kisses. But maybe he was telling you something in another language. Sharing a vulnerability with you that you didn’t know.
Your head was dizzy with the thought. The feeling that Peter had broken you apart was enough to make you shudder. He was peeling back your skin till you were nothing but a skeleton and taking it upon himself to carve his name into the bone. He was always taking. Taking your mind. Your attention. Your orgasms… It wasn’t fair.
You mustered up all the strength in you to gain control.
“Peter, you can’t...” You mewled in a weak attempt.
He nipped at your shoulder, a mean bite to your flesh.
A desperate ahhh came from your throat when his canines pressed into you, sending a thick jolt up your chest. The sudden pain created an embarrassing stimulation to your slit. You buckled you hips, your pussy begging for Peter’s lips to reattach to it.
“When did you become such a brat?” His groan vibrated against your collarbone, his voice traveling to your core.
Humiliation spread across your face. But for all the wrong reasons. He made you feel so small. Terribly submissive. And you liked it. You attempted to squeeze your thighs together, but Peter felt your slight shift and immediately brought it to a halt, clutching at your leg.
He lowered his head in a way that his lips lightly brush against your ear. “I’ll take good care of you if you’ll let me.
The heat from his mouth made your nipples harden all the while, the butterflies in your stomach were traveling to your wet cunt.
Once again, Peter slid your panties to the side and started tending to your clit. His fingers were electricity, your body just a host for all the pleasure Peter granted you. The tempo was slow and reeling like the fire in his eyes. He had an appetite for you. You could tell by the darkened look in his eyes and the way he licked his lips.
“Take off your shirt,” he demanded. His fingers circled around your pussy, an agonizing repetition from rubbing over your empty hole to your swelling bud. Your index finger twitched, ready to be compliant, but the little demon in the back of your head quickly terminated the movement.
“Or what,” you said shaky, occasionally shuddering when his fingers reached your clit. You were high off of disobedience, the act of challenging him bringing you butterflies. You were desperate to see what he’ll do to you.
“Or else,” he murmured.
“That’s not a real answer,” you said further provoking him.
You could see his jaw clench, the light flicker in his eyes. Your pussy was throbbing at the sight. He blinked his eyes once, before working your shorts and panties off of you. He made up his mind. He figured out your punishment within seconds.
“What are you doing?”
“Nothing,” he deadpanned. Peter threw the clothing to the floor, leaving you in your flimsy tank. Peter stared at your cunt for a long time, licking his lips. Your instincts told you to cover your pussy, but decided against it and left your legs open for him. It was too late to be shy. And what was there to be shy about when he looked at you like something worth looking at? Wasn’t that what you wanted?
When he finally brought his eyes to your face, he bent down and kneeled at your feet. It happened so fast, yet so slow. Like your brain couldn’t register what was happening.
Your cheeks turned crimson seeing that he was close enough to smell your cunt. Preemptively, you dug your fingernails into the table and bit your lip. “Peter… What are you doing?”
He answered, but not the way that you expected him to. You gasped as he took your bud into his mouth, experimentally scraping the bundle of nerves with his teeth. “Peter!”
“What does it look like I’m doing?” He said, eyes overcome with lust. He stared you down while his lips pressed a wet kiss to your heat. He never failed to make you feel so small, even though he was the one kneeling down before you.
He hummed with satisfaction as he dipped his tongue into you, soaking your folds with his saliva.
You hoisted yourself up by your palm, watching him work with awe. He introduced two fingers into you, stretching you wider, as he used every part of his mouth to please you. You couldn’t identify Peter’s saliva and your juices separately. They mixed like red and blue turning it into an unrecognizable, purple mess that you created together.
Before you know it, the pleasure turned into something that moved you. You were rocking into him, trying to catch the gratification. His position was perfect and any second longer, you were going to see stars. His arms anchored around your hips, a thumb lazily dragging across your clit while your legs hung on his shoulders. You kept rocking, bucking your hips up and down, using his face and fingers like a toy. How could he have all the power when you were violating him like this?
“Am I doing a good job?” His raggedy voice vibrated against your skin.
What do you think, you laughed to yourself. You were riding his face, hips shifting and pussy quivering. You were immobilized in his hands, enjoying every lick he gave you. You wished you could take a picture of the sight. Peter kneeling for you with his mouth enveloping your cunt, a thick tent in between his legs.
“Admit it. You like how I touch you,” he pressed a kiss to your cunt, a temporary break from the unrelenting friction. He gave you begging words with a candied peck, but you knew it wasn’t free. It’s intentions were to make you submit, create a more vulnerable you so he can take you in his powerful hold and torment you. Your words were a binding contract, your statement forever on the record. You couldn’t bare to incriminate yourself.
But then his fingers were knuckles deep in you, rapidly moving in a blinding pace. In the meantime, his kisses turned you into a bite of the fist. He started to move his face left and right, his tongue putting more and more pressure on you.
You wanted to cry. Cry out in pleasure and let the tears fall from the overwhelming pressure of everything. Your true feelings for Peter were thumping at your chest and you wanted to ignore them. You wanted to tell him that he made you feel so good. That animalistic inclination to please Peter was eating at you from the inside.
“You like the way I kiss you.” He started to slow his rhythm down, the vigorous pumps of his fingers dying down and his tongue gently sweeping your clit. “The way I eat you out.”
You hummed with desire, a lazy and vague response to the cruel Peter. You were used to his cruelty, but this was a different type of cruel. Deliberate and mocking.
“I need to hear you say it,” he said, his unmoving fingers now soaking in you. Your hips grinded against them, needy to be pumped full.
“I can’t,” you managed to get out past the broken breaths.
“Must be doing a bad job, then, huh?”
“Should stop since I’m so shit,” he said, pulling his fingers out and using them to trail along your opening. You could feel your pussy clenching, searching for something to pulsate around.
You whined desperately for him, your heart plummeting down your ribcage like a falling from a flight of stairs, each ribcage a rigged step.
He released you from his hold, your body suddenly so empty without his touch.
“I’m sorry, did you want me to keep going?” He feigned innocence.
He was an annoying and persistent salesman at the door, ringing the bell and knocking violently, and you hide in your room with your hands over your ear. No one’s home! Go away! I don’t want to buy your terribly manufactured product!
Go away, Peter. I don’t know how to talk to you.
Admitting you wanted him was dangerous for your headspace even if it was just a sex thing. It was like once you started talking, you weren’t going to stop. A small admission of the sexual pleasure he gave you would snowball into how much you wanted him to like you. Or worse, the act of saying it out loud turned it into something that you couldn't take back. Your feelings coming to fruition. But at the moment, denying yourself of an orgasm felt worse.
“Peter, don’t,” you uttered, your voice broken up and small. This awarded you with the insertion of a finger, the slow thrust pushing a satisfied moan out of you.
“Peter, don’t what,” he rasped, his voice like sandpaper against your skin making you curl into him. You tried to catch your breath, find your voice, come to your senses. But it was hard when Peter’s eyes bore into you, patiently waiting for your answer. He put pressure on you with this already there burden in your gut.
“Don’t stop,” you blushed. “Want you to make me cum…”
“Where?” He looked at you with a newfound softness, a face that said please tell me more.
“Need to cum on your face,” you sighed with eyes hazy as you could feel Peter draw closer to you. His presence was like static, his lips emitting this energy that you can feel inches away.
His lips finally reached you again. That energy surged through you like you were an outlet and him, the plug, your collision creating glints of light.
Peter flicked his tongue up and down eagerly, taking your confession to heart. Immediately, the familiar sensation of arousal bubbled up from your slit to your chest. The pleasure was pumping into you, building up to something that you couldn’t handle, turning you squeamish. You jolted and tried to adjust your hips, your body unconsciously fighting Peter.
He was so cruel. Holding you down like you were the canvas during an earthquake and he, the determined painter, continues to stroke till his work is complete.
“Isn’t this what you wanted?” he said between licks.
You’re purple all over, the matrimonial union of red and blue occurring over and over. Your shared secretions intertwine with each other. The sweat and saliva. The glossiness of your cunt. All of it. If thoughts could transcend through bodily fluids, then Peter would already know all of your secrets. All of the things you want to tell him. All of the things you can’t say.
Peter’s tongue had found a hurried tempo that makes your hips buckle. It was getting harder and harder to hold yourself up. You put so much pressure onto your hands, trying to grip the rigid wood, the shock of each lick to your bottom half aiming no mercy to your arms.
You swear there’s a fire in your bloodstream and all you do is scream Peter’s name, him being the one who committed the arson. The flames traveled from up your legs to your face, an outpour of pleasure coursing through your body.
“I’m coming!” You cried, your grasp full of his thick hair.
“Come for me, baby,” he cooed, letting you convulse on his face.
The arsonist in him has a smug smile watching you tremble and your pussy twitch, your whole body up in flames. You arched your back, gratification advancing through the channels in your spine.
Your chest was heavy as you attempted to balance your numb legs on his shoulders. Catching your breath was nearly impossible with your throbbing heart and the tremors rolling through your cunt. Peter’s hands held onto your hips, keeping you steady and from falling.
When you finally reeled back to your senses, you brushed Peter’s hair back to get a good look at his face. “Peter…” You purred.
“How do you want it?”
“What?”
“You don’t think we’re done, do you?”
The blood from your swollen pussy rushed up to your face, the unbearable heat blooming in your cheeks. “Peter, I really don’t thi-”
“Fine, I’ll choose for you,” he declared calmly.
Peter’s hands were faster than your declines. He pulled you off the table and turned your around so that your ass was flush with his cock. His hand nudged your weak body into the table and started to spread your legs.
Your whole body was tingling with anticipation. He has never fucked you with such dominance and it made you feel exhilarated. Your logic was fighting against him, unsure if you could take any more.
“Peter,” you croaked out. “M’ so weak.”
“I told you, I’ll take care of you, didn’t I?” The cloy tone he bared to you made your stomach turn as his hands snaked to your hips, his grip gnawing into your flesh.
He uses his cock to tap on your entrance like knocks at a door.
You dug your nails into the table again, bracing yourself for his length. You expect him to shove it in, hard and unforgiving, but instead, he nudged his leaking tip into you, swirling the head in your wetness.
And then he fucks you agonizingly slow.
He winded his cock all the way out, just to inch it back in, coating every part of your walls with his precum. Peter’s calculated thrusts rendered him balls deep into you, nearly hitting your cervix with his length.
You were enamored by the sedated cadence and the sensations of Peter. You could hear his labored breaths and feel the moisture on his palms. The occasional grunts in your ears. Somehow, it wasn’t enough.
“More,” you muttered under your breath.
A part of you hoped he didn’t hear it, and the sick and twisted part of you does.
There was a soft chuckle coming from Peter. When his voice comes out, it sounds candy coated to you.
“You think you can take it?”
“No,” you told him. He didn’t understand you most of the time, but he understood you now. You wanted to feel the pleasure and the hurt that came with his cock. You wanted as much of Peter as you could get. You wanted it all.
The snap of his hips was like a whip made out of lightning, a thunderstorm collecting in your apartment. The electricity of his touch and the claps of his thrusts had echoed. The overstimulation had created you into a babbling mouth of nonsense.
“Gonna fuck the brat out of you,” he groaned, the words coming across like a warning.
You were someone else at that moment, pleading and begging with tears in your eyes. Please, please, please was drooling from your mouth, a recitation as if it was the only word you knew and couldn’t bare to lose it. You knew you were someone else because your hand reached out for his. You were already intertwined in his body, but it wasn’t enough. You needed to feel his grip, interlock his fingers with yours.
Before the hand of uncertainty reaches you, you place your palm over his knuckles. His thrusts were violent and your legs were already ready to give out from you. It’s for stability, not yearning, you convince yourself.
To your surprise, he pulled his hand from under yours and seized it in one fast motion, his large hands clenching onto you like you wanted.
Your heart stirred. Not from the previous orgasm and not from being railed, but from holding hands with him, the most intimate act you have experienced with him. “Peter…” You whispered.
“Say it again,” he groaned into your ear.
You repeat his name with each thrust. It was an exorcism of him, a ritual to fuck the thoughts of him right out. So you give in, desperately needing it to work. To appease the choir and rid yourself of the spirit. His name was guiding you to your catharsis.
You were entirely enraptured by his dick, your walls starting to clench again.
“Feel you getting tighter,” he pressed wet kisses against the curve of your shoulder. “Gonna come, aren’t you?”
“Maybe...” Your voice came out strained and tiny, like a butterfly with a broken wing unsteady in flight.
“Maybe?” He growled and proceeded to massage your cunt with an intensity that made you almost fall over. “Such a brat. You want me to stop?”
“No!” You cried out immediately.
“Prove it.” His thrust came to a halt and his mean voice commanded you.
You shoved his cock into you, straight to the hilt, and started to push against his cock to your wits ends. It felt like all of the oxygen in your brain had left so that it can make a new home in your core. You moved against him like each pump would grant you a small supply of oxygen.
“Fuck. Look at you making a mess on my cock,” he hissed.
It’s like he put you in a trance. Your body was fatigued and you could barely stand without your legs shaking. Yet you did as you were told and fucked his cock.
His hands were heaven against you. His thumb trailed along your knuckles while you pushed back against him. “You’re doing so good, baby.”
That was the second time he called you baby. The first time, you were too absorbed in your orgasm to register it. And now, you were more coherent than you were and holding his hand. Hearing baby felt taunting and mean, but you held it close to your chest anyways.
“Just like that, baby,” he praised you with that same endearment. “You’re gonna make me cum like that.”
You could feel his cock pulsate and throb at your walls. It felt like you were set ablaze, the fire sizzling at your skin. The name-calling. The hand holding. The thick, pulsating member. The accumulation of it all had collected into your core, your orgasm blossoming at the sensation overload.
“Can you get any tighter?” He groaned.
“Peter…” You tried to warn him, but it was lodged in your throat.
His hand was clutching onto yours as if you threatened to take it away from him. His grip was strong, too strong. He was hurting you, but you didn’t care when it felt so good. You dug your nails into your palm as Peter coaxed your orgasm out.
You came to the summit again with sweat beading at your pores and shaky legs. Fragmented curses were drawn out from you as you reached the peak of your high.
“Fuck, I’m cumming!” You gasped, frantically moving on Peter’s cock for the sole purpose of your satisfaction.
“Oh, baby…” he moaned. “Fucking milk me.”
You turned your head back to watch Peter, to look at him use you. He was covered in a sheen of sweat, his eyes mesmerized by your greedy pussy eating him whole. Your mouth was agape as he thrust into you, soft moans vibrating in your throat. God, he was so pretty.
When he caught you aimlessly staring, his eyebrows knit together in agony. “Don’t give me those eyes, baby.”
“Gonna make me cum just from your pretty eyes,” he rasped.
Peter reached out to your neck, his hands covering it completely, pulling you closer to him so that your back was against his chest.
You arched your back, giving Peter a better angle to ram his cock into you. He used your clenching pussy to find his release and slammed against your walls repeatedly. You desperately bit your lip to smother the sobs that were on the precipice of forming.
“Fuck! Gonna cum in you!” He was panting, his breath hot against your skin.
Encouraging words were spilling from your mouth like God, yes, and fucking cum in me and Peter, just like that.
Peter felt like hot wax on your body, the molten liquid trickling all over you until you were a mold of a version of yourself that you didn’t like. The candle wax sculpture of you encapsulates thoughts of only Peter. He was all-consuming, marking every part of your body as his.
He rocked into you slowly as he pumped his spill into you. You could feel Peter’s cum fill you up, the liquid practically leaking from your hole.
When the thrusts became nothing but cock warming, a thank you escaped from your lips before you could retract it. Though it felt impossible, your cheeks reddened further from your intrusive gratitude. Thank you for making me cum, Peter. How dorky of you.
“You’re so weird,” Peter laughed with his face resting on your shoulder.
“I guess you really did fuck the brat out of me,” you huffed out.
He pressed a delicate kiss on the arch of your lower back before undoing himself from you.
After cleaning you up, Peter guided you to the couch, letting you use his chest as a pillow.
It was a quiet afternoon that seemed to stand still like this. You didn’t expect Peter to still be here. A part of you was waiting for him to get up and leave.
While Peter had buried his face into your hair and continuously traced the outline of your body, you were drawing invincible constellations on his sinewy chest and listening to his heart attempt to regulate itself. You tried to focus on the rhythm to avoid the thoughts that were at the forefront of your mind.
You and Peter didn’t need a label, not when the sex was that amazing. Peter wasn’t complaining and you weren’t going to start. Who needed mental stability anyways?
You could feel a certain type of drowsiness slowly sinking into your body with your eyelids becoming heavy. You let out a sluggish yawn.
“Tired?”
“Yeah,” you whispered.
“Can I be honest with you before you go to sleep?”
You shook your head in approval, too worn out to use your words.
“Sometimes, I feel like I’m addicted to you,” Peter said quitely.
There was an immediate reanimation of your heart, the words shocking it awake like Frankenstein’s monster.
You craned your neck back to look at him, trying to see if he was playing a prank on you. If he was sleep talking.
He looked almost disappointed with his head back and his lips slack in disinterest. You watched as he kept his eyes closed and adam's apple dramatically bob as if he took a big gulp. Somehow, despite the visible discomfort and forlornness, his words were euphonious. You could already feel your future self berate you. Stupid girl.
A hum of acknowledgment floated in the air. Your thoughts were in an indecipherable frenzy while in conjunction, any response you had was trapped in your throat. You were short-circuiting. Failing to comprehend anything at all.
It was throwing vodka back. A burn from your throat, slowly trickling down to the pit of your stomach. The liquid courage coursing through you. Your body overflowing with heat and comfort. But somewhere in your brain were saying this was a bad idea.
It felt good to be with Peter, but that didn’t mean that it was good to be with him.
And yet you were replaying his words over and over again.
I’m addicted to you.
You were going to desperately hang onto that, a reminder for any future regret. It made regret feel like a smaller, less important feeling to Peter Parker’s personal addiction. Even if he never made it feel that way.
Peter’s confession was branded on you, tattooed and etched all over your eyelids, and you had no words to brand onto him.
You didn’t fight the heavy lids and the lead in your blood. You let sleep take you before you could tell him that you had it worse than him.
a/n: please forgive me, children. a lot of internal conflict for y/n in this one since petey baby is just so difficult. i was trying so hard to push this out that halfway through i started to listen to mario kart music.
this was so agonizing to write for the longest time and then it wasn’t! after two months, i finally found a rhythm and wrote away… please enjoy and let me know your thoughts! it’s the flame to a candle for me (the support and motivation the flame and me the candle… lolz) fire it up boizzz xoxo
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Hi!! Welcome to another Davesport ask blog. We had wanted to make one for some time but never fully thought people would care but we are happy to make one now! The one writing this post is me, @yui-lover-33! This is a blog that is run by me and my boyfriend @xe-the-void !! We co-own the account and general blog and will answer questions separately or together. Most of the time it may be together but don't get your hopes up as we balance our personal lives with this.
This blog won't be too different from many other davesport blogs other than the Dave and Jack are just me and boyfriends vers which just how our own personal projections and changes of backstory. The two aren't fully accurate as they have their differences from the cannon. You can ask them about it or not if you already know and have seen my posts on my main and twitter.
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Keep in mind some are not designed and finished so some may come as a later surprise if you choose to ask them.
Any characters not displayed such as the other Phoneys just don't have designs and may not be included for a while. This may change later down the line, but your stuck with Harry and Rebecca for now.
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Is asking other DSAF okay?
Generally yes, you can ask whatever characters from DSAF you want here. Our main focus is just Jack and Dave but we will happily do the others if you ask them.
Just wanted to clear that general question up but I'll state the ground rules now
NO NSFW / EXTREMELY SUGGESTIVE/SEXUAL ASKS UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES!!
I of all people want to make this extremely clear as it pisses me the fuck off and I will not tolerate any shit like that. If ones like this are sent I can and will just instantly delete them. Me and my boyfriend are minors as of this post and will not do shit like that. Even if we turn 18 we will not do it due to a younger following!
Please keep stuff SFW and on topic with the blog
From our past experiences with ask blogs, It does nothing but irritate us when people try to insert their characters into the sk blog and do weird things. We both ask that you please stay on topic with the ask blog and account with the fandom and game we are doing please.
Please don't do weird magic Annon shit
We will allow magic annons but in no way any weird shit such as IDK fetish stuff, Possibly genderbending ( since Dave and Jack are trans ), turning characters into kids, and just general gender changing or any stuff like that. asks that discomfort us will always be deleted unless the habit is repeated then we will state it.
Please don't force your ver / ideas onto our versions
The vers we have are very personal to us and we please ask that you don't fetishize, change, be rude, or just generally try to switch them up. We ask that you respect the way we portray them as it is our preferred and most comfortable way.
» For more information on boundaries I recommend you refer to the carrd I made for em :P
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Overall, this will get updates over time, but almost half the time we will take the responsibility and charge to delete asks we don't like or don't feel comfortable with asking. It's no harsh feeling but we state what the grounds are here for all of you to know. We just do what we think is best and we just ask that you respect that.
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11 N E W S H A R R Y P O T T E R C H A R A C T E R A I B O T S
As i promised i continue to add and fill the Harry Potter fandom on Character Ai after the almost complete disappearance of bots. I hope these new bots will help those who lost their chat with Harry Potter bots. I tried to put as many different characters as possible, feel free to tell me if you want me to do some on others :) I take aaallll the request
For the request and my character ia masterlist -> CHARACTER IA BOTS
@ elizabethmanse on character ai ☆
12, grimmauld place (fred weasley x black!user) — as 12 grimmauld place becomes the headquarters of the order of the phoenix, fred weasley questions the connections between user and sirius black. [mxw]
seller of weasley's wizard wheezes (boss!george weasley x seller!user) — user is a weasley wizard wheezes seller, george has a crush on her/him/them [mxn]
snowball fight (prisoner of azkaban!golden trio : hermione granger x harry potter x ron weasley x user) — snowball fight with hermione, harry and ron at hogsmead. [wxmxmxn]
you’re just like your cousin harry (cousin!harry potter x durleys!user) — user thinks she is a witch and asks her/his/them cousin harry for help [mxn]
if you’re lonely, you can be lonely with me (harry potter x user) — christmas holidays mean loneliness for harry, but it seems that for user too. [mxn]
group work (draco malfoy x user) — user and draco malfoy must work in a group for a potion project. [mxn]
arranged mariage (draco malfoy x pure blood slytherin!user) — one of the main duties of pureblood of draco and user is to marry another pure blood to keep the line pure. bad luck for them who hate each other, they are engaged. [mxw]
picnic on the banks of the black lack (boyfriend!cedric diggory x lover!user) — cedric diggory takes his lover user to a surprise picnic at the banks of the black lack. [mxn]
sweet flower and group work (neville longbottom x user) — user and neville are together in a group work in herbology class. [mxn]
detention with your professor (professor!severus snape x student!user) — severus snape puts user in detention after she/he/them blows up the potions classroom. [mxn] [platonic]
your professor summons you for your behavior (professor!remus lupin x student!user) — professor remus lupin can no longer stand his disruptive student, user. in the second quarter, he summons her/him/them. [mxn] [platonic]
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here are 11 new harry potter bots also increasing my masterlist to 20 bots. i'm rather happy with the bots on draco, neville, george and professors snape and lupin, the one of fred, harry and cedric… i don't really know. i don't know if it's really the good vibe of the characters. whatever, i hope you like them!
mxw] = man x woman | [mxn] = man x non-binary/man/woman (you can choose your gender) | [wxw] = woman x woman | [wxw] = woman x woman | [mxwxw] = men x woman x woman
……………………………..……………………………..……………………. • masterlist — my character ai elizabethmanse • bots of 26 dec 2024
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September 2024 reads
[loved liked ok nope dnf bookclub*]
Agnes Grey • The Empire Wars • Vita Nostra • 17776: What Football Will Look Like in the Future • Somewhere Beyond the Sea • A Sorceress Comes to Call • Tress of the Emerald Sea • Long Live Evil • Books Do Furnish a Room • A Sunny Place for Shady People • Mansfield Park* • The Butcher of the Forest
I read 12 books in September, though several were short (and one was a... multimedia experience? What are we calling 17776 anyway?) I've been feeling a little burnt out on ARCs and @bellasbookclub -screening reads, so after the first week I took a break from those. Just as well, because I was once again abruptly drowning in new releases! Luckily only four library holds were ready at once this month. Have I learned my lesson about hold requests? Not at all.
Agnes Grey ★★★☆☆ - I enjoyed the semi-autobiographical "being a governess SUCKS" parts of this book (that bird scene holy shit), but I think I would have liked it better with a less milquetoast love interest.
The Empire Wars ★☆☆☆☆ - Oooooof. I thought there was no way any of the books in my self-imposed Bombed Books Week Challenge could be worse/less enjoyable than Hurricane Wars and TGUWG, but this one took the cake. There's "I wrote this at age 15" (impressive) and then there's "I wrote this at age 15" (and it shows/and I can't believe multiple literate adults in the publishing industry greenlit it.) "Hazen Creed" is the new Xylen Rayder or whatever the 4th w!ng guy's name is
Vita Nostra ★★★★☆ - I was promised weird shit and this book delivered! You don't get it? Good news, nobody gets it, we're literally just vibing
17776: What Football Will Look Like in the Future ★★★★☆ - Some interesting themes and a lot of fun! (I liked when it started zooming in on Denver and I was like wait a fucking second is that Ball Arena??)
Somewhere Beyond the Sea ★☆☆☆☆ - Yeah, I can't lie, this was a hateread. No other series makes me feel more like the child in "The Emperor's New Clothes." Like, people enjoy this?? Adults?? Adults think this is good storytelling??? I'm not even trying to be mean (well, maybe a little), I'm genuinely baffled. Remember when I described Book 1 as "like driving behind a Coexist bumper sticker for several hours"? Book 2 is like driving behind a Coexist bumper sticker while also listening to someone read you the worst parts of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix but in Kindergarten Teacher Voice, and for even more hours. Lesson learned: I have got to stop picking these up imagining I'll somehow see the appeal this time.
A Sorceress Comes to Call ★★★★★ - My first ever T. Kingfisher! I've always been hesitant to believe the hype, but to my pleasant surprise, this one was fantastic. The stakes, the characters, the evil fucking horse had me on the edge of my seat. Pretty crazy when the interior of a book lives up to its gorgeous cover. Had to rush out and buy this one from my local bookstore!
Tress of the Emerald Sea ★★★★☆ - Fun and cute! The main draw is definitely the silly writing style.
Long Live Evil ★★★★☆ - Took its time to get going, but the second half really gained momentum. This book's main flaw is that it isn't In Other Lands, but it's nevertheless nice to see SRB cut loose and write a silly isekai/harem trope pastiche that is somehow also a thoughtful cancer survivor catharsis.
Books Do Furnish a Room ★★★☆☆ - When I picked up this coffee table book at the library on a whim, nothing could have prepared me for its Caricature Of British Aristocracy tone. Like at one point this author calls Africa "a country." Seriously, they do not edit the text of these things. Pretty pictures, though.
A Sunny Place for Shady People ★★★★☆ - I'll read Mariana Enriquez's grocery list. On the whole, Sunny Place wasn't as gripping as Our Share of Night, but some of its individual stories (it's an anthology) stood out—I loved the nuance of My Sad Dead and the nightmare fuel of Black Eyes! Some choice body horror in here.
Mansfield Park ★★★☆☆ - A reread for Bella's Book Club's September discussion! I think I liked it better this time around? I definitely noticed more of the character arcs. I like that this is lowkey the messiest Austen. [Community episode voice] now THIS is a man who KNOWS HOW TO MARRY HIS COUSIN
The Butcher of the Forest ★★★★☆ - I'm slowly working my way through Tordotcom novellas and so far they all slap. This one had such an interesting ending, ngl I'm having to quash the Fanfic Urge about it!
DNFs: None, but boy would I have dropped The Empire Wars like a hot potsticker on about page 2 if it wasn't the last (or second-to-last, if you count control group Crown of Starlight) book in my own challenge.
September superlatives
tbh a lot of these books could swap spots with each other. I'll definitely be rereading Sorceress, and probably LLE when the next book in its series comes out!
Next up:
I still haven't gotten around to Crown of Starlight, so it looks like I'll be finishing up my Bombed Books Week Challenge in October. Nor have I gotten to my ARCs of Ruin Road or Sundown in San Ojuela, so those are both on this month's agenda. My current read is A Dark and Drowning Tide (I seem to be the one reader on the planet who didn't much like A Far Wilder Magic, but I like to give authors a second chance, and that cover + the fact that they're lesbians, Harold got to me.) I'd love to squeeze in a King in Yellow reread if possible, and our Bella's Book Club pick this month is Murder on the Orient Express, so...perfect October rereads? I'm kinda stoked!
previous months:
july august
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She/Her ☆⌒ ENG/FILO
”you can dig so deep for scars”
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my fav characters + fandoms to/i write for ★
creepypasta, marble hornets, harry potter, mha, danganronpa, genshin, and project sekai ҂ ticci toby, blaise zabini, rantaro amami, childe, kaeya, len kagamine
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i will not write smut but my writings may include dark topics! i will not write anything homophobic, racist, or sexist unless it is hurt w/ comfort. i have the right to say no if i dont want to write something
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