#■section: brainmade ��

[welcomefriendbah]

◇Someone is coming through the portal...◇

You hear music. It sounds like... Igaku/HITOmania by Sasuke Haraguchi

Names: Kidori, Kazuki, Kami, Koda, Doc

Pronouns: he/him, it/its, doc/docs, doctor/doctors, med/meds, white/whites, blood/bloods, 💉/💉's, 💊/���'s

Sysroles: sexual persecutor, matchmaker, curamor

TransIds: TransProgrammer, TransFultleader, TransCultLeader, TransSnuffEnjoyer, PermaMasked, Dottorekin, TransCaneuser, TrisHarmfulLover, TransAbuser, PermaBleeding, Neurosorian, TransMedicated, TransASPD, TransNPD, TransParasocialicon

CisIds: CisHorror!Doctor, CisBluehair, CisRedeyes, CisPsychosis, CisOCD, CisBPD, CisDelusional, CisBipolar, MUS, CisYandere, CisParadoxical laughter

Paraphilias: Medical kink, Snuff recorder, asphyxophilia, erotophonophilia, dacryphilia, raptophilia, autagonistophilia

Personality: Light hearted and jokey to the point of being scary. Makes light of situations that absolutely should not be made light of. Laughs in inappropriate situations. All of it's time and dedication will be put towards the object of it's affection and it will do whatever it can to make them stay.

Emojis: 💉💕/💖💊/🩸❣️

Icons:

[nexus-nebulae]

we have a new section of headspace we've dubbed The Primordial Soup bc its Full of fragments that occasionally collect into a Being every now and then and people keep walking out of it

[simplypluraldesigns]

Custom Fields Masterlist

I've put together a giant list of everything I could think of that could be something you might like to have as an option for an alter to fill out on their profile. I've divided it into sections and how we use sections is use the color option to use as a divider between sections which is why I have color in parentheses next to those.

Last Updated (timestamp)

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|Section 1: Housekeeping (color)|

Activity/Status (active/dormant/missing)

Alter Type (introject/brainmade/fragment)

Rough Split Date/Date Noticed

Carrd/Rentry/Etc (Link)

Spotify Playlist (Link)

Art Credits (Link)

|Section 2: Alter Info (color)|

Proxy/Sign Off

Name Hoard

Nicknames

Species

Age

Static/Dynamic Age? (Do you age?)

Birthday

Gender(s)

Pronouns (full sets)

Sexuality

Romantic Orientation

Amory Orientation (poly/mono)

Verbality

Known Languages

Interaction?

Triggers

Introject of... (if applicable)

Source List

Source Memories

Subsystem?

Current Role(s)

Old Role(s)

Internal Role(s)

Fronting Job(s)

Internal Job(s)

Fronting Signs

Notable Personality Things

|Section 3: Appearance (color)|

Hair Style/Color

Eye Color/Facial Descriptions

Height/Weight

Other Body Markings

Misc Info

|Section 4: In-Sys Relations (color)|

Romantic Relationships

Friends

Fronting Partner(s)

Social Groups

Other Groups

|Section 5: Interests (color)|

Likes

Dislikes

Interests

Hobbies

Favorite Color

Favorite Food

Favorite Animal

Favorite Season

Favorite Book

Favorite Game

Favorite Movie/TV show

Favorite Songs

Favorite Music Artist

|Section 6: Extra Info (color)|

[arrayoflightarchives]

Array of Light Archives Intro

We are the Array of Light Archives! A very silly system that mostly just shit posts but we can occasionally be v funny and/or relatable if that's ur cup of tea :3

Pls feel free to read more, there will be an general info section and then more detailed information past the cut

It will probably be a lot as we ramble but there are key points highlighted in pink

General Info

-–— System Name: Array of Light Archives

-–— Collective Name: Kris or (sometimes) Array

-–— Collective Prns: He/Him

-–— Collective Identity: Trans = Bi = Aspec

-–— Body Age: 18

-–— Collective Interests: Bears in Trees ¦ Haikyuu, Sasaki to Miyano + other anime/manga ¦ Crochet ¦ Good Omens ¦ Bujo ¦ Marauders ¦ + a number of other things

Boundaries

DNI

General dni of bigotry, pro-ship, maps etc -> bigorty I'm meaning homophobia, transphobia, ablesim etc - basic dni shit

Endos + Pro-endo (mostly alright with endo-neutral, but more comfortable w/ those leaning more towards anti)

NSFW blogs

Fake claimers

Antis (anti things like xenogenders, neopronouns, furries, therians, alter humans and other kin etc, if ur anti those things dni)

Radqueers and Trans-ID

Syscourse specific blogs

Pro-Isreal stance

Other Boundaries

We don't mind some discussion of syscourse but that's not what the blog is abt so pls don't bring it too much here

Not mdni but just, we are legally an adult so pls try not to interact too much (one of interactions are fine) if ur under the age of 14/15 cause it feels weird to us sorry

We are traumagenic + mentally ill and therefore have triggers. We won't share them but if smt does trigger us, then it will be deleted sorry

Although we're a v punk collective, pls try not too bring extreme politics here

Pls don't dm us unless ur a mutual or have asked and we have given permission to dm before hand :3

Any questions abt dni/boundaries then feel free to drop an ask!!

Other Sys Info

We are a traumagenic OSDD system who have varying degrees of amnesia

We are autistic and adhd and have a history of associated mental health issues

We also have OCD and Emetophobia although that won't come up much

We are brainmade heavy although we still have many fictives from a variety of different sources

Feel free to ask any questions about the system or alters just know we might not want to answer - but most of the time we love talking about our system

Blog Info

General

We are neurodivergent so we will probably post abt that alongside our other stuff

This blog is probably abt half fandom posting, about 40% system posting and the last 10% is live logging or other shit like thoughts + opinions

Although that could honestly just change depending on frequent fronters

Carrd: (it's got some details but most of it is on here anyways but go have a look if you want)

Sideblogs

This will probably continue to grow -> they're all just alters personal blogs

@its-krisscross-applesauce -> 🐝

@omi-omi-says -> 🍙

@indis-vines -> 🌿

@rhye-bread -> 💯

@torii-ii -> 🖥️

@seb-lowe-loml -> 🌀

Alter Info

Hosts:

¦ Omi - He/Him - 23 - host and (angry) protector - sign off: 🍙

¦ Kris - He/Him - 17 - co-host and online social mask - sign off: 🐝

Other blog frequents:

¦ Kristian - He/Him - 38-40 - protector - sign off: 🐻

¦ Indi - She/They - 28 - caretaker - sign off: 🌿

¦ Rhyland - Xe/Fae/He/They - 16 - Symptom Holder - sign off: 💯

¦ Daisy - They/She - 16 - Social caretaker - sign off: 🌼

¦ Angel - Angel/Any - ageless - Gatekeeper - sign off: 🪐

¦ Dylan - He/Him - 17/18 - Protector + Academic - sign off: 🌀

Other sign offs you might see:

❓-> blurry or unsure of who's fronting

🩷 -> Liz || 🐜 -> Daniel || 🪨 -> Kiri || 🏐 -> Kenma || 🍊 -> Caiden || 🌱 -> Charlie || 📖 -> Elise || 🩹 -> Ghost || 📎 -> Alec || 🍷-> Mara || 🖥️ -> Tori || 💐 -> Daphne

There are more people in our system and they will be added if they post anything but for now this is the list

If they have or make intro posts, they will be hyperlinked to their names so feel free to check them out but those will only happen if they decide to make one

We also have quite a few littles and they most likely will not be on here unless it is deemed okay by their protector

[headmateelevator]

hello!!! could we please request a pack for a fragment we have? its a void in the form black cat! or maybe a shadow cat?? uh. darkness + cat!

and could you please add an "other forms" section to the thing? and add several well. forms other than the void cat one. thank you!!!

could we also be the green anon if thats a thing here? love your blog <3

hold the door!! someone's coming in!

name(s) - Void , Erebus , Vacuify , Vac , Null , Chaos ,

pronouns - void / empty / night / zero / it / hollow / end / empty / shade / pitch / nothing / shade / sleep

gender(s) - voidan , neutravoid , inanisian , voidpunk , voidmaxxing

orientations - aroace / aroaceflux

role(s) - emotion neutralizer , shock absorber , soother , sleeper

species - void

source(s) - brainmade

emoji(s) - 🕳️ , 🌑 , ⚫

forms -

( 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 )

[fictive-culture]

Fictive Culture! ✨️

[Normal Text: Fictive Culture! ✨️]

Hi! Welcome to Fictive-Culture another Fictive Culture is blog!

Kofi link

Discord Server!!

Special shout out and thank you to @fictive-culture-archive and @fictive-culture-is the og Fictive Culture blogs

📝 Here you can send in asks related to being a fictive in the format of Fictive Culture is or something more specific like OCtive culture is, Obscure source Culture is, Specific Fandom/Character fictive culture is or anything else that falls under the Fictive umbrella! 📝

✉️ You may also send in not fictive culture is asks talking about your life as a fictive, your system, source, or life outside of being a fictive! However, for our own mental health, we ask that you do not use our inbox to vent in detail when it comes to things like abuse and trauma. If you need clarification feel free to ask! These will be tagged #fictive rambles!✉️

❓️#fictive questions and concerns, is our tag for answering questions about fictive things or general system things if they come up!❓️

❕️Sourcecalls are currently open! They will be set on a different schedule than fictive culture is asks of once a day! The Source call card was made by our spouse&. Our one rule regarding this so far is that we will not post Sourcecalls from minors regarding nsfw sources.❕️

❔️CLOSED #Source Guesser is a blog game where you send in a poor description of your character source and my spouse and I try to guess who you are there is no queue just whenever we feel like it❔️

🩷 We are not here to judge you based on your source, so all fictives are welcome. 💚

Don't talk shit about your headmates

While we don't have a DNI* as they aren't really useful we are accepting of all system origins, poc and bipoc, mentally ill, aros and aces, neopronouns, xenogenders, all mspec labels, contradictory labels ex: bi lesbians, therians/otherkin/alterhuman and self dx.

Some things about us!

🌟We are a Mediple/Diversian system and TraumaEndo, mostly Paragenic, but a few other origins as well. We are primarily a system of introjects with only around 10 brainmade out of 100+ headmates. The autism and madd were just like yea we fucked up /light hearted. We are bodily 24, and you may refer to us collectively as Spade/Jest It/Neos We also run the @median-culture-is, @brainmade-culture-is and @paragenic-culture-is blogs. We just think they're fun and love the community :) If you wanna learn more about us our main is @spadesmidnightcrew 🌟

This was a section just @ ing blogs to boost the blog but now I wanna use it to list active blogs that are cool :) @plural-culture-is @empty-system-culture-is @autospec-culture-is @pluraladvice @mediple-culture-is @factive-culture-is

👤Taken Anon Names and Emojis Under the Cut👤

Please end your posts with (blank) anon so I know it isn't a specific headmate name or sign off

Single emojis: 🔥, ☁️, 🧶, 🌌, ���, 💜, 🧨,🧠,🍝,💉,🔪, 📺, ⚕���,🧸,👻,

Double emojis: 🐀🌊, ❤️🐢, ⚙️💫, 🎨🦔, ☀️🌊,🧠✨️,✨️🕯,☮️💾,🌀🪽,⚡️🔥,🌲🌠,🔮🐀,🫧🧁, 🐍🌒,🕰📀,💀🔒,🖤🌙,🧸❤️,💚🖤,🌠🌙,🌥🪷, 🌌⭐️,🩷🕷,🧹🫧,🌼🍁

Word emoji combo: nw💫

Word: Compass, Nightmare

[amurderofshootingstxrs]

welcome! ૮꒰˵• ﻌ •˵꒱ა

about us! ˶‘ ᵕ ‘˶

We are the "a Murder of Shooting Stars" system! We are traumagenic, introject heavy, bodily a minor, and have over 40 known alters. We are quite good at masking, to the point sometimes it's difficult even for ourselves to recognise who's fronting. Also, we do shift between we/us and i/me pronouns; please be respectful & kind!

As a collective, we go by he/they/star/crow and have autism spectrum disorder, attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, and insomnia.

Our interests are writing, reading, collecting crystals, jewellery, The Black Phone, Harry Potter (marauders era & golden trio era), Percy Jackson, My Hero Academia, Arcane, Dream SMP, etc.

about the host! ˶‘ ᵕ ‘˶

Hi, I'm Corvus! I'm a brainmade alter and the primary fronter for this system. I take care of most daily activities and social things.

You can use he/they/she pronouns for me along with other neopronouns, although I don't mind much. I identify as genderflux, neurodivergent, achillean, fictosexual, & ambiamorous, among other things.

Some random things about me:

Slytherin

INFP

Capricorn

Selfshipper

Attempting shifter

Social phobia

Transgender

Hellenist

Witch

content! ˶‘ ᵕ ‘˶

I will post random stuff, probably about random headcanons, scenarios, lists, oneshots, drabbles, etc. I will write mostly SFW stuff and potentially slightly suggestive things, but remember I am a minor.

I will write for most, if not all, of the fandoms written in the "about us" section, so feel free to give me an ask! I will not write for controversial characters, and if anyone wishes, I can make an in-depth list for each fandom.

I will write:

Fluff

Angst

Bittersweet

Lime

+ other things.

dni! ˶‘ ᵕ ‘˶

Basic DNI (homophobes, transphobes, ableists, misogynists, misandrists, etc.)

NSFW blogs, especially if age play.

Those who bring discourse. I am endo-neutral; I don't really care about any other drama. I do not support a lot of the content creators in Dream SMP either; I only enjoy their characters.

The Grabber apologists. Just because his actor is hot to you doesn't mean you can be weird.

JKR stans.

CC!Dream & CC!Wilbur apologists.

Neopronoun & xenogender haters.

Personality disorder villainizers.

Trump supporters.

Pro-lifers.

Those who push their religion onto others.

hello kitty divider ദ്ദി •⩊• ) pink bow divider

Signing off, Corvus! [he/they/she]

[bah-butterfly-sys]

Hi omg I LOVE your blogs aesthetic!! Coukd I get a brainmade zombie like alter cocoon if you don’t do brainmades a ranboo introject? :0.. also I love the little ‘habits’ section! I’ve never seen a bah blog that has that before!!

A NEW COCOON HAS FORM - ZOMBIE BRAINMADE !

₊˚⊹ - Name : Xander, Xavier, Soren, Jerry

₊˚⊹ - Nicknames : X, Sigma (i live for brainrot nicknames), Jer!

₊˚⊹ - Age : 15

₊˚⊹ - Gender : Transmasc, HauntedNightGender (coined by us I think wowowowowow)

₊˚⊹ - Pronouns : He / Spooky / Zombie

₊˚⊹ - Sexuality : Gay!!

₊˚⊹ - Roles : Protector

₊˚⊹ - Species : Zombie

⊹˚₊‧───────────‧₊˚⊹

₊˚⊹ - Habits : Biting Friends, Chewing on Pencils

₊˚⊹ - Aesthetics : Scene

₊˚⊹ - Likes : Biting Things, meat, squishies, mochi, emoticons!

₊˚⊹ - Dislikes : the sun, human touch, the texture of lotion

₊˚⊹ - Kintypes : Zombiekin (vros been a zombie since forever)

₊˚⊹ - Music Taste : TV girl, Odetari, Ayesha, 6arelyhuman, Brokencyde

₊˚⊹ - Outfits : 

₊˚⊹ - Positive Triggers : The moon, Gore, Chew toys, scene, kandi

₊˚⊹ - Neutral Triggers : Other zombies, post apocalyptic aesthetic, haunted houses

₊˚⊹ - Negative Triggers : The daylight

uhhhhh this was mostly practice for me !! but we can totally do a ranboo introject if you would like as well ! Also ty for the compliment !

-fan from ii

[bimboqueer-bah]

Welcome to Build a Bimbo~!

·˚ ◌༘₊· ͟͞꒰➳ Mod Info~!

ੈ♡˳ Mod Tiffany~! ੈ♡˳ 🌈🛍 & Yanfreak~! ੈ♡˳ 1stpp: Mi/Mauve/Mauvy/Mauvine/Mauveself ੈ♡˳ 2ndpp: Ero/Ero/Eroto/Erotos/Erotoself~! ੈ♡˳ 3rdpp: Heav/Heaven/Heaven/Heavens/Heavenself~! ੈ♡˳ Host of The Cherry Blossom System~! CisEtaProgramming, CisAffectionProgramming, CisMaskingProgramming. TransThetaProgramming~!

︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵

ੈ♡˳ Mod Glamour~! ੈ♡˳ 🌈🛍 & Dummyqueer~! ੈ♡˳ She/Glam/Glitz/Glitter/Poof/Fem/Pop/Doki/Bim/Bimboself ੈ♡˳ Femininity Holder, Gender Dysphoria Holder, & Girlhood Delight Of The Cherry Blossom System~! TransPrincessProgramming~!

︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵

ੈ♡˳ No DNI, Anti's can Interact so long as they're respectful~! We block Discourse attempts~!

·˚ ◌༘₊· ͟͞꒰➳ Alterpack Template~!

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𓆩♡𓆪 Face Claim: ੈ♡˳ Note: We will include all sections by default~! Please ask if you want soemthign exclused from your alterpack~!

·˚ ◌༘₊· ͟͞꒰➳ Claimed Anons

ੈ♡˳ 📼🐾 Anon ੈ♡˳ 🍒🥀 Anon ੈ♡˳ ⭐ Anon ੈ♡˳ ⚠ Anon ੈ♡˳ 🎸🌟 Anon

·˚ ◌༘₊· ͟͞꒰➳ Whitelist/Blacklist

ੈ♡˳ ✔ = Whitelist (Will receive more effort than others)~! ੈ♡˳ ❌ = Blacklist (Automatic Denied Requests)~!

•·.·''·.·•Mod Tiffany•·.·''·.·

ੈ♡˳ ✔ Any bolded sources from This List~! ੈ♡˳ ✔ Problematic Alters~! ੈ♡˳ ✔ Canon-Divergent Fictives~! ੈ♡˳ ✔ Non-Canon Fictives~! ੈ♡˳❌707, V, or Rika from Mystic Messenger~! ੈ♡˳❌Factives (Too difficult for me, sorry~!)

•·.·''·.·•Mod Glamour•·.·''·.·

ੈ♡˳ ✔ FNAF Fictives/Sourcemates~! ੈ♡˳ ✔ Fem-Presenting Alters~! ੈ♡˳❌Masc-Presenting Alters (Not Including Butches, Bigendered Folk, CisMasc TransFem, Lesboys, Gynophiles, Or Autoandrophiles~!)

ੈ♡˳ Note: We are willing to do **anything** not on our Whitelist, so long as it's not on our Blacklist~! Mod Tiffanys still able to do the stuff on Mod Glamour's Blacklist and Vice Verse~!

·˚ ◌༘₊· ͟͞꒰➳ Current Request List (Listed from Oldest to newest)~!

ੈ♡˳ A Problematic Femboy Catboy Alter ੈ♡˳ A TransFem Bimboqueer Fictive ੈ♡˳ 2 Brainmade Alters ੈ♡˳ A Transfem, Transloli, & TransBimbo Stanford Pines (Gravity Falls) Fictive ੈ♡˳ A TransID/Pronouns Hoarder Pathetic Shota Alter ੈ♡˳ A Non-Fictive XS and Pro-C Guilt Holder ੈ♡˳ Haikubot introject that masks as/mimics the host ੈ♡˳ A Random Dandy's World Caregiver ੈ♡˳ A 2000's alt/punk bimbo camgirl Alter ੈ♡˳ A Creator's Choice Regretevator Fictive ੈ♡˳ A Marionette (FNAF) Fictive ੈ♡˳ A Creator's Choice Yandere Sim Fictive ੈ♡˳ A Transdeadloli Experiment Alter ੈ♡˳ A Transfem Kawaii-Chan (MyStreet) Fictive ੈ♡˳ A G0z (Roblox Myth/The Circus in The Sky) Fictive ੈ♡˳ A Veronica (Heathers) Fictive

[woofwoof-bah]

Lvl 2 brain made fem with 70s aesthetic between age of 18-29 plz

Hihi! Yes you can! My husband took a lot of interest in this request so I got a lot of help from him with this pack! I hope you like her!

× Woof! Brainmade Alter Pack! Woof! ×

Name: Katherine

Nicknames: Kathy, Kat, Kitty, Kimmy

Age: 23yrs (Opt. age slider- 18 to 29yrs)

Gender identity: Fingender

Pronouns: She/Her

Sexual orientation: Sapphic

Role(s): Babysitter, Comforter, Daydream Holder

× Faceclaim ×

Picrew Source! (edited hair and outfit by my husband who offered to help me do more then one pack a day<3)

More description: Long wavy brown/auburn hair with shorter front sections near ears, short messy bangs, has vitiligo

Aesthetic: warm colors, florals, jean everything, vintage and antique outfits

Front triggers (Pos/Neu/Neg):

+ Disco and Jive music, 70s floral print, nature/parks, thrift stores

| Home cooked meals, fresh flowers/gardens, arts and crafts

-War documentaries, hate speech

× Profile Picture! ×

Picrew Source!

Sign off(s): 🌼 / 🌱 / 🪩 / 🏕️ / ☮️ / ✌️

× Unedited profile picture ×

[welcomefriendbah]

middle tower songtive based on Mayday! by sparkbird please and thank you

◇Someone is coming through the portal...◇

You hear music. It sounds like... Mayday! By Sparkbird

Names: Avian, Aeir, Aierin, Arryn, Warren, Francis, Alistair, Leander, Lucian

Pronouns: he/him, steam/steam, ae/aers, air/airs, ship/ships, space/spaces, sky/skies, punk/punks, captain/captains

Sysroles: Scout, Nightwatch

TransIds: Steampunkixure, TransMechanic, TransTannerSkin, TransGreeneyes, TransSwordMaster, TransShipCaptain, PermaBruisedKnuckles, PermaBandaged, TransSoldier, TransInfantry, TheMechanismsixure, TheCinderSpiresixure, TransRemington800, Transfreckles, TransBipolar

CisIds: CisPilot, CisBrowneyes, CisFencer, greyasexual, demiromantic, turian, CisTrauma, CisCurlyhair, CisBrownhair, CisTall, Cisage 32

Personality: rather serious, but is capable of letting loose around his friends. Likes to crack jokes but doesnt always make them at the right time. Extremely loyal and protective of ship's loved ones and takes slights very seriously.

Emojis: 🚀⚓️/💨⛵️/✈️🌍

Icons: Francis Grimm from The Aeronaut's Windlass by Jim Butcher, fanart

[systastic]

Cool!! Then I was wondering if I could get a level 3 Alter with the FC of The Strawberry Floormaster from Your Turn To Die? TYSM.

ooh, meow hasn’t heard of that!!! ill check it out nya~ -🍥

full disclosure: we went a bit off the rails w this one. zir image gives ‘crazy murderer’ vibes for some reason. if u want edits, let us know. -🌲

name :: queen, velvette, satin, lace, bliss, rose, mercy, vera (short for verity)

age :: 21

pronouns :: she/her, it/its, nameself, hy/hyr, zie/zir, other/others, gur/guro, game/games

roles :: persecutor, antagonizer, berserker, chaosnaut, obsessor, hyperrose holder

species :: doll / alien

gender identity (gore warning!) :: dulcreepic, gurolocuteic, etehungeturic

orientation :: panromantic, polysexual (obsessive love disorder)

source :: brainmade, semi-YTTD

aesthetic (gore warning!) :: yami kawaii, kimoicore, ero-guro, yandere

appearance description :: bliss dresses in cute yet extravagant ribbon-filled clothing. the more bows, lace, and frills it has on it, the better it becomes in hyr eyes. hy has long pink hair — or would it be ‘had’? no; vera’s hair simply shifts to better match her current outfit, albeit with a sort of “punk” style to it. queen maintains a perfectly clean outfit even when actively maiming someone, as she tends to use machines or traps to do the work for her. all of queen’s traps share queens sense of extravagance, whether it be glitter-laced acid tanks, ribbon-made nets, butterfly shaped axes or candy-colored saws. mercy names zir traps after the people they’ve killed: kimiko the axe, lance the acid tank, delilah the razor wire… it helps keep her company in an otherwise lonely maze. lace has pink eyes, but when other gets murderous, intense, or obsessive, they turn a bloody red. unknown to hyr guests, gur has knives strapped to guro legs underneath guro frilly skirts. if any guests try to disobey or break the rules, mercy is quick to cut them down to size.

personality description :: cheerful, sweet and bouncy, queen is the perfect example of pristine behavior. zie is friendly and welcoming to the guests who “visit” her section of the mind. visitors are invited for tea and cakes… but they taste odd… are they- drugged? indeed they are. anyone who has dared to step into satin’s realm will become a new participant in hyr games whether they want it or not. the thoughts that lie behind those eyes are so diabolical and downright torturous that it makes even the devil weep. in satin’s eyes, everything is just one extravagant game. why, you ask? well… why not? things come and go, so why not play with it a little? gambling your life away is a small choice to make with a big impact! at least, if you die, that is. queen is sadistic and revels in the pain of others. seeing hyr captives beg in fear strengths hyr resolve to chase them down and make them work for their freedom. if someone wants to live so badly, then show it! fight for it! how can your life truly be lived if all you do is cower and hide from the things that scare you?! velvette intends to instill its system mates with a deep and powerful will to live and survive — though, in all truth, this doesn’t always work. it hasn’t stopped her from trying.

likes :: any sort of game, creating elaborate traps and deadly puzzles, solving non-lethal puzzles others have made, death traps, regular traps, torture methods, breaking her captive’s minds, torturing people in zir death maze, cute lolita style dresses, strawberry cake, baking, the smell / taste of fear, the saw movies (they give zir “inspiration” for zir death mazes/games), horror games with multiple ways to die (ib, mad father, the witch’s house), anything with a large amount of gore and/or horror, slasher movies, creepypastas, and musing over new ways to kill somebody

dislikes :: disobedience, rule breakers, people who refuse to play hyr games, losing control over a situation, those who faint over blood (what an overreaction — can’t they see how beautiful it is?), bitter tastes, spiky mouthfeel like whole durians and pineapple, black clothing, goth/emo subculture and style, point-blank murder (there’s no eloquence in shooting someone! it has to be bigger than that! grander! worthy of paying attention to!), lengthy monologues (just let her play already, damnit!), people with main character syndrome, and not getting her way

front triggers :: games of any kind, horror movies pertaining to games/traps, the current object of hyr obsession

signoff :: 🍓, 💝, or 🎀

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[actuallylight]

It’s November 5. L’s death anniversary. The anniversary of me being L. The anniversary of “winning” against him. The anniversary of realizing how empty the world is without him. Also Destiel Day but that one’s hardly important.

I think I’m going to get vulnerable today.

TW: ED, SH, and sui mentions. Also lots of canon talk

I joke a lot about being God. I poke fun at this day and laugh it off like it didn’t happen. Mainly because it didn’t happen. This is just some random event that happened in an animanga series that I just so happened to be pulled from, trauma included.

I think the reason I make those jokes is to try and shield myself from the truth. I’m not Light. I’m not Kira. I’m not a college student. I just have false memories implanted in my brain that I am those things. Source separation is important, but it’s so, so hard. I want to be Light. I want to be able to express myself as Light free of judgement in order to heal. But the world tells me I can’t. Neither can Ryuzaki. Neither can Misa. Nobody can, not even our brainmades, because that’s appropriation.

I have tried so hard to forget November 5 and January 28. I have sat through those episodes and tried to not react but I can’t. November 5 was a turning point for me in canon. I was severely depressed before I got the notebook. I hardly ate, I didn’t see the point in anything, and I just wanted an out. I’ll get more into that on the 28th, but for now I’ll just say that the Death Note was my reason to live.

Then, as I matured and continued my mission, I met L. He was so infuriating. He was challenging. He pushed all of my buttons but he understood me. He saw me for who I was when no one else could. But I couldn’t let that happen. I had to kill him and win. I had to be God. So I did just that. He died.

I remember how it felt to have him die in my arms. He was so vulnerable. He clung onto me like I was his last hope. The light left his eyes and I wanted to laugh. I went home and wanted to gloat to Ryuk about winning, but I didn’t. I was hit with the realization that he was gone. My only challenger was gone. There was no point anymore.

I’ve done a lot of stupid shit both within my past lives and this one. I bleed to stop hurting. I starve to block out hunger. I want to die to feel alive. I get nightmares almost every single night reminding me that I am dead and so is L. We died and that was that. Sometimes I can feel his heart stop beating. Sometimes I feel mine stop too. We’re tied together in all of the worst possible ways but we still keep crawling back because we’re in love. We’re two doomed monsters just trying to find reasons to live in each other. We find life in the other despite the knowledge that we tried to kill each other and did.

There has not been a single day where I haven’t regretted November 5. I missed him. I still miss him even though we share a brain now. I’m so tired of the constant reminder that he was dead. We were dead. We got a second chance and we’re blowing it.

I want to take the last section of this post to talk about L. He’s the person who pulls me out of dark spaces. He reminds me that there is good in the world and not all people out there are evil. He bandages my wounds and hides my blades and pills when I’m at my worst. He’s the most caring person I know by far. I love him so, so much and I’ll never not regret the shit I put him through. All of the pain, death, and general suffering that I caused him. It’s my fault, but somehow he doesn’t care. I’m so grateful to him and I’m so sorry that it took me this long to say it.

I’m sorry, L. You are the best thing in my life. You didn’t deserve to die at my hand. I love you so much. I don’t know how you can forgive me so easily, but you have and I’m grateful. I still want to become a better person. Not just for you, but for the sake of the world and our system. I want to make things right. I want to live again.

I’m sorry.

[g0rygutz]

♱ ◞ about me ! ◟ ♱

☓﹒﹕basic infoᶻ﹕→

hello! i’m atticus or prime, i’m a brainmade merged with a bunch of other alters. the main is rick prime. i use it/rot/he/lim/slitz pronouns.

i’m the main host of our system, i’ll be the only one ever posting here. most likely, if anyone else does end up posting, they’ll use the tag #(name)posting.

i don’t mind sourcemates interacting, and i love chatting about my source, hence me having a tag specifically for rambling about it. please don’t assume i’m the same rick prime from your source, because 9 times out of 10, i am not.

a link to a carrd with more info on me! 🚬 ― ATTI'S KINS (attiskins.carrd.co)

☓﹒﹕boundariesᶻ﹕→

yes ! — sourcemates interacting, asking about/talking about my source, asking for our simplyplural (i can’t promise i will give it but i most likely will), joking flirting, platonic petnames, rp touch, asking about other alters

ask first / moots only ! — asking for our other socials, asking to chat with other alters, tagging us in stuff

no ! — comparing me to other writers, romantic flirting (i am taken and we have a partner sys), romantic petnames

☓﹒﹕my sourceᶻ﹕→

so! since rick prime is my one, main source, and two, this is a rick sanchez writing blog. i’ll give a bit of info on my rick prime source!

so yes, i remember having romantic relations with rick c-137. we were gay. very gay. though.. he left me for diane and i got a little silly. the bomb was meant to kill him. ANYWHO!!

my source partner was actually miami though! we never were officially dated but.. we lived together, we ran the citadel together, we slept in the same bed, we kissed, we talked about marriage.. we were dating without dating officially pretty much.

my memories with miami started post season 6, which is the reason i have a scar on my neck! it’s from when jerry kind of.. cut me. for me, my wounds healed instantly but still scarred. it was interesting.

my miami is specifically evil miami, it’s interesting.

i’ll probably end up updating this section.

[cherishedverses]

Headmates ppl would fakeclaim us for and why:

All of our introjects: self explanatory

Ash|Bloody|Clouded: literally 3 fucking people

Alastair and Blayke: Sentispaces, Blayke kinda being an introject but also like kinda brainmade

Autumn: only fronted during the “warmer”(?) climates

Bug: literally just the concept of those guys in 2020 with the bunny hats and stuff…idk what exactly those are called but that’s what pogs based off of

Elvira: Family member of one of our Logics (an introject)

Some girl we dunno the name of: has a “cat-like” typing quirk

Corbin: based off of COVID

Yknow what let’s do a section just for our introjects (well. Some of them)

Our 4 Logicalgeekboy introjects (WE LOVE HIM OKAY?????)

Lime|Slicer: literally 2 fucking people

8: one of her name did literally just. 8

Branzy: uses swear words as a pronoun

Cailou: goanimate.

Cancelled: based off the concept of “cancellation”/exposing/controversy/whatever

Doomer and emo boy with no name: wojak. (Doomer is also based off of the concept of. Doomer. And stuff)

El: introject of And One’s Bodypop album (we don’t support Steve btw)

Electric: enjoys 2016-2019 humor. Also has a typing quirk that’s kinda like thissssssss

Erida: based off a headcannon about blake (just dance 2023 edition) being transfem/a trans woman

Bella: an introject of a Homestuck character AND a just dance coach

tbh just put all of our just dance introjects there

Grian and mumbo: usually (if not always) front together. Grian is also really insane over the moon

Jessie: age slider

Liv: holder of our possible hypersexuality

Master: introject of our sexual thoughts (HES NOT THAT SEXUAL WE PROMISE). Also another Blake introject

Mitochondria: that fucking name, bi-gay, and uses the f slur as a neopronoun (we can reclaim)

Our Miku with no name: formed because of our like obsessiveness. Idk we think it’s some kinda brain thing or personality disorder (or just our autism)

Pearl (legacy + Minecraft): Bi-lesbian

Pirate: based off the concept of piracy, non verbal and uses some kinda telekineses thingy to talk to us (dosent talk to folks outside the system at all)

Puzzle: in love with. Drills. Which is cool btw

Skizz: VERY angry and uses tons of xenogenders

Techno: fictive of someone who’s dead irl, posssible apathy holder, dsmp introject

Wilbur: fictive of someone who’s an abuser irl, ALSO a dsmp introject

uh yeah that’s done now

[the-orange-solace]

@neonlight-vaporwave @aquaticcalderasys

We have a strange phenomenon we haven't seen online as of yet where we go through "formation months." It's not that we gain a new member every month, but it's frequent enough that during a particular month we are more suspectable to gaining more hesdmates. There isn't a pattern beyond it lasting a month and it becoming stronger with bonds to particular characters and concepts or moments where someone isn't able to handle things that someone forms to deal with it.

We also have a habit of forming a group of people from the same source. Headmates that don't have sources, uh, I think they're brainmade but not OCs at all, usually form in singles. Also for each headmate a new layer or section of a layer appears within headspace. So headmates and headspace are intertwined.

Do plural folks really get new headmates this frequently as I’ve noticed online?

This is a genuine question out of curiosity and desire to learn. I do not mean it in a poor attitude or tone. The experiences I’ve read on places like Reddit, Discord, Tumblr seem like they get a new head mate very often and they’re always talking about oh there’s a new one again. It’s just an amazing thing that that can happen this often. Not that I disbelieve it or anything. Please feel free to share your experiences. I am only a Median. I have had ones come and go but it doesn’t happen often. It is a slowly built up persona/facet. It happens differently for me.