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Little bit of a vent post but im pissed off
Me: I don't feel comfortable yet driving on the roads because i don't feel comfortable in my steering around corners or my road position
My stepdad: okay so we'll go on the small roundabout that leads to the sliggtly larger complicated roundabout that's connected to the big roundabout sound good . Yes good.
Me: *knowing im going to have a meltdown and then he's going to get frustrated at me for having a meltdown and that's going to make it worse* no?
Him: we're doing that.
Like wow great thanks, I haven't driven in a year and a half this seems like a surefire way to get me to want to continue im sure...
#and my mother is too tired to help me explain my case#but when i tried to say hey we went to the carpark last time because i dont fedl comfortable enough in my skills yet to be on the road#this ABSOLUTE DICK just went well we're not gping to the car park this time#and now jm also pissed off at him for a fuck ton of other small things that have pissed me off#so joy#can you tell that in the last 5 minutes the anger holder who has a complicated relationship with our stepdad has come out#🌀#📷#🐝#vent post#system vent#vent#cw vent
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Okay so reading Oscar Wilde 'A poet can survive anything but a misprint' from Penguin Archives (primarily bc I love Oscar Wilde but also a little because of rqg wilde hehe) and I really think that one of the lines here was definitely said abt Bertie in Wilde's (rqg) report:
"There is always more brass than brains in an aristocracy"
I imagine it could have gone something like 'There is always more brass than brains in an aristocracy, and my vistations with Sir Bertrand 'Bertie' MacGuffingham hold me steadfast in this view...'
#i will probbably write something and put it on ao3 or smt#it just made me giggle as i was reading it#i do recommend the book tho#oscar wilde#also#rqg oscar wilde#'A poet can survive everything but a misprint'#thank you peguin archives bc this is a banger#curently have it in my bag all the time as well as my uncensored picture of dorian gray#poetry#rusty quill gaming#rqg#rqg bertie
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may I emotionally damage you by drawing a parallel between loki and sigyn in ragnarok v and jon and martin in MAG200. theres just something about stabbing your beloved in the heart and sacrificing both them and yourself in the hope that your world will be somehow saved, or at least bought time, trying to fight gods you cannot stop
#wont lie made the connection on my 2nd listen thru TBI#apparently mr jonny sims just really likes that trope#hes real for that#cant blame a gal#tragic gays save me#save me tragic gays#the mechanisms#the mechs band#the bifrost incident#loki tbi#sigyn tbi#the magnus archives#tma#tma spoilers#mag 200#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#jmart#jonmartin#teaholding
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Tim and Jonny have a weird fucked up thing??? Going on right? Like I'm looking at them and they look like they want to kill each other while making out 🤨🤨
#Thanks mechs tumblr bc this is inane lore that i feel my life has been improved by knowing#big up mechs tumblr actually fr#the mechs band#the mechs#the mechanisms#hearteyes#or so i have been informed#jonny d'ville#gunpowder tim
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Tim and Jonny have a weird fucked up thing??? Going on right? Like I'm looking at them and they look like they want to kill each other while making out 🤨🤨
#or am i just making shit up#ive just been watching the liveshows i cam find on yt#and honestly...#there is some fucked up homosexuality there i feel#but also like not??#idfk chat#the mechs#the mechanisms#the mechs band#jonny d'ville#gunpowder tim
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Gunpowder Tim ... do I want to be him or be with him?
I have a fear the answer is yes
#this also applies to#jonny d'ville#i fear he and tim are peak gender#and also some of the few men i find attractive#also tales to be told is one of my fav mechanisms albums i fear#the mechs band#the mechanisms#the mechs#gunpowder tim#📷
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Hey Jerry, I forgot if you're into Good Omens but this image dropped and both Phoenix and I agree this is how Zoscar sits. If you feel like giving your own interpretation I'd be forever grateful.
i can see this going two ways


(ALSO YES I AM VERY MUCH INTO THE OMENS AS YOU MIGHT BE ABLE TO TELL, I AM EXTREMELY NORMAL ABOUT IT THOUGHT)
#CHAT I HAVE REACHED PEAK AUTISM WITH THIS POST I FEAR#rqg#rqg oscar wilde#zolf smith#zoscar#rqg wilde#rqg zolf
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Pharmakos | 24Hermione






[ID: Six photographs of a hand-bound book from various angles, showing the exterior and interior. The exterior is bound in blue cloth with silver wave details, as well as printed cardstock with the summary, title (Pharmakos) and author name (24Hermione) pasted on. The edges are splattered with silver and blue paint, and the endbands are sewn with silver and blue thread. The endpaper has blue and silver marbling that looks like water, and the title page, summary page, and chapter title pages have light blue wave graphics on them that match the cover. The chapter title pages also have blue dropcaps that are filled with a wave pattern. /End ID]
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The first of my binds for this year's Fandom Trumps Hate event is Pharmakos by 24Hermione (@phoenixphire24)! I had a great time collaborating with Phoenix on this bind and working with yet another RQG fic. The fic has heavy ocean/nautical themes, so we went with an ocean-inspired bind. The graphics/cover details are all take from public domain artwork, and the endpapers were printed onto cardstock (my first time printing my own endpaper design! I was super happy with the quality of them).
I recently got a black and white laser printer in addition to the inket I own, and I love the crispness of the text I was able to achieve with it! I feel like there's so much less bleed through the paper (something that constantly vexed me with the inkjet), and it printed in probably a quarter of the time it would have taken my inkjet to do it. And I can still do color typesets--I just printed the black text using the laser printer, then printed the color accents separately using the inkjet! Excited to experiment with toner-reactive foil as well once I have the money to get a laminator.
Overall, I'm pleased with how this bind turned out--I really like the old classic book feel to this one, and the silver foil on the cover really shines in person!
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not a question but please please check out what a bunch of us RQG fans made to celebrate the 10 year anniversary of the first episode!! RQG is still so loved 10 years later!!!
https://www.tumblr.com/yamikakyuu/785968420092084224?source=share
Hey! Thanks for this and as always, a glorious celebration! I would say though I mostly remember all the Player Characters as horrendous little gremlins who's sole job was to ruin everything beautiful I made for them. Some of these depictions look almost... wholesome... from a certain point of view... Good job all and apols for taking a while to respond. It's been a busy old time for me recently!
#guys i miss them#i miss rqg#(i am actively listening to it as im writing this)#rusty quill#Rusty Quill gaming#alexander j newall
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there's something so raw and soul crushing about spending your late childhood+teen years suicidal then growing up and actually wanting to live, after an ungodly effort, only to see your health deteriorate because of chronic illness.
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ppl who celebrate fictional character birthdays are annoying pass it on
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When The Symptoms™️ begin to appear and I have to wonder if it's autistic burnout or a flare-up.
#life really be beating me up bc rn its both#😭🔫 /j#actually autistic#disabled#autistic burnout#flare-ups
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as a severely mentally ill 14 year old, I remember thinking “the medical system would treat me better if I was physically ill and not mentally ill” and then I coincidentally developed multiple chronic illnesses and found out that actually they dgaf even when you’re essentially bedridden
#omg acc drives me insane#genuinely the medical system continuously fails me#and i hate it#anyways i only just manged seeing my stepdad and doing a load of washing and now I'm in a fuck ton of pain#kill me now /hj#mental health#chronic pain#chronic illness#💙
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i miss rgq :/
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no love no heartbreak Or something

#bears in trees#science is aching to announce#went feral to the discord homies abt this song last night
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i need everyone to know that even if you like bears in trees i like them in a FAR more annoying and inconvenient way than you
#/lh#but have you guys ever rocked while blasting no love no heartbreak at full volume and feeling ur vocal chords vibrate#no i didnt think so#/lh again#but seriously recommend that#very autism#bears in trees#bit#autism core#🐝
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being called "cringe" by another tumblr user is just so..............my sibling in christ u are also on the app
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