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coworkerjonathan · 2 months ago

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Hey, your dreams. What're the top 3 things you've walked through?

1. An everlasting playland in complete gray where everything was slightly too big.

2. Ginkgo tree with glowing leaves in colours I've never seen. (It's very aggravating, since when I remember the dream I can't see the colours. It's like they're censored when I'm awake ... But I can see them when I sleep.)

3. Hell?

To be fair, the locations are usually less important than the feeling of being ... the only person. Very 2am walk in an empty town.

Even when there are other people or monsters, they never know me. Blissfully unknown.

#ask #“Hell” was very visceral.#It's my favourite because ... I can't get it out of my head. It was weirdly intriguing despite being utterly upsetting and unpleasant.#Imagine hall after hall of torture chambers. Cutting people up factory style.#Proper S5 TMA style.#I died so many times there. It was the worst place I've ever been.#Crushed until I felt my eyeballs popped out.#Cut up piece by piece.#Burned alive starting from my face.#Again and again and again and again ...#It was the worst. There was no escape.#No escape...

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faunandfloraas · 8 months ago

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Hyunjin looking down Seungmin's overalls 🙊 © pye0ngtay

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yeehawbvby · 10 days ago

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arcane season 2 act 2. how are we all doing??

#i have been SOBBING for about 30 minutes straight thanks for asking #before watching the 6th ep i was like 'cant believe how viscerally i react to arcane!' I HAD NO FUCKING IDEA #WHAT KIND OF HORRORS I HAD COMING. I WAS A FOOL #FOR EVER THINKING THAT WAS THE MOST I WOULD FEEL #posting this live btw i cant help myself i need to cope and seethe (except instead of seething im weeping like Big Baby)#back to sporadically queueing everything very soon #almost-spoiler in next 2 tags ->#I NEE DJAYCE TO FUCKING ROT IN HELL IM NOT EVEN KIDDING. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD OHJ MY GOD #HE LITERALLY RUINED EVERYTHING. *EVERYTHING.* IDC WHAT SHIT HE SAW THAT MADE HIM ACT THIS WAY I NEED HIS ASS GONE RIGHT NOW #shut up crisa #arcane #arcane season 2 #arcane season 2 act 2 #arcane 2 #arcane league of legends #arcane s2 #arcane season two #act 2

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tkachukisms · 1 day ago

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rip? ripped off? right on the ice? well. no reason for all of that.

#me and my little article collecting against the world ive had this one on the backburner to transcribe for agesss #forgot how much this part in particular makes me lose it #jack's is like. yeah luke split his whole fucking nose open as a kid me and q were freaked the fuck out he was going to be ugly FOREVER :/#and luke's being like. Yeah once quinn went into a rage at age 10 and tried to kill jack on the ice ❤️ Funny as hell!#mind you these were meant to be stories that 'summed up who the other was as a person' . so what luke meant by this. who's to say #jack's conclusion was like 'he's very calm very tough kid'#luke's just like yeah they fought for my personal amusement even if they didn't know it #kiers.txt #also yes the true reason for all of that is of course simply the act of being siblings #but just. good lord now. ripped off is such visceral phrasing. kills me #*secondary reasoning also of course being: normal reaction to having jh⁸⁶ as your younger sibling

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starry-bite · 1 year ago

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i love hermes of course and obviously but consider: persephone narrating hadestown

she takes orpheus under her wing

the sweet maternal smirk as she watches him lovestruck for eurydice, remembering what that felt like

during epic i, we learn that she told orpheus the story of her great love (the thought of her singing a song of love from long ago, long time since i heard it though lays me out)

she rages and leads the chorus all through condemning hadestown in way down

even more direct horror and pain at eurydice being taken down

DISILLUSIONED AFTER HER OWN BETRAYAL DURING HEY THE BIG ARTISTE (you'll find another muse somewhere)

a whole new layer and familiarity to our lady of the underground as she introduces the audience to her domain (and what is her crack in the wall for but telling stories and sowing hope?)

more power/standing for the confrontation of how long?

watching the seeds she planted by telling orpheus stories come to bloom in epic iii

then breaking the good and bad news to orpheus and eurydice after his kiss, the riot and giving hard-earned advice

witnessing orpheus fail as she and hades did and retelling the story despite it being an old song. because it's her song to sing.

#hadestown #grem leans #persephone #obv the plot would be funky and the story would feel incomplete without hermes but thinking about these little moments just #AGH #this thought just gave me very ouch #hades #hadesephone #too in a way #hermes #just brings the narrator role into the action so viscerally eek #JESUS THINK ABOUT THIS WHILE LISTENING TO ROAD TO HELL REPRISE IF YOU WANT TO FREAK OUT #also the implications of think they'll make it i don't know in wait for me reprise if persephone KNOWS HOW IT ENDS

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quietwingsinthesky · 2 years ago

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Irks me a little bit whenever Dean torturing in Hell is positioned as his own fault, or even really his choice to do. We get given the solid number, 30 years of torture for him and 10 inflicting it on other people (which was also more torture for him because it’s Hell, the torture evolves, it doesn’t stop), and we get told that wasn’t long enough. That John held out longer. That angels were going to pull Dean out of Hell and if he’d just held on a few years more, the seal wouldn’t have been broken.

But that isn’t true, right? We know Heaven wanted the seal broken, ergo Dean wasn’t getting saved until it was. Until it, and he, we’re thoroughly broken and usable by Heaven to achieve their own ends (ie to make him into a good (obedient) Michael sword.) So, it wouldn’t have mattered how long he held out in Apocalyptic terms because the game (that he didn’t know he was playing) was rigged against him.

But more importantly for Dean, the amount of time he managed not to break literally does not matter. Because it was never going to be long enough. Thirty years, forty, a hundred, a thousand, it does not matter how long he held out because the breaking itself is the unforgivable part to him and the breaking was always inevitable.

Anyway. There’s my Dean meta for the year. Eat up, I guess.

#despite this being brought out by that prev post I’m not like. actually annoyed or anything.#we’re all free to interpret the show however. I just think this way brings out the tragedy of it best is all.#you know it’s like. did Dean & Sam technically both have choices in s4? did they technically make the wrong ones? yes.#but at the same time. there was never a choice. there was never an option to avoid the apocalypse. especially with how little they knew #of what was actually going on over their heads. like. it really is insane to go rewatch s4 and realize how much they don’t understand about #what’s happening around and to them. and that’s the part I like best! it was unavoidable! they will still blame themselves forever!#what’s the thing called where you like both brothers. bibro? that’s me.#samgirl with bibro tendencies.#if you ever see me speak negatively about dean know that it’s because I love those things about him actually.#I like when he’s possessive and self-destructive and terrible. I just think. in this particular instance. this was not him embodying #a character flaw. so much as it was him being forced into his role in the story in a very like. visceral literal sense.#I could go into the Michael-Dean ‘what does it mean that of the two vessels it’s not Lucifer’s sent to hell but Michael’s’ thing but #maybe save that for another day. I have thoughts I’m just tired.#spn #dean winchester

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ingo-ingoing-ingone · 1 year ago

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So for spooky season (my favorite season) I wanna write more Ghostmmet oneshots, or at least one or two other ones! I have several ideas lol

But I also wanna write a noncanon crossover with ABYS, where instead of being found in time in ABYS, Emmet dies and becomes a ghost and things get real crazy around the station for a while.

Would people be interested in that, or do y'all think it would be too much? I have. Several ideas, and I think it would be so fun to focus on the spooky horror aspect. Something something a violent end leads to a violent awakening, classic haunting shit, stuff like that. More info in the tags of this post :)

I'd say it would still come to the same conclusion as like. He Trusts You.

But I don't know! Tell me what you think, preferably in comments of this post instead of in separate asks :) Thank you guys preemptively for feedback!

#submas #submas angst #submas conjoined au #i wanna write ghosts sooooooo bad guys you have no idea #also yes emmet is still emmet #just. coming back into the world after experiencing the hell emmet did before he died is hard!#that's what i mean by 'violent'#not like 'hurts people' but like #'very powerful negative experience'#also maybe i just wanna make some lightbulbs explode ya know?#and yeah like. he's half a guy he's gonna look pretty scary #ALSO I FORGOT TO SAY IT WOULD BE SOMEWHAT VISCERAL BC LIKE. HE IS HALF A GUY HIS EVERYTHING IS OUT. THAT IS ALL #do i give away all my ideas before people can read them? maybe so #but idk i like input and warning people more than i like being secretive i guess!#i hope you still like what i make lmao #also this and the other ghostmmet fic are gonna have some similar positive interactions bc they make me go feral thank you goodnight

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outlying-hyppocrate · 2 months ago

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friend randomly traced her hand down my back which was. weird as fuck????????? and then she grabbed onto my collarbone out of nowhere????????????? my friend that is not "rizz"?????????? that is harassment????????????????????

#random thoughts #did not like it what the hell was that.#also when she held my collarbone she was like. what the fuck why can i feel it??????#and then proceeded to grab my arms also. i am very viscerally disturbed.#but oh well. we are friends. what more can i do.

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sapphicfandompirate · 1 year ago

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Oh dear lord. It's 2023 I don't want to see fucking pro/anti shipping discourse especially in the One Piece tags.

#yes i just blocked a few people #the whole discourse is stupid af #ship whatever the hell you want to ship #if you dont like a ship then block the tag and move on #sorry for the rant #but i saw new fans from the live action talking about it #and had a very visceral reaction #to someone saying they didn't want to be mistaken as a proshipper #i will block anyone who tries to bring this damn discourse back #one piece #opla #one piece live action #vent #rant #not gonna use the proanti whatever tags cause i don't want to start an actual war #if this shows up in the tag anyway because Tumblr is weird like that #then feel free to block me #yes i am having warflash backs from v/oltron

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widevibratobitch · 1 year ago

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i hate them with a passion

#this may turn into one of my long ass posts with hundreds of screenshots of quotes from the books #but i dont have the energy for that just now #anyway. this moment makes me wanna throw shit at the walls. their relationship is my favourite thing from the very beginning #but dumas went really went out of his way to make it even more insane in the last book #and dont hit me with a 'aww they have such a big/little brother energy its so cute uwu' please im begging you stop saying that #nothing irks me more than hearing their relationship described as something that innocent. its so much more complex and intense come on #there is pure visceral hate there. jealousy. bile. cruelty. some fucked up form of codependency even? maybe? from d'artagnan's side?#there's nothing more horrible and cruel than the fact that THEY are the only two left alive in the end (not for long but yknow)#they would NEVER be friends if not for athos (and they would never hate each other so much if not for him too)#they hate each other so so much. but remember that d'artagnan starts out being absolutely bedazzled by aramis and looking up to him #his first impression of aramis is just. hearteyes and 'wow i wish that were me'. he doesnt do that even with athos at first.#he grows to adore athos yes but upon first meeting him he doesnt think much of him. unlike with aramis.#and then it changes instantly. does a 180° flip when aramis is a bitch to him.#and it stays that way for the entirety of the trilogy. until this moment. this one short moment when d'artagnan #who. mind you. is not innocent himself and was also manipulating the hell out of porthos and talking shit about aramis behind his back.#but he makes that step. he reaches out. 'i fucking hate you let me help you you dumb evil cunt' and aramis says 'no <3'#you know i have this thing where i am OBSESSED with finding the one moment where a character condemns themselves for good.#the one moment when they figuratively sign the contract for their perdition. that up to that moment they could still be saved somehow.#for rodrigo it is when he tries to kill eboli (in the play). for don giovanni it is when he refuses elvira's plea to change #(NOT when he accepts il commendatore's invite mind you)#and i feel like THIS is that moment for aramis.#the fact that it comes from d'artagnan is so just so fucking agsjssgsgsh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and of course he says no.#there is no version of this where he lets himself be helped. he has to say no he will always say no.#but boy oh boy is this making me bang my head against the wall.#the three musketeers #les trois mousquetaires #vicomte de bragelonne #alexandre dumas

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hulloitsdani · 3 months ago

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Welp I had max dragon flowers on Altina for two minutes.

#Dragon flower economy is so bad. Even worse when I decided to build Askr trio lmao #It’s tough to be free to play out here #I had Alfonse and Sharena maxed. I was halfway through Anna.#I have been slowly building it for… a very long time :)#I seriously can’t recall the last time I wasn’t dumping all of them into Askr trio + Brave Veronica #Fun facts; Altina is my favorite unit in the game. I adore how she plays. I love a unit with a gimmick #So much so that I slapped Alfonse with brazen Atk/Def for similar health gimmick and haven’t changed it since #God I miss when that was broken as shit. I genuinely used him in Aether raids for a while.#With summoner support he has a monster of a health bar that would help him to survive getting his ass beat. Then he would become A Menace.#Honestly building Askr trio is how I have fun with this game #Not because my builds are good. But because it makes clearing story mode a fucking NIGHTMARE #NO RESISTANCE ON THESE UNITS LETS GOOOOOO #Clearing boards in PVE with these guys is the real hard mode of this game and I live for it.#Wanna know true hell? All four units must survive.#Exaggerating but it is fun. Makes the fights against gods a bit more visceral. Hel’s final map was *rough* with these guys.#I should document some of my Askr trio runs. Maybe show off my silly builds too.

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ultimateinferno · 4 months ago

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Looking back I think one of the biggest things that got me through uni was that Canvas had calendars that showed when assignments were due and actually let me plan out what tf I was going to do without feeling overwhelmed.

Well... that and being a tutor/TA/lab assistant letting me work on homework during my shifts. Those two things really pushed uni from being agonizing to doable.

#honestly getting through uni in 4 years with 0 loans on unmedicated adhd is a fucking god damn miracle #i was even able to do extra curriculars senior year AND art #god i miss that #also i didnt have chronic anxiety then but i also didnt have chronic anxiety 2 months ago so its not unique #honestly looking back at 1:45 am is a gentle reminder that for all the hardwork and dedication i have #i'm also VISCERALLY lucky. physically abled. financially stable. debt free. decent–ish degree (even though the industry shat itself)#cishet white guy with a support network who even while unemployed for an entire year #was still able to survive comfortably in spite of hardship.#it does make me frustrated just how badly ive stagnated because of it.#but also fully aware that i can very very easily bounce back #hell. after a year with 1k+ of debt on my credit card that shit is evaporating since ive gotten a flexible job that pays by productivity #rather than by the hour while working from home.#like... this is can easily constitute as bragging and tbh it is.#this past month has been a fucking ringer that im just taking it all in.#i'm lucky. i'm okay.#anyways heres to hoping the psychiatrist can fucking put down this OCD bug in my brain then ill be golden.#im tired of my thoughts being interrupted by pointless bullshit that shouldnt bother me but 100% does.#and maybe adhd meds along the way.#god had to take my attention span to make it fair for all of you.#thats a joke but its also not.

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crotovane · 5 months ago

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just watched 'i saw the tv glow'

#fuck man my friend was right that id be depressed the rest of the night after watching this #idk what the hell my identity or gender is but at the very least this speaks so strongly to my childhood where i was constantly dissociatin #and drowning myself in media and the internet so i didnt have to face reality #so much so that id have constant nightmares about reality and fiction blurring and id wake up still unsure about where i was #and this film just. Gets It. all of that #i felt genuine visceral terror during that ending sequence too... just the thought of my life never going anywhere past where i am now #good movie #text

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the-punforgiven · 5 months ago

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Y'know, I'm kinda sad I don't super vibe with hit metal band Visceral Disgorge's music, because I really like their band name

#It's some very evocative imagery #like fuck yeah dude I'm down to disgorge some shit viscerally hell yeah #pun's text posts #but then listening to them it's just like 'Yeah that's sure some death metal :/'#Like they sound like death metal but death metal's kinda all they sound like #Y'know?#Like Scourge of Impalement is also death metal but they sound boppier about it #Arsis is also death metal but they're a little more melodic and shreddy #Inferi is also death metal but it's also like thick and huge and atmospheric at times and also shreddy #Shokran just fucks in general but I don't have the brain power to explain why #but idk man Visceral Disgorge just sounds like death metal #Has a lovely level of sliminess but #It's *just* death metal #idk it's like #understimulating? Somehow??#I just get bored with straight death metal #gotta cut it with something else #I guess I'm just a tech/melodeath girl at heart <3

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curiousserpent · 7 months ago

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I don't think about my childhood obsession with HCAndersen enough honestly.

#i had such visceral distaste for fairytales as a child because i hated the happy endings #i had a collection of the grimm ones that were pretty much the 'original fucked up versions' i guess but still #it tends to always just be the bad guys suffering at the end in those and idk why but i couldnt stand it #hca though...#that man put his protagonists through hell over and over #it was so achingly beautiful to me then #i havent read thwm in a while but im still very fond of thw memories...#yes i was born an edgelord idk why leave me alone hsrgdghgj

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wenamedthedogkylo · 2 years ago

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spoiler free I just need a moment because I'm obsessed with this tiny champagne glass like why

why is it so tiny, I know like yadda yadda rich people and their thing about having stuff that's unnecessary and also inconvenient so Of Course Miles would have tiny ass champagne glasses but I'm going to lose my mind I cannot believe this is something that exists whY IS IT SO TINY WHO TF WANTS MICRO CHAMPAGNE WHY ARE RICH PEOPLE LIKE THIS

#glass onion #again spoiler free I just am. having a small breakdown over this.#this movie is an exercise in poor person patience #and ability to believe whatever the hell is happening at any given moment #which is fantastic truly like well done this is a very well-made film to be causing such a visceral reaction in me kdjfh #Bree's stuff #about me #about Bree

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