#˖ ࣪ . ࿐ ♡ ˚ . it’s that chemical cut that i can get down with ⌗ 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘴 .

[howaerds-a]

closed | @ofcrxwns | cont'd from here

a  flush  stains  sun-kissed  cheeks   as   the   blonde   offers   a   timid smile.   she   steps   onto   the   boat   ,   gracelessly   stumbling   forward   and   fighting   for   balance   as   she   lowers   herself   down   next   to   john   b.   reaching   across   his   lap   for   one   of   the   remaining beers   ,   cerulean   optics   lock   with   his.   she   holds   the   gaze   for   just   a   moment   before   allowing   her   own   to   flicker   down   to   the   can   ,   focused   on   popping   open   the   tab   - and   controlling   the   fire   burning   beneath   the   dermis   of   her   countenance .   ❝   well   i'm   really   happy   to   hear   that   ,   ❞   cassie   murmurs   ,   allowing   herself   one   more   quick   glance   into   the   pogue's   eyes .   ❝   didn't   feel   right   to   let   you   drink alone out  here .   ❞   

[howaerds-a]

it's  been  a  waking  nightmare   ,   waiting   for   cordell   to   get   out   of   surgery   and   sitting   by   his   bedside   as   he   remained   unconscious.   she's   experienced   every   emotion   under   the   sun   ,   always   shifting   back to worry   as   she   waited   for   him   to   wake   up.   her   hand   hasn't   left   his   ,   the   blonde   refusing   to   move   from   the   ranger's   side .   the   hand   that   remains   free   scrolls   her   phone   ,   gaze   darting upward   from   the   screen   as   she   feels   roughened   digits   contract   around   her   own .

❝   oh  my god   ,   ❞   cassie   breathes   ,   on   her   feet   immediately   as   her   arms   slide   around   her   boyfriend .   she's   careful   to   be   gentle   with   him   ,   avoiding   the   bullet   wound   but   embracing   the   man   with   everything   she   has .   ❝   hi   ,   monkey   ,   ❞   she   murmurs   ,   peppering   cordell's   face   and   forehead   with   soft   kisses   as   tears   of   relief   spill   over   and   stream   down   flushed   cheeks .   ❝   i'm   here.   you're safe   ,   baby.   you're   gonna   be   just   fine .   ❞

It felt like it was touch and go for awhile. Cordell could hear the array of voices around him, feel his body being worked on. It wasn't like he had never been injured on the job before, or in the war for that matter...But it hadn't been this bad. He could faintly hear Cassie before his world went blissfully black. Later, the world came roaring back with crystal clarity. Hazel eyes took a moment to register where he was. He could hear the beeping of machines around him, feel the ache where he had been shot in the chest. Each rise and fall of it hurt, but it was nothing compared to the earlier pain. He could feel something against his hand, gaze shifting to see Cassie's in his own. How long had he been out? Hours? Days? Cordell didn't know. Gently, he gives her hand a faint squeeze. "Baby...?" He manages to get out through a scratchy throat.

[moonstruckme]

Hiii! I love your writing so much! I was wondering if you could write a poly!marauders x fem!reader where they have curly hair and they offhandedly mention wishing they didn’t or that they are thinking of getting it chemically straightened or something and all the boys are just like 😱 “don’t you dare” and super over dramatic bc they love her hair. Thank you!!

Thanks for requesting lovely!

poly!marauders x fem!reader ♡ 695 words

You smooth more product into your hair, blowing out a harsh breath when the stubborn curl springs back up from the top of your head anyway. 

“Argh!” You press your hands to your eyes, feeling on the brink of tears. “I cannot deal with this right now.” 

“What is it?” Remus asks from where he’s sitting on the bathroom rug, watching the rest of you get ready. 

“My hair isn’t cooperating.”

“It looks fine to me,” James says, and then at the ferocious look you send him, he adds hastily, “More than fine. Gorgeous, perfect. Just like you.” 

“It’s this frizz,” you huff. “I just want it to look neat for one night, is that too much to ask? This is ridiculous.” You seize a pair of scissors, thinking to simply cut the curl—there may be consequences in the long run, but damn it, you just want it to look decent now—but Sirius grabs your wrist.

“What are you doing?” He wrestles the scissors from you. “Shit, baby, it doesn’t look bad at all! Don’t get so riled up.” 

“You don’t get it,” you say, knowing you sound childish but too frustrated to care. “It’s unmanageable. It’s too much work, all of the time! There’s this thing where you can get it chemically straightened, I think I’m going to do that.” 

Sirius had started bringing his eyeliner pencil to his lash line, but it goes straight down his cheek at your words. “What?”

“Sweetheart,” James says, sounding appalled, “you can’t!”

“Why not?” You really want to know. Why shouldn’t you do the thing that’d make your life so much easier?

“Be—because,” he insists. “It’s your hair!”

“Dove.” Even Remus seems upset, a concerned line appearing between his brows. “Your hair is so lovely, why would you want to make it less unique?”

“None of you have to deal with wrangling it every day,” you grumble, attempting again to smooth down the rebellious curl and pointing at it accusingly when it boings back up. 

“Shit, I’ll do it,” Sirius says, batting your hands away and beginning to fuss over your hair. He hasn’t wiped away his eyeliner, and it sweeps down his cheek like a comically gothic teardrop. “If it’ll keep you from ruining it with chemicals, I’ll do your hair for you every day.” 

“You won’t want to,” you say darkly. “You’ll get sick of it soon. It’s impossible, it never behaves when you want it to.” 

James sets his chin on your shoulder, pouting at you in the mirror. “I think it looks cool when it doesn’t behave. It’s curly, part of the appeal is that it doesn’t have to be neat.” 

The compliments wash over you without your noticing. “But what if I want to look nice?” 

“You always look nice, darling,” Remus sighs, rolling his eyes like you’re being difficult. “And James is right. Your hair might not always look sleek or perfectly smooth, but it has its own personality. Don’t get upset with it because of its nature. Be nicer to it, hm?” 

You’re about to argue with him again, but Sirius takes your chin in his hand, turning your head and capturing your lips with his. His mouth is insistent on yours, and James snickers as you make a low, whiny sound. Sirius looks at you evenly as he pulls back, leaving his thumb on your chin.

“Let me deal with it,” he says firmly, “and when I’m done, it’s going to look so pretty you’re going to wonder why you ever thought of changing it.” 

You don’t reply, but he recognizes your silence for the assent it is, taking the errant curl and beginning to braid it into a small section of your hair. 

“Ooh, I like that,” James says, watching Sirius’ deft fingers in the mirror. “Moons, will you let me do that to yours?”

Remus sighs as though it comes at a great cost, but agrees, moving to sit down in front of James so that he can receive the same princess treatment you are. 

“See, dovey?” He looks up at you, smirking. “Now if you say your hair doesn’t look good, you’ll be insulting us both.”

[prettieinpink]

Hi I really love ur blog and I was wondering if you have any tips about nails, bc my nails grow long but are so flimsy that they keep breaking off and bending easily, no pressure or anything

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GUIDE TO TAKING CARE OF NAILS

DAILY CARE

Avoid nail polishes that contain formaldehyde and dibutyl phthalate as they can cause your nails to weaken over time. Highly pigmented polishes can also cause weak nails. To avoid this, take breaks from nail polish and go natural from time to time. 

Use cuticle oils frequently, which varies from the condition of your nails. If you don’t have cuticle oil, vaseline or a lip balm is a good alternative.

Keep your nails away from dirty or wet environments. Dirt can nurture the growth of bacteria and wet nails are weak nails. If you have to be doing things that include excessive moisture or dirt, try to wear gloves of any kind.

Stop biting your nails and picking at them. While both are difficult habits to break, both can destroy the health of your nails. Be very mindful of how you treat your nails.

Wash your hands thoroughly when needed. Before and after you eat, you go to the loo, you handle food etc. When we wash our hands, The grime under our nails is also being washed away.

Nails are not tools. Don’t use them to open cans, remove stickers or open boxes. This will weaken them in the long run and increase the chances of them being chipped or broken. Use the provided tools you have instead.

Avoid prolonged exposure to harsh chemicals like cleaning products or acetone-based products. They can strip your nails of moisture which causes breakage

WEEKLY (AT-HOME) MANICURE

If you have nail polish on, don’t peel or pick at it but use a nail-friendly nail polish remover gently with a cotton pad/ball.

After that, if needed, file or trim your nails to your desired length. For smooth cutting, wipe down your nails with a wet cotton ball or wipe. 

Get a bowl of warm water and soap to soak your cuticles in. Then use a soft brush or a clean toothbrush to gently exfoliate your nails. You can usually use a little bit of your body scrub or a tad bit of sugar. Then, dry your hands & nails with a small microfiber towel.

Apply cuticle oil or any cream to moisturise your nails, then massage that it for a few minutes to stimulate nail growth.

Apply your polishes in the correct order. Base coat, nail polish then top coat. 

Moisturise with a nice hand cream! 

[4doras]

A NIGHT WITH YOU ౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆

what happens when you meet a black cat while trick or treating? ⊹♡

taesan x f!reader | strangers to lovers

genre. fluff (lowercase intended)

wc. 0.8k

a/n. wrote this for halloween but i don't know if its enough so i might write another fic ><

you planned to stay inside this halloween, no different to the years before. you happily laid on your bed, scrolling on your phone.

“y/n?” your mother knocked on your door. “can you please go out this year? you can wear something simple.” your mom pleaded.

“something simple like what? i have nothing to wear.” you groaned.

“you could be a black cat. just wear a black outfit and cat ears.” she suggested.

“fine.”

a black cat, isn’t that unlucky?

more under the cut!

you wore a black shirt and skirt, paired with a cat ear headband. you drew whiskers on each side of your cheek and a circle on the tip of your nose. you found an old pumpkin basket and left the house.

you knocked on the close houses, collecting a few pieces of candy every time. you knocked on house 400, instead of the usual parent or grandparent, a boy around your age opened the door. he was also wearing a black cat outfit, as simple as yours but without the headband, his hair managed to stick in a way that looked like cat ears. maybe he really was a black cat.

“h-hey.” he stuttered.

“hi.” you responded, taken aback from the person in the door.

“taesan! what’s taking you so long? just give out the candy.” you heard a voice coming from inside getting louder. “oh! you’re y/n, right? i’m friends with your mother!” someone who looked like the black cat's mother walked up to the door.

“yeah, that’s me.” you bowed as you greeted his mother.

“you’re so pretty! do you want to come inside? you and taesan can become friends.” she held her son's shoulder tightly, making him quietly wince at the pain.

“of course.”

you followed the boy up to his room, which was well kept. it smelled really nice, too.

“you can sit on my bed if you want. i don’t mind.” he said, plopping himself onto the bed. “i’m taesan, by the way. han taesan.” he looked at you with his big eyes. he really was like a cat.

“i’m y/n. l/n y/n.” you introduced yourself. “you like music?” you scanned the room, it was decorated with posters, vinyls and a guitar.

he turned to you like a cat hearing its favorite word. “mhm, i play the guitar too.”

“what’s your favorite band?”

“i like The Beatles and My Chemical Romance.” he seemed so happy to talk about his interests, he really fit the cat persona. “i can play something for you.” he smiled.

“only if you’re good.”

“don’t pressure me.” he sulked.

he sang and played the guitar for a few minutes before stopping, burying his face in his hands.

“what’s wrong?” you said, concerned.

“it’s embarrassing…” he mumbled in his hands.

“no it’s not, you’re really good.” you tried to pull his hand away from his face. he removed his hands, looking you straight in the eyes. his eyes shone in the dim room, it was weird. you could see stars in his eyes. “seriously, taesan. it was good!” you giggled, brushing a piece of hair out of his face. a red glow forming on his cheeks.

“well, tell me about you, now.” he sat up straight.

“i don’t know… i don't do anything interesting.” you thought for a bit.

“there has to be something.” he tilted his head.

“there really isn’t, taesan.” you tilted your head as well, mirroring him.

“then i guess i’ll have to get to know you, hm?” he grinned

considering you two would be staying inside, you both removed your makeup and showered. taesan let you wear his clothes for the time being. though, they were huge on you. taesan came out of the shower and stared you down.

“you look cute, my clothes are so big on you.” he laughed.

“shut up!” you pushed his arm.

“you look cute,” three words that stayed in your head the whole night. that, and the smell of taesans shampoo was all you could think about. taesan had a twin size bed that you both squished on. taesan snuggled into your shoulder, trying to get comfortable. you could smell his shampoo with how close he was. his clothes smelt like fabric softener. his room was so cozy, and so was he. you let your hand linger in his hair, gently playing with it. what you didn’t realize was that taesan was wide awake. he didn’t dare move an inch in case you stopped. his heart was racing, the whole atmosphere engulfing him like a warm blanket.

when you woke up, taesans arm was sprawled across your body, keeping you against the bed.

“taesan? i can’t get up if your arm is on me.” you poked his arm.

“just five minutes…” he held you closer, hugging you tightly.

maybe black cats aren’t so unlucky.

[howaerds-a]

❝   no  ,  i  -  i'm  fine  ,   ❞   she   lies   ,   evidence to the contrary   negating   every   word   that   escapes   her   lips.   she   tugs   the   blanket   over   her   head   ,   leaving   only   a   small   opening   through   which   to   look   at   her   friend.   ❝   i'm   fine   ,   i  ate earlier   ,   i   just   .   .   .   going   outside   has   been   a   lot   lately   ,   and   i   think   it's   just   probably   better   if   i   stay   here   .   .   .   ❞   the   blonde   has   no   reserved   energy   with   which   to   formulate   a   convincing   lie   ,   so   she   simply   winces   and   buries her face   under   the   blankets.

truthfully   ,   cassie   just   isn't   sure   if   she'll   be   able   to   face   blake   if   they   were   to   run   into   him   so   soon.   unable to be strong   but   afraid   to   crumble   ,   she   chooses   to   hide   herself   away   in   the   dingy   student   apartment   in   which   she   resides.   ❝   maybe   i'll   order   a   pizza   or   sometihing   ;   i   think   pizza   could   be   good.   ❞   her   cadence   is   nearly   believable   this   time   ,   though   she's   sure   amelia   knows   that   left   unsupervised   ,   she   won't   eat   for   another   day   or   two.   ❝   okay   ,   ❞   she   eventually   concedes   ,   reluctantly   slipping   petite   legs   over   the   edge   of   the   bed .   ❝   just  for a few days   .   .   .   ❞

Amelia had been checking in when she could, the hours spent studying had almost trebled through the lack of concentration. Her mind constantly wondering back to her friend and THAT night. The box of granola bars Amelia had left on Cassie's night stand at the beginning of the week had been touched, one half eaten bar laid beside the box and another empty wrapper was crumpled on the floor. "Is that ALL you've eaten?" The brunette didn't want to sound too judgemental because she was more worried than anything.

"Cassie.. I really don't think you should stay here on your own" The blonde clearly wasn't doing well, and watching her spark go out day by day crushed the heart of her friend. The light of the party beaten down to a flame barely flickering. "I think you should come back to my place.. or somewhere safe, where you can get back on your feet" NOT Blakes house. Since they'd come home from the hospital that night Amelia hadn't known the boundaries, how close was too close? The slightest wrong touch could be the key to ignite a word of memories that Cassie's brain was fighting to forget.

[howaerds-a]

she  clings to  cordell   for   dear   life   ,   hyperventilating   as   she's   pulled   from   the   depths   of   a   vivid   and   awful   dream .   cassie   still   sees   the   abuse   she's   suffered   in   her   life   ;   it's   all  still  there   when   she   closes   her   eyes.   only   as   her   boyfriend's   arms   envelop   the   blonde   in   a   strong   ,   reassuring   embrace   does   she   snap   out   of   her   trauma   response.   cerulean   orbs   flicker   to   the   clock   she's   placed   atop the table next to   her   side   -   she   loves   that   she has a  side   -   of   the   bed   ,   tense shoulders relaxing somewhat   as   @cordelliism   continues   to   sooth   and   comfort   her.   ❝   5  am   ,   i'm   so   sorry   ,   ❞   cass   whispers   ,   tucking   her   head   in   against   his   chest   as   labored   breathing   gradually   begins   to   slow .   

[delusional-nymph]

About me

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I had tumblr way back then 2013. The blog was deleted as my aesthetics have changed since. I am new to coquette as years ago was nymphet but had no idea it existed.

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I would love to have a pretty aesthetically pleasing blog but i like a lot of different things

Age: ♡ I am an older millennial on the spectrum so yeah every birthday i need a couple of drinks to drown out my crisis

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Tv shows/ movies: ♡ I watch pretty much anything that catches my attention. gilmore girls / X / Pearl / black swan / girl interrupted / coraline/ wednesday / game of thrones / You / and obvs will watch anime too sometimes

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Music: ♡ lana del rey / melanie martinez / marina / depeche mode / starset / three days grace / breaking benjamin/ Panic at the disco / caskets / my chemical romance / skillet / silverstein / fall out boy / avril lavigne / britney spears / poppy ..ect

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Hobbies: ♡ besides bedrotting and scrolling on tumblr i used to be able to draw but lost the ability to loss of motivation and now i cant even pick up a pencil for the life of me. I still video game. am currently playing stardew valley. you can say am still an artist but at heart

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Posting: ♡ I try to post when i can or have the energy to but mostly i reblog i also try to keep in mind what i post along with tags. I tend to hide behind dark humor and sarcasm. I journal now for this reason on another app.

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Likes: ♡ spring like weather and walking through gardens. hard cover books sweet perfumes hot showers and both hot and cold coffee

soaking in sun when i can because i rarely go outside

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Dislikes: ♡ bullies mean ppl in general gross pervy guys ppl that cut through a lot during traffic hours drivers that yell as if they own the roads and really strict managers with favoritism towards that one specific coworker ..list goes on

racist and homophobes not allowed also goes for ppl that shut down others for not fitting into the coquette “mold” pro ana blogs will get blocked

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~if you have read this far thank you~

dividers @diariodefresa

[howaerds-a]

closed | @ofcrxwns | cont'd from here

❝   i  don't  know   ,   i   just   -   .   .   .   you'd tell  me   if   there   was   something   i   could   be   doing   better   ,   right   ?   ❞ 

[1000punks]

bonding. //the playlist

for the folks who want something to listen to while you read bonding., here are some of the songs that i felt fit the fic. ♡

if you want a detailed reason/analysis (song-by song) head under the cut. otherwise, enjoy. and thank you to everyone who supports this fic!

after midnight - wayv this song is all about the baser/physical aspects of intimacy, it's night-based, and it talks a lot about secrets and desires. my favorite line is: that someone's scent and someone's secret, someone's scent breaks the gap between each other - which i'm sure sounds more eloquent in chinese. (translation here!)

the summoning - sleep token i know this is the "token astarion thirst trap song" but i think i particularly like the lines: raise me up again, take me past the edge, i want to see the other side. new life, pushing boundaries in a healthy way.

rain - sleep token favorite lines: and i don't wanna get in your way but i finally think i can say that the vicious cycle was over the moment you smiled at me - nuff said.

hell above - pierce the veil cannot spend another night in this home i close my eyes and take a breath real slow the consequence is if i leave, I'm alone but what's the difference when you beg for love? this song is very astarion to me, i feel like it's reminiscent of his escape/kidnapping at the very beginning of the game, as well as that first sexual encounter.

first light - hozier another token astarion song! festé, to me, is very sun-coded. and i think this would be astarion's way of saying that he didn't know things could be this good before that damned imp walked unceremoniously into his life.

haunted - type o negative this part: a living flame, impossible to resist; burning me deep with every bite, kiss and lick. astarion's thirst, and the effect festé's blood and body seems to have on him. also, the way he can't figure them out even though they're very up-front about the things they say and do.

sexual healing - marvin gaye, kygo this one is pretty obvious but!

mother may i - coheed & cambria i wanted to grab this one as a nod to one of astarion's voice lines. but this line: god only knows when your word isn't pure, and the blood on your hands isn't yours screams to astarion's guilt for manipulating them. oopsie

boy division - my chemical romance this line: i buy my enemies rope to hang me and the knives to gang me; you can watch them stab me on your television referring to astarion feeling like he was complicit in his own trauma, and the anger that goes along with that. also the coffin part (:'D)

vampires will never hurt you - my chemical romance can you take this spike? will it wash away this jet black feeling? i think, deep down, he feels guilty for having to feed on them, and in general, being the way that he is. of course, they accept him fully but he doesn't accept that, not at the start. also heehoo vampire song

please please please let me get what i want - deftones good times for a change that's it, post. no but this version of this song to me speaks desire, not just melancholy and longing like the smiths (i honestly hate the smiths). deftones brought a more "feral" quality to this cover that i really like.

vore - sleep token your flesh and bone welcome me in, welcome me in are you in pain like i am? will we remain stuck in the throat of gods? will the pain stop if we go deeper? this one is for both of them, honestly. that moment where you realize that, emotionally and physically, you're in too deep with someone to quit, to cut things off.

irresistible - fall out boy this is just for the bdsm elements HAH. no but this entire song, i don't know why it fits them both exactly, but it does. the way they both go through the absolute worst trauma (both apart and together) and can still mostly laugh, shrug, make love, and keep on living.

w.a.m.s. - fall out boy my head's in heaven, my soles are in hell let's meet in the purgatory of my hips and get well on astarion's side, it's a song about feeling like he's the sum of his past deeds. on festé's, it's a song about meeting in the middle and being physically present.

big iron - marty robbins this... lmfao. i was listening to spotify on shuffle and i was like this is so... unserious. festé would love this song. but this (and the wanderer) point to the many adventures they've had before they met astarion. and how they're generally a judicious and "good" person.

the wanderer - dion festé slept around a lot before this, and on the surface, they might seem like a ripple on the water. moving around a lot, having lots of sexual conquests, etc. for as short as their life has been relative to astarion's, they've certainly lived a lot. he's changed them though, they want to stay in one place now.

drowning - radio company this is more under the surface with festé. i feel like if they were here in modern times, they would love folk and americana music. they may look like a thembo, but underneath that, they're emotionally complex and actually quite guarded. specifically this line: hold the day oh we pray to make it through the night i think would have been a hard-hitter in the very end of the netherbrain conflict. they were trying really hard to hold it together for the sake of everyone else, and that's something they really struggle with emotionally; feeling like the world rests on their shoulders.

forever ain't long - radio company take me to heaven or wherever you're from back where it started before the hurt came along this is love, plain and simple, from festé to astarion. it also hints at something they're going to go through in a much later chapter in the fic.

undisclosed desires - muse i listened to this a lot when i was writing //taking. festé is the type of top/dom that intensely cares about whoever it is that they're sleeping with. they're a service top, plain and simple. luckily, they're pretty forthcoming with how they approach topping someone else, though. they want to find exactly what the other person needs, and provide it. i know you've suffered but i don't want you to hide it's cold and loveless i won't let you be denied

coming of age ceremony - hyolyn, xia this song was another one i listened to a lot during //taking. it's about coming into a different role. it's the switch song. hahah it's actually a cover! i think the duet makes it really... sensual. give me twenty stems of roses so i can feel your love is a BAR. 20 roses is symbolic of sincerity and a deep belief in something, so i thought it fit well with the theme of commitment and exploration. (translation here!)

i'll keep you safe - sagun it's really simple, it's a lofi song. does what it says on the can. i imagine it being the background song to the two of them drifting off to sleep in each others' arms, as cheesy as that sounds. they haven't spent a night apart since act 2, give them a break.

tell it to my heart - meduza, hozier this is the song that plays in astarion's head whenever he gets really down on himself. i don't know that he'll ever truly believe he deserves someone like festé, and this is the little voice in his head confirming that. it alludes to him tending to misread situations that are actually innocent, which i think is something a lot of people who have trauma can relate to - jumping to the worst conclusions. what he doesn't know that deep down, they feel the same way.

it's not a side effect of the cocaine, i am thinking it must be love - fall out boy put your hand between an aching head and an aching world we'll make them so jealous we'll make them hate us those moments where astarion is trapped in his memories and he feels his imp touching him and grounding him back in the moment? yeah, i think of this line. they both want to show the other off, they're both so proud of each other and so DISGUSTINGLY in love.

[ithisatanytime]

caro♡ - over u (Official Video)

from twitter: “ So trying to stop a forest from being cut down gets you domestic terrorism charges but the ceo and board members of Norfolk Southern get to live free lives after spilling toxic chemicals into a water supply. “

i dont know any of the specific lefty bullshit this faggot is crying about, but ive pointed this out before, lefties dont know what terrorism means, and in general only white men know what “intent” means in relation to crime and punishment. this is related to them calling anyone who is passionately disagreeing with them “the devils advocate” they do not know what that term means, even when you explain it to them they have no idea. when i say leftists im basically including women too as leftist men are just feminine men with feminine minds. in case you dont know, playing the devils advocate is when you argue for a side you PERSONALLY disagree with so that everyone on your side of a debate can be sure your arguments are sound. so it would be like me going “what if women working is actually the better of the two options, women are the smarter sex and they are less violent” even though i know thats not true and retarded i might proffer that argument so that we can better prepare for it when we inevitably encounter it out in the wild from someone who actually believes it. they call disagreeing passionately the devils advocate because they literally cant wrap their head around a white man who isnt sorry for being white, must be the devil

[howaerds-a]

there's  no  stifling  the  giggle   that   bubbles   from   the   blonde's   lips   as   he   joins   her   ,   amusement   clear   in   her   demeanor   watching   him   down   the   drink   he's   just   ordered .   ❝   i'm  cassie   ,   ❞   she   titters   ,   ❝   and   i   guess   i   need   to   catch   up.   ❞   matching   the   energy   with   which   he'd   downed   the   beverage   ,   she   tilts   her   own   cocktail   back   and   clears  the glass   as   quickly   as   she   can   ,   placing   it   down   with   a   victorious   grin   pasted   across   liquor   soaked   lips.   ❝   i  have  to  say   ,   this   is   the   most   interesting   way   anyone   has   ever   opened   with   me   before   .   .   .   ❞

                                  IT SEEMS HE HASN'T BEEN TOO WEIRD, WHICH IS A RELIEF. He climbs on the barstool next to her and gestures for the barkeeper to give him a whiskey and a second helping of whatever the woman had, her glass sitting empty in front of her. “Stealing a person is called kidnapping and is illegal in all 50 US states,” Castiel tells her before he realizes that she's probably been flirting back. Feeling a bit mortified, he quickly downs his whiskey, which, of course, does nothing to relax him. He'd need the whole top shelf of the bar to get drunk. “Uh, but I don't think he minds,” Castiel quickly adds to show that he's not a complete idiot and does understand what she's been implying. Why is this so hard? Birds have beautiful songs to make their mating intentions known, but of course, her eyes would shatter if Castiel tried anything like that, so he has to do this talking thing where no word actually means what it's supposed to mean.

[azure-cherie]

PAC : self care tips

Intuitive reading

Hello beautiful people what's up? Did you drink enough water and did you keep your mental health above all ?

𝒮ℯ𝓃𝒹𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽ℯ𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓃ℊ 𝓉ℴ 𝓎ℴ𝓊.♡︎♥︎♡︎♥︎

The pac here will be focusing on the area of self care you're missing up on , which can be improved. Choose an image with your intuition .

🌱 DISCLAIMER : Take what resonates , don't do something you're uncomfortable with , i am not a self care professional , i give what I get . If you want to choose everything go for it , choose anything from any pile just take the best care of yourself 💚.

💚pile 1 :

Don't do something you're uncomfortable with and do a temporary test before applying it to your daily care .

Citrus infused water ( lemon , orange , Clementine) , it can aid in refreshing yourself , make the metabolism faster , help in clearing the skin , helps in weight loss etc .

Oatmeal with bananas , helps in lowering blood sugar level and provides antioxidants , helps skin itching , and aids in digestion .

Running in the morning/evening improves cardiovascular fitness and strengthens muscles .

Pranayama breathing yogic practice of Breath control , helps in improving mindfulness , reduces blood pressure and helps in improving cognitive functioning.

Get grounded go out in nature , spend some time alone don't worry all your work can be done later .

💚pile 2 :

Don't do something you're uncomfortable with and do a temporary test before applying it to your daily care .

Check the ingredients in your skin care products , i sense some of your products contain a lot of harmful chemicals , instead go for more natural brands or homemade stuff.

Try listening to binaural beats , relieves anxiety , improves cognition, helps in mediation etc . Do not overuse , especially in the night , I did it once it gives a headache for the next day so use in limited quantity.

Keep a gratefulness journal , keeping this helps in appreciating what we already have and if you are content , universe will always bless you with more.

Get some sunlight , in the morning not in the afternoon , stay away from UV rays , sunlight provides vitamin D , reduces cholesterol , improves sleep cycle etc.

Tree energy transfer , first of all if you are feeling sad , acknowledge it and do things to let go of it , tree transfer is a process of connecting with a tree , you can sit down or touch or just stand near a tree it helps in absorbing negative energies and transforming it into positive energies.

💚 Pile3 :

Don't do something you're uncomfortable with and do a temporary test before applying it to your daily care .

Cut off toxic people , cutting off people who no longer serve your purpose is the best form of self care , be who you wanna be , do what you wanna do!

Walking improves cardiovascular fitness , increases energy levels , helps in improving mind freshness , gives a healthy start to a day.

Read a lot of books of any genre , mostly what comforts you . Dance and sing like no one's watching you , singing and dancing forever improved our energy levels .

Keep a check on what you eat in a day , stay away from overeating follow the 80/20 rule " you eat a "clean" diet 80% of the time and allow yourself to enjoy a few indulgences 20% of the time"

Maintain your regular exercises or start practicing yoga at your home Exercising will improve your energy levels and help you sleep better in the night , it will help in maintaining your fitness as well ; yoga will help in increasing your flexibility , aid in arthritis , improve your mental health etc.

Hope you like it , research more about a point you like through the internet and remember you matter the most in your world .

Thank you for reading 💚

Have a great day/night 💚

[hiilikeanimelol]

IM BACK BITCHES

Hi im oli! (He/it)

I am a bisexual, trans and intersex guy, I am 18 and in my first year of university studying policing

-also hi cute little side note, it's highly likely that I am autistic so tone tags are always appreciated because tone just makes no sense to me ♡

♡KIN LIST♡

Undertaker (BB) we have matching piercings finally!

Tomura shigaraki (BNHA) I love him

Viktor hargeeves (UA) his coming out scene made me weep

Mammon (OM!SWD) my love

Rook hunt (TWST) French man

10th,11th and 12th doctor (doctor who)

main fandoms that I will waffle on about are:

GOOD OMENS MY GIRLFRIEND GOT ME INTO GOOD OMENS AND I LOVE HIM FOR THAT AND THEY SAID WE CAN GO TO A HALLOWEEN PARTY DRESSED AS CROWLEY AND AZIRAPHALE SHES SO SLSNSNSSNSBS

Doctor who

Twisted wonderland

Obey me

My hero academia

And

Attack on titan

Heartstopper

Umbrella academy

I am a massive music geek and am constantly listening to music, a lot of my playlists are made up of:

Random hand

KoRn

Slipknot

Green day

My chemical romance

Ricky Montgomery

Mitski

Waterparks

Metallica

Arctic monkeys

The virgin marys

CRASHFACE

A lot of the time I will waffle about my personal life too all of which will be under #ollie rambles

Any vents or rants will go under #ollies vents

Feel free to just block both these tags if you're only here for memes

I try my best to keep this blog organised but I've had it for a fucking while now, I lowkey want to start a new one thats organised but im afraid I've grown attached this blog over the time I've been active on it

I've made some amazing friends on this app and im always down for making more (heads up that I will be awkward for the first week of talking but then I'll settle down, social is difficult)

If anyone ever wants any other social media I have then feel free to send me a message or an ask and I'll give you my username in dm's, doesn't matter if we talk or not I just don't want my Snapchat and Instagram usernames out on tumblr

Little bit about me physically:

I have an industrial on my left ear and most of the time a silver skull hoops in my first lobes and skull studs in my seconds, I also have my helix pierced on my right ear which is also silver. I've got a silver septum which i have to flip up around familt because they told me i couksnt have it so i did it anyway lol. My hair is currently down to my chin (it needs cutting) and my roots are atrocious.

DNI IF YOU ARE

Racist

Homophobic / transphobic

Ableist

Sexist

Pro-life

Trump supporter

Believe MAPS are a part of the lqbtq

Are ginger /j

And also, do not come into my asks on anon and accuse me of faking ed's, self harm and suicidal thoughts. I have better things to fucking do then deal with your bullshit. Also don't just leave anonymous messages of

"She" "girl" "woman" "tranny" "faggot"

I have enough shit on my plate, go seek mental help xx

And also my dm's are open to anyone at all times, whether you just need a friend or if u want someone to talk to. I will never turn someone down if you want to vent or anything, ill listen to anyone about anything, if you want advice then I shall try my best and if you just want me to listen to get stuff off your chest then thats also fine.

If I think of anything else I'll add to this, ill make notes down here of when I update anything

~ the one and only oliver xx

Og post : 14/11/2021

First of many edits: I changed the physical stuff a bit 27/11/2021

Second edit: 04/01/2022

Third edit: age change 28/02/2022

Fourth edit: rewording and piercing changes 29/03/2022

Fifth edit: removed lost ear cuff in the physical description 16/04/2022

Sixth edit: added heartstopper into what I waffle on about 28/04/2022

Seventh edit: dyed my hair purple again!! 02/05/2022

Eighth edit: got second lobes pierced 17/05/22

Ninth edit: got helix pierced, hair colour faded baddddd, changed jewelery and added umbrella academy to intrests also added a current kin list 27/06/2022

Tenth edit: dyed my hair purple and got a silver septum ring and a silver lip ring 20/07/2022

eleventh edit: hair faded and im no longer a first year at college lol 23/08/2022

twelfth edit: got a job and dyed my hair red 08/09/2022

thirteenth edit: I'm now legally an adult 28/02/2023

fourteenth edit: updated my kin list from just the 10th doctor to the 11th and 12th too 15/03/2023

fifteenth edit: tone tag mention and changed my jewelry 04/04/2023

sixteenth edit: mm hair dye 16/04/2023

17th edit: I'm back! Still severely depressed but I'm here. been working mad hours and spent the last 7 days high with no breaks 08/08/2023

18th edit : got my septum pierced, broke up with my SHITTY ex and got with someone who treats me the way I'm supposed to be treated AND I've started uni 11/09/23

19th edit : GOOD OMENS EEK!! 17/10/2023

20th edit : got a mullet kinda thing and dyed it dark blue 12/12/2023

[howaerds-a]

❝   baby  , i'm fine   ;   the   doctor   says   i   can   still   ride   for   a   few   more   weeks   ,   ❞   cassie   giggles   ,   tugging   the   reins   just   enough   to   slow   libby   down   to   a   halt .   ❝   are   you   seriously   pulling me  over   right   now   ?   ❞   it's   then   that   she   notices   stella   ,   perched   on   the   fence   behind   the   ranger   with   an   apologetic   smirk   plastered   across   her   visage .   ❝   well   at   least   you   got   someone   to   tow  the  vehicle   ,   ❞   she   snorts   ,   shaking   her   head   as   @cordelliism   stands   expectantly   with   his   back   turned.   with   a   sigh   both   defeated   and   amused   ,   she   waits   for   stella   to   secure   the   reins   under   liberty   belle's   bridle   and   steps   out   of   one   stirrup.

❝   better   hurry   up   ,   stell   -   i   think   i'm   about  to get  cuffed   ,   ❞   the   blonde   chides   ,   earning   herself   a   disgusted   groan   from   the   teenager   as   she   maneuvers  her  body   -   and   her   just   barely   noticeable   bump   -   onto   cordell's   back.   ❝   you're   gonna   be   so   much   fun   the   next   few   months   ,   aren't   you   ?   ❞   cassie   teases   ,   leaning   around   to   plant   an   affectionate   peck   on   the   stubbled   line   of   his   jaw.

[howaerds-a]

it  all  happens  so  quickly   ,   she's   hardly   able   to   keep up .   one   moment   the   blonde's   entire   life   is   flashing   before   her   eyes   ;   the   next   ,   she's   being   tackled   -   then   .   .   .   flirted   with   ?   it   takes   a   moment   before   cassie   is   able   to   form   a   coherent   sentence   ,   by   which   time   her   savior   has   taken   off.  

she doesn't know   where   the   brunette   is   going   ,   nor   does   she   have   any   idea   what's   going   on   in   the   streets   of   the   city   today.   all   that   seems   to   compute   is   that   this   stranger   ,   whomever   she   may   be   ,   is   safe ;   a   certainty   she   doesn't   feel   about   most  aspects   of   new   york   at   this   exact   moment.   so   driven   by   an   instinct   for   survival   ,   cassie   forces   a   deep   inhale   and   trails   along   in   the   hero's   wake.  

❝   wait   !   i   don't   -   what   the   hell   is   going   on   ?   ❞

STARTER FOR @howaerds

of course kate was running down the streets of new york with the tracksuit guys chasing her. once again, she got roped in. seemed like a normal occurrence at this point. "sorry! excuse me!" she called out as she kept bumping everybody. as she kept running, she noticed one of the track suit guys caused a rather large statue to fall, and as instinct, she ran towards the blonde girl that was about to get crushed.

"watch out!" with that, she tackled the girl out of the way as the statue shattered everywhere. lifting her head, she looked up then at the blonde, "you good? you alright?" peeking behind her she pulled out her bow and arrow, "can you just duck for a second?"

waiting till the girl ducked, she shot at one of the track suit bros then looked back with a sheepish grin, "thanks! oh, pretty hair." fixing the blonde hair she heard

KATE BISHOP!

"gotta go!" then she ran again.