#{ sh e e e e e e }

[flowers-in-august]

seguinte, minhas ninfas, tomem chá! chá de boldo, chá de cidreira, camomila... especialmente os chás que ajudam na digestão (os que evitam inchaço). bebam água como se fosse o último dia da água doce na terra e sempre sempre sempre que forem se alimentar tenham consciência que vocês não precisam ficar explodindo para estar saciadas. ignorem a existência de biscoitos, massas, lanches em geral e optem por alimentados desnatados e frutas com pouca gordura (fuja do abacate). tá tudo bem se você não consegue passar muito tempo no nf, cada corpo é um corpo e cada um reage a determinadas coisas de maneira diferente. algumas pessoas tem uma deficiência absurda de ferro e mesmo que tenham repulsa da comida, se não comem chegam a ser hospitalizadas. novamente, cada caso é um caso, se você não consegue fazer os jejuns... opte pelas dicas acima. muita muita muita água, refeições pequenas, sempre escolher as opções menos gordurosas e chá (fora os exercícios).

[sk1nny-doll]

Não adianta passar horas sem comer sem autocontrole.

Não adianta você ficar horas sem comer e depois comer descontroladamente,usando desculpas como "eu mereço",assim,a única coisa que você merece é ser gorda.Sabe todas essas horas sem encostar na comida?não valhem de quando você se entope de comida,jogando todo o progresso no ralo,todos aqueles doces,bolos,bolachas,sorvetes,realmente valhem apena?acha que suas inspo se entopem de comida por "merecer"?não,sabe o porquê?Porque elas sabem que a única coisa que elas merecem é um corpinho de boneca,é a delicadeza extrema,a beleza,a feminilidade.

Não coma,garotas bonitas não comem.

[silusvesuius]

testing da style

[mariadudumilgrau4]

Tabelinha~

[cvtmyhearttopieces]

I’m competing with people in my life and they don’t even know it

[jokine]

honestly, focusing on losing weight has actually helped me not cut myself as much? But then cutting myself helps me not feel as hungry..

WTAF ???!!

I think im just fucked in the head-

[stormbreaker-290]

hi there stormy :3

Imma just

:3c

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OH G OODD GRAVY-

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[pikwosky]

odeio quando os cortes começam a cicatrizar e descascar

[lxmitlxss]

How does one unscroll?

[voidsquidd]

Not what I usually post but I wanna say something

I recently saw a 12 yr old on shedtwt and ik becuz of what this account used to be that I have shedtwt and shedtblr followers on here

(I have never really used shedtwt but post pop up every few months)

If ur that young then pls do not go on places like that

//TW// sh ed / g0re / gr0oming / s1uicide

Ik that u probably wanna find ppl who have similar struggles to u, ik u probably have issues irl that make u wanna do that stuff and u just wanna find a place where ppl are like u, but shedtwt is not that place

Even if ppl on there say they're pro recovery, the fact they're posting stuff promoting it or showing it in a positive way at all is not gonna help anyone recover, they're still glorifying it to other ppl and promoting pro Ana / sh

Shedtwt/shedtblr will do sm damage to ur brain at a young age

While ur that young what u see will have a massive affect on ur brain and what u view as normal. Older ppl on there are way more aware of what they're doing to themselves and, even if u say ur mature for ur age, u will not know what damage ur actually doing to urself by being on there

Seeing ppl promote stuff like sh: how to go deeper, needing to feel valid, wanting to get worse, showing off their gory sh

Seeing ppl promote eds: saying how many cals they eat, showing of thinspo, fat shaming / meanpso, saying it's better to be thin

That stuff is gonna be more likely to stick with u when u start to consume it from a young age like that, eventually it'll be all u really know, you'll have normalized it sm in ur head with out even realising what you've done. Ppl will have constantly been posting about it and u will have constantly been seeing those posts and slowly making ur brain see all that disordered, dangerous behaviour as normal. Sm so that when u try to recover it'll end up being sm harder, becuz ur whole life, all ur believes, all ur habits, ur hobbies, will be base for sh and ed

Ik someone who was active on there from a young age and they struggle to eat normally sometimes, a normal meal feels like a binge to them and they don't actually know what the real definition of that word means, they count normal eating as eating too much, they count normal and healthy bodies as too fat becuz they saw so many dangerously underweight ppl that they can no longer tell what's healthy. They developed such bad body dysmorphia from all the content that they cannot tell the difference between over 10lbs on their body.

They can't understand why sh is bad sometimes, thinking it's not that big of a deal, they romantizise sh and their cuts, saying they like them and that they want more scars, even asking me to help them. They didn't realise it was a massive issue when they went pretty deep, and then refused to go seek medical help when they should've becuz they were used to giving themself cuts that could kill them, becuz ppl on shedtwt go so deep it could kill them but they barely ever seem to mention that, a young person wouldn't realise that would kill them, the person I'm talking about definitely didn't

They also saw lost of gore. Now I'm gonna get into a bit of physical brain psychology rn. So the brain releases dopamine as a positive reward hormone obviously. Watching gore, even tho it's online, will have the same or similar effect of seeing actual bloody, dead bodies and ppl stabbing themself or killing themself irl. They saw lots of that becuz shedtwt had sh vids which led to gore twt. Seeing ppl stab themselves, cut their arm off, jump off buildings etc, would be like seeing it irl. And seeing it irl would be classed as a traumatic event, it causes trauma. Specifically it damages the part of the brain that releases hormones like dopamine, by consuming that content u are physically damaging ur brain sm it can stop letting u feel happy.

This person may have a bad home life, and that may have caused these issues to start, but they wouldn't have known what sh was without shedtwt, or seen tips on how to go deeper on shedtwt

They wouldn't have seen starving tips or those diets, or workout routines without shedtwt

They wouldn't have felt like what they were doing was normal if they hadn't seen sm of it on shedtwt

They wouldn't have found gore without shedtwt

And they wouldn't have met their groomer and called him their bf if they hadn't been on shedtwt

Even now they're not on there, they lost all their hobbies to Ana/mia, they would spend their time doing nothing but watching and reading stuff about sh and eds and that's all their life was. Just cvtting themself, learning tips on how to starve and trying to ignore their cravings. They used to paint, but they stopped. they used to sew, but they stopped. they used to be really strong and have good health, they don't anymore, becuz they worked their body to exhaustion sm trying to get thin. Their brain consumed sm content, it's all they think about most of the time now and they struggle to distract their thoughts. I remember they told me what they were thinking about and I had to tell them they seemed triggered becuz they were so triggered so often it just became their normal mind. They thought about nothing but what to eat on what day, how many cals were in something, about how to cut deeper, where they should cut, how some of their scars would look prettier if they were in different shapes, suicide methods and what would be the best even tho they didn't have any plans. Images of thinspo and gore and sh would flash in their head constantly.

It became so normal to them it was their whole personality and actual normal things were alien concepts to them. I told them what typically normal things were and they were genuinely surprised at how what they did and thought about wasn't normal.

Ik most young ppl on there are wanting ppl to relate to but it will do more damage than good, sometimes it's better to feel like what ur doing is weird or not normal becuz that gives u more motivation to stop, to try and be normal. Seeing it sm will make u think it's normal and fine and make u feel like there's no issue

That person is still recovering and a lot of the stuff they vent about is the gore they saw, or the thinspo they saw, the things they say that get called out for being negative are always things they learnt to normalize from shedtwt

So pls, I say this to anyone but especially younger ppl like that 12 yr old, shedtwt / tblr is not gonna help u with ur mental health, it isn't a place that genuinely encourages recovery even if ppl say they are pro recovery. It's a place that glorifies sh and eds, and there's so many ppl who also just wanna take advantage of u. Someone who wants to help u starve or sh doesn't have ur best interest in mind, someone who wants u to recover and get better and healed is someone who cares about u

My dms are always open ♡

[flowers-in-august]

Acho curiosa a expressão "entrei para o ed". Querida, eu não sei se você sabe, mas "disorder" pode ser traduzido neste contexto como "transtorno". As pessoas que estão aqui não "entraram" e decidiram do dia para a noite pensar da maneira como pensam e agir da maneira que agem.

A comunidade existe simplesmente para pessoas que possuem a questão poderem explorar suas ideias, pensamentos, desabafos em um lugar seguro e sem julgamentos onde apenas quem pensa exatamente como elas irão compreender. Absolutamente qualquer discurso dessa bolha, se chega às mãos erradas, pode ser interpretado de maneira totalmente distorcida.

Sim, aqui não é um ambiente saudável! Sim, apesar da maioria ser pro-recovery o estímulo para não perder o grande caminho conquistado também existe. Não é pra ser bonitinho, legal, fofinho... Sim, é tóxico e essa comunidade existe e foi construída por pessoas doentes. Não existe isso de entrar para o ed, pelo menos não de maneira racional e consciente.

É algo muito natural, ele surge geralmente quando você está fazendo suas pesquisas pessoais, quando precisa de inspirações e de um dia para o outro você se vê completamente aprofundada no ambiente, entendendo as siglas, compartilhando experiências. Se você procura grupos, comunidades e contas de transtorno alimentar para perder uns quilinhos, esse lugar não é para você. É prejudicial e você corre risco de desenvolver um problema sério. Se achar acima do peso, feia ou qualquer coisa do tipo não é NECESSARIAMENTE t.a, existem dezenas de aspectos que fazem um transtorno ser o que ele é (falo como uma pessoa diagnosticada há mais de dez anos).

Enfim, cuidem da saúde de vocês. Ninguém escolhe estar onde estar simplesmente por estética, por achar "bonitinho"... Com o tempo você pode realmente desenvolver uma doença séria e em muitos casos sem volta. As nossas frases de encorajamento aqui existem porque nós somos sim meio cruéis com nós mesmas, estamos no fundo do poço SIM e romantizando ou não nosso transtorno, todas nós sabemos disso. Então, não veja como um estímulo para você QUE NÃO POSSUI T.A continuar o que está fazendo. Procure um médico nutricionista, faça exercício físico e terapia.

ps: já vi meninas aqui julgando as outras ou invalidando t.a alheio. não é uma competição. ninguém tem que ficar provando nada. cada um está passando por uma situação diferente e lidando de uma maneira diferente.

Xoxo, Dasha.

[frnkiebby]

I’ll never not be a jamia stan bc if my partner got married to me, tattooed it on his neck, and then immediately went off to be a whore on stage and grind his dick into his best friend on stage ?? I would have NOT handled it like her she is so much better than me

truly, if the church still does the saint thing they should totally canonise her

Saint Jamia.

i am honestly in love with her almost as much as i’m in love with frank.

i seriously— she’s fucking gorgeous first off. and she’s just. she’s fucking jamia. she’s— fuck~🎃

[s0me1endme]

new to edtumblr, on shtwt and edtwt im more active there

you can call me note/♫ !! im a minor (14) he/him

sw: 160/150

gw: 100

ugw: 80

hight: 5'0 ft

cal intake: 800-1k cals, it depends bc its hard to restrict with my strict parents

i dont think im valid, im convinced i eat too much to have an ed but ive struggled with binge eating since i was little and am overweight. i hate myself more than anything and ive been restricting, trying to throw food away secretly and have tried to purge multiple times but couldnt get much out so i dont think it counts. im constantly worried about eating and how im gonna gain but i often cant help myself when foods put infront of me, i cant fast bc of my parents so i try to restrict and skip as many meals as i can

anyways my twt is @/wr1st_sl1tter

[sadcat000]

[endlesswells]

I needed to.

[iknowishouldnt-2]

HI NEW INTRO POST IG!??

I used to be iknowishouldnt BUTTT i got deleted 😞😞

if you remember me please follow and also help me find my moots again 😔

about me: j, she/they/it, queer, minor

TW: sh, sh pics prob, ed, mental health stuff

block don’t report me pleaseee 🥺

that’s all I can think of rn !