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enough of these styros I need to hit beans soooo bad

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derealize depersonalize dissociate

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ed tumblr: i will never love myself or be convinced i am capable of love until i am skinny enough, i just came back from my 3rd hospital visit because my sodium levels were dangerously low but i don’t care. if i die i die.

men:

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Real

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"but why do you ctt 😭"

My BROTHER IN CHRIST

It feels like this of course I'm addicted

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I love looking at the white of a stryo before it fills with blood like that’s so satisfying

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my bmi is 19 I think I should kill myself

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Infections; Prevention, Identification, & Treatment, a Harm Reduction Guide For Self-harmers

[Pt: Infections; Prevention, Identification, & Treatment, a Harm Reduction Guide For Self-harmers]

Disclaimer: I am not a medical professional, all of the information below is based on my research. It is always best to see a doctor if you are injured. I do not promote self-harm.

Preventing infections

[Pt: Preventing infections]

Some ways you can reduce the chance of getting an infection are...

Being up to date on your vaccinations, especially your tetanus vaccination.

Using clean blades/tools. This means, if possible, always have new tools on hand. If you can not access new tools clean them (link). Always check for rust and dirt. Dispose of your tool properly (link) if any is found. Do not use a tool if you do not know where it has been. Store your tools in a clean dry place.

Self-harm in a clean environment. Make sure your hands are clean as well.

Keep cuts, burns, and other open wounds covered with wound dressings. Remember to change wound dressings regularly and to never re-use them!

Having a healthy diet, Malnourishment increases your risk of getting an infection. This is especially important to remember if you have an Eating Disorder.

Being aware of possible risk factor is also important, such as...

Being immunocompromised

Taking immunosuppressants

Being malnourished/having an eating disorder

Being diabetic

Having limited mobility

And more

Identifying infections

[Pt: Identifying infections}

Seek intimidate medical attention if you show symptoms of a serious infection, such as…

Confusion or disorientation

Feeling faint or dizzy

Irregular heartbeat and/or breathing

Cold, clammy, pale skin

Fever (body temperature of 38c (100.4 f) or higher)

Fainting

Severe muscle pain

Painful muscle spasms

And more (link)

If you do not have anyone to take you to A&E or think you need immediate emergency care call for an ambulance. A serious infection can be deadly and cannot be treated at home. Do NOT attempt to treat one without a doctor.

Symptoms of mild infection include; spreading redness, heat, or swelling near the injury, increased or new pain, increased fluid leaking from wound, yellow or greenish fluid that may smell. Some redness, pain, and (clear, not foul smelling) fluid leakage can be normal.

If you are unsure how serious an infection is see a doctor or call your local A&E’s nurse line (if in the UK call 111 or use 111 online (link)).

Treating a (mild) infection

[Pt: Treating a (mild) infection]

Seek immediate medical attention if you experience any symptoms of serious infection (see above).

Even if you only have a mild infection, it is suggest that you see a doctor, especially if any of the risk factors listed at the beginning of this post apply to you. If you are unwilling to or unable to you can try and treat it at home.

To treat a mild infection…

Clean the wound with warm water and unscented anti-bacterial soap

Soak in warm water or apply a warm wet cloth for ten minutes

Apply antibiotic ointment to the infected wound(s)

Re-dress the wound. Do not reuse dressings.

Repeat this 3 times a day daily until infection subsides. If the infection worsens or does not go away seek medical attention.

If you are unsure how serious your infection is see a doctor or call your local A&E’s nurse line (if in the UK call 111 or use 111 online (link)).

If you do not feel that you can tend to your injury alone seek medical attention.

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i am not like y’all , i will open tumblr in public without a second thought . if you’re invading my privacy by looking at my phone , i will scar you in return

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googling how many calories does gay sex burn

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Bitch wdym normal people don't cvt? Don't think abt suicide? Don't cvt themselves when they stressed angry sad or just bored? Don't eat pills like candies?

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"Ugh need" I say to an image of someone's cuts with a hospital room in the background

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I should be allowed to hurt myself every night. as a little treat

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“ur body is like a car and u need fuel, food is fuel” SO YOU THINK MY BODY LOOKS LIKE A CAR???????

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they should invent a form of self harm where no one notices or gives a fuck

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people who create quotes abt this disorder are idiots and i hope you never rest until you change.

in 5 days its the anniversary of one of my friends who died to bulimia. he ruptured his oesophagus. on his phone he had hundreds of screenshots of stupid comments saying his bulimia isnt clean. that he should just starve. that he should just be anorexic because its the only way he could be thinsp0. this is a fucking mental illness. stop making "diets". stop glorifying thinsp0 i gurantee their all dead or recovered now. stop condoning disorders that kill so many people every day. my friend was 15 years old and his mama found him dead. i hope you people never feel rest you clearly havent had someone die of this shit if youre still doing this. romanticise your disorder or whatever but stop glorifying it. use the bare minimum "tw ed" tag because people dont need to block a quadrillion random tags to pray content doesnt come up. ive been here since i was 9. ive lost moots. my ex seized to death with some part of his anorexia playing part. you will see people die on this app if youre here for long. please keep this as a safe space so we can try keep each other alive

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