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stsgluver · 11 months ago
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synopsis. gojo satoru always wins.
wc. 880
tags. gojo x reader, fluff, spoilers for 236, possible spelling mistakes I have not proofread this (do I ever?)
a/n. currently clearing out all my old wips. i've already written this in a different version I think but idc bc if i write about him coming home enough times he will eventually do it. my next few works are probs going to be my rich boy!gojo drafts
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there was a brief moment when the world stilled. the air was squeezed from your lungs as everything around you slowly began to spin and you weren’t sure the last time you had slept – had it been that long that the hallucinations were finally starting to kick in?
“oh my god.” those were the only words you could utter in your state of disbelief. you couldn’t close your eyes: you couldn’t risk him disappearing. if you were brave enough, you’d reach out to trace the new scars carved into his porcelain skin.
“you can’t say that, you know how my ego is,” gojo looked as gorgeous as ever, arm raised as he leant against the doorframe of his apartment. the same apartment you’d set up camp in nineteen days ago and had only left when yuuji brought you some food. you’d lost too much to process and you were a shell of the person gojo had kissed goodbye to before he left for shibuya. there were deep purple bags under your eyes, your hair was loosely tied back in a messy bun that probably hadn’t been properly washed or brushed in several days and your clothes were probably just gojo’s – you’d been desperate for some sense of familiarity. 
he looked like he hadn’t just been sealed away in another realm. the only evidence of a struggle were his new scars that seemed to decorate every inch of available skin, beyond that he looked excited to be alive, his fitted clothes clinging to him. his cursed energy was terrifyingly immense and you knew him well enough to know he was still riding off of a high that came with fighting for him. 
you were scared to ask who had been the opponent – never would the world’s strongest sorcerer be injured and not cause equal amounts of harm in return. he had a title to uphold after all, something to prove.
“not even a hello?” he shook his head, crossing his arms in front of his chest as he tsked you. he was so casual in his mannerisms, playing it all off as though he hadn’t spent what felt like an eternity counting down the seconds so that he could see you again. “you can’t have forgotten me that quickly.” he was practically whining now, desperate for the love and warmth you gave him but not daring to cross the threshold and smother you. 
you weren’t a sorcerer and though you understood some of his world, there was so much more that you didn’t. gojo would be lying if he said he wasn’t scared that one day it would be too overwhelming for you and you’d leave him like everyone else had. 
so he did what he did best: masked his insecurities with a sarcastic humour that held no bite: “don’t tell me there’s another man in the house.”
you smiled, and blinked, and you were suddenly here again; in the moment with him and not a thousand miles away wondering what the hell he’d been through. a lone tear slipped down your cheek and gojo ached to wipe it away.
“are you
 are you real?” your voice was still shaky and if it wasn’t for the complete silence, you doubted that he would’ve been able to hear you. 
but he did, and then his arm is up against the doorframe again and he was gesturing to his physique as he complimented himself, “super powerful, mega rich and dashingly handsome? i know how perfect i may seem but i’m very real.” he winked and suddenly it was like you remembered that you have free will, practically jumping into his arms.
gojo wasn’t phased as he tucked you tightly into his body, his cursed technique completely dropped for the first time in what felt like forever. his body breathed a sigh of relief as his muscles ached.
“you’re such a jackass,” you lifted up your head to rest against his chest, eyes shining with tears that didn't fall.
gojo nodded slowly, brushing back the loose strands of your hair as he stared at you adoringly, “you love me.”
“mhmm,” you hummed, taking a step back from his longing arms to look up at him through your lashes. “y’know,” you traced a finger across the material on his chest, “you could make it up to me by closing your eyes.” his breath hitched ever so slightly under your touch. you leant in so that your lips almost touched his ear, “i need to kick my boytoy out. things could get kinda awkward if you two saw each other.”
it would be easier to list the things gojo wouldn’t do for you. he squeezed his eyes tightly shut, even going as far as to hold a hand over them. “how pretty is he on a scale of 1-10?”
there was a pause before you responded, as you took in every inch of the man that stood before you. a god in a mortal’s body. one that lived and breathed and worshipped you. “he’s gorgeous,” you whispered, breathless simply from his existence alone. and then he’s smiling and laughing and picking you up, spinning you in a circle and telling you how much he loves you and for a few brief seconds he’s just satoru and you’re just his.
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abbyslev · 2 years ago
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A/N: hi guys! sorry for posting this so late, i just got around to finishing it. i am working on some other things, and as always feedback will be appreciated!! thank you all for reading and i hope everyone has a great day!
WARNINGS: literally pure smut !!
HANGE 
LOVES THIGHS
would die in between some if they could 
service dom 
literally down to try anything if you’re down 
100%  into teasing you 
when hange gets  stressed at work
 PREPARE FOR THAT STRAP 
#1 pussy eater 
overstimulation god
likes to restrain your hands 
does not like quickies but will participate 
into lap dances 
the bra stays on AND ITS HOT 
RIDING HANGES ABS IM USNSIDJSUKAS
into thigh riding too 
is vocal
into praising (and degrading but you didn’t hear that from me) 
they press their forehead on yours and makes the strongest eye contact im jejsieksks
loves to trace random shapes with their tongue 
panty stuffing and sniffing 100%
aftercare is so sweet they love cleaning you up and they just fall asleep right after you do </3
MIKASA
not an ass, thighs or tits person, just loves you for you <3
LOVESSSSS giving but will not deny receiving AFTER you have had your turn 
into pulling hair like when she eats you out and you pull her hair!!! YES!!!!!
wears the cutest lingerie 
loves when you say her name it just sounds so pretty 
blushes over everything it’s so <33
will finger you until she dies 
making you suck her fingers makes her go wild 
pretty vocal!!! mostly small whimpers 
will die eating you out she loves it 
loves to run her hands up and down your stomach with her long nails sending shivers all over you
her hair gets all messy 
switch, mostly top but she has her moments 
BEGS
not into quickies, she prefers to take her time on you and enjoy all of you 
praise, refuses to degrade you</3
strap god 100%
literally so sweet will clean you up and make sure you’re comfortable when you guys are done :(
ANNIE
thighs thighs thighs thighs thighs 
she sleeps on them like allllll the time 
SHES SO INTO SPIT BYE 
degrading god 
yes pls :D
loves teasing 
seeing you squirm and beg makes her go crazy 
hearing her name following a string of curse words when you reach your peak makes her smile against you so hard
EATS PUSSY LIKE A GOD HELLO
depending on her mood, she’ll keep her sports bra on and it’s fucking HOT.
ughhhhh when she’s angry/ frustrated yk you’re in for a wild ride 
can go as many rounds as you want 
will always pleasure you before herself
“you’re so good for me.”
makes you ride her like crazy 
that nose is GODLY to sit on
grabs your thighs and leaves nail marks 
into thigh riding 
will always top idc 
she’s minimal when it comes to aftercare, she just makes sure you’re ok and cleans you up :D
SASHA
if you try and tell me this woman can’t eat pussy go ahead and log off for me
like one of the best pussy eaters out here ong 
ASS AND PUSSY FOR DAYS!!!!
into food play
she’s so sweet and refuses to degrade you 
“you taste so sweet, baby.”
her hair gets all messy from you pulling it
she’s so into it bye
switch 
loves when you go down on her and tell her how good she taste 
LOVES SCISSORING LIKE CRAZY 
will pleasure you before herself ofc ofc 
loves eye contact 
will pour honey on your thighs/ stomach and lick it off while keeping strong eye contact UGHSHSNSUSJSJS
loves keeping you from touching yourself like maam pls
will also die eating pussy
amen 
quickies are acceptable 
aftercare queen like will get you water and clean you up and talk your ear off until you’re asleep 
YMIR
do we really have to say it
tits 
literally the god of degrading like HELLO
“stupid slut” while her long fingers are shoved down your throat IM JENSHMSS
will tease you until you can no longer take it 
will make you cum 6 times in one second 
is always a top
spit playyyyyyyy
overstimulation is her favorite 
quickies are some of her favorites 
loves eating you out like a starved man 
makes you beg like it’s the last thing she does 
HER SMIRK WHEN SHE SISNDUKSJ
will restrain you if you don’t listen 
yes chef
will use her hands as your personal bra 
eye contact for days 
loved kissing you doesn’t matter what she’s doing she wants to kiss you </3
fingers you in like 5 different positions 
will go 100 rounds she doesn’t care
lowkey good at aftercare she knows how tired you can get <3
YELENA
 everyone grab your bibles and repent rn
ASS ASS ASS ASS ASS ASS
loves spanking 
brat tamer 
strap game on 100 
will tease you the whole day like stop it????
leaves her shirt unbuttoned a bit 
..RAAAAAA
knows you like when she wears that damn suit 
her hair gets all messy from you tugging on it and she gets all your lipgloss on her IMBEISJUS
will eat you out anywhere she does not care 
degrading like a mf 
“such a fucking slut”
just for you lena <3
fingering game also on 100
will overstimulate you in a second 
will go as many rounds as your body can take
sex in her office >>>>
loves whispering in your ear and then kissing your jaw 
leaves hickies everywhere 
“so everyone can know your mine”
yes PLEASE NOW
will hold eye contact while playing with you through your soaking underwear with a stupid smirk on her face 
chokes you OH MY GODHELP ME
spits into your mouth and almost dies watching you swallow it 
keeps your panties sorry i don’t make the rules 
loves when you sit on her lap and ride her 
THIGH RIDING >>>>
“you made a mess baby
” 
buys you matching lingerie sets NGHHH
heavy breathing and grunts 
loves when you moan in her ear 
she loves hearing her name come out of her mouth 
edging god
fucks you dumb ANYWHERE 
top<3
tbh her aftercare is so good she loves cleaning you up and thinking how else she can fuck you next time
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saguette · 2 months ago
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What do you think Johnny's art looked like before he was stripped of his powers? This is something that bugs me a lot, and I'm curious about what you think.
ok i needed to draw a few shitty pictures to demonstrate cuz i wanted to talk about more than just his previous art but his art journey in general IDC if there's some canon tweet that proves something i said wrong or out of timeline these are my headcanons and projections so you either like it or not.. anyways I think his style pre-pre-JTHM (lets say 15-18) depicted many things, He was good at realism and fluctuated just fine between stylized art and big hefty works with a lot of detail. His stylized works looking similar to Jhonens and the whole 2000's artstyle cuz its fitting.
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Of course he's like, a late teenager around this time so its GOOD but not perfect. If you pulled up a few of his drawings from this time he would probably be embarrassed by all the disproportionate limbs and goth girls he sketched and thought were badass. He probably has old sketches of friends in his style regardless if they asked to be drawn or not since his art was something he was proud of and people around him made him feel proud of. His old art also feels like it'd have anime elements unintentionally to add to that amateur artist swag. Johnny doesn't like anime copies but stuff he rips inspo from was anime inspired so it rubbed off on his work too. Moving onto PRE-JTHM (18-20) Is when his art started to get more serious and complex. In his happy era he took to drawing lovecraftian horror sometimes but it was always the secondary focus of any drawing.
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Moving out and growing up was around the time his mental state started to worsen and he started using art to cope with emotions rather than just use it for fun, drawing complex monsters was a subconscious way to depict underlying mental illness that's out of his hands. He cant depict what he doesn't know he has, he can only scribble things that feel someone close to him because there is no physical appearance to emotions. He never liked his art around this time because it always felt unfinished or wrong or like it just didn't interpret what he wanted right. Overtime his art lost coherent appearance, quality, and meaning which made it feel worthless. It wouldn't be all that bad but it reached a point not even he knew what it was trying to be and it was frustrating. How can your own art not make sense to you? Its weird to let your hands go and do their own and you not recognize what they're trying to say. Which leads to SHORTLY BEFORE JTHM-and later.. Johnnys NEW preferred method for art currently is a little abstract, it became two extremes of the same thing; nothing. his art lost alot of what it used to be so he says he cant draw anymore.
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Johnnys lovecraftian horror art slowly engulfed itself over time and always becomes an abstract mess. Its purposely made to be incomprehensible by having too much, regardless if its creation is poetic, an outside view not being able to tell what it is or how much work went into it is on purpose. its metaphorical or whatever.. Johnnys fucked up or something.. Whereas Noodleboy i imagine was made by him drawing a stickfigure one day to see if he can still "draw" and overtime gave him his features like angry eyes and that big hair, creating his own sort of vent sona to replace the sketchy abstract art he used before. Noodleboys chaoticness is too sporadic to rip any meaning off of, he also purposely represents nothing. His existence uses up paper the same way, just without all the extra effort. SORRRYYYY long tangent thats probably super messy i just winged it. but i cant help myself ive thought about this for a while ik i didnt strictly answer the question but i had so much more to say
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dorims · 8 months ago
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last christmas (i gave you my heart).
gif creds @/fightingdragonswithwho
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pairing. roman roy x reader
wc. 1.6k
genre. fluff
Spending every holiday under Logan Roy’s roof wasn’t necessarily a problem. But just like any other family gathering, the pot tended to be stirred until have a holly jolly Christmas sounded either like a call for help or the theme song from the Saw franchise. for a change, maybe spending christmas away from his family would do him good. you can only hope he agrees.
tags. NOT beta-ed(?), english isn't my first language // established relationship (fiancee/married, i havent decided yet lol), brief mention of alcohol, allusion to roy family dynamics, roman and reader are the only characters in this one
a/n. idc that its march and the fact im not big on christmas either, this one really fun to write! hope you enjoy
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“So,” You test the waters, lathering the bristles of your toothbrush with the bubblegum toothpaste in the process. In tune with the routine you had wordlessly established, you locked eyes with him through the mirror. Not before letting your eyes roam over his relaxed figure of course. Surprisingly intimate, you would describe the way he liked to watch you while you finished your nightly routine. He would look so painfully comfortable, maybe even serene, as he let his body rest against the doorframe as his eyes lidded with perpetual fatigue, took in the mundanity of watching you lather your face with creams and face wash.“I’ve been thinking.”
He hummed in acknowledgement, though it sounded more like a stifled laugh. “That's new, how's that going for you?"
“Funny.” The foam in your mouth was of no help at conveying the faux annoyance, balancing out the deadpan you sported with a dose of conveniently muffled speech. Not intimidating at all, it only caused his grin to grow wider. And contagious as always, you leaned over the sink to spit the toothpaste in an attempt to hide a smile of your own, though the thick layer of adoration in your eyes gave it away. 
“I’m just saying,” he raised his hands in mock surrender, finally walking inside to lean against the marble counter right next to you. “I only wanna know how it feels to lose your, you know, thinking virginity after giving no signs of brain activity for how long? Like—“
“You can tell yourself how it feels when you lose it.”
“Oh you want to fuck my brain so bad—“
“I’ve been thinking,” You cut him off with an amused smile, taking him in once more. Big round eyes shone with mischief along a hint of sheepishness as he noticed you looking at him. Really looking at him under the vanity lights with messy hair from running his hands through the strands all day and finally wearing the matching pajamas set you had gotten for him in a pretty navy blue because wearing a matching set made you feel good and you wanted him to feel the same way. Always. 
“You've been thinking
” he rolled his eyes as if to hold back another quip now that you had restarted the conversation. The pinkish hue you were so familiar with made a small appearance as you let your fingers brush over his, gently coaxing him to intertwine his hands with yours. Not that he needed much convincing, though. 
“We should spend Christmas this year with my family.”
At the beginning of your relationship, you were sure he would’ve pulled his hand out of your grasp. You could see the way he had to swallow down the urge to do so from the pensive furrow of his brows while the side of his brain in charge of his critical thinking tried to convince him that your words weren’t an attack on his family. He was still working on it, the lousy therapy sessions here and there helped a little, but he still found himself opening his mouth to complain.
“I know what you’re gonna say but think about it, Romeo.” Thankfully, you took the steering wheel before he could start. “My family loves you and we haven’t spent Christmas with them in like, ever, actually.”
Which wasn’t his fault, and you made sure to tell him so, leaning closer until your knee touched his and giving him a quick peck on his lips before he could protest.
Spending every holiday under Logan Roy’s roof wasn’t necessarily a problem. It was nice to exist alongside the people that Roman loves, the people he grew up around. Watching him interact with his siblings could be endearing. So much so that sometimes you wished you could record their banter and laughter so he could listen back and for a moment picture that things between them were okay. But just like any other family gathering, the pot tended to be stirred until have a holly jolly Christmas sounded either like a call for help or the theme song from the Saw franchise.
“Every year we celebrate in a different place,” you toyed with the idea in front of his eyes like one would a cat’s toy, using your smile to build momentum to the grand reveal that at this point didn’t even sound grand to you. “last Christmas was Italy and this year we’re doing Greece.”
“Since when do you have a house in Greece?” He asked, toying with your fingers as his gaze locked itself on them. It was a good sign he was asking.
“We don’t,” the sound of your animated chuckle helped to loosen his shoulders. Though it didn’t dissipate his slight confusion, it always felt good to have you close like this. “It’s Kelly’s house— eh, her parents’ but sharing is caring or whatever
”
He let out a chuckle of his own. The sound made all sorts of warmth bloom in your chest, maybe even cute aggression if you felt like being dramatic. 
“And after we can spend New Year's just the two of us wherever you want.” He shrugged in a silent response, still pensive, and you couldn’t help but coo at him as if to coax him out of his shell. “It’s gonna be so much fun, they’ve been asking about us and the kids adore you, they’ve been obsessed with Uncle Roro ever since Lizzie’s birthday.”
“As they should be, my lower back never recovered from being used as a human jungle gym.” He rolled his eyes at the memory yet the love was evident from behind the thinly veiled sarcasm. He was a very particular individual but so were most of your siblings-in-law. And sure, the first time he met your family hadn’t gone as he expected, both in a good way and in a bad way, but your mother still asked him to join him for a glass of whiskey whenever they crossed paths with a welcoming smile and your father always hugged him in greeting like he did all his children. 
“You’re good with them,” You smiled against his lips as you leaned closer for a kiss, leaving a couple of pecks that eventually made him smile too. “you’ve always been good with kids.” 
“Yeah whatever, stop kissing me my breath stinks.” 
The way your brothers had instantly included him in their weird boys' night out, which was ruled by the obnoxiously corny motto ‘what happens in boys' night, stays in boy’s night’ that was used as a smoke screen for that one time they decided to go to the spa to never be taken seriously again once they swallowed their own stupidity, left you grinning for a week straight. And let's not start with the picture you had taken during a summer trip to Nice of all the daughters-in-law posing like they were celebrating their high school prom with Roman at the front of the line, it had been all laughter all throughout; the picture came out a little blurry. 
It’s all you could think about sometimes when you watched him doing nothing interesting in particular with a lovesick intensity only rivaled by his. How well he fits in your life, with the quips and interjections that kept you company and next to you on your shared bed. With both your slippers sitting neatly side by side and with the unmeasurable love pooling at the bottom of his chest that he had finally allowed himself to unabashedly share after who knows how long. 
“Can you pass me your headband? I need to wash my face.”
He insisted yours was better every time you told him he should buy one of his own. Even if he hadn’t tried any other than yours. You only let it pass because he looked cute with his hair pushed back. No other reason at all. 
“So,” you cut yourself by giving him a peck on the lips as he got closer to steal some face wash. He had his own on his side of the bathroom but the bottle was pretty much full and yours still ran out quicker than when it was just you. “Greece or no Greece?”
“I got chills, they’re multiplying.” He joked right before rinsing the soap from his face, chuckling at your lack of amusement. “What? You prefer right now there’s nowhere to hide since you pushed my love aside?”
“I prefer you answer my question.” 
The eyes of a kicked puppy on full display just put him out of his misery vibes, pleaded in silence as he dragged his feet across the floor until he was standing right in between your legs, his face hiding in the crook of your neck. He fit nicely against your body and instinctively you let your fingers brush along the strands of his hair. “It’s okay if you don’t want to go.” 
He groaned in response, his voice muffled against your skin. “It’s not that, I want to, I just— I already RSVP or whatever bullshit to my Dad.”
No one RSVP’ed to Logan Roy. Especially not his children. It wasn’t necessary when the table was already set for all parties involved regardless of conflicting schedules 
“That’s okay,” You kiss his hair, resting your cheek against his head and muffling your own voice. The vibrations made him hum. “I can talk to him.”
The disheveled strands tickled your skin as he shook his head. Now that his chin was resting on your chest you noticed how cartoonishly slow he was blinking, his lids heavy the weight of being awake for far too long. 
“I’ll talk to him.” He pressed a kiss against the side of your jaw, feeling the unmistakable excitement of your grin, before hiding the yawn that followed. “Tomorrow, I promise.
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campbenji · 6 months ago
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*JWCT SPOILERS* very messy first thoughts
OH BOY here we go
-ben and darius's dynamic was epic. the hug. the roadtrip scenes. "is your friend okay?" "no 😊". ben getting darius out of his isolation cabin and darius grounding him in ep2. the parallels with s3ep7. "you kiss your mother with that mouth?" i'm gonna be thinking about that scene for days. their ship is still a swim to me but please they better keep whatever the fuck they have going on in s2 because it's fucking wonderful
-i love that they took the chance to give more light to duos we didn't see much in jwcc. teamups we didn't often see like ben and sammy, THE B-DUO, and darius and sammy got very special moments here
-the amount of pictures/videos from the six years in between??? the brooklynn flashbacks??? we were so well fed
-BRAND!!!!!! i got so happy when i heard him the first episode, he's clearly been checking on his brother and i'm glad he's ok
-bowman family FEAST. brand and darius talking over the phone. the pictures on the cabin. kenji saying he calls mrs. bowman once a week and all the nice things he said about her. the whole mess between kenji and darius. "we're brothers, right?" i died dead. i love this family your honor
-sammy. she's got so much going on and we desperately need to talk about it. i'm so worried about her, she's desperately trying to avoid confronting what happened with brooklynn, with yaz and her own trauma, and then they casually dropped on us that her family isn't speaking to her and never elaborated on that?? sammy, who's love and care for her family was her biggest motivation in jwcc?? i need to know what happened because it must've been big
-mateo!! i liked him a lot, he definitely doesn't want to get into any of this mess but still dabbles around a bit to help the kids, which i respect. also i hope we get to meet his daughter hiraya, she sounds really cool
-MS MICROBANGS (or the handler, or whatever name we're calling her). what is her deal. who is she working for. she's so uncanny, literally almost robotic i need to know more about her
-brookenji over i cheered. don't take this personally i've never been a fan of this ship and a part of me knew they weren't going to last long
-the animation increased in quality so much. the scene after ben, yaz and sammy get out of the sinking van is so well done it's so pretty to look at. and the t-rex with the explosion behind her? it reminds me so much of toro in the tunnels in s1ep8, and i haven't tested this out but i feel like if you put them one next to the other the improvement would be so noticeable.
-also related to the point above: that thing when a character's eyes start filling up with tears but they don't cry just yet? 10/10. chef's fucking kiss
-sure jwct has the same tv-y7 rating as jwcc, but from minute 1 it's obvious it's not the same audience they're talking to. it's not a big change in tone, like for example adventure time/distant lands/fionna and cake, but it's there, you can tell they know it's not little kids watching anymore
-BUMPY IS HAVING A BABY BUMPY IS A MOM NOW they had me shit scared for her and then they pulled a freaking egg my heart was literally pounding. anyways i hope they get both bumpy and the egg somewhere safe and that they name the new anky "speckles" (i've gotten so attached to that name in the last 24 hours it's insane)
-YASAMMY THE QUEENS THAT YOU ARE. their relationship was stellar this season, i was scared when i saw that they were apart but their issues felt organic to their relationship and i just love how they were written in the show, they are still so in love with each other and i can't wait to see where they go next season. they're everything to me
-yeah they were apart for half the season but. benji crumbs. the egg cradle scene. kenji helping ben after he got hit with the stun gun. basically all they did was act like they knew each other but idc. we are so back.
-the brooklynn reveal was... meh?? it could've been more rewarding if they waited until s2 to reveal she's still alive, but at least i hope they take their time before reuniting her with the rest of the camp fam. also i can't believe ppl even guessed what arm she was going to lose y'all have prophetic powers or smth
-bringing daniel back to kill him the same episode was an insane move btw. i would've normally complained but it's all worth it for causing the panic attack scene in ep7. kenji's reaction felt so genuine, i'm forever in awe at how well this show writes grief and trauma
-i'm so conflicted about darius's confession. i like dinostar, but i feel like it wasn't needed for darius to be in love with brooklynn to explain the voicemails and the way he was dealing with her death. she was one of his closest friends, his grief made sense even with them being platonic. on the other hand, i love how he admitted it to kenji and the fact they didn't turn it into a huge fight between them; also, "i didn't know i could even feel that way" aroace/acespec darius truthers never lose
-maybe it's just that i need to rewatch, but i'm lost as to where they're going next season?? i know they're getting on a boat but where does that go?? what are they trying to do?? there's so much happening my head is spinning
-ben... he kind of felt like the comic relief for most of the show, the first episodes showed him as being really paranoid again and struggling with being alone, but halfway through the season they just sort of forgot about it?? idk something was off
-bring back kenji's old latin spanish va idk who this guy is but that is not kenji i can't do this. i'll survive the loss of ryan potter but i won't survive this
anyways yeah i think those are most of my uncooked thoughts, overall i really liked the season, i can't believe we got to see the kids again this is still so unreal to me
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pinknightsinmymind · 2 years ago
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you did ellie's kinks, could you do abby's too? 😳
【 abby anderson nsfw hc's 】
NSFW MDNI BELOW CUT
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a/n: anon you don't even gotta ask. here you go!! i've been planning to do one of these for a while now, so thank you for for requesting and giving me the space to write about this!! i really appreciate it! <33
cw: NSFW CONTENT DOWN BELOW MDNI
okay, let’s start with the most obvious one. STRENGTH KINK. i know it, you know it, we all know it. she loves using her strength on you, especially during sex. she loves being able to pick you up, move you however she wants, changing your positions with ease whenever she wants. it just makes her head spin being able to do that to you, and you love how it makes you feel so under her control.
that being said, i think abby is the type who LOVES giving her girlfriend the princess treatment.
“don’t worry about doing anything, baby. i’ll take care of it,” she’d whisper in your ear. she has you seated in her lap, strap already buried deep inside you. her hands are on your hips as she starts lifting them up and down for you. she kisses your cheek. “look so pretty letting me take care of you like this.”
she has a soft spot for pillow princesses. she has the strength and the stamina, so why not use that to her advantage to keep you cumming all night long? you don’t have to do any of the work. she’ll fuck into you, move you how she wants, do everything just how you like it, and give you what you need.
big service dom energy
i think abby is the type of person who would be big on punishments, though. if you’ve had a bratty attitude all day, talking back to her and not listening, she’ll definitely punish you later. she’ll make you do all the work yourself, making you ride her and not offering to help you. she’ll deny you orgasm after orgasm until you’re crying and begging her to let you cum.
“please, please, abby, please, let me cum. i’m so sorry. please. i’m sorry for how i was acting. please, i need you.”
“what’s the matter, princess?” she’d tease. “you didn’t seem to need me when you were acting like a brat all day. but you need me bad, huh?” you whined in response. “it’s okay. i think you’ve learned your lesson.” abby grabs onto your waist and maneuvers the two of you until she’s on top of you. it’s just the type of bliss you need when she finally starts moving the strap inside you, her thumb circling your clit.
while we’re on the subject of straps (bc i’m a whore) if her strap isn’t pink, it’s flesh-colored IDC IDC it's bc abby’s GROWN
abby’s strap will have you seeing god she’s good with it and she knows it
okay i’ve talked enough about strap usage now onto more important stuff; i know for a fact that abby’s a messy eater i just know it she is not the type to take it slow or be shy when it comes to eating pussy. she wants to make her partner feel good, and if that includes having her whole face drenched, then so be it. she’s a menace when she eats it, acting like she hasn’t eaten in days and like she’s starved. she’ll eat you out for hours, making you cum again and again, because just that alone is pleasurable for her.
her hands are so big, and her fingers are so thick, i just know it feels good to have them fill you up. their thickness and length just hit all the right spots. she takes her time when it comes to fingering you, wanting to relish in stretching you out, in the sounds that you make, the way your face changes with every new sensation.
she’s a bit voyeuristic. she’ll make you touch yourself in front of her as a form of punishment—or maybe just even foreplay—because she loves watching you get all worked up and begging to be touched by her.
mutual masturbation!!! she is all for it!! she gets off on hearing you get off and knowing you’re getting off.
i don’t think abby is a person who is big on PDA, so because of this i don’t think she’s an exhibitionist or a fan of public sex. i think she views sex with her partner as something special and private for the two of you to do alone, something for the two of you to savor and enjoy together. just for the two of you. HOWEVER, that doesn’t mean she won’t encourage you to be loud enough for everyone to hear. she may not be into the idea of possibly being caught or seen, but that doesn’t mean she’s not into the idea of you being heard. she wants everyone to hear how good she’s making you feel, and she wants them to know that it’s HER making you feel good.
will purposefully ask you to say her name while fucking you and knows you will loudly.
“say my name, baby, come on. say it,” she ordered.
you’re so fucked out, abby holding your legs against your chest as she eats you out. you don’t even think twice, her name leaving your lips like a prayer as your mind feels all fuzzy. you don’t even realize how loud you’re being, too lost in your head and the pleasure.
she may not be a fan of exhibitionism, but she’d fuck you in the woods outside the WLF stadium where no one’s around. she knows you’re not actually going to get caught, and there’s absolutely no chance of anyone seeing you two, but the rush she gets is the fact that you’re outside with no one around to see or hear you. she’s the only one that gets to hear your pretty moans and the sounds of what you’re doing to each other. it’s still private, and those moments still belong to the two of you.
so ig that's technically outdoor sex so for abby its outdoor sex >>>> public sex
hear me out, reverse cowgirl position
 it’s probably one of her favs i just know it. on one of her days where she’s in the mood to make you work or punish you, you can be sure this is a position she’ll be glad to put you in.
if you’re into scissoring, she’s so excited to try it out with you. she’s gentle and slow at first, but as you keep going, she becomes more aggressive and quickens her pace. she gets so sensitive and desperate during it, too, trying to please you while also whining and losing herself in the pleasure.
her favorite positions are: missionary, doggy, reverse cowgirl, cowgirl, and MATING PRESSES
if there’s any character in tlou who would have a breeding kink, IT’S HER. this is not up for debate. she knows it’s not biologically possible, but she loves the idea of filling you up with her cum, the idea of you having her children. she wants to raise them with you and protect not only you, but them as well. she just likes the idea of having a little family with you.
loves pulling on your hair when you’re eating her out or when she’s fucking you.
will grab your face roughly during sex or when you’re mouthing off to her
i feel like when it comes to her being on the receiving end of anything, she still wants to feel like she’s in control. she wants to be the one in charge at all times, but if you keep teasing her just the right amount, she becomes a big, whiny mess that’s just so desperate to be touched. it’s only then that she’ll enter any kind of submissive headspace. i also think that in the beginning of the relationship she wants to be the main one that dominates, but as your relationship continues and she becomes more comfortable, the more she’ll be open to being submissive. she just needs that time to get comfortable and give you her trust.
this had been the third time you had denied abby an orgasm, and it was really getting to her. she was whining and writhing beneath you, begging for you to let her finish.
“please, baby, i need it. i need you. please, let me cum, please, please, please.”
she just sounded so fucked out and desperate you had no choice but to give her what she needed, happy to make her feel so good, your mouth returning to her cunt.
likes it when you eat her out while you’re on your knees. she likes being able to look down at you, and, god, do you look so pretty looking up at her with those eyes. not to mention, you love having her tower over you.
loves it when your fingers fill her up while you kiss her. just the intimacy of it gets her going.
loves passionate kisses while you use the strap on her. the beautiful girl just wants to feel taken care of and loved. she needs lots of praise and sweet words.
i think that all it takes is for you to order her to do something ONCE and she’s like putty in your hands. she just melts, and she just feels herself compelled to do whatever you ask her, to behave just for you.
maybe on occasion she’ll choke you if you ask, but i feel like SHE’S the one who actually likes to be choked the most. she just loves the feeling of your hand wrapped around her neck, feeling you squeeze and release, loving the haziness that overtakes her mind from lack of blood flow.
she likes to leave hickies and bite marks when she’s inside you. like i’m talking outlines of teeth left on your shoulders, your breasts, bruises from where she held onto you too hard. she just loves to leave her mark and “coincidentally” a lot of them are in visible places.
i don’t feel like abby’s big on degradation because i feel she’s more focused on making you feel good and that includes talking to you with such soft, sweet words.
“look so beautiful, angel. god, taking me so good just like that. yeah, you’re doing such a good job for me, fuck.”
MORNING SEX. there’s nothing like waking up with you at her side, seeing you sleep so peacefully. to her there is no greater blessing than being able to wake up with you in her arms. waking up slowly with you is her favorite, and when you both feel that neediness, you’re all over each other, trying to make one another feel good. morning sex with her is slow, but it’s so sweet. her words are filled with even more praise than usual, an “i love you” leaving her lips nearly every minute. afterwards she’ll either take you out to breakfast or cook something for you.
aftercare legend. pulls you close, holds you just how you need, caresses the areas of your skin she left marks on. she’ll clean you up, help redress you if you want to put a t-shirt back on, or if not will cuddle you just as you are. she likes feeling your bare skin on hers, anyways. keeps water and snacks on her nightstand just for you, but if you want something like tea, best believe she will go to the kitchen just to make it for you. she’ll give you all the reassurance you need, tell you how much she loves you, make sure you know just how loved you are. she can’t allow her darling girl to feel neglected in any type of way—not under her watch.
vanilla sex with her is probably so romantic and sweet while also being sensual. it’s just the two of you taking care of each other’s needs, whispering how much you love each other, just the softest.
i think abby’s just a huge softie and a sap and she’s just so caring. she’d do anything to take care of you and please you and make you feel good. she’s just so nurturing and protective she can’t help it.
abby's so cute i'm love herđŸ„ș
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melverie · 7 months ago
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Aaahhh, thank you so much for the tag @king-a-queen!! 💚💚
15 Questions Tag Game
01 - Are you named after anyone?
First name: nope Second name: yep, after my grandma
02 - When was the last time you cried?
About a week ago bc I was laughing too hard Also techinically this morning. My eyes just started tearing up a bit while I was still in bed & staring against the wall. I guess that white wall was just tugging at my heartstrings
03 - Do you have kids?
The only children I have are my OCs <3 My current beloved OCs are Aym, Marchosias (💖💖💖💖💖), and Baal; all for Obey Me
04 - What sports do you play/have you played?
So as a kid, I took MSE (self-defense) classes, I did ballet for a short while, and I played badminton. But now I'm not really doing much sports anymore. I'm occasionally working out in a sad attempt to stay healthy but that's...not working out all that well because I keep forgetting about it lol. That being said, I walk anywhere as long as it's a walkable distance away (to me, that's around 90min max), idc it's the European mindset. Der Fußbus hĂ€lt ĂŒberall :)
05 - Do you use sarcasm?
As if I would ever smh what are these accusations
06 - What is the first thing you notice about people?
When I pass strangers on the street, I try to look for little moments that bring them joy. That being said, 90% of the time I'm just lost in my own thoughts & have completely tunnel vision, so imagine noticing anything 😭 When I first meet people tho, it's usually the way they look at you, which tbh is a little ironic because I sometimes just cannot look people in the eyes NFDHSKGJHKSDLGS
07 - What's your eye color?
They used to be blue, but now they're more of a greyish green with a few brown spots in them
08 - Scary movies or happy endings?
Okay endings, actually! Where characters don't get the happy ending they were hoping for, and some things are still a little messy, but all in all things are okay and they finally get to breath again. Though I guess that's kind of a happy ending? lol
09 - Any talents?
My newest talent is being able to imitate the cry of an owl. My sister explained it to me earlier & once I got it to work I've been doing it non-stop until I got lightheaded 😭 Worth it tho Other than that, being able to teach myself the basics of a lot of things within a day (one of the upsides of ADHD), as well as abandoning a lot of my projects after a while because I suddenly decided to start a completely different one (one of the downsides of ADHD) I also have a real talent for writing angst. Ask any of my closer mutuals, I keep terrorizing them with my ideas (love you guys 💖) And finally: telling myself that I'll go to sleep early & then it's 5am
10 - Where were you born?
in Germanyyy fun fact: I was born more or less close to a town that has a store called 'Mephisto' lol
11 - What are your hobbies?
being insane, obviously 💚 some of my mutuals can surely attest to that lol No, but in general I enjoy writing & drawing, as well as, uhm. Randomly deciding to take up multiple really time-consuming projects, such as the OM card rec thing I did that I still need to update ahhhh, my Obey Me OC & MC ask game that originally had 200+ questions before I cut it in half out of fear of it being too long, half of my side blogs, and SOOOO many other things. <- or in short, being insane 💚 I also really love cooking & baking! Side note, if anyone wants an easy chocolate lava cake recipe, you just need to ask... 👀 Also lately it's just been romancing Thanatos in Hades because I randomly remembered that I hadn't done that yet
12 - Do you have any pets?
I used to have clownfish and a starfish, but other than that I've never had any myself. I love the dogs I dogsit with all my heart tho, and there is this cat that I sometimes meet on my way to work. She always runs up to me when she sees me and won't stop meowing until I start petting her, and last time she climbed onto my lap (I sat down in the middle of the sidewalk, I did not care lmao), she's literally the sweetest 😭😭 I also ring the doorbell for her whenever it rains so she doesn't have to stay outside lol
13 - How tall are you?
1,68m or 5'6 if I got the conversion correct lol
14 - Favourite subject in school?
Heavily depended on the teacher, but generally art class because we usually got to work on whatever we wanted with and listen to music. Also English in 9th grade, math in 10th and German in 11th because the teachers were great
15 - Dream job?
I've been thinking of translations in general/software localizition for a while now. I just love dissecting all the small differences between languages (D.D.D.s being called 'D3' my beloved), + there are so many invisble choices made when translating. You'll always lose something because every language has its little quirks and a different mindset that can't be translated directly, but you'll also gain something that the original version didn't have. It's an art form in itself, and I really love that <3 The other job that keeps popping into my mind is event mangement. I already get to organize a ton of things for my uni since I'm part of the student council for one of my two majors. It's exhausting, but also really rewarding when you have people come up to you afterwards to tell you how much fun they had!
No pressure tags for a bunch of people, hehe >:) @alpine-forget-me-nots @healersadjust @misc-magic @sweetbrier2908 @reblogs-are-the-love @shootingstarrfish @mjoria @too-much-gacha @layphie @katboykirby @ghostlyyraccoon @lost-in-lamentation @bagofwetmice @glamphantasm @wizardthesai @mellonyheart @arlatthan as well as anyone else that wants to join!
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simplydnp · 8 months ago
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genuinely wondering why phil was considered the "ugly one" out of dan and phil. he's so hot? like there was a time where by some fans phil was literally seen as second best always... has that changed completely? i see more phillies than dannies these days which used to be absolutely the other way round if i remember correctly... like maybe it's just due to the fact that the fans grew up and delevoped some brain cells and/or phil having a glow up. what do you think abt this?
caveat: attraction is subjective and this is not a definitive guide as to what counts as hotness, nor is hotness the epitome of existence or something that people 'need' in order to exist, but instead this serves as an exploration into the culture surrounding perception of appearance as it relates to dan and phil, with care to note that 'conventional' beauty standards are highly correlated with white features and are problematic for many reasons but especially the racist aspect. i do not endorse the 'conventional' standard as the only acceptable one, but it would be remiss to ignore the fact that it plays a role in this conversation, especially in 2010s culture.
this is an interesting question for me because i don't Get all the layers of attraction just in general. so much of it makes very little sense, despite how hard i've tried to understand it. and what i've found out is that it's not supposed to make sense, it's something that just is and. well. my brain doesn't like that 😂 i've 'learned' what 'conventional' beauty standards are and thus can somewhat identify 'objectively' attractive people/qualities, but i'm absolutely just three possums in a trenchcoat on good days đŸ€Ł so my best approximation is as follows:
- phil *pulled* back in the day online
- he stopped playing into it as much and because he wasn't exuding it as much, people stopped seeing it
- combine this with the less traditionally masculine energy he conveyed, alongside moving moreso away from the fully 'emo' look
- i think his fashion sense/choices played into this as well, came across very much like 'guy in tshirt' --which is fine, but unless your features really meet societal beauty standards at the time, it's not 'selling' you in the 'hot' department
- as well, contrasted with dan who had more of the 'societal beauty standard' look, people were less likely to see him in that role, especially because he seemed quite happy not being there (i'd argue some of it was a confidence thing too, especially on a day to day--the outfits video in gamingmas kind of confirmed that for me. he Knew he rocked that plaid suit, cause he did, but i don't think he felt that about his every day attire)
- people love to sort people into boxes and did as much with dnp, especially in making dnp 'opposites' (despite this not actually being true)
- truly think the fringe staying as long as it did didn't help, especially when, self-admittedly, it got a little blocky near the end.
- i think quiff really unlocked something in him. it really suited him, and he felt quite confident about it, as he had every right to. this, combined with a fashion upgrade in him paying a little more attention to it and developing his own personal style, people started to notice. (also dan hyping him up publicly about it made us talk about it more too)
- further style enhancements, more quiff experience led to him experimenting a little more, which let him find things he really liked
- i also think he's learned how to pose better/isnt 'being intentionally awkward' in pictures as much
- his ykw i want a change and idc what you all think attitude in going back to brown, and then into messy--he really Knows he's attractive now and how to dress himself to bring that out (even if he doesnt feel like it all the time)
there has definitely been a shift--i think the fandom has gotten smaller, and a lot of their 'mainstream' audience were dannies back in the heyday bc of the 'societal beauty standards'. so combine many of those people leaving, at a similar timeline to phil figuring his 'look' out, his audience getting older (and the lesbians being Very fond of him), and his consistency in uploading the last few years, i think it all swirls into this current existence where there's a lot of phillies out there and they're loud and proud about it (as they should be), especially cause a lot of them have Always Known but it wasn't the 'popular' take at the time.
i am but a hapless dannie and any phillies who would like to share their two cents/drag me for being wrong pls do so
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corpsebasil · 10 months ago
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Modern!Prince Nikolai
because I know you filthy bastards are obsessed with him
AN: SEE MY MODERN NIK MASTERLIST FOR MOOOORE
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Nikolai’s mother is losing her mind.
“I have incompetent sons.” Queen Tatiana, proud single mother and Queen of Ravka, scoffs, pacing around the vast parlor as she grumbles complaints. This has been going on for the past thirty minutes and the three younger royals are exhausted. “Incompetent!”
Nikolai’s eyes are shut as he takes slow, deep breaths, his mind racing. All he can focus on is you. You who won’t answer a single call; you haven’t in almost a month. You who he craves desperately, the news headlines on almost every source of media he has access to constantly screaming at him.
‘Commoner to Royal Lover: A Fraud’ was the first title he saw when he opened his phone that morning and the image of the two of you grinning at a camera, the photo having had been taken at last year’s Christmas party, made him so upset he ended up locking his door so no maid could witness him breaking down.
He feels nauseous every time he thinks of you or hears your name, his heart so broken by your absence that he thinks he might be losing his mind as well.
“Banned from North America.” His mother is saying, exasperated at her youngest son. She wags her finger at the brunet and glares, her cheeks flushed with annoyance. “Banned. And right before the Independence Day Ball, good God, Olly. I raised you better than this.”
The prince in question, Oliver, raises a dark brow at his mother. The boy is slumped dramatically in an arm chair with wide sunglasses on his face, his dark brown hair tousled in the messy, rock-star look he prefers. Nikolai pinches the bridge of his nose when his brother exhales a long plume of smoke, tossing his bright-red vape up into the air almost contemplatively.
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^^^ this is Olly’s dumbass idc that’s how I see him fight me in the comments
“To be fair,” Oliver starts, grinning wickedly as he crosses one leg over the other, his Gucci loafers catching the light from the elaborate chandelier on the ceiling. “the President’s daughter was very welcoming.”
“Oh I’m sure she was. Now the White House wants you to give a formal apology for allowing the poor girl to be caught topless in a closet with you.” Tatiana rolls her eyes, running a hand through her blonde hair as she continues her pacing.
All Oliver can do is grin.
“You’re an idiot.” Nikolai’s youngest sibling, Jenna, huffs, sprawled out on the carpet in front of the fireplace, her laptop charging beside her constantly tapping foot. “You and your stupid antics. I for one would never be caught dead making out in a closet, especially not with someone like you.”
“She couldn’t resist me, my dear sister.”
“You’re wearing a leopard-print coat. I don’t know how she didn’t.”
“Maybe if you had better style you’d get girls too.”
“I have a girlfriend you giant dick-licking dumb—”
“Shut up.” Nikolai speaks for the first time and both siblings glance at him in surprise. He doesn’t usually take that tone with them. Not ever.
“Nik.” His mother scolds, eyebrows furrowed as she looks between the three of them. “That’s no way to talk to your siblings.” Even if they’re idiots, her expression adds, but the eldest prince can’t find it in himself to be amused.
“Neither of them have said anything of substance in over an hour.” Nikolai argues, rising from his seat. “Oliver cant go two weeks without causing an international incident, Jen somehow thinks she’s not a princess and can skip every state meeting ever, I’m so stressed out I can’t breathe and the love of my damn life hates me.” He runs a ringed hand over his face, eyes squeezed shut, and misses the sympathetic grimace on his siblings’ faces. “I’m going for a walk.”
“Nikolai, darling—” his mother starts, but he’s already gone.
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That night he’s alone on the balcony when Jenna approaches him, crossing her arms to lean against the rail. Nikolai lets out a long stream of smoke and glances over, raising a brow at her pinched expression.
“I messaged Y/N.” She says, avoiding his gaze as she stares out at the vast gardens outside the palace. She picks at her nails for a moment—black polish chipped and practically gone—before giving her brother a side-eye. “She won’t answer my calls.”
“Welcome to the club.” He lets out a small, sarcastic laugh before taking another drag off his cigarette. The end burns bright red in the night air as he sighs, popping his neck from side to side. “As far as I’m concerned she’s never going to speak to me again.”
“That would be well deserved.” Jenna comments, then sighs aloud. “Jesus, Nik. A PR stunt? I thought everything was genuine. So did Olly.”
“It was genuine, damn it.” He grunts, putting out the cigarette before tossing her an annoyed look. “No matter what the press wants to say, I love her. I mean that.”
“Then what happened?” The princess’s brow is furrowed as she crosses her arms. “I mean, I thought you two were in love.”
“So did I.”
NEXT OASAART COMING YOPP
meant to say next part but I will not be changing it
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gaia-bb · 1 year ago
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werewolf!eren x black reader
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â†ș warnings: none :) â†ș drabble. this is hella indulgent idc i NEEDED to see more werewolf eren content so i took matters into my own hands >:)
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werewolf!eren who lives inside a cabin, smack in the forest thats right next to your little village, a small, close-knit community that prefers to live in harmony with nature than to conquer it to build concrete skyscrapers
werewolf!eren who is like a great myth to those who in live in your village. every child has heard his tale by the time they reach 5. no one has seem him in years, but the knowledge of his whereabouts looms like a word about to be spoken. he is both revered and feared.
werewolf!eren who doesn't like humans, like at all. he hates living anywhere in close proximity to them, but his home is all he has left of his mother. so he's made a pact with the village leaders: as long as no human crosses into his part of the forest, there won't be a problem
werewolf!eren who, while going out for a hunt one day, sees a human in his part of the forest. cream-colored frills, and lightweight fabric billow over the grass as you walk. smooth, dark arms glow in the sunlight as you bend down to pluck various flowers, placing them into a woven basket on the ground next to you. his ears perk up at the sounds of soft humming drifting in the breeze. he can't help but feel disgust flooding his chest.
werewolf!eren who appears suddenly in his human form - warns this entitled human with a growl. "get out of my forest and get out now". dirt smears on your dress as you scramble suddenly. warm, deep brown eyes flit around his frame hurriedly. you take him in, his rough, ragged appearance, wild brown hair and fierce eyes. werewolf!eren who, when greeted by a pleading, stumbling apology, starts to inspect the young girl more closely in turn. green eyes roam over hair that is neatly tucked away in fluffy rows on your scalp, nimble hands are gripping the woven basket deathly tight, and those eyes. those brown eyes of yours. they hold nothing but awe and regret.
werewolf!eren who is decreasingly miffed at this girl's presence, asks you what you're doing in his forest. a soft, shaky voice reaches his ears, and messy, unorganized explanations about "missing the scent markings" and "needing poppies for a hat i'm weaving" are given.
werewolf!eren, who is now hesitant to be appreciative of your earnest, is caught off guard at the request for his name. no one has asked him anything about himself or cared to see him other than a monster. it doesn't seem right. this encounter is taking too long.
werewolf!eren, who isn't fooled by your tricks, tells you to get out of his sight. if you think that you can sway him with a quiet demeanor and innocent act, then you're not very clever. he's lived a long life and knows all too well about the cunning ways of your kind.
werewolf!eren is once again responded to with an apology, and this time, a promise: that it will never happen again. you bid him goodbye, thank him for sparing you, and rush back along the dirt pathway, taking a quick glance back at him before disappearing between the bushes and branches.
werewolf!eren, can't seem to shake the encounter he had with that girl. days later, he is....looking for you. he still remembers the song he heard when he saw you. he frequents that spot, by the cluster of poppies, near the dirt pathway.
werewolf!eren who, while hunting one day, is engulfed by nostalgia as a new, fresh wave of your scent floods his nose. he runs to the spot where you two first met. he sees a patch of new, neatly planted poppy seeds in the spot you had plucked.
werewolf!eren can't help but smile at the quiet gesture. maybe you had some manners after all.
werewolf!eren who decides that maybe, just maybe, he wouldn't mind if that odd stranger wandered back into his part of the forest again. perhaps he had some extra poppies he could give you for your hat.
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marumarielle · 7 months ago
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𝐓𝐡𝐱𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐱𝐧 𝐩đČ 𝐃𝐑 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐣𝐼𝐬𝐭 đŠđšđ€đž 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 (𝟎𝟎𝟐)
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àč‹àŁ­ ⭑⚝ another one after abandoning my schoolworks LMAOOOO. àč‹àŁ­ ⭑⚝ this one is more family centered (DR STRANGEEEEEEEE!!!) because i miss my dad
tw: none rlly, just a moody stephen strange lols
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dr strange is my father figure (HE NEEDS MORE LOVE FRFR)
He used to love to make letters for people he loves but after the accident he stopped making them because he's insecure lf his handwriting
But i tell him to do it anyway because it's a rare thing to receive these days
Then i got a letter the next day :DDDDDD
Stephen and I know each other so well he gets that parent sense.
Yknow, the type of parent sense where his gut just gives him a feeling of "Oh, she feels down today. I'll make her something to make her feel better"
also applies to danger btw (we'll get to that in another post 😉)
This man writes me letters with encouraging and reassuring words whenever i feel down but he'll usually slide them beneath my door because i tend to stay in my room after a bad day😭😭😭
He usually starts it off with a "I've felt something heavy on my chest for a while. Did something happen, sweetheart? Are you sleeping well?" AND IABDUSBSJWBDHW ILYSM YOU DONT EVEN KNOOWWWWWWW
idc about what anyone says, STEPHEN IS A MASTER BAKER AND COOK
this man is literally the eldest in his family and had 2 younger siblings ofc he had to take care of them
(p.s. the only reason y he stopped baking and cooking was because of his tremors)
I have long hair in my DR and so he whenever he's outside and sees a hair accessory shop, he'll come home with a paper bag full of hair pins, clips, clams, hair ties, etc.
He then says it would be a waste if i didn't use any of them so he'll style my hair himself (its his excuse for showing affection)
oh and THIS MAN HAS STYLEEE
he won't hesitate to tell me if my clothes don't match and then he proceeds to teach me how to style my clothes correctly
Doesn't let me fight enemies
Would literally step between me and an enemy with ZERO HESITATION (dw guys i scripted he doesn't die, HES MY DAD I WONT LET THAT HAPPEN DUHHH)
I would quietly steal his phone when he's not looking and take a funny selfie of myself (the one angle where the camera's near your forehead)
LMAO HE USED ONE OF THE PICS AS A LOCKSCREEN?????? okay dude, whatever makes you happy ig
He's also v strict tho
So. if im late he trains with this sour mood (he hates his time being wasted)
can sometimes be a bit harsh but v apologetic afterwards
he proceeds to cook something up for me as a sorry
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that's all for now. i made this at like 1 AM so its v messy. TY FOR READINGGG!
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sessakag · 7 months ago
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Fanfic Game!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
8. Do you get hate on fics?
9. Do you wrote smut?
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've ever written?
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
14. What's your all time favorite ship?
15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
19. First fandom you wrote for?
20. Favorite fic you've ever written?
My answers!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
18
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
1,595,711
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
(1,132 Kudos) Secrets of the Hidden Leaf, (801 Kudos) Monster, (610 Kudos) NaruHina Month Collection 2022, (538 Kudos) Prey, and (292 Kudos) Butterfly 💕
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Yes I do 💕There's a lot of reasons, but the two most important are 1) They keep me writing and make me really happy and I can't not reply. I love connecting with others through my stories, and that's really my biggest draw to posting publicly, the human connection and fun conversations that spawn from engaging💕2) very few people, compared to how many actually read your fic, leave comments, which can be really disappointing and discouraging for a writer, even for me and I've been writing for years. So for the people that do take the time out to say something, I have to let them know how much I appreciate them making that effort 💖
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I think it's a tie between A Night of Firsts and Flipping the Script? Maybe Eternal should be in here too? Fuck Around And Find Out-Literally ends pretty angsty toođŸ€” I've written a lot of stories, and it's hard to pick which one 😅
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
This is another hard one to pick, I have so many that end happy (though technically they all have a happy ending) ummm, another tie I think? Surprise! and Spellbound, ummm, maybe A Day In The Life of the Uzumaki Family too.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Yep, not a lot thankfully, but it pops up.
9. Do you write smut?
I rarely write anything but smut đŸ€­I'm a proud smut writer!
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've ever written?
No, never.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Yes, twice.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yes. Butterfly translated into PortuguĂȘs brasileiro by the amazing kilandra327! You can find it here Borboleta 🩋
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yep!
14. What's your all time favorite ship?
Naruto/Hinata! NaruHina forever!💕
15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
None! I will finish them all, they are all my babies. Idc how long it takes! Leave a laptop by my grave and watch me finish em'! đŸ˜€
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I'm fine with it, especially if it helps immersion!
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Inuyasha đŸ„°
20. Favorite fic you've ever written?
Ummmmmmm, I literally can't make a choice, lol. They are all my favorite in different ways. Top 5 though? Prey, Monster, Butterfly, A Cure For Love and Ravenous.
Those are all my answers! Thanks for the ask!
Gonna tag some folks @mrs-messy @bunny-hoodlum @dayseternal-blog @wickermayne @powerful-niya
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witchofthemidlands · 1 year ago
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headcanons for torchwood three going to a festival together because my recent trip to cardiff was, in fact, for the depot in the castle festival because bastille were on & it had always been a bucket list wish of mine to see my favourite band live so my friend invited me & our other friend to join her to see them. it was incredible & lovely to see people of all ages having an absolute blast, HOWEVER, because i just could not be Normal, my brain decided to spawn headcanons for torchwood three (all alive, no dead idc about canon) going to a festival together. i apologise in advance to you all, especially to @kirstyth who is about to hear more of my insanity.
ianto probably has the best glitter makeup look. he would have gems, rhinestones & so many different colours of glitter & would look stunning. he would probably have the bi flag with myfanwy on it. would probably do most of the singing along & dancing with an equally as bright & cheerful jack, gwen & rhys.
now i really think jack would be opposed to wearing glitter himself but i could also imagine jack in his normal coat but it being completely covered in navy blue glitter (he would probably get some on his face though from being affectionate with ianto) probably wears leather trousers like the ones he wore in bw/tpotw & is having a great time as its probably his first twenty first century human festival.
martha i think, depending on her choice of hair style would either have silver or gold strands in a messy bun or if she had her hair in her beautiful braids, she would have different neon beads in them & a gold flower headband, she would look like an absolute goddess. may have some angel wings on because they remind her of her friend tallulah & potentially could wear a similar style dress. if she drags her husband along along mickey probably ends up with glitter in his hair & would have an inflatable alien on a stick left over from one of the ‘alien spacecraft crashed into big ben’ parties.
weirdly enough i think rhys would also have some glitter, more low key than ianto but he would still look cool. makes sure everyone has a drink, would probably wear a big flower necklace, has an inflatable flamingo & neon heart shaped sunglasses that gwen would have a matching pair of. he'd be having such a blast because he didn't think torchwood did normal things like this. is definitely the festival expert & likes that he has significantly more knowledge on something than the rest of torchwood three do.
oh gwen would probably be wearing a pretty flowery summer dress & definitely has matching sunglasses with rhys, wears big fun, colourful plastic jewellery & has her face painted, is very excited about torchwood three doing a normal activity, spends most of her time group dancing with rhys, jack & ianto, is also wearing a flower crown, i could also imagine her with bright red streaks sprayed into her hair, tries to convince owen to dance with them to no avail but would probably win in a drinking competition between herself, rhys, jack & ianto.
tosh i think, would be all about the flower crowns & would look like the most beautiful ethereal fantasy fairy with small but intricate glittery makeup. loud music probably isn't really her thing but she loves spending time with the others. has one drink, gets nowhere near as drunk as the others do. is convinced to dance with jack, ianto, gwen & rhys a few times but hovers around owen to talk with him & attempt to get him to smile at least once. he gives her his jacket or lab coat when she’s cold & that absolutely makes her day.
whilst i think suzie would join in on wearing a flower crown with tosh, i feel like she would wear a massive gold medusa snake headband or something equally as strange with a long tie dye dress & hand jewellery that she's fashioned to look like the risen mitten. definitely looks like some kind of mysterious witch that's just emerged from deep within a forest. probably would be quieter than the others & drink with owen but is occasionally seen humming or singing along. if any of the team members see her dancing, no they did not.
owen would probably not want to be there, especially if its taking place in the middle of a field because he doesn't like grass, definitely almost always has his drink in his hand or his face buried in a cup whilst sulking, unlike the others who are having the time of their lives & would definitely wear his normal every day clothes, potentially even his lab jacket if the team have just dragged him with them. makes snarky comments most of the time but has conversations with tosh & suzie because they're quieter than the others. somehow ends up being forced into a flower crown by the combined efforts of tosh, suzie & gwen.
myfanwy has her own flower crown that she found on the floor of the hub during when the others were getting ready, she’s flying through the skies & rather enjoying the tunes she can hear. scares a few locals, some people think she's a flag or a balloon though.
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spiritsong · 6 months ago
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Rules: make your ships in this adorable picrew, then give me their song. Tag some friends to share too!
Thank you for tagging me @dolceaspidenera and @justabiteofspite <3 Now to be completely honest I was quietly playing around with this picrew a few days ago so I already have the images ready to share 😂
I wouldn't be me if I didn't make a tag game way longer than it needs to be, especially by adding lyrics no one asked for 😌 Brace yourself because I'm feeling chatty tonight ~
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1st and 2nd. Astarion & tav!Aune / Astarion & durge!Aune
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believe it or not I did not mirror them on purpose, so it's fun it came out that way! also, let me tell you that it was a monumental task to pick ONE song each but I did it!!!
I'm guessing The Wisp Sings might be a common ship song? but it's too perfect for them idc!! I don't think I've properly talked about this, but Aune has Living Weapon Traumaℱ as a result of 1) being born of a ritual intended to produce a Living Weapon, and 2) being a Sword-Dancer who is lost and shapes her grief into a weapon of rage in order to cope with Too Big Feelingsℱ. Much of Astarion and Aune's relationship revolves around reconciling what other people have forced them to be vs. flailing in the wild with all their freedom (being messy, reconnecting with their respective stolen childhood/time/mortality, being self-sacrificing vs self-serving, etc.). ALSO much of their tender moments revolve around Aune's bardic aspects so [how I sing you like a song] is extra fitting.
Not much to say on Landscape (Demo) besides the fact that it blew my mind when I listened to it with Durge on the brain. IT'S PERFECT
Astarion x tav!Aune: The Wisp Sings by Winter Aid And how they hold you like a gun / And how I sing you like a song / I heard when I was young / Buried for a night like this Astarion x durge!Aune: Landscape (Demo) by Florence + The Machine She wants the silence, but fears the solitude / She wants to be alone and together with you /// Because it's burning through the bloodline / It's cutting down the family tree / Growing in the landscape, darling, in between you and me
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3rd and 4th. Imyrr x tav!Aune / Gortash x embrace!Aun
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aka the tragic ships! I haven't done a proper introduction of Imyrr (they/them); they are a fellow Eilistraeean cleric who Aune ended up falling in love with, despite being severely put off by everything about them at first. Imyrr is the reason why Aune was able to feel a bit more secure/confident in her place amongst the Church. Conversely, when Imyrr suffers a violent & tragic death, they are also the reason Aune feels immediately adrift and unmoored. Imyrr is essentially the ghost that haunts Aune's narrative.
The Woods is a song that I had chosen for Gortash and Aun a long time ago, even back when I wasn't sure about the specifics of their story. Even now, it isn't a perfect fit. The narrator in the song is a young innocent boy; though Gortash is young when he first meets Aun, he certainly isn't innocent (and neither is she). But the reason it sticks with me is because the song speaks about a pair of children/friends/lovers who engage in some dark, esoteric ritual/play together [You and I were in the mud, paint ourselves with spider's blood], and come out the other side changed [Two went in and one came home, We didn't go in there alone]. There's a bit at the end that says [The nights are lovely, dark and deep, But I'll appear when you're asleep, You'll wake up with a sudden hurt, Mouth and nose all full of dirt] which seems very fitting for Durgetash; your Person is someone you wholeheartedly trust and distrust. The promise of death is ever present in this relationship.
Imyrr x tav!Aune: Absence by Rio Romeo If I just vanished / Do you think you'd manage / Or would you disappear right beside me? / Do you think you're ready / When I go unsteady? / Lover, please prepare for my absence Gortash x embrace!Aun: The Woods by San Fermin Your eyes were lovely, dark and dense / Pulling legs off salamanders / A little creature you unspun / The skin and bones and brains and blood
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5th and 6th. Gale x Lethe / Alistair x Eleneva
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Is it any surprise First Time is on the Gale x Lethe playlist considering Hozier name dropped Lethe in it [And the first time that you kissed me, I drank dry the River Lethe]? The mythological river plays a role in Lethe's backstory so I was very excited about it, obviously. The fact that the start of the first verse [Remember once I told you about, How before I heard it from your mouth, My name would always hit my ears as such an awful sound?] is a great reflection of Gale's struggle with accepting himself as Gale Dekarios vs. trying to embody the archetype of the legendary Chosen of Mystra and powerful Archmage, Gale of Waterdeep.
BAM surprise Dragon Age ship because they are on my mind. I had to include Be because DUDE WTF Hozier was absolutely definitely FOR SURE writing about Alistair Dragon Age and his rose growing in a Blighted land. Anyway right at the finish line I'm failing my one-song-per-ship rule because I also wanted to mention Daylily by Movements. My Alistair x Eleneva playlist is filled with cute poppy songs because I think it's fitting for such a young couple 😭 Plus, Daylily's pre-chorus goes [Outside for the first time in a long time, You said you can't remember what its like, To feel more than cold on the inside, But the sunrise will come again] which is THE quintessential ex-Kinloch Hold mage experience, isn't it.
Gale x Lethe: First Time by Hozier Some part of me must have died / The first time that you called me "baby" / And some part of me came alive / The first time that you called me "baby" Alistair x Eleneva: Be by Hozier Or be like the rose that you hold in your hand / That will grow bold in a barren and desolate land
YOU MADE IT TO THE END YAAAAY !!! thank you for indulging me <3
tagging @dragon--sage @thehightiefling @birb--birb
@witch-from-a-block-of-flats @bhaalsdeepbat @anderstrevelyan
would love to see y'all do this (if you haven't already/if you want, of course)! đŸ„°
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oodlesofowls · 2 years ago
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Feel free to use any of these as pfps WITH CREDIT!!
More pride flags below the cut as well as my aro hunter headcanons :)
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this one is prob controversial to an extent because of huntlow becoming basically canon but i dont care so here u go.
hunter has always given me aro vibes not for any huge reason mostly just cuz i like interpreting him that way. hunter grew up in the emperors coven and never had time for romance, and id like to think that even after leaving he just didn’t even think of it much. i think he would be very surprised by how much he cares about others and how capacity he has for enjoying literary anything. being allowed to feel things and having the time to do so would probably be very new to him so even if he just got a squish i think it would feel like a really big deal. hunter grew up with very strict rules so the idea of him delving into relationship anarchy and allowing his relationships to naturally build and be equally important in different ways would be so good for him. also i think he would be very invested in his lil found family and that would be very very important to him. his attachment to belos above all else would make a larger family and support system so comforting i love that for himmm!!!
also i think he and willow would be in a qpr but still be very independent. they would see each other as people they can trust and go to for anything but not as their only scource of comfort. they would prob be semi cuddly but not super into pda. they hold hands like everywhere they go tho lol. also i think willow would introduce him to what being aro is and explain a lot of terms and he would just be like “oh, i do that”
alsoo the emerald trio (willow hunter and gus) is SO GOOOD and i love their lil found family vibes ^^!! i like to imagine them all moving in together in the future and comforting each other after long days and theyre just so sweet!!!
anyway ill wrap this up with some mini hcs lol
hunter would have a messy relationship with touch and would only let a few people be cuddly with him
he hates holding hands when the fingers are intertwined (cuz its sweaty and uncomfy) but loves like grasping hands like this ->đŸ€
he is ace and sex repulsed but romance ambivalent (replused when it comes to some things but not all and favorable when it comes to people hes close to)
willow asked him to get married cuz she wanted the tax benefits and he was just like “yea ok whatever u say”
also side not Hunter is SO TRANS IDC WHICH WAY HE JUST IS
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broodwolf221 · 11 months ago
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i have been thinking about the evanuris so much since that trailer dropped. this is gonna be rambly, long, and kinda heavy
bioware critical
i dont find criticizing the things i like to usually be very useful or good for my overall mental health, but seriously, im still very, deeply upset with the way dai handled the evanuris. i wish they had gone almost any other direction. making the extremely oppressed dalish's gods into a) not gods and b) actually awful slavers! is like. well. points for finding the most fucked up path forward and dedicating yourselves to it, i guess
bc of that, i can't help but hold out a sliver of hope for a bit of a retcon with da4. i'm not talking issues of likelihood or implication here, just desire and the fact that retcons of standing game canon are obviously possible. it's happened a number of time - solas dropping the big Actually The Evanuris Are Monsters thing on us was one of the bigger retcons of everything we'd ever learned about the creators, in fact
and if they don't change the slavery aspect entirely, i want them to at least... idk how to say this. diversify opinion on it within the evanuris? make it more complicated? the evanuris are presumably at war with the forgotten ones and the titans. could they also be at war with themselves?
how old is their history of slavery? how did it begin? why wait for fen'harel's rebellion to address it? who's telling the story of the evanuris? the dread wolf? obviously i love solas but i'd honestly rather see him as a liar and a bad guy who twisted the whole thing and the evanuris as the creators. or maybe he's just someone who doesn't remember things as clearly as he thinks he does, someone for whom his "millennia of dark, dreaming sleep" distorted his recollection of arlathan
flemythal is obviously fucked up. there's theories about her being a spirit, or part-spirit, theories i've also entertained, in which case i could see her being justice -> vengeance. maybe becoming vengeance is what made her 'bad' - like being abusive to morrigan, possibly sorta grooming kieran, etc. but during arlathan, was she the only 'good' evanuris? are they all irredeemably evil? i hate irredeemably evil arcs. i don't want every villain to be redeemed, either, that's not my point at all, but i hate the You're Evil-Bad And Obviously Can Never Change arcs. i hate black and white dynamics like that.
it's messy af to make slavers sympathetic. they managed decently with dorian - he grapples with the reality of the situation he was born into and never had cause to question, and comes out the other side with a changed opinion.
idk what i want. i want to give the dalish people their gods back. i don't want their hard-won and harder-maintained faith to be usurped by such an ugly reality. i want to redo the ending of trespasser to make it that the Maker is real and just a massive piece of shit. that'd be fine.
and if they can't retcon it, i want some of the evanuris - idc who, rly - to be opposed, to have grown, to return in humility to the dalish who have spent all this time honoring them. not as gods, but as people. if they can't have their gods, let them have the reality of those 'gods' working towards something better than their grim history. let dalish wear their vallaslin with pride instead of calling it a naive attempt to clutch at the branding of slavery. ugh. it's just so ugly and complicated i hate it.
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