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oceanwrath · 8 months ago

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shadowheart

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #shadowheart #hi this picture has been my personal hell for like 2 months. i dont know. i dont know #[looking into the distance] i dont know

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sunclown · 29 days ago

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Looking for comfort in odd places

#mgs #metal gear solid #kazuhira miller #revolver ocelot #ocelhira #i have many thoughts of how their rl is in mgsv #even tho kaz doesnt know about venoms deal hed still sense some wrongfulness #so theres a sort of distance between him and ‘boss’#after 9yrs working tgt they sort of know the others worst and best moments. so when kaz is looking for familiarity hed go to ocelot #i dont think this is smt they talk about or recognize #imagine here they were having a convo about cipher and their plans/tactics to take them down #and in the middle kaz gor rlly worn our and needed a 1 minute break #my art

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ender1821 · 4 months ago

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im a child of divorce

#the bit is over when i say its over and even when its so joever for these two its not over for me!!! (once again i am on heavy copium)#anyway. thoughts behind the spoiler tags #gempearl #shiny duo #wild life smp #life series spoilers #wild life spoilers #i feel like. i actually was expecting that #no but its so funny the one time the negative consequences of something does actually get acknowledged its the SL finale ‘betrayal’/j #like cmon fuck me i guess/j (BIG EMPHASIS. ON THE SLASH J. OKAY.)#but honestly though i did expect Gem to hold a grudge over the 2v1 in SL. and. its good that there are consequences???#it IS a ‘betrayal’ in Gem’s eyes. they were friends. they were murder besties for the last two sessions and then Pearl chose Scar over her #and its awesome man. [through gritted teeth] this is awesome man this will be good for character development ok ok ok. ok?#its also got something to do with Pearl having the red creep in. i think #because during SL Gem was like. nearly idolising the Scarlet Pearl persona while vaguely aware that her own reputation has a similar effect #and yknow. the horrors. the fact that their image is so heavily built on what others deem them to be and they can only play into it #but by the end of SL Gem gets ‘betrayed’ by this persona that she looked up to #and also her own ‘GeminiSlay’ intimidating image is also starting to fall apart. partly of her own will #and now shes watching Pearl slowly turn red again. and this time she knows its not good for her or Pearl #so shes distancing herself from it. shes ‘trying to fix her reputation’. she sees Pearl falling into it again and just. no. i dont love you #you betrayed me last season #but on Pearl’s end of things she’s already deep into the idea that as long as you say you ‘forgive’ someone then everything thats happened #in the past doesn’t matter and they can all be friends. and nooo absolutely no grudges will be held. no emotional repression here #so. because thats happened to her in her own team she thinks the same can happen with her and Gem #and thats so. im going to blow myself up now

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aerknight · 1 year ago

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@naffeclipse orcas beach themselves to hunt seals orca!eclipse beaches themself to hunt y/n :)

#falls over #sometimes art inspo grabs you like this eclipse and you start something and do not stop until it is done #that was me with this LOL #i have joined the orca eclipse hype train #yeah uh if someone looks at you like this dont stick around #anyway #i saw some people mentioning on the fic comments they think yn is gonna be turned mer #i hope this does not happen because I CRAVE THE ANGST #cancel the happy endings >:)#also i know the orca thing could just be a design choice #but i like to think its because either #a: mimicking to scare off other predators like sharks #b: mimicking to hunt orcas #imagine being an orca and this thing that kinda looks like an orca at a distance and then when you get closer its all WRONG #apparently this is called aggressive mimicry #mer!eclipse #fnaf au #orca!eclipse #apex polarity #fnaf daycare attendant #my art

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fireladybuckley · 9 months ago

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I can’t believe a boyfriend made a silly sex joke to lighten the mood after both partners had a moment of vulnerability. The audacity. The horror. The normalcy! Unbelievable. How dare a conversation about feelings turn to levity. How dare a couple have a light chat about trauma-related things over dinner that doesn’t turn into an incredibly deep heart to heart instead of a joke and moving on. Unbelievable. I’m never watching this show again! 👎🏻

#911 spoilers #bucktommy #Evan buckley #Tommy kinard #look #as a queer person in a relationship with another queer person #both of whom have major familial trauma #trust me when I say you generally DONT WANT ever reference to your feelings and trauma to turn into a huge deep discussion #sometimes you just say something vulnerable #and the other person does too #and then you joke about it and move on #humour is powerful coping mechanism as well #one that is pretty common especially among guys #people need to freaking relax ffs #Tommy is not a horrible person for making a flirty joke #things were said and feelings were acknowledged #and then they moved on #this is all perfectly freaking natural #Buck is not some sensitive flower that can’t handle a silly joke about daddy issues #please I beg you all to look at this at a distance with some common sense #rather than the ‘but Buck is traumatized and must always be treated delicately!!’ lens #and I am saying all of this as someone who really doesn’t give two fucks about the joke itself #I’m not into daddy kink idgaf #but if the idea that a queer couple isn’t allowed to insert a flirty joke to lighten a moment of vulnerability #then I don’t know what to tell you #you personally finding something innapropriate does not mean it’s actually innapropriate #please just chill out ffs #no one wants to hear about how evil Tommy is for hitting on his boyfriend for months and months to come

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gummi-ships · 1 year ago

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Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance - Braig / Xigbar

#kingdom hearts dream drop distance #khddd #braig #xigbar #my gif #his pointy shoulders deflated with age #...do you ever wonder about his scarf?#radiant garden took pride in its beauty and ansem the wise was a ruler who was beloved and admired by his people (despite... yknow)#so is it safe to assume that being a guard of this world being tasked with protecting the castle/its ruler/and the townspeople-#would be considered a prestigious occupation?#yet we see braig wearing an old tattered scarf #it's a curious addition to his uniform that looks out of place among other guards #i dont think it was added to his design to help him stand out because cmon it's not like he's competing for relevance with dilan and aeleus #braig fights from afar with his guns it's not like he's some scrappy guy that might have messy clothes from battle #i wouldn't be surprised if this was ephemer's scarf that he somehow came into possession of #and is holding onto it with the possibly of it being used as some kind of medium/waypoint #who's to say he's not still wearing it under his organization coat? just because we can't see it anymore doesn't mean it's gone #riku had an entirely different outfit under his own organization coat so who knows what xigbar has under there #i like to think braig used to be scolded for wearing the scarf because it covers up the uniform's emblem #and wearing old ripped articles of clothing isn't part of the image the guards would presumably have to uphold #but eventually they gave up on making him take it off because he just does whatever he wants #just something i think about from time to time #xigbar has always been so mysterious and cryptic i can't help but keep an extra close eye on him #especially since he's been revealed to be so much more than what he seems. who knows what tricks he has up his sleeve #i don't think it's outside the realm of possibility

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19marka · 6 months ago

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im sorry i just KNOW minsung are in a secret relo cuz i know what hiding obvious affection for your crush looks like

lookin at you han jisung

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fisheito · 6 months ago

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hiya l'il-- medium?...large?? Assorted Sizes-Guy

oh thanks! i could always use more spices-

. what am i supposed to do with this.

#surrounded by henchmen (smaller Me's) i peer reproachfully into my inbox #2: ...get him pregnant?#*slaps 2 upside the head* you absolute GOON he's ALREADY pregnant we can't get him DOUBLE pregnant #2: well... why not? if creatures can have two uteri then i don't see why--#Me: *drags my hand down my face* yes i know but. just. dont #3: Picture this. your snake wife is so full and round (because who knows how many snakelets are in there)#3: one day he has to stop working much earlier than usual. u kno. cuz of the MASS. and he starts getting insecure about his body changes #3: so he touches his tummy . looks up at you with those big eyes and murmurs 'am i... unsightly like this?'#3: and u whisper reassurances to him while kissing his face #3: then u promptly rail him on the nearest comfortable surface to erase any doubt of him being unattractive #Me: ..............WHAT THE FUFK?#3: *shrugs aggressively while maintaining eye contact*#Me: NO. pregnancy isn't even our kink. why are we-#3: not YOUR kink maybe #Me: *incredulous stare* how the-- you know what . Go to the timeout zone. i'm not dealing with this today #4: the ask says 'snakumo' though. Wouldn't he be in snake form then...?#3: so? THIS CHANGES NOTHING.#Me: GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#3: *rolls eyes and mutters while walking away*#5: who's greg?#4: dude you can't be serious. if WE know the meme then YOU know the meme #5: i'm serious. i haven't been online in 16 years #4: look. when you wonder if sex will hurt baby top of head-#Me: WHY ARE WE DISCUSSING THIS?#2: because we are currently engaged in a circle of ppl squicked by pregnancy... who must make pregnancy jokes #4: it's all about the joke potential ya see. gigglemaxxing #Me: *massaging my temples* i'm not ready to be a father. i never will be.#6: KNOCK HIM UP AND EAT HIS EGGS SO U CAN KNOCK HIM UP AGAIN. NO ONE SAID YOU HAVE TO BE A FATHER !#3: (muffled from a distance) HELL YEAH BROTHER #Me: SHUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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silverskye13 · 1 year ago

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Listening to "Look My Way" on repeat while writing the next chapter is healthy and will not affect me (or the chapter) in any way I'm sure.

#spazzcat barks #the barking writer #unless its me?#and no matter what in this world i could give #its not enough?#to get through the walls youve conjured up to live #is this how youd feel?#abandoned all alone and left to fend for yourself?#for some semblence of happiness that doesnt have to end #i will try to make amends for making you means to an end #so look my way please look my way #and if theres something more that i dont know #ill save us both before we grow cold #if youll stay and just say 'look my way'#[loud off key singing fades into the distance]

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multifandomhoodies · 1 month ago

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anyone else hate long distance relationships and lack of consistent feelings on their part

#this is gonna be long in the tags sorry #and for the record. everything im going to say in here is on Me and not on my girlfriend and i know the solution is TALK TO HER #but can i have a minute to just. say it #okay. so im long distance with my girlfriend and we've been long distance (5hrs drive) the whole time #we've been together almost 9 months and in that time we've seen each other 4 times.#once in may once for halloween once for thanksgiving and today/yesterday for NYE #the longest trip of any of these was a tuesday night- sunday morning. so like. four full days of being together #but interspersed with family bc it was thanksgiving #okay. so just setting the stage #i love hanging out. i love hanging out on the couch or doing random shit like walkin around a town or grocery shopping with her #like i love being introduced to her friends and family as her partner and doing likewise to my people #like i love hanging out with her forever #but like. UGH my issue is like. any. kind of intimacy beyond literally like cuddling and holding hands?#like lack of consistency on my part. like okay sometimes kissing is fine and we're talking like a peck on the lips and then sometimes #im like. no i dont. want to do this. and obviously im not being Forced to if i asked her to not she would respect that!!#i like the Idea of kissing and sometimes i do enjoy a little peck but sometimes im like not. into it.#and then like. we've been together for a while we've Talked about sex and stuff but we have not had it yet. haven't gotten anywhere close #to it yet #like i like the idea of having sex with her but if i was faced with the reality of that right now i would freak out like just get. really #stressed? panic??? and there's no trauma in my past. i haven't ever had any kind of sex i have no trauma associated #with anything. like i would just. freak out a little. and we wouldn't have sex and that would be fine but. idk.#i dunno if i'm like. ace or something or it's just still too New of a relationship to do that? because despite being togehter for 9 months #when you've had literally less than two weeks of full days together in that time #it feels really fuckin new #i dunno man.#i'm just afraid that im just. idk not built for a relationship.#she was drunk and wanted to snuggle when we went to sleep last night and it stressed me out because i hate not being able to move when #im asleep. i told her this she gave me my room that was fine. but like man. i am never gonna want to snuggle like that #i still dont love kissing #like. for my house. okay i have very specific ideas of what i want my space to look like and feel like

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jrueships · 3 months ago

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I HATEEEEE DYSPEXIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#so im driving some little dude to his appointment i left like super early incase n it turns out i was given an address to a fking House ?!?!#obviously he doesnt know the address cus hes just some lil dude so im like ringing up his guardians and #the one that actually goes to the hairstylist cant answer obs cus i had to take his son cus hes busy duh #BUT THAT MEANS IM JUST DRIVING AROUND SOME PLACE IDK TRYING TO FIND PLACES THAT LOOK LIKE HAIR #& when i find one im like uh does this barber sound familiar cus im not taking him to some random one #andlike omg and the entire time im playing music real loud trying not to cuss out in front of this little kid #like IM ALREADY SHIT WITH NAVIGATION. & THEN U GIVE ME THE WRONG ADDRESS AND IT'S RAINING #and he wants to go get an icecream afterwards n im sitting at the barber chatting it up #but i am like actually on the verge of a breakdown cus i made him late bcs i cant just figure shit out #like #it's just so fking frustrating like it makes me feel like a failed adult or smthing like #i AM GOOD. I AM GOOD AT DRIVING #once i know a place im good but if im lost it's like my brain is panicking too much #i have to look at the road and signs and places #like i turned at a green light and completely forhot it wasnt an arrow like i just saw green and went #like i couldve killed this little kidlike #IM GOING FUCKING CRAZY #and i dont want anyone to feel bad or like have to be extra cautious when they need me to drive or smthing #like im alrdy very frustrated with my stupid limitations like in general so like failure kinda just heightens it like #iURGHHH I HATE BEING IMPERFECT I CANT FKING STAND IT IDC IF THATS NARCISSISTIC N PRIDEFULNIDCC #it's better than being EMBARRASSED i HATE BEINGNEMBRASSING AGRGHHHHHH #anyways it's fking raining and it's dark . idek where im gonna take this kid bro like hes hungry #imma go on google YIPPEE #my best friend. google maps who i cant tell distances on so i either turn too soon or too late or rlly fking quick #Ii LOVE MY LIFEEE

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stinkrascal · 2 months ago

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so does emmrich... like...... live inside the necropolis? do you think he has a fancy house down there? a garden? a backyard??? are there sidewalks? does he have a hoa. how does this work

#neve mentions having an apartment in dock town #taash lives w their mom im assuming #lucanis has the family home in treviso #everyone else idek #like what does bellaras place look like. does she have a house. is she ok #i feel like davrin doesnt need a house. he can live in nature. he seems like the type that enjoys camping you know #ik cars arent a thing in dragon age but davrin would LOVE van life #did the inquisition pay harding enough for her to buy a house of her own hello??? dont tell me she still lives at skyhold....#LIKE WHATS THE SITUATION HERE I GOTTA KNOW #im trying to write post-game fanfic about emmrich and vanna and it dawned upon me umm. where do you live #vanna has no home. she was living on the streets for a while <3 so emmrich im counting on you to have shelter honey #im gonna assume emmy has a house in the necropolis ok. goth nation #he lives in a fancy manor... 5 bedrooms. 2 bathrooms. manfred has his own bedroom :]#a small backyard w some flower beds... within walking distance of the necropolis gardens....... yes this is coming together nice #A WRAP AROUND PORCH....... idc if the architecture doesnt match the architecture in the necropolis. peepaw needs a PORCH #and 2 matching rocking chairs so him and vanna can sit together and drink coffee and watch spirits wisp about #ok im done now i promise. if you actually read all that i love you

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dangaer · 4 months ago

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shi.n's amnesia later route is such an out of character experience bc wdym someone this cute shows me all the love they have for me and i dont healthily communicate with him that im feeling overwhelmed by it.

#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#GONNA BE HONEST. EVERY OTO.ME PLAYTHROUGH I DO IS OOC FOR ME - i refuse to change the name of the mc unless they make me and even then i #didnt give the heroine my name im sorry heroine ... mainly bc im also playing from a rpers perspective FHDJKADHSJK #but this route is a sharp edged sword. i dont know if i can ever finish it ( i mean i can bc things get resolved and they DO communicate! )#and it goes onto one of the most respected endings ive seen for a chara: having the good ending as him moving away to another place but you #guys staying together long distance bc thats rep! we need!#its just the fact that even min.e and saw.a explain that what is happening isnt fair on him and the convo ends with avoidance ...#that is NOT my heroine sweetie what did they do to you #much love for heroine and everything she stands for but this CANNOT! be me sorry #shin would literally be like perf for the waiter position but he hates everyone but his two childhood friends im sorry you're never catchin #him acting like this unless you're them #hes just young and very forward. very blunt too if he wants a kiss he will inform and then take ... hes tryinggggg ....#anyway good morn i was looking at these at 3am for icons and then promptly fell asleep #time to write one last draft and then queue all i have - ill have 5 drafts left over in total :')#between my two blogs which is! amazing! but i will be focusing on inboxes after ive edited them all #omw to do the amnesi.a call this week. and plotting messages #we're going far kiddssss

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silent-sentinels · 1 day ago

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i dont think thats how u answer that question elle hjgkljg

#i dont know we dont think shes fully human but also she doesn't have any particularly non-human features?#she's got some magic shit going on... but also i still don't think wizard is a species lmao...#okay pfps left lets look see..#Deadsprint: difficult to nail down a physical form. we're all wind spirits but BY GOD ITS /THE MOST/ WIND SPIRIT? difficult...#Distance: tricky. distance forms in our reflections in glass or puddles. trying to design distance is hard hjlkgj #Hackles: literally just an explosion. we don't know how to give him a form besides that hjgklj...#Maestro: Hi‚ yes‚ me. The main one organizing this list. My design is not fit to my standards yet but in essence I am an object head.#Memorandum: we get mailman with a fish tail vibes from him for some reason hjglkj we're still trying to figure that one out #!!! damn only five left!!! LET'S GO!!!! so exciting! i'd love for all of us to have basic designs down before our one year anniversary :3 #wawaw.. alright. we should bedtime again. we'll work on more shit tomorrow -w-#goodnight!! :> we love you all!!! <333

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carnivalls · 4 months ago

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good morning. thinking again of juve and her dog

#oreste garifalle save me. save me oreste garifalle (he cannot even save himself)#i just.. man its so over. by the time they encounter each other juve is the worst shes ever been & oreste doesnt yet know he could be better #so. sure. juve needs to gather the pieces of herself back up and double down on her coping mechanisms but not thinking at all about whats #happened to her/how she was affected by it and by instead fixating on someone elses problems. she needs to offer drive and direction to #another in order to feel more in control of herself #and luckily for her unluckily for himself. by the time she finds him. oreste is only Just stumbling out of a gothic pseudoincest nightmare #in which all of his own wants and desires have been very deliberately placed on a shelf higher than he can reach and hes all too eager #to accidentally replicate previous dynamics (dog) with someone new #so. tldr. juve needs to control/'fix' someone and oreste as of yet only knows how to be controlled/molded in anothers image #which would already be so bad except to top it off. juve is steadily fucking losing it. due to the repression crimes #and even as she tries to distance herself from the emotional aftermath of what she went through. it bleeds into the way she treats oreste #instead. like.#her base level dehumanization of him would already be bad but. as is. in the way it finds her.#juve completely lacks the finesse or grace or awareness to approach it as she normally would #so she instead traps them both in this horrible codependent situation where her 'fixing' oreste mostly involves her going oh! i know!#your problem is that youre not in touch with your anger right? you should be angry about what those guys did to you but youre not rigjt??#so!! easy fix!! lets just get you angry!!!#<- girl who is not entirely wrong but has also never processed any of her own anger a day in her life and Will be projecting #<- girl who will treat you both as a metaphor/extension of herself but Also as a recreation of the previous dynamic she was in with an #excessively angry individual #<- girl who decides the best way to put you in touch with your anger again is by. repeatedly triggering you until you protest #essentially bending your finger back and waiting to see which will come first. you letting it break or begging her to stop #and oreste is always too deeply traumatized and overwhelmed to do anything but let it break. so.#notnow #juve mizani #oreste garifalle #one of my favorite scenes i have planned for them is her making oreste relay what his abuser (kai) looked like. in detail.#as a skinshifter herself.#you see where this is going.#you should send me asks about them btw. if you want. also if you dont

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catboybatman · 2 months ago

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Why is DC's official merch on their website genuinly so ugly like is this not a company filled with artists?? Even if not, they couldn't bother hiring one (1) person for the merchandise department who knows basic fashion or graphic design??

#dc #dc merch #I'll never not be pissed about those patterned sweat/pyjama pants where the patterns don't even align slightly and they charge $60 #daylight robbery and i live in a different timezone at that #and the superman 2025 merch is all so ugly too like even the good one on the mug has the text too far slanted in the distance or whatever #idk terms. and the colour choices are dogshit too like are we just blind or do we not care DC? srs question #and its all very movie focused too like chat i dont think dc realises they sell comics??#most of the comic merch is ugly af too and its all batman and superman and ww if you squint #i hate that fucking batman through the ages sweater. i would have loved it if it made sense and didnt make a weird skip and didnt have the #ugliest and squartied jim lee batman in the middle that clashed with every other artstyle and color and just looked bad like does dc know #there are other modern batman designs outside of jim lee #like its good art but and i know he is head of the art department or whatnot and that he had a big role in revolutionizing comics in the #90s. but also how about we stop riding dick?? like.. at least grab a better drawing and dont have it come loose from the borders like that #girl from the ring #and also the dc logo and the batman logo were on top of each other with a thin line in between like why are we deviding logos like its #metaphorical math?? i dont even want to do normal math

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