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No because why is Pretendo trying to start beef with Netpass?
We shouldn’t be fighting each other. Especially when both are trying to connect us all together after Nintendo took that away from us.
That’s literally both for theirs purposes, to reconnect one another.
#Nintendo#Pretendo#Netpass#we should be flocking in a field of flowers with our hands together#Rolling around and tickling and hugging and kissing each other#<- I’m sorry to quote that one post#rambly rambly ramblie loo#3ds homebrew#Was that not the purpose tho?
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my three lameass husbands , yes they smoke weed <3
#my mom quotes ‘ why don’t i trust you guys ‘ way too often and i’m always supposed to say ‘ because we’re not trustworthy back ‘#anyway .#THESE FUCKING THREEEEE#in my head they all started a clinic back home and provided extra help to ex soldiers who needed it#in my head they’re all fine#one must imagine post war henry blake alive#LMFAO sorry#i just love them a lot#mash#mashposting#m*a*s*h#mash 4077#mashblr#hawkeye pierce#hawkeye#trapper john mcintyre#trapper john#henry blake
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I’ll keep the king when you are gone away. I’ll keep him safe from the dark things that wait. — King by The Amazing Devil
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Some details for archaeology nerds (Here we go again AHAHAHA)
First of all the costume Alfred wears in this pic is BY NO MEANS historical accurate, but if we really want to be 100% accurate then to my knowledge there’s a high chance that Alfred wouldn’t be wearing dresses gowns at all (whoever decided to make Alfred wear those pretty cough dresses cough in the show I wish your family to prosper for all eternity YOU’RE A HERO), so instead I just chose to design whatever clothes I want and add some Anglo-Saxon elements in it :)
1. Alfred’s earrings
Took inspiration from the 7th century Anglo-Saxon/Frankish crystal ball, now in Ashmolean Museum, Oxford. Here’s the thing, I know English men (and the monarchs) don’t wear earrings until the 16th century and earrings weren’t even popular during the Anglo-Saxon period, but once I saw Charles I wearing pearl earrings in his portrait I just can’t help but put something pretty on Alfred’s ears as well lol…Sadly I can’t find the exact size of this one but the official site says that it was used as a pendant/an amulet! Probably for pagan practices though, but it’s pretty, isn’t it? :D
2. Patterns on Alfred’s gown
Taken from the patterns on the Bewcastle Cross in Cumbria (which used to belong to Northumbria, built in around the 7th to early 8th century, aka the period Bede lived in.
3. The woven band
The pattern is taken from the Laceby band found in Laceby, Lincolnshire, dated to early 7th century. It seems both Scandinavians and Anglo-Saxons enjoy wearing tablet-woven bands? Saw this kind of things a lot in viking clothes reconstruction as well.
4. …Whatever this is
From fol. 34r in Book of Kells, the famous Celtic gospel book completed in Ireland circa 800 AD. As you can see I got lazy during drawing this lol but the illustrations in the original manuscripts are really impressive!
Now I don’t know if this is a good news or not but I’ve still got like…six wips for alhtred in hand…Good god of arts DELIVER ME
#posting it before i start wanting to kill myself#this was supposed to be a doodle but in the end i spent 30 hours on it and it still looks like shit#urghhhh#sometimes i hate doing arts lol#ok sorry for artist’s rants#SO about the drawing itself#this is completely a self indulgent piece LOL#at the end of the day i just want to make alfred wear pretty things :3#and see him being bridal carried#that’s all lol#BTW can we just ignore for a second how strong uhtred would need to be in order to carry alfred like that by one single hand#we call it ✨creative freedom✨#p.s. I’m thinking the when ‘you’ are gone away quote is Uhtred referring to the christian god lol#the last kingdom#tlk alfred#alfred x uhtred#uhtred x alfred#king alfred#alfred the great#alhtred#uhtred#hikaruchen#hikaru tlk
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marjorie; Taylor Swift // the Song of Achilles; Madeline Miller // the Last of Us Part 2 // evermore; Taylor Swift // Fleabag // Self Control; Frank Ocean // Shannon Berry // “After My Brother’s Death, I reflect on the Illiad”; Eliza Gonzalez
#hiiii i’m back to original posts!!! i’m sorry it’s been so long school swamped me#this one came to me through a multiple month long tlou brainrot and inching closer to fall meaning evermore on constant play!#hope you all like it yayyyyy heart#quotes#books#film#web weaving#ww#the last of us#tlou#tlou part 2#evermore#taylor swift#music#the song of achilles#tsoa#madeline miller#frank ocean#grief#grief/mourning#fleabag#phoebe waller bridge#mine#lyrics#ellie williams#ellie and joel#joel miller#art#writing#my ww
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Scotland: get in the halloween spirit and make a ghost!!
Ireland: that’s called murder and I heard somewhere that it’s illegal
@winterwrites23 I’ll have you know that I am NOT dead, SoT is STILL my all time favourite fic, and I MISSED making these. Happy Halloween! :D
#hetalia#sot#incorrect quotes#outlander au#sot incorrect quotes#hws scotland#hws ireland#who would have thought that a higher education would be more difficult than the previous one?#not me that’s for sure#I’m sorry once again for my absence#I was originally planning on posting on sep 1st#yk like sot anniversary date or whatever#but then I FORGOT#anyway I pulled up sot the second life got difficult#it’s such a comfort to close many tabs at once after doing research or something but specifically leaving the sot tab#anyway. genuinely shaking because I NEED to boop winterwrites23#didn’t get to do it on April 1st#it’s so important to me you don’t understand#I remember the sinking feeling from half a year ago so clearly like#WDYM I FORGOT#haha my bad memory aside#I hope to actually get around to posting more#because I miss it so much#I should get a diary or smth instead of abusing tags like this#end of rant :)) love this fic and all its fans good to be back fr fr
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Kingdom of Ash Chapter 62
Chapter Highlights (but let’s be real all this chapter already is)
The Crochans did not scatter to the winds.
As one, the Thirteen and the Crochans flew to the southwest, toward the outer reaches of the Fangs. To another secret camp, since the location of the other was well and truly compromised. Farther from Terrasen, but closer to Morath, at least.
A small comfort, Dorian thought, when they found a secure place to camp for the night. The wyverns might have been able to keep going, but the Crochans on their brooms could not fly for so long. They'd flown until darkness had nearly blinded them all, landing only after the Shadows and Crochans had agreed on a secure place to stay.
Watches were set, both on the ground and in the sky. If the two surviving Matrons were to retaliate for their humiliating defeat, it would be now. The Crochans and Asterin had spent much of their time today laying misleading tracks, but only time would tell if they'd escaped.
The night was frigid enough that they took the time to erect tents, the wyverns huddling together against one of the rocky overhangs.
And though no fires would have been wiser, the cold threatened to be so lethal that Glennis had taken the sacred flame from the glass orb where it was held while traveling and ignited her fire.
Others had followed suit, and while glamours would be in place to hide the camp, the fires, from enemy eyes, Dorian couldn't entirely forget that the Ironteeth Matrons had found them regardless.
Sleep had almost dragged him under when a burst of cold slithered into the tent, then vanished. He knew who it was before she sat beside his bedroll, and when he opened his eyes, he found Manon with her knees drawn up, arms braced atop them.
She stared into the dimness of his tent, the space illumined with silvery light from the glowing stars on her brow.
"You don't have to wear it all the time," he said. "We're allowed to take them off."
Golden eyes slid toward him. "I've never seen you wear a crown."
"The past few months haven't provided much access to the royal collection." He sat up.
"And I hate wearing them anyway. They dig mercilessly into my head."
A hint of a smile. "This is not so heavy."
"Since it seems made of light itself, I'd imagine not." Though that crown would weigh heavily in other ways, he knew.
"So you're talking to me," she said, not bothering to segue gracefully.
"I talked to you before."
"Is it because I am now queen?"
"You were queen prior to today."
Her golden eyes narrowed, scanning him for the answer she sought. Dorian let her do it, and returned the favor. Her breathing was steady, her posture at ease for once.
"I thought it would be more satisfying. To see her run." Her grandmother. "When you killed your father, what did you feel?"
"Rage. Hate." He didn't balk from the truth in his words, the ugliness.
She chewed on her lower lip, no sign of those iron teeth. A rare, silent admission of doubt. "Do you think I should have killed her?"
"Some might say yes. But humiliating her like that," he said, considering, "might weaken her and the Ironteeth forces more than her death. Killing her might have rallied the Ironteeth against you."
"I killed the Yellowlegs Matron."
"You killed her, spared the Blueblood witch, and your grandmother fled. That's a demoralizing defeat. Had you killed them all, even killed just your grandmother and the Yellowlegs Matron, it could have turned their deaths into noble sacrifices on behalf of the Ironteeth Clans."
She nodded, her golden eyes settling on him again with that preternatural clarity and stillness. "I am sorry," she said. "For how I spoke when I learned of your plans to go to Morath."
He was stunned enough that he just blinked.
Stunned enough that humor was his only shield as he said, "Seems like that Crochan do-gooder behavior is rubbing off on you, Manon."
A half smile at that. "Mother help me if I ever become so dull."
But Dorian's amusement faded away. "I accept your apology." He held her gaze, letting her see the truth in it.
It seemed answer enough for her. Answer, and somehow the final clue to what she sought.
Her golden eyes guttered. "You're leaving," she breathed. "Tomorrow."
He didn't bother to lie. "Yes."
It was time. She had faced her grandmother, had challenged what she'd created. It was time for him to do the same. He didn't need Damaris's confirming warmth or the spirits of the dead to tell him that.
"How?"
"You witches have brooms and wyverns. I've learned to make my own wings."
For a few breaths, she said nothing. Then she lowered her knees, twisting to face him fully. "Morath is a death trap."
"It is."
"I—we cannot go with you."
"I know."
He could have sworn fear entered her eyes.
Yet she didn't rage at him, roar at him-didn't so much as snarl. She only asked, "You're not afraid to go alone?"
"Of course I'm afraid. Anyone in their right mind would be. But my task is more important than fear, I think."
Anger flickered over her face, her shoulders tensing.
Then it faded and was replaced by something he had seen only earlier today-that queen's face. Steady and wise, edged with sorrow and bright with clarity. Her eyes dipped to the bedroll, then lifted to meet his own. "And if I asked you to stay?"
The question also took him by surprise. He carefully thought through his answer. "I'd need a very convincing reason, I suppose.
Her fingers went to the buckles and buttons of her leathers, and began to loosen them.
"Because I don't want you to go," was all she said.
His heart thundered as she revealed inch after inch of bare, silken skin. Not a seductive removal of her clothing, but rather an offer laid bare.
Manon said softly, "We could make an alliance. Between Adarlan, and the Crochans. And any Ironteeth who might follow me."
It was her answer, he realized. To his request for a convincing reason to remain.
She took his hand, and interlaced their fingers.
It was more intimate than anything they'd shared, more vulnerable than she'd ever allowed herself to be. "An alliance," she said, throat bobbing, "between you and me."
Her golden eyes lifted to his, the offer gleaming there.
To marry. To unite their peoples in the strongest, most unbreakable of terms.
"You don't want that," he said with equal quiet. "You would never want to be shackled to any man like that."
He could see the truth there, in her beautiful face. That she agreed with him. But she shook her head, the starlight dancing on her hair. "The Crochans have not offered to fly to war. I have not yet dared ask them. But if I had the strength of Adarlan beside me, perhaps they might be convinced at last."
If they had not been convinced by today's triumph, then nothing would change their minds. Even their queen offering up the freedom she craved so badly.
That Manon would even consider it, though
...
Dorian twined a wave of her silver hair around his finger. For a heartbeat, he allowed himself to drink her in.
She would be his wife, his queen. She was already his equal, his match, his mirror in so many ways. And with their union, the world would know it.
But he could see the bars of the cage that would creep closer, tighter, every day. And either break her wholly, or turn her into something neither of them wished her to ever be.
"You would marry me, all so we could aid Terrasen in this war?"
"Aelin is willing to die to end this conflict. Why should she bear the brunt of sacrifice?"
And there it was, her answer, though he knew she didn't realize it.
Sacrifice.
Dorian's other hand went to the buttons of her pants, and freed them with a few, deft maneuvers. Revealing the long, thick scar across her abdomen.
Would he have shown the restraint that Manon did today, had he faced her grandmother?
Absolutely not.
"You were right," she said quietly. "I am afraid." Manon laid her hand over his. "I am afraid that you will go into Morath and return as something I do not know. Something I shall have to kill."
"I know." Those same fears haunted his steps.
Her fingers tightened on his, pressing harder. As if she were trying to imprint his hand upon the heart racing beneath. "Would you stay here, if we had this alliance between us?" He heard every word left unspoken.
So Dorian brushed his mouth against hers. Manon let out a small sound.
Dorian kissed her again, and her tongue met his, hungry and searching. Then her hands were plunging into his hair, both of them rising onto their knees to meet halfway.
Manon drew her hands from him to remove the glittering crown atop her head, but he halted her with a phantom touch. "Don't," he said, voice near-guttural. "Leave it on."
Her eyes turned to molten gold, going heavy-lidded, tipping her head back.
His mouth went dry at the beauty that threatened to undo him, the temptation that his every instinct roared to claim. Not the body, but what she had offered.
He almost said yes, then.
Was almost selfish enough, greedy enough for her, that he nearly said yes. Yes, he would take her as his queen. So he might never have to say farewell to this, so that this magnificent, fierce witch might remain by his side for all his days.
Manon reached for him, fingers digging into his shoulders, and Dorian rose over her, finding her mouth in a plundering kiss.
A shift of her hips, and he was buried, the heated silk of her enough to make him forget that they had a camp around them, or kingdoms to protect.
Stay. The word echoed in each breath.
Dorian gave Manon what she wanted. Gave himself what he wanted. Over and over and over.
As if this might last forever.
What was left to be said anyway?
She'd laid out what she wanted. Had spoken as much of the truth as she dared voice.
In its wake, a sated sort of clarity shone.
Such as she had not felt in a long, long time.
His sapphire eyes lingered on her face, and Manon turned toward him. Slowly removed her crown of stars and set it aside.
Then she drew up the blankets around them both.
He didn't so much as flinch as she scooted closer, into the solid muscle of his body.
No, Dorian only draped an arm over her, and pulled her tightly against him.
Manon was still listening to his breathing when she fell asleep, warm in his arms.
She awoke at dawn to a cold bed.
Manon took one look at the empty place where the king had been, at the lack of supplies and that ancient sword, and knew.
Dorian had gone to Morath. And had taken the two Wyrdkeys with him.
#Chapter 62#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Manon Blackbeak#Dorian Havilliard#Manorian#The Witch Queen#Witchling#Princeling#no spoilers please#first read#read with me#read along#First Read along with me NO SPOILERS PLEASE though warning for post & tags up to KoA 62 & more reacts/notes/quotes in tags below#The news-truth-no one missing the prince?-glamours-how?-ISKRA!-oh Petrah-heavy is the head-you were already queen-I’m sorry#shooketh too dude-she’s learning-a humor shield-make my own wings-would you stay?-more important than fear-sorrow and clarity#she made an offer for love-and he didn’t take it for the same reasons-an alliance-the fight for freedom-another equal another mate#his mirror-he wouldn’t cage her-why should she bear the brunt of the sacrifice-she stayed-I am afraid of what you will become-zoyalai vibes#i know-me too-a living blade in his arms-fiercely loving-for all his days-as if forever-dammit Sarah not that again-but it grew cold#Something beautiful now in how they all fight to and them#The line-Not for her-Tired-To reach otherWhere they’d been-The queen-And her prince
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“Other lives, other existences, it didn't matter. They were polarities, and wherever they went, his half would always find hers.”
- “The Atlas Complex” by Olivie Blake
#HIS HALF WOULD ALWAYS FIND HERS#SOULMATES AND TOGETHER IN EVERY LIFE#no doubt if he didn’t die they would have been together in this one too#THEY ARE INSANE#like insane insane#nicolibby really won in TAC#like every lifetime endgame???#who else can say that???#love my soulmates#one of their many bangers from this book#and seeing as it’s my birthday I needed to post one#hope all the antis were crying reading about how much they love each other#and how Nico defines love by his connection with Libby and how Libby loves Nico more than any of the other 6 could love each other#sorry the amount of shit I went through in this toxic fandom made me not even want to be part of it anymore#and I don’t even post anything about a different ship or characters I don’t like on any platform#yet people can’t just leave me alone for liking nicolibby so I’m being petty#nicolibby#libbynico#nicolibby quotes#libbynico quotes#nico x libby#libby x nico#libby rhodes#nico de varona#olivie blake#the atlas series#the atlas complex#tac#the atlas complex spoilers#tac spoilers
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potential future tattoo??? (but without words just bc a lot of my planned future tattoos have words and apparently it’s Not Cool to have a bunch of words on your body instead of images)
House MD enjoyers, what are ur thoughts?
#genuinely want this measure tattooed on me#because I think it’s so <3#love is a doing word is another quote i would want but I wouldn’t want the sheet music yk#also I am a ‘musician’ aka I’m a singer both chorally and musical theatre styles#and also ex-band kid (I miss it sm)#so I have a lot of music-related tattoos I want#and I rly want this#but I’m trying to think of any cons to this one#help#am I just being dumb hyperfixation brain#house md#gregory house#james wilson#teardrop massive attack#love is a verb#hate crimes md#sorry for a not totally house md related post#I’ll make up for it#lucas rants
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daily dean quote #188/366:
“you got a neighbor named mr. rogers?”
- season 2, episode 9, croatoan
#supernatural#dean winchester#spn#sam and dean#spn season 2#croatoan#this episode was one of my favorites i think#‘not anymore’#bwahahah#also sorry if i’m repeating quotes#i genuinely don’t remember which ones i did#and i’m not scrolling through a hundred and ninety posts to check#so here’s hoping this is new
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Thirteenth Doctor + Incorrect Quotes ↳ 147/?
#doctor who#source: ?#episode: arachnids in the uk#character: the doctor (thirteen)#character: hakim khan#incorrect quotes#sorry the last one was late I forgot about BST#I’m gunna fix the times for tomorrow so I’m manually posting this one now
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Damn I’m kinda tired of my current blog aesthetic, I should switch things up a bit [makes the whole thing identical to how it was for like 4 years]
#guys I’m sorry 😭😭😭 when I had my fic writing renaissance I was like#oh I can do something different! new year new me! let’s make the blog yellow! let’s have a funny and unhinged bio!#but I always circle back to who I am (darkish purple blog & moon lesbian pride flag)#to be fair I was thinking about ACTUALLY doing something different when I revamped the blog this time#I thought about making it Van Gale themed. I even thought about changing my url to the-witchestower or something#which is still an idea that goes haaaard#but I’m too attached to this url GSKDBKDBDJD it has HISTORY#I changed this blog’s url only ONCE in its story exactly one week after it was created. and now it’s just a matter of identity ig#I didn’t have a great title idea though. gonna wait to see if I think of something better but for now#for now it’s that gut punch of a quote#also I’m gonna make my pinned post be an intro post#instead of just about tags#wife speaks#not hilda
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Scene: Wirt's going on a business trip leaving dipper and kids at home.
Wirt: Are you sure you'll be Ok?
Dipper: Hon, you worry too much, it's not like we're gonna set the house on fire or something.
Wirt: But you have...more than once.
Dipper: Which won't happen, like those were a really specific set of circumstances, not gonna happen again.
Wirt: Ok, I've written everything on a-
Dipper: -list a top the fridge. You've told us ten times, it'll be fine worry-Wirt. We'll miss you too.
Wirt: Yeah me too, see you soon love. Oh and-
Dipper: BYEEEE!!! ...ok he's gone, ok kids we're gonna have something nutritious, don't wanna disappoint your dad, Ok?
Kid: we're still having ice cream for breakfast, right?
Dipper: Oh, definitely...by the way, where's your sister?
Kid: In the kitchen.
Dipper:What is she-*looks in the kitchen* ...Wirt's gonna kill me.
#incorrect quotes#dipper pines#gravity falls#gf dipper#otgw#over the garden wall#otgw wirt#pinescone#FNGNTMSMSKGRB OH NOOOOOO#wirt takes ONE step outside and suddenly there’s a fire#yeah that tracks#his disaster of a husband causing chaos with the kids#oh I LOVE that#wirt has just made it to the car when he smells smoke#wirt: oh fuck my entire life#mans can’t catch a BREAK#thanks for the quote anon this is hilarious fbgnskmfn#I keep forgetting to post the quotes in the ask box I’m so sorry snfngne I’ll do better
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🖊 + ⚔🩸faustina🩸⚔
FAUSTINA was gifted her name by his holiness escribar. she was an orphan and didn’t have one, so he gave her the name faustina, which means “fortunate”— which. is ironic. because she certainly is not fortunate. he thought so as a sick joke, of course.
how fortunate for her to have been found and given purpose, praise the miracle, etc etc but she is NOT living laughing or loving cs she’s in a constant state of having to prove herself and not once has it worked in her favor. the single time that it does is when she’s DYING.
#she literally for all of time is trying to be what the legion is cs she’s like. diet legionary#sorry ariana i’m going off abt blasphemous lore that means nothing JSBFJSN BUT#she spends all of her life either starting from scratch on being a person as an orphan in albero#or post-albero— trying to prove herself worthy of the gift that she was given#which is straight up just purpose and a sense of belonging to something or someone#her only tether to personhood pre-legionary is her childhood friend eva who she stopped speaking to after being quote chosen unquote#because eva was a symbol of what she was trying to push behind her#and other things. eva belongs to someone else so her story is what it is but yeah#AND THEN#her tether to the legion was being SOMEONE WHO MEANT SOMETHING#like she was tricked— as was EVERYONE canonically into thinking that the miracle is cool and good and great and whatever#and she realizes it way too late— as she is DYING#she was never meant to get that far she was lied to!!!#anyways.#she’s living a tragic lonely life#can’t even get any tail cs the one girl she likes is dead#asks#oc: faustina
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man h*rmes really just. did not have the tools to help m*teion properly process all that despair. and how could he! no one else had them (the flowers were always white!). but he cared about her. and he wanted her to go out and learn how to deal with despair and more (in the course of your long journey you will learn from those you meet. learn to walk and run and so much more). and it’s just so sad to me. if he knew how to handle his own despair, if he knew that everyone had to find their own reason for living, he wouldn’t have needed to send her out in the first place.
#sorry about the asterisks but once i made a half joking post about v*nat and a few days later someone was talking about it in the tags like#i was serious. and if that happens to me again i’ll implode so#anyway i think about this alllll the time 😭 like how could he help her!! he didn’t know! and no one else gets it!#after ktisis they just wear him down saying over and over ‘you can just remake those creatures that died’ as if that were the point#until he just conformed to what everyone else did#the first time he ever saw the flowers change color for someone else was meeting the wol 😭#anyway this is why i’m firm in my belief that if the ancients knew about m*teion and found a way to reach her they would not have treated#her the way we do. they were already being unkind to her before any of this happened bc they don’t see her as a real person#btw speaking of not seeing someone as a real person you know who didn’t see cori as real—#[i am forcibly yanked offstage]#i need a text post tag#while i was trying to remember an exact quote i saw someone call him a hypocrite which is a whole other post i’ll leave it at this for now
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Luce: I had a vison of you getting hurt
Reborn, suddenly alarmed: When?! How?!
Luce, kicking Reborn in the shin: Now!!!
#briefly back to the khr fam for this one post that’s been sitting in my inbox for god knows how long#i’m so sorry i’m awful#but this is canon#luce is the only one allowed to kick reborn#incorrect khr quotes#katekyou hitman reborn#katekyo hitman reborn#khr#reborn#luce
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“You were right,” Paul went on in a rush. “I’m not worth the effort. I don’t give you anything worth having, all I fucking do is need, I’m repulsive, it’s not like I can blame you—“
“I never said a word of that.”
“You didn’t need to. I know it’s what you meant.”
Julian’s silence was as good as a confession. His face was so blank that Paul could read anything he wanted in his features. He chose disgust.
“I’m never going to deserve you.” He couldn’t stop talking. Part of him didn’t want to. “I know everything that’s wrong with me, and I can’t fix it, I don’t even know how, nothing I try works […] Nothing I do is ever going to matter.” The longer he spoke, the lighter he felt. “Everything I do is so small and so useless. I’m not like you. I don’t even have a shape of my own to hold anything else in place. The world would be exactly the same without me— if I disappeared you’d be the same, as if I’d never been here at wells I’ll never matter the way you do, and you know it. You don’t need me.”
Julian had gone unnaturally still. It was intoxicating to believe he was frightened and repelled by this hideous thing Paul had finally revealed himself to be. The thought filled Paul with such sick euphoria that he could hardly feel his body any longer. […] He had no words left in his head, no ideas. He barely thought about Julian at all. All he could think about was throwing himself against a wall, over and over, until he’d smashed himself into shards so fine that the void inside him could finally slip free.
from These Violent Delights, by Micah Nemerever
#these violent delights#micah nemerever#I’m so sorry for one posting so many quotes and two posting such a long excerpt here but Jesus Christ!!!!!!!!!#how did this come out of me and onto the page. this is so precisely what I felt about my last heartbreak. what the fuck
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