#or post-albero— trying to prove herself worthy of the gift that she was given | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

jamessunderlandgf · 6 months ago

Note

🖊 + ⚔🩸faustina🩸⚔

FAUSTINA was gifted her name by his holiness escribar. she was an orphan and didn’t have one, so he gave her the name faustina, which means “fortunate”— which. is ironic. because she certainly is not fortunate. he thought so as a sick joke, of course.

how fortunate for her to have been found and given purpose, praise the miracle, etc etc but she is NOT living laughing or loving cs she’s in a constant state of having to prove herself and not once has it worked in her favor. the single time that it does is when she’s DYING.

#she literally for all of time is trying to be what the legion is cs she’s like. diet legionary #sorry ariana i’m going off abt blasphemous lore that means nothing JSBFJSN BUT #she spends all of her life either starting from scratch on being a person as an orphan in albero #or post-albero— trying to prove herself worthy of the gift that she was given #which is straight up just purpose and a sense of belonging to something or someone #her only tether to personhood pre-legionary is her childhood friend eva who she stopped speaking to after being quote chosen unquote #because eva was a symbol of what she was trying to push behind her #and other things. eva belongs to someone else so her story is what it is but yeah #AND THEN #her tether to the legion was being SOMEONE WHO MEANT SOMETHING #like she was tricked— as was EVERYONE canonically into thinking that the miracle is cool and good and great and whatever #and she realizes it way too late— as she is DYING #she was never meant to get that far she was lied to!!!#anyways.#she’s living a tragic lonely life #can’t even get any tail cs the one girl she likes is dead #asks #oc: faustina

6 notes · View notes