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the curse of adhd:
i will remember with absolute clarity, when the thought strikes me that i have a text to send someone, that this is the fourth time in three days i've attempted to send this specific text
i will forget, in the time it takes me to pick up my phone, that i picked it up intending to send a text
#every time#managed to actually send it today!#but also i have been reminded to post this by the fact that i just had a task to do in two different rooms just now#so i turned the light on in the room i was getting to second because my brain would go 'oh why is the light on that's weird'#and check the room and it would remind me to do the second task#in the less than five seconds between turning the light on and exiting the room#my brain went 'oh the light's on better turn that off before i leave'#and i had to manually catch myself#PLS.#adhd
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healing is when you have an intrusive thought and instead of having a meltdown you go “girl what?? shut up” and move on
#🍜#minding my business folding laundry and my brain went ‘i hope i die soon’ and i was just like ‘ok ??? who asked. anyways!’#🦠
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*proceeds to drink the whole bottle*
Yeah Alastor you're gonna be loved and appreciated wether you want it or not :)
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin alastor#hazbin rosie#radiorose#platonic radiorose#qpr radiorose#even tho they have no idea what label to put on their relationship at this point#hazbin comic#comic#my art#autodesk sketchbook#it probably looks ooc from alastor to react like this but poor man has only learned his whole life that relationships have a hierarchy#“marriage > a simple friendship” in his brain and it's confusing for him that Rosie would put her friendship with him over that#also Rosie was pissed of how terrible her date went and as soon as she comes home Alastor sides with her ex husband#just to explain why she got angry so quickly basically they couldnt really understand each other that's why they got angry#I love cute fluffy radiorose but its good to see them argue sometimes eheh#I needed to get this idea out of my system and made it into a whole comic
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Me and My Shadow
"Self-Portrait with Death Playing the Fiddle" by Arnold Böcklin, except it's Emmrich...s?
#emmrich volkarin#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#da4#datv#datv emmrich#dragon age veilgaurd spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age veilguard#my art#fan art#dragon age fanart#artist on tumblr#I just randomly saw this painting on tiktok and my brain went WHAT IF--
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Actually I love the two throuples in Sense8 because one is Kala in love with her husband Rajan but also kinda cheating on him emotionally (and then sexually) with her boyfriend Wolfgang that she's mentally linked with and then when Rajan finally meets his wife's boyfriend his reaction is
And then Lito,Hernando and Dani doing this
#sense8#does anyone else ever think about how we all thought rajan would flip out but instead he saw his wifes bf and went 👀👀👀#also i love that lito and hernando are not sexually/romantically involved with dani but YES she is part of this relationship#sense8 on the brain sorry lads
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ELECTION PSA
If you are in line to vote and your state’s polls close (ex. Illinois closes at 7PM CST), do not get out of line! They are REQUIRED to let you stay in line and vote.
Don’t let anyone convince you that your vote doesn’t matter. Your voice, especially those of you in a swing state, matters greatly for the future of our country.
#election 2024#us elections#usa election#United States of America#presidential election#election day#and if you’re inclined vote blue 🙂#the last time I posted about the election I went viral and received death threats in 2020#I might be a lowly fanfiction writer but I have a goddamn brain and two degrees and I know how to use it#kamala harris
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Helluva Love Affair
Playlist that kept me inspired.
Head canons regarding the comic under the cut
I imagine Fizz had very little privacy during his time with Mammon. I imagine him sharing a dorm room with several other clowns, because Mammon is cheap. That's why he is excited about having his own room.
I think Fizz also is not used to being touched with consent. Fans grabbing him, Mammon's staff touching without asking. Just a lot of unwanted hands on him.
Despite being very famous and looking like Fizz had it all, I think Mammon took majority of his earnings and he had very little to use for himself. And that he was in severe debt to Mammon over the prosthetics.
Because Ozzie refers to Fizz as business partner, I imagine Fizz has much bigger role in Ozzie's company just than an MC. I think he is actually the manager of Ozzie's, handling events, special nights, performers etc. He knows how to put up a party!
The "Valentine's Day Gang Bang Night" outfit was definitely just for Ozzie. Fizz got tired of waiting and wanted to well and truly seduce Ozzie.
#Fizzarolli#Asmodeus#Fizzarozzie#Fizzmodeus#Helluva Boss#fizz x ozzie#art#fanart#comic#erli art#this took me eons#it is done not perfect#done not perfect#i almost went insane while doing this#but it is done#and they are still rotting my brain#long post
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mama & hatchling thing
#i think i went thru a loooong time where i didnt see thistle as a kid-kid#as in#i knew he was to be depicted as younger#or maybe stuck in a younger way of thinking that got amplified by his brain being fried live#but ever since the anime got out a looot of people brought up this idea again and their entire dynamic makes more sense in my head now#i always got the familial-protective sense from falin but now latched to the other half (a scared kid with crazy resposibilities)#the relationship makes more sense in my head#dungeon meshi#falin touden#thistle#arts#delicious in dungeon
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“…humming a tune.”
I am very unwell about alternate Leo.
(Song: 'Dream Sweet in Sea Major' by Miracle Musical)
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#tmnt 40th anniversary#rise comic spoilers#listen this will not leave my brain#time dilation or no he was actively aware and being physically teleported to all over the universe#‘bouncing around’#months went by without him im sobbing#I have not slept all night I could not fight the urge to quickly sketch this out haha#bringing back my narinder pencil style for whenever I want to make it quick haha#turtle art tag#it was really fun drawing the planets haha funky mishappen shapes to emphasize the wrongness
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Ragh Barkrock to Gorgug Thistlespring in Freshman Year VS. Gorgug Thistlespring to Mary-Ann Skuttle in Junior Year
#i dont know why this was so interesting to me but i was immediately thrown back#the moment he turned around and yelled to other students with the phrase 'this freak' i went oh... oh like... like ragh did....#and to be so clear i dont think gorgug is a bully absolutely not#but something about it scratched a deep part of my brain#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#fhjy#gorgug thistlespring#ragh barkrock#mary ann skuttle#fhfy#fantasy high junior year#zac oyama
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The soldiers, for their parts, were shaking like leaves in a storm. All of them had heard stories of what devils of Dark Gaia did- but none had ever witnessed the force of one. A few of the braver were beginning to raise their shields- trying to step forward from the huddled mass. They were barely forcing their ways out of their own terror. This thing- this thing was a monster.
Strawbeet had surged into the temple- he had to find the acolytes. The prisoners. They could practically feel the lines of the crystalline structure on their back- initially a joke against the temple, but now, it rang as a reminder. They didn't dare look back amidst the explosions and sounds of crunching metal and cracking Chaos Energy. He bolted down each hallway- a small spear in hand, barely kept above dragging on the stone pathway.
'Of course it's not that easy...!' They scrambled to a stop. Before the archway- the last of the ones down this hall- were three priests, each with hands raised. Chaos Energy crackled and flowed- ready to launch at any moment. The small puffs of smoke from their footsteps had no doubt been spotted- the soft noises of their running...
"SHOW YOURSELF!"
Outside, the guards were in total disarray.
"HOLD TOGETHER, MEN!" One of them growled to the others. "WE CAN'T BE SWAYED BY A DEVIL OF DARK GAIA!" It would seem they were sticking with that narrative- two of the soldiers had fallen to Dan's attack. Jewel was bolting for the tower- intent on taking out those that kept launching magical missiles. There wouldn't be armaments on this battlefield for long, not if he had a say.
However, several were staring at Dan as if they'd just seen Dark Gaia himself rip out of the ground and proclaim their end was nigh. One had even fainted- but most were beginning to gather, shields slowly morphing together with faint crackles and snaps.
"STAND FOR THE CHAOS EMERALDS!"
"Fuck this--!" The stragglers (who had indeed been utterly terrified), bolted into the desert. They wanted nothing to do with this- surely, the emeralds wouldn't deny their spots in the afterlife for this, right??? But they didn't want to die--!
The remainders, like a singular organism- charged. A massive wave of rainbow-shifting Chaos Energy, bearing down on Dan. It crackled and popped- the energies of various Chaos Energy wielders shifting just beneath the shell. It was strong- at the easiest, a means of intimidation.
That had worked better than expected in some ways, at least their attention was solely on him for the time being, shame trying to get them to just make this easy wasn't as successful, even if fear was a clear element in their hearts it had just made them all the more stubborn from the looks of things.
"I'm really not a devil of Dark Gaia, but sure, think whatever you want......" He'd respond to their yells casually before grinning.
".......I'm far worse." Of course he was going to have some fun with it, this was far from the first time some had tried to kill him and it wouldn't be the last most likely.
With Jewel's attack knocking some of them off guard, it gave him some time to make a similar motion that he did only moments ago, using his fingers to influence the shadows of the night before the darkness would once again rise up in a larger mass, blocking the subsequent three missiles, more bangs following suit before the shadows returned to normal moments as if they hadn't even been there in the first place
To further incentivise their attention away from possibly noticing Strawbeet's previous movements or trying to retaliate against Jewel's throw, He'd begin to deliberately move closer to the other guards, stopping just short of their shields and within range of their own attacks.
"Cmon, if you want to slay the monster you've labelled me as, your not going to destroy me by hiding behind your shields like cowards, no one going to try and be a hero?"
Of course he was more than ready to defend himself and counter should any of them dare to actually try. It was an obvious bait but again, Dan was just having fun with it given their natural panic and accusations. "Last chance, if you run away now I'll let you go. If not, I'm going to deal at least double the amount of pain you do so openly to others!"
#rxbellinghxrald#don’t worry we’ll be back one day/to celebrate our glory days | queue#Everybody loves me cause I’m two faced/Cause I pretend that nothing’s wrong | Strawbeet “Straw” the Quokka#guest tag TBA | Jewel the Lamb.#//hope that's okay I kinda played music-#//and brain /went with it/
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one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle
#my best friend doesn’t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk#I feel so fucking awful rn#I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir#but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere#it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now#only way to get my brain to shut up#I have such a busy weekend ahead as well#godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas#I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry#but I sure Feel Like Doing It
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Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.
Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.
#IT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY TO ME HOW DELIGHTED B GOT ??? FOR VIOLENCE?#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#like okay you have d17/megatron okay#d17 got consumed by vengeance. iconic of him. you SEE him grow more ruthless/ violent........AND THEN YOU HAVE B 127#he got knife hands for 0.00937 seconds and immediately KILLED PEOPLE SO EASILY IM SCREAMING SDJKJSDS#did by accident and then did it gleefully. AND SO WELL TOO LIKE ???? bro got that hunger for violence ig. got that delight.#i wish we got to see d17 and b127 interact more cause imagine b got his knife hands early and d17 was like.... alright start stabbing#and b127 is LONELY. mf is deprived of interaction and CLEARLY clingy. i see him telling d17 to stand down so he isn't hurt.#not necessarily because he has the SAME morals as orion/optimus#like look me in my eye. tell me if d17 didn't say something like “needing an ally not a leader” (friendship bait)#AND UR TELLING ME BEE WOULDN'T FOLD AND HELP HIM? HM? HMMMMMMMM?#like i feel like b's morals are mostly match whoever he's around. if he was around d-17 more? WELP? let's assassinate together bestie!#anyways optimus and elita gotta watch b fr cause mf is already an incredible ally on the battle field SDKJKDSS#like just tell him where to go and that place would DESTROYED. NO WITNESSEES LEFT. LIKE HELLO#transformers one my beloved#d 16#megatron#tf one#tf one megatron#tf one b 127#b 127#transformers one fanart#never know how many actual tags to use istg.#imagine being isolated for years and all that shit went down like what is going on in b's brain rn. mf got 3 friends and then lost one#SO QUICKLY
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definitelynottober day 8- a hazy temptation but i have no clue what i was doing and this is what i ended up with ig KJASLKDJAWKJ👍
#definitelynottober#definitelynottober2024#i legit went in the canvas brain empty and then ended up with two floating faces. then i had to figure out the poses and die#scarian#hermitshipping#i would tag hgcz fanart but i am a coward LOL#isdoodles#my art#argh i wish i could render more but i reached the rendering quota tdy my brain is. disintegratin 👍
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#lmao#for anyone who's curious the process went:#send ask to aita official#blog blows up#someone realizes its a chexer fic#i follow them bc they seem cool#i join their rvb server#their encouragement pushes me to finish the Actual Fic i was working on#i expand the fic to be more of a whole au after it comes out much better than expected#the next fic in the au that i work on has to do with a character's brain injury#this leads me to do research into brain injuries#''......huh. this sounds. a lot like the neurological symptoms that my doctors have been saying is just part of my anxiety disorder''#think on that for a while#go to the ER for unrelated reasons#remember my theory#bring it up to the doctor#Doctor Immediate Concern#doctors orders a ct scan#''eeyup! that there's some atrophying and a chiari malformation! y'ever had a head injury''#(i had had several)#''well! shit! time to refer you to neurosurgery :) see if we cant do somethin about all that memory loss and severe pain and shit''#and now we are here#it also lead me to research osddid systems for the first fic#and now my therapist is having me tested for osdd because i did not know that those symptoms were not a thing everyone experiences#so like. thanks for helping me meet friends who could encourage me to engage with the things i like + learn more about myself#^ ^ <3#im actually not gonna say ''ok last update fr this time'' bc idfk maybe something WOULD be funny to post on here
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free will is drawing ur two favorite characters together and making them gay
#akekita content in this economy? it's more likely than you think#this is like for the three ppl that ship them (me tumblr user haliai and atlus)#also which boyliker at atlus designed yusuke's phantom outfit like WHY is he dressed like a gay hooker 💀💀💀💀#the skintight spandex bodysuit designed to show off the slutty waist?? the exposed cleavage?? the cunty little fox tail?? bro 😭#my hand was shaking while i was drawing the second img it felt so IMMODEST 😭😭😭😭😭#i wish atlus confirmed which highschool akechi went to bc i love the hc that he attends kosei#his tie matches hifumi's ribbon so i think they're trying to tell us smt (im delusional)#ANYWAY akechi and yusuke would match each other's freak lowkey like they're both hardcore yappers that weird everyone else tf out#akechi would find solidarity in the fact that yusuke doesn't shut up abt whatever he's interested in#also also the fact that akechi is a mirror version of him bc they're victims of the same situation#both being exploited and utilized as tools after their mothers death#by the man they called father in exchange for validation or a false sense of place#but ultimately yusuke was saved by phantom thieves while akechi refused any pity and slowly succumbed to fate of his own making#really makes you look at atlus and think whats going on in their buttery smooth brains for not including other character interactions#aside from the social links with joker. the wasted dynamic potential between some of the characters is insane 😭#persona 5#p5#yusuke kitagawa#kitagawa yusuke#goro akechi#akechi goro#akekita#bro me when i stay up until three am drawing persona instead of finishing my lab (i’m beyond cooked 💀💀)#i think i need to switch college majors i can’t keep doing this#lotus draws
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