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diverse-hearts-ocs · 5 months

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//Me - trying to avoid dentist until after my birthday

My tooth - randomly decides to eject a crown that I almost swallow...and now my back tooth is open to the elements ✨

Cramp was already kicking my ass >_< now I have to try and get an emergency appointment tomorrow

#ooc mobile.#//I needed to vent because GOD #//Four days before my birthday - let's just make everything hurt /o/#//And I will have to pay for an emergency appointment...so I hope my disability money is in Q_Q #tw: dentist #tw: toothache

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honeypleasejustkillme · 2 years

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bpd is turning nothing into everything, its knowing you’re being irrational and not being able to stop regardless.

#literally just started an arguement because he said love ya too #i need ″you‶ it gives me security #so ofc i lashed out instead of just explaining #god i’m such a fucking mess #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd problems #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd shitposting #bpd splitting

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sealbuffed · 5 days

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💢repressing compulsion💢

#ace attorney #miles edgeworth #fanart #capcom #i initially drew this as a vent as my job has been exasperating my mental illness but of course i still have to be professional #but then i realized it is very reminiscent of defendant freakouts so happy accident i guess?#the only scenario in which i think miles would express these feelings is directly before his 'faked' su*c*de attempt #which is a whole other discussion too i firmly believe that he Attempted and Failed and upon failing still needed desperately to #get the hell away from where he was.....#i think phoenix uncovering the reality of the dl-6 incident is an incredibly remarkable and world changing event for him #something about self ordained guilt to cope with grief because if i don't blame myself where can i possibly put all of this..?#completely shifts his perspective on himself #and the person he wants to be moving forward #so much rambling i'll stop for now #but yeah expect more ace attorney #God.#IT'S SO OVER FOR ME!

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smile-files · 4 days

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a blackhole of happiness, greedy for the light it cannot give back

#dandy's doodles #ii #inanimate insanity #ii clover #kin #vent #<- okay to reblog!! i like how this turned out #also i will not be elaborating :thumbsup: everything's okay so you don't need to worry #it's very fun projecting onto clover. even if she doesn't have a problem i do i can easily analogize it with one she does have #isn't it fun how clover's leaves are heart-shaped? and how the word 'love' is in her name?#also i can't help associating clover with fire. just because of the box incident #and after all fire (and what it represents) is a great example of something that can be so helpful and so harmful at the same time #heat and light... it sustains life but can also destroy it #like the sun! or god! a flaming pillar that guides you and destroys your enemies in the wilderness #i have a whole catalog of clover symbology if you couldn't tell. very fond of her conceptually

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mormonforgetmenot · 12 days

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I love being queer and I love being a mormon, but there are times when I'm just so tired.

#im really glad i found queerstake because i definitely would have left the church by now if not #i can't believe i went that long without any kind of community #i just guessed that there were other people like me because i couldn't possibly be the only one #but i hadnt met anyone yet who was queer a member and was planning to stay and i just felt so alone in this #i was actually on the verge of leaving and giving up when i stumbled across a post #i dont even know how it could have possibly crossed my path it was so random i really think god put it there because there is no way #especially in the moment i needed it that badly #it was just a part of a liveblog from a general conference that was especially rough on me and i saw the queerstake tag #because like. i dont want to leave. why should i have to i like it here i dont want to leave just because people dont want me here #and i just really want to be there and hopefully be fully out one day so that queer kids in the church can see me and know they aren't alon #but there are times when im just so bleh and tired and sad #vent #tw vent #queerstake

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daffythefox · 5 months

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Fun fact: People with high amounts of empathy can abuse people with low/no empathy! Having empathy (even very high amounts of it) does not make it so someone can't be abusive. Having low/no empathy does not make it so you can't be abused.

#actually npd #npd #low empathy #no empathy #actuallynpd #me when i #this is about my ex #god i feel like such an idiot #im probably gonna make a vent about it later because I need to process a couple things #ugh

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lyss-butterscotch · 2 months

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OH GEE GOLLY I LOVE IT WHEN IMPORTANT DOCUMENTS ISN'T PUCLICALLY ANNOUNCED AT ALL BUT IS PASSED AROUND BY WORD OF MOUTH, TRULY THE MOST PROFESSIONAL WAY OF RELAYING INFORMATION TO STUDENTS

SURELY THIS WILL GET TO EVERYONE AND NOT BE LOST TO SOME PEOPLE SURELY A FULL PROOF PLAN

#about to almost not graduate in time #because apparently the full list of documents i need isnt #in #THE #ANNOUNCEMENT GROUP FOR SOME GOD AWFUL REASON?????#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #VENT #VERY ANGRY VENT ACTUALLY

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yugocar · 4 months

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queer history is not american queer history. it has, of course, had plenty of influence on queer movements around the world, it does not mean that by knowing it you know the queer history of my culture and my country. i cannot explain how frustrating it is to see people who think that bombing my country was fine because we are all homophobic talk as though they have a universal understanding of being queer.

#american history is not world history american relations are not world relations and god help me because i know this is Controversial #statement on tumblr dot com but an american poc is not inherently less prone to extremely american behaviour by the virtue of being poc #i have been more irriated by some things i read on here lately and i know its a microcosmos i know #maybe i need to clear out who i follow a bit i love my mutuals too much too stop being on here #also sadly at the moment its difficult to go outside #vent #logs

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axolotluv · 2 months

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Actually almost cried seeing a post about not being fucking racist towards native americans I'm goona trhow up i love you hold me

#ax speaks #vent #the amount of stuff ive been dealing with lately #the whole pizza tower thing got me #with people basically claiming racism against us doesnt matter because we dont really exist anymore #god i needed to see something antiracist #about natives #ough #im gonna throw up #i love you dims and harmony #thank you guys for rbing that

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omg-ame-chan · 2 months

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think i screwed up a tinyyyy bit

#tw sh #tw self harm #in tags only #guess who just found out the antiseptic they were using to clean their cuts has been expired for like a year!!!!#hold on guys i misread it's actually been expired by 2 years!!#i've been using this bottle for the past week or so because the last one ran out i used it all #i only realized something was off today when it came out chunky???#anyways am i cooked. i could be cooked.#can we get a 'good luck ame' in the chat because god knows she needs it #vent post #jiraiblogging

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anaalnathrakhs · 4 months

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love this part of my life where the things that are difficult but challenging and good for me are things i can stop and skip and halfass, but the things that are difficult and painful and pointless are the things i have to live with no matter what

#school and home life are too much to handle so i skip school #because i cant kick my parents out #and appartments cost money #and i dont have a car to sleep in #i could maybe try to dig up my old childhood tent but that brings a whole host of logistic questions + im scared and it's difficult #anyway. it's fine. it's cool. i just have to hold on until i graduate high shcool and then ?????#find a way to live without my parents money OR scholarships #all for some nebulous end goal of having a job (the only field i'm interested in and good at offers two options:#to become an academic #or to become a freelancer #i do not have the fortitude to be an academic and being a freelancer is convoluted and pays like shit)#i might've spent 24h without my parents occasionally if i spent the night at a friend's place once or twice recently #but besides that the last time i've gone 48h without my parents was when the mental health center organised a week camp uhhhh...#two summers ago #incredibly good for my mental health as you can see #god i remember like... years ago. around 13yo maybe or 14. a guy. i dont know if he was a mental health professional or like social cases #but anyway he told me ''you're too afraid to be away from mommy and daddy'' and it made me want to rip his eyes out #several other people have implied or suggested that too over the years and it's just #am i too dependant on my parents? yes. will it be difficult to take my independance? yes.#does it means i don't both rationally recognize and feel that this is really fucking unhealthy and hindering for me #on top of being unpleasant?#FUCK NO #i want out my guy. there's just not many opportunities for an already mentally ill teenager #now that i'm eighteen i have to grapple with the logistical problems of the money needed and how to continue my education #and im sure a billion more if i start searching a little more seriously #perhaps i should kill myself that way i don't cost anyone any more money #broadcasting my misery #vent

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maxphilippa · 5 months

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uh. vent art. or something. losing yourself and losing everyone who you cared about as a result

#inanimate insanity #inanimate insanity invitational #ii #ii 2 #ii 3 #inanimate insanity cabby #. that's it #i'm. so so exhausted.#i feel like i'm actually going to throw up from how disgusted i am with myself #of course they wouldn't want to be friends w/me of course they don't like talking to me anymore #i am too broken to even be a good friend #hell even my best friend is leaving my side lately #i don't want to go back. i don't want to see them again tomorrow. i don't want to.#i don't want to feel like i'm insignificant i was doing so good why does it hurt why is it hurting now #i don't want to feel like death is the only solution i don't want to i don't want to be alone i don't want to be forgotten #i don't want to be unloved just because i can't fix myself anymore #i don't have anything to offer anymore i'm so so sorry i wish i did i wish i was still happy and healing #i wish i was i wish i was im sorry i can't.#sigh. well can't do much about it now anyway. uh yeah cabby is my mood rn. also talking about irl friends here.#god this was so bad i need to die rn #cw vent #cw sui mention #i guess #mhm. i think i need a therapist

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 6 months

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me desperately trying to outrun my writer’s block for the fiftieth time this week

#i know i vent about my writing struggles a lot on here #but god i really am struggling with this chapter of four walls so much #i feel disconnected and overly critical and lacking motivation and UGH #why can’t life be simple and just let me enjoy the things i enjoy #maybe i’m struggling so much because actually this is the longest story i’ve written in literal years and it’s kind of a daunting #i don’t want to mess it up #and i’m kind of scared i’m losing the thread #i know i just need to trust the process but sometimes it’s really hard #okay rant over #i’m going to gather snacks and return to my laptop and see if i can finally get in the zone #lulu posts

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royal-wren · 6 months

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Years and years later but especially in the last three years, I think people focus way too much on Apollon/Apollo's physical appearance to an odd (and frankly intense/offputting) degree.

"Oh, Apollon's so pretty!!!!!" ...okay, but what about literally anything else about him? Is there really anything else about him that stands out in a positive cool way to you? Do you like that he has a connection to mice? to fertility? to archery? to disease? to people who are feeling out of place or in a new area? to the home? to the thriving of a city and its community? to war/battle(fighting)? to aid and protection?

#apollo #apollon #there #I finally said it #it drives me insane with how shallow and vain it is #maybe I feel extra weird seeing it because he's like an older sibling to me -- but also to the nth degree because #he's a god/individual and dare I say distressing #dorian's polytheism diary #people can reblog if they want I just need to vent a little about this because while it might be small to some -- it's eating at me

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chiprewington · 1 year

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i'm in my "i want to hold him" phase

#toontown #corporate clash #corporateclash #chip revvington #toontowncorporateclash #toontown corporate clash #ttcc #chainsaw consultant #perry winkles #my art #<- putting that there because edited models #selfship bullshit yet again #perry is WAY too small to properly hold him. can barely even fit eir arms around his shoulders. ey dont care.#i need to talk more in-depth about these two though i just keep posting the sappy stuff #the sappy stuff is good but i need to talk about the whole qpr slowburn eventually!!!!!!#but also. but also. chip as a giant ~9000lb 11ft 7in steel machine needs to be held so gently and told everything's okay and he's safe and-#relieve him at least slightly of the dark cloud hanging over his mind.#let him feel relief told in a heavy sigh expelled from his neck vents.#he's in control and that's what's important.#he'd probably chuckle to himself. how did he get here with a critter of all things?#and yet he still sits there feeling comforted and loved #god i want to hear him chuckle. it'd be such a deep and bassy sound. it'd be adorable.#idk. something something roger and jessica but traumatized that's my favorite summary of these two #🍒#cherry

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quietwingsinthesky · 2 months

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#vent #sorry god not to use this as a space for that since i almost never do but i am. so frustrated.#so context is that over this year i have lost. like. A Concerning Amount Of Weight. without changing anything about my lifestyle.#hell if anything i’m doing worse on that front because i have no fucking energy now. i am constantly exhausted and dizzy. i can’t eat as #well as i used to and i can’t exercise. i do not feel good!!!#but i can’t say a goddamn thing to my family because the minute they hear ‘lost weight’ it’s like their brains turn off and they don’t hear #the rest of what’s going on. it’s purely positive for them.#EVEN IF I DID NOT FEEL LIKE SHIT. AND I VERY MUCH DO. I STILL WOULD NOT LIKE MY BODY SUDDENLY CHANGING ON ME LIKE THAT.#i liked how i looked and i liked how i felt.#i felt so much fucking stronger and more alert like 30 pounds ago. now im always tired and none of my clothes fit and im cold because all my #fucking padding got taken away from me!!!! i needed that!!!!!!!!#im just hoping Something shows up in my bloodwork this month to clue me in to what’s going on because this can’t continue. i hate this.

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