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I lost some info so I may have to keep working on it but I like where it’s headed. Ladynoir is the only thing keeping me practicing digital art so I’ll keep drawing them :3
#ladynoir#my art#miraculous#ml#mlb#ml fanart#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng#ladybug#chat noir#digital art#sketch#my eyes hurt :c#and my back#i imagine them older and confortable in their flirting and camaraderie#<3#lovesquare#i don't if it's prpr but it could be :v
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loopsie daisy scribbles
separate pics under the cut
oh and references! i almost forgot that >.>
first pic: (link)
second pic: outfit is lady dimitrescu's from resident evil and the pose is from (link)
third pic: (link) i was looking at traditional costumes/dress from guadeloupe ;u; give loop a dress in a pattern from home
forth pic: well the pose i freehanded, but loop's blouse is from some rwby concept art for the shirt under ruby's corset in i think volume five? i don't remember, it's been awhile, but anyways! pic of that attached below vvv
#2024#isat loop#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat odile#isat#in stars and time#sifloop#loopdile#isat two coins au#technically#having to tag spoilers b/c of a coin is never not funny#loop had to do some SERIOUS convincing to get odile to dance with them#digital art my beloathed... my eyes fucking hurt i hate this macbook you can't turn the brightness down on it jfc OW#i put all my effort into the lady d one and it slowly petered off... does it show#anyway anyway anyway!!! i hope you're all doing well i love you
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House of the Dragon s01e05 We Light the Way // Game of Thrones s02e06 The Old Gods and the New // House of the Dragon s01e05 We Light the Way // A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin, Chapter LVI, Theon V // House of the Dragon s01e07 Driftmark // Game of Thrones s02e03 What Is Dead May Never Die // House of the Dragon s01e07 Driftmark // Game of Thrones s02e07 A Man Without Honor // House of the Dragon s01e07 Driftmark // A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin, Chapter LVI, Theon V // House of the Dragon s01e07 Driftmark // A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin, Chapter XXXVII, Theon III // A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin, Chapter LVI, Theon V // House of the Dragon s01e07 Driftmark // Game of Thrones s02e06 The Old Gods and the New // House of the Dragon s01e09 The Green Council // Game of Thrones s01e04 Cripples, Bastards and Broken Things // House of the Dragon s01e09 The Green Council // A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin, Chapter LXVI, Theon VI // House of the Dragon s01e09 The Green Council // A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin, Chapter XLVI, Bran VI // House of the Dragon s01e09 The Green Council // Game of Thrones s02e03 What Is Dead May Never Die //
#gotedit#hotdedit#asoiaf#theon greyjoy#alicent hightower#long post#(c)lsb#in the entitled quote ali's being somewhat irrational and unfair bc nyra did not take an eye she's not trying to keep it away#rhaenyra was only trying to protect her own little boy whose eye alicent felt entitled to#while theon thought asha wanted him dead when she came to wf to save him tho she didnt have to and hes wishing her ill#and then we don't have a direct reaction to 'now they see you as you are' but you can see the words before that getting under ali's skin#making her look even more hurt and bewildered by her former bff than she already was on this night when her son was maimed#compared to theon still hurt by robb's ingratitude months later and caring abt being liked in wf even after his men killed some of the folk#so that's more a vibes based thing but the rest should be self-explanatory#happy theon thursday!#the book citations are so detailed bc i had this fully edited almost a week ago scheduled for next theon thursday#so i kept coming back to the queue to look at my work and make small little edits#tv: house of the dragon#tv: game of thrones
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It's very hard to not compare myself to others nearing their 27th birthday. But when I compare myself to myself, I can recognise that going out with friends for a nice evening of food, laughing and a film, is miles and miles away from the quivering mess of destroyed mental health I used to be. Someone who was trapped by a failed school system, multiple grooming incidents, a believe my neurodivergence was just personal failings and the totally unknown OCD.
I am the best 26, nearly 27 year old I could possibly be. And by 28, I will be better still, because I love every single version of myself I have ever been. Those girls deserve how I am, and how I will become.
So please, this disability awareness month. Look at yourself, and see the things you've grown in to. Look at how you've blossomed. It doesn't matter if you're still budding in a potted plant while others are huge rose bushes. Your roots are spreading, your petals are growing, and you are the best you can be right now. No matter where that is, THAT is a good thing. All your pain is valid and how you feel is real, but please don't give up. No matter how hopeless if feels, please stay alive another minute. An hour. A day. You really don't know when you'll suddenly stop wanting to die, because being alive got a bit better.
#urchin art#disability awareness month#disability pride month#mental health#ocd#ptsd#c-ptsd#cw-grooming#grooming#adhd#autism#please celebrate the little things#something small to others is still allowed to be huge to you#I'm going out for pizza with friends- and those friends will probably have wine and beer#I used to be so controlled by fear of alcohol I would walk with my eyes shut and breathe held near pubs to get to work#I was terrified even the sight and particles of alcohol would hurt me#now I'm here#it can change#I promise it can change
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i need them to look more sad and pathetic
#my one c ritique of cure puka is their eyes r not droopy enough#pc#my wrist is starting to hurt argh
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im ngl i think my favorite headspace to be in is "want to be annoying"
#i am also really low energy today so i cant really do my normal expressions of it#(spam messaging Everyone i want to talk to at any given moments notice; sending random pictures/asks/etc to ppl)#but i also like. love being annoying. idc how others feel about it. there's something so wonderful to me about being such a nuisance to ppl#u like that they roll their eyes when you post your random thoughts AGAIN#there's something so lovely about pushing peoples buttons (within reason)#there's something just so fun about being ANNOYING!!!!!#ugh#i think it may genuinely be impossible for anyone to make me hate myself with mean words now#i think about it a lot and ppl can be really mean and it'd make me sad ofc if people were mean to me#butalso like#every person who is mean to me for silly reasons or bc they wanna take me in bad faith; every hateful thing thats been said to me - its all#jokes. my screen name on discord in a couple different servers is nicknames over stuff thats ACTUALLY been said to me#i think weirdly fondly of the man who yelled out to me on my birthday last year “fat bitch” fromhis car not bc he's a good man (fuck him)#but bc yeah that hurt my feelings alittlein the moment - and then after i was like wait why? i AM a fat bitch! its one of my favorite thing#and every time soemone hates something abt me i just kinda learn to love it out of spite#anyway all of this is 2 sy: mutuals if u read this im holdin my finger 2cm frm your cheek going “IM NOT TOUCHING U” & giggling abt it c:
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WAIT YOURE A MOTHER 3 FAN TOO????? BEST BLOGGER ON THIS WEBSITE FR FR
NJDASNJKDAS YEAH YEAH for the few people who have known me long enough to know my Origin Story. I actually joined tumblr ten years ago as a Mom 3 ask blog :") It literally was the Start of my online presence here and I hold it so near and dear to my heart 🥰
#I will always be a Mom 3 fan at heart. That was my ORIGIN baby#I had that ask blog before I even had THIS blog#Which I'm p sure turns ten next month. GOD.#Anyway asktwinheroes started in January of 2014 I believe. So yeah. A DECADE ago#Which is INSANE to me#Anyway I love Mom 3 so so so much it's such a brilliant game#It's funny and charming and heartbreakingly sad sometimes#I bawled my EYES out at the ending. The first time I played it my mom literally thought smth was wrong#She was like ARE YOU OKAY ARE YOU HURT??#Me: C-C-CLAUSSSSS 😭😭😭#Claus still remains one of my comfort characters and one of my FAVORITE characters in all of media of all time.#PERIODT!!!#ANYWAY yeah I am a Mother 3 fan...to put it lightly...LOL#Shima answers questions#Mother 3#Mother series
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There is one movie I still have yet to see.
Well technically two but one is non existent on the internet streaming services and it makes me cry (BECAUSE HES A VIDEO GAME NERD and I've watched all his scenes and I hate that girl who kept leading him on then breaking his heart, bitch. ... anyways I love him already...i-i..I'm rambling aren't I?) Anyways that movie is called not waving but drowning.
Anyways I need to go see where I can find the movie What if/The F Word because I was quoting that AD character long before I knew who AD was! Lmfao also ya know the meme "good soup" ? yeah congrats thats my fiance Sackler by the way 🤣)
Rant in tags(?) Ish? Not really??? .....where am I?
#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS IS INCOHERENT RAMBLING?#Really wanna add the nit waving but drowning character to my crush list....#although I really WOULD have to call Sackler as well...Sackler because NWBD character is also named Adam 🤭#or like...Adam S. vs just Adam because i don't think he has a last name? 🤔#anyways NWBD Adam is actually a really big sweetheart... like...this girl...sorry this bitch KISSES HIM knowing he really really likes her#more than a friend and flat out says AFTER the kiss ''I don't like you'' and you can see the hurt in his eyes but he just says#''T-Thats okay..'' NO NO PRECIOUS MAN IT IS NOT OKAY! SHE IS VENOMOUS I want to steal him away ;^;#c-can I steal him away even though I'm unable to watch the while movie? 👉👈 because I cannot find it anywhere#whole movie* LET. ME. EDIT. TAGS. ON. MOBILE. ISTG
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haha! bit ill
#bakuspeech#delete later#I definitely don't have a fever my forehead doesn't feel that hot (thermometer shows 38.6 degree c) well#this is a bit of a high fever for a cold I think. so I might be in for the A virus goin around rn#Ive headed it of when my throat started hurting so Im not coughing a lot#and the guideline says stay home until I get worried. and I made my own food today so Im not worried yet lol#but yeah tldr: sick. not a major chance of it getting worse but I'm keepin an eye on it#so uh. wont be talking much for the next week probably! not that I say a lot nowadays lmao#dont worry about me. I do miss drawing tho have to sit out of drawing yet again.... auuuu#cool story I'll tell u guys later. not now tho I gotta lay down probably#okay alright have a good night lads#we strong! we're strong! we chill n we'll get thru this
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The way I saw my favorite band in vegas and it injected lightning into my soul and inspired me to start designing merch again...
All of these are designed by me and printed in the US available here.
#sit stay beg#mcr#long live draag#mcrmy#my chemical romance#emo#swemo#like ghosts in the snow#conventional weapons#the world is ugly#the light behind your eyes#vampires will never hurt you#make room#make room!!!!!#s/c/a/r/e/c/r/o/w#the sharpest lives#how i disappear#bullets#i brought you my bullets#PANSY#take it lik a man#vampire money#twilight#edward cullen#danger days#the black parade#swarm#decay#foundations of decay#kill all your friends
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Why the fuck am I sobbing about dsmp at 1 am on a friday night. and thats not a fucking exaggeration im fucking sobbing over this fucking block game roleplay. because i miss it. I miss the banter and the shits and giggles and maybe it wasn't perfect but i had hope. it was good. and now im sobbing on a friday at 1 am because ill never get to experience it again
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Arc, okay I'm asking higher-ups to ditch the hardware setup for me and just let me go into the sims-
#rotomblr#// hhh one of the controllers died. distance between lenses was poor. the headset adjustment was shit#// and the person on the main vr was done shortly after i got on#// my eyes hurt :c
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EVERY DARKRAI HATE POST HAS BEEN CANCELLED IT'S GONNA HELP ME CHEAT ON MY MATH TEST
#mod arki#pokeblogging#pokeblr#WE ONLY WIN#I CAN'T BELIEVE PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE WORKED AND THIS IS OUR FINAL AGREEMENT. WHAT THE FUCK#I lied btw Darkrai hateposting will continue as usual as soon as I stop being shy about posting again#don't tell it that. please. I need this grade#really hoping Darkrai knows math. tbh I have no idea how it intends to do this#but as long as it doesn't a) hurt my eyes; b) gives me nightmares (unlikely) or c) kills anyone then I'm good
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good news: I think I discovered when, how, and WHERE to take walks without feeling like I'm being hunted
#a) on back streets like suburbs#b) PRE 7am. nobody is out on the back streets AND the sun is usually not in my eyes AND its usually chillier#c) related to be but if i do it pre 7am im usually too sleepy to give a shit. meeting a car at an intersection still hurt me but i recovered#because i was too sleepy#anyway incredible developments. i walked at 7am this morning and i was JUST missing the blue hour#so if i walked at like 6am it would've been prime blue hour scenery#i love the blue hour....#(*related to b lmao not be)#yet another reason for me to start getting up at 6 am instead of 7 am lmao
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good morning im still fucking deranged. sorry. feel free to ignore this if its too much
im thinking about springtrap being so blissed out he becomes really giggly and shameless, just agreeing with anything you say and asking for more and pleading with you every time you stop for a second, either to give your hands a break or just to tease him. and this is so far from how he normally tries to present himself that it's both kind of amusing and endearing, and EXTREMELY satisfying to bring him to that point, to think that YOU are doing that to him, YOU are reducing the big scary monster to a melty giggling puddle. rgrhhagrhgashDGGERRHFHDGRRRRGRGRRRRRRRRRR IM GOING TO START BARKING
do not even get me started on the springlocks. it's about the closeness. the intimacy. the psychological aspect of getting pleasure out of the thing that killed you. it's about the DANGER, yanking your hands away before they snap closed and savoring his reaction. it's about the sensation being so much and hurting a little bit but feeling so good. it's about letting someone do that to you. it's about trusting them with that. i have this specific scrap of dialogue that is running CIRCLES in my head rn of him saying "it hurts..." in this dazed tone and replying with "do you want me to stop?" and he goes "...no" and then i rock his fucking world. DO YOU SEE MY VISION
wow who said all that aha must have been a gnome
you and me bro......we shaking hands cuz holy SHIT YOU GET IT YOU FUCKING GET IT. BIUG SCARY MONSTER DUDE REDUCED TA JUST A WRITHING GIGGLY PILE OF PLEASURE OH MY GODDD YOU GET IT YOU UNDERSTAND
#SPRINGLOCK FUCKING FRP THE WIN OHHH MY GOD#THIS ASK MADE MY HEAD SPIN IT MADE MY HEAD POP CLEAN OFF MY FUCKING BODY#GONNA USE IT AS A BOWLING BALL AND WHOOPSIE!! STRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CUZ YOU'RE RIGHT ON THE FUCKING MONEY#spacie splains#ITS ABOUT HIM FEELING PLEASUIRE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 30 YEARS ITS ABOUT THE TRUST ITS ABOUT HIM WANTING AND BEGGINF FOR IT#ITS ABOUT IT HURTING BUT HURTING SO GOOD IMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM#OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD#I HAVE TO PACE ABOUT THIS....I NEED TO GET UP AND WALK AROUND.#fave ask#fave fave fave#fave#dont mind meeee coming back ta this ask every once in awhile b/c YOU PAINT A BEAUTIFUL PICTURE#I SEE YOUR VISION IM IN YOUR MIND YOU'RE CASTING YOUR BRAINWAVES ON THE WALL THRU YOUR EYES LIKE#A GODDAMN PROJECTOR#NEED TO EAT DRYWALL ABPOUT THIS IM GONNA TAKE A BITE OUT OF MY WALL#YES!!! BIG SCARY GUY PERSONA FUCKING SHRIVELS WHEN YOU'RE AROUND YES!!!!!!!1 YOU MAKE HIM SOFT YOU MAKE HIM VULNERABLE!!!!!!!!!!!#im gonna be sickkkk imSO FUCKING SICK#best ask ive ever gotten about this. SERIOUS.#IM SERIOUS BUSINESS ABOUT FUCKING THAT OLD MAN#''do you want me to stop?'' ''...no.'' sLAMS MY FUCKING HEAD ON THE TAB#RAAAAAAAAAAAARHAGRHAGRAHGRHHGAGRHAGHRGAHRGHARGHAGRHAGRGAHGR4#SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMS#SCREAMS#SCREAMS SCREAMS
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and @maljefe wrote in the journal : “ it was a pleasure to know you. ” she breathed out, gazing into his terrified face. show scripts of the tales of loni and kazimir.
❛ loni... ❜ he gasps out, existential crisis momentarily forgotten as the shock brings out the most in human capacity. he stares at her with dread, electric blue eyes widened as blood splatters onto his face, covers him like paint would a canvas. and what a morbid artwork the scene makes; shewolf barely holding on above him, hovering as her breaths get weaker before she crashes down on top of the cyborg, landing harshly against metallic frame. his eyes are still fixated at the spot where she would have been just a moment ago while her blood begins to roll down his face, eyes still as shocked as he can be while he stares into nothing. he says her name again, distantly as if he doesn't quiet grasp the situation. and maybe he doesn't; if he did then in this very moment the entire city would be burning to the ground. well ... most of it; he'd have to keep it safe enough to get chris out of this hellhole.
the thought of chris snaps him back to reality, makes him raise his arms weakly as if to make loni move to get off of him. ❛ hey... you have to get up. ❜ he speaks plainly before he raises his arms again, lightly grasping her arms to give her soft shakes this time. ❛ come on... chris will be angry if we're late. ❜ he speaks, voice growing more desperate. why does this feel familiar, this sensation of dread and panic? ah ... that's right. he's felt it before as a scared teenager after his first murder, when he just wanted to protect a friend and then had to flee the country to keep his family out of the crossfire. when he had to abandon everything he knew at age 14 and had to find a way to survive in a foreign country. except, despite that childish terror and the dread and fear he's felt for months back then ... this here, this was worse. it sent him back to when his sister locked him in a dark room when he was seven, thinking of it as a game and only letting him out once his terrified cries reached her ears. except this time there was nobody to let him out of the darkness; the person who could have is laying motionless on top of his cold body. he shakes her again, stronger this time.
❛ hey...!! loni!! you have to get up...!! this is no place for sleeping...!! ❜ he says, louder, more frantic before he shoots to sit up, clinging to her as if she were a life vest. he can hear a pulse, faint and slow and nearing its limit but it's there. of course it is, it wouldn't be loni valadian otherwise. he thinks. if he's knows he knows a lot about her and at the same time nothing at all. fear crushes him like rubble and suddenly he's on his feet, holding her with a gentleness that seems so alien coming from him. and he's running, desperately so. with the fastest speed he can manage. foolish ideas of revenge abandoned behind him when he makes it out of the building while holding onto his past, present and future. he has to find the doctor that saved him. he has-- if anyone can come even close to saving loni (within a reasonable distance) it's that stupid doctor. he runs, ignoring anything around him, the route familiar against his will while he looks down at the one person he managed to consistently let down.
❛ don't die on me ... i promise i'll tell you everything you want ... i'll let you in ... just ... come back to me, please ... i can't lose you ... not again ... ❜
#maljefe#i fucking hate this im getting on top of my timeout fridge AND YOURE TO BLAME#fsdAGJFKLGJLDKJHKLFD#the fact that this fucking scenario brought him to PRE leighton times. ALL THE WAY back to when he was a CHILD even though he's successfull#repressed 99.9% of it!!!! HI I HATE IT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#he's so desperate and scared how dARE YOU#anyways lol i didnt want to immediate make due with death because i dont want to see loni die :sob:#but i left it vague and up to you lmfAOO#I WILL BE HURT EITHER WAY :):):):)#i hate it here SO MUCH.#did i mention that??#› i've got a reputation. i've got a name to uphold; the world forgets i'm cold. kazimir#› everytime i close my eyes; i'm terrified you won't be waiting on the other side. kazimir && loni#death ment#long tw#violence tw#blood tw#implied death tw#ask to tag !#i had to keep this short because#a) i am sick#b) this made me sob#c) i HATE it here#is this how you feel when i send angst SDJFKSJAGLKGJLKGHJLS
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