#// 🍨 the black phone

[pinkisthenewangst]

°`🍨: Kozume Kenma x GN! Reader

°`🍨: Small Hopes

He was bored of you. From the first day your parents introduced you to him, you were simply just boring in his eyes. As if you were black and white. Absolutely no colour that would draw his eyes to your form. You just looked like all the girls that tried to charm him just because he looks cute in their eyes but after he rejected them, he suddenly gets called a jerk. Kenma was totally sure you were one of those.

But you looked at him as if he hung up all the stars for you. As if the world was made for him and he deserved all of it even though all he does is playing his games, play some volleyball and breathe like he is required to do. It was as if you were looking at a statue, build 1000 years ago, but falling in love with the little details that are still there to look at. It pulled your heartstrings when he wrinkles his nose when something annoys him. It made your heart flatter how his hair hangs in his eyes while he is focused on his handheld, that he starts to blow it out of his eyes. But it also hurt so much to see his annoyed face when you open your mouth.

It was not your fault, that you had other hobbies then he did. It was not your fault you were not able to connect to him but why does he make it look like, you did everything wrong from the first time until now? Your parents dragged you to his house after his parents wished to see you. It was Kuroo that wanted you to stay when you walked past them playing volleyball. It was the school system that made you sit in the same classroom as him. But why are you the bad person? You never argued with him. You only did small talk with him if needed. You only looked at him from far away because you both were clearly not friends. But why did your heart decide he is the boy of your dreams?

Seeing him in your dreams is nothing new. Him hugging you softly or smiling at you, with his shy but smug looking smile you sometimes see when he tricked his opponent. Dreaming about a what if situation that will never happen. In the end it was just a stupid crush that made it hard for both of you. Still you needed to let go for his peace of mind and your hurting heart. But why is letting go so hard?

You don't feel giving up because what if he happens to look past his first thoughts. What if he changes his mind? You also don't want to look weak. Weak for giving up a situation that could change. You still have one whole year until your paths will very probably part away. Even if the chance is so small you would need to zoom in on a phone, you would try to grab it with both of your bare hands. Everything that might change something even if it's just you both talking like normal classmates. What the most stupid thing is, is problem you're trying to do all of it on your own. Everything Kuroo tries to catch you and trap you in a situation with his teammate, you always find a way to escape. When the second years somehow nudge you in his direction, you always dodge Kenma before you both collided.

It was hard but one day it might change something. This was your hope and dream. Even if your heart was literally bleeding in your chest, you would just put a band-aid over it while crossing your fingers that it hopefully works out in your favour.

°`🍨: I wanted it to look like a small rant! It's nothing good or life changing but i think it's somehow still bitter sweet :> I might also open my requests for real this time lmao

°`🍨: RESQUESTS ARE ??? (NOT SURE LMAO)

[nerdieforpedro]

We Think Too Much

Chapter Three of Therapy for Well-Adjusted People

Marcus Pike x Imani Coleman (black plus size OFC)

My entire masterlist and blog are for readers 18+ MDNI. I do not consent to my work being used in AI, recommended on TikTok, borrowed or plagiarized.

Summary: Imani is nervous about taking next steps with Marcus since their lunch. He decides to be honest about what happened at work. Imani’s reaction to it leads Marcus to give in to a temptation, at least part way.

Warnings: Anxiety, states of undress, some kissing, adult discussions, ice cream 🍨, not much

Word Count: over 2.6k

Notes: We’re getting closer in this one, very close. 🤭 These two are cute. I enjoy them.

Main Masterlist / Marcus Pike Masterlist

Lunch at Panera was good. No, Imani would say it was enjoyable and so would Marcus. The pair talked for two hours, leaving both of them encouraged enough to exchange numbers to determine another lunch.

Cautiously optimistic described them both while texting and having lunch time phone calls sometimes a quick face time if Imani wasn’t at work. Marcus was careful to only request facetime if she wasn’t at work. Her schedule was pretty variable, so he usually texted beforehand. They fell into this routine for two weeks. Imani was fine with it for the most part, it was easy. That was good. No pressure, not that Pike was doing so. The opposite, he was accommodating of her schedule and some of her late-night random texts that would be tiktoks, youtube videos or instagram reels. She wondered if this might be part of her patterns. Her and Dr. Julep had spoken about it before. Imani tends to be risk-averse, especially post COVID.

During the next session, she spoke to Dr. Julep about it. The good doctor just shook her head and set her notepad down. “Imani, you’ve been talking with this man, to my understanding, daily?”

“Well yes. But it’s just been chats and facetime. We did have lunch once.” Imani picks at the skin on her fingers. A nervous habit.

“How did that go?” Dr. Julep tilted her head to the side.

“We talked for two hours. It was awesome actually. I don’t know how that happened. I felt comfortable with him. Like it was just fine to just talk about any and everything. I didn’t use a fake laugh. I might have even snorted. Marcus might know what I sound like laugh-snorting.” Watching her, even though Imani is rambling about what she thinks he may have seen, the nurse’s face looks lighter and even if she hasn’t realized it. Imani hasn’t stopped smiling. Dr. Julep is grinning.

“You like him quite a bit. This is a good look on you, being smitten.” It’s the chuckle from her own doctor that has Imani huffing on the couch. “Why haven’t you asked him when he’s available? You aren’t doing that ‘he needs to ask me first’ thing are you? Ma’am.”

“No. I just…our schedules haven’t worked out. That’s all. It’s in progress.” She doesn’t meet her gaze. Dr. Julep knows that she’s not quite truthful. She'd love to meet with Marcus in person again, but she’s scared that the more he gets to know her and her issues, he might start to pull away.

“What are you afraid of Imani? It’s okay to be fearful. It’s something new. He might be scared too. But you’ll never know if you don’t try. You want to spend time with him, right?” Dr. Julep questions, she wants to encourage her. This seems to be the start of a possible good relationship. Even if it isn’t romantic, another friend should always be welcome. But one of Imani’s goals was to at least try a romantic relationship, get past the fear of it not working out.

“I know you’re right. I should just ask, just buck up and ask.” Imani told herself more than her therapist. The rest of the session brainstormed some ways Imani could ask Marcus out. She left the session in high spirits and was happy to go home. It was when he stared at Marcus’ contact info that she froze again.

“Dammit…I suck at this.” Looking at the candid photo she had taken at the Panera of him when he was sticking a brownie into his mouth. He’d been pretty open about his past relationships, mentioning a divorce and a failed engagement. Imani also talked about her past fiance and paused in her dating life until she felt she was ready. At the time, she didn’t think much of it, but Marcus could have taken that to mean to wait. Which wouldn’t be a bad assumption, just not what she wanted. “I really should call him. Dropping all the wrong hints. Stellar.” A long sigh left her as she tried to think of what to say. Imani feels she needs to be direct.

Her phone rings and vibrates, starting her out of her thoughts and she drops it in between the sofa cushions. She sat down in the living room because she planned to watch a movie from her long watchlist on Prime. Comfortable in her stars and moons nightgown and her plush navy-blue robe, she dug her phone out gasping: Marcus Pike.

Answering it, she’s thankful that it’s just a regular call and not a FaceTime one. They’ve been doing that at night too. Dr. Julep is right, she may as well ask the man out, this is a lot of chatting. “Good evening, Marcus, you aren’t just getting home, are you? It’s after eight.”

Marcus’ voice appears a bit fatigued but jovial that she picked up. He’s been worried that there’s been too many calls. The agent has been tentative about seeking out more from Imani. It’s not that he didn’t want to. He wanted to ask her out after their lunch to see when they could have dinner or go anywhere really. But with his suspension that he hadn’t told her about yet and past relationships often ending in his partners finding their forever people after dating him, Pike didn’t want things to turn out like that. Not again. “Well, no. There’s something I haven’t told you about my work situation. Before we get into that though, how are you doing this evening?”

The lead in to this conversation sounds dubious, but Marcus hasn’t given her a reason to suspect him of anything. This wouldn’t be the first thing, would it? “I’m doing alright. I was just going to call you but let’s see what you’re going to say.”

“Actually, could we speak face to face? It’s something I should tell you in person.”

“You want to come over to my house now?” She’s in her nightclothes, washed off her tinted moisturizer and has her pink silk bonnet on. Coleman had a moment of panic, but realized it’s not that big a deal. He’d see her like this eventually if they got that far.

“Yes, if you’re okay with it. I have chocolate marshmallow ice cream.” She could hear his grin over the phone.

“Come on then Agent Pike. Don’t be mad if I look very comfy.” Imani giggled as Marcus did too.

“I would expect nothing less. Text me your address please and I’ll see you soon.” She did and he thanked her, arriving at her apartment twenty minutes later with two half gallons of Turkey Hill chocolate marshmallow ice cream and a small white teddy bear with a magenta heart. Surprisingly, it matched the color of Imani’s bonnet when she greeted Marcus at her door.

Marcus’ first thought was how cute she looked with her nightcap, a white nightgown with yellow stars and moons on with a plush navy-blue robe. His second thought was that the hem of her gown hit the exposed caramel skin of her upper thigh and he saw a mole and birthmark that he was curious to see closer. Swallowing some saliva that had gathered in his mouth, he greeted her. “Good evening, Imani. I came bearing a gift and ice cream.” He noted her bright smile, the same he’d seen during their lunch and calls. It was wonderful to see it again in person. He maybe should have asked to see her sooner. Stepping aside, Imani showed Marcus in and asked him to remove his shoes. She had on a white pair of slippers with red hearts on them.

Imani invited Marcus to sit on the couch with her after she put away the ice cream. He handed her the bear and exhaled. “So describing it as a work situation isn’t a positive, but the ice cream is. Is it a long story or a short one?” Leaning back against the opposite arm of the couch, Imani turned to face Marcus. Her face was neutral which he appreciated.

“I told you I had almost gotten engaged a couple years ago right? That woman and her husband are consultants with the FBI. The higher-ups wanted them on an art crimes case were we slowly making headway on. Too slow for them.” He groaned as he held his knees, his fingers pressing into his shins. “I asked to have them taken off the case, then I asked to be taken off the case and re-assigned. The higher ups said no to both saying that they wanted their best people on it. Which is a back-handed compliment because why should I work with my ex and her husband? Everyone knows!” His voice raised in volume by not to the level of a yell. Taking a deep breath and releasing it again, Pike felt Imani’s hand on his shoulder urging him to continue.

“So the case went on. I had minimal contact. We finally tracked down the suspects. Patrick, her husband, decided now is the time to chase a suspect. No training, he’s a damn consultant. The suspect shot at me so I shot back injuring both Patrick and the suspect. Though he got the bullet in his ass. Then I kinda went on a rant when Teresa, his wife and my ex started blaming me. It was unprofessional. I’ve been suspended but will go back in two weeks that’s the good news.” Marcus didn’t realize that he’d just been staring at the floor while recounting events. He saw it so clearly while he was talking but lost eye contact with Imani. He was going to apologize but she placed a finger over his lips.

“Don’t.” Cupping his face, she smiled and kissed his cheek, surprising herself that it felt so comfortable. “I think you’ve said sorry enough times Marcus. These people sound like assholes.” Imani then stood up, letting her fingers graze the sides of his face as she backed. Her smile never left her face while she went into the kitchen and got two bowls, spoons and placed the ice cream in the microwave for fifteen seconds.

“We’re going to eat ice cream and talk shit about your ex and her hubby who will be needing a donut seat cushion for the foreseeable future.” Taking the ice cream out of the microwave, she started scooping out the sweet dessert until Marcus had a heaping helping of the cold treat. “If you don’t want to do that, then you explain to me again what you do in art crimes because I picture a mix a that show ‘White Collar’ with ‘Antique Roadhouse’ happening. Except much more official and there’s badges.” The nurse scooped out her own bowl of ice cream and met Marcus standing next to her in the kitchen with his serving. He laughed at her show references and admitted that he’d started ‘White Collar’ but never finished it. “We could do show nights where you watch it from the beginning, plus we all need more Diahann Carroll. I need to find more of her work to watch.”

Pike watched as she swayed her head side to side at the first spoon of the ice cream. “God it’s been so long since I’ve had marshmallow chocolate. It always tastes perfect.” He ate a few more spoons and set his bowl on the counter, placing his palm on Imani’s hip. He set hers down, pulling her close to him, but not pressing their bodies together.

“Can I kiss you Imani?” Marcus’ question was answered with her standing on her tip toes and giving him a chaste kiss on the lips. Anxious. He’s been invited he reasons, using his free hand trace the curve of her neck. She released a small sigh with her lips parting. It was enough to allow for his tongue to gain entry. The mix of lingering the cold treat mixed with the heat of her mouth had the agent nearly grinding his hips into hers. Pike decided not and nibbled on her bottom lip as his mouth traveled to her neck. When Imani whispered his name and used her nails to scratch down his back, he spoke more to himself than her, “I need to take you out first. To show you off beautiful. Let me. I want to see you in even more colors Imani.” A final kiss to her collarbone left it wet as Pike took a half a step back to look in her eyes, study her face. Between watching her enjoy her dessert and having her not only accept the truth behind his suspension but comfort him as well? All he wants to do now is undress her and show her how grateful he is for her understanding and compassion. That would be moving too fast, and history would repeat itself. Marcus wants to keep her for himself. He should be allowed to be selfish, sometimes.

The small pants from just a few moments of Marcus’ lips had Imani running through where she could tell him she wanted to go only to realize, he could say McDonald’s and that she could only order off the dollar menu and she’d be fine with it. She didn’t view what she’d done as amazing, just empathizing. Those two sounded like complete assholes and he ends up suspended? She’s angry for him and was willing to help him eat his feelings, until he put a hand on her.

Normally she would have pointed out that he needed to ask, but she’d touched him without asking, albeit on the shoulder but he asked for a kiss. His coffee brown eyes reminded her of a strong dark roast that has been brewing though she couldn’t saw for how long. What Imani did know his that his lips looked soft and that’s why she kissed him. To say it’s alright to touch her which Pike used to explore her mouth. She thought that just his voice and lips were something as she normally watched them on FaceTime but feeling the way he used them to roam her neck and shoulder, her nipples had stiffened, with her thighs rubbing together for friction. And what is it about when a man says she wants to take his time, doesn’t want to rush? She made fun of it in tv and movies but damn if it didn’t moisten her panties. “I’ll grab my calendar and we’ll set up some dates. I want to spend more time with you too Marcus.”

“Good. I’m glad I didn’t misread things.” Butting his forehead softly against hers he chuckled and so does she.

“After a kiss like that, I would hope so.” Another kiss to his cheek and they pick up their respective bowls to sit on Imani’s couch to watch the first episode of White Collar. She dozed off during the second episode and Marcus left for the night but not before marking out time in her small calendar where she had her workdays and off days written. He placed the small teddy bear he bought for her next to her in bed after he helped get her settled in. They told each other good night and Marcus locked the door when he left, elated at how the evening had went.

Despite their respective hesitations over the phone, it went much smoother in person. The weekend was fast approaching, and Marcus was trying not to plan too much for their first date, but old habits die hard. Imani was trying not to stress out about what color he may like on her. She came to the conclusion that if it was bright he’d love it so that’s what she would go with.

Friday night would be a test of the relationship they’ve formed so far. So fragile as they haven’t known each other long. Or are they both stronger than they give themselves credit for?

Chapter Two. Chapter Four

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[sugardolle]

recent dolle things that i bought ! 🎀

okay so earlier in these past weeks i posted my dolly (dolle) wishlist ! and i have fulfilled some of those things + bought some cute things that wasn’t included on the list. <3

sephora lip gloss. it’s this specific shade that’s popular on xiaohongshu ? where they shade matched a bunny’s tongue and it’s the cutest thing ever. first of i’m black, so i tried my luck & i love it. ofc it’s not that pigmented on my lips as to someone with pale skin but i love the pink sheerness, especially when i combo it with my fenty lip tint, my brown lip liner, and my laneige lip mask 🎀.

necklaces with wording + hello kitty. im a sucker for small silver necklaces, they just sit so prettily. it says ‘missworld’ and the ‘i’ has a star in replacement of the dot. and i can’t wait to pair it with my hello kitty necklace that i just ordered ! it remind me of the hashtag that i use that says ‘missangel’.

hello kitty plushie. it’s so tiny and cute, i can’t wait to sit it on my desk 🧁.

cheetah print hair clips. so im getting my hair done soon and i ordered some cheetah print hair clips. so that i can do 2 braids with pink ribbon combo w straight hair and then add on the clips, i saw this girl on tiktok do a video of this like the vision in my head is so cute and clear on myself. i also want these plain silver shaped hair clips, idk i feel like it’ll contrast the pink ribbons so prettily.

classic ultra mini platform uggs. i got the color chestnut, original i wanted mustard seed but sadly they were sold out in my size and i was already debating on chestnut v. mustard seed. so i went with chestnut since i feel like that color of brown is diverse when it comes to styling. i can’t wait to wear it with pretty leg warmers 🎀!

missme bootcut jeans. it’s fall and i feel like cute jeans are a must! especially for walks in the cold, i want to take a walk downtown and visit cafés. that’s on my fall to-do list. i was so desperate to get these, i immediately went on depop and ordered some, and i found some really cute ones. this week i want to try thrifting for the first time and see if i find some more <3.

baby pink sheets. at first i had butterfly sheets, and i don’t like them at all !! knowing baby pink is my fav color i had to get baby pink sheets. it’s this fuzzy white blanket at walmart that i keep eyeing and i’m thinking of buying it. i also want to buy some plushies to go on my bed!

cute lashes. so i bought some lashes that start small and then at the end tips it has more volume, almost like cat eye lashes if i explained that correctly? i also bought this pink cute lash case that i can bring with me in my new bags 🎀.

rilakkuma phone case. y’all it’s so cuteee , it’s going to look cute with my outfits. i want some rilakkuma plushies for my bed. it’s this one on aliexpress where rilakkuma is holding a strawberry , i want to get it and take cute pictures with it. 🍰

pink tracksuit. i bought this one pink and gray tracksuit that says ‘no photos please’ , it’s literally an essential idc ! it’s so cute !

pink tank tops. tank tops are an essential, especially for under cute tracksuits and jackets, & stuff. i bought some really cute ones that has cute laces , etc !

leg warmers. another essential , this is self explanatory cause who doesn’t love leg warmers ?!

jill stuart makeup. i have never bought from there until now and i’m waiting on my order, but the packaging is too cute to not have it. i ordered their lip blossom and their eye jewel dew in the shade pretty princess. i’ve never tried an eye shimmer but i just know it’s going to look cute. especially as a quick and small dash of highlight. 🎀

alba rosa beige hisbiscus tote bag. alba rosa was one of the it stores in gyaru culture. the bag looks sooo soft & fuzzy! and i can’t wait to put a pink bow on it. soft brown and baby pink is my favorite color combination at the moment ! 🍨

hello kitty hand mirror + brush. im a lace front wearing girly although i do wear my braids + my natural hair, but this is so cute to brush my hair with when i do wear a lace front, can’t wait for my appt ! 🍮

pink crocodile pattern hand bag. i can’t wait to post a picture of it, it’s pretty, i was debating to get white or pink, but as expected i ended up with pink.

strawberry body care. OMGG. i will never get over about how good it smells like idc. i bought a body oil, body scrub, and body milk. it literally have my whole room smelling like strawberries for HOURS. and the thing that gets me is that the body milk/butter has shimmer in it, so i literally have a shimmery body after using it ! idk a strawberry base but a plush sugar scent will always hit. 🎀

heart shaped earrings. i actually bought this almost 2 months ago, but it’s so cute! it says ‘blessed’ on it and it’s big, silver hearts. the quality is so good. i love them and their my favorite earrings at the moment ( literallly for the past 2 months ). 🧁

pink cropped jacket with fuzzy ball strings. it’s actually a set but i have yet to order the skirt! the jacket was too cute to not get right now, i can literally live with the jacket itself, but i do have plans on buying the skirt soon.

flowy shirts. i recently bought two! it’s a pink cheetah print one with cute ribbon embedded into the design. and a frilly baby pink one with a silky baby pink bow tied in front. 🎀

juicy couture vintage terry cloth sweater. it’s so cute and it matches my brown and pink combo agenda so well. is it just me or do new juicy looks off… idk i hate it. the panties are cute though! <3

playboy bunny belly jewel. it’s so cute and flashy. like the way it just shimmers , cute.

i have so much more i want to purchase! but before i order it online i want to take a mall trip and purchase some of these in store. such as victoria’s secret underwear and lush body care items 🎀!! and see if i find any cute mini skirts. might upcycle them to fit my style!

signing off — vixendolle ( @kaydolle ). 🍭 ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ ʚɞ ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

[alsjeblieft-zeg]

168 of 2023

How common/normal are you? [True or False]

Created by joybucket

Your favorite ice cream flavor is chocolate chip cookie dough. 🍨 Your favorite season is fall. 🍁 You're more of a cat person than a dog person. 🐈 Your middle name is either Ann, Lynn, or Marie. You have a common first name. You have brown hair. You have brown eyes. You like the name Skylar. You have at least one gaming console besides a phone or computer. 🎮 You drive a car. 🚗 You have your driver's license. 🪪 Your favorite food is macaroni and cheese. You know someone who is gay. 🏳️‍🌈 ...but you're straight. You have at least one sibling. You're either married or you want to get married someday. You either have kids or you want to have kids. You don't like what you see when you look in the mirror. You want to lose weight. You've experimented with dieting. 🥗 You've babysat. You've cut your own hair. 💇‍♀️ You like Chinese food. 🥡 🥢 You like Mexican food. 🌮 You often wear black. 🖤 You mostly wear black. 🖤 You've dyed your hair black. You've dyed your hair blonde. 👱‍♀️ You often put your hair up in a bun. You often put your hair up in a ponytail. You like to wear flip-flops in the summer. 🩴 You've worked in food service. You've worked in retail. You spend a lot of time on social media. You enjoy taking photos for Instagram. You use filters for photos on Instagram. You enjoy Pinning things on Pinterest. 📌 You use Facebook. You take selfies. 🤳 You own and use a selfie stick. You own a digital camera. 📸 You take a lot of pictures with your phone. 📱 You spend a good portion of your day in front of a screen. 🖥 📱 You like to go shopping. 🛍 You've had a friend named Sarah. You've met a lot of Ashleys, Jennifers, and Jessicas. You know Matthew, Mark, Luke, and a John. You're either allergic to peanuts or you know someone who is. 🥜 You're sensitive to dairy. 🥛 You love chocolate. 🍫 You often drink water. 💦 You like pizza. 🍕 You hated math when you were in school. 🏫 You have sloppy handwriting. You want to travel more. ✈️ 🌎 You wish you had more money. 💰 You're broke. You've been to an amusement park. 🎢 You like to read. 📚 Your phone has gone off at an inappropriate time. You like to play games on your phone. 📱 You own a smartphone. 📱 You've lived in an apartment. ....and it was blue. You have blue eyes. You like chicken. 🍗 You're vegan. 🥬 You're vegetarian. 🥬 You're overweight. You've suffered from an eating disorder because you thought you were fat. You're struggling with your mental health. You have medication that you have to take every day. 💊 You've taken an antidepressant. 💊 You drink regularly. 🍺 You've been drunk. 🍷 You like the taste of wine. 🍷 You've gotten high off of a prescription medication. 💊 You've smoked marijuana. 🚬 You've tried a marijuana edible. You've smoked a cigarette. 🚬 You smoke. 🚬 You vape. 💨 You've quit smoking. You're trying to quit smoking. You were rebellious as a teenager. 👨‍🎤 You either have a tattoo or you want a tattoo. You have pierced ears. 👂 You either you have a piercing [besides ears] or you want a piercing. You've questioned your sexuality. You've skipped school for the day. You've skipped class. You've passed someone a note in class. You have something that says "Live Laugh Love" on your wall. You've worked in a fast food. You eat fast food regularly. 🍔 You live within walking distance of a McDonald's. You live within walking distance of a Starbucks. You've worked at a coffee shop. You like to drink coffee. ☕️ You like to drink tea. ☕️ You swear when you're angry. 🤬 You hated school when you were growing up. 🏫 You grew up watching Nickelodeon and/or Disney Channel. You've cheated on a test. 📝 You've grieved the loss of a loved one. You've been in a car accident. You're afraid of spiders. 🕷 You're afraid of snakes. 🐍 You're afraid of public speaking. You're Agnostic. You're Wiccan. You're not quite sure what you believe. You mainly listen to hard rock music. 🎸 You've dated a guy who could play the guitar. You love music. 🎶 You daydream a lot. 💭 You have allergies. 🤧 You've called the cops on a noisy neighbor. 👮‍♀️ You've dyed your hair an unnatural color. You've gotten highlights in your hair. You like to lay out in the sun. ☀️ You think you look better with a tan. You've had braces. 😬 You straighten your hair every day. You think you're ugly. You think you're fat. You like to play video games. 🎮 You have a TV. 🖥 You have a favorite TV show. You listen to the radio in your car. You like play your music loud. 🎶 You've done something really stupid and embarrassing in front of your crush. You've accidentally called someone by the wrong name. You'd rather walk than run. You like to drink pop/soda. 🥤 You drink a caffeinated beverage every morning. ☕️ ....and it makes you feel more awake. You have a desk job. You hate your job. You have a lot of health issues. You've had COVID. 🦠 You've had the COVID vaccine. 💉 You seem to get sick every winter. You hate the cold. 🥶 You hate the heat. 🥵 You want to move to Florida. 🌴 Watermelon is your favorite fruit. 🍉 You've posted a political status on Facebook. You have strong political views. You've voted in a presidential election. You used to watch Teletubbies when you were younger. ....and Rugrats. ....and Barney & Friends. ....and Recess. ....and Blue's Clues. You've ran a 5k. 🏃‍♀️ You hate running. You stay up late most evenings. You still remember the first concert you went to. You've been to a rock concert. 🎸 When you were younger, you wanted to be famous. You've either seen a movie or read a book that gave you nightmares when you were younger. You're thankful for the love and support of your family and friends. You don't feel like you can trust anyone 100%. You don't like to read. You like to watch football. 🏈 Having music playing in the background helps you get to sleep. You played with Pokemon cards when you were younger. You're a Star Wars fan. ✨ 🗡 You're a Harry Potter fan. 🦉🧙‍♀️ You're a Twilight fan. 🌙 You enjoy reading vampire novels. 🧛‍♀️ You've ether been diagnosed with or you've had a doctor try to diagnose you with anxiety. You've either been diagnosed with or you've had a doctor try to diagnose you with depression. You've told a doctor your symptoms, and then they told you your symptoms were all in your head. You generally part your hair on the side. You spend a lot of time texting. 💬 You type "lol" or "lmao" a lot. You type "idk" a lot. 🤷‍♀️ You type "idr" a lot. You use emojis. 💁‍♀️ You can't remember the last time you sent someone a letter. 📝 You've written a reminder on your hand. 🤚 You've owned and worn a "To Write Love On Her Arms" shirt. 👚 ...and you've written "Love" on your arm. You used to self-harm when you were a teenager. You've snuck out of your house behind your parents' back. You've had a celebrity crush. You get migraines. 🧠 You get frequent headaches. 🧠 You're female. ....and you get excruciatingly painful cramps. You've had an embarrassing moment in public. You've accidentally locked your keys in the car. 🚗 🔑 You've accidentally locked yourself out of your home. 🏡 🔑 You've contemplated suicide. You've dreamed of running away from home. You've posted a picture of your lunch to social media. You've taken a duck face selfie. 😚🤳

[vcnillazelda]

pinball frenzy

vance hopper x reader

summary: you keep him calm at his worst

tags: (almost) fights, shoving, swearing, fluff, protective vance, dates, emotional hurt/comfort, slight angst with a happy ending, anger management (kind of)

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the sound of the pinball machine filled the silence between the two of you. you had to admit, vance was very skilled at pinball. neither of you spoke a word to each other despite it being a date. grab n go was vance’s favourite place, so you invited him there; sipping on a blue raspberry slushy as you watch his score tick up at a fast rate. his high score was still quite a while away, and it needed vance’s full concentration. you loved how he scrunched his brows when he concentrated; you wish he’d focus on tests like this. every time the two of you came here, you let vance borrow a few quarters to play, and he’d always pay you back in your favourite slushies and candies.

you carefully brush past vance, not wanting to disturb him whilst also wanting a refill. the clerk here always gave you free slushies for keeping vance under control nowadays. positioning your cup under the slushy machine, you slowly fill it up, still idly listening to the pinball machine. a thump, then the small chime that vance had lost was a huge red flag in your mind. you didn’t even turn yet and vance had already blown up. “what the fuck?!” he yells, a commotion coming from behind you. you whip around, watching your lover shove the other teen to the floor. “vance-!” you drop your cup, running over and circling your arms around his abdomen. “vance, leave it. he’s not worth it.” you mutter to your boyfriend; keeping your grasp firm yet not enough to suffocate him.

vance huffs through his nose angrily, watching the kid splutter apologies as he scrambles out of the grab n go and away from vance hopper’s wrath. his hands flex, he’s stressed and you know you have to try and calm him down or his day will be ruined. “look at me.” you mumble, gently grasping his cheeks with your hands. vance avoids his gaze, clearly unhappy with the situation. that’s okay, he doesn’t have to look. “it’s gonna be okay. deep breaths.” you tell him, voice soft. vance cracks, wrapping his arms around your waist and burying his face into your neck, huffing in deep breaths like you told him to.

vance gently grasps the back of your shirt, keeping himself grounded as best he can to avoid blowing up at the people around him; especially you. “you’re doing great. you can always play pinball again, vance.” you run your hand over his back as if soothing a wild, seething animal. “i know but-“ he freezes, thinking through his words carefully. “i don’t wanna ruin our date.” vance grumbles, words vibrating against your skin. “you’re not ruining our date, baby.” you respond; hand slipping up to massage his neck as well as his back. “i did, don’t lie to me. i blew up despite all the work you put into helping and-“

“vance. look at me.” you pull away, grasping each side of his jaw more firmly so he would look at you. he blinks at you, probably expecting you to scold him for ruining everything. “you haven’t ruined our date. i’m still having a great time with you, and i’m so, so, so proud of you for keeping calm.” you tell him, voice gentle. “you’re not mad?” vance frowns, and you shake your head. “no, i’m not mad at you. i can’t ever be mad at you, vance.” you smile, bumping your nose against his gently. vance smiles too, but only a little as he gives you a sweet kiss. “here,” you press a few quarters into his hand. “play another round. do you want a slushy?” you ask softly, and vance smiles a bit larger. “yeah.. i’ll have a red one.” you nod briefly, kissing his nose. “okay, baby. go beat that high score for me whilst i get our slushies.” vance nods too, giving your lips one last kiss before stepping back over to the pinball machine.

you walk back to the slushy machine, cringing at the sight of your spilt slushy. grabbing some paper towels, you hastily mop up the mess and put the cup in the trash before the poor clerk realised you had even made a mess. (they were probably too preoccupied on keeping an eye on vance to notice). you pour two slushies, one red, the other blue, and head back. you place vance’s slushy to the side, watching him play as you carefully rest your head against his shoulder; being cautious as to not knock or disrupt him. “i love you.” you mumble. his fingers falter for a second, but he quickly recovers. “love you too.” he rushes out, still hyper-focused on his pinball. you smile, kissing his shoulder softly before giving him space and watching from a difference. you wouldn’t change vance hopper for the world.

[p0ssywhippedcream]

congrats!!! 🍦🍨🥛🧋🥺💌

If you so graciously would, could you write about L learning to use a smart phone and he takes photos of you randomly (cuz he thinks you’re so pretty)

-R

Thank you so much, sweet love! Here’s a root beer float for you, sugarcube 🍺🍨

As soon as he learns of the latest contraption in technology on the market, he’s purchasing all of the Taskforce one plus multiple for himself. Personally, he’d come up with the idea a few years prior but decided it wasn’t worth wasting time on. Although he’s very glad now somebody made his vision a reality.

He has an amazing memory so he’s able to play back any moments with you whenever he so pleases, and he pleases so a lot. He thinks cameras were a waste of time with his memory anyway so he never took pictures of you despite you taking quite a few sneaky ones of him.

Until he finally gets his hands on the all new Smartphone. He opens the camera app as an experiment, flinching when he sees himself immediately and searching for something to turn it another way. Upon locating the button and flipping the camera around, he’s greeted with the sight of you shoving a forkful of his cake into your mouth with a stuffed-full smile.

You’re not really paying attention to your boyfriend, more or less trying desperately to snag his expensive German dessert without his knowledge. It seems you failed because the click of a camera sounds and you look up with a shocked expression. L’s face is mostly covered with the small black box but you can see his lips curved behind it.

He suddenly turns the phone towards you and you come face to face with your terrible posture, messy hair and chocolate stains on your face. You should be ashamed he caught you but instead you laugh and grab for the phone, quickly capturing his photograph before he can dodge the cameras sight.

His hair is flying to the left as he ducks in the photo and the only thing that isn’t terribly blurry is his toes death-gripping the chair. You snort and chuckle loudly, throwing your head back and loosening your grip on the phone which allows him to snatch it and snag a photo of your beautiful laugh.

Over the next few days, weeks even, you’ll hear the loud click of a camera and a bright flash on you no matter your location. He’s caught you licking a spoon, putting Light in a chokehold and tripping on Matsuda and dousing him in coffee. Each time, he has a grin. But it’s not a shit-eating grin or a mischievous one, it’s a dopey one. He looks so in love for those few moments after he captures you simply being human and he truly is, it makes him appreciate your presence more because he can hold these memories of how wonderful you are with him always now.

He falls in love a little bit more everytime he reviews the pictures in his gallery.

[dandysnob]

Tagged by @withoutaplease ! Thank you so much

favourite time of year: 🍂 Autumn/Winter ❄️

comfort food: Always and forever pasta

favourite dessert: Ice Cream 🍨

things you collect: Memorabilia, statuettes, figurines, cds, vinyls, funko pops, bobbleheads (anything, really) of my favorite movies, series, characters, video games and singers/bands

favourite drink: Coca Cola, Pepsi, orange juice and ice tea

favourite musical artist: Difficult as I have many but I'll limit myself to 5 - Rammstein, Disturbed, HIM, The Weeknd, The Twilight Sad 🎶

last song listened to: The Lovecats - The Cure

last movie watched: The Black Phone ☎

last series watched: Better Call Saul

current obsession: That's a good question. I'm always obsessed with several things at the same time and also in the long term. When I love something, I very often love it forever.😌 So, I'd say I'm always obsessed with my favorite media.

dream place to visit: Scotland

place you wanna go back to: Harry Potter London Studio Tour

something you want: A world that has a more open mentality.

currently working on: I always start several drawings at the same time. 🤣 Right now I have to finish Argyle, Lalo Salamanca and Paul Landers.

Tagging @disdaidal @officialjoekeery @shimichoko @assortedfruitsnacks212 (no pressure!)

[as-de-spadas]

☀️ -Summer :D

🌈 -Straight cis man over here :I

👀 - Probably getting the cringy love song that I sent to my childhood crush exposed to my whole class by my bully, who she was friend with. SO BAD. 

💕 - I had the best hours on my life with them just listening to music together.

🧳- Canada (where my favorite aunt lives :D)

🎿 - It doesn’t snow where I live and I don’t watch them either

🌝 -yeeeeeeeeeep, wont reveal age tho, know how yall can be

🐧- Crabs :DDDDDD

🐑 - Nope, but I wish I had the will to be one, I really admire them

🤑 -Youtuber, writer, actor, and animator at the same time 

💤 -Go to the bathroom, and go to watch my phone on bed for half an hour before dozing off :/

💐 -Roses? Idk, dont know much bout them

🦊 - Answering stupid ask games in Tumblr instead of studying for my finals lol

🐟 - Idk, try to cheer people up? It doesn’t work often tho.

🥝 - Grapes :D

🌽 - Corn

🍨 - Chocolate puddin

🥠 - Go to drama and animation college

🚋 - Never gotten out of my own country, and Idk if I want to reveal where I live 

🏐 - Nope

🎟️ - The cinema to a blatantly obvious bad film so we could laugh together about it :D

👕 - My yellow hoodie, black pants and shoes :I

🕖 - At like 1am

🚭 -Don’t and never will

🐾 - Don’t and dont think I’ll ever be

🪡 - Same as above

🎮 -tYep, but not that many, so I would have to say sandbox just because minecraft is like, the only game I play alone lol

👯‍♂️ -No and... maybe

🥂- Noooooope

☕ - Lemonade

🏕️ - A  lot! :D

🎶 - Alt and indie rock, but also pop-rock, punk and rap

Im sick with covid and i am really bored, help a friend out and send some asks!

☀️ - whats your favorite season?

🌈 - are you queer? If so what is your orientation/gender?

👀 - what is the most akward thing that ever happened to you?

💕 - tell something about your favorite person

🧳- where would you like to travel to?

🎿 - do you do any wintersport?

🌝 - are you still going to school/university?

🐧- whats your favorite animal?

🐑 - are you vegetarian/vegan?

🤑 - what is your dream job?

💤 - what is your bedtime routine?

💐 - what is your favorite flower?

🦊 - what is your worst habit?

🐟 - what is your best habit?

🥝 - what is your favorite fruit?

🌽 - what is your favorite vegetable?

🍨 - what candy/dessert do you like most?

🥠 - what are your future plans?

🚋 - what is the farest you have ever traveled to?

🏐 - do you do any sports?

🎟️ - where would you take someone out on a date (must not be romantic)?

👕 - what is your favorite outfit?

🕖 - what time do you usually go to bed?

🚭 - do you smoke?

🐾 - do you have any tattoos?

🪡 - do you have any piercings?

🎮 - do you play video games? If so what is your favorite game?

👯‍♂️ - are you in a relationship or do you plan to be in one?

🥂- do you drink alkohol?

☕ - what is your favorite drink?

🏕️ - do you like camping?

🎶 - what is your favorite muisk genre?

[pinkisthenewangst]

°`🍨: Haikyuu x GN! Reader/ Ryujin Nippon x Reader

°`🍨: Spoiling it by saying something stupid like "I love you"

When you stepped on the court, you took my breath away. As if time stopped, I was only able to look at you. Your smile, your trembling lips from the nerves you probably felt before the match and your shining eyes from excitement, made my heart beat faster. It felt like it bumped as fast as one of your spikes, hitting your opponent's field, scoring an important point for your team. The screams from pure joy you released with your fans while bumping the air, made me shake in my seat as if your joy was infectious. Your chest always looked wider when it swelled with pride. Even if you lost your match, you stayed humble while salty tears stained your cheeks. It didn't help that I always feel like falling in love all over again, sitting near the court watching you living your dream. From the day I met you, I knew I got hit by cupid's oh so stupid arrows straight through my heart. My cheeks burned in a glowing red when you smiled at me. Your cheeky remarks when I tried to help you train even if it was your day off, where you should have rested, made butterflies fly wildly through my stomach. I never once have felt disappointed for giving you my heart in secret through small gestures until my chest was empty. Only a black hole remained, but I was satisfied with it. I only wanted to support you, be there when you held the gold in your own hand for the first time, hug you when the pressure got to you and smile proudly when I talk about you to my other friends. Friends knew how I felt, but only you weren’t able to see it. My eyes going soft after a long day when I heard your laugh. My sweaty hands, that I rub on the texture of my jeans when I am near you. My shaky voice, when I feel a little bit too much love for you right at this moment you look at me. But I was never sad that you didn't see any of these hints. Being your friend made me happy enough to live on like that. Ignoring my own feelings to protect you from this trouble. Never having the heart to stand between you and your love for volleyball. But I still ruined it. It was only a moment between us two. A moment where I wasn't careful enough. Talking, yapping and rambling about my feelings after a long time, and then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like “I love you”. When I realized what I said, my smile faded like the colour in my face. My breath stuck in my throat and I started to tear up. I didn't even need to hear your answer to my sudden confession. Your troubled face made it clear enough. My love for you would only chain you to me and rob you from your freedom. The freedom you need to spread your wings to fly high in the sky. I started to run. Faster than I thought I ever could and never stopped. I never once stopped to run away from you, your answer, my feelings and the future that could have been. A future at your side, like I wished to be. I ignored your calls and never opened your text messages. I even went so far to buy a new phone with a new number to never let you catch up to me. I loved you so strongly, that I feared you needed to choose between me and volleyball that you loved with your whole body, mind and soul. I was scared to imagine this moment. So I just choose to run. I wouldn't ever be able to forgive myself if you are hurt by me and my stupid feelings. And now I was only a ghost. A ghost standing between so many fans, that you were never able to spot me if you tried to look for me. A shadow that disappeared before you went to greet your fans, that supported you like I always will. This was enough for me and it needed to be. I just hope you still will remember my promise to always be your number one fan, that never stopped running, hurting and crumbling because of my stupid feelings I never lost for you.

°`🍨: I was very much invested in the olympics 2024 but i also felt great to see Yuki Ishikawa finally live ! (Online, i don't have the funds to see him in person-). I also started to watch Haikyuu again so have a lil text that could match both of my obsessions ! 🫡

°`🍨: REQUESTS ARE CLOSED!

[vcnillazelda]

𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘣𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩

𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘳 𝘹 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳

𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘺： 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩 𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦’𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳

𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘴： 𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘧𝘧， 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘥 𝘢𝘳𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘯𝘨， 𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦’𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳

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“no.” your boyfriend, vance hopper, deadpans. his face is stony and serious. “please vance!” you beg, holding the hair brush up. “nope.” vance crosses his arms, turning his head away like a fussy child. “vance, come on. it won’t hurt you.” you step closer, going to gently comb it through his hair. “do not.” vance snaps, raising his hand to block you. “come on, vancey, please? when’s the last time you brushed that mane anyway?” you give him your best puppy dog eyes, and he sighs. “no. i’m not having that thing pull my hair out!” vance steps away from you, turning his back. “it won’t. i’ll be very gentle.” you step closer, grasping a small lock of his hair. “hey, what are you-?!”

the brush does it’s best to pull through vance’s thick hair, but gets stuck. your lover yelps, shoving you back. “what the fuck?!” he whines, trying to tug the hairbrush out of his hair to no avail. it was definitely stuck. “come here, baby. i’ll help you.” you step forward again, grasping the brush handle. “no i got it.” vance smacks your hand away, and so you give him a little space. he grunts as he tugs hard, the brush not moving through the thick knot. “vance, let me help.” you sigh, patting your bed. huffing, he sits down beside you, crossing his arms and pouting like a child. “i’ll be gentle, don’t worry.” grasping your brush, you carefully detangle the bristles from his hair; watching him carefully for any reactions. “do you want me to take care of this?” you ask, showing vance where the brush got stuck. “fine… just- be careful.” he snaps, watching you get your comb as well as your brush.

“sit still. i’ll try not to pull too much.” you tilt vance so he was facing away, pulling all of his messy curls over his shoulders so you had full access. carefully, you pull the brush through the lighter areas, getting rid of a few smaller knots. vance sighs heavily, and you assume it’s because he’s unhappy. “almost done. i’m gonna get the larger knots out and then brush through to make sure it’s completely detangled.” you assure him, and the blonde grumbles something in response. gently picking at the knots with your comb, you flinch every time vance hisses, not wanting him to get too upset. “almost done.” you mumble, finally pulling through the knot with ease. running the brush through vance’s hair once more to get rid of the smaller knots, you put your brush and comb down; gently hugging vance’s shoulders. “all done.” you tell him, gently kissing his neck. “thanks..” vance mutters, leaning back against your. “no problem. it wasn’t too bad, right?” your lips graze over vance’s ear. “i guess not…” he sulks, tangling his fingers with yours. “so you’ll let me do it more often?” you tease, kissing his cheek. “fuck no!” vance responds, and you can’t help but laugh. you know that either way vance would let you do it eventually.