“you cheered for me,” grian told him, accused of him. scar looked down at the finger poking into his chest, then back at grian’s face. his eyebrows furrowed with his confusion. “during limited life. after you,” grian paused, swallowing down a sour taste in his mouth. “after i killed you, you cheered for me.”
“well, yeah,” scar said, grabbing some materials from his shulker box. scar didn’t know if it was because he had a castle to build or because he didn’t want grian to see his hands shaking. “if you win, i win, right?”
grian took a deep breath, shaking his head. “that wasn’t third life,” he said as if scar needed the reminder. “it wasn’t going to work like that.”
“i know,” scar smiled sadly. he looked back down at his shulker, before picking it back up, switching it between his hands so he had something to do.
there was a conflicted look on grian’s face. “then why did you do it?” he asked, and scar wished their hearts were still connected, that he could still feel grian’s pulse in his chest as much as his own.
“i guess i couldn’t help it,” scar said and grian ran a nervous hand through his hair. scar reached out and tugged on it, holding it so that grian couldn’t pull out his hair. grian gripped onto it like a lifeline.
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Wip Wednesday!
I was tagged by @khywren :)
I've been working on a new part to Beauty and the Bard slowly but surely. As always, they're idiots. Here's a sneak peak:
He sat, pulling you down with him, far enough away from the edge, where he knew you wouldn’t be nervous of falling. In the distance, the sky was just starting to indicate the sun’s arrival.
You sighed happily and rested your head on his shoulder. You felt him tense a little. “Is this alright?”
Instead of answering, he leaned his head on top of yours.
“What’s something you want to do in the Underdark?” you probed.
Astarion groaned. “You don’t need to make small talk with me, darling, sometimes silence is golden.”
You scrunched your nose, knowing he hated pure silence. “I wasn’t being polite, I genuinely wanted to know.”
He groaned again. “Even worse.”
You laughed lightly and felt him laugh too, his arm gently shaking against your own.
He thought for a moment before he responded. “That Zhentarim fellow we met mentioned a cache of supplies hidden somewhere down there. That might be fun to pillage.”
You laughed. “It took you that long to think of that? I’m surprised you ever stopped thinking about that!”
“Oh I haven’t, but I wanted you to think your little thought experiment had actually evoked some sort of… thought… in me.” He made a face.
“Want to try and rephrase that?”
“Not particularly.”
I don't really have anyone TO tag (sorry I haven't been as active recently! Life happens!), but if anyone wants to post their work, consider yourself TAGGED!
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Another alliterative verse
While seeking Feanor's speech, I found this gem from Lays of Beleriand and I will again do a very ignorant analysis (sorry I cannot internalize the more subtle rules of how this should work, Jirt seems to ignore them and it makes this even harder)
(Early Silm, so Noldor=Gnomes, and there are 9 male Valar and so on and so forth)
Lo! slain is my sire | by the sword of fiends,
his death he has drunk | at the doors of his hall
that Gnome and Elf | and the Nine Valar
and deep fastness, | where darkly hidden
the Three were guarded, | the things unmatched
not Fëanor Finn’s son | who fashioned them of yore –
can never remake | or renew on earth,
recarve or rekindle | by craft or magic,
the light is lost | whence he lit them first,
\ * ??? proto-Taniquentil? (or whatever it's called)
the fate of Faërie | hath found its hour
Thus the witless wisdom | its reward hath earned
of the Gods’ jealousy, | who guard us here
to serve them, sing to them | in our sweet cages,
to contrive them gems | and jewelled trinkets,
their leisure to please | with our loveliness,
while they waste and squander | work of ages,
nor can Morgoth master | in their mansions sitting
at countless councils. | Now come ye all,
who have courage and hope! | My call harken
to flight, to freedom | in far places!
The woods of the world | whose wide mansions
yet in darkness dream | drowned in slumber,
the pathless plains | and perilous shores
no moon yet shines on | nor mounting dawn
in dew and daylight | hath drenched for ever,
far better were these | for bold footsteps
than gardens of the Gods | gloom-encircled
with idleness filled | and empty days.
Yea! though the light lit them | and the loveliness
beyond heart’s desire | that hath held us slaves
here long and long. | But that light is dead.
Our gems are gone, | our jewels ravished;
and the Three, my Three, | thrice-enchanted
globes of crystal | by gleam undying
illumined, lit | by living splendour
and all hues’ essence, | their eager flame –
Morgoth has them | in his monstrous hold,
my Silmarils. | I swear here oaths,
unbreakable bonds | to bind me ever,
by Timbrenting* | and the timeless halls
of Bredhil the Blessed** | that abides thereon –
may she hear and heed – | to hunt endlessly
unwearying unwavering | through world and sea,
through leaguered lands, | lonely mountains,
over fens and forest | and the fearful snows,
till I find those fair ones, | where the fate is hid
of the folk of Elfland | and their fortune locked,
where alone now lies | the light divine.’
** I guess that's proto-Varda?
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NaPoWriMo Vol. 3, 17.26.24
“Crystal Clear"
Even when the evening
Eases into the easel stained night
Splattered with smattering of paint
More bruised than bashed-in-blueberries alight
I am left inundated, instigating inopportune moments
Momentarily left mum, silence is the story
Setting on the shelf, sun and done and book closed hence
No deciduous decisions, sprouting tall and confident
No starry moonlight night, alright? No night sky sigh
Even as the eventide, bids good tidings
Paint spilled on the patio and the portico
High tide fog, forgetfully fading into dark hidings
Even as it all allocates and advocated
Smudged as a child’s drawing
Vibrant and violently abdicated
For the falsest of faeries reside within such painted worlds
Constantly concerned with conscious calligraphy
Brush strokes bothering the best and better
Not less and lesser of folks that fiddle with paint
That taint the canvas of life and skin and skim the fat from life
Even in that evening
Eased by every opportunity
Each and every educated guess bereaving
Leaving each lesson unlearned unblurred
@env0writes C.Buck
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