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My "sometimes" is my everyday for a month straight.

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How I felt after I deluded myself into thinking I lost my period because I lost a bunch of weight, but in reality, it was just late:

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“ive had an@ for 5+ years and ive never binged before”

my honest reaction :

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"I need to lose weight"

"I need to lose weight"

"I need to lose weight"

"I need to lose weight"

"I need to lose weight"

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When it’s your birthday but you can only think about the calories

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how can i lose weight😓 i been trying but no one on here really gave me anything that works! i always just binge and purge

Whenever I find myself in a binge and purge cycle, I try to fast, not like crazy 200+ hours, tho! I try to do 16-hour fasts just to get back into the feel of restricting for a few days, which helps me with my binging... There's also just getting rid of foods that you often binge on (I made a list of all of my 'unsafe foods' so that my mum wouldn't buy them anymore.) But I know binging can't and most certainly won't be on certain foods and often (when I'm in a cycle) I just eat whatever I can, so I'm not sure that'll help, but I do hope it does! You can try drinking plenty of water to get your mind off of eating / distracting yourself. I like to read books, watch shows, dance to music (which makes me thirsty, lol), and sort out stuff, for example, my Spotify playlists.

UGH, I only js realised I've been going on and on abt how to curb binging and not how you could lose weight😭 my brain istg

Usually, I fast just to lose weight, and I dance a lot! I don't exercise / walk a lot (excluding dancing), but you should defo add that in if you're fasting. Mind you, you might get dizzy if you don't eat for a while and do like some hardcore exercise, so I'll recommend doing something more light, and getting some sort of sugar in you, flavoured waters / teas are my favs. But, yh, if I'm being honest, the most I do is just fasting throughout the day, and if I eat at night, I purge, not great advice, I know. 😞

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I fear this is true😔

I hate being m1a. It's like flushing a ton of food and money down the toilet. I feel so bad physically afterwards and the guilt of wasting food is eating me up from the inside aswell. I always think that somebody else who is unintentionally ☆ving should have eaten that instead of me... I don't deserve it.

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Why you tag things in a way that makes you appear in a fandom tags. Plz stop

Wdym??? Priv chat me

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How people feel when they report our communities and get rid of our safe spaces:

Rip Ana Arcana

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if humans were immortal there'd be no limit to how thin we could get

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being full feels so disgusting. i just want to rip the fat off my body.

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me looking at the person im eating with to make sure im eating slower than them😭😭

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My face after someone begs me to eat for them: 😐

Like... No.

Next person who says “please e@t for me 🥺” is getting a chair thrown at them 🎀

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Teen ed blogs pls reboot I need moots 🙏🙏

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🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️💨💨💨

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No bc my mum is the type of person who will just ignore my mental health struggles. Like she knows I purge (confronted me abt it) and afterwards didn't do anything...😶

(I had to ASK her to see a doctor or psychiatrist for a diagnosis... 🙏 Still nothing, btw)

“fuck you my child is completely fine”

your child is wrapping their hand around their arm repeatedly