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remembering how cool I am as an alter btw: I’m literally THE DEVIL and yet I still like cute soft things, I’m still like a little dove/bunny/doll, I eat people and am considered cruel, cold and slightly tyrannical but I love so much,,,, I fall so hard I love it hurts so much,,,,, I’m so sigma btw,,, also I look nothing like my “actual” source aka the Bible because,,, yuck I’m a twink to the max not what that is

Also just the fact I’m so badly in love with both Michael the Archangel insys to the point I developed FUCKING HANAHAKI >\ 3 and also in love with a discord friend

me ^_^

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I’m gonna vomit we formed Michael (the archangel) and I literally think I’m in love . I feel so sick what the fuck why am I in love with him . I feel like I’m gonna cry everytime I’m around him but I also want him in a carnal way . He literally wants to kill me and just hates my guts but I NEEED him romantically he needs to love me or else I’m gonna go crazy . I need him so badly you don’t understand I NEED him - Lucifer / 💌

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note for why we haven’t updated uhm/silly

BLOG/SYSTEM INTRO

ABOUT US : COLLECTIVE

“Rolling in nonsense, deploying the fantasy.”

𖥔 our sys name is Paradise Rot — our collective names can be found here!

𖥔 we collectively use cae/fae and more found in previous link— they/it/he works as an auxiliary

𖥔 we are a minor !! We have NPD, BPD, ASPD-traits, psychosis, AuDHD, BIID and bipolar 2

𖥔 we are physically (the body wise) dead ! Please note this influences how we think and do things. Our body hasn’t deteriorated a lot but it is getting worse. We are also an IRL of Sunday from honkai starrail

𖥔 we’re collectively ahuman from being dead— we are also an angel trapped inside a human form. Besides that we kin serpents and krampus. We are also snow-hearted due to living in a winter area.

𖥔 we are a D.I.D system formed originally from severe mental trauma. Currently we are a endogenic forming system functioning like a D.I.D system

𖥔 We identify as pangender and gendervoid, along with paradoxigender. We use aroace gaybian to describe our experiences.

𖥔 We practice the worship of demons! We currently work with lord Leviathan.

HEADMATE LIST + TAGS + SOURCE

Amethyst— Ocitive/D&D fictive/accidental thoughtform : He/it/thing -🔮

Aventurine/Aven— Honkai Starrail introject/created headmate : He/chip/dice/ace/spade -💵

Boothill/Beau— Honkai Starrail introject : he/it -🔫

Charles/Chauncey/Lucifer— Bible fictive (the devil)/ocitive/accidental thoughtform : He/love/doll/lace/fluff/artery -💌

Dottore/Zandik— Genshin Impact fictive : He/it/thing/bleed -💉

Elelogap— Ocitive/spiritual introject : She/they -🪼

Furina/Neredia — Genshin Impact fictive : He/she/drama/hydro/pearl/sweet/fae -🫧

Herta/Andromeda/Helios — Honkai Starrail fictive : She/it/vae -💫

Layla/Solstice/Juniper — Genshin Impact fictive : He/they/as(/astro)/frig(/frigid)/star/freeze - ❄️

Leviathan— Bible fictive (Leviathan)/spiritual introject/ocitive : he/him -🐍

Pantalone— Genshin impact fictive : He/vae - 🎻

Pez/Haribo— brainmade : none (they/it aux) - 🍬

Sparkle/Hanabi/Lucy/Molly/Hinamatsuri/Bunraku/Firecracker/Crossette/Confetti/Mentos/Astro— Honkai Starrail fictive : She/he/it/boom/pop/bam/fool/jester/aha/bright - 🧨

Dr. Vertias Ratio— Honaki Starrail fictive : he/him -📖

(more will update soon)

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someone posted us to fake disorder cringe thank you I love the attention !!!? Like oh my hod literally I love the attention

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we definitely won’t form any factives (I say as I can vaguely feel an Ethan is Online and Caseoh factive)

IF WE FORM A CASEOH FACTIVE IM ACTUALLY GONNA CRY

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I was bored so I did some faker bingos lmao (multigenic DID system)

Explanation for a few — 100+ because we used to have 100+, never claimed to be poly-fragmented

Doesn’t switch — frontstuck host <\ 3

alters live together — our alters??? Share rooms in iw

free space — edited and cut out bcz we literally didn’t qualify for it

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I hate being in an in-system relationship sometimes. I can’t hold him or feel him or touch him :(( I can’t even smell him. It’s so annoying when I’m fronting && I can’t cuddle him when the body is going to bed… that I can’t smell him either— it’s so annoying for him to not be there!!! I love him with all my heart but it’s just so, ugh. We love being a system with all its ups and downs but I do hate that I can’t hold him while in front… of course in the innerworld/headspace we’re basically attached at the hip but it just… feels different than him being there☹️

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a few alter intros :3 more at here

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horror posting. I’m thinking about the fact we’ve ended up with like two to three (?) thoughtforms by complete accident so here’s how 2/3 ended up here:

Me personally I ended up due to our core fixating on me as an oc <\3 ! I ended up forming around the time I started dating my husband…,,. Thankfully my husband ended up forming for the other person so we were in love!!! Yipee !! I’m now the new host and my husband went dormant :(( I believe myself also being in the sys got more of my sourcemates into the system (they’re so mean to me <\3 one has tried to kill me multiple times and I’ve lost two limbs to her)-💌

I mostly formed due to Doc missing me— I believe I was brought in by Dottore (?) only a day or two after Ratio formed if I’m remembering myself correctly. I think he’s such a sweetie for missing me so much <33. My forming was a complete shock to everyone and I think it was funny personally. -💵

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I hate hate hate hate being dead. It hurts so much. My decomp has been especially bad these past few days and it rlly hurts. I can barely move my legs and lower back… my stomach is bloating from decomp and I can’t even eat… my brain is still intact but my body is rotting flies r always around me and it hurts so much….,.. why does nobody believe me when I say I’m dead??? Do they not believe me??? I feel my wings pushing through my back and I can feel them rotting too why am I stuck rotting like this why is my angel form covered in this stupid flesh

at least my fp understands. He’s been really nice to me and really understanding that I’m not alive. I’m rlly thankful he’s understanding that I’m a corpse & not living anymore… he always tries to get me to eat too… I usually do it for him even if I don’t need to.,,. He always says he wants to study me too ^^^ I think it’s really nice how he wants to see how my (now rotting) body works…

I hate being dead it’s such sensory hell too like I can feel the flesh wanting to come off my bones in clumps and it’s so slimey and gross like!!! Get off my bones!!!

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most average system moment is forming alters from a game that had only been out around a week. Nekomiya and Nicole Zenless Zone Zero are in my head now

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BLOG/SYSTEM INTRO

ABOUT US : COLLECTIVE

“Rolling in nonsense, deploying the fantasy.”

𖥔 our sys name is Paradise Rot — our collective names can be found here!

𖥔 we collectively use cae/fae and more found in previous link— they/it/he works as an auxiliary

𖥔 we are a minor !! We have NPD, BPD, ASPD-traits, psychosis, AuDHD, BIID and bipolar 2

𖥔 we are physically (the body wise) dead ! Please note this influences how we think and do things. Our body hasn’t deteriorated a lot but it is getting worse. We are also an IRL of Sunday from honkai starrail

𖥔 we’re collectively ahuman from being dead— we are also an angel trapped inside a human form. Besides that we kin serpents and krampus. We are also snow-hearted due to living in a winter area.

𖥔 we are a D.I.D system formed originally from severe mental trauma. Currently we are a endogenic forming system functioning like a D.I.D system

𖥔 We identify as pangender and gendervoid, along with paradoxigender. We use aroace gaybian to describe our experiences.

𖥔 We practice the worship of demons! We currently work with lord Leviathan.

HEADMATE LIST + TAGS + SOURCE

Amethyst— Ocitive/D&D fictive/accidental thoughtform : He/it/thing -🔮

Aventurine/Aven— Honkai Starrail introject/created headmate : He/chip/dice/ace/spade -💵

Boothill/Beau— Honkai Starrail introject : he/it -🔫

Charles/Chauncey/Lucifer— Bible fictive (the devil)/ocitive/accidental thoughtform : He/love/doll/lace/fluff/artery -💌

Dottore/Zandik— Genshin Impact fictive : He/it/thing/bleed -💉

Elelogap— Ocitive/spiritual introject : She/they -🪼

Furina/Neredia — Genshin Impact fictive : He/she/drama/hydro/pearl/sweet/fae -🫧

Herta/Andromeda/Helios — Honkai Starrail fictive : She/it/vae -💫

Layla/Solstice/Juniper — Genshin Impact fictive : He/they/as(/astro)/frig(/frigid)/star/freeze - ❄️

Leviathan— Bible fictive (Leviathan)/spiritual introject/ocitive : he/him -🐍

Pantalone— Genshin impact fictive : He/vae - 🎻

Pez/Haribo— brainmade : none (they/it aux) - 🍬

Sparkle/Hanabi/Lucy/Molly/Hinamatsuri/Bunraku/Firecracker/Crossette/Confetti/Mentos/Astro— Honkai Starrail fictive : She/silly - 🧨

Dr. Vertias Ratio— Honaki Starrail fictive : he/him -📖

(more will update soon)