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torchtek · 6 months

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i think i would look pretty on your dick <3 — 💫

jfLjsa i. uh-

yeah... yeah you would..

#{🔥} openin fanmail #{🔥} a lil spicy #shout out to the awful flustered noises i made when i saw this...#youd be so pretty god....

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sideblogdotjpeg · 1 month

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i am not immune to launchpad sol and albin thoughts

#ramble tag #its so like. okay.#launchpad was when they 'peaked'. best years of their lives #the . i think what we canonically know happened at launchpad was like.#laquidditch (fun!) christmas special adventures (fun!)#and then . also #getting deeply bullied. sol lightly kidnapped to launchpad. lizer. claudius. 'you made us run until we threw up' 'im pretty sure he got off #on torturing kids'. literally what the fuck was their deal #getting stuck in a spiders web ???? for a semester ?????#......??? getting chased down by a vaccum cleaner ..........#'it got a lot darker near the end' ... fun pretend child endangerment #like . man.#not to sound CRAZY or anything. does anyone get the impression launchpad was like. a bad ? time ? for them ?? like. it just straight up. bad #by god does it rlly sound to me like #the feeling of when high school was so bad it made ur life a living hell to be in. and u were truly just. surviving #but then youd b goofing off w ur friends in a little dorm. and the stress and the exhaustion seems to color everything that isnt that.#in a beautiful hazy rosy golden film #it hurt but the hurt was monotonous and dull. so all u remember were those shining bright in betweens #sol and albie sneaking into the kitchen and enchanting the self moving cookingware and just seeing what happens #and watching mothership approved saturday morning cartoons in bed #and studying together late at night n sol tucks albin in after hes crashed from hiss allnighter #and passing notes in class #and all that free time over crittermas breaks to do stupid dares and long rambling conversations abt nothing #sol knits albie his first sweater #they have their first beer together #they come back after a really bad day for the both of them and lie on the floor and talk abt anything but that #albin practices spells on sol and its not a good or safe idea but its probably fine #albin pettily bitching about his assigned partner for an arcana class project and sol blindly tsking his side always #only wizards can check out library books and albie checks out all sols books for him #...... anyway

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faaun · 5 months

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the forest looks like heaven today i woke up feeling the heaviest weight at the top of my heart

#yesterday on the study they said they were dating two others and it was going well and i cant imagine fucking you but #you have great tits. they got upset at me not inviting them to a party. my research partner told me to write a 1000 word essay on why they #should come. they spoke about how much they wanted theiir ex and they wouldnt tell me much about who theyre dating bc #they thought i still had feelings for them which. god. theyre right but the assumption is so arrogant #the streams r rly beautiful im walking to a date and shes gorgeous and some of my friends know her but i look #exactly like ive slept on my friends floor for the past few days so . aaa anyway #god after that whole call i just felt so deflated like i felt over it but now its all . back. like seeing them being happy w smn else #inflicts active misery upon me which means ii think im becoming a worse person bc of them. i called my friend and i just . idk i walked home #i kept wanting to weep but . woah the sun is so pretty #there are petals and dandelion seeds floating in the air #med school students walking to their lectures #she does biochem btw. the person im meeting now #there are two butterflies dancing together. i cant make this shit up the past few days have looked like actual heaven #ive spent them being on survival mode and not even bc of my studies like ok focus on log functions while the person kn the screen #tells u abt how if her ex were to call shed fold immediately and the new girl is a singer and its going well and maybe ill tell you #more abt it in a few months. SO YOU KNOW IT HURTS ! SO WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME YOUD MAKE OUT W ME AT THE CLUB WHY WOULD U FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO #ME WITHOUT CLOTHES ON ! WHY WOULD YOU CARESS YOUR OWN SKIN LOOKING AT ME IN THE MIRROR !!!!#anyway im like . sane.#i just . felt like it was over #i realised i kept seeing ppl who i thought were more attractive etc etc than her bc i needed to prove to myself #that im attractive enough to be liked or that i can be liked at all and a part of me wanted to prove it to them too #its just a horrible mindset to have and yh not only do they not care but they also bring out the worst in me actively like . I DONT KNOW #BUT THEN WHO ELSE KNOWS THAT THE GOLDEN HOURS IN TEHRAN ARE PINK AND LILAC WHO GOES TO TECHNO RAVES AT THE BASE OF DAMAVAND #WHO CAN PIN YOU AGAINST A WALL LIKE THEM !!!#anyway #standing up it just feels so #exhausting #like this the most exhausted ive felt from all this ever

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knightelf · 2 months

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making myself mad for no reason by remembering this customer that has been coming in who got two kittens and decided Beforehand they were going to be outdoor cats. clenches fist

#you dont even want to know the amount of dead cats i have seen on the roads here. or the 100s of missing posters #the fuck is actually wrong with you I HATE HER SO MUCH!!! thank god i have like minor facial blindness these days so i hopefully wont #recignize her #last i saw her it was right after i was helping a devestated customer whose 2 year old cat im pretty sure had bird flu after he #came home from outside and couldnt even fckin move let alone eat or drink #like jfc. jfc its one thing if the cat was grown and was Already used to going out like i can Kind of see why youd not want to force them to #be indoors. but no she literally decided off the bat that these two KITTENS are free to roam #ohhhh my god. ok i gotta eat something

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trainingdummyrabbit · 11 months

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heavily considering picking up journaling........

#piktalk #mildly intense personalposting again give me a moment. apawlogies. tagwall.#my memorys always been pretty shot but the past week or two have been Pretty Intense im ngl #like not just th normal Forgetting thing but now theres also uh.#The Backseaters. theoretically. on th list of people i trust to tell me information 'i' am lowest on the list.#so you can see where the issue lies with The Backseaters. (refuses to believe my own senses on account of being 'me')#its just a rly big tangle of mess that keeps me from doing much of anything and it Sucks. i just need t wait for th lines t cross or whatev #but also ive been switching genres (for lack of a better term) multiple times daily and a lil intensely #so i am Highly Discombobulated at all times.#im keeping a brave enough face about it; which is a good and bad thing; but its about all i can do to weather it let alone Make Progress.#which is not great; considering the whole 'expected to be a person' and 'unemployed' thing. not a great development.#umm. anyway. hanging in there; or whatever. sure dont know what to do abt this though.#god forbid i tell either the two (2) 'trusted people' i know irl they could barely handle the executive dysfunction talk. (they didnt.)#girl if u knew th level of mental bullshittery i was on 24/7 youd explode. or something. anyway. ✌

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puppetlooselystrung · 1 year

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i love how werewolves can account for so many things. trans allegory. mental illness/mental disorder allegory. probably could go for neurodivergent allegory too if you ask the right people who think it that way

#metronome.txt #ever since i saw that one werewolf post about werewolves being an allegory for being selfaware of your mental problems #and fearing just because youre not currently a wolf doesnt mean its not still deep within #or something alone those lines cause i havent seen the post in a long long while #it like definitely changed something in my brain that made me go ohhhhh my god ok haha ok yeah i get it haha oh god yeah #and now im like #oh yeah. werewolves can def be an allegory for disorders. especially when they act up and when you feel awful about it #definitely a way i look at my bpd episodes now in days. have been for probably a year now.#also pretty much why i go 'oh yeah im a werewolf girlie' much akin to im a wolfgirlie or a doggirlie or whateverrr its part of the illnesse #but enough explaining what i mean about that shit. its just cool thats what it means to me #but its so cool seeing how to a lot of other people its a trans or gender kind of thing #and when i said neurodivergent i just meant like. knowing that youre different then most people deep down. its the alienation #if that makes sense #but thats again something youd have to ask someone who does see werewolves that way cause im sure theyre out there #they could explain it better

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mondaymelon · 1 year

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So.... How is your emo Xiao phase is going?

GREAT WONDERFUL FANTASTIC FINE WELL EXCELLENT OUTSTANDING TERRIFIC SUPERB GRAND SPLENDID MARVELOUS MAGNIFICENT FABULOUS LOVELY EXCEPTIONAL !!!1!.1df

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carcarrot · 1 year

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hollywood bowl btw. if you even care

my most expensive event ever??? no one ended up buying my extra tickets. and i flew here and got a hotel room and the shoes and etc but concerts are forever!!!!! especially this one

friend and i worked HARD to nail our ron and russ looks. so many people complimented us and took our picture

got TWO official sparks shirts and the socks. they didnt have the pins :(

also got a hollywood bowl christmas tree ornament :)

tmbg show was SUPER FUN. but also very loud and a little harsh sound wise. they thanked sparks twice for having them open for them

sparks don't address tmbg at all when they come out lmao

the energy for the sparks show was insane from the start they were really giving it all

really hoping theres video of this little hip sway move russell did near the end of so may we start. really enjoyed it

he did a similar move during the groovy instrumental part of when im with you think. he was selling it

unlike ny this time i managed to remember to watch for russells shirt unbuttoning during shopping mall of love. all thoughts are redacted

the concert goes by so fast!!!! but what a time

stood up for music that you can dance to and just kept standing/bouncing for the rest of the show

no escalator :((((((

russell's weirdly long intro to we go dancing. thanks for the intricate context abt north korea

russell saying 'that looks beautiful!' in between lyrics of all that when everyone held up their phones w the flashlight on

edgar taking the band photo :)))))

weird al was also allegedly there (did not see him) and christi haydon was there (i was too shy to talk to her but she looked so fab)

just a general incredible energy of the show you could tell they made the hollywood bowl show so special

got a weird bootleg sparks shirt after the concert from a weird guy

#I LOVED THE SHOWWW #being further back as in not front row meant i could really take in the spectacular light show it was amazing #ok now im sorry but . time to be me abt this #idk what it was if it was the bit of rosé i had or what but there were really some moments where i was like 😵‍💫🥴😳🫠. you know #there were a few times i think russ made eye contact w me i think. considering i was pretty noticeable in the suit #BUT. in the continuing saga of this.#had my letter in a rose bouquet and i was prepared to give it #made my around to where the garden boxes were separated from the poor circle #but the security people were just like no. you cant!#so i was like. now what . my friend offered to throw the bouquet and maybe we should have done that but i dont think we were close enough #so we walked around the bowl but god bless i had zero idea where backstage would have been #not as easy as beacon theatre stage doors #so we returned to our hotel but not before buying a couple bootleg sparks shirts ill take a pic and post it #either life is trying to tell me something or i should go for third times the charm and use the fan club address #we will see. but overall great show and such a fun time #ron was also havin fun during shopping mall of love #and did a great full grinning ron shuffle #whew ok. if i think of more ill talk abt it plus ill post some of me videos n photos #i was also going all out singing as youd expect. it was great #spars #EDITING MY TAGS I FORGOT TO MENTION TUMMY. WE LOVE TO SEE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ispreadrabieslikewildfire · 6 months

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Just finsihed home far away✌ bawling my FUCKING EYES OUT

#ohmugod it was so good :<#to be fair im happy with the ending because if only 1 was left alive i would have died #the beloveds #GUYS I RECOMEND THIS ITS SO FUCKING GOOOODDD #saw them naked asf tho that was soemthing #but holy shit it was so good #UAHHHHHHHHHH WAAHHHHHHHHHHH #i feel complete #genuenly loved them tho like oh mu god #also cant forget how utterly gorjus it was #CRYINNGGG THEY WHRRE BOTH SO PRETTY TOO #reccomend to the banana fish fans icl #also forgot to add RAT YOUD LIKE THE MASS AMOUNT OF RELIGIOUS TRAUMA IN IT

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fawnatrix · 1 year

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Gotta make some propaganda for the Sexyman Poll. Look at this man. I love him.

#bleach #kyoraku shunsui #shunsui kyoraku #my art #god half the draw time was just his kimono pattern. its so pretty but so intricate #youd think id be better at drawing maple leaves being canadian and all but NOPE #i think i did alright though. it feels better than my normal art style anyway #used the rectangle head strat instead of the circle head strat and i think that majorly improved the jawline and stuff #ill stop rambling in tags now but EVERYONE VOTE SHUNSUI IN THE SEXYMAN POLL HE DESERVES TO WIN SO BAD

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year

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I think I mentioned it here before but I wrote some paper for a class where I used F1 interviews(like the post-race press pen) as examples, right? My prof asked if she could use it as a sample work for future classes omg!!! But mostly I'm cackling evilly over the fact that F1 is forever memorialized in that paper, I hope someone in the future reads it and is like "...wait a minute" 😭

#i used post-azerbaijan bcs it was the most recent when i wrote it #so fucking rip Nyck bcs i used his post-dnf interview as the main example JDJFKGKGLGL #this makes me wish i wrote their full names and used more examples #but i wonder if you could figure out the race by the examples i used 🤔#anyways thats cool as i said mostly just laughing abt the fact that my F1 obsession made it into an example #speaking of f1 interviews(or sports in general) i touched upon this in my paper but during the race interviews are so interesting #i cant remember if they do them so much now(i feel like my brain just dumps most of my race wknd memory except the highlights 😭)#but in like older races they always made me cringe bcs #someone would have a silly dnf or smth and the interviewers would be sooooo blunt with them #ik its their job but god i cannot imagine going up to someone after they just crashed out and being like #'so that seemed pretty silly why dod you do that' basically just questions where you the viewer are like #UGHHHHHH HOW ARE YOU ASKING HIM THAT YOUD MAKE ME CRY IF THAT WERE ME #anyways :) interviews are interesting bcs of how they remove barriers that exist in normal conversation #man if only i used nando as an example in that paper ughhhhh i dont think his clip fit with what i was writing tho #but max got in there :D good for Max :D forever memorialized in some random paper #catie.rambling.txt

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texeoghea · 2 years

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btw i have not posted art in a few days bc again we are in the process of moving i dont always have time to draw but i feel like my brain is going to explode with the amount of ideas i have that i cannot for some reason talk about. at all times i am thinking abt a hundred things and i post about one of them maybe sometimes. youll never know about the incredibly in depth persona 5 destiny au that has been forming in my brain for the last three weeks

#not art #albeit i have not caught up in destiny in like a fucking year. my knowledge of it spans from #red war to beyond light. anything before or after that i dont really know and i didnt really pay attention to some of the seasons #like arrivals and uhh the caiatl introduction one. sorry im just invested in the eliksni mostly. but like #a lot of the lore and concepts of the destiny world drive me insane i am so deeply in love with the idea #of guardians and light and darkness and what it means to be chosen by a god and the question of identity #when you cannot remember anything about your past and are expected to simply start over and let yourself #become something completely new. some kind of perfect living weapon of destruction for a wordless faceless god #that eternal question of who is that under the mask. who are you when you have nothing. when your light is destroyed #what makes a guardian. what does that mean. what happens when you take that away #what parts of you are ingrained so deeply that you have kept those traits through death and amnesia #and what parts of you are so different as to be unrecognizable because of the way you live now #what does free will mean when you exist at the whims of a higher power. when your life was picked at random #DESTINY IS SO AWESOME CONCEPTUALLY IT SUCKS THAT ITS PAY TO PLAY AND DOESNT REALLY WELCOME NEW PLAYERS #AND THAT SO SO SO MUCH CONTENT YEARS WORTH OF CONTENT AND LORE HAS BEEN SUNSET #AND IS NOW PRETTY MUCH IMPOSSIBLE TO ACCESS AND YOUD JUST HAVE TO READ ABOUT IT THROUGH OLD LORE ENTRIES AND POSTS #AND EXTRAPOLATE FROM CUTSCENES WHATS GOING ON. DESTINY IS GREAT. ID LOVE TO PLAY AND ENJOY IT #sorry i like somehow really deeply imprinted on this space shooter game back in 2020 somethings wrong with me

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nimomo-mo · 10 months

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Vent

#im so relieved that the only way you get to percieve me is through curated pictures and videos. that youll never see me in my bad days #or in my ugly clothes #or with horrible skin waking up with a hangover #youll never see my truly bad side #and im happy for that #your empty sweet promises lets me be the prettiest version of myself to you even if im not much to write home about compared to your friends #im perfectly fine with you never learning of my bad habits #never knowing how despicable i look when i cry or how pathetic i am about horror #not knowing how my body looks without posing #not knowing how i snore or how i am messy or how i dissociate staring into space #im happy you never get to see the truly ugly parts of me #even if youve already experienced me breaking down or being extremely attached over text #youll never have to handle that irl #thank god #i love you #your fake affection lets me pretend im better than i am #your many fake promises will never come true and thus you will never be disgusted by me #you wont have the chance to see me as anything but an annoying but averagely pretty person on the internet. im scared of meeting you.#and if you for some odd reason ever end up meeting me. i think it would hurt even more because once you leave youll never come back.#id never see you again. youd be out doing something else experiencing new exciting adventures meeting new gorgeous people #and giving empty promises to other love struck idiots like me. and theyll fall for you just as much. and theyll realise how youll never stay #youre never going to change #youre never going to belong to anyone. to anywhere. youll be a free person that destroys the hearts of us bystanders that you seduce #how am i ever to love someone else when you're this great. who would ever compare. who would even begin to be on your level.#i know youre so out of my league it catches me off guard every time you give me attention.#even if the only attention you give me is sexual.#it always leads to it being sexual.#i guess thats what im being kept around for #i wonder what you feel when you think of me. if you ever tell others about me. if you ever think of me. if i matter #but i know you dont feel anything. i know. im just another friend.

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andragoras-in-vanity · 2 years

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i need hot men to follow if your a hot man pls tell me so i can thirst i mean follow

#im not kidding #like this is a joke but im 100% serious #if you're a bit husky and have pretty eyes and like horror movies hmu #but like #only if you're a gentleman be real #i wanna be friends and also admire you respectfully but also pls hug me so tight i feel like i cant breathe #and if i moan..no i didnt #genuinely though im tired of waiting and i want a boyfriend and i dont know how to find one irl #id prefer irl but i live in Ontario and good lord there is not hot men this far south #i mean theres some but theyre all in their 40s and have kids #and like dont get me wrong.....if he didnt have kids i might just go for it hes kinda a himbo #but seriously im kinda cute and i have nice hair #im small so im good for cuddles and ill go on any adventures you're willing to take me on i dont want a lot #just someome i can treat well and know will always choose me and fight for me and not mind if i need a little #extra support soemtimes #id give you the world and if you help me get out of this god damn basement ill bake for you youll literally never be hungry ever if you #date me also i can mend your clothes and make sure you always have a scarf and gloves #im not perfect im far from the best but youd never want for affection in my presence #id give you everything i am and more if id just be loved back and maybe sometimes surprised with flowers or an outting #even if that outing it to get fudge or fancy cake i dont know how to make #id love for someone to go to the fabric store and thrift shops with me but you dont have to..only once in a while #youd never be touch starved #just...you have to be the Right person and ive never met my right person nor has a decent person ever shown me effort #someone did once and it felt amazing but he was a spineless tool #i just want someone with a good heart and kindness in their hands and a storm in their soul big enough to handle my fire #and would be so so in love with me #ive felt love i know its real and amazing but no ones ever loved me and im done with it i just want to be happy with my person #even if that person is long distance at least we could dream together #for the love of god before Christmas too i hate the holiday so much but i dont want to be single again this year #winter is so pretty and perfect for sweet dates so please to my person whoever you are with the seaglass eyes

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ajdrawshq · 2 years

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ouggh....... akechi .............

#p5 #like i KNEW pretty much all of this beforehand but. man #are you really so spineless that youd fold over some bullshit trivial threat on my life................#god. Akira just. really genuinely cares abt him. unwell abt this entire thing rn

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puppetlooselystrung · 1 year

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hopping back on to say i think its so interesting how some people who are pussies about it/its usage will go "uhmmm if its about your disconnect from humanity it is no longer about your gender and you need psychological help" like....one ... pronouns dont always equal gender.....two....now you can hold my hand if you want to i know this will be scary to hear for your stupid ass but........did you ever consider perhaps a disconnect from humanity.....might play a role in how one perceives their own gender.....? so yes......it still IS about gender sometimes.....? crazy right?

#metronome.txt #i hate adamant anti it/its users you are all so stupid god bless.#one thing to not understand but still try to use them. another ballpark to be stupidly selfish and dictate peoples pronouns #i use it/its bc. wow shocker im nonhuman! and i hate they them. but also my nonhumanity influences my gender! thats so crazy!#im not human and i dont have a human gender. i mean it sounds pretty human but its like. a mimic of a human gender :)#exactly how youd call an animal or a toy a boy or a girl because you put the human lense of gender onto something not human!#does this make sense. like even a little. if it makes a little sense then mission successful

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