#yet I don’t take it that serious
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Had you ever felt as if the world is too big, a lot beyond your comprehension, and your life is so small and senseless, weird and changeable and ephemeral, and your worries should mean nothing at all but they mean to you because you’re as small as your life is and even if you realize you can’t do anything about it because it is just how life is?
Or had you ever wondered if this is all a simulation, a game, a bad show, somebody’s imagination, your own mind from another dimension, and this world only started existing when you started existing, and all the past is just a backstory somebody wrote for your world, and we are doomed to live in this world until we die, then we will wake up back into our original bodies or maybe cease existing or maybe restarting it from the beginning?
Don’t mind me, today I woke up and felt like reflecting about everything. I was with my mum when she said “oh, did you see that boy staring at you???”, and I was like “no, mum, I was wondering why life couldn’t be like a sitcom where we don’t grow old, where people don’t die, where everything is a comedy, where problems are solved in the same day, where everything is easy.”
I SWEAR I AM FINE, I guess.
#ramblings#rambles#thinking#chaotic thoughts#i have thoughts#thoughts#derealization#dereality#is this real#phylosophy#existence#I exist#but am I real?#probably yes#I just wonder sometimes#yet I don’t take it that serious#I guess
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the fandom sees megumi interacting w someone feminine presenting and suddenly it’s an onslaught of thinly veiled misogyny
#jjk leaks#the panel is so harmless like it’s obviously not that serious…….#itfsh shippers are insane and a huge collective and yet so insecure when someone else is brought up like chill#nobody said they were going in that direction#‘don’t they know hes gay’ SHUT UP!!!! THEYRE JUST TALKING#and also the nobara erasure i’ve been seeing is crazy like ppl cropping panels of the three of them just to focus on itfsh 🧍🏻♀️#SHES RIGHT THERE#news flash for the freaks: u shipping mlm doesn’t absolve u of ur misogynistic and fetishized takes#i hate this fandom so bad
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i actually feel so incredibly uncomfortable and isolated in this space right now and i know that’s silly because of how many people there are just like me who share the same feelings but idk…the fact that people even think this is defensible behavior is making me feel sick
#nothing quite like being reminded how disposable you are#during the pandemic that set the stage for everyone to show exactly how much they don’t care about disabled people#i’m tired of people not taking this shit seriously and i’m incredibly angry about it#because i know y’all who are reckless and ignorant and think you’re invincible are going to be the same ones begging to be let in#when they ultimately become disabled too.#and you know what? i’m not ready to give those people grace yet#been screaming it for years but nobody listens until it’s too late#have already had people with obvious long covid who spouted ableist rhetoric this entire pandemic#come to me asking for advice#and honestly? i don’t think you deserve advice#i have so much empathy but i’m TIRED#i don’t fucking care anymore i get that we’ve been lied to this entire time but if you actually wanted to do the research you would#and since i know nobody cares about protecting others#i think you would at least care about protecting yourself considering how selfish you’ve proven yourselves to be#this is at the entire world and everyone who refuses to wake up to the fact that we are screwed#disabled people have been telling you this entire time and it’s still a fuckimg joke#and it will only become serious when it affects them directly#i’m so angry right now#and honestly? if you feel like this is about you at all? in any way? that’s your sign#do fucking better. TEST WHEN YOURE SIXK#stop fucking going out when you’re sick unless it’s necessary#i’m so so tired
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Hi after almost nine months I am finally making an introduction post.
Welcome!!
The goal of this blog is to find and reblog as many Death Note related fanworks as I can.
The Death Note fandom is full of passionate, talented, and creative individuals whose contributions deserve to be shared and appreciated, and I want to help share and appreciate said contributions as much as possible. Also the knowledge that someone’s fanwork could drop off the face of the earth never to be found again because it was deleted or something keeps me up at night and I want to make sure those works can still be accessible to others.
I predominantly reblog from blogs who have posted recently, but that is purely because they are the easiest to find. If you know any older blogs that used to post any form of Death Note fanworks, I would appreciate it if you sent them to me.
In order to make this blog easier to navigate, I have created a google doc containing links to all of this blog’s tags relating to characters, formats/types of fanworks, relationships (both platonic or otherwise), and years. If there’s anything wrong with the links, please let me know.
As my aim is to archive as many Death Note related fanworks as I can find, when looking through this blog, there is a good chance you will find something that makes you uncomfortable. If that bothers you, then I recommend going through the google doc and filtering any tags that contain anything that will cause you discomfort (you can filter tags by going to settings —> account —> content you see —> filtered tags). Please do not harass me or anyone else over fanworks that personally make you uncomfortable, all you will succeed in is making others uncomfortable in return. If you don’t like something, just don’t engage with it.
Finally, if you have any questions/need to tell me something, please feel free to send an ask. I will try my hardest to respond as quickly and comprehensively as possible. You can also ask me to try and find a specific fanwork/creator, but there’s a very good chance I won’t be able to find what you’re looking for. Regardless, if I do find it, I will let you know as soon as I can.
#i’m super tired i hope this makes sense lol#this may just look like a bunch of fancy words put together but tbh that’s just how i speak when i’m feeling hashtag serious anyways#the tags in the google doc aren’t the only tags i use btw they’re just the ones i think will be looked through the most#i do plan to add to the list with miscellaneous tags and creator/blog tags but they would take wayy too long to sort through#so that task is for another day#also the characters in the doc without links just don’t have tags yet#death note#not archive#intro post#death note fandom#archive blog
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is it just me or all jobs rn severely understaffed and working their current employees like dogs
#yet my job just hired a ton of people and can’t even schedule them bc there’s little to no payroll#or is this all bullshit#i’m dead ass serious i might rage quit soon i’m fed up#if another supervisor gives me hell for no reason i’m going off on them#and i’m not holding back bc i know those bitches are stressed but don’t take it out on me#i will give what you gave me but i’ll make it 100 times worse
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I truly believe no one knows Rock DJ by Robbie Williams the way i know Rock DJ by Robbie Williams, my mastermind subject would be Rock DJ by Robbie Williams, Rock DJ by Robbie Williams could wake me from a coma
#I will go see that monkey biopic just to hear this song#i am so serious#i used to ask for the song to be looped in the car when i was 3#i’d learnt all the lyrics by the time i was 5#I loved the music video#do you know how psychotic it is to have loved that video as a child???#i didn’t care the song was in my bloodstream at that point#rock dj#robbie williams#take that#robbie williams rock dj#also#absolutely not an appropriate song for a child#fwiw#i still love the song to this day#rock dj i think truly is my mr brightside#i will drop everything when this song comes on#the social anxiety leaves my body when this song comes on in public#i find myself pondering on the question ‘when’s it gonna stop dj’ daily#these tags are dramatic#and yet true#i don’t wanna rock dj#whilst we’re here#seems as good a time as any to confess#i had the biggest crush on Howard Donald when i was like 10#lmao#that’s all#🫡
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Nightbringer is so funny bc if diavolo didn’t threaten to send us back to the human world(idk of that happens I’ve only heard) Lilith would still he here no? I don’t think she would be like a baby when they said she was reborn as a human I just assume they just put her in the world and erased her memories but she was probably reborn as a child and grew up. But she would still be around meaning that it would be so incredibly far into the past because even they had a hard time tracing MC’s lineage😭 so imagine going back to like a time before lightbulbs were invented. Absolutely the FUCK NOT!!! I could not for a second live as a small sickly Victorian child no way I would be able to survive watching people Live in their own filth😭🤢 I’m sorry i’m not witnessing slavery or the black plague Dia has me all the way fucked up I’m too spoiled by modern technology like socks and hoodies
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me x black reader#obey me nightbringer#nightbringer lucifer#nightbringer spoilers#om! nightbringer#nightbringer mc#nightbringer diavolo#Barbados you better take my ass home now!!#I think I would actually change the course of history#if you put me in there and I’m watching slavery happen in like real time#I am going to overthrow the Catholic Church and change Christianity and Catholicschism as we know it#i’m going to start killing priests#I’m so serious telling people to shoot Christopher Columbus on site don’t even let them step foot on America#get gone!!!#like they didn’t take baths I know they smell bad🤢#they have a bouquet of flowers at weddings because those used to be onions#to disguise the smell of how bad people smelled because weddings used to take place in the summer#and these people haven’t discovered soap yet so onions#I would literally be throwing up so quickly#And if we have a canon Lilith design I need that white women to protect me#ain’t no way
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It always annoys me when people are like “saying men suck is bad bcs it alienates men, you have to be nicer” bcs one time at work, me and my coworkers who were all women were privately talking about that football player who said women shouldn’t go to college and should just become housewives, and were saying that the problem is less men and more gender roles and societal views on what men and women should do, and somehow that still pissed off a guy who overheard us talking about it so much that he called us all bitches and demanded to speak to our boss
#my posts#like yeah i don’t think all men suck#but even saying it in a way that puts no individual at fault leads to men taking that personally and getting misogynistic#and you can never really know what men may react that way#or if they’ll take you pointing out misogyny serious in all situations#both my boss and manager#who are generally good to me and supportive about me getting mistreated#only like. 50% of the time take things seriously when i point out being mistreated#and the rest of the time they try to justify it#‘he just doesn’t know how to talk to younger women’#‘he’s autistic he doesn’t mean badly’#and yet they treat me badly anyway#bcs they know i’m a woman and that means i’m an object to them
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yknow based on freminet’s emphasis on being controlled & the director’s weapon vs making his own decisions, and looking at xiao’s everything, if one of the house of hearth kids is going to betray the fatui/join the traveler i’d kinda expect it to be him
#thoughts#they all have complicated emotions around arlecchino but. she directly saved the twins#and lyney’s got his whole responsibility thing & lynette & lyney will stay together#but frey… if he ends up in a place where he can make his own moves/decisions. id be very interested in what he’d choose#he was a child assassin for the previous director. arlecchino paired him up w the twins. i don’t think we know what he does now?#besides diving and fixing things. and we know he doesn’t like killing & that it’s stunted his emotional/mental growth/made him distant#and all. so i’d be very curious as to what’ll happen especially w xiao/frey living weapon/our master’s knife parallels#genshin impact#freminet#and w the traveler intersected. it’s not like xiao is perfectly healed. but freminet isn’t even out of the toxic environment yet#he seems to find a sense of comfort in not having to make the choice bc he offsets the guilt from murder through it#if he doesn’t have a choice and he’s just a weapon/windup toy then he bears no responsibility. and all#anyways save my boy from the fatui. get him outta there!!!!!!!#he’s already canonically su/c/dal if he doesn’t get out someday…..#anyways xiao freminet meeting when. self recognition through the other. i think xiao would dislike/be uncomfy w freminet.#frey take ur fate into ur own hands challenge#also someone get this boy some serious therapy.
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Ha ha high key scared rn
#SOMEONE DIED OF BIRD FLU AND IT WAS HIGHLY MUTATED TOO?!?#WHY AM I LEARNONG FO THIS THRU TIK TOK AND NOT THROUGH ACTUAL NEWS#oh my god we’re fucked I’m fucked#I’m most scared for my parents with poor immune systems#LIKE THE MORTATLITY RATE IS SO MUHC HIGHER#PLUS MY DOGS CAN GET IT TOO#fuck fuck fuckk#I can’t live through another pandemic#becuase no one takes health seriously anymore#hell I still have a fucking cough from a week and half ago#what the fuck#I know it’s like 1 am so my brain is making me go into panic mode and have serious anxiety#but I don’t know what I’m going to do if it continues to spread#and I’m scared no one is going to take it seriously#I’m going to cry actually#on my god what if I get it and I die#I always have this like passive suicidal ideation thoughts in my mind but the thought of actually dying bc of the flue scares me#I ACTUALLY HAVE REASONS TO LIVE NOW I CANT DIE NOW THAT LIFE IS BETTER#there’s no vaccines for it yet either oh my god#ok I need to go to bed becuase if I think of this too much this late I’m going to cry and be up all night#2025 is going to be the nightmare hell year
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Before Zevran, Alistair is that coworker Riryn flirts with because He’s Just There (and it’s fun to use woman powers for evil)
#sorry Ali ily but it’s so fun to mess w you and make u mad#Zevran is that coworker that you have flirty banter w and both of you don’t take it serious until it’s Serious#and then ur like ahh fuck I don’t want to shit where I eat but I Need Them#sidebar alistair lowkey reminds me of this coworker I had once. Daniel. so handsome yet so so dumb. I was enchanted by him#alistair theirin#warden aeducan#dragon age#dragon age origins
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I cannot fathom the level of self importance some people must have to behave this way
#it’s more so selfishness lmao#idk I’m getting unnecessarily worked up about this but 6 months ago I kinda vanished off of everywhere and then I noticed she deleted some#messages#girl I would’ve responded later calm down gosh the messages aren’t going anywhere nor are they disappearing#dora daily#I think of all people who should be mad you’re the last one because tell me why you were so viscerally rude to me since the beginning and#played a massive part of the roaa situation by being complacent when oh ! I thought you’d side with your alleged best friend ME#girl you have no right to complain at all not to mention you take FOREVER when you have no excuse to reply back but when I’m struggling I#apparently have zero excuse ☠️ girl bye#not to mention the fact that when I was so frustrated with myself having these bad headaches and being so incapable of doing anything when#exams were so close all you had to say was what can I do#well bitch what could I have done when you were at hospital#I guarantee you I was the only one texting you 24:7 asking how you were#reassuring you that it’s okay to feel upset about being in the fucking hospital and you don’t need to have such toxic positivity all the tim#oh but when the other girl had freaking back pain from her period or something apparently that’s more of a concern#girl bye#not me who has chronic headaches and cannot even study and nothing sticking cause it’s that bad#oh but go ahead compare it to your chronic illnesss like yes it’s horrible and yes it impacts you a lot#but I don’t think it impacts your brain and memorisation capacity#not to mention how fucking jealous she is of everything like I can say oh god I was so stressed and girl she has not felt stress in her life#compared to what I go through yet she is jealous of the fact I can stress ? tf?#and when I say I almost passed out cause of exhaustion she doesn’t give a shit when I was being so serious#in truth I’ve come to realise nobody does seem to care at all lmao they all think I’m lying#why would I lie about that be so fucking fr rn#anyways this is why I simply don’t want to talk about my physical condition with anyone anymore because they’ll think I’m a liar anyways 🤷♀#not to mention the fact if you even knew me a little you’d understand that it’s so impossibly hard for me to feel comfortable enough to#complain to talk about me feeling sick or sad or whatever I only do it here cause no one follows me and no one will rlly see it at all#but even here I feel like my throat closes up and I can barely breathe when I do complain#so pls …#this one sided friendship thing is crazy cause girl how do I shake you off?
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i’m already outlining some parts of this fic omg like my excitement is through the roof i really wanna do this story justice 😭
#fashion designer reader 🤝 art museum curator geto my beloveds#i’ve thought abt this story concept for so long and it isn’t until now that i’m being Properly Serious abt it#it means so much to me hehe#the ultimate meet cute in my eyes#i ofc need to add his background and stuff but AHHHHHH really wanna do this justice :3#gonna take this to docs after i’m done outlining :’)#i don’t have everything outlined just like 2 scenes rn#but i wanna write prettily and with purpose and have good flow/a proper storyline#this might be my first real Story Fic#bc black is the color was moments in time of geto & reader’s relationship#enormity of my desire disgusts me was a oneshot#this story is the big kahuna to me ok i Demand to myself that it’s a 10k fic or above like it’s serious business to me#kidding idc how long it is but i deffo don’t want it to be short#we shall see how it goes#i’m rambling but only bc i’m excited#wanna delve into suguru’s sophistication/nerdiness but also have him be a bit demure yet still very sultry and alluring#but at the end of the day he’s just an Excitable Art Nerd#reader is my bestie she’s a kween she’s so cool and fun and fresh and friendly and a firecracker & a wildcard#i love all my readers to be lovable dorks they’re just so <3 to me#anyways hehehehehe need to think of more ideas! :D#and again deffo wanna add other characters in here not JUST reader/suguru#i think in this one specifically their friends/coworkers are so important! :>#personal
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Uh oh!!! Here comes the part where I think my bf will hate me once he learns x thing about me!!!!
#this happens with every relationship romantic or not tbh#he hasn’t showed any reason for me to think that#but grrrr#what if what if what if#and it’s not just one thing it’s Lots of things like my traumas my s/h struggle my problems with taking care of myself my delusion of#grandeur the fact I age regress my weird interests and especially the fact I haven’t told my family about us yet#they’d be supportive I’m just idk I haven’t done it in so long and this is my first ldr I just don’t know how to tell them#my friends knew immediately because it was easier but idk how to even begin to bring up that yeah I have had a bf for almost 5 months#which is funny because my cousin’s wife and my newest uncle are both results of a ldr#like it’s obvious it would be fine but idk at first I was scared because what if we break up really soon but now that’s for sure not gonna#happen yknow so now idk what to do#I haven’t been in a serious romantic relationship since high school#like sophomore year#I’m 23 now#idk how to talk about this stuff anymore
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geography class is so dangerous… they’ve spent this entire unit emphasizing how easy and fun it is to travel around Europe…
my bank account is sweating.
#like. IF i go it will not be for a few years#but i am unofficially planning something now#it didn’t help that my world-traveling cousin came to visit and talked about all her cool trips#i was truly doomed#i’m encouraged by the fact that i have several years to gain basic skills in several languages so that i’m not too useless#it’s really not that hard - it’s just a matter of putting the time in#and i’m encouraged by how many friends from here i could visit#y’all will take me to the Good Stuff so i don’t accidentally get stuck in tourist traps#i’m actually really excited by this idea bc for so long i was like ‘no no no - i’ve gotta travel around the U.S. more first’#but NOW i’ve devised a U.S. travel plan called ‘working seasonal field positions’#so there’s potential for my vacation time to be spent elsewhere!#i’m gonna have to actually think about this and a budget and all that#but it’s not that serious yet so i can just think about it like :))
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my best friend got engaged today, and i just want to cry
#i’m trying so hard to be happy for her#and of course i was all smiles at the party#but it hurt so much to watch#especially since i thought she didn’t really want him to propose yet#and the ring doesn’t suit her at all#she told me she didn’t even want a ring#and having it be a thing at her birthday party with her friends#that’s not her style#i know she’s hard to read#and keeps her feelings close to her chest#but she always just looks so uncomfortable around him#especially with any kind of physical affection#and i don’t know how much of this is me projecting#i asked her once a few months ago if she was really happy with him#and while she said yes#everything about her tone and body language said no#and i’m a firm believer in taking what people say at face value#especially during serious conversations#bc i know how hard emotions and body language can be#but it’s hard when everything else is saying i’m uncomfortable#and i worry#but again maybe i’m just seeing#not what i want to see#bc i would never want her to feel uncomfortable in a relationship#but maybe what would be self serving to me?#bc i don’t want her to marry someone else#i don’t know#i just want to cry
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