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🌨 Weekly Tag Wednesday - January Randomness 🌨
Tag gamessssss are back!! Thanks @mybrainismelted for making the game this week and thanks for tagging me!!
Name: deanna🌱
Age: noel
What were you doing last night at 12AM? i was asleep fuck yeah 🙌 (this is an achievement for me)
What word do you still have trouble remembering how to spell? Brocolli. Broccoli? Broccolli? That one. <- okay using Kat's because this is one for me for sure, i often cop out and justt call it brocco. but also another one is vacuum. wait did i just fuckin get that that on the first try??? never in my life......
You accidentally ate some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they gave you the super-power of your choice! What is that power? okay sorry to steal again but yeah teleportation!! i just think its the most useful for the most variety of things!
First thing you would buy if you won the lottery? a house that is not falling apart!
Who is your favourite author? i usually just say Trick Weekes because the masked empire and da:i solas remain some of my favorite shit ever written
What’s the tenth photo in your photo album on your phone? Can you explain?
yes we had a blizzard and i took a photo of our buried front yard!
What was your favourite breakfast cereal growing up? How about today? maybe...kix?? cinnamon toast crunch?? my current fav would be honey bunches of oats with almonds but i also really loved that one as a youth too.
What outfit did you wear growing up that you’d be mortified to be seen in today? i dont know i've always been a relatively plain-style clothing person. certainly wouldnt look good in a babydoll tee, but i dont know if i'd find it mortifying 😆
and now i'll tag some folks to play along if you'd like! otherwise please take this little snowflake ❄️that i give you with love🤍
@michellemisfit @jrooc @suzy-queued @energievie @too-schoolforcool @gardenerian @lazystargazy @creepkinginc @palepinkgoat @blue-disco-lights @callivich @gallawitchxx @salesmain @gallapiech @crossmydna @spoonfulstar @echotrees @gallavich-annise @mmmichyyy @the-rat-wins @loftec @wehangout @femboymilkovich @sickness-health-all-that-shit @sgtmickeyslaughter @heymrspatel @darlingian @ian-galagher @sam-loves-seb @rereadanon @catgrassplantdad @lingy910y @spookygingerr @transmickey @vintagelacerosette @kiennilove @iansw0rld @softmick @francesrose3 @c-nord @burninface
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oh woah, teach you how to take it? first off id clicker train you to my favorite positions so youd go to the one i want from just a few clicks. every once im a while ill have you face down, ass up with a mirror in front of your face so you can see exactly how good i make you feel. id ofcourse slowly start the thrusts of you on my bitch breaker, then ask how you feel and if you like it. "oh, whats that pup? is it too slow?" then with no hesitation id speed up 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 quickly. "shhh.." "its okay puppy, you wanted it faster didnt you?" "stop whining and start moaning like a good boy." id speed up even more just to tease you because good boys are able to take it, only to hear you continue whining and panting out my name. "yes? is there a problem pup?" youd just look up at me with pleading eyes for me to slow down but i wouldnt listen, id just keep going on likt that for as long as 𝙞 want.
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Fuck I’m reading and responding to this using my rose and it’s heavenly. The thought of being trained to the sound of a clicker is so hot?? A single click gets me on the bed in position to be fucked
Being forced to take your bitch breaker however given to me as fast or as slow as you thrust it, before knotting my puppy parts and filling me with puppies~
Shit and those little quips “it’s okay puppy you wanted it faster didn’t you?” MMMMM my tdick is throbbing from that
#ftm puppy#cnc free use#cnc k!nk#ftm ns/fw#ftm nsft#ftm t4t#ftm sub#t4t puppy#t4t nsft#t4t sub#t4t cnc#t4t ns/fw#nsft t4t#t4t yearning#t4t mlm#t4t breeding#trans t4t#t4t somno#ftm cnc#ftm fucktoy#ftm pet#ftm bunny#t4t petpl@y#ftm breeding#ftm bottom#ftm slvt#ftm somno#cnc somno#free use cnc#rough cnc
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*Raddy watches closely for reactions and responses. A lot of the time if someone's tone or words doesnt give them away, physical reactions and facial expressions might. Hes not really sure what those "event" were, but hes smart enough not to push it. Clearly the topic isnt the most comfortable area for Simon, and he'd prefer to keep the other calm and comfortable in his presence*, thats alright too*
" Huh. How about I make one with and one without the tofu and if you dont like the one with tofu, you'll have one without it. "
*It wasnt about Simon's looks or the fact that it was Simon touching him. Hes just not all that used to or too fond of touch out of the blue. He prefers to be warned about touch before being touched. Thank god it wasnt a hug or grabbing him in any way or he would have flipped his lid. It probably would have ended with lots of teeth and claws and that wouldnt have been good. He doesnt seem bothered by his back being rubbed though*
" Yea. We can go. Ya wanna speed it up and run or you wanna walk? Im fine with either, so its up to you. "
*Yes, he would prefer to be quick about it, but when it comes down to it he really doesnt care how fast they go as long as they actually get there. If Simon chooses to walk, he'd be fine with that and if Simon chooses to run thats alright too. Really its all up to Simon*
There's loud sniffing noises for a moment and the sounds of what sounds like many legs tap on the ground as something large approaches.
Soon a large dull yellow creature comes into view that sniffs at the ground.
It looks like Simon... But as some weird mutilated creature. Tho it seems harmless.
@the-aftermath-of-simon
*Raddy quickly backs up, holding his breath, his eyes wide as saucers as he stares at the creature in front of him. His first instinct is to try to attack it, however, before he can actually attempt to he stops. It looks. . . familiar. It bears a resemblance to someone he knows. It somewhat looks like. . . Simon. Its mutilated and honestly a bit unnerving to look at but its undeniably the yellow sprunki*
*He exhales softly, and creeps forward, lowering his body down slightly in a similar fashion to a frightened cat. He keeps a close eye on the thing, and stays on-edge because a lot of things that dont look dangerous or aggressive could indeed be the opposite of what they seem. He stops close to the creature, taking a deep breath before reaching out to poke at it a few times, quite ready to swing a fist if it snaps at or attacks him*
#raddy sprunki#simon sprunki#sprunki rp#sprunki incredibox#sprunki#sprunki ask blog#incredibox sprunki
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Tiktok be like: "Haikyuu characters irl!!!" And it's the most conventionally attractive people you've ever seen + they're not even asian
#it makes me so mad#like THEY ARE TEENAGERS#yes they are good looking but they wouldnt look LIKE THAT#they borrow pictures from pinterest from people who just have the same hair color and thats it#its unrealistic#thats why i love the stage play because the cast is SO GOOD and they all have unique features that are true to their characters#and theyre all gorgeous#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hq!!#haikyuu thoughts#grey.txt
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finally drew clora and seb's kids!!🙌🙌
Celeste Sallow: OK THIS IS THE NAME IM SUPER PROUD OF BAHAHA because not only does the name celeste relate to the stars (in typical ravenclaw fashion...clora picked the name) but celeste sallow is also an alliteration. BUT, its an alliteration that begins with a C, which means clora gets to match with celeste in the form of both of their names starting with a C, whereas sebastian gets to match with celeste because both of their names are an alliteration/they're alliteration allies🥹ITS THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS!🥳
Lewis Sallow: as for lewis, if you've read my fic then you know that seb has a vendetta against names that start with an L bahaha, but 'lewis' was actually HIS idea. when celeste was born, seb wanted to find a muggle story to read to her, since clora's favourite story is ALSO a muggle one (sherlock), and he wanted to stick with tradition. so he ended up finding alice in wonderland, which he loved because of how adventurous and clever alice was and of how much she reminded him of clora and celeste (both personality and looks wise). it became his favourite for those reasons, to the point that when they had lewis, sebastian overcame his L-name hatred by naming their son after lewis carroll.
Houses: celeste could have been sorted into either gryffindor or slytherin, but ultimately ends up in slytherin because she wants to be like seb. kinda like how clora also probably could have been in gryffindor, tbh. as for lewis.....him being 10000% in ravenclaw doesnt need any explanation BAHA, just look at him.
Appearance: since clora has a tiny bit of veela blood in her, thats obvs passed down to their kids, too, and so they mostly take after her as a result of it. but there's still little bits of seb that shine through in each of the kids: for lewis its his brown curly hair, and for celeste its her complexion/freckles. and the fact that celeste looks so similar to clora only doubles up sebastian's stress/protective instincts when he watches her BAHAH. he's ofc still proud that she takes after him so closely, but seb also cant deny that he wishes it had been their SON that had taken after him instead, to keep her out of danger.
Celeste & Lewis: for celeste and lewis’ relationship, celeste is a super proud big sister, and treats lewis kinda like how seb treats clora. if there's anything that needs to be done, she offers to do it for him. and although she doesn’t have the patience to read stories herself, she loves playing outside and having lewis read to her in the background, and loves to act out/use his stories to fuel her imagination. and lewis makes sure to pick stories that he KNOWS she’ll like (which mostly involve heroic and daring feats of adventurers or pirates. he's tried to read more classic fairytales and romances to her a few times, but celeste always gets bored). she loves to draw though, so sometimes when lewis reads books that have no pictures, she'll draw them herself.
Celeste & Seb/Clora: celeste is a daddy's girl LOL and always tries to impress seb with the stuff she does, especially after hearing how HE was at her age, and so its half to impress and half because shes competitive that she wants to do the same/be just as good. and seb always gets a kick out of hearing her feats in the crossed wands club, or in defense against the dark arts class, and he also goads her on, telling her she'll have to do better than that if she wants to be as good as HE was. and whenever celeste gets detention, clora always stresses and asks why, whereas seb just tries to keep the smirk off his face. as for celeste and clora, clora also reads to celeste, and bakes and cooks with her, which is something celeste actually likes doing. not only because it keeps her busy and she likes to help and get messy in general, but also because she likes the fact that it results in good food afterwards LOL, and constantly asks when things can be taken out of the oven. also, for as tomboy-y as celeste is, she honestly doesn't mind/likes the clothing that clora puts her in and likes when clora dresses her up, bc it makes her look like one of the princesses from the storybooks, and it just amuses her more than anything else. once she enters hogwarts, though, its mostly trousers. but she still DOES like the occasional girly clothing.
Lewis & Seb/Clora: lewis is a momma's boy LOL and unlike celeste, doesnt care about duelling or of proving himself or anything like that, and is only concerned with stories and his future studies. so ofc clora had to show him sherlock, which he naturally loved. it even inspired lewis to want to write his own stories, so that he could challenge his own skill and see if he could, but also because he wants his mom to read them, and likes the idea of writing his own sherlock-esque story with equations and mysteries to be solved that he can offer her. lewis also wants to write a book for celeste as well, bc although he wont admit it, he basically wants to write a story tailor-made for her and her interests. one that he thinks will have everything she’d love in it. and part of it is genuinely because he WANTS to do it for her, but the other part of it is also for his ego, and to see if he CAN write a compelling story, and write something that would actually get THE hyperactive celeste to sit down and read it in its entirety (not to mention of her own volition). as for with seb, lewis looks up to him more than anyone else, due to how well-rounded he is and how hes so good at practical stuff AND studying, and he kinda sees seb as a main character/protagonist from one of his books, and uses sebastian as inspiration for his own stories. if hes stuck on what he thinks the dashing main character should do next, he'll ask his dad what HE would do, which results in seb getting very weird questions that he nonetheless is always happy to answer. also, when lewis is older and finally learns the full story of what happened with clora and seb and ranrok and rookwood, he writes their story in novel form, except he just changes their names/some of the details, and it becomes a best seller LOL. and i didnt know where to put this, but the four of them all read a story before bed every night, with lewis in the middle and seb and clora on either side of him. though celeste stands at the foot of the bed, basically doing a charade/mime show of what theyre reading, and putting on a little play to go along with it BAHHA.
OK thats all i can think of for now ive yapped enough😩 if youve read all of this ur a real one.... ive also considered giving them a 3rd (and last) child, which would be a boy that looks exactly like seb, and seb would just be praying like please.....let this son take after me🧎♂️🙏 BAHHA
#much to sebs dismay celeste is probs gonna be an auror LMAO whereas lewis is gonna be a writer#seb once again asking the universe why their personalities couldnt have been switched....but girldad seb is made to suffer#and yes they are BOTH dressed by clora and her mom if you couldnt tell LMAO#just wait till lewis is out of that sailor fit...he gonna be a heartbreaker when hes older fr fr. bro is beautiful#also i can imagine celeste when shes older using her looks to her advantage BAHHA like noo...i wouldnt do that...look at me🥹uwu#sweet talking her way out of detention BAHAHA shes that troublemaker student that the teachers secretly have a fond spot for#and altho seb tells lewis to protect and watch over her in school he doesnt rly take it seriously bc hes still young#but once they get older and if celeste ever DOES have problems then lewis definitely would step up for her as her brother#but hed do it in a very conniving and indirect way...like finding out whoever is causing her trouble and hexing them or some shit LMAO#and nobody would ever know😇😇😇#celeste would be like I GUESS I FINALLY SCARED THEM OFF/THEY LEARNED NOT TO MESS WITH ME!!!#and lewis would just be like yea....thats probably what happened.#bro does not need OR want the credit LMAO#also hes soft for his sis so he supports her delusions like the good lil bro he is. lewis supports womens rights and wrongs. king#choccyart#celeste sallow#lewis sallow
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my take on human jawbone…. (featuring human ricket in one of the doodles)
EDIT: reblogs >>> likes!!! if u like this feel free to reblog it so more people see it!!!!!
#yes i did think about ‘but wouldnt that just be joel??’ and frankly? no not really. theyre distinct from each other imo#i made like 6 different attempts at this before i could hammer out something that looked good 😭#this was certainly a way harder humanization than the last one i did (spamton from deltarune)#ironically enough its really difficult to translate skeletal features to a human design#then again with the last humanization i did i had like 2 whole years of familiarity with the original character design#plus a covid-induced delirium(?) which made me nonstop obsess over said character for like a week#meanwhile ive only known about this guy since what. may?? only drawn him a handful of times#i have to say im very proud of the result tho!!!#monkey wrench#monkey wrench fanart#monkey wrench jawbone#monkey wrench ricket#might do this over at some point in the future. i feel like theres defo some stuff i could improve on but just not at the moment
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#p4g#persona 4 golden#p4#persona 4#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#ok ok this scene gets to me so bad actually#because yes on the one hand hes playing up that big brother role again#reminding kanji of HIS role as nanako's big brother as well#but its also reminiscent of yosuke's tendency to hide his own sadness and put up a front for others so they wouldnt catch on#i think in this moment its not necessarily a bad thing and yosuke was kind of right (imo anyway)#keeping their spirits high would be a more comforting sight for nanako#who wouldnt want to see them worried#i think its such a strong reflection of yosuke's consideration towards others#part of me is like yes kanji is the one that said it but hes just voicing what everyone else was also thinking in that moment#and yosukes response isnt just for kanji but also for the team and esp Yu#because of them all Yu is the one that undoubtedly looked most heartbroken considering how protectice he was of nanako#even though we cant really see it in game it's very clear how his reaction is like in p4u when he thought nanako might be in danger#anyway yu didnt have a speaking line in this scene so i could be delulu but im pretty sure it was about him as well#he's good with his queue
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The idea that Tommy, a closeted gay man who was desperately trying to fit in in a hyper macho and discriminatory environment, isn't allowed to have any growth from when he was over compensating and was a dick to Chim really pisses me off. He literally had canonical growth to the point he was going for drinks with Chim and Hen in Bobby Begins Again and they got him a fancy leaving cake.
Why isn't he allowed to grow and be better? Because he's white? Because he "gets in the way of buddie"? Because no one is allowed to say and change at all over a decade?
Like this is a queer fandom and I'd bet a lot of money that a ton of people in this fandom said and did things they weren't proud of when they were younger, especially before they came out so they could try and hide it.
I know this is quite a young fandom too but like, it was literally only a decade ago when "gay" was an insult at school and doing anything that could be get you accused of being gay was fucking social suicide. You guys have no idea how lucky you are that people at least get called out for that shit now cause they didn't when I was a kid. I would have done almost anything to just be ignored, let alone accepted, rather than being openly bisexual.
So yeah, I think Tommy is allowed to fucking change as a person because Bobby, Chim and Hen came into his life and allowed him to stop repressing. Stop being such fucking assholes. You aren't any better than him, and frankly the way some of you behave makes the way Tommy acted when he was first in the show look like a fucking saint. Touch some grass.
#911 abc#people are so so so so happy to ignore canon if it allows them to shit on a character they dont like#remarkable how the same people who say tommy isnt allowed to change and be better#are the same ones who accuse anyone who says literally anything negative about hen or chim of being racist#while openly justifying any abuse of athena because shes a cop#at least have consistency if youre going to refuse to respect all the characters#it just makesnyou look stupid otherwise#tommy kinard#am i a buddie shipper? yes#but i grew up in the era of fucking teen wolf#i can love with my faves not getting together#but the most important thing is a story that feels real#i cant see a way that buddie wouldnt happen somehow for the realest story#however if the writers do a good job#then i will still enjoy the ride#i do not want buck or eddie cheating on their oartner with the other#thats just not fun and i would HATE that to be the way bucktommy ended
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guys i didn't realise most of u hate galladads :( unfortunately i love them i wont even lie
#for once i wont be siding with popular opinion#sure i think they have a lot of issues and in an IDEAL world they wouldn't have kids until much later#but idk i dont really like thinking of ideal worlds? not sure if that makes sense. but it makes fanfiction MUCH less fun to think of them#being all perfect and happy. whole point of shameless is to show them in shitty situations. (not that having a baby wld be shitty to them#but a lot of u talk about how they wouldnt be ready to be parents)#i think they have a lot of issues but so did debbie and so did lip#i still really appreciated their baby plotlines and yes ik its different bc gallavich wouldnt get knocked up like that and wld have to make#the conscious decision#but still i think it would be rlly interesting to see them struggle through that#and they WOULD eventually learn how to take very good care of her#i think ian much quicker but also mickey#they both have experience looking after people younger than them so idk i could see it#gallavich#shameless
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Just watched S09E11 of CSI, 'The Grave Shift', after last night's 'One to Go'. I don't think I'll ever recover from Grissom, my favorite character, leaving the show, but his exit was still beautiful and so, so Grissom. Him just telling the team "Yeah so, I'm leaving" and having little moments with each of them, warmed my heart (the character that represented me the most was David, who had to bolt out of the room after Grissom said, "I'll miss you, though", barely managing to hold back the tears before leaving).
And oh my god. His reunion with Sara. They didn't even need words and it was absolutely perfect. Watching Grissom feel physical pain from his break up with Sara broke my heart -- you can see how much he loves her. I hate that they'll break up again; I don't remember how or why exactly, but it feels unnecessary, but I'm comforted by the fact that, ultimately, they'll end up together for the rest of their lives.
One of the things I love about this episode is how they all paid a little homage to Grissom and, near the end, Nick, who was offered Grissom's office, invited Greg and Riley to share it with him. Fits right in with Nick's sweet personality. I love how he says they need all the good energy from that place. He's really Grissom's n#1 pupil ♡
(Shout out to Hodges, one of my favorite characters from this rewatch, walking in and bringing the pig fetus saying it belongs there. I love how bitter he is after Grissom left and how he's not willing to get over it any time soon. Forget David, Hodges is the character that represented me the most, lol).
I need to say, my brain completely ignored the fact that, when Grissom offered Ray Langston a job as a CSI he said that it was an "entry-level job". Instead, I thought he'd get the job as the team leader and it was weird for me to see him being so inexperienced at a job. But all of that is because, one, I haven't rewatched CSI in ten years and forgot about like, 97% of the show and two, I have rewatched Hannibal way too many times and got used to Laurence Fishburne playing a boss, and a damn good one. I do like his character, though!
I'm not a fan of Riley though. I don't know why, she seems mostly competent at her job, fit right in, but at the same time it's not really like she fit in? I felt like maybe she could have had some adaptation into the team, after all she was replacing a long-time team member, Warrick (will talk about him later). Her introduction and adaptation into the team felt a bit sudden and "inorganic" and maybe that's why I don't love her sassy remarks and sort of 'cool girl' personality. Yeah I love Sara but I don't love Riley for the reasons listed above. That could change, though!
Warrick. Oh, man. For Gedda/For Warrick were the most painful episodes to watch and I stalled for months. Some of the team got to have a nice last moment with him, others didn't. It broke my heart how at peace he was in his last hours, hanging out with the work fam, feeling relieved for not losing his job, which was a huge part of his life. I do hate that it had to end like that for him. I get that his death represented the loss of innocence, and that that team wasn't going to last forever... but it's just really painful. To know that he didn't have anyone else, only his soon, which we don't know if he was able to see often...
Too many things happening at once, too many changes, and bumpy ones, but I hope we'll get into a smooth road once again.
#csi#as for my last paragraph: i know it doesn't really lol#warrick's death just didn't feel right for me you know. the whole treatment of warrick just made me feel uncomfortable#in other simple words he deserved better. yes he was a flawed character. but i wouldve liked to see him happy okay#i really didnt want grissom to leave like I KNOOOW he comes back but he's my comfort character#he's literally a teddy bear have you seen him. the beard. the grandpa outfits. his calming voice. his adorable fascination with insects#william petersen is in his 70s now which is good because i can ask him to adopt me as his grandchild#scratch that bad idea i have a crush on grissom it wouldnt work#btw i didnt mention it in the text but they got LAURENCE FISHBURNE. THE laurence fishburne. i'm excited to see more of his character#i don't see much of riley on tumblr is my dislike for her actually a popular opinion? i mean if im not wrong she'll remain for#about two more seasons#that's a whole regular character people cant have forgotten about her#wait i just looked her up on the wiki#if she's not a well-liked character or even liked.... i get why#lmao#team catherine is all i'm going to say#i guess that's it for now
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Really into the episode of Ouran where this girl confesses her love to Mori but he doesn’t feel the same because he’s into Honey and the girl’s reaction is just like YIPPEE I LOVE YAOI THATS SO COOL FOR YOU YAY 🥰
#the klock keeps ticking#ouran high school host club#i watched ouran when i was 13 and repressed ah the classic experience yes yes#and i always said id rewatch but never did. until now cuz im going through something#im like halfway through and yeah id say theres quite a lot that ages like milk lol#like mostly just the way haruhi is treated is just. bad lol#a good thing is i like how haruhi personally feels about their own gender where they really honestly dont fucking care#which was a big relief cuz similar cases will have the ‘secret girl’ character either be really defensive#or you know. be like a naoto where its actually just the most uncomfortable thing ever#but the problem is the way that tamaki and occasionally the twins are like really obsessed with the girl thing#and constantly want haruhi to take on a feminine role cuz that wouldnt threaten their sexuality as much#tamaki in general is written so fucking weird lol and i do remember being based back then and hating him#and i never liked him with haruhi like im sorry hes just the worst option#hes capable of being funny when hes not being weird but I think he still ends up feeling horribly written#like when hes having his DRAMATIC LOVE INTEREST moments they just feel so horribly out of place#and theyre often times just badly aged tropes also the way haruhi is written in relation to the other members is weird#like i can see why theyd like the other characters but ive not really seen any reasons for them to like tamaki#but then the show will just randomly be like ‘oh yes haruhi thinks tamaki is a lovely person’ and its like. ooookay?#its ass lol and im probably preaching to the choir but like. haruhi is way better with a woman right?#i just know some desperate ass bastards have made some haruhi/renge content and i get it#other than that stuff i dont like i will say i enjoy what exists outside of the weird haruhi stuff#i like the characters and the concept is very funny and the episodes where everyone is normal are charming#and you know i gotta appreciate it for the impact it had on lame ass gay people even if the queer content is messy#ouran was just like. what we had for a long time. or at least was the most popular anime that featured queerness in some positive capacity#but also like. as it goes with this stuff once youve gotten to see better representation#you look back and youre like wow. im so fucking glad we can do better than this dogshit 😩
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damn it feels so good to actually have friends who i feel safe around. like to have friends who im not worried that if they find out that i like "cringe" things they wont judge me. woah!!
@angry-avaocardo @silly1xxx @gollyimsosoevil
#appreciation post for my besties✨✨#also the tags got reallylong and rambly just me complainign about the ex friend and a quick update so feell free not to read them if you#dont wanna#theres nothing of substance in there lol#ugh god my old friend the one i made the really long post about asking for advice#i probably mentioned this but i never felt safe to talk about things i like with them#oh god i would never be able to show them defrag#and i probably wouldnt even be willing to ramble about like. the arg or smth to them#id be too worried of them making fun of me#but also they had a way of making it so i hung out with them the most even tho i didnt want to#“me and friend are going to the canteen you two wanna come?”#“[with none of my input] no me and Charlie are staying here”#the only person i felt safe talking about my interests to was a friend that i made when trying to move away frrom the toxic one#a friend who they would consistently ask if i was replacing them with and was so fucking jealous of him#in fact that friend is gollyimsoevil yea that guy#hes great he likes gay addison shit so yk bestie#also they were so good at guilt tripping that now i use their guilt tripping tactics on myself to try and get myself to do things lol#and they would make fun of me so often but GOD FORBID I MAKE FUN OF THEM#they were making fun of me to another person a few /years/ ago so i made some snarky comment about them#because i was really upset by them making fun of me#and they brought it up to me like 2 months ago before we cut them off#like dude you mock and make fun of everything i do so much that ive just stopped talking and completely zoned out whenever im around you#and youre holding some snarky remark that i made when we were like 11 /because you were making fun of me/#UGH#oh ye update on that if anyone cares it went fine they seem to have moved on and are just hanging out with different people now#they havent made any attempt to contact any of us but also havent cut us off#i havent cut them off either ive just left it#i catch them giving me and the other two friends who used to be friends with them dirty looks#but i kinda just ignore it#i have like 5 friends my age who are much much much nicer than them
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We do think that Riz is a gynandromorph of some description, especially since damselfly sexual dimorphism tends to be pretty distinct and he's displaying a very unconventional morph for a damselfly of any flavor. He would have no goddamned clue what that would mean, of course, and he probably wouldn't care about it if you told him, but he's definitely got something going on there.
#we speak#bug fables#for reference its a Thing for damselflies to have mimicry in the form of Females Who Look Like Males#but its a one-way street. theres no equivalent female-mimic morph for males#which makes riz Extremely Notable since hes displaying a real clear female morph there#and though being transgender would be very much possible for him we prefer this option#especially since it also offers extra reason why he's got such a broad palette compared to his sister and his father#guy is Unusually Big for a male damselfly and just didnt think twice about it. he feels like the sort of guy who just#wouldnt care overly much for self-definition we think. hes got a job to do. do you think he cares about how rare his genes are?#for his sister there is literally no way to tell if shes transfem or just a mimic morph and tbh good for her#we'll. drop some comparison images in a reblog for the irl damselflies#but in general we favor this one both bc it appeals to us more and bc riz just feels like the sort of guy who wouldnt care much abt gender#like. even if he were trans he feels like the sort of guy who would tell like three people about his pronouns#and then just go about his day and either they tell people or they dont and he doesnt particularly care either way#hes got things to do. traps to build. yes hes a guy but what is the point of making a thing out of it when theres poachers to deal with#he feels like the sort of dude to be Cis Guy enough that hes entirely confused as to what ur talking about if u try and misgender him#no clue where youre coming from but youre wrong#anyways back to spear fighting 101#(note: male and female used here as in the arbitrary sex categories. its the junk. we know its not accurate to being A People)#(its the terminology we've got in the back drawer)
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my shirt that says "i don't have an eating disorder" has people asking a lot of questions already answered by my shirt
#text#(this is a reference to another tweet i dont have a shirt that says that)#ed tw#weight loss tw#talk about weight in general tw#like yes i eat the same thing almost every single day & have to force myself through every bite#no i dont have an eating disorder#i just have autism and anxiety and its making my life a little bit unliveable at the moment ❤️#i know i also have arfid which yes is an eating disorder but not like. in the way people probably think of if they look at me during#a meal and judge the way im eating and decide they think i have an ed (which i know is anxiety and nobody does that but still)#but i probably wouldnt get diagnosed bc im at a ''healthy weight''#even tho i know that for My Body it's not healthy . i was eating relatively well for a brief period of my senior year of high school#& very briefly my freshman year of college#and i got to around [number] both times#and they were both short periods of time so i still dont know what like. a healthy weight would be For Me and for My body#but i know a doctor would tell me my weight rn is Normal and Good and that if i gain weight thats Bad and Wrong#even though i am definitely not eating enough and not getting enough Fuel For My Body To Work Right#its such bullshit. also i hope whoever invented the bmi kills themself#Well anyway. swagever ive been eating one singular slice of pizza for half an hour so i gotta get back to that
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#down so incredibly bad. he has eye crinkles when he smiles.... nah its the end#trying not to think about it but JDJJDJDJD the way he was waiting for me in his car and like so smiley when he came out. o im gonna !!!!!!!#GOD. im so obsessed. like hes just some guy yes. but also ???? idc NDNDNXNXNNXMXM#its gonna take years tho i can feel it NDJDNXNXNDNND#hhhhh but maybe less time than i think...? idk im so...... i got so shy. couldnt even look at him at points like JDJNXNDNXNZN#im probably sending like... the Most mixed messages but WHAT CAN I DO XJXJJZZMZZ#i get mixed messages from him too. god. it took us forever to be friends bc of this JDJDJXJDKZMZM#getting to More.... lmao good lord#personal#also god why did i have to see that post about consideration being like. a way u know someoje cares. like JDJJDNDN#him being like o i was gonna honk at you but i thought itd scare you. so he waved a bunch instead Ndndnnd#then when ppl kept hounding me about why inwasnt taking my jacket off (felt embarassed bc i looked cute JDJDJDJJDNDN plus it was COLD) n#saying like oh isnt it hot. and inwas like huh really. and he was like... well i wouldnt say its hot. you can feel like the air coming down.#um.... ya maybe these are small but HDJDJDJDNDNNDNDND hes so cute....... like he could have honked at me n scared me or joined in on#everyone sayin stuff to me but BDBNDNDNDND cute....
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they want me so bad (<- asked me for my pronouns)
#anyway im forced to accept that this is the way itll be for a good bit. maybe forever.#do you think they'd be ready if i pull out the he/they/bun/mirrored-if-trans options??? god no.#its nice and i appreciate everyone asking obv but.#sillyposting#its a reminder that. you still can't tell. and thats not the point of my transition but. it stings.#the name i use. the only name they know. is masc. specifically male-alligned.#yes you COULD name a female child it bc who's gonna stop you but. you wouldnt. its like a 'tom' or 'mark' or 'chris'.#but add that to. the way i look. and :)#ig the main trouble im having right now is that. its not a one time thing. anytime i meet someone new (pretty often at a new job) they ask#and also. they are forced to make an assumption. but that assumption NEEDS to be confirmed by me before they 'deserve' to settle on it#its not like just looking gay. no-one will ask me if i suck dick after theyve barely met me once. but they have to for this.#and it all just drives in the point that. i am trans. this cannot change. people have opinions about this.#i am intertwined with something difficult.#i need to keep my unbound chest high. i will not back down and i will persist. i will survive and i will live.
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