#yes im talking about aos

[moonys-chocolate28]

The shows i watch have way too much impact on me.

Today i saw Bahrain on a map and my breath caught in my throat

I literally stared at it in disbelief as if it shouldnt exist and must stay fictional

[smilepaint]

anyway the concept of passing is a scam. we will never be liberated until the idea that a trans person's inherent value and worth and validity is directly proportional to their resemblance to a cis person. and i say this not just to those who struggle to or do not fit into that box, but to those who very much do and are counting themselves lucky.

the same way that its unhealthy and unreasonable to expect a same gender couple to conform to notions of what a heterosexual family should be, its unhealthy and unreasonable to have to expect a transgender experience of identity and a transgender body to conform to a cisgender ideal. not only does it further the marginalisation of trans people and drive a wedge in our community, but it's an unhealthy way to see the world and relate to yourself. its not fair to expect a human being to go their whole life in states of checking the value of their body and their life against a societally imposed, often unattainable model that may not even reflect their own desires or goals.

it's tough, i know how tough it is to go against everything you've been taught, and the right to seek medical intervention to reshape ourselves in a way that deepens and solidifies our connection to our bodies is and will always be important. but for your own mental health, whatever shape you take must reflect yourself first. not a cis persons. transition is about making a home out of the body you're living in, in whatever way works for you.

you deserve the mental freedom that comes with removing "passing" from your emotional radar entirely. trans bodies are good bodies.

[jennastarkhasaheart]

i have a lot of feelings on season 5. ive posted how i see 5x14 and its aftermath (or lack thereof) at some point, and im still happy with that explanation... but just the fact that these mental gymnastics are necessary kind of shows what problems i think there are.

everything that happens sort of makes sense if you squint a little, like yes, daisy would absolutely go rescue simmons on a dime damn the consequences if the guy telling her them is essentially an untrustworthy opium dealer whos visibly mainly out for himself and she didnt actually witness any of the excessive brutality he spoke of herself. but... like this? without first trying to reconnect with the others? get backup at least maybe? or at least the lay of the land? idk man, sounds a bit scripted to me.

and yes, simmons kind of has an excuse for what she does and doesnt do, because she visibly went off the rails after 5x14 and then her husband died, but we also dont see her and daisy make up after it at any point. i think its implied, because theyre both pretty close in season 6 again, but ehhhhhh. show me. please. you cant do something like this and just pretend like everything is fine without even giving a character a line like "what happened back there was awful, but man am i glad we were there for each other afterwards at least" or something.

basically it all felt a little forced and the consequences werent really dealt with onscreen at all. i dont think they just skipped over them in terms of what actually happened on and offscreen, but they sure dont make a lot of effort to elaborate on it. as far as i know, season 5s script had to be rushed and for that it is still really good, but they couldve at least tried to deal with the fallout a little more in season 6 imo.

[botanicallyinclinednerd]

It sucks when I'm hyperfixated on something but I have no (legal) way to watch the source material

[captainspiggbo]

So I'm going off purely cliff notes here and a weird state in which my melatonin didn't make me sleepy and I'm just dizzy (anyone else?? No? Just me? Cooool). . But. . And I'm sorry if someone has already said this somewhere, I'm starting to think Meph being stuck in the Satan void is no accident. . "Gee, Cap, way to point out the obvious!", I hear you say, but I will not have it! Simply because I'm awash in beautiful sugar plum visions of Satan being so fucking stupid and beside himself that his only choice in keeping his future seeing second born from envisioning anything is voreing him XD. . Satan knew full well how much us humans (love him or hate him - usually the later lol) rely on Meph and would surely run to him for help - Hell even Rin said over Satan's fracturing corpse, "Mephisto will fix this! ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭" (paraphrasing cuz I have bad memory). . . Sooo I propose, what if Satan put peeps he knew would be an issue in stasis? Maybe the max he could hold them was 2 years?? (*Cough* Skill Issue™) or rather he thinks he's got enough power to just win it all at this point???. . Idk. . So yeeeah anyways, another crackpot theory and as always feel free to correct me or add shit lmao (⁠^⁠～⁠^⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ

[generative-adversarial-nitwit]

Beer is just wet bread.

- Chad (2023)

[dustox420]

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[krowsindulgences]

Progress on my Recreyo AU - Recreyo Myths

Okay, so it feels like I haven't updated in a while, but I have. And I want to make an update post or two! I will have a list of what I will talk about here.

Something with the title

The reason why Im not writing another fic

Story Progress

Okay, so first lets talk about the-

1. Title

If you have noticed from my past works on ao3(Just one), you will have seen the title as 'Recreyo Mythology'. I have changed it to just Myths because even though it sounds cool, Mythology means to STUDY myths. I really feel like a said 'woopsie daisy' on that one. So... expect it to be renamed when I post my next fic.

Actually, when am I making my next fic?

Well... not soon. Yep. You want to know why?

Its because we'll be going on number 2 now. Which is-

2. Osha-Rkry Progress

WOO! Yep, Im taking this language stuff seriously. I have long finished the phonology(sounds) of the language, so here are the things I have written in my grammar document at the moment:

Articles

Grammatical Gender

Grammatical Cases

Time Tenses

Numbers

Let's now see the progress.

The ones that are completed are Articles, Grammatical Gender and Cases. Yes, that's not a lot, but I am not including the more basic things about the language which are completed.

For now, I can give a sneak peek of what I have. I dont really know why, but I just dont want to show off everything.

First to show: Grammatical Gender + Pronouns

This is the whole thing, actually. I just dont think people would be able to really read this all at a first glance/dont take their time into it.

I actually do have a list on how some of the characters would refer to themselves.

Ai and Ao / Sasha /sə.ʃə/ - "Nrdw Ghrknyhry" (LIT: Like 1(S.God))

Chilly - "Nrdw Rknyhry" (LIT: Like 1(J.God))

Curt - "Kazhodo nrdw" (LIT: It like (1(?)))

Please remember the context of the structure being Object Verb Subject. 1 in this context refers to a first person pronoun, for example I and Me.

Second to show: Articles

The words are whited out on purpose.

Third to show: Time Tenses System

I think this can also be considered as 'Immortal Time / Mortal Time' too...

Well, thats all I want to show of Osha-Rkry right now! Hopefully you'll see more soon. Now, onto the next!

3. Story Progress

I think this is what most you all are for. Actually, with some help of @turkeyinnovember (Maybe a bit more with a reblog lol) I have done...

The backstories/backgrounds of EVERYONE! Along with a basic story concept.

You can expect 2/3 seperate stories/perspectives in this au. I will be listing the concepts of these plotlines, not the title.

Main Story 1: A girl gets spirited away to a new path in life, which changes her world a lot. The Gods she knows are not what is in front of her. Is she just forced to live a life in a different world? Is it even a different world?

Main Story 2: Did she find him? Or did he find her? No matter, because the Goddess of Knowledge has found a issue she had never faced before: She doesn't know a smidge about him.

Side Story 1: 'To meet a God is a Glory,' they said. One way or another, he finds himself in that exact situation. Is this what he wanted?

Also, the designs are REALLY unfinished. I only have Chillys concept going along, but I appear to be stuck.

Hint: I need ideas for tattoos. Please help me, anyone.

Well, I think thats it! I hope you all will like the AU Im preparing. This is Krow, saying goodbye! Have a wonderful time, folks!

Kra Rkry, its past 10 pm...

[anzynai]

riddle x the octavinelle students is peak actually because red is a super muted colour underwater. so like..them seeing the most beautiful and vibrant shade of red for the first time in the form of riddle's hair

YES YES THIS IS AO YESS this is one of my fav things ever, its talked about a lot woth florid (floyd x riddle) but it applies to the others too and im not getting over it🥹🥹

also i like to think abt them being super drawn to his hair while he’s super interested about their life in the sea and stuff

[oreniaa]

About me!

Find me on ao3! I have works in: (✅ means that these works are completed and that I am not working atm on works in this fandom even if I have a bunch of ideas)

Dexter (1+) - writing, expect multichaptered fic to begin soon

Stranger Things (1) - spontaneous updates (2/3 times a year)

Top Gun (1) ✅

Star Trek (1) ✅

Hannibal (1) ✅

Sherlock (1) - spontaneous updates, writing

Works planned in: the Primal Hunter (several slash + angst), Dungeon Crawler Carl (gen whump), Pkciv (one-off for someone 🤭) Hi, so I'll be putting things about me (fandoms, fun facts) here. It will probably get updated sporadically, but anyways if you have any specific recommendations for books or shows, etc then don't hesitate to ask me :)

Also!!! I take fic requests :) I’m in a bit of a writing block, so just request a fic from any fandoms below OR any you like which I may potentially be involved in!

Fandoms:

TV Shows (not obscure)

Hannibal - I am pretty familiar with the show, I'd say I'm not an expert but I'm no beginner either

Sherlock BBC - OMG I LOVE THE FANDOM, I have so much head canons but I can never get to writing :(

House MD - i love myself some malpractice MD :D

Merlin - used to be more obsessed, but I still love it, especially soulmate AUs

Psych - YES THE BEST, I've recently started watching this but I really love it

Stranger Things - I have watched all seasons & ofc, I AM A BYLER WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT NO IM NOT DELUSIONAL

Star Trek - mostly TOS & AOS, and I REALLY dig Tarsus IV, Academy pics and Spirk childhood friends w/ Tarsus

Books & such (not obscure)

The Inheritance Cycle - read all the books and halfway thru Murthag & i am really sad that there's not more fan work about this series :(

Fractalverse - YES I DIG IT SO MUCH ITS AMAZING, Kira is so badass, I love her, and there's barely any fan work on this, so... give it a try?

Grishaverse - decently into this, I have a lot of head canons but not much time to write anything bc I procrastinate too much

Obscure stuff

Lupin (the Netflix series) - I NEED MORE MORE MORE, in my head Assane, Benjamin and Guedira are in a throuple because why not

B13 (District 13) - I watched it once and... what if Damien was a trans guy? I see it.

LitRPGs

note: I have too many good litrpg series that I am reading. I have read most of the mainstream litrpgs, so you can hit me up whenever about that

Dungeon Crawler Carl - **IF YOU HAVEN’T CHECKED IT OUT THEN DO IT** in the process of writing an angsty whump!Carl fic hehehe

HWFWM - I adoreeeeee! There’s just so much humor, angst and of course an MC with dark powers :D

(on a tangent here about HWFWM, i image this clive/jason oneshot 5+1 which is basically 5 times people didn’t know who clive’s wife was + 1 time they did)

Reborn as a demonic tree - YES.

Tree of Aeons - yeyy.

Cradle - obv yes

Primal Hunter - love it! (however, I do hope that Jake doesn’t end up with a harem bc it’s not rly my cup of tea) ++ I unironically ship Jake with the Fallen King. In my lil AU, the fallen king’s nickname is Green :D

Other writing:

I write poetry mostly but I do some original stories, and occasionally I will try out playwriting or some other media

my writing is usually depressing and dark, which is exactly why I feel I can write well - so don’t hesitate to hit me up on that! I’m welcome to any discussion :)

tell me if you want me to post some original works!!

Fun facts:

I can do the 3x3 Rubik's cube in 30s

my method to write is just to put depressing adjectives next to random nouns, tweak it a little... and there. p o e t r y

that's all :)

[imminent-danger-came]

hi (its the anon who sent you the ask about misogyny lol/correct opinions anon (i dont think my opinions are that great but thank you!) except im not on anon anymore lol) ive been meaning to ask you now you feel about the hero mk warrior mei thing; its by far the most popular interpretation of the hero and warrior dichotomy being applied to mk and mei and it IS a concept İ personally like in my head (İ ❤️ tragedy) but the fandom interpretation has kind of ruined it for me (personally) because it feels like a lot of people only take mk's role in the narrative into consideration and just kind of slot mei into the warrior role without much thought toward her actual character or importance to the plot. that doesnt mean İ hate the idea by any means, but it does kind of make me more critical towards it lol

İ am personally kind of biased towards the hero mei warrior mk thing because for one, İ think mei-swk parallels create such an interesting conflict for mei, and two, because its the less popular interpretation in the fandom İ dont have to see as many bad takes on it haha (im joking)

(also there are SO many parallels between mei & swk that i rarely see pointed out by other fans... like i outside of you i dont see Imk bloggers point them out very often 💔 (ive *never* seen someone point this out before but do think mei stealing the jacket she that gives to mk in 3×02 from ao guang parallels swk stealing the staff from ao guang?))

all of that aside though, im not personally sold on either of these options! İ dont think mk & mei directly fit into the roles of the hero and warrior in the same way as macaque and wukong did! to me it feels like the hero & warrior dichotomy is being set up to be subverted by the show to an extent (whether thats because the show is going to have mei take on the role of the hero, or because mk and mei wont fight at all, or a secret third thing is up to your personal interpretation lol); especially when you take into account the average audience's perspective on the hero and warrior stuff; the obvious conclusion that ive seen most people make is to have mk as the hero and mei as the warrior with most people not even considering mei as the hero/mei paralleling swk! İ dont think this means that mei-swk parallels dont exist (İ spent a decent bit of this ask talking about them LOL) but because they require more inference on the audience's part they dont get talked about as much, which does make me think that show is going to call it into attention at some point (although İm not great with predictive analysis haha, im mostly just putting my thoughts on the table here)

thats pretty much all İ have to say on the topic lol (sorry İ rambled so much haha) im not sure that last bit makes sense AT ALL but hear me out im cooking! İ meant to reccomend some songs that İ thought fit the Imk characters ages ago that İ forgot about lol, anyway İ think burn by the cure is SUCH a samadhi fire mei song. like its one of those songs where it feels like it was made for the character. big shot by jhariah fits like. 90% of the Imk cast imo. like İ know everyone in the comments section is talking about spamton and yes the song is very spamton coded BUT if you erase all your preexisting memories of spamton and only imagine monkie kid characters with it, it becomes a macaque/mei/swk/mk/whoever-coded song. like "think you're a big shot / İ think you're raveled up in a tangle of did nots / you're always just a bit shy, following behind" is so shadowpeach divorcecoded to me. "yeah it's not fair, İ know it's not fair / you aint the only star that's been left for dead" is so shadow play coded to me (it sounds more shadow play coded in the actual song trust me here). İ also think martyr by depeche mode is a samadhi fire mei song (although im pretty sure you could say any depeche mode song is Imk character coded and youd be right aha) also İ think ヘヴンリーユー by lonepi kind of goes down the same route as big shot where you could apply it to multiple lmk characters and it would still fit. its kind of a mei & mk take on the roles of the hero and warrior type thing to me (their asses are NOT escaping samsara!) (one of the english translations of one of the lyrics is literally "time and time again" (what mei says in 3x10) İ think those are all the songs ive been meaning to mention here as of right now ! sorry if this ending seems abrupt İ just dont know how to end asks haha

faggotvivsection I can't believe it was you the whole time! *MK 2x05 voice* What a twist! I always enjoy seeing you in my notes, so hello :)

Anyways, as for the 3x02 Mei and Wukong parallels, I think it goes deeper than just Mei stealing the jacket!

Ao Guang: "Stealing from me? On orders from the Monkey King no doubt."

Mei also steals the map from Ao Guang on behalf of Wukong, just like he had stolen the staff in the past. I think in a way, the map and the staff were both "roadmaps" to get more power, you know. The map enabled them to unseal the rings, and the staff gave Wukong a suitable weapon.

Ao Guang specifically comments on both Mei and Wukong's weapons, Mei with her sword and Wukong with stealing the staff. In a way, both of their weapons are dragon related, one from the Dragon of the West and another from the Dragon of the East.

When it comes to hero and warrior mk/mei, I lean towards both! I think they're both the hero and the warrior for each other in their own respective ways. I love warrior Mei specifically because of 3x10, and because MK refuses to abandon her thus subverting the typical progression of the hero warrior dynamic (even if he can often be dismissive of Mei, stealing things from her [2x06, 3x03], putting a strain on his relationships for power [1x06, 2x03, 2x06, 2x07, 3x03]). I think moving forward however, Hero Mei and Warrior MK are far more likely to play out!

I have a whole samadhi fire part 3 tag centered around a parallel prediction, where we continue the parallel that was set up in 3x10 and 4x08, and while MK is on the verge of destroying the world have Mei get through to MK and reach him. In 3x10 MK is actually able to reach Mei...but in 4x08, MK runs away before Mei can make it to him. So if we had a moment where they were able to close that gap, and neither of them leaves, it'd be really satisfying. I am a huge believer in Hero Mei Warrior MK, don't let anyone ever tell you it isn't real.

Anyhow, onto the song recs:

Burn by the Cure

"Oh don't talk of love" the shadows purr Murmuring me away from you "Don't talk of worlds that never were The end is all that's ever true There's nothing you can ever say Nothing you can ever do" Still every night I burn Every night I scream your name Every night I burn Every night the dream's the same Every night I burn Waiting for my only friend Every night I burn Waiting for the world to end

What a "Samadhi Fire Mei pov toward MK" song am I right. It's also very Warrior Mei ("It follows the tragic tale of a legendary Warrior, and how those who bring light into this world, inevitably bring darkness to those they hold dear" -> "Oh don't talk of love the shadows purr", love a good light and dark motif)

Big Shot by Jhariah

Though I may love Spamton, and this is a very stage motif-y "There is no audience" kinda song, I do get the Shadow Play vibes (it's also giving theater Kid Macaque versus Wukong have stage fright lol), and over course it's overtly shadowpeach-esque. I also get a little bit of s2/s3 Macaque @ MK, especially with "You ain't the only star that's been left for dead"

Yeah it’s not fair, I know it’s not fair You ain't the only star that’s been left for dead I asked about your name on the moon It was quiet nobody knew you Aim like an atom who swears it’s going to shoot you Are you the only one-of-one to be found? If you could see the rest, would it bring you back down? You’re no big shot, think you’re a big shot I think you’re raveled up in a tangle of did nots You’re always just a bit shy, following behind I think you’ve spent enough time Singing the same lines

Martyr by Depeche Mode

I've been a martyr for love And I will die in the flames As I draw my last breath As I close in on death I will call out your name I've been a martyr for love Nailed up on the cross While you're having your fun As the damage is done I'm assessing the cost

THE SAMADHI FIRE MEI @ WUKONG OF IT ALL. Mei having to bear the consequence of Wukong's decisions, potentially burning herself from the inside out.

ヘヴンリーユー (Heavenly You) by lonepi

As the moon waned, I realized you weren't with me anymore. As the dawn of the new day broke, I hid my tear-swollen voice amidst the morning dew. You had said something like, "It's all my fault that you're this way." That's right, it's your fault. But just remember, that's not all of it. Every time my positives overcome the negatives, you toss them in the trash and do it over. You've stanched all those opportunities away from me time and time again.

The first pair that comes to mind is MK @ Wukong, or Macaque @ Wukong, but I think MK @ Mei would be interesting, even if not exactly canon. Mei is carrying MK's mental health on her lone shoulders, so that being disregarded in favor of blaming her for his problems...I dig that sort of broken Mei & MK dynamic.

[gucci-depressione]

Like just. Holy fuckin shit wow. Everything in the last episode was everything I ever wanted and more.

Like omg husker and angel are growing closer and like can't wait for them to become cannon

Also alsastor and nifftys interaction was cute and I love how she made him a crown of dead bugs for him lol. I wanna know more abt them lol.

And their outfit changes are cool. I love Charlie's shelid looks awesome.

Had a feeling that Charlie and vaggie were gonna have a duet and I was right and omg their kiss aaaaa they're ao fucking cute together

And omg the fucking fight scenes are so fucking incredible and aweome and so well animated. Like alastors fight with adam, vaggie vs lute, Charlie and lucifer vs Adam. Like dam they all went hard as fuck bro

Adam defeating alastor and him barely escaping with his life like dude I thought Al was gonna win bc he's powerful but ig not lol too bad adam died so no rematch lol.

Sir pentcoius sacrirce and he made it into heaven bc he reddemed himself yay good for him but also his friends are sad he died but I figured he'd be the one to die.

Also poor razzle [or is it dazzle idk] will be missed I'm glad that razzle, keikei and fat nuggets are okay but razzle :'(

vaggie is such a badass I had a feeling she was gonna win against lute. And lute ripping her arm off was cool.

And Charlie and Adams fight was epic as hell like yass girl and like her demon form is so awesome. Charlie is such a girlboss and I fuckin love her.

And also omg luci taunting adam in their fight and all his shape-shifting was very cool and lo e how he was about to use fireball to kill adam before Charlie stopped him

And let's not forget that nifty being the one to kill adam she's such a gremlin love her for that.

And the Vee's reaction especially vox's were very funny lol.

And the song they were singing as they rebuilt the hotel was so good and made me emotional lol a d when lucifer told Charlie that she did amazing is awwww

Also omg liliths in heaven [or eden] and she made a deal with adam i wonder abt that and if she becomes a mastermind in season 2

But like overall what a fuckin masterpiece of a show lol. Yes I'm aware there are issues and the pacing was kinda rushed and shit like that but I don't care. I love the show very much and I've been a fan of it ever since the pilot aired all those years ago lol [ik it's been 4yrs but it feels longer than that yenno]

I just have so so many thoughts abt this and i need to rant abt it somewjere or im gonna explode lol. Im not gonna stop talking bout it for very long time lol.

[streetplants]

Inhales

2023 ART DUMPPP!!!! WITH COMMENTARY!!!!!

Ah yes my goat oc originally made in gacha (hence the traced horns)

Wowee my art has REALLY improved artstyle wise :33

WARRIOR CATS!!!!

This one was a redraw of a 2022 drawing i did, he 100% looks actually grown up instead of a kit lol so emo this guy

AHHHH YESSS!!! THE ART THAT STARTED IT ALL!!

This was the first time i tried out this artsytle, i was inspired by a lot of 'alt art' on tiktok and pinterest then

I made this one the day after

I definitely improved much more between the two drawings

Ghhhh i love her i need to draw her more now

AHHHH!!! FIRST RENDERED PIECE!!!!

I was and am so proud of this one!!!

This was the first thing i posted online too

(it was on a discord server and someone (i remember the name, but not saying it for privacy reasons) said it looked like ena (/pos) and AHHHHH IM STILL HAPPY ABOUT THAT)

This was also my pfp then, and what somewhat inspired the name 'streetplant' due to her hair!!!

GHHHH KITTIEQUUU

I loved their videos sm earlier thos year

I was in their discord server and made multilple fanarts of them :3 you should rlly check them out!!@

This was my persona before i made streetplants!! I was doing the "that fucked up girl' trend!! I was supperrr proud of the hands!!!

Made this when i first got into omori!!! Wahhhh the memories :')

Tested with wind for this one, i think it turned out pretty sucessful :3

MY FIRST SCENE OC+!!!+

She isnt really "scene" but i was scared okay :'3

I still love her hair sm :33

Hands could use some work but i havent cross that bridge yet so who am i to talk?

YOOOO!!! FIRST TUMBLR ART POST!!!!

I was ao happy when this post had like 19 notes you dont even KnOW

I love the colours in this.. So vibrant...

[cyberkiss2uu]

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[crayolacolor]

i wasnt planning on checking out the remake ngl (im personally not a fan of the art style touchups! but thats bc i love the grittier less clean style of the original game) but honestly i feel like uve convinced me with the additional dialogue. more garry and mary ... yes please . ib sweep :] are you into any other rpgmaker horror titles or just primarily ib?

send me asks about my fandoms! | always accepting!

OH NICE, i hope you enjoy it!! yes the new dialogue is absolutely a really good reason to play it, haha. iirc garry has a lot more new dialogue than mary does, but that's just a side effect of him having more screentime overall i'm pretty sure.

i totally understand about the art style!! i personally like both, but i can totally see how someone would prefer the art style of the original.

i've played a lot of rpgmaker horror (and horror-adjacent) games, actually!! i had like, thirteen of them downloaded on my old computer at one point, lol.

ib is the only one i talk about most times because it's the one i'm the most attached to overall, but there have been two others that got me with the hyperfixation beam for a little while when i was younger, that being mad father and end roll!

i've also played, off the top of my head:

misao

the witch's house

blank dream

hello, hello

OFF

ao oni

dreaming mary

farethere city

the crooked man (can't remember if i ever finished this one)

a couple more obscure ones too, i think, but those are the ones i remember playing for sure!

[skyeateyourdonuts]

okay im gonna im gonna ramble for a minute about interview with the vampire so yeah spoilers ahead

so im reading interview with rhe vampire bt anne rice and the biggest critique that i hear (and that i actually Usually agree with) is that she rambles on for far too long about minute or unimportant details.

as i get closer to the end of the book (~100 pages left) i actually. i rescind this claim i made. the reason for this is that yes, oftentimes louis is prattling on about the beauty of france or the details of new orleans architecture but i find it. good? i like the scene setting and the descriptiveness to which louis (anne rice lol) describes his surroundings bc!!! bc i think it IS important!!! i think its vital for him to highlight the "first" few years of vampirehood to him and the differences between his human years and the struggle of conflict within him as to his place in the human morale system hes grown so accustomed to

i like seeing him compare his love of humanity and his desire to feast while also thinking of all the vampires that he comes across that treat him like "other" for having these thoughts and ideas and i ESPECIALLY enjoy seeing him ao clearly explain experiences that seem unexplainable like meeting other vampires in europe for the first time and describing it as haphazardly as he remembers experiencing it like!!!! hes grown so complicated and yet so simple over the years and the ways he talks of his younger vampiric self and the mindset and struggles he experienced is so intriguing to me!!!

how otherWORDLDLY!! like anne rice has her issues but this is some good fucking writing to me like im not even saying i enjoy any singular character to label any one as a "fav" (i lied its claudia u deserve better my dear this shouldnt have happened to u) i just think theyre so three-dimensional and detailed in ways some ppl to forget to make their characters detailed and im!!! eating this shit up ikay ill hush