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how many cycles of trauma and suffering does it take to get to the center of a silly little anvil guy (the answer might surprise you)
#generation loss#genloss#gl vinny#vinesauce#zarted#id in the alt text#sure ill maintag this cause its laser focused on This Guy in particular#i didnt take great pains or in fact any pains to correlate how the real guy looked at whatever age to this here timeline#i just vaguely remembered davys grey vinny and worked backwards from there#+ obvs took cues from some of his more recognizable looks#a nod to his iconic question block cap and the vinesauce hoodie in the wardrobe progression#the progression of costuming is based on the notion that showfall slots its characters into archetypes#and as archetypes theyve all got highly recognizable Looks#so as one person evolves into that archetype their personal style gets whittled away and replaced with a recognizable Default Wardrobe#so at first he gets tagged with the Color Green. then layering. then the hat. and so on#yes ive overthought a very specific type of progression that is in all likelihood not anything that actually happened in canon#but we dont have evidence it DIDNT happen so you know#im just enamored w the idea of gl vinny being drenched in apathy because hes been there so long#everyone else on the carousel is in their 20s and ranboo is 19. and vinny is 38#i have to imagine hes Been There A While#and hes so rotted through from desensitization that he cannot bring himself to care anymore#and underneath that i suspect theres an undercurrent of 'i should shield these people who are so much younger'#but in the end youre trapped and theyre trapped and the suffering is so important to the people who have trapped you#and how much can you shield them from really?#dont get obsessed with the silly little anvil guy from generation loss worst mistake of my life
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Happy Pride month everyone B*) Allow me to reveal a little behind the scenes detail behind my Banner and Icon. Love was always winning <3
#I don't know what to tag this one to be honest#probably a#delete later#I have made a solemn promise that any icon and banner for this blog must be done in a pair. They Cannot Be Separated.#They have had too much of that already#But yes; they have always been together on the same canvas#they originally were just barley not holding hands so I fixed it <3 love wins#I'm hoping to change them out every new season I start so these guys are probably in their last month of life B'*)#can you believe wwx used to have different bangs? blasphemy#Once again throwing out meta content so I can make up for the fact I am running on fumes#starting out pride month by engaging in another sin (sloth (I slept for more than my usual 4-5 hours (this blog functions on insomnia)))#comic tomorrow cause the next batch is 90% done I literally just ran out of time.#I'm in a toxic relationship with The Grind but in a homoromantic/erotic way.#We (the grind and I) would have long metas written about how we are bad lgbtq rep and spark heated debate within the community.
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My personal opinion
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Marvel Writers: Hank McCoy/Beast is irredeemable. He is a despicable villain. The version you will see in the upcoming comics is a clone of himself with only up to his mid-1980s memories/portrayal. If original Beast does come back, it will still be as a villain and he can never come back to the original team as a hero. He has no one to blame but himself.
#xmen#x men spoilers#justice for hank mccoy#justice for beast#justice for moira mactaggert#and don’t get me started on professor charles xavier#is he sketchy as heck?#yes#does it make sense for him to butt heads with his own students as they grow into their own? yes#does it make sense that he kills rachel summers and that apparently the idea and goal for the x-men wasn’t his original idea after all#marvel comics will tell you yes#this is why i like aus#current comic storyline and character journeys exhaust me in a bad way#hank mccoy#the beast#moira mactaggert#charles xavier#professor x#professor xavier#spoilers#just my opinion#but#i consider the krakoa arc to be one of the worst arcs to happen for the X-Men and Marvel in general#i also roll my eyes whenever marvel and dc comics insist on a current change/retcon being officially PERMANENT and unchangeable#because that’s when you know they are being so stubborn to make the changed thing work#but wind up limiting themselves in terms of smooth story arcs and character growth#friendly reminder that them flip flopping over Jean Grey’s actions and death resulted in the most memorable and iconic introductions to#The Phoenix Force#which then has been a significant part of her character for the rest of her existence for both good and bad?#also why make the most mutant-looking guy of the original five into the most irredeemable villain who gets no redemption? 🤔
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something about being told im 'the leading person at this whole academy when it comes to interpretation and stage intelligence' by the husband of the woman im trying (not really. but i mean. who knows) to seduce... ok boy you got me. lets make it a polycule.
#im playing it all cool and funny now but atm i legit burst into tears lol#like he said i have a 'good voice too of course' but i know realistically that is not my strongest asset#and even if i were technically perfect. which im NOT lol. the voice itself is just nothing special. it's there ig but that's about it#but its nice to know i may not be 100% useless after all#(just 90%)#also apparently the most feared and respected professor who came to the concert said. again. that he likes me the most.#which again. crying real actual tears about this all rn this means literally the world to me this is everything i have#and i have no one to share this with because im not gonna say it to my uni friend cause i dont want her to feel like im boasting or sth#(even tho she has no such qualms herself but probably because i know how. not great. it feels when someone keeps talking about themselves#and about how great they are and how easy everything is for them. i dont wanna do it back at her.#well there's also the fact that i dont think im great and this is not fucking easy to me at all lol#but idk i think the difference between us is that she actually admitted she sees no point in singing if she cant show off (thus she hates#the duet we're singing because she sings the lower part and cant show off her high notes or coloratura.#which is like. an insane take to me. i mean it i get it. kinda. if i had a voice like hers maybe id be like that too fuck knows.#but that just feels so. idk. sad to me. so self obsessed and empty. like you dont care about the music itself? about you being a part of it?#also immediately made singing with her not fun anymore. i thought we were creating something TOGETHER. but thanks for the confirmation#that you only really care about being 'better than'. yikes.#like idk this behaviour is funny and iconic in old school opera legends like yes go bite each others dicks off.#but it hits completely different when it's your own colleague let alone your friend. like damn girl. damn)#) anyway. the husband is kinda hot too now that i think of it. i really should seduce them both.#except its realistically not possible since they've both seen me cry now (she saw it like a hundred times lol)#so ive lost the hot and mysterious card alas. no uni professors romance for me
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One last post about today
OGs will remember my old Professor Oak voice mail box and how sad it was when I lost it when I upgraded my phone
Thank you so much to Ryan Drummond for fixing that disservice and giving me an awesome voice mail box that will make me feel less bad about ignoring people’s calls
#Sonic the hedgehog#Ryan Drummond#🎶 I hate it here so I will go to chao gardens in my mind#people need a chili dog to get into#the only one is Sonic’s 🎶#but also#I am very female presenting though I am non-binary#like David wrote ‘she’ when he signed something for my man#but when I explained to Ryan the situation I just off handedly and passively said ‘could you say something like they’re in the chao gardens’#and he said yes absolutely and took my phone and no questions asked#and the resulting message uses they pronouns twice#which means he actively listened to what I said#processed it#and put it into action immediately to not misgender me on my own voicemail#we know Sonic is a gay ally because these bitches gay good for them#but he is also a trans ally#icon legend national treasure Ryan Drummond I would die for you
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i rlly cannot express enough how much love i have for the death note fandom... im fairly new to it obviously but everyone has been SO NICE ABOUT MY ART OH MY GOSH. ive been in a lot of fandoms where ppl were sweet abt my work, but the level of interaction and enthusiasm i have gotten since starting to draw death note art has been like incomparable tbh... i am always so excited when yall leave nice tags and stuff bc they ARE always SO nice
#marcnotes#death note#i love how chatty everyone is it makes me super happy as a tag talker myself lololol#like YES tell me your thoughts express your theories come up w Scenarios...#it just means so much to me that yall are sososo kind abt how i draw our silly little guys#i care very deeply abt them and my work and it feels like! inexpressibly wonderful to see that other people feel that way too#also i love getting tags from ppl w character URLs and icons#bc its like 'omg mello my friend mello left me a nice message'#the funniest tag i have gotten is still that one near blog that tagged my L art just:#'yeah'#and nothing else#i think about that ALL THE TIME. LIKE DO YOU KNOW YOURE THE FUNNIEST PERSON EVER...#WAIT ACTUALLY THE FUNNIEST ONE IS THE MELLO WHO TAGGED MY MELLODRAMATTIC ART 'sorry for party rocking'#THAT ONE IS THE REAL WINNER
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hot blonde woman on bb who i thought maybe this time the hot blonde woman will not flop on me & will be a good player i was soooooo hopeful of course she immediately aligns w the ppl who i do not like & is having group delusions w them abt how they’re the best players in the house when they have no power at all omg i am doomed w these blonde women legit just texted my friend that i will never trust a hot blonde woman on bb again i am DONE…..look at the world’s saddest progression of texts between thursday night & last night 😩
#michelle speaks#let me explain my deep rooted logic to u. see i am very attracted to blonde women it’s my curse#so i would like them to stay for longer so i can stare at them bc they r beautiful#however if they r playing a game i do not like i want them gone which must battle w my lesbianism#yes there are other hot women for me to appreciate. but this is just abt the blondes in particular ���#i have my other women……..i just want to catch these blonde women like pokemon idk. but it’s like u see her stats & ur like oh. nvm.#idk ive only ever played pokemon go i’m assuming that makes sense as a statement. i’m also very tired#bc i did not sleep a lot last night bc i was watching feeds & i have been trying not to fall asleep since like 6pm#so i will go to sleep now perhaps but i will remain angry that i have witnessed another blonde FLOP. i dont deserve it 😩#i just want a blonde woman i can root for so i dont have to feel bad abt wanting her to stay so i can stare at her…..ok#why must i be cursed to be so into blondes it isn’t fair 😭😭😭 they either flop on bb or are icons and WAY less r icons i’ll say that 😔#anyway i will not post abt bb again i promise i know no one cares 😭 i just wanted to update abt Her
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hi so i know i said i’d be back on after the movies & all but tbh i’m gonna be working on my icons for now & idk if i’ll be done before i get too tired, considering how many there are - it’s highly unlikely. but i should be back fully on tomorrow & writing then for sure <3
#( a pathological people pleaser // ooc )#( mobile )#(yes - i am making all my icons at once & before you go ‘but pluto you can just make them as you do replies’ i know that’s the easier/norma#way to do it - HOWEVER i am also lazy & like just having my resource at the ready when i’m doing replies)#(also idk which base icons those colorful dots will show up on & which ones they won’t until i open photopea so this saves the trouble from#being like ‘oh i’ll do this one’ only to go to make it & have the dots y’know?)#(idk i don’t do things in the most conventional way 🤷♀️)
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october is coming. which means, of course, that it is time for the horrors. tfw the dream self must confront the Nightmare Self
#body horror //#homestuck#YES i am invoking tarot symbolism and YES i have reasons for choosing the cards i did and YES i AM just making things up as i go. im normal#symbolism runthrough real quick. consider this an Artist's Statement of sorts.#The Tower: ambition built on a flawed premise. guy who always thinks he knows better than you in dire need of a wakeup call#strength: the journey of the self vis a vis finding the courage to act & tapping into latent potential that always existed#& simply needed to be accessed. note: dirk in this card is brain ghost dirk specifically.#(an illusion constructed by jake because he didn't believe in his own repressed abilities - drawn here as The Horrors.)#the devil: you are maybe not the CAUSE of all of your problems but DAMN you are making them worse for yourself.#this card is SO heavy on unhealthy coping mechanisms. symbolism here - very literally holding self down#sure it feels comforting in the moment but eventually you are going to drown.#the chariot: this one's not super clear visually but i do have a method to my madness#the chariot is the card of willpower; control; forward motion; resolution.#by the same token i think it is also a card about being really really stubborn - blinded by a goal.#holding onto the reins and refusing to let go even when holding them hurts you & others around you.#honestly i think some of the minor arcana fit better for a few of these cards but i wanted to stick w majors#for the sake of Icon Recognition i guess.#anyway [putting the alpha gang in the Narrative Wiggler to work through their problems]#they are going to the Dream Realm to meet their weirdest selves (and friends) in combat. unless...?#(it was never about fighting it was about healing. SYMBOLISM)
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DIANA x ALBERT WESKER / template.
#mine.#pair: ewskers#oc: diana#click for better quality ♡#posting this before i start changing more things lmao but yes i went nuts and made my own psd from scratch... don't look at me#changed ages to birth years cause of how much time passes in the story!! and also gives cheeky fc for you hehe runs away#the checkboxes make me scream like he almost had a clean sweep it's so funny. and he could've had one more i'm not even joking. cause their#first kiss was technically both of them... like idk how to explain this but they were already standing close then diana moved even closer#and was tracing his jaw and such and they were just lingering while holding eye contact but he was the one who actually closed the distance#so i mean... yeah. she was just about to and he beat her to it!! but diana made the move to get them into that position in the first place#is what i mean. i just couldn't give him more it was already too hilarious lmao#can't tell if i like the lil icons but i can't doodle so peace and love on planet earth but yes i'm happy with how this came out hehe#clueless levels are cause they are clowns <3 i have a lot of thoughts about all that but yes they both take hints in some aspects but i#think they both have trouble telling if they are genuine or not or if they are misreading the situation or whether something is romantic or#not (unless ofc it's over the top and ridiculous. ahem. excella. cough. explodes her with my mind) but yeah hit him with the tism so he's#learnt how to read people very well as he's gotten older but i think when it comes to actual just genuine like wanting to get to know#someone and not just someone wanting to get in his pants he seconds guesses it a lot. and diana's all stems from being rattled by her past#experiences oughguhh and i mean her not actually having experienced proper feelings for someone until him lmao but she's got trust issues#also there were so many tropes i could use (thank you to bestie elliot for helping me finds names of things) but i had to do i got you a#drawer specifically because that moment has such a special place in my heart!! like i need to finish the wip where i talk about that cause#it makes me so silly i'm not even joking#anyway omg i hope the mentions work because doing this on the legacy editor after copying the html for beta one because the image just#didn't want to work in the beta image for some reason rip
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sg comic con was a thing. so heres a bunch of redraws from pictures + mob doodles
#bkanvas' art#Mob Psycho 100#mp100#yeah im not tagging all this hearts#the first one was a cosplan type pic and it was cause i found out there was a dbs booth at sgcc and lost my shit#the other times i lost it was when i saw a reigen and saul cosplayer holding hands in a crowd#then immediately chased them down for a pictures becaues that dynamic is fucking iconic#then also met a f!reigen cosplayer nearer to the end of the day#it was so fun she was so nice waaa#and yes the entire time i was just holding flowers cause i didnt know what to do with my hands
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I feel like most of the vbs songs would be bangers instead of flops if akitos voice actor could actually rap. and beatbox
#like i love akito... hes my icon laterally#and i love his voice espically when he sings#but he cannot rap for shit especially if the bpm is high#poor touyas va hes forced to rap for all 3 of them#jiena and akina (an and kohane) are decent at rapping. especially akina (kohane) but theyre still learning u can tell#no one can beat touyas hyp mic rapping skills#im talking abt their originals not their covers btw#also YES im atill mad that they specifically said akitos special talent is beatboxing and they have not shown that to us#i know its bc his va cant do it well i just have a feeling OTL#thats why theyre trying to avoid that akfjsjdjs
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Now THIS is what y’all want. Right? Right?
I called them Library Duty back in the day :> That was their name when they were moirails.
#arts#yes i signed it 3 times please dont ask#hieser#kelkia#i love them...#this might be the new banner art tbh#they have historically been my banner art#i was trying to bring the energy from my icon into this one idk... i feel like the anatomy didnt reeally come together with them#and hieser. despite my best efforts. still looks like he's leaning. I dont know how to fix it#oh well#take the art
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#NOOOOO THERE WASNT ENOUGH SPACE FOR THE TIE PULL#dammit why are there limited options!!#I had so many other bits I wanted to add!!#icon#siiiiiigh#anyway this is just for fun#I checked on the off chance that I had polls and yes it turns out that I do!#although if no one votes I am just going to assume the last option won#cause I know what wins in my heart#newsies 1992#newsies#92sies#elements of#javid#because you cannot watch the movie without them hitting you over the head with it#we get it boys you wanna kiss#just get a room is all I’m asking
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ok fiiiiine i'll say it. i was mad that Last Night in Soho wasn't toxic yuri. you got me.
#yes this was based purely from the trailers#but ooooooo the idea of a current day design student falling in love with a woman from the past that she only sees in her dreams#and at first its just a 'design inspiration' that helps her career/grades#but more and more she becomes obsessed with this woman she is dreaming about. the untold intimacy of seeing the world through her eyes.#shes beautiful. glamorous. fashionable. a smooth talker. singer. dancer. how could a poor overburdened student resist falling a little?#and at times it starts to feel like this woman can see her too#knows somehow that she is being watched#the student starts seeing her when she's not sleeping. during the day. in mirrors.#and grows more and more obsessed.#DO YOU SEE IT DO YOU SEE THE MOVIE I AM WRITING IN MY HEAD#where the student is eventually pressured to let go of the fantasies and live in the Real World. cant you see its tearing you apart???#but in one final dream the woman from the past extends her hand and pulls the student into the past#finally they can really see each other. they can touch.#que shining style fade-in on a picture of them together at a party and newspaper clippings of a verrrry promising new designer in town#whose ideas seems so modern and fresh and new! and she dedicates her success to her muse and partner. a dancer and singer and fashion icon.#ORRRRRR twist and the past woman was trying to possess/take over the student's life and crawl into the future to escape her past!!! yeah!!!#anyways ignore me im being delusional.#if i were a writer id just write this fanfic and be done with it.#but im not so it sits in my head. rent free.
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#;c.amazotz#YEHAAA#his icons are finally done 😌😌😌#i love adding lil hidden meanings on my i.con b.orders#there's 4squares by each side representing not only eyes (lil dot on middle as the pupil)#but also there's 4 bc the 4th month in the m.aya calendar is the month of the bat#inspired by vases found feat bats + eyeballs that likely were a way of representing multitude of bats#u know; to not draw endless bats; u draw eyeballs and it alludes to the idea that theres a lot#bats were very important in m.aya culture for many diff reasons; these being symbolic; religious; sociopolitical; cultural and more#of course these morphed according regions and time but one thing that stuck to me that i wanted to allude to is#the connection between bats; c.amazotz and s.acrifice through d.ecapitation#hence the b.loody sword#the connection between bats and d.ecapitation follows the observation of v.ampire bats; whose main food was blood yes; but there is as well-#the natural trait they have of snatching fruit from trees;#which translates to them being identified with d.ecapitation#this is portrayed in the p.opol v.uh when c.amazotz snatches the head off one of the twin heroes#OH OH AND;; how they are associated with the underworld; but not just that; also the world of the living#bc bats live in caves however u see them flying in the air as well; so thats why i added the sun and the moon (up; down)#red is associated with the sun and blood alongside strenght#and blue is associated wiith the sky alongside other symbolism#mmm what else#and well; thats a glyph of the bat month#u know; despitetheir importance; information about c.amazotz himself is quite scarce#at least in regards to what has been found physically speaking#since a lot was destroyed + a lot of traditions were spread o.rally + our limited knowledge about m.aya culture in general#but once u start to put the pieces together; u can find a lot of info!#its very interesting!!! apologies for the ramble but theres so much to talk about its very waooowww#anyways; wiggly mouth c.amazotz supremacy
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