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The lord of the rings is rereleasing in theaters (extended, remastered edition) and my best friend and I are gonna try and watch them all… needless to say I am very excited
#Idk why I made this post tbh#I guess I want to rant about my wonderful best friend#She is le best#Ok I have a lot of best friends actually#But I see her like once every 5 months so that’s why I am excited lol#ANYWAYS#The movies release a day after the previous one#So it would be three days of going to the movies for like 3-4 hours#Which might be hard to pull off since I have a busy family#But anyhoo#yes I needed to rant Idk why#evie rambles#i never rant on tumblr what IS this#Ok byeeee
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Ok I'm kinda lost with the manga plot now? Like since when are people apprehensive about abilities in the BSD universe anyways? Up till now I haven't seen any actual disdain for abilities, so it feels like it's coming out of nowhere when Fyodor is like "now everyone will see the danger of ability users and want them all dead". Aren't ability users super rare to begin with??? This is just Fyodor having some personal vendetta against ability users for reasons still unknown.
Also isn't Amenogozen way too op??? A time travelling sword was already op to begin with but I doubt there's any logical way to defeat it.
#not that the bsd plot ever made sense to me#but this time i literally went “huh?”#maybe this point isn't that relevant but it caught my attention#ngl its pretty disappointing again that they all got stabbed and disappear just like that#i just hope asagiri has *some* point in doing all this#I'd just like a reasonable explanation cuz i feel robbed of ada action#yes i will continue being bitter about it because I'm biased and i love the ada#also why does fyodor need amenogozen for the world war he already achieved that with the vampires right#idk what to expect anymore lmaoooo#bsd spoilers#rant
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Day 347 | id in alt
Kugisaki hasn't been around Gojo enough to gaf about him LMAO.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#shoko ieri#okay rant time yall#i know some folkos might be mad that i make it seem like shoko is a wet fucking rag which she kinda is kinda isn't#shes clearly capable in her area although in a very she's using what she knows in a different way than shes used to#Shoko unfortunately was EXTREMELY dependent on Gojo's decisions and i hate gege for showing that#most of her actions included gojo in some degree which unfortunately made the decisions in which she needed to say things#she made those decisions based around what gojo would do#letting getos body go uncremated letting gojo killed geto himself ect ect#she didn't involve herself because gojo was gonna do it anyway and i think that mentally effected her bad#so turned herself into her work. somebody that deals with corpses becoming a single minded corpse herself. funny aint it#she has jokes but she isn't very used to having somebody focused on her for a decision she made#because Okkotsu didn't even fucking say a thing about her when his ass came back so i think it would be funny if Kugisaki kinda loathed her#like yes Shoko. your decisions effect others that arnt Gojo did you get jumpscared and then shoved back into reality? i hope you did#she dosent speak. words arnt really her thing where actions mostly are.#so shes trying to do things that help and thats funny because shes kinda ass at it#like helping burying somebody and like preparing for the worst after you fucked somebody over#shoko i see you#also girl why is the only version of self care you have ever done FLINGING YOUR FUCKING CIGARETTE AWAY#why is that your only version of self care and not getting over your damn alcoholism. weirdoooo#Kugisaki using herself as a frame of reference for bad shit. girl i see you LOL#hope that Shoko shit makes sense because she definitely does shit. she knows what she's doin#but before gojo died. well gojo was sort of like a fucked up version of a higher up for her idk#Shoko isn't a pushover. Kugisaki is just mad as hell.#shoko is an asshole that sucks at walking forward but she hurts while healing too so...girl what the fuck#she cant do much or anything with the kids except heal them in a way that dosent quite matter anymore
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It's such a horrible time for me to be exploring my love for fashion when the trend right now is colorless basic asylum aesthetic 😭😭 You can't even wear something with a bit of color without people making fun of you, and YET basic people have the gal to act like they are the ones being oppressed saying "Everyones trying to be unique nowadays! I love being basic so I don't have to impress everyone!☺️☺️☺️"
First of all not everyone's trying to dress up to impress everyone. I'm sorry that I actually just want to express myself while YOU only follow trends. Being basic is literally the socially acceptable norm that was imposed on a lot of people. I HATE THIS SOCIETYYY
#personal#rip me who loves colors I am my own strongest soldier#people who love fashion bc it helps them express themselves bc they know what its like to be deprived of that (me)#rather than only following trends are the REAL ONES#(me)#ok look i own a lot of neutral colors too#but just bc its the most popular style rn DOESNT MEAN ITS SUPERIOR#people who think neutrals are the only superior aesthetic BOOOOO#im gatekeeping fashion from you 🙄#'but unni ur clothes are kinda basic too' yeah but the bar is low here people think im already weird#sorry for the unhinged rant lol I just need to be petty#me speaks#yes this is about mina les newest video to be fair her video isnt bad and she makes a good point#but also#just let me be petty for a bit okay#people are suddenly going im tired of following trends being minimalist is the real me!#as if that isnt a trend itself…#im not saying trends are bad but like at least learn to think about ur fashion inward about what u RLLY like#dont make trends ur entire personality#ALSO idk why people are suddenly realizing that you can reserve simple clothes for most days and special clothes for special days#I thought everyon does that...? or am I normal#it doesnt mean ur personal style is suddenly dead#even the most flamboyant person will have days where they wear t shirt and shorts and thats NORMAL
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i don't really know how to word this but like i feel like i'm gonna forever have to deal with the pain and heartache of one of my very first pokémon games- the first 'normal' pokémon game i've ever played, that i will have lasting nostalgia and love for as a result of it being formative to my introduction into the series- being the one that will forever be looked down upon for bad graphics and technical issues as a result of the game having been rushed
like i honest to goodness want to scream and yell and cry into the void about how this means everything to me and will always be one of my fave games just in general. but how am i gonna do that without someone being like 'the broken overpriced mess? the one that's missing all this stuff from the older games that was great? the thing with all the cringe? that one?' or whatever. and the thing is they aren't wrong for their criticisms either like i know the fact that they rushed this wonderful game hardcore is a massive stain on its reputation and it hurts me too but like i cannot turn off the brain full of love in me and be a mean critic. or even an impartial one. i mean i criticize everything i love don't get me wrong i am constantly running my mouth about what i like and don't like. but at the end of the day i approach all media with an unusually optimistic mindset. if you see me talk a ton about something no matter what i'm saying you can bet it means i love it.
just. aaagh. it's always tough being a new fan of an old series. i'm like too embarrassed to express my opinions bc i feel like they're invalid y'know? i feel so exhausted every time i see something to the effect of like 'oh those poor kids these days having to deal with such bad quality everything what a bad time to be a fan of pokémon wow y'all make me feel so old' well see the thing is i actually am thriving and i love it here. and i'm also an adult myself so i have more critical thinking skills than people who played red when they were like five years old did. and even with the power of critical thinking i manage to be in love with this. join me in marvelling at the beauty of life
#sorry for the massive rant i am full of both love and rage but i feel alone in this world about this particular subject#my other fav complaint is like 'they make it too easy to xyz these days'#to me that reads like 'i suffered so why shouldn't they'#yes we should encourage people to spend 100 hours grinding to do basic story requirements.#to weed out the true gamers from the weaklings. or maybe we could use the spare time in our lives to touch grass#the only easy-fication change in sv i don't like is the ability to access boxes right from the menu#that kinda cheapens the need to strategically organize a team before heading somewhere#i can.. sorta understand being miffed about the remember moves mechanic?#frankly platinum was so stressful with not being able to freely switch without great hassle/cost#it would have been a fair enough compromise to make you pay a bit of lp or something#or do it for free but having to go to like a pokécenter or something#i'll never agree that exp share is bad though sorry#pokémon#ok but about the 'i feel bad for kids these days with these ugly designs/lame 3D models' thing#yeah i have news for you every gen has its ugly/stupid pokémon.#dude look at exeggcute#and some of the oldest spritework is hideous#granted the ds era spritework was beautiful#but i don't see what is so bad about the 3D models of today? they're both nice...#dude play an indie game or something if it's that important to you idk#it will never be the 90s again. it will never be the 00s again. i'm sorry.
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My afraid-of-romance ass has just been asked by another regular customer for my number and the stupid thing is that again I do think this guy is kinda cute and I really probably should say yes
#the fear tho lmao#what am I afraid of? I have no fucking clue#this is why I’m still questioning my sexuality lol like what am I? do I even actually like guys? do I like anyone?#in an existential spiral at the moment#but honestly why do they always ask for my number#like dude just give me yours and let me make the decision when you’re not right here in front of me#but I felt bad telling him no today just because the last time a customer asked and I said yes I almost immediately regretted it#and then that didn’t work out because I thought he was too young#young* and now he still sometimes comes by and I just feel awkward about it#maybe I should turn to Facebook and see if I can find him because I have set an age limit for myself and I really don’t want to entertain#anyone younger than that#but I’m……… I know I’m like never active in here anymore#but I just needed to talk about this somewhere#because any of my coworkers would probably tell me I’m being ridiculous or they’d just seriously keep questioning why I keep saying no to#customers that hit on me and my best friend would probably also not get it#idk y’all I just needed to rant about it/talk about it#anyway I’m definitely gonna stress over this until tomorrow#and I’m gonna feel really bad if he stops coming by
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I still think about this post I made anytime I see someone talk about Sephiroth Like That. It's still so weird to me, do people realize a character being designed to be hot doesn't automatically mean they're supposed to like… sex-y? With Kuja and Sephiroth I mean this as in their attractiveness is meant to be aesthetic more than sexual, it's like that shit Greta Gerwig was saying about Barbie to me.
I remember something that really struck me when I first played those two's respective games was the way their beauty was treated. I had never taken a game with bishounen characters seriously before, so there was a slight culture shock at how much aesthetic weight was put on them, especially combined with the angel motif in both their characters. Two interesting details about angels (archangels or guardian angels specifically) this brought up in my mind was 1) that traditionally these angels are meant to appear as incredibly attractive people, and 2) that they're traditionally portrayed as androgynous men. Which hey, they nailed those both on the head with their "One-Winged Angel" and "Angel of Death".
But with angels, that humanity and human attractiveness is kind of just a guise for a creature, ancient, divine, and terrifyingly powerful - sort of far beyond the actual functions of a human skin. So their attractiveness is not because they're sexy or sexual, but because its an aesthetic representation of that divinity - a way to make that appalling level of power more palatable and, attractive.
And I find that really fun and interesting, a lot in a gender way because, once again, angels traditionally being seen as masculine, and that sort of "sexy for no reason even if its a de-sexualized non-human being" is only ever an excuse for flaunting a feminine form and not a masculine. And I tell you boys, I am on my hands and knees scraping at the dirt everyday for representations of male beauty.
Which is why for Sephiroth and Kuja this was so striking to me. The way their designed beauty incidentally or purposefully invokes the beauty of angels is just so cool. They are characters not at all presented as having any sexuality of their own, but that It-Factor they got encompasses their character and how they are popularly perceived. Like what would Sephiroth be without his imposing form, long silky hair, and cat-like eyes? Or Kuja without his doll-like face and, well, everything else about him? But that beauty is not FOR us or the characters - it's attractive, even captivating, but venomous. Those mako eyes only hold emptiness, to then be set ablaze by an otherworldly, alien hatred; Kuja's lips only purse in a sadistic, callous grin before twisting into the tortured scowl of a disgraced angel willing to destroy creation out of spite.
And that cruel beauty is mesmerizing to players and a lot of what they're remembered for. Which once again was amazing to me cause they're guys and seeing men get that level of attention warms my cold bisexual heart, but also because MAN it ties in so well to their motifs. I straight up think you get less out of them by assuming that being designed to be hot and being a character with sexuality are synonymous. At least personally I am way more enamored with this dynamic of these beings made to catch our eyes (either narratively or meta-textually) in order to tease our senses and twist our hearts, as they move whole celestial bodies and crumble empires with a smile. I'm Just Obsessed.
#Kuja#Sephiroth#Final Fantasy VII#Final Fantasy VII Remake#Final Fantasy IX#ff7#ff7r#ff9#shut the heck up#gay gay homosexual gay#kujie#sephy#biweekly unhinged ff rant#this one genuinely feels mad cause im just saying that i think theyre hot but in a smart way#BUT I AM LIKE IDK THERES SO MUCH TO SAY ABOUT ATTRACTION??!!?!? IDK#also yes there is also a lot to be said about the ableism of it too but thats why its fun to see it subverted-#-in that no it doesnt actually mean purity just the allure of or disguise of it#just because angels are beautiful and divine doesnt mean they are perfect beauty is not a moral judgement#and if anything these fuckers are abusing that assumption lol#i need to read the bible and get into religious studies deadass#so that i can talk about the funny anime boys ofc thats what you do with that knowledge#tag talking
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I rediscover kpop every 2-3 months and lowkey get emotional every single time
#like... was outro: tear by bts always this incredible? (yes it was)#my fav groups currently are aespa and txt but i started out as a diehard bts and red velvet stan#loved everglow and gidle since debut too#when i tell you i started tearing up when “sweet crazy love” by oec played on shuffle... i miss loona like a mf man#thank god i'm not so crazy about kpop anymore but man#it's so much fun to just listen to all my favs every once in a while and marvel at how good they are#oh omg my biases are yeonjun karina hobi and seulgi (lesbian)#i wanna get into nct's music highkey#mamamoo... taemin... chungha... everglow... gidle... i'm abt to get emotional brb i need to listen to them all#mamamoo bias? wheein OF COURSE#idk why i'm ranting lmao i just luv kpop
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Please let 2024 be the year the durarara fandom stops making “jokes” about Izaya being in a wheelchair 😍😍😍
#literally the same jokes as 2016/2017 durarara fandom#like yes. he did this to himself and yes. he purposely makes it worse by refusing treatment#he’s still disabled ? i just don’t get it…#idk it just rubs me the wrong way cause why are you so quick to be like ’lol guys he’s in a wheelchair’#like why is that funny. please answer quickly#‘but light he’s a fictional character’ I don’t give a fuck girl what about the disabled fans who see that 🤣🤣🤣#u wanna make fun of the circumstances that led to him in a wheelchair cause he’s a coward? sure!#u wanna make fun of him specifically cause hes IN said wheelchair? hm. no!#watever maybe IM the snowflake 🙄🙄🙄#it just feels like Izaya being disabled is a trivial thing#AND ANOTHER THING#can u ppl stop fucking saying shit like ‘omg I hope izaya gets out of his wheelchair :((((‘ girl fuck you#cause if you were saying it in good faith as in u want him to stop being so stubborn and self harming that’s one thing#but I know damn well it’s not and you just can’t stand that he’s disabled#ok Rant over I need to go study for biology lab test 🤓#I think I said that last part already but I just felt like saying it again idk 🤷♂️
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Not otherkin but I believe in their beliefs almost solely bcos describing tender actions as 'human' ticks me off. 'The act of impulsive communal creation is so human' ywah well I bet some lizards could do that. And pretty well too
#yes i am an aromantic autist why do you ask#like idk migjt be making a fuss out of nothing but like. dont like 'human' being an adjective for gentle/cute#bcos 1. there are human pricks 2. there are nonhumans who are tender/gentle#n ive never felt like. particularly included in humanity for (looks at autism and aromanticism) a variety of reasons#n going 'tender = human' implies 2 me some sort of universal drive to be tender that ive never felt#n like 'tender' isnt a perfect synonum gor how ppl use 'human' but like#u guys have seen posrs of ppl going googoo-eyed over historical stories u get what it means u get what I mean#idk idk idk. i feel a spiritual connection with that one meme thats like#'dont get a lizard as a pet bcos rhey cant love u like a dog can' i dont need it to love me i just need it to be a cool beast in my house#except like. as the lizard. yknow#like human connection is grand n all but i rlly do just wanna chill#anyway these are some words that u csn maybe find mwaning from#*THROWS HANDFUL OF 'SAND THAT ENDS TAG RANTS' ANS VANISHES*
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I really REALLY wish people would start saying "have some sympathy/compassion" instead of "have some empathy". Feelings do often impact actions but....they don't have to. And a lot of problems arise when actions are taken solely based on emotions. The type of empathy I'm best at is cognitive empathy - recognizing and understanding how someone might be feeling - and that's a skill that's shaky at best. Emotional empathy I nearly completely lack. I can count the amount of times someone had made me feel their emotions on one hand (I think about three times in my entire life).
But then there's compassion. Compassion you can do regardless of empathy level. Compassion you can do regardless of how something makes you feel. People can have extreme levels of empathy and choose not to try to help someone that they could. Likewise, people can have zero empathy and choose to help someone. Emotions can influence actions but it's not the only thing that matters
I am technically not no empathy, but I'm so low and so bad at empathy and trying to apply it that I'm virtually no empathy. Moments of true empathy are mostly flukes for me. But I'm a very compassionate person! An example is when someone vents or is sad in a discord server that's really not about that/doesn't have a vent channel for a reason. Do you know how that makes me FEEL? Irritated. Irked. If it's a small line or two, fine, it slips out, especially when your reality sucks. Entire unprompted rants? Trauma dumping in the middle of other people's normal conversations? That pisses me off. But you know what I'll often do? I'll say a few words. Generally my policy is that I'm not going to devote a ton of my own energy at my own detriment for a stranger (had an issue with that online as a teen), but if it doesn't hurt me physically or emotionally to give a few kind words to someone hurting, then I see no reason not to do it. It doesn't take much time from me and it makes someone clearly struggling feel a little bit better. There's zero empathy or any kind of "I feel so bad for you" emotions there, and yet, because I generally believe in trying to make things better if you can, I comfort them. I acknowledge that someone is hurting and play my part to remedy the situation
This is why people need to decouple actions from emotions. You don't have to feel ANYTHING to do the right thing. Something isn't "less good" because their heart wasn't in it. If someone drops their wallet and you return it to them solely out of social obligation, guess what? A wallet has still been returned. Someone's money, debit/credit cards, and entire identity, was not lost. Someone was just saved a ton of grief by a simple act carried out by a person who doesn't give a fuck. The results of your actions is, for most every day circumstances, more important than how you actually feel doing them
#just ranting because like. i experience emotions very strongly but not because of other people#no/extremely low empathy comes with struggles yes#for instance i hurt people's feelings on accident because im truly just mentally unable to naturally understand why someone would be hurt b#what i said#ive gotten better and better over the years but its still hard. and still an excercise in remembering to think 'wait -#'how would i feel if someone said this to me?'#and if the answer is 'well I'd be pissed' i dont say it#but im still a very compassionate person#ive had to learn to set boundaries for that compassion because it was affecting me negatively!#the same way people say 'caring too much' has hurt them#well i don't actually care about a lot of the people i help. i care about the act of helping others when i can enough to show compassion#but i dont often care about the person or what theyre going through#(for the record i do care about close friends to the point where that whole caring too much thing is relatable. im EXTREMELY loving#just very selective about it)#idk 12 am rant about compassion vs empathy because im tired of having to block what i assume are generally well meaning people who throw#low/no empathy havers under the bus every chance they get#compassion is a CHOICE and one you don't need empathy to make
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post some itty titty
i have a problem. i like attention, love it even. and i sometimes think i should post some cute pics again, yk, because obviously i’d get a kick if people paid attention to and liked them. however, the problem you see, is that when i like someone i never want to post those pics. i just want to send them to the person i like :/ because i don’t want anyones attention bar theirs. so i’m sorry anon, but the only person seeing more itty titty pics from me atm is the guy i’m obsessed with 💔
#idk why i’m like this it’s genuinely quite annoying#like girl… you don’t know wtf he gets up to. god knows who he’s shacking up with. and you won’t even post a lil bit of titty??#bc you only want attention from him??? weird behaviour.#okay but idk. attention from people i don’t even know/don’t like just makes me feel so gross and anxious and out of control sometimes#and it just feels so much better getting attention from someone i’m infatuated with#I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO SAY YES OR NO IN RESPONSE TO QUESTIONS#earlier#my sister asked me if i like working in a public/customer facing job and i spent 10 minutes ranting about job fulfilment and consumerism and#the beauty industry and how much it disgusts me#and she was like ‘‘it was literally a yes or no question what are you talking about’’#i don’t believe in the concept of yes or no questions. they’re not real. you people made them up.
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You ever have a mutual you wanna message but you don't wanna ruin the vibes by messaging even though they seen really cool and the vibes are vibing but you don't want them to not vibe?
#idk what to tag this#definitely not me#could never#i need sleep#sheesh#been listening to green eyes by erykah badu#great song#very vibey#may play it at the next cookout#why am i ranting abt this in the tags#kinda relaxing honesty#ok ye i should go#i clearly need sleep#this is gonna be long ong#ok baj#bai#thping sucks#typing#sucks#or maybe its just me#lol one of the tags that popped up was uterus sucks#which it does#yeetus deletus the uturus and teetus#ok going now bai
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I CAN'T HANDLE IT ANYMORE
Okay since tumblr is very anonymous and etc, I'LL JUST FUCKING POST WHATEVER I FEEL HERE. So just context, im a gay bitch. And i just i think i have a crush? Idk. I just feel like i do, but i've never had a crush before???? just, having a crush is something i don't really know or experience. His just my type in a way, BUT ITS JUST I DON'T ACCEPT THAT HE IS MY CRUSH SINCE JUST UGH. I hate this first time with a crush. I just these feelings are taking so much energy to keep intack and i need to make this my dump account of emotions. P.s. To those who know me, no you don't.
#dump#just need to get it out#just need to rant#help#gay#gay crush#crushing#yes#i#am#tagging#this#idk#why#just#wanna
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i just want a dictionary is it that hard to get me a dictionary
#i could buy one yes#but my father was offering to buy me gifts and asked what i wanted#and i repeatedly told him i wanted a fucking dictionary#but alas#do u know how fucking humiliating it is to open fucking google fuckass translate#it makes me want to kill myself everytime#ive been searching for a russian dictionary for months in bookstores (albeit only in the secondhand franchise i frequent) to no avail#again i could buy one. a brand new firsthand one#but secondhand books spark joy in me#my favourite book of all time- also a dictionary- was bought secondhand#if i can get a beauty like that for cheap and already used why would i buy a ridiculously expensive new one#idk im just ranting and whining now for no reason#ive been putting off the firsthand shopping bc there arent any in the non secondhand bookstores ive been to#which means ill have to buy one online#and man it just makes me hesitant bc i want to see it irl first before buying it#i fucking LOVE dictionaries theyre my favourite books in the world alongside poetry anthologies#it's an art and the art of writing dictionaries must be respected i cant buy a fucking half assed one. i need to see the love and care#put into them#bc YES dictionaries are a labour of love for the culture and language and one's roots#words are such a beautiful part of mankind and dictionary writers understand that#i will fucking defend u guys with my life#i love yall stay safe out there i hope u are laden with a thousand kisses for ur efforts. know that u are loved and appreciated <3#dictionary rant
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Someone on tiktok posted a slideshow with their death note takes and most of them were SO CORRECT!!! But then one of the slides was soichello slander 😔
#like?? barely anyone even ships them why do you gaf#on the slide they clarified that “yes this exists”#and honestly i think if a rarepair is so rare that you need to say that then it really isn’t worth complaining about#this is maybe the fourth time i’ve seen the ship be mentioned on tiktok and all of them were negative haha (i’m scared)#and it’s like. IT’S SO NICHE WHY DO YOU CARE???#although i believe one of them was my mutual who made a post rating dn ships so i’ll let that slide#however i think they liked soichello art i posted on here recently so maybe they changed their mind??? 😭#idk if they knew it was me though. we don’t follow each other here#rant
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