#yes I am reading the novels now
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I had a dream tonight about MDZS, where WWX and the group had to go on a hunt, travel for days, camp in the forest, and they were generally tired but determined.
It was somewhere after WWX's identity reveal, but before final showdown against JGY, so while everyone was there, all sect leaders, nobody trusted WWX.
But still, WWX woke up at night, lying on the hard forest floor, with pebbles and twigs poking his side, but warm. So warm and feeling safe and protected because... Jiang Cheng was hugging him in the sleep. Because no matter what, Jiang Cheng missed his brother and he just loves him so much.
Jiang Cheng was asleep through it and Wei Wuxian went back to sleep, carefully as not to wake him, because obviously JC would not want to hug him anymore if he were awake.
It was a bittersweet dream, but I'm glad I had it.
#yes I am reading the novels now#i read the fan translation a couple of years ago and now I am reading the official one#and I have FEELINGS#okay?#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#mxtx
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Me: *tries to see what the Queen fans on TikTok have to say*
*Jim hate*
*”facts” that may or not be actually true*
*”Freddie Mercury was bisexual-“*
*Using Barbara Valentin as evidence*
*thinking things that happened in the movie actually happened irl*
*general misinformation about everyone and everything*
Me: aaaaand back to Tumblr I go
(open tags at your own risk, there’s a whole essay in there)
#Why are Tumblr Queen fans the only sane ones like what happened#Coincidentally this is also how reading a lot of articles about them and their history tend to go#When did we stop looking at the primary sources like how did some of these disconnects grow so large#Freddie was just gay. YES he was out. YES he stated it publicly (he was still coy sometimes I will give you that)#No he didn’t know he had AIDS before Live Aid. Yes Jim was his major long term partner.#No the little people with trays of coke on their heads story isn’t true. No Freddie most likely didn’t take Princess Diana to a gay bar#No Roger didn’t accidentally give a fan a sex tape (there is a nugget of evidence that a tape was leaked but if so it didn’t happen like th#He locked himself in a TAPE CLOSET not a cupboard (this one doesn’t annoy me as much as the rest)#No Freddie was not ✨involved✨ with Barbara Valentin#No Love of My Life is not about Mary in the way people think it is#RESEARCH PLEASE I AM BEGGING#IT’S NOT EVEN THAT HARD TO FIND SOME OF THAT STUFF#ESPECIALLY IF YOU’RE A JOURNALIST LIKE LOOK AT THE PRIMARY SOURCES INSTEAD OF CONFIRMATION BIASING BY LOOKING AT ARTICLES#FROM OTHER JOURNALISTS WHO ALSO DID WHAT YOU’RE DOING#REEEAAADDDD#It’s not even annoying because it’s about a topic I like it’s just literally the unimaginable gap between truth and reality#that is SO EASY TO BRIDGE AND YET. LIKE HOW IS IT THIS BIG OF A PROBLEM WHAT HAPPENED#I have written a novel in these tags so I’ll stop yapping now but GOD it grinds my gears#queen#queen band#roger taylor#roger meddows taylor#brian may#sir brian may#freddie mercury#john deacon#Tiktok#queen fans
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Sometimes I don’t understand why a fandom has decided to create a popular side ship out of whole cloth and like two onscreen interactions (sorry xicheng shippers).
But I absolutely respect the thought process behind seeing scorpion king, the poorest of meow meows, and his whole….deal with zhao jing and simply giving him a different less evil old man to work out his freudian issues on. You can take the xie-er out of his fucked up sugar daddy relationship but you can’t take the daddy kink out of the xie-er, etc.
xie wang/ye baiyi just makes sense really.
#shl#xie wang#ye baiyi#word of honor#yexie#danmei#shl liveblog#Caitie speaks#I know nothing of tyk canon. I will give in and read priest’s novels……..eventually#now I am obligated to also use this tag:#every day I am tempted to read priest novels
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the human craving to lend books to my friends
#is it genius? sometimes yes sometimes not at all#did i think of them while reading it#absolutely#but its also like should i burden you with this books imperfections just bc i want you to read it too#like its not even me wanting do discuss it i can just go over the themes without bothering them w/ reading it#i guess its just how i am now that i am off the reels completely#like hey have you read this novel/ heard this song#*sends it*#(i was like this during my high screen time a bit too tho lol)#0 notes to me
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just read a book where a guy said on two separate occasions, “I am begging you on my knees” while he was, in fact, not on his knees. cmon. you gotta commit to it
#is this because i like to see fictional men begging on their knees? yes but that’s irrelevant#if you are wondering#the book is ‘love on the brain’ by ali hazelwood because i apparently read romance novels now#about science. and romance. two things i am not interested in irl#but interested enough to read three books about#i dont know if anyone reads these im just rambling cuz its midnight and i have to be awake in like 7 hours
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Apparently I can meet my goal of roughly 400,000 words in 6 months if I just somehow write at least 2,200 words a day ghbjh... Almost 2,500 today... huzzah...
#Definitely not going to be able to stick with it just due to like... being realistic about my energy levels and etc. ESPECIALLY as we#enter the Evil Summer and it becomes hot all the time. But... one can attempt.. at least...#I'm also a very slow writer since I tend to re-read and edit while I write. and only move onto the next section once what I'm writing#seems okay. Which is easy for visual novel type stuff. since ''sections'' of a conversation are more clearly marked (like if you#have a menu option with 5 different dialogue choices. finish the character's response for choice 1 before moving onto 2. etc.)#Especially since when I'm done with a whole quest I always follow it up by playing through it and picking every option and making sure it#actually all works okay and etc. So I am already going to see it all a second time. Then I can go back and reorder a few words or remove#certain sentences that don't sound natural when I read them out loud (I always read it all outloud to myself since it is... just peple#talking.. it should sound like natural dialogue in their voice. etc). But my ''first draft'' is kind of not as first drafty since I pause t#edit a lot as I go along. So it also takes longer probably than it would take other people who I think treat a first draft as more#of a loose guideline or something. AANYWAY...#80F in my bedroom right now again... huzzah... I did end up finishing and recording that sims build video before the heat wave (or is#it really a heat wave if it's just summer..?? lol) came in.. but now... augh.. the editing... plus the costume photos and all else... Much#to do as always.. Often such a long todo list.. a giant scroll hung upon the walls of the evil hermit wizard tower..#Anyhow.. I hope I can finish getting ready for bed early in time to reward myself with a game of tripeaks solitaire whilst I snack on#cheddar cheese and some of those preserved artichokes in a jar. hrgm... I actually have nasturtiums (ultimate best flower) on the#deck again this year but I had to move them all into a corner today because the leaves were getting burnt by the sun lol.. Also am now more#cautiously weaving through social media to ignore all dragon age news. NOT bc of spoilers (I actually love spoilers/literally never play#any game until there's full guides on it I can read to plan my entire playthrough based on knowing exactly what I want to happen lol + mods#and etc.) but just because I'm so busy with my ownprojects I simply do not have the brainspace to dedicate... Yes I love to think#about elves and fictional universe lore. but no.. I pretend I do not see it. Does not exist to me actually. ghgj.. OHH also took som#cool pictures of flowers in the garden section of a store and I wanted to do like.. character designs based on the colors of the flowers o#something. but that might just be another unnecessary project to add to the pile.. I want to commit to the daunting task of dyeing my#hair again some time.. hrm.. this is all of the updates I can think of. As if a bunch of random tags make up for never posting anything for#weeks on end lol.. alas.. too warm to think properly I suppose.. .. I neeeeeed a long lost relative to leave me some million dollar#estate in their will so I can have the resources to move to a colder climate or something ..augh#.. but for now.. I shall toil away in my little wizard tower trying to write 2000 something words a day whilst sweating and such ghbj
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u know what, i'm not fighting the mental illness anymore
#am i juggling more than three blogs now. yes#am i returning to two more blogs? also yes#does my multi continued to be ignored? yes <3#HAHAHA. im fine#part of me is like i really should utilize my multi more bc they will end up going back but like ............... ok#ive been rereading the manga and trying to catch up for the past three years and im determined to . actuall do that now <3#chuuya's novels im def rereading as well bc it ruined me actually#gin stays on the multi <3#this is about bsd i forget nobody can read my mind
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i stand by my conviction that the best way to read tged is by stopping in ch 401 but i do have a rant concerning ch 402 that is locked and loaded for posting and i don't know if i should wait for today's chapter to drop so you guys have the full context or if i should pretend it isn't happening and i'm talking about a hypothetical ending that definitely didn't happen
#i talk a lot <3#god. i wish you guys could listen into my brain. it feels like the highway here the way those thoughts speed by me#i'm a very fast thinker but not in a 'takes good decisions quickly'#it's more of a 'if you don't say what you're thinking right now that thought will be gone forever in two seconds'#also i talk exactly the way i write it is non stop with me once you get me going i barely stop to breathe i am exhausting#where was i going with this#ah yes should i post it now or do i wait for later tonight#this is for the people that are reading the novel you poor souls i've spoiled the novel for... i'm sorry it's too late for you
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not to have a grudge against all books written in a certain POV but first-person alternating, we meet again, my beloathed
#one 2024 goal is reading more (as well as writing more) the way I used to#but#jesus christ#i am making allowances! i am not setting down the books on this account... in all cases...#but this is the *3rd* series since December to have some degree of alternating first person#now: i know some people don't like first person at all#i feel this comes from fan fiction where it usually only feels natural if a fan fic of a first-person book#i like first person!#i like third-person alternating!#i like close third person!#i can love all three depending on how they are deployed!#some stories call for one or the other#and some stories call for present tense#and i firmly believe this as a writer as well as a reader and want to be able to comfortably jump between them#but chapters alternating between first person#...i can tolerate it when there is good reason#but ye gods not in romance novels where it seems to be a popular choice oh no
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Okay I just had a dream where some sort of fae humanoid creature was trying to shape me into.... something? By having me witness and act in horrors???
It was a group of us humans and a group of fae and one of the people with me said they found something in thier grandma's collection that was like. A powder? But it turned out to be iron based and we used it in the water on the floor to sever and protect all the other people who'd been caught up in this horrible dreamlike situation. The problem with that, though, is I still wanted to know why. Why the hell this Elias Bouchard from Magnus Archives talking all seeing bitch had been so set on just giving me enough information about the scenes that had been set up to solve them myself but at great fucking cost.
Anyway while all the other fae were burning and retreating back behind a dark souls fog wall this fucker turns back and, to my utter surprise and delight, starts answering my questions while walking around in the iron tainted water like its nothing. So not fae then. Or maybe far too powerful for a diluted powder to affect? Either way it was like. Huh. This bitch really was going and then stayed just because I asked/he chose to. Ite. Lemme just re-evaluate real quick.
But yeah, they were trying to.... make an apprentice? But that wasn't the right word. A follower? They were making something, but it needed to be with a willing participant. Told me about failed attempts, about how after all the simulations the previous people had passed they'd frozen like deer in the headlights when a real creature with ill intent came at them. I was looking at their petrified remains when he/they said all this, so the evidence was there. I believed them.
I mentioned it being ridiculous that after experiencing what I'd just gone through and surviving that the people would choke Then of all times.
That's when they decided walk up behind me and show themselves as a Creature Of Ill Intent, still vaguely humanoid but with no discernable features other than a mouth and eyes. Too many eyes, all looking at me far too intently before stepping even closer, pressing me back into the statue-like corpse of someone who came before me and failed. It's saying something about fear responses, maybe how they're predictable?
Anyway yeah that's when they/it proceed to try and scare me by showing off it's sharp teeth, scraping them over my shoulder while evil monologing and uh. Long story short it had The Opposite Effect of what they were intending and I think I may have freaked out a creature of nightmares so much it made me wake up
Edit: I think it was the fear of being late for work that attracted the creatures that fed on fear so like. Go Capitalism I guess
#this might be a symptom of listening to tma now that i think about it#am i attracted to the concept of the ceaseless watcher????? send help plz#dream i had#the magnus archives#terato#im actually laughing my ass off tbh like. No Monkey Brain we do not walk towards obvious danger Have We Learned Nothing???#story idea? would anyone read a romance novel based on this??#there would be 🌟 Shadow Tentacles 🌟#story ideas#for later#terat0philliac#because im kinda convinced that is a cosmic horror attempting to be made flesh#but got spooked because fear wasn't the reaction and therefore did not feed it#am i mentally ill? yes#maybe#probably
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is anyone here into orv?
#I read like 29 chaps of the webtoon a while ago#And now I am reading the web novel (chapter 5)#Am I supposed to be studying now and not be on tumblr? Yes. However#I can multitask. (not).#N rambles
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#did i need a new book? no#did i buy one? yes#in fairness. someone recommended it a few weeks ago and ive been meaning to read since#miscellaneous#okay we're going to take a shower right now and NOT go to bed at 3 AM maddie#not again...#i should write but#i fit a bit of fic writing in between work#what i really need to do is some MG novel writing but i'll fit that in between work tomorrow. nothing more tonight#i have writing group on thursday anyway
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I AM attempting to read at least four books this weekend and that IS ridiculous but alas, here we are.
#no one look at my other fucking post I am NOT attempting proust okay#these are books of reasonable length.#here's my thing with proust. yeah yeah 'perfect novel' fuck you. that is not a novel. that is a series.#I don't care if it's one entity. so the fuck was lord of the rings and we have deemed that three books at this point.#just because a story is sustained does NOT make it a singular novel. I'll kill.#to be clear this is a joke. as mentioned I know literally nothing about proust and I have already forgotten the novel's title.#as per fucking usual.#honestly I'm gonna read it someday solely so maybe I understand what the fuck people are talking about.#anyway the books for the weekend are: authority (vandermeer). the gift of knowledge/ttnúwit átawish nch'inch'imani (beavert).#acceptance (also vandermeer). waterlog (deakin).#YES I once again saw robert macfarlane's name and blacked out and purchase a book. do not @ me.#(I did want to read waterlog after having read landmarks and then saw the new paperback edition on a stand at the bookstore so shhhh)#megs is reading#in my defense I'm going to be spending a lot of time waiting this weekend considering my spouse is in a race not designed for spectating#(it's a massive seven-part relay. and he's in a part where you can't even get in to spectate so.)#I'm mostly tagging along with my sister and her bf's friends so. books are necessary.#I've always been that dweeb with the book in social settings and I'm not about to stop now.
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Me having to read stories where the femme characters are badly written to be really dumb or evil. (To the point where you the reader asks yourself Why would their butch even like them?)
And also in regards to all the WLW tv shows getting the mass cancelation. Because we cannot have anything nice it seems.
Even an old wlw show I was watching on streaming didn't finish because it too was cancelled after only two seasons. And it was a good show too! This has been a problem for a while.
#I had another idea#just some of the things I have had to read lately...#and please tell me that there are good butch/femme stories#I'm gonna go crazier than I already am if all the fictional femmes are dumb/evil it's very upsetting#perhaps I do not get it but generally I don't find dumb/evil people attractive but okay?#so if ever you are angry about the lack of good lesbian or sapphic rep you can invoke this meme#sorry it is not well done but the spirit was there right?#because this could apply to all the canceled shows too :/#we're really in it now#old memes#sorry I only know really old memes because I'm not cool and don't have a tiktok#so you will get very bizarre and likely historic memes from me that probably mean very little to most people#radclyffe hall#lesbian#wlw#sapphic#she was on our side at least#hall's novel was censored because her characters were lesbians#so history repeating itself really#yes this shit still happens- we're still told bread crumbs are enough but they aren't!#I'm sorry if this makes no sense it probably doesn't#mychatter#time to log off now
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Yes! And even tho golden age detective novels are kinda reactionary, they’re also a damn hoot and rarely about active cops! Also Arsène Lupin is detective novel-adjacent and he’s the opposite of a cop (except for the time…iykyk)
i am a woman at war with herself, torn forever between my love of detective fiction and my hatred of cops and cop media
#before my most recent Zutara brain rot I was consumed by detective novel brain rot actually#Read the entire oeuvre of agatha christie yes including her long ass play about Akhenaten that isn’t even a mystery#The only reason I am not reading detective novels right now is because I’m currently reading millions of words of Zutara fanfic
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im really starting to like your ship! can I just say that I love the old man x brat trope a little too much that's going on there Andrei and Gretchen are so different from each other yet they are kinda the same in a way? Though at the same time they do balance each other out nicely like we can see that Andrei starts to loosen up around her at least a little while Gretchen starts taking things more seriously when she joins the Sabbat. Always love it when they're straight up taking the piss out of each other those are usually my favourite parts! it's giving married couple vibes haha I just love the chemistry they both have in the fanfic as well as in your artwork. You truly are talented at everything you do and i hope to see more of them. Cheers!
Anon you better get the fuck over here so I can cuddle with you and your humongous galaxy brain right on the meat couch cause I'm just- SQUEEEEE!!!! THANK YOU FOR THE WONDERFUL AMAZING WORDS AND THANK YOU TO THE MOON AND BEYOND FOR READING MY BABY!!! 🖤💝💖🩷 DUDE, you absolutely get it! I'm telling you! I'll forever preach about the excellency of that trope!
You see, they do need each other. Andrei is someone who's not used to facing defiance from his subordinates and he most def doesn't let that go unpunished when he does face it in those rare instances, HOWEVER he lets Gretchen remain unscathed, not because she was "The Camarilla's newly lost, most prized possession with so much intel" but for the reason that her lack of fear fascinated him. Her fire is unlike anything he has ever seen or experienced in another, her young spirit and moxie entertain him. There's never really a dull moment with her. He gets a certain thrill when they argue, but on the other hand, sitting down and talking cordially about their love for the grotesque also serves as relaxation. It's their common ground. She doesn't try to "fix him" in the slightest; that's one of the many things he appreciates about her. He loves her not only for the way that she makes his beast roar, but the way she tames it when her own one comes into play. After centuries upon centuries of solitude, Andrei finally found the perfect half who can handle his worst while also recognizing his best, all while showing him that it's alright to put his guard down every now and then- that cracking a warm smile doesn't diminish his sinister nature.
As for Gretchen, she's found the perfect mentor in Andrei, despite all their squabbles, she does look up to him and tries her best to accept that the path to gaining respect is treacherous with little to no shortcuts in her situation. Her turning over to the Sabbat toughened her, hardened her heart while simultaneously teaching her how to work harmoniously with her pack. The whole trial was a catalyst to her being reshaped into a weapon of destruction that was on a quest for power, validation and freedom. With great patience Andrei helped forge Gretchen into the weapon that she wanted to be. Though she did shed pretty much most layers of her "human side", her rather lighthearted nature couldn't be purged (not that Andrei would actually want to get rid of it anyway). She achieved tremendous growth and maturity as a vampire thanks to him and his centuries worth of experience. And exactly through him, she found the liberty she was looking for and so much more: love, respect, self-improvement, partnership and she couldn't ask for anything else.
Anyway! Thank you again for reading my ficcie & admiring my art 🫶🖤 So glad you're enjoying those two grumpy bastards. I have a whole lot planned for them, don't you worry, my sweet. Hope you'll stick around to find out 😘 Bless you, love you and I hope you're having a fantastic day/evening! 🩷💘💝💖💗💓💞💕
#am I trying to oversell my perfect beautiful darling ship?? Yes. yes I am!#got a huge adrenaline rush from reading this ask over and over now I'm unstoppable#Anon I love you and I'd take a bullet for you my dude. not exaggerating#had to hold myself back from writing a whole novel on why they work the best uugghhh#vtm#vtmb#vampire bloodlines#vampire the masquerade#andrei vtmb#morti answers#I might have to calm down bc I'm so bouncy rn! but I don't want to! tee hee!!!
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