#year in bl

[forkaround]

BL Awards - Hiding into my pillow, kicking feet in air

Love in the Air:

Rain knew exactly what he was doing here. You won't convince me otherwise.

This was just absolutely, ridiculously, insanely, cute and cringe. You will pry this moment out of my cold dead hands.

Cringe-fail. He's lucky he's pretty.

This was a really embarrassing show to watch. It was insane. I got a new high every week. I would think something so shameless won't be made much less aired and I'd be so fucking wrong.

Between US: Pharm: I want to possess him

idk something about watching UWMA side by side is his running away and shying away seems so much different in this context. He is teeny-tiny and literally everyone on the face of the earth loves him and I can't blame them.

GAP: Mon's fantasies

Girl, get help. She imagined kissing Sam three times before even meeting the woman. Gotta respect dedication.

This Move:

I C O N I C She had every man and woman (not child coz children shouldn't be watching this) in her grip in that moment. The way she turned from taciturn to woma-woma-womanizer INSANE.

and the king of them all:

Kinnporsche:

Ep 8, VegasPete ending, Kimchay Kiss, The bodyguard commentary and Korn being tired of the bullshit

The horniness hasn't been matched. The softness hasn't been matched. They are so fucking happy. And I am happy that they are happy.

It's just so soft. It's so small. And Chay is so happy. Kim is feeling things he never thought he could and massively regretting it. And Chay's confession was so honest and brave and fumbling and teenager-y. You expect me to move on?!

I'm happy that they are happy. Funny how the most fucked up dynamic ended up the happiest. Really goes to show how you should embrace your demons and fuck the villain.

Korn just has to be so tired at this point. The woman-in-attic and political scheming must have felt so nice to have.

[stoopidstapler]

SO IVE BEEN GOIN INSANE SINCE THIS TRAILER DROPPED. JUST. SIMON. SIMON. SIMON.

[pharawee]

How to have sex carefully in tent. I'm ready. Can we do it?

—MONSTER NEXT DOOR · Episode 9

[guzhufuren]

2024 is the year of men kissing in hanfus and wigs

[gunsatthaphan]

how it started // how it's going

[faunandfloraas]

Changbin and Seungmin at the AMAS.

[apparently-artless]

chibi kuroada ( ´ ∀ `)ノ～ ♡

[spicyvampire]

Jes talking about his new skill, Part 1

4MINUTES (2024) | DOCUMENTARY (+ EP. 1)

[inahochi]

YUUICHI KUROSAWA (優一 黒沢)

CHERRY MAGIC! (2024) ⋆ #01.

[oddishblossom]

Hirano Taiga & Kagiura Akira from SASAKI TO MIYANO: GRADUATION (2023)

[khaopybara]

❝I know you're going to change, but why are you bringing me along?❞

CHANYA AMARIT as VIVI and AYA ORAPAN as KAIMOOK episode 7 of LOVE SEA

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BL Awards: Catch Me Sobbing Category

Sad things are just as important as the not-sad things and thus...

Scene that has me sobbing for whatever reason.

(BL Awards: At the end of an amazing year of absolute chaos in the world of BL. I come to you with my favorite moments of the year divided into categories that would not make it into any respectable Award show. But this is Tumblr. You know what you signed up for.)

Parpai reading from Sky's journal (Love in the Air)

I don't want to discuss the ethics of this and mileage varies for every other person. But this had me sobbing to the point my mother yelled at me for crying over fictional characters. It's how both of them are hurting. It's about Sky not wanting to open up. It's about Pai being confused and hanging over Sky's words. Pai doesn't know what happened, to Sky in the past and to Sky now and he can't accept that Sky would say all those things. Fort and Peat were acting. Truly in their Oscars bag. I remember holding my breath as if I was underwater throughout this scene. Uff.

Sky not crying and Pai crying in his stead (Love in the Air)

(I can't find a gif for the specific line.)

Who knew that not crying was worse than crying? This scene knocked me off the face of the earth. They are both reeling and the emotional intelligence Prapai shows here, god, another writer, another actor could have made this so much worse than it was. But in Mame and FortPeat's hands this was beautiful. It's gentle, it's mature, it's taking care of Sky before Pai can go around smacking people/taking revenge. But that was not the goal of this story. Revenge tel lene gaya. (revenge goes to buy oil. kinda like revenge go to hell.) This is about grace, this is about healing. I have never seen a narrative like this dealt with such gentleness and keeping the characters 'not-broken'. idk how to explain this. Gun gets everything that is coming to him but in this moment it's not about him. It's about SKY.

GAP: Mon being confused by Sam and crying

Something less intense. I feel for both our girlies. Sam is constantly going hot and cold and that is so taxing for everyone around her especially Mon, who has loved her since she was a kid. tbf Sam doesn't know this. And Sam is herself so tragic. Never expressing who she is and what she wants leaving for those around her to interpret her intentions. As much as I feel for her though, I can't see her as a decent boss.

Triage: Tin goes into a coma and Tol is reading to him

I did not expect this to hurt me as much as it did. I can't quantify even now why I love this show so much. But after the POV switch something about this show just fit. I was going to be so mad if they ended up unhappy. I was barely starting to get comfortable with BLs and their happy endings. And then this hit. It didn't end unhappy but I sure thought it would. (Also the clock tower kiss is just something else)

The Eclipse: Every AkkAyan scene towards the end

There are so many gifs/scenes where this boy is crying. First must have had quite the month crying over and over each episode. He is so stuck in his circumstances, in his own head about what's right and wrong. Brittle things. And you see that with how he is caught in between Chadok and Ayan.

ChadokDika story

Dika didn't deserve it. That's it. (tbf Chadok didn't deserve it either.)

(There's many different ways to kill the one you love / slowest way is never loving them enough)

180 Degrees Longitude Passes Between Us

Literally everyone is hurting on this show and hurting everyone else. And it all just HURTS. I can't fully put a bad guy/good guy label on any of them. It's so complexly human. So simply human. So beautifully human and so pathetically human. Seeing my own family in this show didn't help. Mol can't move on from her past. Inn can't see the future. Waan can't live in the present. Them always being on a different wavelength keeps hurting and I think some part of them recognizes this. The ending doesn't help. It's realistic. It's hard. And it hurts. This show is just:

The surety that no matter how much it hurts it would end happy help enjoy the angst so much better. I didn't have to worry someone might end up dead or they might not end up together. (there are exceptions to this, as you can see)

[gawin]

The sillays at the beach.

[pharawee]

—EVERY YOU, EVERY ME · ทุกๆ เธอที่รัก · Universe 03.5/08

[guzhufuren]

the saga of huaibao + marriage (pt. 4/?)

Uncensored wuxia BL Meet You At The Blossom (2024)

[gunsatthaphan]

khaotung I get u 😔