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angel-ofthestars · 2 months ago

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ok stupid angst time cuz its 2:30 in the morning and i feel like shit

so. like technically two days ago i passed out at the sight of my own blood, took a header into the corner of a marble table, and couldn’t move my hands or face properly for ten or twenty minutes.

i didn’t go to the hospital. i feel like that was probably a hospital worthy event. maybe i’m stupid. but since then i have felt like shittttt and i’m kinda worried. my hands feel weirdly sluggish, my mouth hurts, my head has been hurting constantly. i just don’t know how to tell my parents, because it feels stupid.

i just. yeah. whatever. everything hurts and i’m worried, considering according to my mom i hit my TEMPLE on the CORNER OF A TABLE (there’s a huge ass bump there and everything) and my dad just kind of. casually offered the idea that maybe i sprained my wrist. and then didn’t say anything else. i was dissociating so hard (and still am) that i’m still debating if it was even real.

of course it’s real. i have an entire fucking bump on my head. there’s a scab on my hand. i just. i hate it here. i’m scared.

what everrrrrr man. stares off out my window or something

#never done vent shit before losing my mind #weird kinda situation here where i dont want anyone to acknowledge this #cuz i dont wanna TALK about my stupid dumb ass teenage issues #when most of my online friends are like. grownups with actual problems #but also. i rlly just want someone to be like #hey man. saw ur post. love ya. mwah mwah #or something #cuz. yeah.#idk. hate it here. i wanna die. not really.#wanna cut myself #probably wont #cuz i’m a fucking coward #but you knowwwwwwwwwww #what ever. sighs.#nobody look at or acknowledge this. but also do. i dont wanna talk about it #but i also do. but also. attention seekinggggggggg #i first posted this on my like fandom blog before remembering i had a private #so it’s on here now.#i just.#yeah idk i’m having a shit time rn #thats what happens when you pass out and crack ur head on a table apparently #someone take me out back and shoot me like old yeller or whatever #but also just send me a 🫂❤️#DON’T OH MY GOD THAT SOUNDS SO PATHETICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC

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wow-an-unfunny-joke · 1 month ago

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Im on episode four, and Vanitas is surprisingly sinister- I was expecting him to be silly goofy and a little childish- but then he did that thing with Jeanne (or whatever her name is) and I’m just- dude?????? wtf???????

#tbh he reminds me of Dazai #secretly sinister and such #all characters should have a decent silly to sinister ratio #but like- I fear he’s gonna end up being super smart slightly crazy generally goofy kinda character #‘I fear’ like there’s nothing wrong with this type of character #I adore Vanitas so far #I wish he didn’t do that thing with that girl tho #the whole time k was waiting for him to say sile #*sike #like ‘I just wanted to piss off the kid for blah blah blah’#or some shit #idk #but nah I think he’s just got a crush #and he’s not at all normal about it #in front of his husband too!#damn!#in the very second episode I made a joke about Noé being the top #I fear I was mistaken in my judgement #but yeah- I love our little silly dramatic walking lore drop Vanitas #he reminds me of Dazai tho #entirely because I’m very fixated on bsd rn #im afraid that this’ll tear me sssy from bsd tho #I don’t need that rn #I still need to read so many books and write so many figs #fics #agh #this is only a mild detour #I’ll be right back in bsd soon #vanitas no carte #the case study of vanitas

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c-nan · 1 month ago

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if i stay over the weekend to help on a student film set, i won’t go back to my hometown which will upset my mom (and also cause me mental distress) but if i go home (mom happy, me happy(ish)) i’ll miss out on the opportunity to learn more about working on film sets (somethign i’ll have to do next semester for my own film) and i’ll reinforce in my brain that i’m not capable of doing literally anything and that i’m a fuckifn loser

#anyway i’m going home bc my mom was happy when i said i could #and i like it when she’s happy #it wouldn’t be so bad if my dad wasn’t working insane hours that left her alone for most of the day #but yeah.#i feel like when i graduate i’ll be shit out luck bc i haven’t made good connections bc i’ve only ever been on two sets #and it’s all my fault bc i don’t know what to do to make everyone happy #god please i want a solution i can’t keep living like this #i keep telling myself ‘you don’t have to be on set to contribute to films’ i’m a fucking editor for gods sake people know me as the editor #that’s my thing but i still feel like i’m not doing enough and i’m letting everyone down and that i’m on the outside of it all all the time #bc i have to go home every weekend or the world will end or whatever #i feel so fucking useless rn y’all #first day of my period i’m probably overreacting but idk it feels so real #i messaged someone else about being on their set so i can at least say i’ve done SOMETHING and she left me on read so that’s fun #god i’m sorry for this yall i’m going through it right now

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leieryx · 8 months ago

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Im never gonna be normal about this i fucking knew it

#finished DE #it’s time to pace back and forth Thinking #I was already planning how to do a second run halfway through it is so over for me #im ggonna crew the drywall #CHEW #now I need to find the song that plays at the tribunal I’m so sad I didn’t have it turned on though the ending music also hits #wish I could just be pleased about it like a regular person or even just make a lot of fanart but no it’s time to #Feel like there’s three million bees in me #or ping pong balls maybe you get the idea #be prepared for me to make Something. idk what yet #dfugk man #can I even cook lunch rn.#all I wanna do is rotate these guys in the collage maker (GREAT btw) and run around and somehow achieve that at the same time #it was good though don’t get me wrong I’m just insane #I’ll think I’m probably not autistic just trying to be special and then shit like this happens like Yeah Man.#im gonna attempt to cook lunch I’m So strong

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no1ryomafan · 13 days ago

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I like to say I’m okay with my interests having very small/pretty non existent fandoms because that means no stupid drama even if I wish the things I liked were more acknowledged, it’s better to take them in a vacuum then mainstream cause some of the stuff I like if it got bigger would be more mixed, possibly even controversial-

and I still stay true to that but I also remember how my interests could’ve been decently popular yet all of them got screwed over in some fucking capacity somehow regardless if that was intentional or not and I low key get a little mad.

LIKE JUST AS A POINT OF REFERENCE (I’m listing these all in chronological release order):

Big O: flopped in Japan but when it was brought over to the states it apparently did well enough to get a season 2, but cn were fucking stupid and aired the second season on adult swim rather then its original home network toonami, which is likely why it fell into obscurity when it could’ve been up there with other old animes if people saw the entire thing because a lot of anime popular from toonami are remembered

Kikaiders anime: Was like only popular in Hawaii but the anime was dubbed and aired on adult swim- only problem is they gave it a 12:30 am time slot and even if it first aired in summer a lot of people probably skipped out on it- also I have a hunch that even tho big o on adult swim definitely got less traction it and kikaider afaik aired around the same time, and big o time slot came first. People if they did know big o got moved probably only watched adult swim for that then shut off the tv for kikaider, which further shows putting big o on adult swim was not a good idea. (Oh and the fact this was a anime reboot for a toku even if it was somewhat more accurate to the manga probably didn’t help the reception in Japan, next to how little interest there seemed to be for it given it was so short)

Shin Jeeg: Literally flopped so hard in Japan that it wasn’t even considered getting a dub besides Thailand and Italy, Italy being the only place Jeeg is fucking remembered. It’s no wonder this one probably the most forgotten among my interests despite being a dynapro mech and a reboot directed by fuckinv Kawagoe.

Casshern Sins: I have zero clue what japans reception of it was but probably not high when it’s “an edgy reboot”. As for the west it did got aired on toonami and is LITERALLY the only anime I like that is legally watchable on crunchyroll but it became forgotten cause it aired on toonami when people stopped caring for it, and crunchyroll only tends to show what’s popular so you’d only find this show from really digging.

Getter the only thing I’m not listing here next to it’s still decently remembered-big o is too, but at the same time it goes under a lot of mecha fans radars-but also cause I’m perfectly accepting of “the times it aired on tv it was super old and only part of it got dubbed, then the rest of it were ovas before not getting anime content for fucking years” like that’s a fair reason to be forgotten- but everything else just feels like I’m cursed 💀 (and I wonder how the cycle will continue when I gain yet another old anime robot interest because it will happen- eventually)

#meg text #I will say rn I’m ranting to rant because my life ahah hasn’t been well but I’m not going into it here #but I was talking to my friend last night who likes some of the stuff I like + other niche things and yeah it’s a curse #because you either have niche but it still has a decently large fanbase it’s just not popular #or you have fucking dead ass fandoms that can it even be considered a fandom? Who fucking knows #legit I try not to care about liking stuff with dead fandoms because I like it and that’s what matters but man when it happens constantly #will I ever go into bigger fandoms? Fuck no. Am I still allowed to be a little annoyed? A bit.#I’m not gonna bother trying to get people interested cause I know it doesn’t work most of the time especially when your pushy #I don’t like people being pushy with me anyways so it be hypocritical #also if anyone knows about reception shit with any of these lmk id love to hear cause some idk shit #even though I didn’t tag fandoms but that’s mainly cause they don’t need to see this 💀#I think this shit is why I also feel inclined to get into mecha that’s like- more known rather then the forgotten ones #like dawg I love to embody a true mecha fan of knowing random 70s show with a awful title but I can’t take this shit anymore

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thatone-churro · 2 months ago

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maybe i’m just feeling really sad and stuff right now (i am, at least when this is queued, but that’s not the point) but i really REALLY wanna write something that just. makes someone sob. like yeah i joke that “i can never write happy stuff if it’s not upsetting it’s not mine sorry” but i feel like i never nail the raw emotion. i feel like i either lean too much or not enough into the “cliches” for it to work right. i wanna write something that just hits in the chest so hard so naturally, like i’m reading you perfectly at your worst. i want the sob to be genuine. and i wanna make it worth it. does that make sense??? idk. i know i’m still a “beginner” (haven’t been dedicated to writing poetry for even a year yet tbh; it was a hobby until my first class last semester) but like. this is my ultimate goal tbh. if i write something that resonates so strongly with someone that they cry and/or carry it for the rest of their life in a way that either hurts or haunts or relieves or maybe all of the above, then i guess i was a good poet.

or smthn idk

#idk my ‘making it’ has never been grand to me #even when i wanted to write stories my goal was always ‘if one person enjoys it then it’s good enough for me’#like. i don’t know if i want my work to outlive me in a grand way. i just want it to resonate #i want it to make the average probably queer probably isolated probably traumatized kid to feel so seen #if i can sincerely impact somebody with any of my work in any way that just haunts them in any emotion then. i guess my work was good enough #you know????#idk i’m still feeling emotional rn but like there’s a sentiment i’m trying to say but i can’t seem to say it right #if i can’t do that in my own tags how am i supposed to do it in a poem (/hj) 😭#like. like when i heard we’ll never have sex for the first time!! it was everything i’ve ever felt about my aceness!!#and yeah it’s an ace anthem to me and it’s beautiful but it still makes me cry yknow!!#because it’s beautiful yet sad to me (as someone who can never make that relationship stick) at the same time!!!#i want my shit to hit like that!!!#grace being kinda serious for once #text post #personal #poetry

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bootyful-seventeen · 5 months ago

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Sometimes I wish I was a man just to avoid dealing with a vagina cuz they’re annoying as hell

#and I am so not looking forward to having to meet a new family doctor on Monday but also visit a gyno too #cuz my last period was way out of whack and I am so servers underprepped for that shit #and I definitely can blame family for that cuz the man are all that’s your moms job #and the women are all oh you only need to go when you have sex or have babies #as if that whole organ won’t decide to sprout some cancer or have some pcos or some shit idk about cuz I never had a visit years ago #tho one thing I am glad for is that I was not the only one who had this type of parent #also doesn’t help that my friend who gets this also has immigrant parents too #but yeah so I’m not looking forward to getting that done unless it helps with whatever the fuck I have going on rn cuz I have no clue #could be stress but idk i internalize my stress so half the time I don’t register it 💀#and if it’s not then looks like I’ll be making more doctor visits then I had in the last 12 years

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starlooove · 5 months ago

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And I’m standing ten toes down behind Eloise

#Ppl calling her feminism white feminism #like yeah for todays standards sure whatever #my feelings on Eloise are complicated but a lot of y’all’s feminism is whether u think Barbie was good and that’s how ur measuring Eloise #like this little girls girl shit is right next to thinking Barbie is a masterpiece is right next to saying here’s my 20 step skincare #routing but it’s for yourself not for men but also here’s how to walk and make eye contact to manipulate a man ;3 #like It’s so funny how everyone was mad Eloise didn’t put action to the thoughts #which season 2 was all about btw like I feel like ppl also misunderstand the point of her character and what’s happening internally but diff #and now theyre saying she’s an asshole for shifting topics of convo within her group of peers #when that’s proof that she cannot assimilate the way y’all say she does?#like yuckk #Idk I feel like the visceral reaction to Eloise just feels like ‘if feminist why care about ur dad 🤨’#i was gonna say y’all want Eloise to cut off all ties with her family and start connecting to those of lower classes #but when she did anything CLOSE to that y’all STILL called her an asshole #also you know what you’re walking into when you’re watching bridgerton it was way too early to keep her there you KNOW that #but also also Penelope has been trying to find her niche and balance her family’s reputation with her ideals the entire time #and it does come off as hypocritical and self centered at times just as every single character on this show has!#i said Penelope I meant Eloise it still applies but whatever #anyways #yeah season 2 she came to the conclusion y’all did #that she wasn’t really about it and she should stick to high society #‘she was such an asshole this season’ bc she in fact does believe what she preaches and found ignoring it to be difficult #like y’all are just saying she’s a bad person no she was uncomfortable and response was to be snappy like hello #like this dramatic shift in her character is bc of the trouble she caused her family by trying to stand on business #like when it comes to interpersonal relationships Eloise suffers from the fact that not everyone comes to the same conclusions she does #like she told Benedict she can’t understand how nobody sees what she sees #but that’s not true a lot of people see what she sees #Cressida saw what she sees! what Eloise DOESNT understand is that other ppl come to diff conclusions with the same knowledge!#other ppl see the same thing and choose to flourish within the system no questions! bc they don’t have the privilege to do anything else!#THATS where she needs to grow! the obvious conclusion IS obvious but what to do after is mot the same or available to everyone!#but thats like. the most positive of my feelings towards her it is complicated I’m just being nice rn

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rosicheeks · 2 years ago

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12. Name of your favourite playlist?

18. Ideal weather? 💖💖

12. 2022 🎶🎆💋

18. Ooooo I have two hope that’s ok 🥰

💖 a chilly autumn day. Sun is peeking through fluffy clouds and I’m wrapped up in a cozy sweater. Not cold just chilly. Cuddle weather 🥰

💖 the beginning of spring. When the snow is melting and everything feels new and clean. Maybe the flowers are even starting to grow and bloom 😊 the reminder that even after a cold and brutal winter there’s always a sunny spring that will melt all the snow and bring back some warmth ☀️

#honestly my playlist game has been lackingggggg #i blame Spotify #idk why but whenever I’m off wifi it says I’m ‘offline’ and I can only listen to my downloaded shut #*shit #I pay for the premium shit #like that’s the first thing I usually make sure I have enough money for hahaha #music is important to me #but ever since this shit has happened #I haven’t been able to explore music and create playlists 😓#when I go home I’m gonna make a new one #still haven’t made a new one for 2023 tbh #it honestly sucks cause rn I’m listening to a playlist that I’ve heard a billion times cause it’s all I have downloaded 😓#ok anywayyyyy #where was I #*takes a hit*#oh yeah #I think all in all my favorite weather is chilly #where you can bundle up in a jacket and not be cold or hot #I hate being hot #but I love bundling up #ya know ya know #thank you for the questions!#you are so so lovely 💖#ask

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oksfranta · 2 years ago

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#I feel so trapped in this country #it’s always kinda been like this #but it’s gotten so much worse since february #and idk what to do #every time I feel somehow happy #it doesn’t last long #bc I realize that I can’t do the stuff I want to do #i’m also panicking a little bit #bc while yeah I do have a job rn #i’m not sure it’ll last for long considering our situation #and it’s so difficult to find something else rn #ppl say focus on the here and now #but I can’t do that bc i’ve always been the one to plan stuff #I can’t live spontaneously day by day #I need to know what my future will be like #and it’s become impossible now #I know it won’t ever be the same after shit he’s done and keeps doing #I just hope I can move away somehow #and make my life so much better

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gothgamergaara · 1 month ago

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Realizing that i am having issues that are causing me to be the source of the problem that they make ig psych infographics about :^)

#okay I’m probably exaggerating but yeah #I guess my dad wasn’t wrong when I was 14 and I do have anger issues 🤣#sorry that’s not funny but #idk. I just don’t even know what to do either #my therapist is on paternity leave my clinic doesn’t have behavioral rn #my adhd eval is in fucking March of 2025 #like I literally WANT to be better but it’s so fucking difficult to get help #like do I actually have to wait until I’m in crisis to access some sort of help I don’t know #sorry #anyways time to start getting recommended posts about how to deal w being a shit person instead

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steviescrystals · 6 months ago

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guys things are happening

#so i met this girl at work last summer and we clicked right away and we were super close for a while #and it was really only a few months but i considered her one of my best friends #and then both of us got promoted to basically shift leads and right after that things just got really weird between us #i never figured out what exactly happened but it was just like tense and off which sucked bc the time before that was so much fun #but i just pushed it aside bc i still wanted to be friends with her and i was hoping it would just pass i gués #and THEN a couple months later she got promoted to store manager which was… shocking #i want to make it super clear i did not want to be manager and i truly was not jealous of her job #but i just did not think she was the right choice for manager bc after working super closely with her for months #i had seen her do sooo much shit that was either not allowed or just like not correct and straight up kinda dumb??#but none of the higher ups knew about it bc i would always help her fix her mistakes bc she was my friend and i wanted things done right yk #so anyway she became manager and our friendship just got even weirder bc suddenly she was my boss and i did not think she was a good manager #as much as i still loved her as a person she just got on my nerves a lot at work bc of the way she was running things #THEN a month after that annual company wide layoffs happened and i got laid off 😍 which i have vented a ton about on here bc it was awful #and the one bright side to it was that i thought maybe our friendship could start to go back to normal now that we didn’t work together #but instead she pretty much stopped talking to me completely aside from sending me a tiktok occasionally #so i was like okay this sucks but oh well i’ve got my own shit to deal with now that i’ve gotten laid off so i’ll just give her space #and tbh i was just hoping a band we both like would go on tour soon or something so i’d have a good opportunity to ask her to hang out again #BUT THEN she texted me a few minutes ago and turns out she just got fired???#which does not happen often at that job btw there’s very low turnover i think only like 2 people got fired the whole time i worked there #usually layoffs are the only time people end up leaving #and it’s weird bc i spent all that time thinking it was a bad choice for them to make her manager and she wasn’t doing a good job #but i’m still somehow surprised???#and i feel so guilty bc i talked so much shit about the whole thing with one of my other friends bc her management pissed me off so bad #and it’s not like me talking about it with someone who didn’t even work there caused her to get fired but i still feel so bad #like yeah i do think she shouldn’t have been manager in the first place but i would never wish that on someone yk #so idk i’m just like in a very weird headspace rn!!#vent #lj.txt

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kuiinncedes · 10 months ago

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:p

#why am i like having more trouble keeping track of some of these characters as this book goes on LOL #who the fuck is heir thiessen #ig they do be adding more and there’s a million different povs so #but i’m pretty sure this guy has been here for a while #and idk who he is LOL lemme see if the chapter will clear that up for me XD #jeanne talks #reading wow :00000 i’m like significant amount thru this book ehehe #as in like almost halfway #idk why i didn’t just say that instead of significant lol 🤪#rip my reading once school starts again 1;;-;-;—;—;—;—;;;;;;-;#i wanna keep reading tho #what if i reread heroes of o/lympus #aka what if i reread the lost hero tbh and maybe the bIood of oIympus #aka i want jason content LMAO #but that would be like easy read while school happening ig #since i’ve read them 1938447726328 times #u know i joined the storygraph jan reading challenge #and like yeah rn it seems like i can read some pages every day no problem bro #but it’s a lieee lmao i got classes and shit lol 😭#we’re gonna see tho we’ll try lmfao #HES THE CLOCK GUY k cool

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thewispsings · 19 days ago

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Could you do a part 2 to please date my sister in law with max and r getting married?

wedding of the century | max verstappen

part 2 of ‘please date my sister in law’

pairing: max verstappen x reader

summary: one year after charles sets up his sister in law with max, the world is preparing for the wedding of the century.

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maxverstappen1: to be wed 💙

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user1: OH SHIT ITS HAPPENING

user2: STAY CALM EVERYONE!! STAY CALM!! STAY FUCKING CALM

user3: charles leclerc found yelling out in happiness, 3:21 AM, monaco.

user4: oh my god

user5: omg

user6: the pictures are so cute 🥹

user7: THAT SHOUDLVE BEEN ME

user8: marrying max? or marrying yn?

user7: BOTH

user9: max waited no time to put a ring on that

user10: AHH IM SO EXCITED

user11: i can live out my wedding fantasies through you guys 🥹

user12: i know charles is freaking out rn

charles_leclerc: oh yes. i’ll be over with the binder in five minutes.

user13: he’s actually at lot more calmer then i expected

yoursistersuser: nope! he yelled for a straight ten minutes after this was posted

user14: yeah that sound more like him…

user15: so happy for you two 🤞

landonorris: so when can i pick up my bridesmaid dress?

maxverstappen1: you mean your groomsmen suit?….

landonorris: i know what i meant

user16: i hope max takes her last name

danielricciardo: how funny would it have been if she said no

maxverstappen1: not funny at all

danielricciardo: tough crowd

user17: ahhhh congratulations!!

user18: NO PLS NO

user19; you have shattered my heart

yourusername: FUCK YOU BEAT ME TO IT

maxverstappen1: YOU TOLD ME I COULD MAKE THE ANNOUNCEMENT FIRST??

yourusername: I LIED I WAS GOING TO BEAT YOU TO IT

maxverstappen1: HAHAH SLOW POKE

user20: these are the two getting married btw

user21: i didn’t want you anyways 😒

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yourusername: officially a #fiancé! 😾

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user22: so it’s real….

user23: why wouldn’t it be real?

user22: idk i was hoping max went crazy and just started making shit up

user24: you know what. hell yeah.

user25: mama a happy future ahead of YOU 💜

user26: CONGRATULATIONS!!

user27: no….

user28: this just broke my heart

user29: so happy for you two 🥹

user30: if anyone deserves this happiness, it’s you!! congratulations 🎊

oscarpiastri: oh he wasn’t kidding

oscarpiastri: you said yes?…

yourusername: i cannot deal with your negativity today oscar

oscarpiastri: IM JUST SAYING

oscarpiastri: you said yes?…

user31: let’s all say thank you charles!!

charles_leclerc: YES THANK YOU CHARLES! WE ALL THANK CHARLES!!

charles_leclerc: and too think they all called me crazy for setting them up!

charles_leclerc: HA

charles_leclerc: and to think…

user32: you’re talking to yourself babe

landonorris: i can’t wait to pick up my bridesmaid dress

yourusername; we talked about this lando

landonorris: i know 😔

user33: does this mean lando isn’t a bridesmaid? because i would KILL to see that man in a dress

user34: HELL YEAH!!

user35: true love, rock on 🤘

user36: 50 percent of marriages end in divorce

user37: genuinely, why would you say this

user36: i’m a hater to my core

user38: no you’re a bitch to your core

user39; oh damn

yoursistersuser: love you babe 💜 but pls tell charles he can calm it with the wedding planning

yourusername: and you think he’ll listen to me?

yoursistersuser: no, but it was worth it a try 💔

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charles_leclerc: it’s always hows the wedding plannING? and never hows the wedding plannER? 😕

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user40: nobody gaf how you are, WHENS THE WEDDING?????

carlossainz: when’s the wedding?

user41: you signed up for this buddy, when’s the fricking wedding???

oscarpiastri: when’s the wedding?

user44: uh huh, uh huh, yep totally agree! when’s the wedding?

user45: who cares, when’s the wedding?

user46: i don’t care, when’s the wedding??

landonorris: when’s the wedding?

user47: don’t give a shit, when’s the wedding?

user48: chop chop wedding planner, when’s the wedding????

danielricciardo: when’s the wedding?

user49: OMG CHARLES NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOU, WHENS THE WEDDING????

user50: shut up when nobody asks, when’s the wedding????

maxverstappen1: when’s the wedding?

user51: boy who asked? when’s the wedding?????

charles_leclerc: I WAS GOING TO ANNOUNCE THE WEDDING DATE. BUT YOU SICK FUCKS DONT DESERVE IT! SO FUCK YOU ALL!!! YOU WONT KNOW WHEN THE WEDDING IS!! HA HA HA. LOSERS.

user51: charles wait we were joking

user52: don’t pmo

user53: DONT BE SUCH A BABY!!! WHENS THE FUCKING WEDDING?

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maxverstappen1: i’ve reached peak happiness

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user53: you are fucking kidding me

user54: CHARLES I WILL KILL YOU

user55: WHAT

user56: WHEN

user57: HOW

user58: WHERE

yourusername; 💙💙

user59: BUT YOU JUST PROPOSED??? LIKE THREE MONTHS AGO

user60: no, you guys are actually so fake for this

user61: wow, i can’t believe this

landonorris: congratulations!! i still think me as a bridesmaid would’ve been amazing but….

maxverstappen1: let it go lando

landonorris; FINE

user62: charles when i find you

user63: i say we all kill charles on his birthday

user64: how could you guys do this to me??

oscarpiastri: loved the shrimp! 🦐

user65: THEY HAD SHRIMP

user66: charles planned a whole wedding in 3 months???

use67: that’s actually so impressive

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yourusername: i win! 👰‍♀️

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user68: you’re actually fucking kidding me. charles leclerc when i find you

user69: not to much now, he did plan this in 3 only months

charles_leclerc: THANK YOU!! HOW ABOUT SOME APPRECIATION FOR MY PLANNING

user70: stfu. it’s your fault non of us knew when the wedding was going to be

user71: these pictures are so cute 🥰

user78: living through you guys rn

user79: someday i hope to be married to someone who loves me as much as max loves yn

user80: con😭gra😭tula😭tions😭

user81: so happy for you guys!!! i will go kill myself now!!!

user82: THAT SHOULDVE BEEN ME

user83: that man did NOT wait to put a ring on it

user84: if he wanted to, he would

user85: let this be a reminder to women that if someone wanted to marry you, they would!! congratulations 💙

oscarpiastri: loved the shrimps 🍤

user86: we get it oscar

oscarpiastri; no. you don’t. the shrimp were delicious.

user87: don’t brag

oscarpiastri: i’ll brag all i want. you can’t do anything about it because i had the shrimp and you didn’t 😹

user88: oh damn

user89: someone’s passionate about the shrimp…

yoursistersuser: love you to the moon and back 🌙

yourusername:💛💛💛

charles_leclerc: i’m hearing a lot of ‘love you’ and ‘shrimps’ but i’m not hearing enough ‘thank you charles for planning a beautiful wedding in 3 months and taking time out of your very BUSY racing career to make sure my wedding was amazing’

yourusername: don’t act like you didn’t beg me to let you plan the wedding

maxverstappen1: yeah, me and yn were fine with eloping

charles_leclerc: please guys, no need to thank me! it was my pleasure ❤️

oscarpiastri: the shrimp were great man

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charles_leclerc: since no one else will say it 😒 thank you charles for planning a beautiful wedding in 3 months and taking time out of your very BUSY racing career to make sure my wedding was amazing

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user91: i’m still pissed at you for not telling us when the wedding is

user91: it was a beautiful wedding tho

charles_leclerc: thank you charles!!

charles_leclerc: of course charles!!!

charles_leclerc: beautiful work!! especially with the very short time you were given

user92: maybe we shouldn’t let charles plan anymore weddings, it looks like they’ve drove him insane

carlossainz: i look gorgeous

oscarpiastri: the shrimps were chef kiss 🤌

landonorris: what is with you man?

georgerussell63: are you still drunk?

user93: charles posting more photos then the actual people who got married is so funny 😭

user93: it really sums up their relationship

user94: beautiful wedding planning charles!! 👏

user95: how much do you charge??

user96: i still can’t believe yn and max got together, engaged, and married in less then 2 years

user97: i bet she’s pregnant

user98: WOAH

user99: where tf did that come from

user100: or maybe they just love each other??? not everyone waits years and years hoping that their shitty bf will propose to them

user101: oh! okay!

user102: you ate those decorations up charles

user103: the flowers??? gorgeous

user103: if yn and max ever divorce, i will kill myself

oscarpiastri: great shrimp 🥰

user14: what tf is wrong with you

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thank you fo rrequesting!!! life’s been busy but i hope you guys didn’t forget me 🩶

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dadbots · 2 years ago

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Been feelin kinda productive lowkey?

#dadbots.txt #Ik it’s stereotypical when people are like new year new me when in reality. nothing changes #but idk #I’ve been using this time to get shit done and finally do things I held off because of bad times n stuff #I do a detox every month and since it /is/ the first month of 2023. this is how I’m spending it #plus we’re all getting older so why not. you get more options n choices when you’re 1+ older than before anyway #it just feels… good? to be in that mindset rn #yeah I’ll always be a procrastinator but that doesn’t mean I can’t be motivated/productive either #just means I’ll have to work a bit harder than the average folk when it comes to that #getting some stuff done behind the screen and start transferring stuff on here #just wanted to get that off my chest tbh

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gallaghersgal · 1 year ago

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𝐢 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 || 𝐥𝐢𝐩 𝐠𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐫

pairing: lip gallagher x fem!reader

summary: just lip being a cute bf + debbie and ian being little shits

warnings: lowercase on purpose. poorly written tbh. swearing but y’all know how it is. heavily unedited. gen said yolo so i’m posting

A/N: i’ve been on hiatus for god knows how long but my roommate and i started watching shameless and i can’t get this mfer out of my head. things w school and life are hard rn so i just wrote this comfy cozy little thing in my notes app. yolo asf.

wordcount: probably like 500 or less idk i wrote it in my notes app at 1am

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you’re nestled in lip’s arms, high up on his rickety top bunk. somewhere between finishing your nails and kissing until you could barely breathe, you had fallen asleep right against his chest.

you stirred now, your cozy world interrupted a squeaky little voice. “are you in love with her?” debbie questions.

lip shushes his sister, “be quiet, she’s sleeping.”

you were wide awake now, but much too comfortable to move and make that little fact known. plus, you wanted to hear his answer.

“i asked you a question dummy. are you in love with her?”

lip stutters, “i-i dunno. i really like her, okay?”

you’re satisfied with that answer. “in love” was a little too much too quick. but “really like” was something that made you feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

“what d’ya like about her?” ian presses.

you can practically hear the gears turning in lip’s head as his siblings impatiently await a response.

“she’s- i dunno, she’s pretty?” lip replies. you hold back a scowl, annoyed at him for not having a better answer.

“yeah, great rack,” debbie comments.

“jesus, deb!” lip’s head falls back in frustration, one hand coming to cradle your head as not to wake you with the sudden motion.

“cut the shit lip,” ian interrupts. “tell us what you really think.”

you hold your breath as you wait for his response. his lips brush your hairline before he sighs. “she’s sweet, yeah? real kind.”

“a real woman of the people,” ian snorts, “princess diana type.” then “ow!” as you hear debbie shove him.

“and- and she’s real smart, too,” lip continues. “really, really fuckin’ smart. an’ she works hard. she just tires herself out sometimes.”

he strokes your hair gently, pressing a few more fleeting kisses to your forehead.

“you’re so whipped.”

you hear debbie shove her brother again, and this time ian fights back, the two making a ruckus as they push each other back and forth.

“come on guys, out. now.” lip orders his siblings around with that same stern voice you’ve heard plenty of times before.

debbie pouts. “but-“

“no buts. go on, she’s fuckin’ sleepin’ in here an’ you’re gonna wake her up. fuck off.”

“we were just-“

“fuck. off.”

“jesus,” you can practically hear ian roll his eyes. “alright, alright. we’re going.”

debbie yells for fiona as the two shuffle out of the room, not bothering to close the door behind them.

you smirk to yourself as lip groans above you, showing your cards. “you’re awake?”

you peer up at him through your lashes, a smirk planted on your lips that he’s just dying to kiss off. “can’t believe your little sister said i have a great rack,” you whisper.

lip laughs, loud and genuine. “yeah, she’s been stuffing fi’s old training bras. growin’ up an’ shit. i don’t like it.”

you’re quiet for a moment, admiring him. you know how important those kids are to him. he’d do just about anything for them, including the minor crimes you find him tangled up in on a weekly basis. he loves them like they’re his own kids, which honestly they kind of are. they may shove each other around, curse each other out, yell and scream at the top of their lungs, but at the end of the day lip has been more of a father to his siblings than frank ever was.

“you really meant all that?” you ask.

lip looks down at you, his blue eyes soft in the dim light. “yeah. yeah, i did. meant every word.”

you smile, leaning up to place a solid kiss on his lips. “for what it’s worth,” you murmur, “i really like you too.”

#shameless #lip gallagher x reader #lip gallagher x you #lip gallagher x y/n #lip gallagher fluff #lip gallagher #shameless fanfiction #idek how to tag anymore i’ve lost my tumblr interface memory and abilities #sos.#❀ written by maggie [fics]

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