#yandere mikoto milgram

[walnutofthedead]

Can u do Yandere! Mikoto reacting to Gn! Reader leaving/escaping him and he find them later.

The Seven Stages of Grief - Yandere!Kayano Mikoto / GN! Reader

// Of course! I’m about a year late, but i hope you still can enjoy, anon! and hopefully ive also gotten a bit better at writing lmao

Content warnings: Reference to suicide, breaking and entering.

Kayano Mikoto is a normal guy. There’s nothing special about him whatsoever. He’s got a regular job, a regular home, a regular life, and a regular, loving partner.

Well… that last one may not be entirely true. However, ignorance is bliss for Mikoto. It’s the giddy excitement he feels every time he returns home to you. It’s the way he feels as if he’s on cloud nine at the mere thought of you. He’s a simple man, really. Easy to earn the trust of, so long as he cares for you. He allowed you all the freedom you could ever want, granted that you stayed with him.

So, why was it that you left him? He provided you with everything he could. He gave you the world, and yet you still managed to slip out from between his tired fingers. Had it been the lack of quality time..? He tried to spend time with you, he really did. Every waking moment that he wasn’t working himself to the brittle bone at the design firm he spent with you. *Fawning* over you.

So, imagine his surprise when he returns home from work one day, expecting to see his lovely partner there waiting for him, only to find you gone. Gone, gone, gone.

Shock.

Why? He couldn’t comprehend it. Days went by where he was too shell-shocked to do anything. Life seemed unreal. Like everything he did wasn’t truly him. Like he was simply a spectator, watching himself try to act as if nothing had happened. His stomach perpetually twisted into knots, heart hardly able to maintain its steady beat that had gone on for you alone. He’d find himself constantly forgetting what he was doing, his mind having wandered to you. Trying to process it. You couldn’t have left him. You wouldn’t. You had no reason to.

Denial.

You must just be hiding from him, waiting for him to find you, he reasons through the thick fog of twisted, loving delusion muddling his mind. Everyday, he calls out your name as he arrives home. He scours his apartment, practically turning the place inside out in hopes of just a sign of you. Maybe someone took you. Someone took you or you got lost. Because surely, you wouldn’t ever leave the one who loves you so just as he does. He’s convinced himself of this fact.

He’s put posters up of you, offering any amount of money to anyone who brings you back to him. After all, he’s gone through so much to ensure that everyone knows you two are happily together. Mikoto even ends up filing a missing persons report. And of course, people try and help him. Who wouldn’t help poor, sweet, kind, Mikoto whose lover has gone missing? He’ll do anything. Give any sum of money, material, whatever. He wouldn’t be above killing if it meant he could have you back.

Bargaining.

He’s lost it. He’s desperate. He *needs* you back. He’s gone to anyone who he knows has any connection to you at all, offered them everything he can give if they can even provide so much as a hint as to your whereabouts. And, no matter who he asks, he always ends up the with the same tight feeling in his chest. A seething rage. At them for not knowing, or at you for leaving..? He can’t tell.

Anger.

An uncontrollable urge to hurt someone. Hit something. To reach a hand to his chest and tear the skin apart, caving in on himself as he screams at the top of his anguished lungs. He’s gotten.. noticeably more aggressive, according to his coworkers. His boss as well has even shown a rare sense of concern for him and his wellbeing. Or maybe he was just being a hindrance. A hindrance that was still too valuable to permanently let go of. Regardless, he was put on paid leave for emotional health. Not that he got any say in the matter. Upon arriving home that day, time seemed to flash by. One moment he was opening the door, tired stare blankly caressing the air of the apartment in which you once resided. The next, he was standing at the opposite wall, panting as wet tears burned his eyes and a hot sense of pain scraped his hand that was now in the wall. What was the wall. He’d need to get that hole fixed. So if you returned, you wouldn’t have to deal with it.

…

Who was he kidding? You weren’t coming back. If you did, you’d certainly turn your nose up at the pathetic excuse for a man he had become.

Depression.

Life has become a repetitive nightmare of mundanity. It was dull. Fruitless, gray. Simply getting out of bed and doing basic things such as eating and drinking had become such a chore. He’d simply stare at the ceiling, lying in bed and wasting away as his thoughts did nothing but yearn for your presence.

Was there even a point to continuing to live his life if you weren’t in it?

He’s cut all contact either anyone at this point. Several had noticed his absence and grown concerned. The once friendly, kind-hearted man had become an unreachable, miserable lump of flesh. They’d knock on his door, try to check up on him, even leave him care packages at times. He’d like to say he appreciated it, but they did nothing to fill the world-breaking void your absence has left within.

He desperately needed something. Anything. Whatever it would take to stop this horrible empty feeling.

Testing.

He actually did try to find someone to replace you. Deep down, he knew nobody would ever have him as enraptured as you, as absolutely enamored and giddy with love. He went online. He went out. He sat through countless dates, yet his mind only ever wandered back to you.

He couldn’t take it. Really. He’d had enough. Nothing could soothe the horrible, perpetual aching.

He was done. Done with everyone, done with you, done with life itself. As he moped at home, he saw something. It was a piece of clothing that he had hung up. One he had designed specially for you and had made in hopes of someday seeing you in it. Of seeing you appreciate him and his work.

He couldn’t take it anymore. He couldn’t live without you. Mikoto found himself shakily walking to the kitchen, staring longingly at the sharpened blade of one of his knives. It wouldn’t be so bad if he were to give up, would it?

Ding!

His phone loudly blared in his ear, drawing his attention momentarily to the blinding light of the screen. It was a text. He sighed and turned back to the blade. Wait, did he see a mention of your name? He hurriedly grabbed his phone, his full attention now on the device.

A friend had messaged him. They saw you out in public.

He just about threw his phone. This was the first time in months he had responded to a message so quickly.

Where? He needed to know.

Upon attaining that information, he threw on a sweater and rushed over, nearly crashing his bike on the way with how the rush of giddy excitement he felt clouded his mind.

Finally, he got there.

A gasp escaped his lips. From a distance, he got a glimpse of the face of his beloved. Was it truly real? He dismounted his bike, stealthily making his way to you. It might just be the hardest thing he’s ever done in his life, not running at you and wrapping his arms around you right then and there. He stared at you in awe, as if you were some sort of angel sent from the heavens. A blessing. His blessing. He stayed there until you left. Followed you when you made your way home.

…

How long had it been, a week? Probably around that long. He did nothing but follow and watch you. He relearned your daily routines. When you were alone. When you weren’t.

On the seventh day, he made his decision.

It was a dark, moonless night. You had just happened to leave your window open. He’d waited too long. He couldn’t handle it anymore.

Before Mikoto knew it, he was in your room. His arms were around you, jolting you awake from your slumber. Finally, he had you back. And he wasn’t ever going to let you go again.

Acceptance.

[dreamii-yume]

(Clears throat)

…”JOHN” THREATNING DARLING TO GIVE MIKOTO SOME COOCHIE TO DESTRESS HIM 🗣🗣

♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎

I imagine a time where John is running out of ways to save Mikoto, because killing people only brings more harm than good. But then, he started noticing you—Oh, sweet little Darling You, John knows how deeply enamoured Mikoto is with you, hopelessly in love but never having the courage to be more than just friends.

He knows how much Mikoto thinks about you, how sickly obsessed he is with you, and though it is irritating to hear his thoughts about you on a daily basis—You were one of the few sources that John had to rely on to keep Mikoto’s stress levels low. When he’s coming back from a particularly exhausting day at work, all he needed was to hear your call, and he’d be motivated to go next day if it meant seeing you again. When he’d get scolded by his boss or gets bullied by his co-workers, you’d step in and defend him, and he falls even more in love with you. Honestly, John doesn’t know if you’re a blessing or a curse in disguise because along these pros, he would also notice emotions that were once dormant within Mikoto, such as jealousy.

But it was wholesome in a way, it’s like John is watching Mikoto’s life like a television show and things would’ve been okay because Mikoto is not that confrontational about his feelings…But the guy’s affection for you was not just a teeny-little crush. It’s genuine, pure love—Mikoto is absolutely smitten with you. He really wishes to be with you for the rest of his life and John slowly realizes how that, too, is another form of stress. Mikoto doesn’t get jealous easily, but he does have a lot of wishful/harmful thinking that he bottles up inside about you—Like how wishes that the guy you were laughing with earlier was him and such. He wishes that he was your boss, rather than a mere co-worker, because you’ll be taking orders from him and him alone.

John watches how Mikoto descends into madness from being too in love with you, watching him cry every night from all the thoughts piling up in his head and how much he wants to be with you. It’s unbearable to see him like that, speaking as a protector from the inside.

He can’t do anything to save himself, so that’s why John has to step up and make the poor guy’s dream a reality.

John doesn’t wait for an opportunity, he’s a lot more impatient than Mikoto is, so he creates one for himself by being the one to bring you to him. It was late at night, he knows where you live because Mikoto obsessively had your schedule written out and memorized, but would be plagued with guilt and fear to even try to stalk you. With that information, John doesn’t bother to hide within your residence, he was equipped with a bat as a weapon and you even tried to strike up a conversation with him when you caught him. He remembered there was fear and hesitation in your voice that night, but still chose to believe that “Mikoto” was here for good reason, because you two are friends. Unfortunately, you had no idea that you were talking to someone who had the same face as Mikoto, but doesn’t carry the same gentleness he has.

From the very beginning, John had an idea that you knew that there was something different about him, you’re good at reading people after all—That’s what made Mikoto fall in love with you in the first place. You tried to ask him what was wrong, but to no avail. John has nothing to say to you, but he needed you for his benefit. He was deadly calm, enough to make you let your guard down for a second, but that proved to be fatal, as before you knew it, John already had his bat in the air.

You probably woke up with a stinging pain in your head, but John made sure that he hit you somewhere that wouldn’t pose a serious threat to your life—Mikoto would be sad if he finds out you gravely injured. You haven’t been to Mikoto’s place just yet, so you were confused about your surroundings, looking around everywhere with panic in your eyes. But the most concerning to you was the ropes the bounded your whole body together, with your arms behind your back. John put a whole lot of effort on making the ropes as intricate as possible, but as long as you don’t move too much, you wouldn’t have to worry about long-lasting abrasions on your skin.

Just when you were slowly getting a hold of your situation, you hear the door open and instinctively, you braced yourselves for whoever it was. But widened your eyes to see a familiar co-worker…But somehow, he looks and feels different than he is usually. The lack of smile on his face was enough to be proof of that.

John was never blessed with the ability to keep things calm and collected for his victims, he prefers to go for the kill with little to no words needed. You were no exception to that rule as almost immediately, the first words he tells you were that of threats. It may be reckless, unwise, and crude, but it did a wonderful job on shutting you up from asking many, many annoying questions. As expected, tears began to fill your eyes as you beg for your life, not knowing what you did that might’ve upset him, but still asked for what you can do to be freed…John requests for one simple thing.

“I want you to do everything in your power to reassure me that everything is okay.”

Of course, such a request confused the hell out of you, but you dare not to ask yet another question. It didn’t look like he was pranking you, who would go this far for a prank anyway? The bat that was resting on your shoulder was enough to tell you how serious he really is, and it reminds you that one wrong move could cost you a broken bone or two.

“Trick me with your body, and if you can’t something as simple as that—Then, I don’t need to keep you alive anymore.”

It was only then that you realized that you may or may not be talking to a different person—One that is vastly different from the Mikoto you knew. You were at a complete lost, paling at the request, but nod your head anyways. Anything to keep you alive for at least a little longer.

When you saw your co-worker again, Mikoto was back—Back in a way that didn’t look like he even went away in the first place. This was the Mikoto you knew, the one who panics easily but still kept a smile on his face despite being under pressure. But in this case, he was in the verge of tears when he found you at your state, immediately asking questions of what happened and resorted into helping you out.

You watched him for a moment as he moves behind you, still bewildered by his quick change of personality—Before the situation finally hits you hard and you understand what the request truly meant. Yelling at Mikoto to stop doing what he was doing, the guy stumbles back in awe but you quickly took hold of the situation for yourself. Seeing how different he is now, there was a moment of hesitation in your mind, a moment where you wanted to tell Mikoto the truth of what happened…But looking deep into his eyes, you could see someone else in there. He was judging you to do the right thing.

You were going to die if you tell Mikoto the truth.

So, with a heavy gulp, you smiled at the Mikoto in front of you to somehow ease his worries. You were shaking terribly, and sweat covered your forehead, but you made it look like the fear was part of the act in itself. Nervously laughing, you tried your best to convince him that everything Mikoto was seeing, including the ropes and the emotions, was something that you had planned for the two of them. Do you not remember? You passed out because you drank too much, but here we are! You smiled widely, replacing your fear for excitement and thrill.

When Mikoto looks conflicted, you resorted into using your body just as John recommended you to do so. It was your idea of seduction, swaying your legs and controting your body in a way that Mikoto could see your exposed skin. You even attempted to tease him, leaning in closer within the confinements of the rope until you were just an inch closer to his red face.

His will was crumbling, even you could see that, but it would’ve been nice if he does it faster—Or else, that someone inside Mikoto might come back and kill you first. I loved you for so long, you confessed a lie that made Mikoto’s eyes widen in disbelief. Somehow, you felt really bad about yourself, but you still encouraged him to move his hands around you and do whatever he wants. You weren’t even aware that you could do such a shameful thing, but people can really do the craziest things when faced before death.

Mikoto, who had been accumulating stress in this past few days, couldn’t possibly resist laying his hands on you and just as John planned, he soon had you pushed down on the bed by the very moment you gave him your approval. He was shy, but he devours your lips with a deep kiss and your eye twitched as you realized that you have to respond back, just as hungry as he was. He takes advantage of your bounded body, his hands tracing what was emphasized by the tight ropes and you resisted a cry.

To John, you are nothing but a vessel for Mikoto to let his stress and lust out—So, you have to act like it.

♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎

I’ve been thirsting for Mikoto since last year, but it is criminal that this is the first semi-sinfic that I made of him ☠️

[kousaka-ayumu]

Just a one-shot that I made.

[plus-i-miss-you]

"𝑑𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑠?"

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hi hi!! welcome to my milgram x reader blog!! ik milgram is probably not the best media for x reader content but eh i'm doing this for fun 👍

🧡 about me:

♡ lina

♡ 21 y/o

♡ demigirl + any pronouns

♡ my other fandoms are twisted wonderland, project sekai, vocaloid, honkai star rail, genshin impact, fragaria memories and many others

♡ my favorite characters are yuno, mahiru and amane + i also like haruka and muu

♡ i prefer to use lowercase letters most of the time because uh.. i hate capitalism

♡ i also have some other blogs you can check out below!

please read this before you request:

🧡 rules:

♡ because of the nature of the project, please remember that literally anything can easily get confirmed or turn out to be wrong, so i can't say that my writing will be 100% in character.

♡ please specify whether you want the reader to be the guard or the prisoner and their gender, otherwise i'll go with gn!reader.

♡ same goes for the setting, if your request doesn't mention it, please specify whether you want it to take place in a prison or a non-prison au/casual setting.

♡ my character limit is four characters per request, but i can write more when it comes to self-indulgent stuff or events (if there will be any djkdlssld).

♡ mentioning whether you want it to be the t1/t2 version of the prisoner would also help a lot!

♡ i'm a system myself, so i'll try my best to write mikosys as accurately as possible, but i'm a newly discovered system, so i can still make some mistakes.

♡ speaking of mikosys, if you're requesting something for them and your request doesn't mention it, please specify if you're asking for mikoto or john/orekoto.

♡ also, i prefer to see john as a part of mikoto, but also a separate character, so if you're requesting something for both mikoto and john, i will count them as two characters, so please keep that in mind when you request something!

🧡 what i will write:

♡ all main project prisoners + es

♡ both romantic and platonic headcanons (everything i write for amane will be strictly platonic)

♡ fluff, angst, comedy, etc

♡ guard!reader and prisoner!reader

♡ both t1 and t2 prisoners (+ maybe some t3 headcanons/theories?..)

♡ gn!reader, male!reader, fem!reader (a note: because of how popular the theory about kazui being gay is and because of the possibility of it being confirmed, i'd prefer to write only gn!reader and male!reader when it comes to him)

♡ both mikoto and john/orekoto

♡ non-prison au

♡ i prefer to write headcanons rather than scenarios simply because headcanons are easier to write jdkldsjssk

♡ i also may post general/non-x reader writing here (like crimeswap au, alternate verdicts au, etc) if y'all are interested :)

🧡 depends on the request:

♡ because of the nature of the project, i'm totally okay with writing dark content, including yandere, but i have a right not to wriite something if it makes me uncomfortable for one reason or another.

♡ as mentioned below, i don't write nsfw, but i'm okay with suggestive stuff, but again, i may be uncomfortable with some of it. also, i will write content like this only for the adult characters, meaning everyone except es, haruka, muu and amane.

🧡 what i won't write:

♡ novel characters (i don't think there's enough canon stuff to write anything about them tbh..)

♡ side characters and victims (as much as i would love to write something for rei, hinako, shidou's wife, etc, again, we know even less when it comes to them)

♡ nsfw (again, suggestive/light nsfw is okay, but only with adult characters)

♡ even though i like the threekoto theory a lot, i won't write for midokoto/greenkoto/doe, since it's not confirmed and there's not much i can do when it comes to his character.

🧡 my other blogs:

@linabirb (my main/personal blog)

@linawritestwst (my twst writing blog)

@linalilia (my old personal blog)

@linawritesocs (my twst ocs blog)

@linagram (my milgram ocs blog)

@008-edits (my edits blog)

🧡 masterlist

[itqshiden]

◜⟡⊹ꜝ﹕REQUEST﹒₊ RULES ？

꒰ఎ ♡ ໒꒱      ৴    🪞 Read BYF/DNI ...   ᰍ

╰╮✧ ``っ DISCLAIMER: ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE AND I NEVER STUDIED IT, learned from reading au's on twt/srs﹔꒷꒦

﹢﹒✦︔︉Will Write.

★ . Esp/Eng

★ . Male/Gender neutral reader.

★ . Bottom, Sub reader

★ . Isg (bttm) x Any character

★ . Dub-con, yandere, dark content, somnophilia, abo, polyamory/threesome, crossdressing, pet names

﹢﹒✦︔︉Will NOT Write.

★ . Female/Afab reader.

★ . Top, switch reader

★ . Reader of a specific race or ethnicity, shota/pedo, mpreg, dysphoria, eating disorders, oc x characters, any other character x character that's not isg x someone, reader x female character nsfw, gangbang.

☆﹫﹒ıllı﹒e⇡﹒characters<3

Blue lock rin, sae, shidou, ness, kaiser, reo. Bungou Stray Dogs ranpo, fyodor, tetchō, chuuya. Mo Dao Zu Shi wei ying, jiang cheng. NU: carnival kuya, eiden, blade. YTTD shin tsukimi, sou hiyori, rio ranger, kageyama ranmaru, tsuguri mai. Genshin Impact kazuha, alhaitham, heizou, keqing, yelan, eula. Milgram muu, mikoto, fuuta.

[editingrosecastle]

𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓬𝓮 𝓛𝓲𝓼𝓽

Last updated: 04/16/2024

Bolded = Whitelist (if you request one of these fandoms/characters, there is a chance I'll get it out faster ;))

MILGRAM

Twisted Wonderland

Blue Lock

Project Sekai

Danganronpa

Fanganronpas (DRDT + DRRB)

Assassination Classroom

Food Wars

Genshin Impact

Honkai Star Rail (1st only)

DDLC

Fullmetal Alchemist

Bungo Stray Dogs

Attack on Titans

Romantic Killer

Komi Can't Communicate

MHA/BNHA

Black Butler

SpyxFamily

Demon Slayer

Oshi no ko is selective

If you don't see a fandom listed, just ask me and I'll see if I can do it anyways!

My favorite characters to do!

Yuno Kashiki, Haruka Sakurai, Mikoto Kayano, Shidou Kirisaki, Mahiru Shiina, Deuce Spade, Ace Trappola, Epel Felmier, Azul Ashengrotto, Riddle Roseheart, Isagi Yoichi, Bachira Meguru, Rin Itoshi, Sae Itoshi, Mikage Reo, Ichika Hoshino, Tsukasa Tenma, Rui Kamishiro, Nene Kusanagi, Toya Aoyagi, Honami Mochizuki, Mafuyu Asahina, Kyoko Kirigiri, Hajime Hinata, Shuichi Saihara, Korekiyo Shinguji, David Chiem, Charles Cuevas, Hu Jing, Sayori, Yuri, Ranpo Edogawa, Ai Hoshino, Akane Kurokawa

Blacklist (What I will NOT make edits for, NO EXCEPTIONS!!!)

Real people (Youtubers/Celebrities/live action fictional sources, etc.), Yandere sim + fan projects of yansim, Miraculous Ladybug, Rick and Morty, Steven Universe, Scott Pilgrim, DSMP, Helluva Boss (Hazbin Hotel is on thin ice), Your Boyfriend, Country Humans (Hetalia is iffy for me, ask me first), DRA + SDRA2, Arturo Giles, Subaru Mimasaka, Ruby Hoshino, Shipping edits, L0li/Sh0ta stuff (just no...), NSFW stuff, pr0shitter stuff (fuck off, I don't want any gross ppl here), anything for systems, or just any problematic media in general!

[nagichi-boop]

I’m hoping they don’t make Mahiru yandere. My current theory is that she became obsessed with someone who then dated her, but they took advantage of her (hence the bird cage, almost like she is trapped but feels happy cuz she mistakes it for love), and then she gets afraid, killing them by accident in self defence. But…knowing how Milgram handles mental illness (cough Mikoto), I can see them just going the yandere route.

[luguangkisser]

Hello!! Welcome to my blog!!

Welcome to my writing blog!! I hope you enjoy whatever I produce on here!!

(More information under the cut!!)

ABOUT ME:

-My name is Monday

-I am a minor

-My pronouns are she/her

REQUESTING - WHAT I WILL WRITE:

Fandoms and characters I will write for include-

-Link Click (Cheng Xiaoshi, Lu Guang)

-Honkai Star Rail (Dan Heng, Gepard, Sampo, Luka, Argenti)

-Project Sekai (Akito Shinonome, Toya Aoyagi, Arata Tono, Kotaro Mita, Tatsuya Okazaki, KAITO)

-Milgram (Fuuta Kajiyama, Mikoto Kayano)

-Genshin Impact (coming soon!)

Requesting guidelines - what I will and won't do-

OK!

-Sfw content

-Fluff

-Angst

-Scenarios, Oneshots, Headcanons

-Gender neutral & female reader

-Suggestive content (like making out or something along those lines)

NOT OK!

-Proper nsfw content

-Yandere/dark themes

-Pedophilia

-Incest

-Basically if you request something I am uncomfortable with writing, I will delete the request. (Depending on what you requested, I might let you down gently as well)

Please note that I may not have a consistent writing schedule! I write when I want to so all I ask is for your patience and understanding!!

Thank you!!!

[walnutofthedead]

Can you do Yandere Mikoto x Gn! Reader headcanons?

Hahaha hah djbdhddhhdhd

The ask I’ve been waiting for frfr….

I’m so normal about yanderes (they’re fun to write leave me alone)

So uhm I MAY go a wee bit overboard here??? And May or may not have ended up doing the yan alphabet?? This is for Mikoto and not his alter, if you want an orekoto one just lmk <3

Prob will do a shortfic later

Yandere shit under the cut

Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?

I see Mikoto as a physical affection type of guy tbh- Like, he’s still really sweet! Always nice with his words, but he’ll like randomly hug you from behind, hold your hand, a lot of things that most regular couples do. 

Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?

Well… in terms of like, actual messes, he tries to be clean! Mikoto doesn’t particularly even want to hurt anybody. He’s not ALL bad…

With that said, sometimes, he has to. If someone is trying to steal you away and doesn’t heed his warnings, or if they hurt you, he has no choice but to put an end to that! 

If someone hurts you, he’ll be more brutal.. not above torturing them if they’ve gone that far. 

If it’s because he’s jealous, he’s a bit more nice. He doesn’t make it too painful. Maybe a blow to the head, a fast-acting poison… 

After all, he can’t blame them for falling for you just like he did! It’s impossible not to~

They just don’t get to take you away from him. Never. 

Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?

Nono! He’s a sweetie:c Mikoto honestly would just treat you with genuine respect and love,, be like, he loves you! He knows he’s already done something awful by abducting you and is sympathetic. Prob tries to make it as comfortable as possible. 

Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

Well… he’s definitely do a lot of hugging and stuff like that… but the furthest he’d go without (implied or direct) consent is just a peck on the lips<3

Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?

So here’s the thing- he’s delusional as fuck. He’ll just treat your relationship like he’d treat any regular one. He’s never invulnerable around you, but there’s definitely times he’s more vulnerable. Don’t hurt him please the silly:(

Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

So confused and betrayed. You love him, so why are you fighting him? He only wants what’s best for you! 

Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?

He takes this shit so seriously- istfg bro hates it when you try and escape :((( kind of a pushover tbh- like he’ll probably just try and make it even more comfortable for you whenever you try to leave. 

Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?

Being abducted is the worst it’ll get. Even while captive, he treats you with such care it’s baffling- he loves you!!!! Cmon pooks love him back ong

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

I feel like he daydreams about marrying them… like he has it all planned to a T. Probably already designed an outfit for s/o to wear at their wedding. We love a ✨ prepared ✨ mans 

Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?

He gets jealous and inhales lethal amounts of Copium. The poor silly

Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?

Nah bro just acts like his normal self but like,, slightly more happy???   

Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

Just approaching regularly, he has no issue going up and talking to them! When confessions are involved though, he has a much harder time… probably would opt for a love letter. A long, well-written one with little doodles on it !!

Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?

Lmao nope

Naughty: How would they punish their darling?

He kinda just.. wouldn’t..? If he got really pissed somehow, he might like, lock them in their room or something… but he avoids using violence when possible. 

Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?

Not many! When he abducts them, he’s strict at first, but eventually even lets them go out so long as he’s there with them. 

Patience: How patient are they with their darling?

He’s incredibly patient. He doesn’t get angry very easily, and when he does, he calms down fairly quick. This is assuming he doesn’t switch to Orekoto, of course…

Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?

Haha no

Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?

Oh, absolutely. He’d feel like actual shit about it. Even with all the gaslighting himself to try and justify it, he knows taking someone captive like this is awful. And especially for such selfish reasons… that’s why he tries making it up to them by spoiling them! 

He won’t let them go though. There’s no going back once you kidnap someone. 

Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?

Hm……. I’d say probably just emotional dependency and bad attachment issues. He just happened to get a bit too attached to s/o. 

-bonus hc: he gives his friends nicknames to make it feel like they have a deeper friendship than they do so they don’t drift away from him ! 

Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?

Oh, he hates it- just seeing them sad or afraid breaks his heart. He doesn’t know what to do, so he just tries his best to comfort them with words. 

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

Give his darling some MOTHERFUCKING FREEDOM-

Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape?

His willingness to trust. As I mentioned earlier, he gives a lot of freedom, and that only increases as his trust in them builds. Once he’s convinced they do, in fact, love him, and won’t try and leave, he’ll begin letting them go out alone for short periods of time so long as they let him track their location. You can already see how that could turn out in an unsatisfactory way for him…

Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?

Nope. Or at least, it would take a lot for him to lash out and do so. And even then, it wouldn’t be that bad. 

Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?

He doesn’t really worship them per se… but he will totally go to extreme lengths to win them over. No amount of time or money or effort is too much if it means a chance at winning his darling over <3

Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?

Depending on outside factors like other people pursuing them, it could be anywhere between a few months and a couple years. 

Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?

Haha no. 

[dreamii-yume]

Here’s a fun little game : Drink every time Haruka says “Miss (Y/N)” and see how wasted that could get you lol

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Haruka Sakurai [Milgram]

♥︎ Warnings ♥︎

Yandere | Non-Con | Unhealthy Transference | Therapist-Client Relationship | Violence | Baby-Trapping | I am a firm believer of the theory that Haruka lies about his age | There’s no way he’s 17, I think he’s at the right adult age and he just doesn’t want to accept that

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Handling Haruka Sakurai was easier to deal with than others.

He’s timid and quiet, but it’s a wall on his personality that’s easy to break. Unlike Fuuta who converts panic into anger, making it difficult to talk to him without the guy lashing out. He’s also not as troublesome as Shidou, who holds way more medical knowledge than you do, rendering your usual methods of prying in a patient’s psyche useless, or Kazui–Whose guard is always up and tend to lie about personal important things. Most of all, he’s definitely not like Mikoto whose mental issues seems to be a lot more severe than others.

Haruka’s only major issue is that he showed signs of being neglected as a child, therefore explains his behavior of constantly wanting to be the center of someone’s attention. His personality of being shy and quiet at first glance though, tells you that he himself is aware of this and is quite frankly, embarrassed by it…Or perhaps it was simply fear? Being aware that he latches onto people so easily at the slightest bit of affection does give way for people to take advantage of him in the long run after all. God knows how much damage he’ll take once he’s introduced to the concept of emotional betrayal.

Although Haruka’s probably the easier ones to get along with, this tendency of his to get attached quickly does pose quite a problem to you as a therapist. It’s not very professional for your client to stand on intimate terms with you after all…Though, you can argue that it’s not taboo to say that you can make him think that way at least—So, you’ll do your best to do just that.

Honestly, you couldn’t help but to feel bad for him. Every prisoner in Milgram has their own issues as far as you can tell, but every movement this guy make is basically some sort of trauma response.

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Continue the Hornii~?

Sigmund Freud would be so proud of Haruka right now lol

[finding-x-haven]

ʏᴏᴜ — mikoto kayano, milgram

a/n: well i can't exactly say i'm surprised i wrote this. i don't write a lot of nsfw personally and i have my clown shoes just fully on. mikoto is.. simply very pretty and i don't buy into the whole DID theory for personal reasons. anyway, this is purely self indulgent and i don't see a lot writing for milgram in general. i'm sorry.

rating: nsfw, mdni

reader: gn, no pronouns

trigger and content warnings: mikoto kayano, mikoto being an absolute creep, yandere undertones??, really obsessive, mentions of smoking, really shittily written nsfw, male masturbation, vague fantasizing

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mikoto wasn’t sure how he became aware of your existence, and frankly, he didn’t care. he just needed you.

putting out his cigarette, he bid the other two members of the smoker’s club adieu. whenever he thought about you, all of his thoughts became jumbled and tangled together. anger, frustration, elation, confusion, horror, arousal, and many other things tangled up into one feeling he liked to associate with just… you. it was better than feeling terrified of himself or entirely apathetic. once he was behind his cell door, he immediately locked it and shucked his outermost layers.

he didn’t pay much attention to what he was doing, although he knew it was his hand wrapped around his dick rather than the feeling of being inside of someone else- inside of you. or what he imagined you in particular to feel like.

today, he pictured himself breaking you. tears streaming down your face from being edged to your absolute limits to being overstimulated, sort of like a cycle. perhaps it was because he was simply in a mean mood currently. he whimpered out his nickname for you as he imagined your voice calling out weakly for him, a small whine pitching in his throat. he covered his mouth and soon he was through; the first round of it anyways.

afterall, just as soon as it was over, more thoughts and ideas about you poured into his head, and ones that he welcomed, happily.

[meridianowl]

ok I need to seriously scream because I've been going wild about Mikoto's lore. I haven't scratched the bottom of everything available, but the inconsistency for me's been "ok so idk if I'm going with System of 3 theory, but Alter That Killed doesn't seem consistent with Double's preview and the implication that this alter seems to fulfill a Protector role"

like I've peeked at the conversation that's been had Im sure about Mikoto as dissociative disorder representation, and it's easy to consider it problematic (altho I think Jackalope may have acknowledged this w "first time for everything", idk what the writing and research behind the scenes is like, but they likely know the statistics and that the stereotype is what it is, altho japanese media rep of DID is a little different iirc, but that's another rabbit hole,), but at this point I'm pretty sure that the potential to write off characters as problematic / toxic represenation is... kind of a point in itself that may be intended. "humans are nuanced and complex" shit

this?? I haven't yet seen it but HOOOOOOOOOOO

"literally why would Mikoto's alter kill, what's the motive!!" is what's been on the brain with him, because Milgram isn't just gonna do "hehehe he's a serial killer" even if that's how it frankly came off enough for me to squint, and enough for others to treat him as "faking it".

I need to re-listen to the voice drama because there's just, hhhhh

my thoughts regarding representing dissociative disorders in media is that if your story isn't specifically about the individual / system itself, you're limited in scope writing wise as to what can be shown by perspective, time, etc. even a narrative regarding a system, you're then working with system members as characters within the narrative and the roles they play within plot beats and arcs. it's not impossible to avoid stereotypes, the bar to clear is embedded in the earth's crust.

but because of the whole "split personality" trope, I have the kneejerk reaction habituated... and I have to fucking restrain myself with Mikoto because I can tell they're Doing Something here.

it's the same issue as Mahiru's character amounting to an undiagnosed bpd woman (who's also likely aromantic or otherwise on the asexual spectrum) in a codependent and toxic relationship that ended with the suicide of her partner, and oops, "she's a yandere stalker" theories happen.. despite the translyrics doing a pretty good job of showing that not only is there something Going On With Her, but that so much of How To Be In Love With You tells me that the writers aren't just writing the character theories are thinking exists, but that they did their research and know enough to write a properly nuanced portrayal that fits the point of the narrative

Rambling because I feel very normal about Mikoto &Co(to /j), but it's been a back and forth because I'm unwilling to treat things uncharitably, and I can see that there's so much more than I can see from what I've consumed so far (there's still trial 2 drama and song! let alone the third trial!!), so just hoooo

The killing being an act of desperation by a protector, now THAT. that is gonna be a good one. it explains the feeling of brutality with what we're shown, the malice. it lines up with how I've interpreted the lines "a false accusation full of mistakes, you would probably smile and be pleased", is dftyftyfydfgydrydrt

The killing being an act of desperation by a protector, now THAT. that is gonna be a good one. it explains the feeling of brutality with what we're shown, the malice. it lines up with how I've interpreted the lines "a false accusation full of mistakes, you would probably smile and be pleased", that when called a murderer one is doing from a strict perspective and that the prisoner's perspective actually has the perspective whether motive or the chain of events (whether they're even aware why it happened, gestures to how many of them are a product of the environment they were brought up in, Haruka (plus probably Mahiru and Mu, my hunch for starters)). Like it's a layer to the lyric I want to say I've picked up on, and it applies here.

Would they be pleased with what was done? Well, they're safe now that they're not under surveillance. so. idk, you tell them.

AND IT WORKS. it works too fucking well 👀👀👀

Started writing the Mikoto essay and @apatchworkstar unleashed curses upon me. I will now quit and become a recluse for my own safety.

[corruptratcat]

MASTERLIST | milgram x reader

Masterlist of my milgram x reader stuff || Total number of works - 42 ------- (f) - female reader (m) - male reader (!) - warning before reading

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ALL CHARACTERS

Head-canons

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- Sleeping togehter - Halloween creatures

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ES

Scenarios

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- Fun love

- My fault - To protect you

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Head-canons

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- Prisoner reader

- Repeatedly calling Es cute

- Into astrology reader - Yandere Es

- Prison Guard reader - S/O that died cause of Kotoko

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HARUKA SAKURAI

Scenarios

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- The warmth of my winter - A feeling - I'll be there for you - I just need you - Do I..? -------

Head-canons

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- Haruka with a very physical affectionate and caring s/o (m)

- Easily sleepy s/o

- How Haruka shows affection - Reaction to his s/o catching them killing someone (!)

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YUNO KASHIKI

Scenarios

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- Different

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Head-canons

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- Easily sleepy s/o - Designer s/o

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FUUTA KAJIYAMA

Stories

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- currently in the works...

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Scenarios

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- At least I won't have nightmares -------

Head-canons

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- Taller s/o - Reaction to his s/o catching him killing someone (!) - Prisoner reader forgiving Fuuta

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MU KUSUNOKI

Scenarios

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none

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Head-canons

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- Reaction to PDA - Comforting eachother - Princess Mu and Knight s/o

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SHIDOU KIRISAKI

Scenarios

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- How do I heal this wound?

- A shell

- A shell (part 2)

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Head-canons

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none

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MAHIRU SHIINA

Scenarios

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- A nice day shopping (f)

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Head-canons

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- Tattoo artist reader

- Painter reader

- Tired and stressed reader - S/O that died cause of Kotoko

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KAZUI MUKUHARA

| all platonic ! |

Scenarios

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none

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Head-canons

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none

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AMANE MOSOME

| all platonic ! |

Scenarios

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none

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Head-canons

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- Reader that died cause of Kotoko

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MIKOTO KAYANO

Scenarios

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- Birthday special

- A peaceful night - A nice little date

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Head-canons

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- Medical student reader - Designer s/o - Reacts to s/o being hurt (!) - Mikoto's other side and shy s/o first french kiss (!)

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KOTOKO YUZURIHA

Scenarios

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- Unintentional date

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Head-canons

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- Medical student reader

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[douzibean7]

@carrottyshark I didn’t want to reply directly on your post because it’d be twice as long :’^))

Your list is interesting! I was surprised by Kazui being first because you draw a lot of Haruka lol but mood I love Kazui too

My ranking is mess and full of dumb reasons:

1. Kotoko: Truth is, when I first scrolled through the character list I wasn’t focusing too much until I saw that Aimi voiced a character. THEN I saw her design. So basically, I like Kotoko because she’s voiced by Aimin and she’s hot. She also seems very motherly/big sister-like so I have no choice but to love.

2. Futa: I like him because he’s short and he dresses like that. I will admit, I think he’ll drop pretty low in my rankings once his song comes out, especially if his murder is what is being speculated, since I have very strong feelings about that. Tl;dr he’s on thin ice.

3. Mahiru: not really one for yanderes, which we’re 98% sure she is, but holy cow I LOVE her design so much. She’s by far my favorite to draw even though she’s not #1.

4. Haruka/Yuno: I can’t really decide tbh haha. I think past my top three it gets difficult. But damn their songs go so hard, and I love the concepts of the MVs. I also think their personalities are really interesting.

5. Kazui: I love this guy. He came into Milgram and accidentally adopted five kids. Very accidental/remorseful vibes from him. Probably lovemails his wife if he has/did have one.

6. Amane: For some reason I always start out not really caring for the tiny child and then suddenly loving them. Might be because of her gremlin energy and all the memes. Will protecc but she’ll probably handle herself. Extremely excited for her song ngl because I love cheerful, upbeat music in very bad(?) situations.

7. Mikoto: he grew on me, too, through the memes as well as the KotoKonbi which I will love with all my heart. I’m ashamed to admit I didn’t see that he was voiced by Hanae Natsuki when looking through the character list LOL I’m sorry for my crimes.

8. Shidou/Muu: No joke they have the CATCHIEST songs. I listened once and couldn’t get it out of my head. Also super neat designs (Muu looks like Anastasia from im@s was my first impression), but at the moment don’t really stand out to me. Though might change once the MVs come out.

Can’t wait for all the songs and MVs to come out and watch as our rankings completely change (also so we can see your neat art :^D). Here’s to probably years of Milgram

[walnutofthedead]

Intro

Hey babes I'm Tao

-drabbles

-oneshots+shortfics (x readers mainly, will do some ships too though!)

ONESHOT/SHORTFIC REQUEST RULES:

SHIPS I AM WILLING TO WRITE FOR

- Mafuemu (SFW)

- Kanamafu (SFW)

- Mizuena (SFW)

- Mizumafu (SFW)

- Kanaena (SFW)

- Kanamizu (SFW)

- Avenstelle

- March/stelle

- Acherswan

- ngl ill write most hsr or genshin wlw ships

I don’t write Caelus content or mlm content. This is just due to motivation issues and the fact that my girl kissing ass can’t immerse myself in writing if it’s only men.

What I will NOT do:

-pedophillia, scat/piss, smut involving minors

-smut of any ships

-male readers(sorry!)

What I WILL do:

-Dark content

- Yandere

-Fluff

-Angst

-Anything that isn't in my list of stuff I wont do

**YOU CAN REQUEST FOR ANY FANDOM ON THIS LIST, BUT IF ITS ONE I DONT WRITE FOR OFTEN YOUR REQUEST MAY TAKE A BIT LONGER!

FANDOMS I WRITE FOR MOST:

HSR

Milgram

Genshin Impact

Project Sekai (SFW only)

FANDOMS I WRITE FOR OCCASIONALLY:

Your Turn To Die

Toilet Bound Hanako-kun

FANDOMS I BARELY WRITE FOR:

Danganronpa

Omori

[dreamii-yume]

Asking for a friend, would you consider writing more sinfics for MILGRAM in the future? 👀👉👈

I really like your writing style btw and the way you characterise the reader in the fics <3

Hello, thank you very much for reading! ♥︎

That depends though—If they decide to make the other characters as unhinged as Haruka, then sure 👀 So far, Haruka’s the only one who passed my qualifications for a Sinfic lol

I mentioned before how Mikoto is that boi but his yandere potential seems very low unfortunately, so they really have to work hard in order to make him Sinfic-able, at least in my standards lol The serial killer aesthetic isn’t gonna do it alone bro—If anyone, it’s Shidou who I’m eyeing for a while now 👀 I’ve always wanted to fuck a deranged doctor myself 🫠