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pheyphem · 23 days ago

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yknow i originally was not hoping for a phodcast since i didn't think i was the type of person to be into them. but actually after seeing this i'm like yeah. i'd be so down

#i think realizing that podcasts don't have to just be audio also helps #cause wtf am i supposed to do if i'm just listening with no video i would go insane #dnp #phan #dan and phil #amazingphil #daniel howell #phandom #me post #tommyinnit #jack manifold #shut up i'm talking

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silver-horse · 4 months ago

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bioware really said "let's release it on halloween... it's so terrible... it's gonna scare the shit out of everyone...the perfect halloween"

#oh da2 zevran face scares the shit out of you? hold my bear... wait till you see how returning characters look like in da4 #here get spooked by the most amateurish writing and childish dialogue and disappointing story conclusions and lack of choice import #veilguard critical #my post #my posts #holy shit I watched all the endings and I watched all the romances etc. ... damn the writing is bad #i am not surprised they hyped this up by showing the first 15 minutes because that seemed bad exposition dump but the rest is worse...#wtf were they thinking the story should be the selling point of these games and the role play ... not the fucking action #your choices don't matter...certainly not in the past..and even in the present...all choices essentially lead to the same ending with solas #AND that fucking retcon in the end that everything was actually influenced by big evil bad WTF shut up... this game is not canon to me #wtf are the laser pew-pew shooting sounds by the way lmao during the finale #and wtf do you mean we couldn't import the well of sorrows choice but it still comes up and essentially it's 1 of the 2 options canonised #halloween #2024 #october 31 #31st of october #current events #da mine #dragon age the veilguard #dragon age #dragon age 4 #da4 #da critical

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autistic-katara · 3 months ago

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ao3… ao3 babygirl please..

#ao3 #i was JUST about to filter tf out of a tag nd binge the hell out of it #wtf am i supposed to do now?#this is ableist to me specifically (my autism)#and homophobic (i was gonna read gay fics)#fuck existence #ryan shut the fuck up

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mylove-thresher · 21 days ago

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I am absolutely tweaking the fuck out focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus focus cofu fuck focus focus focus focus focus focus oh my god focus focus focus focus what was I gonna say focus focus focus focus

#I don’t know what’s happening #Was gonna post something but then I immediately forgot and my attention span fucking died #Writing the tags 16 mins after what I wrote on the post. was pondering #Big wrong in me #Today was the second time I ate spaghetti w cheese in my life #I just find that interesting #It’s so common but in all of my life this is but the first few times I’ve had it #This is supposed to mean something but I don’t know what it is just yet #The picture of my dog is for compensation #Actually wtf am I yapping ab I’m supposed to be silly #I haven’t drawn anything lately so no posts fuck 💔#Actually does qbeez2 fan art exist I need to be revolutionary #Supposed to be doing a poster on canva but. I hate canva. Revert to old 2010 powerpoint.#(I SHOULD SHUT UP I JUST REMEMBERED I MADE A LEAFEON X UMBREON POWERPOINT PRESENTSTION AND SHOWED IT TO MY MA)#(WHEN J WAS LIKE. 7. FUCK.)

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rotisseries · 2 years ago

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i do think. just in general that it's rude to leave comments on artwork of an au saying something like "oh lol this doesn't actually fit right bc of this detail" I do think that's rude. like maybe don't fucking do that. it makes you look like a dick

#I am vaguing. remember months ago where I made that post #talking about how someone left a comment in a reblog on that art gloomy drew for me of mike as link #and I complained bc they said something about it not working or whatever bc link is a silent protag and mike doesn't shut up?#yeah I saw them do it again on another piece. dude wtf #and I hate that complaint for 2 reasons one bc it's sorta untrue like at least post calamity link is definitely communicating with people #in SOME WAY. AND he's sassy about it #but also even if it's unequivocally true it's just a rude thing to say on people's artwork I think #that's for your own damn post about “oh haha loz au is funny bc of this” like. idk that's not meant to reblog on someone's art #I'm kinda pissed like I was pissed both times it's not even my art lol

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perihel1on · 29 days ago

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really really funny to post a whole long well-thought-out thing about how i no longer identify as plural then immediately get into a week long argument with myself(s) about whether that's true

#fucking classic behavior honestly #like yeah okay maybe i AM a little plural.#however it generally causes me extra stress and problems to focus on or think about it too much #as opposed to many people who say that it is freeing for them #the only way i got out of a years long crisis about The Self(s)#was to embrace a philosophy of 'the Self is made up and fake; you werent pretending but you also #dont have to keep the facets of yourself so sharply separated if it no longer feels right.'#and i was like okay❤️yay👍#however then theres also stuff like.#me being caught in a bfrb loop this morning until sawyer switched in and was like stop it dumbshit we're doing other stuff now #and then the urge instantly went away and we dissociated and wrote this post #and started arguing over whether the past several years have been a different host #like wtf am i supposed to do with that..............#i literally just declared that none of this applies to me would you shut the fuck up #like at the same time i do experience and believe in a continuity of 'me'. trying to deny that just makes things worse #i just disagree with myself sometimes it's whatever #have i been sitting here at work half dissociated thinking about this for a fucking hour. this is what happens #we dont fucking sleep enough.#and also what happened before we initiated the 'its literally fine to not think about it much and just exist' rule #wheres that post thats like EVERY ME IS ME BABY I AM THE MASK AND THE WEARER #wait. new pinned post time #aphelion.txt #system tag

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scrawlingskribbles · 4 months ago

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not me blearily waking up at 5:30am almost in tears bc I had a dream that Ian had apparently been making more little OK KO shorts on the side and the utter joy I was feeling as dream!me was scrambling to find & watch them only to wake up before I could........ :((((

#there were 5 of them out already apparently #the most recent one had a Ray focus to it so big shocker that that's the one that caught my attention #and dream!me was like ''oh so THAT'S why ppl have been spam-liking all my Ray posts recently!! makes sense 👌''#I actually got to se like a little ending clip for that one where like. he was wearing this stupid cloak & outfit—#—kinda looked a little Shadowy Figure-esque actually??—but apparently he was like. secretly doing hero work on the side or smth??#and then at the end he had this convo with Darrell back at the factory where he monologued about how dabbling in hero work--#--made the villainy they do feel all the sweeter or smth like that & he was all dreamy-eyed pensive staring up at the sky #and Darrell was??? drinking imaginary tea/coffee from an imaginary cup which you could tell bc he had his pinkie up #and then when Ray finished his monologue Darrell just gave him this most unimpressed smirk & dumped out his imaginary cup over the balcony #like pour-one-out style??? and then that was the end of the short 😂😂#and so dream!me was pissing her pants bc HERO RAYMOND REAL AFTER ALL??¿????#and there were some other like screenshots/gifs I stumbled across on my way to find the actual shorts themselves #(Ian apparently had a whole lil youtube channel he was posting them to lol which I only found right before I woke up)#but the only one I can remember now was Elodie doing a Big YellTM towards KO about something 😂😂#broooo there are genuine tears being wiped from my eyes rn wtf is thissssss 🤣🤣 I have work soon I need my SLEEP #but I had to document this bc it was just. so Visceral & now I am so so so soooo bummed that it wasn't actually real TwT #I think my brain & heart have gotten too inspired by how some of my other Big Fave interests have been getting sequels/remasters lately #so now my soul is Once Again I Am Yearning For Justice For OK KO.meme TTwTT #anyways. god it's taken me an entire half hour to blearily tap this out on my phone. time to squeeze another half hour of snooze before work #OK KO #shut up Wisp

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nebulousfishgills · 6 months ago

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As much as I love playing embrace Dark Urge runs (discussion in therapy pending), there's something so narratively satisfying about how a Resist Durge playthrough can go once you get to the Bhaal Temple. Your character steps into the ring with Orin, it's intended to be a duel, but odds are you're getting eviscerated pretty quickly. You then switch to one of your other characters in your party and throw an attack, effectively breaking the duel and setting the whole temple upon you.

(Adding a cut because this ended up being longer than I thought)

But, I think it's a very satisfying way to play. Your party members have grown fond of your Durge, seeing them as a friend, a family member, even a lover. They've watched you and your pain over your Urge and what it makes you do or want to do. Maybe you've slipped up once or twice, but you've been trying so hard to be the hero they know you can be, that Faerûn needs. So, when it comes time to finally face your demons and you're getting so horribly hurt in the process, they can't help but rush to your defense. It'll put all of them in danger, but it doesn't matter because they want and need to help you, their ally and companion.

Bonus points if you select your character's romanced companion as the savior/duel interruptor to make it extra delicious. They've fallen in love with you, stayed with you when your Urge craved their blood the most, maybe by this point in the game you've helped put their demons down as well. They see you in pain, a final valiant effort to overcome your Urge against the power of Orin, a whole cult, a god of murder himself. They want to protect you, save you as you saved them.

I'm also fond of the extra beauty of Astarion being your Resist Durge romance since it puts the two of you in very similar situations. Fighting against the will of your masters, finally defeating your demons with your newfound companions' help and being offered the greatest power you could ever fathom... only to deny it, ignore power in favor of your party and your love.

This isn't even mentioning just how goddamn good the Withers resurrecting you cutscene is. This skeleton in your camp with unknown and unfathomable power (also apparently supposed to be Jergal himself if I've done my research properly?) is able to bring you back to life, free of your Urge. The line along the lines of "Bhaal could only destroy what of you that he knew, but because you've grown past your Urge and become your own person, he couldn't destroy that new growth" is just so weirdly powerful narratively. Tav may be a default character for you to create upon making a new save file, but Durge is the canon protagonist and I think that entire scene shows it the best. It's a beautiful secondary climax of the narrative (primary being battling the Netherbrain of course).

And, perhaps it's just an oversight on Larian's part or something that'd be a bit difficult to work into the cutscenes mechanically, but I think that it could only get more impactful if your companions could comfort each other during these moments. Everyone and their mother wishes you could hug Astarion after he kills Cazador, but also imagine your romanced companion cradling your body after Bhaal kills you. It seems just a little odd that they all (meaning your party) kinda just stand around staring at your corpse, especially with how close y'all have gotten.

Idk, I have a lot of thoughts about this section of the game in this particular type of playthrough and some of them are hard to articulate into words. It's just such a damn good narrative peak and can really make you feel things.

I've completed I think two resist Durge runs and just hit this point on my third and it really stuck out to me this time (then again my new antidepressants are kinda fucking with me so that might be playing a role). I left it as my last mission before dealing with the Netherbrain and I think it helped build the anticipation of that moment. Everyone else has been helped by you, and now it's your turn to come into your own. I really felt so connected to my character walking into the temple, feeling like everything has been building to this, that regardless of what happens our suffering will finally end. And you have your party there to help you in your time of greatest need as you've done for them.

There's a reason this game was Game of the Year, the narrative is just so powerful and the replay-ability is just insane. I've beaten this game ten times, heading for my eleventh and it truly just never gets old and never fails to make me feel so many things so strongly.