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A couple of people have asked about this, so Iām going to try to write a coherent response. Iām also going to try to do it without spoilers, which means thereās a lot I want to say that I canāt. The bottom line is go read the comic. The characters are amazing, the writing is amazing, and the art is fantastic. Very long response under the cut.
If you break eleven, Amy, and Rory down to their very bare essentials, you get doctor + companion + companion who doesnāt really want to travel that much but wants to follow the other companion. This is our base formula for ten, Gabby, and Cindy, except immediately weāre going in a different direction. Unlike the weird early season five stuff with Amy being into the doctor, we very quickly establish Gabby and the Doctor as student and teacher. Because of this, the question of where Gabbyās attention is being pulled becomes, to me, a lot more interesting. The doctor and Cindyās dynamic evolves in really interesting ways, but in the beginning theyāre actually a lot more antagonistic towards each other than eleven and Rory. The arc that Cindy goes through is, in my opinion, a more nuanced and interesting version of Roryās. Sheās very three dimensional, and her feelings get explored a lot more than his. Her character is obviously very tied up in Gabby, but we spend a lot of time exploring Cindy as an individual as well. No hate to Rory, but I felt like they didnāt explore his character as much as they could/should have. Also Cindy is canonically bisexual.
Meanwhile the doctor and Gabby are realizing the fullest potential of what was set up with Amy and Eleven, which is Amy initially following him with a sort of childlike admiration, but coming to realize that traveling with the doctor changes you. However, this time weāre not starting from the strange romantic angle. Additionally, how much the narrative explores this idea/the interesting way it does it feels to me like what Amy couldāve been. Not that I dislike Amy, itās just that this comic sort of made me say āoh. we couldāve had so much more.ā
I could write an entire essay about the dynamic between Cindy, the doctor, and Gabby. I could write entire essays just about the doctor and Cindy, or about the doctor and Gabby, or just Cindy and Gabby. But I canāt without spoilers. Iāll probably write them eventually though. There are also several (in my opinion) aroace doctor moments throughout the comic. Iāll probably go back through and find them all at some point.
So yeah. All the women in this comic, both leads and side characters, are very three dimensional. More than one character is bisexual, and the doctor is running around being aroace while trying to give Gabby a fine arts education. Thereās a really fun theme throughout the entire comic of art/music. Go read it! (You might have to look at the reading order online. They do a weird thing where they restarted the numbering every year.)
Gabby, Cindy, and the tenth doctor are what Amy, Rory, and eleven couldāve been if they were written by someone who didnāt hate women and also thought more women should be bisexual and also thought the doctor was aroace
#wow super long post#gabby gonzalez#cindy wu#tenth doctor#tenth doctor comics#doctor who comics#paradox posts
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im gonna start posting fanfic recs btw whenever i find good ones. both here and my (awfully barren) 18+ account. because there are so many good fics out there with so few hits and fewer kudos and sometimes no comments period and it SUCKS because i REALLY LIKE THEM A LOT.. and i hope that by linking them here and yelling at everyone to COMMENT DAMMIT they might actually do it
seriously though any comment means a lot. most people who read a fic donāt even give a kudos. even if the fic wasnāt top tier, if you didnāt dislike it, hand over some kudos!! and if you liked it, comment!!!! even if the comment is one singular heart emoji it will be appreciated. if the comment just says āgreat fic!ā the author will be happy. your comment doesnāt have to be this long winded gushing or analysis.
so many authors quit writing or lose motivation because the comments are few and far in between or just sometimes nonexistent. trust me when i say authors donāt care about how long or cool or smart sounding your comment is i promise!!!
i hope that mmmaybe recommending fics and telling people to comment might help fics i really like get more support maybe. and i, points at you reading this, hope that you will listen!!!at least a littleā¦.at least sum kudosā¦.
#if u have the ability to reply to my reblog saying how much you loved the fic i recommended comment on the fic itself so the author can see!#especially since the rise of ai writing and seeing ai fics out there can be disheartening#make sure you let your writers know you appreciate them#you never know they might one day write a sequel bc your comment touched them#or might get the motivation to make more works.#(ābut donāt just comment bc you expect something out of it btw. sometimes the author might be too intimidated to reply ive seen that before)#im a huge yapper. if you canāt tell. lmfao.#and i mostly comment on guest. like 99% of the time because the fics are either really embarrassing#or i get nervous about them knowing me/finding my tumblr and thinking im cringw#bc i admire authors so much. and I get that nervousness! given I experience it!!! but guest mode EXISTS!!! most work allows you to comment#on guest mode!! the author CANT see the email you use for it!!! the only reason they even ask is to give you notifs if theres a reply to it!#a comment is still a comment even if on guest or an alt or your main#even if the fic is embarrassing shameful depraved smut you can log out and comment on guest. even if itās embarrassing#because the author still worked HARD. itās so hard to write. people donāt give enough credit to fic authors who do it for free#i had an account (now super abandoned) that had over 400k words. and that didnāt include wips#i reallg do struggle to write because i took a break for so long!!! i can write but not nearly as much as I used to!!! and it sucks!!!#support your authors guys. 1k words is an hour for the first draft at MINIMUM and another hour for revision and editing. and people get#pissy if a fic chapter is less than 3-4k words for some reason. thatās 6-8 hours of work at MINIMUM. likely so much more because thereās#also plotting and brainstorming and So. Much. Editing. stressing out over words and sentence structure. it takes so much time out of your#day. the only oneshot i have posted on this account is 2460 words. and it took me SEVEN HOURS#seven hours!!!! thatās a lot!!!! and for authors that have school or demanding jobs that kind of time is hard to come by!!!!!#and I hope i have convinced at least one of you to listen and go okay you know what. i will. because even if itās a silly comment itās loved#tldr support your local fanfic authors of you will be so stabbed. by me#fanfiction#fanfic#archive of our own#ao3#comment on fics#wick fic recs#thatās the rec tag btw. wow custom tags AGAIN i know. im doing what i thought i never would
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mochi do you feel like drawing souheki /p because theyre definitely the besties ever
hii hello moot!! Thank youuuu so much for this request!! :3 i had so much fun with your request <3
also i 100% believe in your vision, they would be THE besties fr LMAO i imagine them playing chess and gossiping all the time, and that comment also inspired the first drawing i did! (the one i wasn't happy with) vvv
AJHFGJHSD I REALLY HOPE YOU LIKE IT!! I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR SUPPORT AND LIKE YOU ALREADY KNOW, I REALLY WANTED TO THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING SO NICE!!
#askmochi#mochisoup art#myart#doodle requests#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bsd fanart#dazai osamu#ranpo edogawa#bsd dazai#bsd ranpo#souheki#the besties frfr#i really really appreciate your support and every little like and all that fr#idk if i ever mentioned it here but i'm really scared of being perceived and big big social anxiety#wow a real shocker lmao#but fr it means so much and it always eases my anxiety when i post after a long time and i see my moots being super nice#but generally everyone!#every note really keeps me going and posting my art SO TYSM!!#i love yall /p#i'm being sappy lmao sry
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Nothing is stronger than the bond between a girl and a piece of media they brushed off 10 years ago that they now realized is the greatest thing ever made
#In this context 'girl' refers to everyone this has happened to#I've already told the story about how I watched half of the first ep of khr and turned it off cuz I thought tsuna annoying#I did it with mairuma too I saw it coming out and just ignored it cuz I thought the concept was generic#And only picked it up when the manga was updating#Fukimono I read like up to when they go to the yokai world and never got to it till I got super sick actual YEARS afterwards#Sad to say but blue exorcist technically counts cuz I read 5 chapters ans stopped but it's cuz I got busy its not cuz I STOPPED liking aoex#I never stop liking blue exorcist this is for life#Jeweler richard anime I got to ep 6 and was convinced for a while it was mid and yeah the anime is but the manga/LN is amazing#I did this with a ton of vocaloid artists too#Let's not bury the lead (I say as bury the lead)#This post is actually cuz I've been binge reading yohaji#I have vague memories of looking at it so fucking long ago and thinking the first chapter was vulgar but once u get passed that hump wow#It's so good#I'm gonna make a separate post about hmmgm#Tell me what yall did this to thanks#Khr#Hitman reborn#Mairuma#mairimashita! iruma kun#fukigen na mononokean#fukimono#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#Jeweler richard#yohaji#Fuck what's the full yohaji title#Oh well
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things tarantula DNA makes you good at
#spider cw#so basically my wife wanted me to draw sukuna but then I was like man I really want to draw miguel instead#I'm really not the best partner#he's like a super nice different dimension version of miguel who's like totally friendly to miles super nice they're biffles etc and#he's also like 9ft tall and has four arms because yeah I was drawing sukuna to begin with but then I was like wow imagine a really huge#miguel because I've got mental problems#long post#miguel o'hara
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They Might Be Giants at the Roundhouse, London, 17th November 2024
Happy 35th to Flood, hooray!!!! So here's this thing that I've put together just in time for this occasion, my written record... I mean, my very lengthy and detailed review of the first and so far only TMBG show Iāve attended, on November 17th 2024 in London, so, the last show of the so-called ā30th anniversaryā Flood tour.
And yeah, I mean it that this thing is lengthy and mostly my personal insights on stuff but still, I wanted to share it since this was an event that Iād been anticipating for many many months, and I tried my best here to capture all the feelings this day brough and the whole magic and all the amazement surrounding it.
Iām also going to put here all of the 7 videos I took during the show, ranging in length from 7 seconds to 7 minutes. And they were taken from the front row, so the view is pretty great and something worth sharing I think!
So yep. Hope you enjoy!!
Every once in a while a day comes along in your life that feels like itās been taken straight out of a movie. Itās hard to tell how often that happens, but probably not too often, since I canāt remember the last time it did before this. And what I mean here is that the day of my first TMBG show was pretty much nothing but moments that somehow felt just RIGHT, like everything was coming together just PERFECTLY, so that I could have the best possible experience and the best imaginable time!! Starting with my biggest wishes and hopes, down to all the extra details that I didnāt even think about previously. But anywayā¦
Before the showā¦
Youād think that I would start officially #freakingout about one of my biggest dreams in life coming true (seeing my favourite band, who are also one of my biggest special interests, in REAL LIFE, and enjoying one of their amazing live shows IN PERSON) earlier than this, but that only actually started on the evening of the day before the show. And because of that the entire next morning and afternoon felt really weird and tense in a way that I canāt really describe. But I hope you get what I mean. Itās like wow, itās finally happening, but noooo wait hold on, Iām not ready yetā¦
And so my travel companions and I spent most of the day walking around Camden Town where the show was taking place, but for me that whole time was this really weird mix of feeling like Iām walking on clouds and like Iām just entirely somewhere else and also awaiting the scariest most important exam of my whole life.
We arrived by the venue sometime around 1 PM and when I saw the poster plastered on the wall that listed āAn Evening With They Might Be Giantsā among other acts, that was the moment when it maybe finally hit me that THIS THING WAS REAL. And maybe this is a good time to mention that the only thing left on the long list of all the things that could possibly still go wrong at this point, was managing to get a spot as close to the stage as possible, so, in the first row. And there were already two people just standing there by the venue when we got there and I actually couldnāt tell if they were already queuing up because, well, it was still so early. But Iām about 100% sure now that, in fact, they were.
Another important thing to note is that I was hoping to meet my friend at the show, who also attended the previous nightās show in Bristol, and me impatiently awaiting any sort of updates on how all of that went definitely added to all the nervousness I was feeling that whole day. And also, when I decide on something, well, Iām stubborn as hell so it HAS to go the way I planned it or I will be pretty much devastated.
But it was still super early and we had to get dinner and all that stuff so we left for now. And after some time I eventually got a message from my friend saying that NO, 5:30 will be too late for the first row, probably, and I was uhhhh, very on edge at this point. But ok. Better wait too long in the queue than regret not getting there earlier forever.
It was probably a pretty unusual sight to my brother (who I dragged along with me to the show) when I practically RAN to the venue when we were close to arriving there sometime past 4 PM. I swear I remember imagining that Iām already seeing a huge queue of people in front of me somewhere in the distance until I get closer and am relieved that no, no such thing happening, thank god. I mean, well yes, I was REALLY not even remotely chill about this whole thing guys. And yeah, itās important to mention that I did travel over 1500 kilometers or so just for this show and nothing else. The whole trip and all the sightseeing I did in London in the days leading up to this day and afterwards was just an added bonus.
But alright, we got there. And what we were met with instead were maybe 15 or so people who were mostly scattered in small groups around the entrance. And a guy playing an accordion. Just in case I needed that extra confirmation that, yes, the gig Iām going to will be HERE and not in some other place. Yet I still had this worry as I started talking to one group of fans that waitttt, maybe theyāre actually talking about some other band and Iām making a fool of myselfā¦
But well yeah anyway, we were there, it was time to just wait for the big event now, time to be brave and use this opportunity to chat with other fans even a bitā¦ And so I did, and despite not really having any opportunities to actually TALK in English to other people most of the time, I think I did pretty well. One thing that stuck with me the most for some reason was how these two guys were talking about how one of them doesnāt like BOOK and how thatās scandalous according to the other guy pretty much, and the other guy's statement on Synopsis For Latecomers was that whatever your opinion might be on the song, itās still definitely a THEY song (I love that and I think about that all the time now, like man, it really is just They in a nutshell in a way).
And then my friend and their bestie arrived!! Just after we (all the people who were waiting already) decided to form some sort of actual queue. We found ourselves at the end of it, at least for nowā¦ And the remaining 2 hours of waiting for the doors to open were before us. It dragged on a bit of course but not TOO terribly, since I could catch up on all sorts of stuff with my friend, because we havenāt actually seen each other in oh, well over a year!
We talked about the Bristol show too among many other things, and I learned some important things, such as how Lie Still, Little Bottle got played already the day before, sooooā¦ probably not much of a chance of it returning this evening (this might be like the only real thing I wish was different about this day because, AAAAHHH, THE STIIIIIIIIICK!!!!!! how Iād have loved to see thatā¦ But never say never, maybe it just wasnāt meant to be just YET!). And also how today the queue was luckily much smaller so, no being stuck in the third row this time!
Also, it started raining eventually, as it does in the UK, right, (it actually wasnāt rainy at all for most of the week I stayed there, just that day pretty muchā¦ another one of very few somewhat unfortunate things about this day) and it rained for probably close to an hour, and by god, did it get freaking FREEZING very fast. I inevitably had a huge cold for several days afterwards because of this, but well, what even is this sort of sacrifice, when in exchange you get the best possible concert experience. Because yeah, it definitely paid off to get there early, the queue never got SUPER long but still, wouldnāt have ended up where we did if it werenāt for that long wait.
And maybe now I should say some more general things about the wait, which is that this whole time, when I wasnāt feeling impatient, I was really just, truly soaking it all in (and not just the rain, lol). And a crucial part of that whole wait was that the accordion guy was still playing his songs, many songs of TMBG and at least a couple of John Linnellās State Songs. I realize now that I should have written them down right after the show, because now all I remember him playing are Erase, South Carolina and West Virginia.
One funny thing that happened was when some guy walked by our (by then) pretty long queue and seemed surprised that there were so many people waiting for something. So my friend told him that we were waiting for a show and that it was a They Might Be Giants show, but what did he actually hear??
The guy: ā¦Michael Jackson? But heās dead!
So I guess that English speakers will also get the band's name terribly wrong sometimes, not just every vinyl vendor Iāve ever talked to back at home, lol. But yeah, he eventually got the name right but still, itās really funny to think aboutā¦ There May Be Giants, Michael Jacksonā¦ itās all the same thing.
But alright, the last few minutes were drawing nearā¦ And then, at long last, we were in! And I guess I was so caught up in the moment (and also the fact that the security guy had a bit of an issue with my metal pins that I put on my jacket without really thinking about this possibly being a problem, oops) that I almost screwed up big time in a way because hey, weāre in, youāre free to go now, get your spot by the stage as fast as possible!! And so I got myself together, followed the example of my friend, and did that.
And ok, all in all, this was absolutely surreal to me. Only the very first of the many biggest this CANNOT be real moments of the night. Realizing that wow, weāre actually hereā¦ Nothing went terribly wrong in the end, we travelled all this way just to get here and here we are. And weāre in the first row!! OH MY GOD!! The folks who were ahead of us in the queue lined up by the left side and the middle of the stage, so we ended up to the right of Linnellās keyboard and right in front of Martyās drumkit. So we still had a very good viewing point if you ask me!
And I could NOT believe how close we were, the stage and all the instruments were SO CLOSE!!! This was actually my first time being in the pit at a concert, Iāve only ever known the balcony viewā¦ Meanwhile here they were, the legendary Main Squeeze in the REAL WORLD, the jackalope thingy on the drum kit that says They Might Be Giantsā¦ The pre-show music was blaring, everyone else was getting excited and I was suddenly HIT by all of it and how unbelievable and amazing and perfect it was and I was so so close to just crying right there because of it allā¦
But well, I collected myself and faced the fact that there was still at least an hour of waiting ahead of us (turned out to be an hour and a half, because the doors opened earlier than originally scheduled, but the show didnāt start until the original 8 PM anyway). But at least we were inside now, so no more freezing! And we could actually even sit down for a while finally (not that anyone besides me or my two friends did that from what I could tell, for once I managed to not care about how I appear to others and do whatās considered ānormalā and itās so great and important and such a big part of why this was such a wonderful evening in the end).
I also need to say that wow, Flansburghās intermission playlist really is so good. Not gonna lie that I was really excited for this part of the show as well, and I even had some very satisfying moments of recognizing a song or two and telling my friends about it (Funkadelicās Can You Get To That will have a very special association for me now because thatās what was playing when we first got there). Some other memorable moments include when crew members were milling around the stage, and Iām pretty sure that none other than Stan Harrison walked in for a moment too?? Because those moments also served as constant reminders that THE GUYS will be here too, so soonā¦
Show time!!!
Set 1
Alright, time for what we all actually came here for. Time for the show. The lights went down for a moment, there were moderate amounts of screaming that made me feel like Iām back on a school trip visiting a theatre with other kids, who start screaming the moment it gets dark right before the play starts. But this time I was (even if just mentally) screaming along.
The recording of the song They Might Be Giants started playing, we watched a short animation on that huge screen at the back of the stage, and then, the scariest and most unexpected thing happened. The whole band walked in and after a couple seconds launched right into Synopsis For Latecomers. And Iām saying this kind of as a joke but actually though, can we agree that the emotion that comes with the first time you see *your band* in the real world is just something else completely and kind of impossible to describe. Because in a way itās also just so funny: you arrived here specifically with the intention of seeing these guys and then, when that actually happens, it feels like the most shocking event of your entire life. A little MIND ERROR moment, wait hold up kind of moment, or evenā¦ a Brain Problem Situation, if you will.
But ok, I also need to admit that it didnāt help when I got distracted over the fact that less than half a minute into the song, someone from the crew walked onto the stage to fix something about Dannyās guitar. And with all that stuff put together I was only half aware of what was even happening and being played most of the time, and like a second passed before we got to the horns part of the song, and the horns entered the stage (accompanied by cheering from everyone). And it was all just. Happening. Right in front of me. Like itās nothing and no big deal at all.
But anyway. While Iām still on the topic of this song I need to say that out of all songs played this one still stuck with me probably the most in a sense. Because days after the show I could still hear it still playing in my mind aaaaaaaall. the. damn. time. So all in all, this was definitely a total BLAST of a first impression. This is an amazing live song, and a 10/10 show opener, which I think is also fully supported by my reaction to it, as documented here. And the horns!!! The horns, ladies and gentlemen!!!
After the first song we got greetings and an introduction from Flansburgh, who said that this was the last show of the run of Flood showsā¦ and that they had to figure out a way to include all songs from Flood in the show. So what got played next was the obligatory Particle Man, something that I found myself being all sort of like āalright, of courseā¦ā about at first... I meanā¦ it is funny and donāt get me wrong, this song is great live, and I loved the whole āTriangle Man, take off for the planet, for the planet VENUS!ā bit of course (oh it was really really great and GRAND and loud), but I guess this also shows how very quickly I got into this whole spirit of a regular TMBG show goer of sorts, who already sort of resents one of the most played songsā¦ even before actually hearing it.
Next up was Meet James Ensor and hereās another really funny thing: how surprisingly hard it can be to identify the song thatās being played during a show. You know them all and know all the lyrics, and yet you arenāt aware of what youāre actually singing??? *HOW* does that work!! Because the whole time I thought it was actually James K. Polk, later I couldnāt remember which of the two it was actuallyā¦ And I only realized which song this actually was on the next day, when a random bit of conversation reminded me that yes, those were the lyrics of Ensor that I was singing yesterday.
However, you must forgive me for these follies, because itās hard to think clearly when you have to catch up with the fact that without pause, the next thing played is The Famous Polka. Itās like oh my god itās actually THE Famous Polka. The infamous Famous Polka stage collapse incident (so, the first thing that comes to mind concerning this song, to me) aside, another notable thing about this song is that itās SUCH a blast of energy live. I want to say that around this point of the show I started really getting into it and singing along and stuff (well, not singing yet on THIS song) and Iāll add some more general thoughts of this nature at the end of the post but by god, is the pure energy and excitement of a TMBG show impossible to convey in any recording. I think you just really have to be there to really understand what itās all about. And a song like this one might be one of the finest examples of that.
And now, for something completely differentā¦ Moonbeam Rays! Lovely song that mostly helped me get into the mood of how beautiful this whole moment was, you knowā¦ I might be wrong about when exactly that was, but I got seriously close to crying once more during the show, and itād be probably a fair guess to say that it was sometime during this song. And afterwards, we got some more insights from Flansburgh.
JF: This is the last show of the Flood show thing. (audience makes a sad āooooohā sound) Yeah, itās a little bit sadā¦ itās a little bit *excellent!* (audience laughs)
And then the Johns started talking about how they āstarted doing this pre-pandemicā¦ā And it delighted me SO MUCH that they pointed this out because I could never get over how the Flood anniversary tour started when the album turned 30, and at the time of the last show of the tour it was two months away from turning 35!!
JF: Itās taken more years to celebrate the anniversary of Flood than it took to *make* Flood.
But as Flansburgh said, it was time to move on to some other, less popular thingsā¦ And also he shared with us that he walked through a beautiful part of London today, wondering how it would feel to have enough money to ābelong thereā. Linnell said that he was resting up for the big flight, and that he was actually resting up for it RIGHT NOW.
JF: Thereās nothing John Linnell likes more than a *paid rehearsal*.
JL: Itās a sweet rideā¦ When you get to be *this* ageā¦
JF: Nothing matters at all.
JL: Every day above ground is beautiful.
If you ask me, that last sentence deserves to be immortalized as one of the most iconic stage banter moments, and in a way it already has, because it inspired this wonderful piece of art, and who knows what else.
The following songs were Letterbox (and a short break from singing from me, because that song is already impossible to follow with, and then you add all the excitement of the moment and itās impossible impossible) and Twisting!!! This started a long series of songs where the moment it starts I get super excited because I KNOW this song is a huge deal and a favourite but it takes me at least a couple of seconds to get to WHY this is a huge momentā¦ through remembering and recognizing the song. And AAHHHH this song was so amazing, the bridgeeee, and then also the extra outro with the guitar solo and all, the energy!!! God, it truly is incomparable. And I totally didnāt expect that outro so that made it all an even better time.
And so we were well into the Flood songs segment, because next up was another of my top favourites from the album, Someone Keeps Moving My Chair! And another wonderful sing-along moment, but honestly, which of all these songs was notā¦ (other than Letterbox, but that was just because of my lack of practice with that one). Chanting the title of this song, especially that one penultimate, elongated CHAAAAAAIIIIIIIR, kind of healed something in me I think.
After that was done, the Johns gave us some more insights into the performerās life and all the things that theyāll never get used to, such as crowds that continue beyond your line of sight.
JF: ā¦So you sort of think like: āI gotta get these people going, I gotta rock these peopleā¦ā And then itās like: (said in a silly, high-pitched voice) āBut thereās no end!...ā
Flansburgh remarked on the special challenge that they had come across this time, which was that we were all in a circular room, which is exciting, but means that people continue past where the stage isā¦
JF: I hope you guys got your tickets on Stubhub or something. I mean, can you even see us? I can barely see *you*. In a hockey match this would be unacceptable.
Another thing that Linnell would never get used to was when thereās a huge crowd of people, all of them happy and singing along, but then thereās one guy āwhoās got this sort of Charles Manson expressionā. This one really made ALL the people laugh. The Charles Manson guy included I hope.
JL: Never got used to that! For some reason.
JF: Tomorrow: Get. Linnell.
(JL pretends to be writing something down)
JL (addressing the audience): Not to put any ideas in your mindā¦
But moving on, as I said it was more Flood time indeed, with Whistling In The Dark. Me calling each single song amazing and a blast and so much fun is probably already getting a bit repetitive by now, so one special point of interest with this one and its live version is when near the end we get this little vocals only moment and then the horns come in again, then joined by everything else with such fanfareā¦ simply triumphant.
Also, maybe this is a good moment to say that man, on one hand thinking about this show and how Iām going to hear THE ACCORDION was always a huge deal, but even then, I wasnāt prepared for how cool the accordion really is in person. It sounds kind of different from what Iām used to from recordings, and definitely makes a heck of a great impression all in all. One could wonder why itās not more popular in rock music, because really, just how amazing is it?? And it can create all sorts of moods.. which is something Iām just about to get into properly too. Also, speaking of horns, Flansburgh gave a special shout out to the horns at this point, and began to introduce the next song.
JF: This next song is called The D-... uh, I forgot what itās called, butā¦ (JL laughs)
Even if it werenāt for this slip-up with the name, I already could tell from how Flansburgh went back to talk about how this was a song put together by Stan Harrison and introduced all the guys individuallyā¦ That *IT* was in fact happening, one of my biggest hopes when it comes to songs I wanted to hear in person the most. The Darlings Of Lumberland - THE horns song to beat them all. And at this point I had to get my camera ready and start recording because well, this would definitely be one of the most preservation-worthy and outstanding moments of the show.
I was not mistaken of course, the way all the instruments complement each other here, most importantly the horns and the accordion, is something beautiful. This is one of the best examples of how the studio version just sounds so WEIRD to me now, even though itās been my big favorite for a long time in that form as well. All in all a hypnotising moment, and coming back to my earlier question, maybe THIS was the only other song that you donāt really sing along to, because you have to just. Take it all in. Soooo much going on. And yes, no less important, THE CHOREOGRAPHY - *EVERYONE* did the hand thing!!! So you know, another good reason to have this one specifically caught on film.
Anyway, I was going to put my phone down for the time being but THEN... could it be, another of my top wished-for songs?? Cause yeah, without a pause we got the one and only screaming introduction to Let Me Tell You About My Operation from Flansburgh and oh boy, is this yet another song I could talk for many minutes about. First of all, I had very very high hopes for one of, what I think is often referred to as, Flansburgh showman moments. So, songs such as this one, Lie Still, Little Bottle, Sheās Actual Size, and a couple others.
This song is a whole new story live, alright. Again, you have to be there to really get what itās all about I think. JFās energy is very infectious and awesome here to put it just mildly, and the horns add a whole lot, the whole song is just one big moment of old-timey big band-style musical bliss. And then there is also time to shine for all the other guys in the band, with awesome solos from Dan and Marty (ok, it appears that there was no special Danny time though?? Sad), AND the horns on the horns. Also Linnell doing this sort of thing on the keyboard where he plays all the notes quickly, sort of sliding down or up all the keysā¦ Ok, I looked it up, I think thatās called glissando? So yeah, that also stuck in my head especially, because it was so fun. One of the top 5 moments of the show, without a doubt.
And now, alright, When Will You Die? is not a song that ever struck me as much of a favourite, besides being a very outstandingly hilarious and real song when it comes to lyrics of course, but I canāt lie and say that I wasnāt very happy to hear this one too. Singing these lyrics in a room full of hundreds of people who did the same was an incredibly grand moment, ok.
And thenā¦ then we were met with the haunting sounds of the intro of Road Movie To Berlin. A song thatās still, even after dozens of relistens, a whole experience each time I hear it when listening to Flood, and, as you might expect, itās even more of an experience live. And Iām of course mostly talking about this whole sort of breakdown section near the end, but just the whole entire thing really hits anyway.
So when it started I definitely had a little moment of āoh shit, here we go, THE moment is hereā¦ā. Something akin to this happened over and over during the whole show obviously, but still, I feel like it was especially big here. Another thing is how later my friend laughed that they once again felt like they were the only person singing the secret third verse. Well, at least one more person did (me). Anyway, all in all it was just, magical, truly.
So, uh. Now, enjoy some top-notch banter that followed.
JL: So, uh, whatās going on here.
JF: Weāre in London, John.
JL: Weāre in London, weāre doing songs from Flood.
JF: Weāre in yet another circular building.
JL: Right.
(a moment of silence)
JF: Weāre doing songs from Flood. This is one of them.
(some people in the audience make clearly audible āwoooā noises)
JL: We get to woo.
(people laugh and woo even louder)
JL: Thereās this thing in Britain where people get creative with the interactive thing. And itās kind of good and itās kind of, likeā¦ it worries us. The drunken part of it. Itās a problem.
(someone in the audience laughs in a very pronounced drunken manner)
Ok, Women And Men, that was the next song. Not much to say about this one to be honest, or like, anything at all really. And then more Flood, in the form of Your Racist Friend, which totally rocked, and we, I mean WE specifically, had the pleasure of standing where we could enjoy how Jordan Katz played his trumpet solo right in front of us. Honestly, this was kind of the only major downside of standing where we stood, that the horns were kind of hidden from our view for the most partā¦ So this was a GRAND moment.
I have found that no matter how many times I watch recordings of it, the way Stellub gets introduced at these shows is always extremely funny to me, so hereās, like, almost all of how that went this time.
JF: Folks, weāve got a very special treat for you right now. When we first embarked on doing these Flood shows, we thought: what can we do to make the show a little more challenging, a little more ofā¦ an endurance test. So we thought, weāll take the time out to learn a song *sonically in reverse*...
(a long pause prompting audience laughter)
JF: ā¦present it to the crowdā¦ who might not enjoy that. (audience laughs) But then, weāre going to record it, on our very special fancy video recording machine, and weāre going to reverse the tape, and present it to you at the top of the second set, which will beā¦ *pure entertainment*.
(audience laughs and woos. claps, also)
JF: ā¦so think of the next two and a half minutes as a *musical investment in your future* (audience, well, laughs). If you brought friends here, we understand; they might be looking at you, going: āWHY?ā (audience laughs some more) āWhy this, why now? Life is complicated enough, why do bands *insist* on performing songs in reverse?ā. But I can assure you, itās a huge payoff. Especially if the machine works.
At this point I should give a shoutout to my uninitiated brother, who is not a fan of TMBG and whom I sort of dragged along with me here, although well, he did agree to this whole thing (besides the standing in the rain for two hours. He says thatās the part that he didnāt need to experience but well, what could *I* possibly do about that). Because he told me later that yes, the song in reverse thing was pretty cool. Well, I guess I could say as much anyway from how he definitely seemed very amused by Flansburghās introduction. But he also told me that if they didnāt say anything about this song being played in reverse, he wouldnāt even be able to tell, because it didnāt sound all that different from all the other songs. So I guess that answers my question of how newcomers may perceive TMBGās lyrics, in a way. At least in the live show environment. It must be a lot to take in at once.
But anyway, the Johns joked about this whole thing some more (and how the screen was unusually huge for them and had this whole sort of 70s delay effect) and Linnell informed us that he would kick one of his shoes off at the end of the song and that we would also see THAT backwards.
JL: Itās just gonna be CRAZY! Itās gonna lookā¦ canāt even describe it.
JF (in silly gruff voice): Tonight! On video tape!
So, Sapphire Bullets Of Pure Love. You know, itās just yet another of those things where Iāve been awaiting THIS MOMENT, IN REAL LIFE for so long. Very fun and at this point I sometimes even feel like I might be more familiar with the reversed sound of this song than the originalā¦ Like, it comes to mind more often. āstiiiiillub rah-fahsā, āstosh-nog, stosh-lut-sipā and similar phrases followed me around for days after the show. And I love how expressive the Johns are during this song, itās just this whole theatricality of it that makes it very funny and awesome.
My favourite moment was when, in spirit of, well, all of this being performed in reverse, Marty also did the counting down to the start of the song with his drumsticks, but at the end. I read later that Linnell also used to sometimes instruct the audience to applaud before they start playing the song and damn, I wish he still did that because that's just hilarious.
And could this really beā¦ the last song of the first set already - Brontosaurus. One thing about this song is that I used to not care about it much, until I saw a recording of their first live performance of it all the way back sometime around the end of 2022 / beginning of 2023, when I just about cried from the wonder of it all. This song is just a whole new thing live, in huge part thanks to the horns of course. Cathartic maybe is the right word for it. One of those songs that I could be pretty much 100% sure I would hear on this day but even despite that, when it actually came to itā¦ Very very beautiful moment. Maybe this is when I almost cried again actually? Well, there were many contenders.
Set 2
So as you just read here, there was an abundance of stuff in the first set already that had me all like āthis is the BEST!!!ā, yetā¦ We had this little moment of doubt with my friend, because: a) they were hoping to still hear at least a couple of songs that they didnāt already hear the previous night, b) I, having āanalyzedā the setlists from this leg of the tour so far, in order to assess how likely Iād be to hear some of my favs, and if thereās any logic to how they change from night to night, decided that thereās two main setlist that the band alternates between. But based on the first half of the show so far it seemed to me like this was going to be a very similar set of songs to last nightās, and out of those two variants, the one I was hoping for less than the otherā¦ It was mostly them playing Darlings today once again that made me think this.
And all in all in my head it was like, well, Iāll probably get either the show with Darlings & Lie Still, Little Bottle (+the STICK!!!) OR the show with lots of miscellaneous songs that were very high on my wishlist. So, in either case Iād be happy, but maybe a bit more happy if we got the second option hereā¦
Anyway. What Iām saying is that, keeping all of the above in mind, and how my expectations for the second set were shaped by thatā¦ I really canāt overstate how much of an UNREAL NO WAY YOU GOTTA BE JOKING THIS IS NOT ACTUALLY HAPPENING RIGHT??? time it turned out to be.
So letās get right into why. And boy, thereās a lot. In a way this is when this show REALLY started for me, not that what was earlier wasnāt incredibly fun and amazing already but. This was just a whole different league. Itās like, I could say that earlier I felt at moments like Iām sometimes transported into some alternate dimension, and from here on it was all just, being transported into that joyous alternate dimension for the whole duration of the show. The TMBG dimension. Iāll get back to this, but being here was really just something like, a different type of existence, so different from the often bleak daily life that Iāve been way too familiar with until then.
One thing that sort of added once again to this whole āitās all perfectly falling into placeā feeling, even before the show started up again, was how I tried to pay attention to the intermission music again, and remembered from my days of watching many live show recordings in late 2022 how someone pointed out that when this one specific song plays, you can tell that the show will start in just a moment. And yeah, they were right. Girl Donāt Come started playing so I knewā¦
And so the second set started with the reversed recording of the Stellub performance of course (how many times have they performed it by that point? Over a hundred? But yeah, it was scarily accurate, as always), and the alternate version of Hearing Aid with this whole little animation thing, which was also a lot of fun to watch actually.
And so the band was back for the second roundā¦ with Memo To Human Resources! So Iād known for a while that this song has been a pretty oft played one recently, but I donāt think Iāve ever seen any recordings of it live? And to be honest my memory of this song is really blurry, so itās still kind of an enigmatic moment to me now, all in all Iām sure though that it must have hit the same way Moonbeam Rays or Brontosaurus did, and that might explain this whole effect it presumably had on me, heh.
And now, ok. Man, Itās So Loud In Here will never ever feel the same way to me again. Because actually nothing could have prepared me for how amazing it was live. And I didnāt even particularly anticipate this one, but when we got to itā¦ I knew already that it was going to be a blast.
I remember thinking that this is one of those moments that you simply canāt capture in any way, youāre just fully here in the moment and you live it there and remember it forever. I was also thinking about the meaning of the song, about this classic TMBG fashion of singing this song in this huge room full of people, a song about how itās so loud in here. And I was wondering if thatād be another of those little confusing moments for people unfamiliar with TMBG because yes, I suppose itās pretty sillyā¦ On top of being an incredible and actually moving experience. Iām shedding a tear just thinking about it all now.
So now, more Flood time! Minimum Wage, a song that, per Linnellās words, theyāve been playing āfor 40 yearsā...
JL: ā¦And we just got to the point where we all end at exactly the same time. We had so much integrity for so longā¦ And now weāre just sleekā¦ robots up here.
JF: Yeah, that AI showbusiness stuff. Nobody likes it - you gotta do it, you know. Itās the way people DO IT!
JL: Iāve got six fingersā¦. (JL demonstrates how he has six fingers, apparently)
JF: Yeah, yeahā¦ (with emphasis) *AI*.
(long pause prompting audience laughter)
JF: It makes its own punchline!
But um, what was next on the agenda (John)? More songs from the Flood album, oh yes! Letās give the people some more of what they want!
JL: That feistyā¦ that album by that bunch of maverickā¦ youngā¦ rulebreakinā... (pause) But those days are gone.
JF: Well, the one thing that remains is the barricade putting eight feet between us and the front row. Thatās the important thing. The distance.
JL: And you know, itās not for *our* protection, itās for *yours*.
Alright, so hereās another song. Hereās another song from Flood. And that song is We Want A Rock. What I remember the most about this one is, once again, the beauty of being able to sing these āridiculous lyricsā when everyone else is doing the same thing, when weāre all singing about how everyone wants a rock to wind a string around and about how everyone wants prosthetic foreheads on their real heads but someone in this town is trying to burn the foreheads down. At some point I just couldn't help having a little laugh over the joy of it all. And also, *boom boom boom* āooooOOOOOOH!!ā *boom boom boom* āoooooOOOOOOH!!ā
Then it was Marty time, starting with the drum intro and the BUZZER, for itās time for Hot Cha! Which becomes even more of a blast with the HORNS of course, and at the very end, can you believe it, I forgot that they change the last line of the song to āplease come homeā live, so I was slightly taken aback by that. Yes, thatās important to mention here, somehow.
Flansburgh introduced the next song as a song from the Lincoln album and for some goddamned reason the only song I could think of at the moment that fit that criteria was Shoehorn With Teeth.
It was not Shoehorn With Teeth. It was the song that came back to live rotation earlier in 2024 during the spring US tour, but seemed to fall from it afterwards once again, which was a shame, because itās like, probably my favourite TMBG song to be honest and its newest live rendition was absolutely breathtakingly amazing from what Iāve seen from recordings online. Iām not sure if I was aware by that point of how it miraculously returned as an encore at the show of the night beforeā¦
But still, this was like the biggest āthis canāt be real actual and happening right nowā moment of the night, and maybe. of my. entire life?? And it of course took me a couple of seconds to recognise the song STILL, besides the instant punch of that *feeling* that happened the second the song started. Yeah, Where Your Eyes Donāt Go, played live at my show just like I dreamed about, no big deal, everyday stuff, haha.
The song really IS freaking amazing live though. Where would we be without THE HORNS!!! And honestly I could say a bit more about this āfav songā situation, because not only is it of course among my most beloved ever songs at this moment and has been for over two years, I also remember distinctly that it was the FIRST TMBG song that I loved and couldnāt get enough of and replayed over and over, and itās a big reason behind why I became a fan in the first place. So, the extra beauty of the significance of it all, it just blows my mind completely.
So, Lucky Ball And Chain was a short little break for collecting myself again, because obviously we were far from done with all the biggest wonders of the night still. And Iām not saying that the song wasnāt a good time, it of course was just like everything else here, so itās safe to just assume that without me specifying each time. Lol.
But, as I said, the break was short. I would have put seeing Spy live somewhere at the top of my general life goals / bucket list thing, if I had one, that is. I had been very vocal about wanting to see THAT song in particular in discussions with my friend, so the excited glance we exchanged the moment this song started was absolutely priceless and a thing of pure wonder.
Anyway, we all know Spy. We all know that itās one of the most often played live songs of theirs, and that the reason behind its live durability is the several minutes long improvised jam band section at the end. And I might be one of those maybe rare kinds of people who wouldnāt mind hearing it a hundred times more. It IS improvised after all, soā¦ different each time, ha! It was also very vital to me that I get to take part in the audience participation segment of itā¦ and this is also what was granted to me on this magical evening by whatever godlike forces exist above.
So yeah, this was yet another among the top 5 show moments of courseā¦ The biggest highlights here were when Linnell did this sort of old-timey speech (āTHIS! Is the *sound* of the thirties. The sound of the SWING ERA!ā) thatās probably a reference to something that Iām completely unfamiliar with so that only makes it funnier, and the whole audience conducting part from Flansburgh at the end, because man, he was having a total BLAST with this, it was such a joy to see. And we were all also having a great time, by doing our part and screaming as if weāre in hell. All Iām trying to say here is. I love hellish noise, I love cacophony. This is my perfect kind of show experience, I wonāt be hearing any arguments about this.
Ok, so what was the next thing that the Johns prepared with the intent of dealing the biggest emotional damage imaginable to us? Well, remember how Last Wave had never been played live until earlier this year and then they never played it again. Guess what happened now. Well, thatās yet another of the huge and one of the earliest personal favourites of mine returning onto the setlist on the previous evening actually.
This song is. Augh. I just love how it has this sort of elegant, but emotional sound that kind of sets it apart. Itās a completely singular song to me in every sense and I always wondered why they never played it live, but now Iām just glad they finally started playing it. Gotta love yet another AMAZING trumpet solo from Jordan Katz and the Johnsā overdramatized delivery of the lyrics, itās so much fun. And this song also provided us with some more epic Marty moments, especially the solo and the ending, both just like on the studio recording technicallyā¦ So maybe thatās why they were so great to see recreated in real time too?
JF: I think we were all a little stunned by the majesty of the ending of that song.
Two days before the show I went to the Natural History Museum here in London, and that's actually very relevant here because when I saw the exhibit that was entitled āMammalsā in that museum, that was when the SONG Mammal started following me around in my mind, for like, most of the remaining time of that day. And I had the amazing realization that oh, itās not impossible that I could hear this song this next Sunday, played live, so awesome!!
So yeah of course, they played Mammal next. And honestly Iām not even that attached to this song, I do still love it though and itās one of those situations where I see myself become excited over songs that I feel like are big fan favourites and something that other people are probably very happy about hearing, heh. But maybe even more important yet is that this meant APOLLO 18 representation!! So special to me.
Now Iāll just say that itās worth it avoiding spoilers sometimes. Like, show spoilers, because I guess I didnāt actually watch that much recent footage and so I had no idea about what other awesome fun stuff was just about to happen.
JF: Folks, folksā¦ weāve been informed by the people who work here that every single person in the audience tonight is carrying a silly little phone with them. And we'd like to take full advantage of that right nowā¦
We were instructed by Flansburgh to get our phones and open our camera and set it to selfie mode! And then Turn Around, Turn Around, (thereās a thing there that can be found)ā¦
JF: We can see you now and I can tell that nobody is doing what Iām talking about.
You know, so this is when you get to live that wonder of actually BEING THERE once more. And enjoy the way that specifically TMBG shows are, because Iāll be real, I canāt think of any other concert where I could see something like this happening.
JF: Everybody, spin around for just a little bit, get a selfie and weāre gonna photobomb your selfie.
JL: Which we tried to do last night and nobody was getting it!
JF (interrupting): Thatās not true! On social media youāre gonna see some very good evidence that some people got together over the course of the twenty minutes we dedicated to this portion of the show.
So yeah, now I can even keep on living my life knowing that I technically have a photo with my favourite musicians in the world. Definitely not something I expected to gain after this day.
JF: Weāre gonna take a lot of time doing this. This is possibly the least important thing weāll be working onā¦
So that was awesome!!! BUT WAIT THERE WAS MORE!!!!!!
JF: Ok folks, this the second part of the test: see if you can find the flashlight portion of your phone - the more traditional rock portion.
That āmore traditional rock portionā part must have been lost on me then, because this was still a singular moment to me (I havenāt been to many live shows before this anyway), and I could only really think of one other thing that this immediately reminded me of. I like yearning for all sorts of things, including those that are in the past now and that I never even could have had a real chance of participating in. Such as the Hollywood Bowl show in 2023, where TMBG opened for Sparks, and during the Sparks show and the song All That everyone in the audience took out their phones and there was this whole sea of lights, people swaying with their phone torches to that song. So, yes, I was NOT expecting either that Iād get to experience THIS as well. After all.
At first I wasnāt even aware that all the stage lights had been turned off for the next song, because with all those torches facing the stage it was so bright in here!! And the song that got this special treatment was Dead - very fitting I must say. The large procession waved their torches AND sang, and I can hear it on the recording of this song especially that the audience was really into the singing part. Loud and beautiful and touching to be there.
And then it was time to thank the band, since the end of the show was actually drawing closer and closer, as absurd as it may have seemed to think aboutā¦ (not that there was really time to stop and think about that anyway). And I think the Johns did some sort of jab at Elektra Entertainment here, but I unfortunately couldnāt catch what they were saying, rip. Anyway, it must have been very funny Iām sure.
So what songs could possibly still be left and ahead of us now? Two more songs from Flood, here we go.
Why is the world in love again? Because it's time to be marching hand in hand and singing Theme From Flood! And once again being reminded of how WE'RE ALL HERE TOGETHER. All in all, the moment of this song, and it going right into Birdhouse In Your Soul, yes, that was just as ethereal and unreal as I imagined it would be. Even now, as I'm thinking back to it, I start to feel overwhelmed with the excitement, how I was just sort of going āYES YES YES!!!ā in my head, after the āI'm your only friendā bit, when it gets kind of quiet for a second and it starts up again we're all jumping and cheering. I could only try to picture an approximation of this scene in my mind months earlier, so thinking about how this actually happened is still absolutely surreal to me. There's just nothing else like Birdhouse.
ā¦
Damn it, I still have a bit more of the show to write about, itās not the time for tears, brother.
I didnāt want the song to end and it almost seemed like the band didnāt either, because Linnell kept singing the āsoulā at the end for several more seconds and also making it goofier still.
Encores time
End of show? No, two encores now. The encore waiting and clapping time until the band comes back on stage felt much much shorter than it always did when I watched recordings of shows. Shouldn't be surprising but everything here felt like it took 10% of the time it actually lasted.
So it was time for the most wondrous thing, a John and John only performance as a duo! This wasn't a total surprise to me, because I knew they switched up the way they play this particular song once again, on some nights at least, but I couldn't be sure that I'd be blessed enough to witness it myself tooā¦ And here it was, about to happen!!!
People were screaming Istanbul a lot. I couldāve been easily more annoyed by that, but you know what, I think this is necessary too. How could this be a REAL concert experience without a bunch of presumably drunk people shouting out the titles of songs and being annoying. Maybe if one of those people was standing close to us I'd be talking differently, butā¦ It's part of the charm, sorry.
It was in fact Istanbul (Not Constantinople) time. Iāll be honest, if it werenāt for the duo format I would have not cared for this song any more than I did for Particle Man. But it turned out to be one of my favourite things on this show, yeah, this evening subverted so many expectations in every sense, alright.
You could argue about the significance of the duo format here because OMG, itās just like in the old days!!!! The good old days or whatever. But no, itās also justā¦ I donāt know. Even to me, who obviously hasnāt known TMBG for that long, it was another of those kind of touching moments. And what made it all even better was when soon after this show, I happened to watch a video of a Flood showā¦ from 1990. Like wow, this really is kind of just like the 1990 duo days. EXCEPT itās much cooler now actually.
I didnāt record this song but definitely would have if our view for it was better. Well, thankfully someone else took care of that anyway. And I think that instead of me trying to describe it here, everyone should just do themselves a favour and watch it. I can't get over how beautifully unserious and funny this performance was, watching that must have been the most fun I've had in a looooong time. Again, top 5 moments of the night, maybe top 3 even.
Now, what were the funniest bits. āPeoplejustpeoplejustpeoplejustā¦ā and the Get In The Car bit. And the āyeeeeeeesā. And the ānooooooā. And the āistanbuuuuuuulā¦. ouuuuuā¦. oouuuuuuā¦ā. You get it, right.
Canāt Keep Johnny Down was the second song of the encore and this performance is the only reason why this song suddenly became like, a literal favorite. The power of live shows! Now whenever I hear it I'm just like. OOOOOH Johnny. Save me Johnny, save me.
Linnell told us āthanks so much, you guys are great!ā before they all left the stage :) And of course there was still one more song that I had to hear today. So after more clapping and cheering they were back on stage again.
JL: Yes! Thanks a million. No! Two million! (in a bit of a jokey voice) ā¦Iāve never thanked that much before.
And you know what, I choose to believe that he meant it.
The last song of the night was Doctor Worm. I donāt know what else I can say about this song now, just that upon relistening to this whole show again Iām realizing that I could just. call this song kind of a perfect live song. Maybe I associate it with live shows more than anything else since it's not featured on any studio album and I've definitely heard it wayyyy more times in the form of live recordings than the studio version. And also maybe I lied that Synopsis haunted me the most after the show, Doctor Worm must have been even more insistent in that sense, and I had no issue with that honestly.
And so, with the last one āThey call me Dooctooor WOOOOOORM!!ā and a finishing BWAAAAA from the horns, the show was over.
After the show
Donāt worry, thereās much less to talk about now in terms of the after show stuff compared to before the show. Just this one important thing that, yet again, as if this wasnāt ENOUGH ALREADYā¦!!! We had to hang out by the stage for a bit longer still, because thereās a chance of ending up with a SETLIST. Or a drumstick. But I guess the setlist was more important.
And Marty walked over to us. And handed us the setlist. I mean, it was my friend who grabbed the setlist, but to me that was just like we all were chosen, it really didn't matter to me who actually had it. So it was a win! I really couldnāt ask for anything else by that point. I got it all.
Then we had to wait for a bit by the merch stand because lots of folks gathered there and thankfully, there was still lots of stuff to choose from! I would have loved to go a bit more crazy with this maybe, but since I still had to keep in mind having to travel back with all this stuff, flying, customs and all thatā¦ I settled for a tour shirt, because yeah, a shirt with the dates of the tour I ATTENDED printed on it? I needed that, that would do as the only physical souvenir even, no need for anything more (well, I actually did get a bit more, because the very next day I went by a random record store here in Camden Town in hopes of finding THE album somewhere in London still. and guess what I foundā¦.., but thatās a whole different story so let me just limit myself to only the day of the show in this post). The shirt is a total slay by the way, I love the burgundy color.
After we left the venue we still managed to bump into more folks going back from the concert. And like 3 different people in total who asked us about the setlist and where we arrived from, said that woooow, you deserve to have it then. Thank you people for also appreciating all the hard work that went into this.
My brother & I had a very short way back to our hotel now, so in the end it really felt like we just returned from a quick little fun event just down the street. Even though we travelled pretty far to get here, you know. So it didn't even feel like some huge endeavour or anything all that unusual, and I mean that in the best way possible.
So my day ended with my head full of thoughts and images and fragments of songs looped ad nauseam. And also with an aching back and no energy left in me to stand for even one more minute. The tiredness was very real but I must say that tired-happy might be one of the best emotions / states one could have to deal with. I hope I can do all of this again someday, because Iām actually so serious that I wouldnāt mind going to a TMBG show every other evening if I could. Thatās the dream actually.
Miscellaneous T(houghts) time
Ok, I swear Iām almost done. Just a couple general / finishing observations about the show as a whole now.
ā First of all, I want to come back for a bit to that TMBG dimension thing. Because this whole thing really was sort of like entering some sort of different mode of existing. The Johns are very funny guys and the whole bandās energy is extremely infectious, but I also think itās a very special thing how their stage presence creates this whole atmosphere thatās just completely laid-back and fun in the purest form of fun. Even when thereās a big crowd and weāre in an āimportantā venue. Because you sort of really feel at home, like youāre exactly where you belong. And earlier I could imagine it being more like, oh the stakes are so high, because this is THE EVENT, finally. And in reality this was the most relaxed Iāve felt in a very long time. And I was almost painfully aware of how I was watching it all with sparkly eyes, hoping that itās maybe not too obvious because waaaah, embarrassing, itās not like Iām having the best time ever right now or anything, please.
ā However, all of the above definitely had a lot to do with how the audience was at the show, and I was just really surprised by how very awesome the audience's energy was. Like I could imagine it being maybe less enthusiastic after all because uh well, maybe a lot of people actually could be here more for Flood and Birdhouse and all that rather than the actual bandā¦ Shouldnāt have underestimated this fanbase, because the audience was so responsive to everything and just made it feel even more like the explosion of joy it really was. And I really felt like I was with *my* people, and, especially when itās a huge group like this.. thatās very rare and special to me.
ā Iāve discovered that in TMBG dimension time isnāt real because I swear, when the first set was coming to a close, I felt like maybe only 20 minutes passed and weāve only heard maybe 6 songs so far, instead of the actual. 17 songs. 17?? damn, that's a lot of songs. I actually havenāt counted them until now. And it was 33 songs in total, 36 if you add the intros and reversed Stellub, huh!
ā You people werenāt lying about the Linnell stare. Actually, related to this, another worry I sort of had before this was that should I end up close to the stage, I might feel too awkward about being possibly perceived by the band in any way to truly enjoy myself. But that actually wasnāt the case at all, not counting like a couple of moments only where Iād make maybe-imaginary, maybe-real eye contact with someone from the band and have to look way fast because noooo, donāt perceive me actually, lol.
ā And again, you people werenāt lying either that these guys have unbelievable amounts of energy that make you feel like an old man who can barely stand for a couple hours in comparison. This is coming from a 23-year-old, maybe not the most athletic person in the world, but still. Also, Marty really is the guy of all time, loved watching his antics. And one more special shoutout to the Tricerachops Horns, because yes, these songs Iāve loved for a while already CAN get even better and simply epic and beautiful.
All in all, best show ever! Honestly, I donāt know if any other show could possibly top this. I would be very happy to be proven wrong of course, especially if that were to happen because of another TMBG show. Thank you Johns and everyone else for this evening, it was a dream come true and Iāll never forget how out of this world and amazing it was!!
#nothing to add in the tags this time. i'm out of words-forming powers for the entire next month at least#just that wow i can't believe that it's been two months already. ig that's not super long but still#when it gets to it's been a year or two that's when it'll be time to panic#tmbg#they might be giants#show recap#goose monologues#<- yep that's a long post if i've ever made one lmao#my art
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Sorry if this might be a rude question but why donāt you just make a seperate account for your nsfw fics?
not rude, it's a valid question! tbh it's a combination of a couple reasons.
i started posting anonymous dead dove batcest fics long before i had the balls to make a tumblr. at first i was content to just leave them unassociated with each other because i didn't really care about them being tied to me. i made this blog to actually show solidarity to my partner who wanted to make a sideblog for Sandman comic stuff so we could cheerlead each other and be brave together, since i've wanted to make a batcest sideblog but i've been nervous about actually having to get it going. (mal ik you're reading this go be brave and actually make your blog so i can cheerlead you damnit-) only did it dawn on me then that i should probably mention the fics i've written on the blog after like, three of them were posted anonymously. and it would've annoyed me to have half of them anonymous and half of them not, because notifications for them would've gone in different places. i could go back and take my fics off anon if i wanted to, but i can't switch the account they're on without taking them down entirely and that'd fuck over people who have them bookmarked already.
which, ties into my second reason, if i made an entire second ao3 account it'd be harder for me to see notifications, reply to stuff, and post things for both accounts because i'd have to constantly switch. and honestly i'd be terrified of accidentally posting on the wrong one on a brain fog day. posting fics is always the most tedious part of writing them for me lol. it's easier for me to stay logged into one account and have all of my stuff in one place for me and just use the anonymous collection when i feel like it. if ao3 pseuds worked like tumblr blogs, where you can't see all my side blogs but i can, i would've used pseuds, but since you can see all pseuds on an ao3, i felt it was a moot point.
and the last reason is i just feel more comfortable being anonymous on ao3 because of the rise in anti culture. on tumblr it's very easy for me to just filter that out and find the people i want to follow and block the people i don't. i don't mind getting hate, on tumblr or on ao3. but i think, for whatever reason you want to blame it on, there's been a massive boom of antis on ao3 who are very entitled about how they read on ao3. i tag extensively, but i just feel safer from getting targeted attacks if everything i write on ao3 isn't attached to one profile. if people like a fic i wrote, want to find more i always link my tumblr in the notes, but if an anti wants to get huffy with me, they can't easily track down my other things. they definitely could if they wanted to, but being anonymous on ao3 just makes me feel more secluded, in a weird way. it's like saying "if you want you can come find me but on here i'm just a weird faceless guy throwing stuff in the void". i've used ao3's anon feature a lot, actually, i used to be a hydra trash party dumpster kid back when that was in it's prime.
i also used to be vaguely popular on a different tumblr blog and my main ao3 and while i think it'd definitely be cool if i got a decent chunk of followers on this blog too, i don't really miss having fanfiction do so well i got targetted hate on all of my fics from the same people, i had my fics stolen, etc. it was really exhausting for me. i have 120+ works on ao3, not counting what's anonymous, and that level of exposure tires me, even when i use my main ao3 to post things that aren't trashy. it's just a weird feeling knowing so many people are subscribed to you on ao3 and what if you post something they won't like because you jumped fandoms again, or you're posting something niche, or you don't think it fills enough fandom tropes to be well-liked. i used to obsessively think like that, and it made me not write the things i wanted to because i cared about numbers. and i don't want to slide back into that hole. writing on anonymous is mostly to remind myself i wrote this for me, and if other people like it, they can come find me, but i don't have to perform like that anymore. if i get a really weird fucked up idea, i can write the really weird fucked up idea. at the end of the day, just makes me more comfortable! but i get it's a super confusing set up from an outsider perspective so, i really don't mind the question, thank you for asking!!
#necrotic festerings#batcest#pro ship#necrotic answerings#tbh asking the question gave me the chance to explain it so ty!#might link this in my about me or my masterlist for ease of access#i don't want to like. overstate how big i was on an old blog bc i was not like. a celebrity by *any* means.#but i had a ship-specific blog and i was certainly a ābig name fanā for that specific rarepair#and it like. took over my life when i was a teen#i look back on it fondly now but i really regret that i would obsess so heavily over numbers and what made a fic do well#my favorite fics to write were htp back then bc for htp culture writing on anon was normal since that was during the dreamwidth days#and i just. liked that veil of anonymity and i think i defaulted to that when i decided to finally start posting batcest stuff#(all of this makes me sound so old i'm only 22 i just started fandom really fucking young which i don't recommend)#and when i say one fic got big. i mean it. i have found that fic on instagram and pinterest and tiktok and even. facebook.#do you know what it's like when your fic gets reuploaded to facebook without your permission and you see what boomers think of it.#that was so mortifying.#funnily enough the boomers were actually really nice i was just shocked to find it there scrolling one day.#it was instagram that was super mean to me and traumatized my ass. man ppl dug into me for the tinest things. do not miss that.#anyway the point is#i've tasted vitality and niche fandom status(tm) and i hated both. and i just cannot do that to myself again#ergo#anon on ao3 and a blog to post my thoughts when i have them.#it's a nice system for me#i have some stuff on my main ao3 that toes the line of like. dark dead dove trash.#and i had antis get mad at me bc their fave fluffy fic was written by. gasp. a proshipper.#and yeah that soured me to existence on ao3.#getting into the rise of anti culture is a whole other discussion that'd have me going on for hours but i will shut up now.#wow this got long. i like to fucking talk don't i.
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My human Larry design :) [1/8]
#koopalings#artists on tumblr#art#larry koopa#drawing#artist#digital art#illustration#character design#floofydraws#humanization#gijinka#super mario#nintendo#wow#itās been so long since I last posted š#Iām working on the rest of the Koopalings#And bowser jr#as well#So more art is coming soon :)#human koopalings
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been thinking about the liyue gang and how id draw their physical builds so here are some thoughts i had for xy cy and gm in particular
- xingqiu, unsurprisingly, would be quite lanky. i like to think he has broad-ish shoulders, like a thin athlete's build? hes a long boy to me haha, long face, neck, limbs, fingers etc, so naturally hes stands (comparatively) tall at 5'6" or 5'7"
i like to think hes most physically attractive one and has that handsome princely and boyish charm to him because it adds a lot to his fuckass duality LOL
- chongyun is a lot like xiao imo! short stature but with muscular arms. he seems nimble and flexible because of his normal attack animations (which bears a lot of similarities to xiao's actually! this + the fact that chongyun's normal attacks create gusts of wind further reinforces my hc that xiao trains him). sometimes i watch high energy choreography vids on youtube and some dancers look incredibly light on their feet, almost like their body is inherently bouncy? and i imagine chongyun to have that agility to him. chongyun has a delicate face and aura and i let that bleed into my hcs for his fighting style and physical capabilities hahaha. hes kind of like a cat who's deceptively strong. as for height.. just a few inches taller than xiao, so perceptibly short at 5'4"
- ga ming my new beloved. pretty much similar to chongyun but more muscular and stronger just because he wields his claymore with ease. theres a noticeable weight different between cy and his claymore the way he lugs it up after he swings (or even other claymore users like razor who, on his last hit, bounces from impact). meanwhile ga ming literally slams his to the ground LOL. i love his movements though hes very swift and expressive and radiant.. if cy has delicate movements then ga ming's is fierce and (charmingly!) assertive
ga ming is wonderfully charismatic though, i know hes not well known in liyue harbor yet, but he seems like the type to gain a reputation from his friendliness. how could no one adore him hahaha. 5'5" for height! just between xy and xq
#tangy talks genshin#chongyun gets analyzed most my bad#this was super fun though#while thoughtful ; genshin chara designs will always look distinctly gacha and flashy so a lot of the designs kinda blur together in my hea#this is why i really like looking into their animations particuarly their normal attacks#i think it conveys their personalities really well! it's always something to look forward to when new characters release#i gravitate towards swords polearms and claymores most though because i like the act of swinging and slashing hah. it also requires a lot o#body movement and reflects a lot of irl martial arts fencing and other combat techniques#sword users are always really fun to watch because theyre inherently graceful hahah. i will admit it gets kinda repetitive#i think my favorite NA animation has to be albedo's.. very simple clean and refined. he stands elegantly and puts his arm behind his back o#his 2nd attack which ive been transfixed by since be first came out in 2020 LOL. i love albebo#wow these tags are long as hell#but anyway i actually have more thoughts on xq's physical appearance but its just me rambling about how i think hes funny as fuck#im a proponent of dashingly pretty princely xingqiu not necessarily because i want to bestow upon him desirable traits#but because i think its funny knowing hes just a bit of a loser under all that#hes well known (mr worldwide one might say) and the heir to a prestigious guild and chivalrous talented and prolific#but he writes self insert novels hates carrots had bad handwriting sings really bad#hes just a teenage boy#as always i will 100% have more to say about chongyun but ill save that for another post#ga ming on the other hand.. i dont have anything substantial to say but hes super fun to think about#hes such a likable character#wow these tags are LONG as fuck ill stop now.
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Will 'The other side' be the last instalment of Channel Change, or will there be more sequels after it?
Plus, about how many pages will 'The other side' have in total?
"The other side" is looking at around 66 pages, and it is part 1 of the finale. (The reason why I'm only releasing one comic page every 2 weeks is because I'm only half way done with it, so I'm trying to buy myself some time to finish it up. ) I'm unsure exactly how to split up the finale entirely just yet, but the idea is: 1. Intro to exploring the "island" they're on, as well as establishing the conflict. 2. Mono's POV vs. Seven's POV, which will flip flop, which is why I'm unclear how I'm gonna split the other parts to the finale just yet. 3. Aftermath / wrap up I do not plan to continue the story after it, however, I may sketch out some possible AU's since I'm not entirely satisfied with the ending, but my heart is set on it. So It'd be fun to show people my train of thought of the possibilities of what could have happened under different circumstances, and a little insight into how the world of Little Nightmares works to me.
#theres some shorter LN aus i came up with a while back#that wouldnt be long comics or anything super special but#I'll still make LN art#actually after this comic i might make some pins#because wow bandai's merch is really really limited#ive never done fan merch before though so unsure how thats gonna go down but i would like to try#little nightmares#text post#ask#channel change au
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still surprised that the people behind world of warcraft actually really released a race where the women can have beards, and not even just small or subtle beards, but ones just as big and grand as the men have. i dont really ever expect much from blizzard when it comes to anything progressive really, so its always a surprise if they do have anything like this.
and when ive mentioned it before, people have told me that women dwarves (the earthen arent even actually dwarves(?), they just look A LOT like them for whatever reason) usually have beards?? but ive never seen that before this whole thing, and even then, this is blizzard were talking about. its actually just a shock they did something like this at all.
i try not to publically praise them too much for a few reasons, but i just have to say that i like it, and yes i gave my earthen woman a grand beard.
#my post#world of warcraft#like. if i look up 'woman dwarf' on google images i get like. *some* that have beards but its very few#i have a feeling id see a lot more if i specified them having beards LOL#im not doubting that its been a thing for a long time#but i think saying that its a super normal common thing that people do is a slight overstatement#and if anything i think more people probably wouldnt do it because they cant concieve of a woman having a beard#and it being like... just a serious normal thing that exists#which is a shame because like. bro!! thats one more thing to customize on your character what!!!!#if anything i dont ever draw beards because im just not good at it. but im not good at it because i dont draw beards :pensive:#also if youre wondering why i hesitate to publically praise blizzard. obv there was that whole thing a few years ago that was super fucked#but also even just in world of warcraft itself there is... undoubtably a few questionable things... mainly the goblins#but its no secret how i feel about the goblins in wow#and obviously theres a few other things as well#like clearly i really like the game so i definitely have things in it that i could praise#but it just feels weird to publically praise it cause it feels like im somehow ignoring the bad things even though i really. really am not#earthen wow
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dungeonFebruary: a retrospective
here they are, all four maps edited together into a single dungeon over two floors!
it was a lot of fun to draw it, highlights (of both rooms and monsters) and further thoughts under the cut :D
first things first; some rooms
(you might need to click on each picture to read/see the whole thing)
just some personal favorites, rooms 15, 21, and 25 are stolen from references to stuff (if you recognize what: <3), 6 and 20 were both really fun to put together, and room 29 is the last possible trap of the dungeon :3
next up; monsters!
the first two are room spesific, the latter three random encounters, hence the numbers being written different, picking out just 5 to share was kinda hard, but im really happy with theese, yet again some of theese are stolen from inspired by stuff
now; for my thoughts on this whole thing
i had a lot of fun drawing and designing this, so much so that im kinda sad to be done, the ritual of sitting down to draw each day or to catch up on a few days was nice, and i really like designing silly little rooms and filling them with references i know my players wont pick up on
i might pick this format back up for a month or two this year and im Definetly doing dungeon25 next year, but im really happy i did this instead of trying to catch up on dungeon24 in full, doing it this way let me figure out stuff like how i want to format my notes for a larger dungeon, how many extra notebooks ill need (one for ideas and one beastiary, for now), and some general design rules for myself
all in all if you have read this far and think it looks kinda fun i say go for it! you dont need to follow a spesific month/year, thats just something i feel like doing, the point is to have a little creative challange to do each day for a set amount of days :D
#dungeonFebruary#dungeon24#wow this post got long#dungeon designed to work with#into the odd#if you run into the odd and want to steal any of my monsters feel free!#but note that they might be overpowered#ttrpg#ttrpg dungeon#also im super proud that the maps actually line up#you can see the dotted lines where i split the maps between weeks#also also i decided to only pick out highlights bc 1. its a whole month of rooms and 12 monsters in total#and thats a lot to share (and write descriptions for)#and 2. there is a chance i will keep running it wich means some of the people i might run it for are following me here#and i cant spoil all the secrets now can i <3#(i say as if you cant find every room note in my previous posts)
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MY BOYS!! I LOVE THEM!!!! <3
#OCS POSTING RAHHH#my art#untitled ocs#their names are vic (left) and fletcher (right) and i adore them#i missed them real bad all of a sudden so you May see more of them again soon hopefully possibly#it feels like ages since i drew them wow#they're best friends (they met at summer camp and then hung out there each year) and fletcher is super in love with vic#vic is eventually in love with him too#oh also! i haven't drawn her in So long but fletcher has a little sister called scarlett - my first oc - and she's so awesome#untitled ocs vic#untitled ocs fletcher#the tags dont even pop up anymore wow it has been Way too long#<3#ocs#oc art#oc#ocs art#original character#original characters#original character art#original characters art
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this is really stretching the 'shitty' in the blog title but fuck it the 'daily' is already a lie
keychain design :thumbsup:
#aka i finally finished colouring the lines ive had as my pinned after. far too long#i mean. maybe finished#not super happy with how i executed the speech bubbles so might fuck with those later#and theres still the b side to do with hal but#fuck it this isnt shitty hal daily#also i feel like i should actually prove that i. can draw? decently? because wow i have been feeling Kinda Shit about how low effort this#blog has become#is that stupid when the first word in the name is literally 'shitty'? yeah#does that stop me from comparing it to other really good blogs like insufferableprick and the fuckin uhhh calliope one cant remember her#handle?#and hell even the other badlydrawn blogs#lmao no#eh whatever its like 1 am#that probably has something to do with it#fuck it we ball#ooc post#homestuck#davesprite#actual art
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*hands you some napkins to help with the blood*
So if you were given free reign to write a twelve or so issue mini series comic for Lois Lane that would be considered canon forever after, what story would you want to write for her and why? Also do you have any particular artist/art style you'd want it to be drawn in?
I. I just. I spent like an hour writing out an answer to this. And when I went to hit post. It. Disappeared.
Thank you for the napkins. My migraine went away when I was first attempting to answer this. The moment I lost the post it came back.
I Uh. Not sure what to do now. So
Have a Very simplified answer. I have three ideas.
Story I would enjoy writing: (inspired by some silver age stories) Lois goes on trial for murder (that she faked) in order to gain access to Belle Reeve or something. Would focus on the idea of what do heroes do when their civilian allies break their rules. One of the silver age stories it's inspired by is when Batman was her defence attorney and Superman was the prosecutor. I don't think I'd carry that through, but it is an important inspiration.
Canon I think should exist: Lois Lane as an information hub. Comms support for the Superfamily and reference librarian & mentor to international heroes. (This is when I went on a 600 word talk about her role within the caped community and how she is established to be one of the most universally respected and connected civilians by heroes and villains alike and who holds a whole lot of authority). Story idea would be an episodic look at her working on a case and talking with humans from all walks of life and languages, as well as with heroes from all over. I have like 2 billion thoughts about this but I already lost them once so. I'll share them at a later date.
What I would give my right foot to have: I need a Jorge Corona illustrated oneshot (back up in The Brave and the Bold?) called something like "Detective of Light/Detective of Night". It would have no dialogue. The top half of the pages would follow Lois on an investigation. The bottom half would be in darkness and follow Batman on the same case but approaching it from the sewers or something. It would be a very clear look at their parallels. At the climax they would meet, do some badass stuff, then go have tea together w Clark :)
Art style: Alex Maleev for the 1st idea. Not sure about the second. Oneshot would be Jorge Corona (who afaik has never drawn Lois).
#:(#my super long post :(#gone in the wind#wow my migraine literally just comes back whenever I stop writing something directly about Lois#that is#hm#thank u for the napkins and thank u very very much for the ask#dc comics#lois lane#superman#my rambles#ask
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okok, so don't get me wrong I hate health insurance ceos as much as the next average guy, but personally I'm gonna wait until some more solid info comes out before I start glorifying the guy himself. like I dont want to go make jokey half-praise memes and then find out he like, murders puppies as a hobby. I don't want to get burned
#uhc ceo#health insurance#killing#of course killing ceos as a hobby is different#but like dont think weve gotten a confirmation that this is def the guy#idk i think the thirst trap posts ive seen are weird#like ive been super into the unity thats going on with the working class#where we all are hating on health insurance and reeeeaally making sure the right people knkw we are mad#idk i got thoughts that are very sorta kinda not really mixed#like wow sucks that some guy had to be murdered#but like arguably not the first and lowkey amazed it took this long#but whatever whatever hope this is the wrong guy pls already seeing some crazy posts on reddit
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