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tiktok is not allowed to talk about the hunger games anymore actually because why did i just see a comment saying that young snow would’ve been in love with katniss. and why were people agreeing with their WHOLE CHESTS
#like how do you miss a point that fucking bad#literally the only reason he was interested in lucy gray at all was bc of the trust she put in him n the idea of having power over her#like that isn’t to say he had no feelings at all but they were very superficial and any time she displayed autonomy or independence from hi#it made him mad and jealous and possessive and annoyed at her#and it was so well done aka uncomfortable to rea#*read#which he wouldn’t have been able to entertain at all with katniss#she wouldve made him so MAD#again coming back to the lucy gray is more like peeta than she is katniss concept#tiktok users look past the pretty face for One Second challenge (level: impossible)#the hunger games#/astro posts
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ok. question.
ortega ended up hallucinating sidestep after they "died", but sidestep doesnt know about that. they know it got bad, but never the full extent of how their death affected them. so if your sidestep Did learn, if they found out ortega looked for them in every little piece they could, would that change anything for your sidesteps? would their relationship with ortega be any different?
#pulp speaks#Am i thinking of my “ortega sees sidestep posthb” fic again? perhaps#shameless plug btw yall should read it its called 'seen' on ao3 and i still like it#but anyway the important bits: ive been thinking about it with my sidesteps and its really interesting to me how different they are#but theyre all some variation of “i didnt know you /cared/”#caine is. uncomfortable with the idea#i genuinely dont know why but i do know that in the end their feelings on the matter are “whats done is done and im back now” with a small#“ill try not to leave again” mixed in#meanwhile cyrus is a deer in headlights over it#itd be way worse if he learned it when they met again- i feel like if he learned ortega was still that attached he wouldve left and never-#-come back. he would still want to Now but hes too tangled in his relationships and ortega is his /friend/ and leaving would just explode i#-his face‚ god Damnit ortega you son of a bitch‚ he shouldve just run. you werent supposed to drag him into caring about people again.#cecilia would have mixed feelings about it. i think shed resonate with it a lot for reasons she doesnt want to face#but it would also hit her like a goddamn Truck that he chose to move on/replace her rather than try get her back and its easier to get mad-#-about that than question her own feelings. but also maybe she could use this to her advantage? maybe this time he knows theres always a-#-chance hell come back for her next time. maybe. shes hoping there wont be a next time.#cynthias an interesting case because shes in love with ortega. deeply. but ortega /never came for her/ when she /promised/ and cynthia-#-is still furious about it#ortega hallucinated her in death but she couldnt put the pieces together and go looking herself? she cared enough to look for her but-#-not enough to save her?#she would still end up settling on bitterness for abandoning her but the information would shake her to her core#anyway. i think ortega should be used as a squeaky toy 👍#caine lynzal#cyrus becker#cecilia rider#cynthia garcia#ortega#sidestep#fhr
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started making left-handed drawing attempts here and there because I can’t fucking take it anymore
#this took an hour which is absolutely ridiculous.#if it was my right it wouldve been 15 -20 min#however i do actually like how it came out compared to…previous attempts#god it feels so uncomfortable to hold the pen to write and draw in my left#ive got holding and moving everyday things with my left down pretty well but actual mark making is a different story#cran draws tag#lias/#sketchins#opposite hand drawing#colour sketchins#opposite hand cran draws tag
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ive gotta say ive gotten rly rly tired of the genre of post by trans men that goes "someone directed virulent transmisogyny at me today under the belief that i was a trans woman! but lol im a trans man! accidental ally!" like i dont actually think its funny that someone insisted you were a man in a way meant to be demeaning and threatening because they mistook you for a trans woman. im not sure why youre laughing.
#97#transmisogyny#like your reaction being limited to 'i was mistaken for having been amab which is my goal therefore this is good'#yet not extending to 'this is what trans women have to deal with all the time. holy shit.'#hm.#the times im happy about being mistaken as a trans woman is the time people were being v nice to me under that assumption#bc it shows that that was a situation where an actual trans woman wouldve been safe#one example is when my sister introduced me to some of her friends and one of them made it a point to interact w me as a woman#despite me looking Extremely Like A Guy and it made me rather uncomfortable#(bc i thought he mightve clocked me as transmasc and was being transphobic)#until it turned out that my sister HAD mentioned i was trans but the guy misunderstood and thought i was a pre-transition trans girl#and under that light its like. its funny but also im glad he did that even if it was out of a misunderstanding#that showed i was in a situation where a pre-transition trans girl who did not pass in any way wouldve been correctly gendered#okkk the transandro truthers are finding this one too and still managing to take issue w it#gonna just lock it down as well
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probably for the best that dipper is the one who poured over the journal instead of mabel, she would've clocked the situationship vibes radiating off those pages in a second
#text#ford wouldve had to answer even more uncomfortable questions lmao#billford#gravity falls#can you tell I've been reading journal 3
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it's still crazy to me that the friendsim team decided to go with 9 sweeps as ascension age. like really? 9? that's such an awkward number. you really picked nine when 10 is both an even, perfect number, AND is equivalent to a significant humans age starting adulthood (21)???
they had 10 = 21 as the PERFECT ascension age RIGHT THERE and still decided to go with nine for some godforsaken reason. i know this is the tiniest thing ever to complain about but oh my god it was right there. (and it would make certain friendsim sections. way less weird)
#like sure i imagine their reasoning was that they wanted it close to 18 or that they wanted to send 'teens' to emphasize the dystopia#but like. they also wrote sex scenes in friendsim. and despite 18 being Legal adulthood. imo it wouldve been cooler to NOT have teens there#(TO CLARIFY. IM NOT SAYING THE FRIENDSIM WRITERS ARE WEIRD FOR THIS OR ANYTHING. 18-19YROLDS DO IN FACT HAVE SEX)#(i just personally think. it would have been cooler and slightly less uncomfortable. for me personally)#although. there is thematic importance in the fact that everyone onplanet is teen or younger. that i do like#BUT STILL. ten was right there!#op#hsmeta
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always veryy amusing to see how annoyed Neil gets whenever Aaron acknowledges Andrew and Neil's relationship even if it's just with a glance to sus them out. because wow. hypocritical ass bitch you literally completely upended his relationship and then got mad at him for responding with anger but when he so much as LOOKS between you and Andrew you start grumbling about wanting to put your fist through his face?with a heart full of affection for Neil and his relationship: I'd be lying if i said it's not gleefully satisfying to watch the tables slowly turn to give Aaron an upper hand.
#their relationship isn't even close to the hatred and enmity that people think it is but wouldn't it be entertaining if it was.#even a little#aftg#neil josten#aaron minyard#also i think part of what makes neil so uncomfortable is that. he kind of knows what's coming. if aaron had responded to the relationship#with disgust or hatred or whatever‚ it wouldve been easier for neil to ignore it. but aaron is instead contemplating and analyzing and it's#making neil squirm because well. turned tables and all that#mine aftg
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like guys i promise im aware blossomfall is meant to be a glass child. i just think she’s a poorly written one lmao
#tbh thats why my feelings on her are so strong. its a delicate topic for kids but time and time again#its been handled extremely poorly and just used as an excuse to hate disabled people#i think my exhaustion with these stories is bc they were sorta shoved down my throat by the school board growing up#because they heard ‘’wow you got TWO autistic brothers??? your life must SUCK ASS AND BALLS have this book abt how autism ruins families’’#wow cool i feel so much better guys. both about the ableism my family faces in general and about my undiagnosed autism#if i had to think. and i havent read this in forever so i could be misremembering. i think a decent example of a glass child trope#is the sister from ‘’wonder’’ (the book. idk what the movie did)#because while she’s an important character who struggles with internalized ableism#the focus is still on auggie and HIS struggles with his own disability and the ableism he faces as a result#and the sister isnt demonized for her feelings but she does still have to grapple with them#and accept her situation and that no one is at fault or anything. its just a consequence of an ableist society more than anything#again. been forever and ever since i read that book and iirc it does still have iffy shit like the one chapter on genetics#like to this day that sticks out as an uncomfortable chapter and idk if i can say its fantastic rep bc of that#but idk. i remember liking it fine as a kid#i always appreciated books that tried to get into multiple perspectives on the issues#also this is just me and ik it goes against the definition of the term#but man. kinda wish we’d get a glass child character thats also disabled and their disability is undiagnosed or ignored#for the sake of only prioritizing their sibling and bc they have to be ‘’the perfect abled child’’#because thats my story lol#wasnt allowed to be disabled or imperfect or need help because being a third disabled kid wouldve been too much
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i mean this in a non-threatening way but i feel like alex kapranos has the vibe of someone who would have been in the 27 club under different circumstances
#idk man. he just gives off the energy of someone who wouldve lived fast and died young if his world success had come 10 years earlier#it's probably bc listening to the doors has made me notice a lot of similarities in sound and image. alex kapranos is like diet jim morriso#honestly im shocked i never saw that comparison made before bc to me they are sooo similar. peace frog literally sounds like ychismb era ff#anyway since then ive been thinking about ff again in a semi-uncomfortable amount so. whatever#franz ferdinand#alex kapranos#just jokes guys. if it's unclear
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#I MEAN. I LIKE GIRLS. RIGHT. WHY DOES THIS FEEL SO WEIRD. I HAVE HAD ONE(1) CRUSH BEFORE AND THAT WAS A GUY.MAYBE BECAUSE OF THAT? BUT THEN#NOW WHENI THINK ABT IT WAS ONLY HOW HE LOOKED. ESPECIALLYY HIS EYES AND HE HAD VERY UHHH DRAWABLE FEATURES. DOES THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE#THINKING OF IT...I NEVER EVEN LIKE THOUGHT ABT CONFESSING OR DATING OR EVEN TALKING WITH HIM....I actively avoided even thinking about it#at that time i thought that was because in a way i was guilty of having those feelings for him considering we barely had interactedand it f#felt weirdly creepy thinking of osmeone that way without their knowledge(??)#now i still retain some of that sentiment but also...was i really romantically or sexually attracted to him at all?#when i see people and actors and characters online i do find them hot but irl...do I really want that sort of thing?#whenver i read stories of romance and close friendships too i aways want to have those in mmy life. but#like okay romance aside...even in friendships i.i just can't do them?#i like helping people and i o enjoy having casula conversations i like being nice to people too nut#but it. it feels sort of suffocating to be close to people emotionally?#i dnt know how to put it but there's always a limit after which it starts feeling weird. i want close strong bonds with people but ifeel so#uncomfortable when it starts happening.so many people around me love me in all different forms but o i really love them all back in the sam#intensity? I think I can only say that for my parents. my friends...i don't know.#do i really care about them asmuch as they care about me?#i do a lot of things...i say a lot of things that can only be said if i cared about the other person honestly and earnestly..#but. butto me it really feels like it isnt that deep#these ats of servic don't come from my heart nor my head#i just. do them because...i don't evenknow..that's just my response...i really dont think anything of it.#i don'tknw. this is all so stressful i wish icould just do whatever i ahve to do for a day interacting with peopel andleavingeverything beh#behind when icome home. but then it feelsso lonely but being around people also makes me feeluncomfortable when i try to establish bonds wi#them.#i don't knwo i wish i never gto close to them in first place.....life wouldve been so much easier
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That's Owen's sketch done... I am now one step closer to getting 50% done (cuz colouring, rendering, then background...) Maybe I'm close to getting 25% done actually...
#aria rants#well at least am done with the base sketch next up would be details AND THEN!!! COLOURING!!! gah...#am also staring at it rn and realized that id need to adjust his back... GAH orz... ill adjust that tomorrow...#also the amount of times i adjusted cains neck was so ridiculous that i didnt actually need to anyway#CUZ OWENS HAND WILL BE ON IT orz... well... at least... i know how to do that right in the future without struggling much...#that owen pose made me struggle way more than cains during the first sketch and honestly im SO HAPPY#that i manage to do it in a way that i first wanted and all it took is just severing his hand. when in doubt-- cut off a limb#i needed to get owens hand as close as possible to cains face but i couldnt figure it out without moving his entire body closer#and honestly the outcome wouldve been owen kissing cains nose which is pretty neat of a pose but i think i prefer one#where hes just so uncomfortably close to cains face like that. id go for the kissing pose if i could make it so that#owen gets to kiss a place close to cains left eye (or kiss the eye itself) cuz hes creepy like that and also-- caiowe...
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finally got the new desk set up in my room and cleaned out my dresser nd closet (had barely touched anything in there for Literal Years cuz of how much of a mess they were). feels surreal
#we still gotta figure out a new chair situation cuz the one ive been using#is Not Good its this awful office chair my dad had since before i was even born and its the most uncomfortable thing ever#also theres still a lot in my room that needs to be cleaned…….namely everything on top of the dresser XD#nd i gotta sort out a lot of my closet still ive been using it to store all my art n stuff for years its piled up so much stuff#that ive been meaning to get more organized AND scanned since its just. so much theres no real way i could take all of it#whenever i end up moving out.. i want to be able to still look back on it even if its not all physical#i found some goofy stuff while throwing out these old binders frm middle school i might post em#inquisitivewaltz.txt#realizing as im typing this out its a little. silly that this feels like such a big accomplishment#my rooms been fucking disgusting and an absolute mess for years now and im not very good at taking care of. well anything#so little stuff like this feels sorta relieving like. im kind of getting my life together in some sorta way#idk#oh wait also we didnt end up having to move as much as originally expected which im#pretty happy about i was really reluctant abt getting the new desk purely cuz itd completely alter the layout of my room#….which isnt very good rn but i didnt want to have to deal w the new thing i know for a fact what my parents had planned wouldve been worse#also the new desk has shelves so have more room to put shit and itll hopefully be actually more organized instead of#just throwing things onto my dresser and forgetting it even existed in the first place becuz it gets completely buried by everythint else
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How do you feel about us shipping your AU characters? /genq
being romance-adverse and aromantic, i would prefer people not to :') however i'm a big fan of platonic and queerplatonic ships because those are heavily underrepresented in fandoms
#birdhouse inquiries#anon tag#thank you for asking i wouldve been really uncomfortable if someone did it without asking first
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Looking at Sunny Starscout screenshots on Pinterest and crying because she's literally so perfect 🥺💗 The cutest little horse to have ever horsed, one might even call her a little pony... (altough you'll find she's actually of average height). But yeah Sunny is like actually my favorite pony period. I will stand by this I love G4 as much as the next guy but Sunny is so precious to me! I wish they'd use her character more like come on I want to see her more in mym 😭 (I love her quite a lot in tyt though) But yeah she's so great she's really interesting to me and cute and funny and I would love to be friends with her 💕💕💕
#little appreciation rant#I feel like she deserves it#shes adorable come on#I cant even explain it well I think of her making a bad joke and laughing about it and I just want to cry its so endearing#just so many things about her are so interesting#shes excited and bubbly and confident but also you can sense how shes been effected by her lonely youth and losing her dad#i say all in all she handled it really great#but stuff like her ignoring zipps concerns. not wanting to be an alicorn. being uncomfortable with being apart from her friends#stuff like that#can clearly be traced back to insecurities that she probably doesnt even realize#but also small things like her being a bit of a history nerd and being very idealistic but at the same time shes a bit oblivious and naive#I know that sounds like pointing out flaws but I think its so fun!! I love those things about her!!#and I doubt most of it was even intentional which I guess wouldve been nice if they fleshed this stuff out more#but it doesnt change the fact that I live her so so much#mlp g5#sunny starscout#mlp
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Imagine being like one of miquella's close assistants during haligtree era and somehow the conversation ends up converging towards the role of empyreanhood and ascension and he's like "ah... godhood... indeed.... alas to become a lord i shall find a consort... if i could i would have made malenia consort, for we have already been one several times, and perhaps in birth too, but alas her fellow empyrean natures doesn't permit it" and you're standing there being like "did this guy just admit he fucks his sister"
#malmiq#sorry been acting extremely craycray lately. brainrot be like that tho#anw i have said this already but i think that like. their relationship started when they were reaaallyy young to cope with their loneliness#and it got willfully ignored by the others around them because addressing it wouldve been uncomfortable#they probably don't even considerate themselves two separate people from each other like one soul three people#(yeah i include t/rina here too)#i also think that the truth about their parents would have also made that feeling deeper#esp because they are the mirror image of their opposite sex parents#they'd be all like 'oh we are them reborn. but unlike them we'll do this right'#never grew up from that codependency. which imo fits the miq eternal childhood thing and mal's speech patterns#being kinda childish in the jp text (iirc)#also bitter irony that like the leaders of the more decent faction in the shattering were. like that#and the fact that it doesn't even impact their kindness 😭
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man i wish i could send heat seeking torpedos to peoples houses
#had someone write a review about me making them “uncomfortable” because i was talking to their kid in our kid play area. yeah. totally-#-adult of you to write a review but not actually fucking say anything to me#super fucking cool#because now i'm sitting here fucking thinking everyone thinks of me like that and i've already been shitting on myself lately. super-#-fucking cool thanks for that thanks for being an adult and telling my boss instead of me cunt. if you had told me i wouldve left your-#-fucking kid alone but now i'm having a fucking brain shit because of you thanks. thanks for that real fucking cool#barking out loud
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