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tiktok is not allowed to talk about the hunger games anymore actually because why did i just see a comment saying that young snow would’ve been in love with katniss. and why were people agreeing with their WHOLE CHESTS
#like how do you miss a point that fucking bad#literally the only reason he was interested in lucy gray at all was bc of the trust she put in him n the idea of having power over her#like that isn’t to say he had no feelings at all but they were very superficial and any time she displayed autonomy or independence from hi#it made him mad and jealous and possessive and annoyed at her#and it was so well done aka uncomfortable to rea#*read#which he wouldn’t have been able to entertain at all with katniss#she wouldve made him so MAD#again coming back to the lucy gray is more like peeta than she is katniss concept#tiktok users look past the pretty face for One Second challenge (level: impossible)#the hunger games#/astro posts
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ok. question.
ortega ended up hallucinating sidestep after they "died", but sidestep doesnt know about that. they know it got bad, but never the full extent of how their death affected them. so if your sidestep Did learn, if they found out ortega looked for them in every little piece they could, would that change anything for your sidesteps? would their relationship with ortega be any different?
#pulp speaks#Am i thinking of my “ortega sees sidestep posthb” fic again? perhaps#shameless plug btw yall should read it its called 'seen' on ao3 and i still like it#but anyway the important bits: ive been thinking about it with my sidesteps and its really interesting to me how different they are#but theyre all some variation of “i didnt know you /cared/”#caine is. uncomfortable with the idea#i genuinely dont know why but i do know that in the end their feelings on the matter are “whats done is done and im back now” with a small#“ill try not to leave again” mixed in#meanwhile cyrus is a deer in headlights over it#itd be way worse if he learned it when they met again- i feel like if he learned ortega was still that attached he wouldve left and never-#-come back. he would still want to Now but hes too tangled in his relationships and ortega is his /friend/ and leaving would just explode i#-his face‚ god Damnit ortega you son of a bitch‚ he shouldve just run. you werent supposed to drag him into caring about people again.#cecilia would have mixed feelings about it. i think shed resonate with it a lot for reasons she doesnt want to face#but it would also hit her like a goddamn Truck that he chose to move on/replace her rather than try get her back and its easier to get mad-#-about that than question her own feelings. but also maybe she could use this to her advantage? maybe this time he knows theres always a-#-chance hell come back for her next time. maybe. shes hoping there wont be a next time.#cynthias an interesting case because shes in love with ortega. deeply. but ortega /never came for her/ when she /promised/ and cynthia-#-is still furious about it#ortega hallucinated her in death but she couldnt put the pieces together and go looking herself? she cared enough to look for her but-#-not enough to save her?#she would still end up settling on bitterness for abandoning her but the information would shake her to her core#anyway. i think ortega should be used as a squeaky toy 👍#caine lynzal#cyrus becker#cecilia rider#cynthia garcia#ortega#sidestep#fhr
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started making left-handed drawing attempts here and there because I can’t fucking take it anymore
#this took an hour which is absolutely ridiculous.#if it was my right it wouldve been 15 -20 min#however i do actually like how it came out compared to…previous attempts#god it feels so uncomfortable to hold the pen to write and draw in my left#ive got holding and moving everyday things with my left down pretty well but actual mark making is a different story#cran draws tag#lias/#sketchins#opposite hand drawing#colour sketchins#opposite hand cran draws tag
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probably for the best that dipper is the one who poured over the journal instead of mabel, she would've clocked the situationship vibes radiating off those pages in a second
#text#ford wouldve had to answer even more uncomfortable questions lmao#billford#gravity falls#can you tell I've been reading journal 3
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I'm always behind on the readings necessary to understand what the mutuals are talking about. Anyway reading Death in Venice today because I'm still ill and also something happened to the nerve(?) in my neck so now every little movement hurts
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i mean this in a non-threatening way but i feel like alex kapranos has the vibe of someone who would have been in the 27 club under different circumstances
#idk man. he just gives off the energy of someone who wouldve lived fast and died young if his world success had come 10 years earlier#it's probably bc listening to the doors has made me notice a lot of similarities in sound and image. alex kapranos is like diet jim morriso#honestly im shocked i never saw that comparison made before bc to me they are sooo similar. peace frog literally sounds like ychismb era ff#anyway since then ive been thinking about ff again in a semi-uncomfortable amount so. whatever#franz ferdinand#alex kapranos#just jokes guys. if it's unclear
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does anyone have any toxic caitvi content PLEASE I'm BEGGING here. no cute moments or cuddles or whatever I want them to rip each other to shreds. I want them to throw shit at each other. I want vi to call cait a bitch to her face. where is it
#I was so sure caitvi was gonna be toxic in season 2 but no it's was just full of vaguely uncomfortable power dynamics#which I wouldve been all for if the series didn't imply cait having so much systemic power was good for the relationship actually#arcane#caitvi#toxic caitvi#gonna make that a tag for myself
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#I MEAN. I LIKE GIRLS. RIGHT. WHY DOES THIS FEEL SO WEIRD. I HAVE HAD ONE(1) CRUSH BEFORE AND THAT WAS A GUY.MAYBE BECAUSE OF THAT? BUT THEN#NOW WHENI THINK ABT IT WAS ONLY HOW HE LOOKED. ESPECIALLYY HIS EYES AND HE HAD VERY UHHH DRAWABLE FEATURES. DOES THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE#THINKING OF IT...I NEVER EVEN LIKE THOUGHT ABT CONFESSING OR DATING OR EVEN TALKING WITH HIM....I actively avoided even thinking about it#at that time i thought that was because in a way i was guilty of having those feelings for him considering we barely had interactedand it f#felt weirdly creepy thinking of osmeone that way without their knowledge(??)#now i still retain some of that sentiment but also...was i really romantically or sexually attracted to him at all?#when i see people and actors and characters online i do find them hot but irl...do I really want that sort of thing?#whenver i read stories of romance and close friendships too i aways want to have those in mmy life. but#like okay romance aside...even in friendships i.i just can't do them?#i like helping people and i o enjoy having casula conversations i like being nice to people too nut#but it. it feels sort of suffocating to be close to people emotionally?#i dnt know how to put it but there's always a limit after which it starts feeling weird. i want close strong bonds with people but ifeel so#uncomfortable when it starts happening.so many people around me love me in all different forms but o i really love them all back in the sam#intensity? I think I can only say that for my parents. my friends...i don't know.#do i really care about them asmuch as they care about me?#i do a lot of things...i say a lot of things that can only be said if i cared about the other person honestly and earnestly..#but. butto me it really feels like it isnt that deep#these ats of servic don't come from my heart nor my head#i just. do them because...i don't evenknow..that's just my response...i really dont think anything of it.#i don'tknw. this is all so stressful i wish icould just do whatever i ahve to do for a day interacting with peopel andleavingeverything beh#behind when icome home. but then it feelsso lonely but being around people also makes me feeluncomfortable when i try to establish bonds wi#them.#i don't knwo i wish i never gto close to them in first place.....life wouldve been so much easier
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How do you feel about us shipping your AU characters? /genq
being romance-adverse and aromantic, i would prefer people not to :') however i'm a big fan of platonic and queerplatonic ships because those are heavily underrepresented in fandoms
#birdhouse inquiries#anon tag#thank you for asking i wouldve been really uncomfortable if someone did it without asking first
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Do you ever think about how V1 is one of the machines with the least amount of personality shown in game to the point that people will say it canonically doesn't feel any emotion or that it doesn't care for people. While I think part of it is people seeing what little bits of personality we get from them (calling a random skeleton they found Hank and coming up with a made up family connection between them and the skeleton on Ferryman's ship) as non-canonical because it doesn't fit their views of V1 I also honestly think another part of it is that MOST machines don't show a lot of personality outside their terminal data entries (which V1 doesn't have) or their boss fight intros (which V1 also doesn't have). You can see V2 being polite and bowing before fight V1 and you can read about its purpose and how it differs from V1 in its terminal entry, but V1 gets none of that because V1 is the player character.
They're also constantly fighting other machines and husks and demons all in an effort to not die from lack of fuel or simply being killed by others. That doesn't leave a lot of time for a personality to develop, especially when you consider V1 was only activated right as the game started. It had no time to be around humans, it had no time to exist and be itself and develop a personality like V2 or the others did. It was immediately thrust into Hell and told to kill.
Just like how some people have a skewed version of Gabriel in their head that is solely a whiny pathetic mess when the only reason he acts like that in canon is because he was defeated for the first time ever (by someone who is so beneath him power wise that Hakita compared it to being beaten by an ant) which resulted in him essentially being sentenced to death by the council. That is not Gabriel's default state, its him after having suffered immense pain and suffering and burdened with the knowledge he is going to die if he doesn't kill V1. We've also never seen V1 in a normal, stable environment. We've only seen V1 struggling for resources and a ticking clock counting down to their demise.
A lot of people see also V1 as not caring about either Gabriel or any of the people around them, but I think considering the circumstances it cares a surprising amount. While it does decide some the text in books is irrelevant and tosses them aside it still picks them up and reads them, all while its slowly getting closer to death every moment its not out fighting. They allow their enemies (Gabriel, Minos, Sisyphus) to talk and explain things before fighting them. It may not speak or react to many things but like Swordsmachines terminal data says most machines got rid of their ability to vocalize to better conserve resources. I think the fact they're wasting precious time and resources on hearing people out or reading about their stories does show an innate sense of curiosity for the place they found themselves in.
#i think abt v1 a lot.#if u couldnt tell#i think the reason i get a bit bugged by people saying v1 doesnt care or it CANT feel anything is because like. they make it out to be a#bad thing or imply v1 is a bad person BECAUSE they dont feel#also just because it doesnt express it doesnt mean it doesnt feel#it might just be the fact i struggle w empathy sometimes and so im always a bit uncomfortable when people make having no empathy out to be#a bad thing.#and sometimes i wonder if people think because it killed v2 that its bad/evil/doesnt care. but v2 DID attack it first#and all the machines are competing over resources and trying to kill each other over them. if v1 didnt kill v2 then v2 wouldve killed THEM#and v2s first arm doesnt fit their design and may have been taken from another machine they killed before. same w their second arm#and theyve needed blood to survive in hell this entire time. i just wonder why people make a big deal out of v1 killing v2 when v2 has#possibly killed a lot of machines as well to both defend themselves and to survive?#judging by the fact it attacked first i doubt v1 is the first machine its tried to kill#idk. i think im just rambling at this point sorry
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Looking at Sunny Starscout screenshots on Pinterest and crying because she's literally so perfect 🥺💗 The cutest little horse to have ever horsed, one might even call her a little pony... (altough you'll find she's actually of average height). But yeah Sunny is like actually my favorite pony period. I will stand by this I love G4 as much as the next guy but Sunny is so precious to me! I wish they'd use her character more like come on I want to see her more in mym 😭 (I love her quite a lot in tyt though) But yeah she's so great she's really interesting to me and cute and funny and I would love to be friends with her 💕💕💕
#little appreciation rant#I feel like she deserves it#shes adorable come on#I cant even explain it well I think of her making a bad joke and laughing about it and I just want to cry its so endearing#just so many things about her are so interesting#shes excited and bubbly and confident but also you can sense how shes been effected by her lonely youth and losing her dad#i say all in all she handled it really great#but stuff like her ignoring zipps concerns. not wanting to be an alicorn. being uncomfortable with being apart from her friends#stuff like that#can clearly be traced back to insecurities that she probably doesnt even realize#but also small things like her being a bit of a history nerd and being very idealistic but at the same time shes a bit oblivious and naive#I know that sounds like pointing out flaws but I think its so fun!! I love those things about her!!#and I doubt most of it was even intentional which I guess wouldve been nice if they fleshed this stuff out more#but it doesnt change the fact that I live her so so much#mlp g5#sunny starscout#mlp
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Imagine being like one of miquella's close assistants during haligtree era and somehow the conversation ends up converging towards the role of empyreanhood and ascension and he's like "ah... godhood... indeed.... alas to become a lord i shall find a consort... if i could i would have made malenia consort, for we have already been one several times, and perhaps in birth too, but alas her fellow empyrean natures doesn't permit it" and you're standing there being like "did this guy just admit he fucks his sister"
#malmiq#sorry been acting extremely craycray lately. brainrot be like that tho#anw i have said this already but i think that like. their relationship started when they were reaaallyy young to cope with their loneliness#and it got willfully ignored by the others around them because addressing it wouldve been uncomfortable#they probably don't even considerate themselves two separate people from each other like one soul three people#(yeah i include t/rina here too)#i also think that the truth about their parents would have also made that feeling deeper#esp because they are the mirror image of their opposite sex parents#they'd be all like 'oh we are them reborn. but unlike them we'll do this right'#never grew up from that codependency. which imo fits the miq eternal childhood thing and mal's speech patterns#being kinda childish in the jp text (iirc)#also bitter irony that like the leaders of the more decent faction in the shattering were. like that#and the fact that it doesn't even impact their kindness 😭
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man i wish i could send heat seeking torpedos to peoples houses
#had someone write a review about me making them “uncomfortable” because i was talking to their kid in our kid play area. yeah. totally-#-adult of you to write a review but not actually fucking say anything to me#super fucking cool#because now i'm sitting here fucking thinking everyone thinks of me like that and i've already been shitting on myself lately. super-#-fucking cool thanks for that thanks for being an adult and telling my boss instead of me cunt. if you had told me i wouldve left your-#-fucking kid alone but now i'm having a fucking brain shit because of you thanks. thanks for that real fucking cool#barking out loud
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and today in "why is fandom so antisemitic" just blocked two more followers in my sideblog, which makes it about 10 of what would have been almost 35 followers over a couple months. because the "all israelis are evil" bs is really big in mcyt circles.
also haven't watched the new season of hc because I don't want to touch the fandom anymore and enjoying things alone isn't as fun when you know there's a fandom. but also the fandom is full of people that wish I was dead so I dont want to be there either. which means right now the only things in my life are the jewish bloggers I follow (love yall) and doing daily challenges in microsoft solitaire. and university ig but it's the weekend and Im trying not to think about my homework rn
also gave up and made a "btw Im israeli plz stop following me if u want me dead" post on the sideblog. hope it works ig.
#its also wild bc I do fandom art on that blog and people love it#even my dad thought it was awesome enough to commission me for his own work stuff once! thats awesome#I got paid for the art I did for him with a merch hoodie from the fandom#and I love it and I love the art I did and I love the original content its based on.#but I cant even watch the new season without thinking about how I want to liveblog but cant because liveblogging attracts attention#and fandom attention scares me now. half a year ago I worked nonstop to get any amount of positive attention in the fandom#I stopped family dinners to watch new episodes and liveblog half an hour after the sessions were out to get people to see my posts#and now. I want none of that#a month or so ago I joined the community discord. the people were so nice to me#and then I went to the vent channel. bc someone mentioned there's i/p stuff in there. its all anti-israel#to the point I felt uncomfortable staying there despite never saying a word about where I'm from beforehand. almost felt unsafe to be there#just... that fandom prides itself on trying so hard to be wholesome and safe after the dsmp fandom ended up so toxic#and here they are wishing I was never born#because I never would have been born if not for this country. my grandparents on my dads side met in the resistance against the british#my parents met at uni. they never wouldve met if not for this country#I wouldnt be alive if not for this country and while I dont like the government I love this country so much#Im just so sad#ישראבלר
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baizhu x diluc >:3
meow :3
#beeep#query#i had a bad uhhh third impression? is that a thing#with this one#cus my first impression was 1. oh fun thats a neat crackship :) 2. oh fuck did i miss baizhu content on one of my breaks this is all over#twitter??????#(i did not there was just one guy who introduced me to it that had also made a bot)#and then i was like (second impression) well sure i'll give it a shot#and then i saw the content that was being promoed and i was like. im still giving this a shot but some of this is making me uncomfortable a#hell..... but i didnt say anything cus it wasnt Asked for yknow like. no need to be rude if people arent Asking you to#(like right now)#anyway then that same sort of stuff kept going for a while and some of it was fine and good and others were like oh god what the fuck why i#this good to you....#and now that baizhu is out and has more canon info its much better#there was a lot of manipulative/bad intentions baizhu or like. femme fatale baizhu?#and that made me rly uncomfy bc there wasnt any indication for that#it was basically just. long haired crop top guy + the voice andthen running with stereotypes#plus it often seemed sooo unbalanced like. less about two guys in a relationship and more. idk. like baizhu wasnt a Character there. he was#just a generic Sexy Guy for diluc to be desperately obsessed with#so a few months ago these answers wouldve included a lot more of eeeggghhhhh but now that the baizhluc enjoyer(s) have been moving away fro#that old dynamic its settling down in my opinions as cute :> altho i wish a certain someone wouldnt be keeping the headcanons as secret dms#(cough cough x*****a)(because im a wimp and don't wanna be too nosy yet)#this might seem like i should add could write essays about it but this isnt essays and i cant write. salute emoji.
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maybe i should've gone to the fucking senior sunrise. jesus christ:/
#literally it is full of people i do not want to be around#but a lot of my friends r going... and my parents are out and my sister is out partying and im just at home . like what the fuck#normally this wouldn't bother me bcs i genuinely dislike 60% of the people there and ik i wouldve been uncomfortable#but at least i would be out of the house#julian.txt
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