#also just because it doesnt express it doesnt mean it doesnt feel

[spaghetti-number1rated1997]

hey!! I really really liked this, and I wanted to jot down some things that I liked!!

i figured it'd be a little under a thousand words.. but I seemed to underestimate how much I enjoyed this!! so, here's a (n almost 3k word) review written in 2 days of covid induced rambling (this is a lie I would ramble anyway.)

Anyway, the review starts.. now!

Okaoraraok OK OK!!

.review time.. I really liked this which means i just want to write down my thoughts and not use grammar (and also that ive already made atleast 4 other people watch it)!! You have been warned!! :P (prepare for lots of double exclamation marks..)

~0:03 – let me just start by saying HOLY SHIT THE BACKGROUNDS IN THIS

THE PATTERNING IS BEAUTIFUL

THE COLORS COMPLIMENT EACH OTHER AND BLEND SO NICELY THERE IS ATTENTION TO DETAIL EVERYWHERE!! LIKE HOLY SHIT–

Also!! I love the way burr’s little cuff ruffle is animated <3 its so silly ^^

~0:12 – ONCE AGAIN, THE BACKGROUND!! (this will be repeated a lot, so brace yourselves!!)  I love love love the carpet and all the books/documents stacked on it!! Also!!! The trim on the desk and the walls is so nice!! Really spruces it up!!

~0:14 ..background– IS VERY NICE!! The curtains slightly ajar, the books stacked up nicely against each other at justtttt different heights!! More documents!! Just– the life in the room!!

Also!! Burr’s face here is so expressive!! His slow opening of the newspaper at the beginning, and his slow reading turns to just him  SLAMMING down the paper, and you can feel his anger! His swift, exaggerated movement conveys his emotions so well!! And his eyes!! Truly windows to the soul in this!! All the micro expressions his eyes do alone is fantastic!! Not to mention the growing scowl across his face for an extra touch!!

~0:19 – the horse here is so fluid!! And the wheels move at just the right speed!! Also also!! Haha, background!! The lighting on the left contrasting the right draws your attention and adds some variety!!

~0:26 – IDC IF ITS JUST DOORS, I LOVE THE PATTERNING!! The slightly uneven trim and the diagonal patterning is just– so nice!! And!! And~!! Burr’s dramatic double door entrance and  sassy little shoulder shrug >>> i love him so much alkjrwawjrl;

~0:29 all the people and their shadows!! The different hairstyles!! The different suit styles!! There is so much effort evident in this!! And the colors blend together so so nicely!! The palette is truly beautiful!! Not to mention the background!! The candle holders, the trim, the open liquor cabinet and entrance door that are a darker shade that draw your attention!! And burr being the only true cool color (the greens are all yellow-ish or highly muted)!! His purple contrast!! Aww snap!!

~0:32 ok!! Ok!! This is one of my favorite backgrounds (besides the beginning offices because those were peak)! I just want to say I absolutely LOVE, ADORE, APPRECIATE, and whatever other synonyms there are the patterning. The crossing subtle yellow and orange lines on the table cloth add SO MUCH. the slightly uneven floor boards ground the scene!! The INTENSITY OF THE SHADOWS!! OH MAN!!

~ 0:35 oh boy here he is!! His moonwalk!! His shadow!! His expression!! Oh boy he’s killing it!! Hes the life of the party (set to die within the next week :3) – also, burr’s hunched over conveys his discontentment, and his watching of hamilton emotionlessly shows he’s trying not to react, because hamilton isnt. But he wants hamilton to react. and – oooh boy~!!

0:42 yes. This frame. Its so short, but its so magnificent. The posing!! The vibrance and emphasis of hamilton compared to everyone else!! The distinct foreground that, while more vibrant than the things around it, doesnt detract from hamilton’s emphasis! The perspective!! The trim!! I love the trim in these backgrounds (prob cause i love trim/carving in real life too but ahaha im gonna keep mentioning it!) the different levels of detail based on how close they are to the cam!! The hair!! The hair!!!!!! The queues and bangs and aukrwl;aj;l I cant– and the suits and cravat styles!! So much care for this short segment!!

~0:43 ahh!! This background is simple but i find it really pretty! Just the fading pinks and diagnols and white trim!! Very cute :) – but more than that, theres burr’s expression!! His face is incredibly dynamic here, and I’d like to unpack it!! The narrowing of the eyes; like, seriously?? Are you really acting like this?? After what you;ve said? You have the nerve? Just conveys the emotion so well aughh. Next: the eye roll, bringing it further along. Like, I cant believe you (hamilton) would act like this. The stopping midway and turning to the wine. Like, if I’m not worth his effort he isnt worth mine (but please acknowledge it please ack–)

And then the glass back!! Because, he does care!! Its just chef’s kiss!!

Also, kinda off topic, but the attention to detail with his COLLAR SMOOSHING AS HE LOWERS IS HEAD!?!? OMGGGGG

~0:47 hamilton acknowledging everyone but burr must hurt– the fluidity of it too?? Short but DEFINETLY sweet!! And the little fluttering of his tailcoat (idk what it is, the bottom of his coat) is very nice :) 

~0:49 the expression!! Especially at the end! The gaping wide smile, the eyes closed in happy exclamation! The gesturing with his arms at uncontained excitement!! Rselaeaip

~0:50 burr’s face again!! You have such a knack for (or a lot of practice with) emotions!! The quick widening in shock and outrage of the eyes! The slamming of the glass because of his upsets! The sulking out!

~0:53 its small, but sweet! Everything is more muted than burr, yet hamilton still has his ✨emphasis✨also, trim :3

~ 0:55 sassy shrug 2.0!?!? Oh how you feed us so well!! And again, the expression! The lazy turn, the slight smile back into nonchalance! The turn back to his casual drinking charm/happiness!! Also, the slight slight animation in his hair when he laughs!! Oh man sjgosdgp

~1:04 the paper slamming against the desk!! The timing is so nice!!

~1:06 hamiltons sassy up/down look like, rlly? What is this? Idc fuck off burr :p and then his tentative “mm yeah dont care” grab of the of the paper

~1:09 straight to burr’s “motherfucker istg if you play dumb we can go right here right now” framing!! He;s taller than hamilton, but hamilton fills up more of the frame!! Its an attempt at intimidation, but hamilton doesnt care(?) and then! And then! Burr’s eyes! They squint slightly in contempt and he glares down at hamilton!! His mouth never quirking upwards, always straight or a downward curve! The continued just trying to look down upon ham irakpara – and then! The little head movement straight into the desk slam cuz burr is not happy rn.. And then he goes up again! For attempted leverage!

~1:21 oooh this bitch haha (also background!! Colors are so nice!! And the clock and lighter green segments!! Ooh!! And the window/window trim >>) anyway onto ham! His nonchalant expression which then very controlled-edly (idk) tight motions by his body and voice without emotion in contrast to burr’s “HAMILTON I’D LIKE TO PUSH YOU INTO THE HUDSON RIVER AND NOT LET YOU GET ABOVE THE WATER LINE!” 

~1:28 ahh the paper crumpling as it hits the paperweight! Small details!

~1:30 his (ham’s) going in to condescendingnesss oooo boy

And burr’s framing above hamilton yet out of frame at the same time ar;rpkar

~1:35 FRAMING FRAMING OOH IM IN LOVE hamilton leisure and burr’s attempt at leverage ahahaha!!  And you can see burr’s pissed off breathing!!

~1:39 his (burr’s) defeated hunch > we aint going anywhere at this rate! His little push off the desk as he walks by!! <3 his walk cycle and lip synch ar;j;oaprkl

~1:46 his little sit at the desk i love this old man! Ham being forced to look up at burr BUT HE DOESNT EVEN LOOK AT HIM!! OH BOY!!

~1:50 THIS!! THESE FRAMES!! BURR’s FINALLY GOT FRAMING THAT REALLY BENEFITS HIM!! ALLOWS HIM TO BE HIGHER THAN HAMILTON! “BETTER” THAN HAMILTON! AND HAMILTON DOES FINALYL LOOK!! BURR GETS HIS UPPER HAND IN HERE!!

~1:53 (burrs lip sync) hamilton’s “indifference,” yet still moving to track burr.. <3

~1:59 HIS LITTLE JUMP OFF THE DESK TEEHEE IDK WHY BUT ITS SO ✨✨ and his slight slump as he walks out!! And hamilton’s expression tightening slightly as burr leaves!! I love this segment so much just cause of burr’s little desk jump hehehe and the tail of his coat going up too cause of physics alrfiajfors

~2:06 ooh! The guns are so nice! All the parts! And the care into the gun’s case! The detail of the cloth (im assuming) to polish it because these scenes have so more life!! The emblem on the top of the case! And the CUFFS I LOVE REVOLUTIONARY CUFFS!! The ruffles and the buttons and the hand’s anatomy are so nice!! And the clothes’ wrinkles too. Plus!! The coat’s box pattern!! And the case’s pattern!! I really love all the slight patterns in this!! Adds such a nice touch!

~2:08 i wanna write the sound work separately but the clicking of the gunshere is so nice!! Also Pendleton(?, or van ness idk who gave out the guns)’s hat here is so nice looking, I CANNOT draw a tricorn from any angle but ¾!! And burr’s gun spin hehe hes so silly! And hamilton grabbing the gun in his own way and just bringing it up!! Cuz they’re dif ppl! Oh!!

~2:10 the background is so pretty!! And its changed from the pastel warm colors of the cincinnati dinner to much more muted and cool colors with the change of atmosphere!! Walking is also very clean!! Augh! <3

~ 2:12 one of my fav parts!! Burr’s slow glance back before continuing his paces!!

~ 2:14 THE WALK AND CAM PAN IS SO SMOOTH!! LIKE DUDE HOLY SHIT! AND THE TURN AROUND IS!! SO FLUID!!! JUST KNOW I LIKE THIS PART A LOT AND DONT HAVE WORDS FOR IT!! 

~2:17 burr’s expression opening as he observes

~ 2:18 hamilton sassy ahh turn oh boy hes such a dick i love him (same w/ burr) and ham’s suit~!! The coat and the bow’d cravat and the COLLAR and the undershirt!! Oooooooooo man

~ 2:19 burr sighing cause hes like ‘it came to this (this would have been so much simpler if you chose me instead of Laurens </3)’ as he looks down

~ 2:22 oh!! Ham’s side being light and burr’s cast in shadow!! The lighter full tones for hamilton, and the darker cooler tones for burr!! Sooo nice!!

~ 2:24 the clicking noise is so nice idk why, and the slight, small movements for the trigger, so miniscule and controlled

~2:25 like it didnt even matter!! Ooh!! We dont know what really really happened with van ness’ (i just wrote van burr arika;as martin van buren x van ness x aaron burr ahh name) and burr’s and pendleton’s conflicting accounts! We do know there was a shot, and thats what happens!!

This was so good!!!!!! Like honestly!! Major props to you!!

I’m going to get a little into the VAs and sound effects because.. This is almost 2k words and i should be resting since I tested positive for covid.. But.. the VAs deserve a bit of praise too! (a lot, actually) 

anyway !! im gonna be more vague here but here it is!! Juan Sanchez and Andrew Mauret absolutely killed it btw!

(the beginning) – the ambience with the birds, the light quill scratching!! The heavy white noise, almost overshadowing everything but burr!!  I really love Andrew Mauret’s voice here!! The slightly somber tone with the almost sigh-like pausing quality fits burr so well!! 

(ashes of conviction) the crackling fire and slight pocket rustling!! Eee attention to detail!! And you can hear the newspaper as he opens it!! Especially the sounds of the paper being manhandled and slammed against the desk!! Adds so much!! Burrs long deep breath intake before he starts speaking >> i really just love the slow talking burr does!! Hes trying to be collected, but you can hear the slightly somber tone in his voice!! !!! (and then the key jingle as he walks out teehee)

The wheels clacking!! The horse breathing!!!!!! wow!! You can hear the door/carriage creak slightly as burr steps out!! The emotion on “thats where we met” too!! Props to the va!!

(part 1) the ambience of the music here is perfect! The slight knocking to door slam!! Burr’s slight shuffling noise for his soft steps!! The clink of cutlery around burr!! Hamilton’s more.. Clicky?? Steps!! The loud talking around burr as he stares! (also, ‘woohoo!!’ Gives me ‘im a general, whee!!’ vibes) then, the slight thunk of burr’s drink as he aggressively puts it down. Burr’s steps are louder now, more like hamiltons and less like his before, as he leaves the room.

Also, the “he didnt care, at all.” voice work is just– ooh! You can tell burr wants to be loud; but he isnt. He’s trying to stay in control and you can hear it.

(part 2) the faster talking in contrast to burr’s beginning for “and thats when I decided to speak with him, one. Last. time” really brings out that burr is getting more and more absolutely ticked off and failing to remain composed. hes almost breathless here, when before he took deep breaths and had a slow monolouge. And then the “EXPLAIN THESE!!!” is just such a contrast to his earlier talking!! Like he’s losing it!!

The slight ruffle of papers as hamilton shifts his arms. Hamilton VA, Sanchez, you make me hate him. In a good way. He’s so stuck up and nonchalant and just ooooh i want to punch him. The “meh, idc, burr go away” nonchalance of his first line is a GREAT first impression to his character speaking.

Burr still breathes deep before talking (where as a quirk of him or the va. It shows hes still the same person even if hes no longer composed), but now its not so he can have a slow chat but release his pent up emotion. The emphasis on “mister” as if Burr doesnt think hamilton is worthy of the title/pleasantry is gold as well. 

Back to ham. The just opened mouth click like “really?? :/ ur wasting my time” to the uninteresting seemingly put together as he goes explanation!!

The creak as he sits forward in his chair oarraetaer just attention to detail!! And then ham’s “so i won't explain further” is just so sassy!! Then the pause between “unless any’ and “precise” is just rubbing it in for burr!!

Burr’s sigh sounds so genuine. His anger is dropped, and he pauses more/is slower again, but hes still not calm. (also, all the sounds as they move quickly for their clothing moving against each other is just!! Wow!! The effort put into this project!!) and then!! The “however, i am disappointed..” line is so good!! Like, “alright. If you wanna be a condescending dick ill fight fire with fire.” its so well executed!!

And the emphasis on “your refusal” because burr thinks this is all hamilton’s fault!! Just golden!!!

(part 3) burr sounds.. Strong yet defeated at the same type. Like, its happened, and its gonna stay that way, but.. Did it have to? The pauses are now not for composure, but have a sad nature to them. And the pause around settled!!

The change of atmosphere in the music!! (and the grass steps sound nice :3) once again!! Sighs sound vv genuine!!

Then the pop of the gun and hearing it fizzling off and the lone bird call to end it. So quick and its over. Because, no matter how dramatic we may make it, (cough cough “legacy, what is a legacy? Its pl–”) a bullet flies quickly. The duel was over quickly. 

Theres more I want to say but I am NOT letting this get to 3k words 😭 Its almost there and just-- I have spent too much time writing this already instead of resting.. (Idk if i mentioned this but I am positive for covid rn)

Props to everyone who worked on this!! I cannot express how much I like this!! Its rooted in fact and there’s life around every corner!! In the eyes, in the voice, in the background, in the sound effects, in the framing, in the fluidity and timing of motion!! This was absolutely fantastic, incredible, magnificent, and just a true masterpiece!!

What a doomed day

[6-2-aestheticsofhate]

Do you ever think about how V1 is one of the machines with the least amount of personality shown in game to the point that people will say it canonically doesn't feel any emotion or that it doesn't care for people. While I think part of it is people seeing what little bits of personality we get from them (calling a random skeleton they found Hank and coming up with a made up family connection between them and the skeleton on Ferryman's ship) as non-canonical because it doesn't fit their views of V1 I also honestly think another part of it is that MOST machines don't show a lot of personality outside their terminal data entries (which V1 doesn't have) or their boss fight intros (which V1 also doesn't have). You can see V2 being polite and bowing before fight V1 and you can read about its purpose and how it differs from V1 in its terminal entry, but V1 gets none of that because V1 is the player character.

They're also constantly fighting other machines and husks and demons all in an effort to not die from lack of fuel or simply being killed by others. That doesn't leave a lot of time for a personality to develop, especially when you consider V1 was only activated right as the game started. It had no time to be around humans, it had no time to exist and be itself and develop a personality like V2 or the others did. It was immediately thrust into Hell and told to kill.

Just like how some people have a skewed version of Gabriel in their head that is solely a whiny pathetic mess when the only reason he acts like that in canon is because he was defeated for the first time ever (by someone who is so beneath him power wise that Hakita compared it to being beaten by an ant) which resulted in him essentially being sentenced to death by the council. That is not Gabriel's default state, its him after having suffered immense pain and suffering and burdened with the knowledge he is going to die if he doesn't kill V1. We've also never seen V1 in a normal, stable environment. We've only seen V1 struggling for resources and a ticking clock counting down to their demise.

A lot of people see also V1 as not caring about either Gabriel or any of the people around them, but I think considering the circumstances it cares a surprising amount. While it does decide some the text in books is irrelevant and tosses them aside it still picks them up and reads them, all while its slowly getting closer to death every moment its not out fighting. They allow their enemies (Gabriel, Minos, Sisyphus) to talk and explain things before fighting them. It may not speak or react to many things but like Swordsmachines terminal data says most machines got rid of their ability to vocalize to better conserve resources. I think the fact they're wasting precious time and resources on hearing people out or reading about their stories does show an innate sense of curiosity for the place they found themselves in.

[kerizaret]

I know i like to joke around that haha tsukasa scared of bugs haha funny loser, but please do remember and be mindful of people irl with fears that might seem silly or petty to you, because you never know how it truly makes them feel

[puddlesl1me]

Love that my body tells me it's time to sleep. Yes we know we get it you can stop moving my arms without my command.

...don't love so much when said method of alerting me makes it harder to sleep

[lewyn-martell]

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[you-hate-time-travel]

hm im filled with righteous hatred again. happening a lot latwly

[themyscirah]

I should make a post about how insane Diana being chosen as champion is at one point. Like yes ik in most versions it was an anonymous competition but like the sheer level of trust and hope and desire for reconciliation and peace that comes with that gesture is a so insane to me. Hippolyta the woman that you are...

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

yeah these guys were never friends and only see each other as coworkers

[nyxofdemons]

okay okay. now that ive got the complaining out of my system i do need to say. i recognize that expecting this show to be brilliant all the time is unfair and it IS important to recognize that its really fundamentally a small dark comedy spin off show. in fact i think one of the main reasons this show GETS so much hate is because the long wait between episodes builds up high expectations and fans want it to be amazing and groundbreaking the whole time (ive actually briefly mentioned this before. there's a whole essay in my drafts abt this rn)

all of that said. i WAS deeply disappointed by the episode unhappy campers, but i also recognize this is an episodic situational comedy show, and i'm not gonna hold it against the show or anything. this is very rambly i just. i think its very good and useful to be able to recognize that this show really can be hit or miss and you can be disappointed with it without having to devolve into critic and anti territory (i previously said i still thought it was a good episode, just not for me, but i have since changed my mind. i do think it was a bad episode actually. there were... crumbs? of it? that i thought were really good? but barely and even at this episode's best, NONE of it feels on par with the rest of the show. but again, expecting this show's best to be the STANDARD is not fair.)

i really don't know where i'm going with this i just want to point this out i guess bc i have never REALLY complained about this show before and i don't wanna come across as pessimistic or anti. but i don't think this was a good episode at all and that's alright

[smol-tired-binch-blog]

hate how im now at a point where im legit like kicking my legs and grinning like an idiot over fictional characters SEND HELP

[ittybittybumblebee]

i tend to struggle with believing like neurodivergency about myself often when i dont feel like i struggle enough. but i always reference in my head these times where im doing quite well in between the hard stuff. and when im doing quite well its always when im left to my own devices to do what i want. when im doing bad im very overwhelmed by stuff that makes me stressed that i Have to do

and i know this is common but sometimes its hard to contextualize in your own life you know. you have your own nuance thats different from other peoples. your own experiences can be generally common but are also quite specific

[computerpeople]

i kind of dont understandd a lot of the way people talk about asexuality

[celestialstarfall]

thinking about how the thing that makes humans so amazing and incredible and unique is also what isolates us the most. having this whole internal world that no one else will ever truly see or experience is something that means each of us contains multitudes - and yet no matter what we do, we live in there alone. understanding that, and knowing that, means we can open ourselves up to each other and invite each other in - but truly understanding ourselves and this human condition means we also understand how we're always just on a journey to connect to other. I am asking you to understand me and I am asking to understand you. I care about you and I love you and I want you to know my inner world and I want to connect with yours. there is a part inside us that will always by its very nature be disconnected and alone, but I will love you regardless.

[clandestineloki]

miguel o'hara x shy crybaby housewife!reader (p2)

part 2 to this

miguel rolls you over on your back and takes your wrists in his hand, kissing your fingers and smiling up at you

it may be a sincere, sweet smile, but you're very flustered because this is your very attractive husband mind you

and you're still blushing like a schoolgirl when he looks at you with hearts in his eyes!!

he laughs softly at your flustered expression, and he just makes you even more embarrassed by spreading ur thighs open and licking his lips.

and he eats you up literally bc he bites down on your thigh like ur a little bun of bread, with the chomp noise and all >:(

then he goes n leaves a huge bite like the vampire daddy he is and then kisses it better, leaving a hickey and riling you up n making you whine

he is so mean!! but hes also calling u a good little wife so u're feeling very floaty <33

then his hands knead ur breasts and you whimper, so sensitive after the bath to the point where a brush of his skin against yours makes you super wet between ur legs poor babyy

and miguel notices that and bites his lip. you're such a needy baby, aren't you, gatita?

u never wanna admit it, but that's okay, he'll just prove it by fucking you so good you go dumb <33

so he gets to work on the fountain of youth between your legs

licks a fat stripe up your cunt and makes you twitch and shiver

stay still, baby, he mumbles against ur pussy, lean back, let daddy enjoy his favorite dessert~

fuck you taste so sweet, gatita, you got daddy wrapped around your little finger, mm?

you really have no idea how sexy you are :((

he licks up all your juices and laughs when he feels your thighs shaking, and just keeps eating his lovely wife out like she's his last meal

then when he feels your little hole clenching down, just so desperate to be filled

he shoves two fingers in and grins when you scream in pleasure, coming as he curls his fingers up into your cunt as you squirt all over his face <3333

pulls his fingers away and licks up the mess on his hand

then he holds his fingers out to you like "wanna taste"

n you're like "eww no" and he bursts out laughing

"more for me then hahaha- ow! dont hit me gatita"

he's disgusting...ly charming omg

u turn on ur side facing away from him but he pushes u on your back again

did you think he was done with you?? oh no no

he sinks in, no more prep needed since he got u sooooo needy and even his teasing made you so flustered nd aroused

"ah, such a cute little plaything, letting me fuck her as i please, you like when i tease you dont you bebita<3"

you whimper and turn ur head away, but he goes no no babyy i wont tease anymore, my pretty wife just look at me please?~

you turn ur head back to him and he grins, thrusting even harder

"ahh that's it baby~" he grunts, pinning your wrists to the side and kissing your neck sloppily.

"d-daddy!" you whine, squirming under his weight and he laughs

"don't run from me, bebita, we both know your pretty pussy loves me, doesnt it~?"

and he rubs ur little clit and makes you scream and go dumb from bliss

then he goes even harder, overstimulating u, but when you can't hear him, he whispers so many sorrys and i love yous because he knows he doesnt deserve such a pretty little wife who lets him do whatever he wants with her :((

but he hears you slur out, "i love you" and he kisses you passionately, both his and your doubts gone because this moment is all you two needed to calm down

then he wraps the two of you up in the blankets in a spooning position and kisses you goodnight n cradles you in his arms

but not before he slips his cock in u again >:))

he makes you sleep that way cockwarming him

and as a reward u wake up to the feeling of him lazily thrusting into you <3

[cowboybeepboop]

Desire

“Anything you want, baby,” he murmurs, his voice strained with desire. “I’ll give you anything you want.”

Pairing: Jake “Hangman” Seresin x fem! Reader

Genre: Friends to lovers, romantic smut

Word count: 4.9k

Summary: Your feelings for Jake resurface after you tried to push them away, leading to an extremely intimate night with your best friend.

a/n: I really hope there's still an audience for Top Gun Maverick smut because I really loved writing for Hangman and Rooster. Also, I’m currently working on the requests in my inbox but as always feel free to send any my way! I hope you enjoy <3

You're best friends with Jake, in fact you're the only one who he doesn't seem to have an attitude with. Working at The Hard Deck allows you to see him even more frequently, which you truly enjoy.

You know not to get too attached to him, you know how he is with women, you know that given the chance he would simply fuck you and leave your life forever. So of course you’ve entirely given up on the chance of ever being anything more than just his friend, his best friend.

The doors swing open with Mav and his team bounding in, he greets Penny, glancing over at you as you lean over a table obviously lost in thought.

“What are all of you doing here? I’m not even open yet,” she starts to scold but Maverick brushes her comment off.

“I thought you could make an exception for us,” he shoots her a sly grin and she rolls her eyes. Hangman gives you a gentle pat on the back as he passes you, saying a soft hello.

Phoenix chuckles as she stands in front of you, “Hey Y/N,” you groan in response.

“Hey, bagman.” Phoenix addresses the blond who's standing at the pool table, “What's up with Y/N?” Hangman turns toward Phoenix and raises an eyebrow in response to her question. He didn't seem particularly interested in the conversation, but his attention was piqued nonetheless.

"Hm? Oh, Y/N? What about her?" he said, leaning against the pool table with a nonchalant tone.

“I mean, just look at her. She looks like she's got something on her mind.” she says, nodding in your direction. Their gazes fall on you, watching as you wipe the same place over and over. He approaches you with a frown on his face, clearly noticing your distracted state.

He stands in front of you, his arms folded across his chest, and observes you silently. "You look like you're in another world, sweetheart," he finally says in a low voice, tilting his head to get a better look at your face.

You glance up at him, letting out a soft sigh. “Yeah, something like that.” you mutter.

“Well, don't just say that and not give me the details.” he raises an eyebrow, watching the way you look away. Something was definitely on your mind, he could tell by the look on your face alone. He knew you all too well, and your usual mood was certainly not this solemn.

He leaned down a bit, making sure he was in your field of vision again, his arms still crossing his chest. “Come on, you can tell me. What's going on?” he prodded, a hint of concern in his voice.

“It’s nothing,” your expression softens as you toss the rag into the red bucket under the counter.

“Oh, really now?” he says with a doubtful tone. He knew you were lying straight to his face, you were usually a pretty terrible liar. He leans against the counter a little bit, keeping his eyes on you. “I know there’s something going on in that pretty little head of yours. So spill it.” He spoke in a firm tone, trying to get you to open up to him.

“It's just,” you purse your lips as you choose your words carefully, making sure he doesnt find out you're talking about him. “Just some guy, has me distracted.”

“A guy?” he says, narrowing his eyes at you. There was something off about the way you spoke, like you were intentionally being vague. But his curiosity quickly shifted into jealousy as you mentioned you were distracted by another guy.

His arms tensed across his chest as he leaned a little closer towards you. “Who is this guy? Is he bothering you?” he asked, a hint of annoyance in his voice. He didn’t like the idea of someone else capturing your attention, let alone making you distracted.

“Don’t worry your pretty head over it.” you tease him, your mood becoming a bit more lighthearted.

He rolled his eyes at your teasing, a small hint of a smile appearing on his face. But he was still determined to figure out who this other guy was, who was taking your attention away from him.

He pushed off the counter, moving to stand in front of you so that you were now face to face. “Come on, spill it. Who is this guy?” he said, a hint of insistence in his voice.

“I don’t want to make you jealous.” There was a hint of a smirk on his face as you mentioned making him jealous. He knew you were teasing him, but his competitive nature couldn’t resist the challenge.

“Oh, you think I’d get jealous?” he said, a hint of mock arrogance in his tone. “I don’t get jealous, sweetheart.” you think for a second, realizing that maybe getting advice from the man who's bothering you so much, might actually be your best option.

“Fine,” you pull yourself up on the counter, sitting on the edge in front of him. “He’s an ass sometimes, all he cares about is getting laid so I know I need to stay away. But.. I just can’t stop thinking about him.” you sigh.

Hangman looks a bit surprised by your admission, he wasn’t expecting you to be so blunt about the situation. He wants to tell you to forget about the guy and focus your attention on him instead, but he knows he doesn’t have any claim over you.

He leans against the counter next to you, his arms resting across his chest once again. “Sounds like a player, why bother with him?” he asks, trying to sound indifferent.

“I don't know, it’s just that he's always on my mind.” you lean back on your palms, “I guess that's why I’m so distracted today.” He can see the hint of frustration and confusion in your expression, it was clearly bothering you that this guy was constantly invading your thoughts.

He’s silent for a moment, his mind racing with different thoughts and feelings. But eventually he speaks, his voice low and firm. “You can do so much better than some player,” he says with a slight scoff, “You don’t need a guy like him in your life.”

Your eyes wander across his face as you sigh, “I know..” your voice trails off. He looks down at you, noticing the way your eyes are wandering across his face. He can see the hint of disappointment in your expression, as you admit that you know you can do better.

He steps a bit closer to you, his eyes never leaving your face. “So why bother with him then? Why waste your time and energy thinking about a guy who doesn’t deserve you?"

“I should get back to work.” you smile softly at him, hiding the frustration at his admission. He didn’t want you to go, he wasn’t ready to let the conversation end just yet. The way you smiled softly at him, a hint of frustration in your eyes, made him want to keep talking to you and find out more.

But he knew you had a job to do, and he didn’t want to come off as needy or overbearing. He nods in response to your statement, forcing a small smile back.

“Y/N,” Penny smiles warmly at you, “How about you call it a day?” she presses her hand to your back.

“Are you sure?” you question her, she simply nods at you. You find your way over to the pool table watching the pilots play.

The pilots are in the middle of a game of pool, laughing and teasing each other as they take turns shooting. Hangman in particular is clearly enjoying himself, relishing in the competitive atmosphere. He knows he's good at pool, and he's not afraid to show it.

He’s the first to notice your approach, and his demeanor changes slightly. He glances at you, a hint of a cocky smile on his face. “Finished working already?” he teases, his eyes watching you intently.

“Yeah, but my ride won't be here for a couple more hours.” you bite down on your bottom lip, gazing at him.

He steps even closer to you, his gaze unwavering. “If you don't want to keep waiting, I can drive you home.” his voice lowered as he stares down at you.

“Actually that sounds like a great idea,” you smile up at him, thankful you won’t have to stay any later.

He can't help but feel satisfied that you agreed so easily to his offer, pleased that he'll have more time alone with you. He grins back at you, his arms still crossed in front of his chest.

"Alright then, let's get going." he says, jerking his head towards the exit. He places a hand on your lower back, guiding you towards the doors. You wave goodbye to Penny and Mav who are deep in a conversation.

“Do you maybe have time to watch a movie with me?” you fiddle with your fingers, “I mean, it's been a while since we've hung out just the two of us.”

He listens to your question, his mind racing with different thoughts, but he quickly shoves them down. He would do anything to spend more time with you. He pretends to act a bit indifferent, but his voice betrays him as he replies.

"Sure, we can watch a movie." he shrugs, trying not to seem too eager. "Got one in mind?" you reach for the handle of his passenger side door.

“Hm, we could watch anything. I just want to be with you,” you admit carelessly while getting into the car.

He can’t help but feel a flutter in his chest at your admission, his heart races a little bit faster as he watches you get into the car. He quickly gets into the driver’s seat, trying to act like your words don’t affect him.

“Anything, huh?” he teases, glancing over at you quickly as he starts the car. “Even a cheesy romance movie?” he smirks, knowing how much you love them.

You gasp in response, “Obviously, you *know* they're my favorite.” his mind goes back to the discussion you had earlier as you smile at him.

He lets out a soft chuckle at your response, “Of course I do, I can’t forget your obsession with them.” he teases, his eyes staying focused on the road as he drives. But his mind starts to wander again, thinking about your earlier confession.

As his mood shifts slightly, he glances over at you with a hint of a frown on his face. “So, uh, this guy you were talking about,” he says, breaking the silence in the car. “How… how serious are you about him?”

“Hm?” your eyebrows furrow softly. His grip on the steering wheel tightens ever so slightly at your reaction, his eyes staring straight ahead as he continues to drive.

He can’t help the pang of jealousy that runs through him, he glances over at you, his face trying to maintain a nonchalant expression. “I just mean, you said you didn’t want to get in trouble with a guy.” he says, his tone guarded.

“I don’t know.” you sigh looking out the window.

His heart does a backflip at your words, he tries to maintain a neutral expression, but he can’t help the small smirk that appears on his face. “So, you’re single, huh?” he teases, a hint of hope in his voice.

“Mhm, why do you ask?” you question him. He continues to drive, keeping his eyes focused on the road as he answers your question.

“Just wondering,” he replies casually, trying to feign indifference. But he can’t help the nervous energy that’s building inside of him. He glances over at you, his gaze raking over your face thoughtfully. “You know, I’ve been single for a while too,” he adds, an underlying hint in his voice.

“You’re always single,” you retort, “you prefer hook-ups over relationships, right?” you tease him.

He lets out an annoyed huff, not expecting you to tease him like that. His face flushes slightly as he remembers all the past hookups he’s bragged about to you, in an attempt to make you jealous. “Hey,” he says with false annoyance in his voice, “I can be in a relationship if I wanted to.”

“And would you want to?” you question as he pulls into the parking lot of your building.

He parks the car, his heart racing slightly at your question. He turns to look at you, hesitating for a moment. The thought of being in a relationship, with you, was something he’d fantasized about for a while. But he’s also a coward, terrified of being vulnerable and getting hurt.

He takes a deep breath, trying to maintain a casual composure. “Maybe, if it was the right person.” he finally responds, his eyes searching your face for a reaction. You nod in response, slightly disappointed with his answer.

“Who’s your right person?” your voice is quiet. He’s taken aback by your question, the subtle disappointment in your voice stabbing at his heart. He glances down, his mind racing with different thoughts and emotions.

He takes a deep breath, his eyes shifting back up to meet yours. His heart pounds even faster as he musters up the courage to answer you. “Well.. I think you already know.” your eyes widen at his implication, feeling his hand moving to cup your cheek.

He can see the surprise in your eyes as he cups your cheek gently, his thumb stroking your skin softly. His heart is racing as he looks down at you, his eyes searching your expression for a reaction.

He takes a deep breath, gathering the courage to speak. “Do you… do you feel the same way?” he asks, his voice soft and nervous.

“Jake.. I.” your heart races as your words get stuck in your throat. His chest clenches as you struggle to speak, his stomach in knots as he waits for your response. His hand is still gently caressing your cheek, his eyes never leaving your face.

He swallows hard, trying to maintain his composure. “Please, just tell me. I need to know.” he says, his voice quiet but firm. Finding yourself speechless, you respond by pressing your lips to his.

He’s taken by surprise by your action, his eyes widening for a split second before he responds to your kiss. A wave of relief and happiness washes over him as he feels your lips against his, his heart racing with excitement and disbelief as he realizes the asshole you were talking about earlier just so happens to be him.

He moans softly against your mouth, his hand moving to the back of your head, his fingers burying into your hair as he kisses you back, passionately and hungrily. You lean closer to him, your hands cupping his cheeks as he slips his tongue into your mouth.

He deepens the kiss, his tongue twirling with yours. He can’t believe this is actually happening, that you feel the same way he does.

He pulls you closer, his hands gripping your hips and guiding you onto his lap. He moans against your lips, his hands roaming down your sides, his touch both gentle and desperate at the same time.

“Jake,” you whisper against his lips, feeling his bulge pressed against your heat. He shudders hearing his name leaving your lips, his eyes darkening with desire for you. He can’t help but moan softly as he feels your body pressed against his, his hips instinctively bucking up slightly in response.

He pulls you even closer, his hands gripping your thighs, his lips trailing down your neck. “Sweetheart,” he breathes, “I want you so damn bad.” you moan quietly, leaning into his touch.

“We need to go inside,” your voice and gaze are filled with desire. His heart races at your moan, his body aching with need for you. He nods in agreement, his eyes filled with the same desire.

“You’re right, we should go.” he mutters, his hands roaming over your hips, unable to keep himself from touching you.

He lifts you off his lap, opening the car door and practically dragging you out with him. He shuts the door behind you before pulling you towards the building’s entrance, his eyes filled with impatience and lust.

He presses you against the wall of the elevator, his hands roaming over your body, exploring every inch of exposed skin. His lips trail down your neck, leaving a trail of heated kisses in their wake.

“You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do this.” he mutters against your skin, his voice thick with desire. He kisses and nips at your neck, unable to get enough of you, your soft moans fill the cramped space.

He can’t help but smirk to himself as he hears your moans, his heart racing as he realizes he’s the one making you feel this way. He feels a surge of pride and satisfaction knowing he’s the one who has your heart racing and your body yearning.

“Jake, fuck, you’re driving me crazy.” The ding of the elevator pulls you both out of your trance as the doors open, revealing the empty hallway. He grabs your hand, practically dragging you towards your apartment.

You fumble with the doorknob as you unlock it, feeling his desperate hands around your waist.

He can't keep his hands off you, his fingers tracing the exposed skin of your waist as you fiddle with the keys. Impatience floods him, his desire growing with every second.

He presses himself against you from behind, his lips finding your neck once again. "Hurry up," he mutters against your skin, his breath hot against your ear. "I need you, right now."

You pull the door open, smirking at his impatience. He traps you between his arms, your back pressed against the closed door, his body pressed firmly against yours. He gazes down at you, his eyes filled with a mix of desire and possessiveness.

“You have no idea what you do to me,” he mutters, his voice hoarse and low. He leans down and captures your lips in a fierce and passionate kiss, his body desperate to get closer to you.

You press against him, your palms against his lower abs, as you lead him to your bedroom blindly. He follows your lead through the apartment, his lips never leaving yours. His body is on fire, the feeling of your hands on his abs driving him wild.

He pushes you against the doorframe of your bedroom, his body pinning you to it as he continues to kiss you deeply and hungrily. He can't get enough of your mouth, his tongue tasting every inch of it. He slips his knee between your thighs, pressing into your sensitive pussy. You moan into his mouth, your eyebrows scrunching in pleasure.

His knee presses against your sensitive core, his tongue exploring your mouth greedily. He can hear your moans, your breath hitching as he presses into you. He feels a surge of satisfaction as he knows he’s the one who makes you feel this way.

He nips at your bottom lip, his hands roaming down your sides, his fingers digging into the soft flesh of your hips. “You like that, sweetheart?” he mutters, his voice low and hoarse. “You want more?”

“Please,” you grasp onto his sides, moaning desperately, “I need more please.”

He can hear the desperation in your voice, your fingers gripping his sides. His heart aches at your plea, his body responding instantly to your need.

He moans against your mouth in response, his hands roaming down to your thighs. In one swift motion, he lifts you up with ease, your legs wrapping around his waist as he carries you into your bedroom.

He gently but firmly presses you against the plush comforter of your bed, his eyes devouring every inch of your body. The room is bathed in the soft glow of the bedside lamp, casting shadows across your flushed cheeks and the passionate hunger in his gaze. You can feel the heat emanating from his body, and it sends shivers down your spine.

With a low growl, he starts to peel away the layers of fabric that separate his skin from yours. His rough hands glide over your smooth flesh, sending waves of pleasure through your body. Each piece of clothing that falls away reveals more of your beauty to him, and he can't help but moan in appreciation. His eyes are locked onto yours, watching the way your pupils dilate with every touch, every kiss.

He nips at your earlobe before tracing the line of your jaw with his teeth, making you squirm under him. His hands are everywhere, exploring the curves of your body, learning every dip and peak that makes you gasp. His kisses become more fervent, his teeth grazing your neck as he sucks soft hickeys into your skin. You can feel the pressure build, the promise of bruises that will be a secret between the two of you.

Your breath comes in pants as he kisses down your chest, his tongue swirling around your hardened nipples. You arch your back, pushing your breasts closer to his eager mouth, your hands tangling into his hair. He groans, the vibration of his pleasure echoing through your body, making your core clench with need. His teeth graze the sensitive skin, and you can't help but bite down on your lip to stifle the moan that threatens to escape.

His mouth continues to travel downward, leaving a trail of hot kisses down your stomach. His eyes never leave yours, the hunger in them growing with every inch closer he gets to your wet pussy. You can feel your heart pounding against your ribs, the anticipation of his touch making your skin tingle with excitement.

With surprising gentleness, he spreads your legs apart, his gaze lingering on the wetness that's already gathered there. He groans, his own arousal evident in the tightness of his pants. He leans in, his breath hot against your sensitive skin, and you can't help but moan out his name as he kisses the inside of your thigh.

The first suck is gentle, but firm, and you feel your pussy clench in response. He starts to suck dark hickeys along the sensitive skin, each one a little harder and closer to your center. Your hands tighten in his hair as he works his way closer to your core, the pleasure building with every mark he leaves.

“More, Jake, please!” you beg him, your voice desperate and needy. He chuckles against your skin, his tongue flicking against your clit, sending sparks of pleasure through your body. Your back arches as he takes your clit into his mouth, sucking hard. You moan loudly, the sound bouncing off the walls of your small apartment.

He inserts one finger inside you, feeling the slickness of your arousal. You gasp as he starts to pump in and out, his thumb rubbing circles around your clit, teasing and taunting it. His eyes watch yours as he reads every reaction, making sure to hit all the right spots.

You're close, so close, but he knows you can take more. He adds another finger, stretching you just right, the friction making your toes curl. Your eyes roll back into your head as he starts to pump faster, his mouth never leaving your clit. He feels you tighten around his fingers, the warmth of your orgasm approaching.

He keeps his rhythm steady, not letting up even when your moans turn into whimpers of pleasure. You're so close, your body begging for release. His eyes never leave you, the intensity of the moment causing your chest to heave with every ragged breath. And then it hits you, the orgasm crashing over you like a wave.

You scream his name, your body convulsing with pleasure. He keeps his mouth on you, drinking in your release, savoring the taste of your arousal. As the waves subside, he kisses up your body, his hands still holding you in place.

"You taste so good," he murmurs against your skin, his voice filled with satisfaction. He can feel your legs shaking as his own need for you grows with every second. He strips off his own clothes, his eyes never leaving yours, and then he's on top of you, his body pressing you into the mattress.

He positions himself at your entrance, his cock aching to be inside you. He looks into your eyes, searching for permission, and you nod eagerly. He takes a deep breath, then gently pushes in, feeling your warmth envelop him. You gasp as he stretches you, his eyes never leaving yours, watching for any signs of pain or discomfort.

As he’s fully sheathed in your wetness, he holds still for a moment, savoring the feeling of being connected to you so intimately. He starts to move, his hips rolling in a slow, torturous rhythm. Each time he thrusts into you, your eyes widen and a moan escapes your lips. He loves the way you react to him, the way your body moves with his.

He keeps his movements gentle, not wanting to overwhelm you, despite his own desperate need to claim you completely. His hands are everywhere, stroking your skin, feeling your curves, as he kisses along your jawline. You wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him closer, your legs tightening around his waist.

Your thighs squeeze around him, your heels digging into his back as he continues to thrust into you, deeper and deeper. His movements become more urgent as he feels your body tightening around him, the walls of your pussy clenching down on his cock. You moan his name, urging him to go faster, harder, and he responds eagerly, his hips moving in a punishing rhythm.

You can feel yourself on the edge of another orgasm, your breaths coming in short gasps. Hangman’s eyes are locked on yours, watching the pleasure build in your gaze, feeling the power he has over your body. He can’t believe how beautiful you look, your face contorted in ecstasy, your eyes glazed over with lust.

Your body begins to spasm around him, your pussy clenching down hard. He groans, his hips stuttering as he feels you start to cum. The sensation is overwhelming, your muscles tightening around his cock like a vice, sending waves of pleasure through his body.

With a sudden jolt, he pulls out of you, unable to hold back any longer, his cock spurting cum onto your stomach with a loud groan. His eyes never leave your body, watching as your orgasm takes over, your pussy pulsing and gripping at nothing.

He's left breathless, his chest heaving as he looks down at you, his expression one of awe and satisfaction. He leans down, placing a gentle kiss on your forehead, before his eyes drift down to the mess he's made of you.

He watches as your eyes flutter shut, your body trembling with the pleasure he’s given you. He can’t help but feel a sense of pride and satisfaction at the sight of your beautiful, sated body.

“Sweetheart,” he murmurs, his voice rough with desire and exhaustion. His eyes rake over your form, taking in every curve and plane, every mark he’s left behind.

“You’re so goddamn beautiful,” he mutters, his fingers tracing the lines of his bites and hickeys on your skin.

“Now let's get you cleaned up, hm?” He lifts you up, wrapping his strong arms around you, and carries you to the bathroom. He turns on the shower, letting the water run until it warms up, before placing you gently under the spray.

He steps in after you, his body pressing against yours as he begins to lather your body with soap, his hands moving over your skin gently but possessively. You exhale contentedly as you press into his chest, relaxing in his embrace.

He holds you close, his arms encircling you, as the water cascades over your bodies. His hands run over your body, washing away the sweat and evidence of your passionate encounter. Jake nuzzles his face in your hair, inhaling your scent, a sense of peace washing over him. He murmurs sweet nothings in your ear, his voice low and soothing.

“You’re not just fucking around with me are you?” your voice is uneasy as your stomach twists with anxiety. He freezes, taken aback by your vulnerable question. He can hear the anxiety in your voice, and it pierces his heart.

He pulls away slightly, turning your body to face his, cupping your face gently in his hands, forcing you to meet his gaze. His eyes are intense but filled with understanding.

“No. No, sweetheart, I’m not just ‘fucking around with you’.” His voice is firm but tender. “What we did tonight, it meant something to me. I wouldn’t have done it otherwise. You mean way too much to me.” your eyes soften as his gaze into yours with sincerity.

“Good, because I’ve never wanted anything more in my life.” you bite down on your lip. He feels a rush of tenderness and protectiveness wash over him as he hears your sincere words. He pulls you closer, your wet bodies pressed against each other, his arms encircling you in a firm embrace.

“You have no idea how much that means to me,” he mutters against your hair, his voice filled with a mixture of vulnerability and possessiveness. “You’re all I want too, sweetheart. You have no idea how much I need you.”

[ivhmavie]

think I need someone older

hwang in ho with a younger s/o

first of all, just a little advice that english its not my first language! be kind

-you would be so spoiled by him

-like to finance trips to the most famous tourist attractions, take you to shows, restaurants that are the hyped ones on internet, everything he didn't have the opportunity to try when he was younger

-he’s not really connected on the social medias, so he doesnt get all the jokes you do or the slangs you use

“mamma, a girl behind you.. S/o, what does it mean?”

-wouldnt care to the looks people give you two in the places, most probably he would be proud of be showing you off, his beautiful and young girl

-would call you his wife

-this man wouldn't be ashamed of anything, he would most likely make you feel ashamed. Always having one hand on your thigh, even if it's under your dress or skirt.

-would like to watch the games with you. You both comfortably sitting on the sofa, your legs on his laps, while he pours drinks for you two

-during the games he would caress your legs, at the end you would be on his lap, you two kissing, his hands on your hips and with one of your hands on his face, the other passing through his hair

-I mean, theres no way to resist him. He’s all fine with his drink in his hand, a serious expression on his face. Raww, next question.

-sex with him would be a experience every time. He’s obviously a dom. He’s used to be in the control in every aspect of his life, this wouldnt be different.

-he has experience, so even if you dont, it wouldnt be a problem. He would be happy to teach you, for him that’s exciting

-has a size kink. Your age gap is also something that excites him. He like to think about how naive you are compared to him

-not jealous, but possessive

-like to spend most part of his time with you, even being the frontman he would always give his way to be with you. You would be with him while he fulfills his obligations

-he’s not demanding of you, would like if you spend your time doing things that you like. Whether it was studying something or taking care of yourself.

-wouldn't mind if you were vain, would like it actually. He think its adorable see you doing your hair, putting on makeup, painting your nails or reading a magazine. Everything you do, even if its not one of his customs because they are typical of youth, would delight him. He absolutely adore you