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hiro-gari · 4 years ago

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Something I realized just now at 3 AM..

We usually headcanoned Zenko and Tareo would be the ones who connected Garou with Badd, the fact that both of the kids knowing them (also Tareo now have met Badd in the manga, maybe again soon at the end of battle?).

But let me tell you about this: Remember in webcomic, King accidentally found Garou when he was meditated in the middle of woods, right? And in the manga version, King goes with Badd towards the battlefield, right? What if King becomes the one person who could connect Badd with Garou?? 👀👀✨

King is one of Badd’s coworker who can be trusted on keeping secrets better than any other fellow heroes. Not only that, now he went to the battle location together with Badd and probably must watching over the reckless delinquent hero during combat the whole time until it was ended with the defeat of Garou.

If the headcanon of Badd defending Garou will becomes true (hopefully), King would also be there to witness it, too.

Now imagine when King accidentally encountered the newly redeemed Garou in the middle of forest and Garou noticed him, reassured King that he wont do the whole hero hunting anymore. He just want to talk with King for awhile about two things:

“Is the little brat (Tareo) alright?”

“Is Metal Bat okay?”

Garou asked those things because he knew King was the person who saved Tareo from Monster Assosiation, also the person who came with Badd together and has the responsibility to keep an eye for him.

I was imagining a composed Garou and a frightened King sitting side-by-side near the river, all in a tranquil peaceful forest setting, with Garou calmly asking the questions to King because he was curious and genuinely worried about those two.

Garou regretted the fact he still couldn’t see Tareo again, at least in his current situation, to say thank you for always believing in him and even stood up for him so bravely. He was so proud of the little brat.

On the other hand, Garou was worried about Badd because he rebelled against both his own S-Class coworkers and the higher ups in Hero Association just to defend Garou. Telling them that they went too far and too quick to judge someone from a false assumption. Especially when there’s an innocent honest witness who knows Garou truly, confessing the whole things about the real truth of the Hero Hunter.

Then Badd allowed Garou to escape from the battlefield, resulting in angering most of S-Class heroes.

At that time, Garou realized that Badd endangered himself, risking his job reputation as an S-Class Hero for fraternizing a supposed enemy and rejecting the Hero Association’s order. That’s why Garou asked King if the delinquent hero was okay after the incident happened.

Carefully, King telling him that unfortunately because of the incident, it put a strain between Badd and Hero Association. Badd calling out all of Hero Association’s bullshits about the whole things regarding Garou’s situation. From what King had witnessed in the meeting room, it was like hell during the post-war report meeting.

The whole debate between Badd and HA’s execs finally culminated with Badd walking out from Hero Association in silent fury, declaring he had enough of them and wanted to resign from Hero Association as soon as possible once he finished writing the resignation letter. The next day, Badd was officially not Hero Association member anymore. Then several heroes also one by one following his steps, too.

Listening to King’s explanation, Garou was shocked at how far Badd would sacrificed himself because he helped the Human Monster escaped from the wrath of S-Class heroes. It made Garou felt guilty for making so many troubles in the hero’s life: forcing Badd to fight him against his will at the first meeting, putting him into hospital with heavy wounded body, then destroying him again in their rematch. Now he was indirectly ruined his job, too.

Despite all of those things, the hero still willing to defend Garou to the extent putting himself in “me against the world” situation with the entire Hero Association members. The unwavering strong determination of Badd, Garou really admired it and also being very grateful for him. Because of Tareo and Badd, he still can survive.

In the end, Garou thanked King for telling him the truth, also for listening to Tareo’s message to not bullying him like the most heroes did. Garou respects King because of that.

Before they parted way again, Garou asked King to let Badd know that he was alive and doinb well now, that he wanted to thanking Badd for everything Badd has done for the sake of him.

And he wanted to say, that to him, Badd is his Hero. His ideal Hero.

Garou letting out a gentle but genuine smile when he said that, seems like he was happy to finally finding someone he had been searching for since he was a kid. An ideal hero who has a heart of gold, who has unwavering “Fighting Spirit” and a belief of fairness. Who never afraid to call out people’s bullshits and hate bullying, just like Garou does.

If only Garou could meet Badd in a totally different situation, he wanted to be on Badd’s side. As frienemies, or bestfriends, or partners, or maybe more.. They would be great together. If only Fate allowed them..

King understood Garou’s message and promised he would relay it to Badd once he could find him, since they were not coworkers anymore. But luckily, King has Badd’s phone contact so he would try to notify him soon.

After thanking and wishing eachother the best, King finally left Garou continuing his soul-purifying meditation in the middle of woods and started heading back home quickly as soon as possible. It was so nerve-wracking for King to have a deep talk directly with the (ex) Hero Hunter, not to mention listening to his entire “love confession” for his own (ex) coworker in just a few metres from him, what the hell..

Such a weird day for King, but strangely he was so happy for them both. Now he understand that Garou is not like what his fellow heroes said. Maybe someday Garou would get a second chance (or third?) to meet Badd again and reconciliated with him so they could have much better relationship than before..

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Bonus headcanon:

It would be so good if Garou offering King for martial art training, since King also wanted to strengthen himself. As long as there is a determination, even from a weak man, Garou really appreciated the spirit. He would definitely gives the best martial art training course for King. Maybe the end result wasn’t so good, but at least King was willing to try and that’s what matters.

In return, Garou would ask any new information from Badd. From what King have seen, Garou is like a highschooler boy who got a big crush on his classmate but didn’t have any clue what should he do, at all. Seems like Badd is Garou’s first love, considering everything Badd has done for the ex Hero Hunter made Garou becomes so enamored of him.

King couldn’t help but giving some wise advice for him in case someday Garou comes back to the city to meet Badd again. He hoped his advice would helped Garou on figuring out his true feeling for Badd. How could Garou be able to learn and analyze enemies’ fighting style in a matter of seconds, when he couldn’t even analyze his own feeling himself?? Huge migraine coming through King’s head as he realized his new job as a love consultant for Garou.

On the other hand, King also keep befriending Badd despite they’re technically not coworkers anymore. And I think Badd wouldn’t judge King about him committing a fraud, even he would supporting King wholeheartedly after hearing King wanted to be a better man. Sometimes Badd would hangouts on King’s place playing some games with King and Saitama, or chatting with Genos who happens to accompany Saitama at King’s place.

When King telling Badd about his encounter with Garou, Badd immediately asking him if Garou was okay as he worried so much for that wolfman since he fled from the battlefield. King reassured Badd that Garou was alright and currently still hiding from the public for awhile until the situation good enough for his coming back.

Then King explained all the things Garou had said about Badd, in which made the delinquent hero very flustered. Not expecting Garou would say something sweet like that and even harbouring a crush on him, too! From watching Badd’s reaction, King guessed this is the first time Badd receiving some genuine appreciation and love confession at the same time. Gotta make these “love inexperience” teenagers’ relationship works out fine, then.

There he was. King being a good friend (also a cupid) for both Badd and Garou, relaying messages to both of them regularly: to Garou whenever he has martial art training session with Garou, and to Badd whenever Badd is not busy working for Neo Heroes.

Garou refused to give away his hideout place to Badd as he wasn’t ready to meet Badd yet, no matter how much Badd been wanting to see him. Badd was determinated to find Garou and kick his ass himself for making him worried, and also because he missed Garou so much. While King just wanted all of these teenagers’ love drama ended well so he could rest soon.

At some point, Badd had decided to find Garou himself as he went towards Garou’s supposed location. But once he arrived on there, Garou has already gone. Not only that, King also couldn’t track Garou anymore since probably he probably had guessed that Badd would come to search for him.

Feeling deeply disappointed because he couldn’t see Garou or even heard his voice, Badd returned back to home with heavy heart. Badd was just wanted Garou to say those sweet love confession by himself in front of him. So, Badd could give immediate answer Garou could listen directly that Badd would accept Garou for what he is, and that he was willing to help Garou getting a better life.

But since Garou wasn’t ready yet, what Badd could do?

At the same time on the downtown area of some city, a certain wolfman just starting his first part-time job. Garou hoped this could be a good beginning of his new life as a changed man. He would proved Badd that he can be a better person, because of him..

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Notes:

At first, this headcanon supposed to be a short one but I got carried away, lol! 😂

I noticed King was kinda underappreciated, so why not giving him an important role since he got involved with both of them in canon (although we still haven’t know yet at how much interaction between Garou and King at that webcomic chapter, we only could assumed the probability).

We have seen the impact of King’s genuine wise advice on Saitama, that’s such very good trait from him. Seeing how it turned out well for Saitama, why not King becomes love consultant for these dumbass-in-love teenagers? 😚💕

I apologized if this headcanon looks sucks waaaah forgive me, I start writing this at 4 AM and just finished at 6 AM with a little to no sleep, I’m so sorry 😅🙇💦

Any other thought about this headcanon, anyone? 👀✨😳👉👈 @hiro-gari @the-goddessfighter @garous-nipple

Thank you so much for reading this another silly headcanon! I hope you enjoyed it 😭🙏💕💞💖💝💐

Also thank you, Lilia, for always putting up with me and the whole random dumbass writings of mine! You’re the best, ilysm 😘💖

Have a nice day, guys! 🍀🌻

-Little1993lamb-

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~Lilia:

Awe my goodness yeesss, some love for King!! He fits the role of confidant SO perfectly, he’s never really judgmental except of himself 😔, and seems like he’d be a great listener. Although yeah he’d be terrified of Garou at first 😭😂 but once he realizes his questions are those of someone genuinely concerned, he chills out a bit *King Engine quiets slightly*

Garou being worried about Tareo and grateful that he stood up for him 😢 aww my heart.. I so hope for a reunion between them after Garou’s through being awakened and all

And Garou learning about the hell Badd raised after the fact 😩 like he’s already feeling shitty and taking a Long Shower to clear his head, now he’s feeling responsible for getting his ideal Hero fired basically :// it’s the perfect conditions for him to just confess everything to King don’t let him find out he’s bff’s with Saitama yet tho 😳 awkward

This bonus headcanon!! Yes!! I was reading the webcomic and getting so sad that no one would genuinely take the time to even consider training King 😩 I was like, there’s a perfectly good martial artist right!! there!! waiting for a redemption arc!! Even if he doesn’t end up being the best at it, maybe Garou could at least help with boosting King’s confidence a little bit aww... and in return he’s just like passing little love notes between them because they’re clueless teenagers 😂 But he seems like the romantic type, I doubt he’d mind too much 😌 but I’m sure that witnessing their terrible awkwardness would get frustrating askdkdksk NOW KISS ALREADY

Thank you anon, I always appreciate your writings so much 😚💗💕🌸 you never fail to brighten my day ILY!!

#UGH THT BRIEF BADD/TAREO INTERACTION #he's thisclose to figuring out who the 'old dude' that saved him is #i wanna believe murata's super into these next chapters and that's why he's being so productive #lets hope :')#also I always look forward to hearing from you 😩💕#i’d love to talk to you more actually 🥺👉👈 hhhh #ok ilysm pls get some rest 💕#submission #opm #garou #metal bat #batarou #king

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help-i-need-a-cool-username · 4 years ago

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JNPR Berries Week 2020

Day 6: Alternate Universe

Okay guys i hate aus and i always avoid au days for ship weeks but i actually have so many Pyrrha Lives/Fall Maiden!Pyrrha AUs and i got carried away i wrote almost 2k in bullet points

@jnprberriesweek

After Fall of Beacon Pyrrha has two options: 1) enroll at Haven with JNPR and continue to chase her Huntress dreams while paparazzi continue to make most things she does public, indirectly informing Salem where she is at all times. 2) drop off the face off the Earth both to avoid Salem/Cinder and to continue the Fall Maiden's job

Pyrrha being Pyrrha (self-sacrificing) goes with option 2

JNR decides there’s no way they’re going to let (a freshly discharged) Pyrrha go running into unknown with no friends or backup

She’s worried about putting them in danger (even though that’s the Hunter job description) but Goodwitch reminds her that she’s only at half power so she should accept the extra protection, and friends since she’s about to leave her whole life behind to live as a nomad which makes making friendships difficult to create and maintain

(Pyrrha doesn’t mention that she’s pretty sure she sees all of them in the more romantic light)

JNR help Pyrrha change her whole appearance. Which is very important since she’s also famous

She looses her iconic armor and has to leave her weapons behind

JNR tries to convince her to cut her hair but she’s worried about not being pretty

Jaune unhelpfully reminds her that that’s probably a good thing considering they’re trying to make her as non-noticeable as possible (poor boy just meant she’s so pretty already she'll probably never be able to blend into the background of any crowd)

Ren is actually the one who has to go "Pyrrha you’re gorgeous shorter hair isn’t gonna change that at all"

Then Ren goes "look at Nora she has short hair and she’s stunning for all we know you’ll look even better with short hair"

Pyrrha and Nora are practically speechless because Ren thinks they’re beautiful

Pyrrha is like okay but I won’t let you cut it any shorter than here (gestures to mid-chest level). (JNR tries not to look at her boobs)

Nora then tries to get her to dye it. Pyrrha holds out

JNR end up in Vol 4 outfits

Pyrrha makes the difficult choice of deciding to fake her death. She makes sure her friends (she unfortunately is unable to contact Blake or Weiss) and family still know she’s alive (but they still grieve her as if she’s dead. They most likely will never see her again. The only ones likely are her parents) but to the world Pyrrha Nikos is dead, killed in the Beacon Massacre

JNPR sets off through Vale (Fall Maiden's territory)

Pyrrha has a hastily made vaguely similar weapons to her last set. She may be a professional but she’s a professional with her chosen weapons and semblance, not most other weapons

JNR sees how Pyrrha dies inside every time a little kid or random citizen tells her "did you know you look a lot like Pyrrha Nikos?"

Pyrrha is also now getting hit on without her celebrity pedestal to keep people at bay

The first few times its truly pathetic how Pyrrha responds

JNR doesn’t intervene because they remember how sad she was about no one asking her to the dance

What JNR thinks is they’re coming into rescue her only occasionally. The truth is Pyrrha is getting rescued every time by a different member and lots of times one of them will step in before anyone even approaches her

Most of the time she’s happy one of them intervened

Some times she’s mad that no one will let her handle this herself (no one has realized that yet)

A lot of the time she feels all warm and fuzzy because for a few moments she gets to pretend. She’s given a free pass to slow dance with Nora, or to lean into Ren when he puts a arm around her waist, or get away with kissing Jaune on the cheek

(JNR are also very happy when they get these excuses.)

Jaune typically intervenes because he’s a nice guy and watching Pyrrha flounder is horrible. Ren and Nora always intervene because they’re either being protective or jealous (Ren has perfected the evil eye. People will back off before they even finished crossing the room)

They almost always camp out but when they stay in town they usually share beds to save money

Originally they were doing girls in one bed boys in the other but Nora is the whole kicking, sprawling, blanket snatching package so they typically pull straws on who gets to share with her

Sometimes even her bed buddy will leave in the middle of the night and see if they can squeeze in with the other two

On the other hand Jaune drools, Ren sleeps like a vampire, and Pyrrha snores

With Pyrrha, Jaune, and Ren all pushing six feet whenever two of them pair up touching is unavoidable

Most of the time everyone but Nora (who can fall asleep instantly) stay up freaking out about being so close to their crush. Ren actually freaked so much the first time he moved to the floor and activated his semblance just so he could sleep

Pyrrha is a side sleeper so she always ends up tangling her legs with her bed buddy. She’s always embarrassed but tries to stay in that position as long as she can (its the only selfish thing she allows herself)

Winter however quickly forced JNPR to start sharing sleeping bags

They always zip both bags together but all decided spooning is the way to go after too many cold nights. They also bought a tent just big enough for the four of them in order to trap escaping body heat

Jaune is dying from so much close contact. Was it not bad enough he has to see all of his (recently discovered) crushes get changed twice every single day? Was accidentally seeing Nora's abs and walking into a door frame in Beacon not enough?

Nora and Pyrrha on the other hand are loving it (when its not absolutely freezing)

Ren has caught all three of them arguing over who gets to sleep with him that night several times. Apparently he’s the best big spoon

A pack mule joke turns into them actually looking into getting one

Originally they wanted a horse, but when they actually were looking they ran into the problem of 1) its too tall for Nora to pack the bags 2) horses are massive and JNPR quickly realize they're scared of them

So that leaves either a pony, donkey, hinny, small mule, or llama

They end up with a donkey and name her Betty. Nora wanted "Bessie" but Ren refused to give in on the basis that she’s a donkey and not a cow

They also take this opportunity to purchase more bulkier items that would make their life more comfortable that they were unable to carry by themselves before (tents, pots and pans, extra shoes, more jackets, books)

They're over a year in when Ren of all people gets high and talks about his feelings

He thinks he’s talking to Betty but really he’s been talking to a tree stump for the last hour

He got high by taste-testing the mushrooms he was cooking

The team came back from getting firewood and unpacking Betty to find him laying in the mud giggling at the sky with their questionable mushrooms burning on the fire. It was pretty clear what happened

JNP have been making sure he wont hurt himself but mainly they’re enjoying the show

"Psst Betty. Betty. You wanna hear a secret?" JNP lean in "I’ve managed to fall in love with my entire team. You can’t tell anyone though. I don’t think I’ll ever tell them either. Im not good with feelings, and that would probably make me a terrible boyfriend"

He then goes on about what he likes about each person. He goes off on a tangent about someone’s eyes for seven minutes. He talks about his favorite facial expressions everyone makes and the best parts of their personality. Nora's been red for awhile now, Jaune is leaning so far forward Pyrrha's worried he’s gonna catch on fire, and Pyrrha is actually tearing up

He says how he feels guilty whenever he cuts in on whoever is moving in on Pyrrha, that he feels guilty about being jealous but also about sending someone away when he knows Pyrrha wants that experience, and how he doesn’t realize he’s already moved in to stop the person until they’re walking away

That he feels like he could mess up everything he has with Nora, not by going into a relationship with her but by being unable to open up any more emotionally than he is now which he knows she'll expect (they’ve talked about being “together-together” before)

He laughingly mentions that one time Pyrrha said she wanted a guy taller than her because Ren gets it now because when he’s bunking with Jaune in the winter he’s found he really likes being held by someone taller than him

Ren then goes "oh no. No no no its bad enough I’m talking about my feelings out loud I’m not going to tell you who has the best ass. Aren’t donkey's also called asses? What’s it like being a donkey?" And everyone is laughing

Pyrrha is the first to break after they fall back into listening. She looks at the fire the whole time. She admits she feels the same way about all of them, that she also planned on never saying anything.

Then Jaune pipes in that he just figured it out for himself pretty recently. That at first he was worried it was either teenage hormones or that he was reacting to a vastly shrunk dating pool and therefore the feelings weren’t real. (Unlike Ren and Pyrrha his feelings didn’t begin romantic and then expand his started sexual until realized what he thought was strong platonic feelings might actually be romantic)

Nora is still red with her hands over her face but eventually she says that she’s been attracted to all of them since team JNPR formed and "since we all clearly feel the same way about each other can we stop with the super embarrassing love confessions and makeout already"

When Ren wakes up that morning he remembers very little since he doesn’t know what were dreams and what were hallucinations. He has a dehydration headache and rolls over but Pyrrha sees he’s awake and she comes sits next to him. Ren doesn’t uncurl until she started playing with his hair. "How much of last night do you remember?" "Mostly just colors." "Ummm okay. Remember anything anyone said?" "I think I had a conversation with Jaune about rocks." "That was to Nora actually. But you did think she was Jaune." "Mmhm." "So last night there was a development, but since you were high I wanna ask you again now that you're sober." "Okay." "So ummm, we're kinda all dating now? But if you wanna back out now that you're sober you totally can." "What do you mean by 'kinda all'?" "All four of us." "And you all want to date me?" "Yeah, you don’t remember all the love confessions that happened last night." "Oh. Did my rock conversation interrupt all that?" "No. You actually confessed first." "I WHAT."

#hinacu rwby #rwby #jnprberriesweek 2020 #jnprberriesweek #polyam jnpr #poly jnpr #hinacu au #i forget are alpacas also pack animals #are elephants #i figured they prob couldnt find a camel since Vale seems to be a pretty wet place #jaune arc #nora valkyrie #pyrrha nikos #lie ren #fall maiden pyrrha #fall maiden #au #alternate universe

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adabofblessings · 4 years ago

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How does Dadimus comfort each of the kids after a particularly bad day and how would they repay the favour after he has a bad day himself?

Oof! My heart!

All three of them have different ways of showing when they need comfort. Optimus is good at reading people and knows when one of his comrades is in the dumps. However, he isn't considered a comforter, per say. Millions of war has kind of taken away the basic emotions of Optimus or Orion used to have.

He still has those gentle tones and understanding empathy, but he is in no way of a physical or emotional comforter, but damn does he try when it comes to his family.

Lets start, shall we? :)

Miko

I wanna think Miko knows what she needs. Shes firm if she wants to be alone and I think Optimus knows it. However, being firm can be a huge misunderstanding sometimes. Shes firm about hanging out or doing something together, not because shes being forceful, but because she needs someone to talk to. She wants someone to listen to her and hear her. But she also knows that her friends can't always do that. And her parents are miles away from her. So where does she go?

To Optimus.

And after awhile of Miko practically pleading to him to hang out and do whatever, he starts to see how Miko expresses her needs through activities. It takes a moment and he wasn't sure why she was asking him to draw him or paint on his frame, but he realizes that she talks a lot about things team Prime don't know except him and Jack and Raf.

It really does sadden him when he sees this precious teenager go through life and have a different approach on how she expresses her challenges. Most people can't see that and it destroys them immensely. But he tries to be there every step of the way.

He always notices that Miko's hands are always doing something whenever hes with her and theres a revelation to that little hint. Its some thing that distracts her while she's pouring out her life. But Optimus knows it to keep her grounded while she's talking.

They seem to know a secret code of some sort. There's always a day where Miko will walk up to Optimus and ask him to do something, and it clicks to his processor that she needs a hearing ear. And hes always on point of that. He'll drop everything to help her. Be a ear or just someone to near her. He'll let her hang around his shoulder plate or let her hug his digit whenever she needs physical affection.

Jack

Jack is a lot like Optimus in many ways. He suffers through silence and wont talk about his difficulties. Hes never mentioned about his life problems, but everyone has breaking points and Jack is no different.

There's a moment where Jack comes to the base with tiredness etching his pale face. Arcee notices, Ratchet and then everyone does, but he flat out refuses to say anything. Stubborn boy.

Optimus is the only one that hasn't asked about what was wrong with him, because he can practically see what the boy is doing. He's no stranger to this type of suffering. It kills him inside because this suffering silence is a slow kind of painful type. It destroys from the inside and out.

He notices that Jack takes it slow and prefers it that way. It takes a lot of time but he finally cracks a little part of Jack. The fruits of his labor is finally here and he wouldn't want it any other way.

It starts out small but Optimus knows how wary Jack is with this personal information. He just nods and listens. The thing is that Jack isn't venting, he just seems lost and confused and thats what makes Optimus understand him more.

Jack is that kind of person who is always seeking for advice. Its difficult because he doesn't have a father to teach him those advices. His mom has always been his steady rock but things become unsteady when it becomes the world growing men.

And while Optimus is no where near Jack's species, he does try his best to give fatherly advice. Though it comes out natural than what Optimus think it sounds like. Jack feels a lot better after the talk between him and Optimus and rather enjoys there time together. However he isn't really the one to verbally ask for help, so Optimus always have to keep an Optic out when Jack is one of thise predicaments. They're not very affectionate but Jack does pat Optimus' pede. And though it's not much, Optimus knows that it's Jack way of affection and he cherishes it greatly.

Raf

Raf is those kids whose teachers and his parents have to go to him when hes troubled. Even though Raf will say hes fine every time someone asks him if he's okay, hes not really. It frustrates the crap out of Ratchet and it concerns Bumblebee. Eventually they'll give up and let the kid come to them, but the Prime knows;he sees it. And he doesn't like it.

The more they try to pry it out of him the more he seals his problems. He doesn't want to cause more trouble from what he's experiencing. At first, Optimus is light and soft. But then after awhile of not being able to get Raf to open up, he has to be firm. Why.

Raf is shrugging at the question and simply gives him a very vague answer. Like "just school" or "just tired" but Optimus knows that its more than that. Hes patient as ever and let's Raf play that game. Soon enough, there's a snap in Raf and it completely unfolds. He's tired, he's frustrated, he wants someone to hug him and just comfort him.

It breaks Optimus' spark but he knows that letting go will help him. He sits through the tears and frustrated talks and just listens. Soon, Optimus finds himself expressing more physical affection towards the youngest team member. He's scooping up the poor and tired boy and letting Raf rest of his tired head against his warm chassis, allowing his spark to beat soothingly against Raf's ear. It takes a lot out of the boy but he relaxes and finds himself at peace. Whenever Raf is need of attention, Optimus understand and learns that Raf is a boy and needs the affection that he lacks of. Unfortunately, Raf isn't the person to ask, so whenever he and Raf are alone, he'll scoop him up and allow the boy hang around or nap on him if he's tired.

Optimus

After hes all done dealing with lovable children, hes all alone and ready to greet the inescapable sound of silence. Hes willing to sit by himself and contemplate life and the consequences he's experienced during his long years. Unfortunately (fortunately) all three children see him alone and that will just not do! Sure, hes older than millions of lives combined but that doesn't mean that their dad won't suffer alone.

Optimus very surprised when he sees Jack, Miko and Raf climbing him and perch themselves on his shoulder. Miko and Raf wraps their arms around Optimus' face while Jack is placing a hand on the side of his faceplate. It's simple but Optimus finds himself closing his optics and leaning to their small hugs.

He feels at peace, enjoying the comforting presence of his human children. His children is all it takes for his demons to flee and it takes just a minute to feel determine to defeat this war and bring peace to his world, just as the human children gave him.

#transformers #tfp #transformers prime #optimus prime #miko nakadai #jack darby #rafael esquivel #dadimus prime #optimus is the best dad #dad optimus prime #blessing answers

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tinysatansierra-blog · 4 years ago

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Markiplier manor is toxic here’s why

So Markiplier manor (Markipliers official discord server) has gotten a surplus of new people in it, this happened a few weeks ago the manor itself though has been up for awhile. originally a members only server it was eventually opened up for everyone and yes there are alot of genuinely good people and the mods are alright but unfortunately its becoming a toxic environment.

SO EDIT i have discussed with the mods that being said ... im keeping this up as a reminder of we can do better we can help people who are struggling through something instead of shutting them down we can listen to people who are being oppressed and bravely point out new media that only worsens that oppression and stigmatization and not just the mods who i was kind of harsh towards but who are human everyone as a community can do better and this is a large community think of the work we can do just doing the basics like boycotting problematic content and helping those who cry out for it who need it (and noticing and shutting down manipulative/toxic behaviors) ... i dont know if im going to go back to the manor yet tho im going to let this sit give it a week yall can agree or disagree but know that if you try to be an ass your going to get shut down and your feelings are going to get hurt

lets start with the basics “triggering topics” triggering topics can be anything in particular but it generally means a topic that relates to another persons trauma. Now while it is important to acknowledge a persons trigger words and try to keep the conversation respectable ive also noticed people use it to shut down people who come on freaking out because their dealing with a stressful situation/something traumatic just happened. This has happened to me personally and to a friend with me it was about being pro choice and having to in short make that actual choice. i was discussing this in the bathroom because i (like anyone else who comes in with baggage) did not know about any pro choice discords at that moment and was afraid of being stigmatized or going onto a discord that says its a safe space only for it to be filled with trolls. Mark manor is labeled as a safe space and many people come on there looking for support with me no one told me that the topic was triggering to them (which apparently it was because a friend of theirs had to make the choice not her herself think what you will) they just went to a mod early on when i just found the server as a member a friend (who i wont name) had gotten.... assaulted majority of her werent online and as someone who has been there and yes when she told me it did trigger my own trauma she needed moral support... the mod shut her down and deleted her comments and didnt give her a pointer to any other discord where she could discuss the topic openly and get moral support and be pointed to resources (it actually took me ten minutes to find and confirm a lgbtq therapy chat earlier this year for another individual discussing mental health) this was before i had gotten on for that day but i noticed those messages and i contacted her when she told me what was up yea it triggered my memories and its not fun but I FUCKING HELPED HER i made sure she went to the police to atleast file a statement (while the police dont always help it is good to have it on file) i even made her a plush and shipped it out to her and i would do it again and again because its not good to basically tell another person to shut up because it triggers others not without atleast trying to help them find another fucking place and making sure their actually ok and in a physical safe place next is them claiming the manor is a “safe space” a safe space is by definition “ a place or environment in which a person or category of people can feel confident that they will not be exposed to discrimination, criticism, harassment, or any other emotional or physical harm.” you would also think that the manor would be a safe space in the fact that marginalized and oppressed groups of people would be able to point out problematic content and have an open and free discussion about it and how it makes them uncomfortable. especially people of lgbtq community which alot of people in that chat are. yesterday (and this was what caused me to officially turn away from the server) in the patio (which is the members only chat) a Transgender individual pointed out the problematic content that is huniepop and how it fetishizes trans people as well as other minorities now this game i hear tries to make itself out as a “parody” .... its not its a sexual dating sim what would make it a parody is if sex noises were replaced with donkey sounds and the lewd pictures were replaced with poorly drawn doodles of tits or what have you its a game for incels marks hilarious when he plays it because he doesnt take the game seriously my issue isnt with him its with the developer. and if you did not know (which apparently people dont) the character poli is described as “a girl with a dick” the individual pointed this out because they felt like it dehumanizes them and paints them as nothing more than a fetish... and also apparently you can “choose” is poli is trans which kind of gives off the message that people can ignore trans peoples identity if it makes them uncomfortable... or if they dont sexualize them. and the muslim community is more or less in the same boat i come from the bible belt in usa im not muslim i am not trans but i do have a reason for standing with both and i will get to that in a bit so i was raised in a christian household in a christian setting like muslim women were basically told we cannot have sex and any sexual thought is sinful and we will be punished blah blah blah your even more closeted if your gay or bi because then you can face ... violence that being said to make the woman from the middle east hyper sexual like they did is kind of shitty even for a incel pleasing sex game. the individual who thought it would be ok to discuss this in the server because its labeled as a safe space and is generally “lgbtq” friendly thus believing he would have people agree and discuss ... was unceremoniously shut down by their peers and a mod was notified this person was not hostile maybe a bit frustrated because he wanted to talk about it and thought he would have this genuinely helpful conversation and people would listen and spread the word because to have problematic content be popular can isolate the oppressed group even more so WHEN NO ONE WANTS TO LISTEN TO THEM. if a group of marginalized people notice something problematic with content and you claim to be an ally of said group then you need to acknowledge and support what they say. they told him to go to twitter where he could potentially be bullied and written off ... because again its an INCEL PLEASING SEX GAME.(which means incels if you ever dealt with them will go and say anything to justify the game even using slurs and bullying) and to put the icing on the cake to change the topic they brought up robin ... i actually dont know who robin is as i dont really focus much on youtube creators personal stuff (it feels off for me to not personally know an individual but know their personal stuff without having actually talking to them its weird i know its a thing i have in my head) but apparently they recently came out as female and good for them im super proud of him and the patio members were discussing how they were proud of him as well for beginning to wear makeup and making themselves more feminine which would be great if they werent trying so hard to shut down the trans male who was trying to spread awareness on problematic stuff .... something he pointed out ... and something they gaslighted and said he was being hostile. really its almost as if they only care about trans issues when its someone famous discussing them so what can we possibly do about huniepop being transphobic and the answer is very easy BOYCOTT IT like... yall were up in arms and boycotted jk rowling with snap and a turn do we only cancel the old and ugly? do we only cancel those who we dont think is funny? mark is not at fault he probably doesnt realize it and any comments made on the issue are talked down upon or drowned amongst other comments im not saying to cancel him im saying to cancel the game HARD. ignore the posts bitch at the dev demand refunds for your game. like consumers have infinitely more power than corps want to admit. so you basically have a community that claims to be a safe space but only if you want to talk about sunshine and rainbows and its highly hypocritical of them to claim safety. another thing is emotionally abusive/manipulative people hide in the server and the mods dont ever seem to acknowledge it. i cannot tell you how many times ive gotten into arguments with people who seems nice then turn into assholes then claim to be the victim when i or others go off on them. if you recognize my name you know i dont stand down when it comes to having a snarky or rude comment thrown at me if your going to be an ass were fighting i dont care how nice you seemed beforehand and you dont get to call a mod just because i actually stood up for myself or others sorry not sorry dont be a bitch nuff said. now why would i care so much about problematic content? why would i care and stand by the transgender and muslim people (aside from being ya know... an actual ally and not someone who claims it for sympathy and brownie points?) its because i am autistic i am also able to function well on my own but there is a movie created by the famous singer sia it is called music it is a movie frowned upon by the autisitic community because infantizes and dehumanizes non verbal autistic people i am fortunate and unfortunate in not having to deal with much stigma unfortunate because i wasnt diagnosed until i was 17 alot of answers about my behavior could have been answered if i had been diagnosed earlier but considering society loves the quiet timid female and i functioned “well” for neurotypicals i was ignored. so yea you bet your ass im standing with them and raising awareness about huniepop and their was this one person when i mentioned this point i cant remember there name nor to do i give a shit about them because when i mentioned how autistic people ... how i was in the same boat with music by sia (again i advise that no one target the actress who was under contract target sia and please boycott her so she knows she cant get brownie points or money for a movie that stigmatizes who she claims she wants to “help” (*cough* profit off of *cough cough*) and only serves as a feel good movie for neurotypicals and ignorant people) they said “i heard people who hated the movie i heard people who found it alright people are ALLOWED to like problematic content” ... and like ... does anyone else see the problem here? its not hard at all to boycott celebrities for making content and im going to repeat this point IF A GROUP OF MARGINALIZED, STIGMITIZED AND OPPRESSED PEOPLE CALL OUT SOMETHING FOR BEING PROBLEMATIC AND YOU CLAIM TO BE AN ALLY YOU FUCKING LISTEN TO THEM AND DONT SHUT THEM DOWN I DONT GIVE A SHIT YOU DONT HAVE A FUCKING EXCUSE. if you cant bring yourself to boycott a piece of media and replace it with the infinitely more suitable forms that supports the group you claim to be for your not an ally your a fucking hypocrite and that is why i left markiplier manor i am still a youtube special ... thingy member and i will continue to be a member to support mark i want people to overall listen to those who speak up against a creator and a piece of media and listen to us all no matter how “good” something seems. .. also there is a video called listen it was created by nonverbal autistic people and communicationFIRST a group that sia apparently communicated with for her movie... and then ignored https://youtu.be/H7dca7U7GI8

#markiplier #transphobia #trans pride #lgbtq #muslim #huniepop #markiplier manor #pro choice #toxic groups #toxic fanbase #sia #music the movie #problematic content #huniepop2 #albeism #hypocrisy #hypocrites #discord

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mintseesaw · 6 years ago

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Fierce and Delicate

Part 2: Felicity (link in masterlist)

Pairing: jungkook x reader Genre: angst (and a bit of fluff), husband!au Word count: 10k Warnings: implications of depression Summary: ⇀ Jungkook and y/n had been brought in two different worlds. Jungkook living an unfortunate life and y/n being controlled by her parents all her life. Despite the imperfect relationship, they completed each other like a puzzle there is.

Jungkook has one promise he intends to keep: to always make you happy. In the process of fulfilling your wish he had once declined you of, he kept a secret from you. And unintentionally, he has done more damages than expected…Every action, and every decision… could be blamed by the flawed past.

You thought life was about living monotonously, where in a definite point of your life you reach a certain step in the platform and as years passed you move forward in the next… until you get to the final stage—you’re not even sure what it is. For you, it was bound to be simple…and ruled. By your parents. Study-work-marriage-kids-grow older and older and much older. Plain and uncomplicated. Happiness? Passion? Dreams? Disregarded. From your parents’ perception, at least.

Until Jungkook came into your life. Certainly, he did. But it was you who saw him first. Serving liquor drinks to the customers while you were left astonished by the sight of a captivating figure in front of you, who in return did not even spare you a glance. You have never seen someone as beautiful as he is. And even though he depicts the exact imagery of the word perfect, you tried not to be allured by his exterior beauty. Only when you saw what’s inside—who he truly is, the character behind the beautiful face with a tall and athletic figure, was when he truly piqued your interest. Is it possible for a person to possess so much beauty in a single person?

Your happiness was ineffable when you married him. It was a simple civil wedding yet, the most important day in your life. Because in that day, your dream was sealed, legally. To be with him forever. Not even the objection of your parents could stop you.

For you, the only option is him. To have him or no one else.

It was a secret. Your relationship with him. Because you knew your parents would never approve of him. He was the complete opposite of the ideal husband they wanted you to marry. That’s why they highly objected when they came to know about your engagement with him. It was horrible and you felt sorry for him for he didn’t deserve the mistreatment he received from your parents.

Two years after, being married with him consisted a simple life. And anything but dull. You’re contented and happy. It is what you have dreamed of. Far from the life you had before—grandiose, yet a lonely one.

You got up much earlier as per usual, to prepare breakfast, and make two cups of coffee – one with milk for you and a strong black coffee for Jungkook. What’s unusual is that Jungkook is still snuggled up in the bed. Strange. Although you always get up earlier than him, he always is the one who wakes you up, first. He would stare at you for awhile, until he it’s time to wake you up and tickles you to pull you out of your slumber.

You remembered he came home very late last night. He must be extremely tired. It gives you pride how hardworking he is. At the same time, it worries you because knowing him, he tends to forget taking care of himself when he gets too engrossed with work. His cruel and unfortunate life taught him that.

With the hopes of achieving his dream, he worked himself out tirelessly to pay for his college expenses. The reason why it took him 6 years to obtain his degree.

A year ago, he was promoted as an IT specialist in the same company you’re working at. He was accepted few months after you both got married and a year after you were hired in.

Although both of you work in the same building, you barely see each other in your workplace. Their department’s office is floors away from yours. With that, you only see each other after work hours. It was reality. No two working couple can be together all the time. Citing your own parents.

Jungkook lets you be in charge of everything in the household–except paying the bills and taking care of the expenses. Even though you’re earning more than he does, he never allows you to pay for the things that you purchase. Arguing, he is the provider of the family so it’s only necessary for him to cater to your every need and want.

You quickly got ready while waiting for Jungkook to wake up. Warm shower. Dressed up. Make-up done. Blow dried hair. Almost an hour had passed. Still, Jungkook is sprawled in between the sheets.

You sat down on the bed on his side. He was lightly snoring, mouth ajar. Your heart instantly warms up as you stare at him lovingly. Reaching out to his muscled arm, you finally decided to pull him out of his slumber.

“Time to wake up, my sweet bun.” You cooed gently. You were not sure if he heard you. He loves sleep as much as he loves doing his passion for art when he finds the time. You felt bad cutting his sleep short because unfortunately, he needs to work. Both of you have to go to work. In time. You shake him lightly, an attempt to wake him up. You thought it was no use, until he stirred a little. He was slightly moving when you tangled your fingers in the seams of his soft locks, gathering a small bunch of strands to play in your fingers.

“Kookie,” you attempted, again. You knew, this time, it worked because he let out a low groan. Stirring. Eyes still shut. He looks exhausted even with his eyes closed. Worry suddenly engulfing you.

“You okay? Do you want me to call in sick for you?” He caught your wrist and kissed the inside of it.

“Don’t worry, Jagi. I’m not sick. Just a little more sleepy.” He replied, hoarsely. His morning voice. Tired eyes met yours, rewarding you with a lazy smile. Bunny teeth showing, eyes suddenly fluttered closed from his expression. All of a sudden, in one swift movement, he was pulling you closer to taste your lips. The sweet gesture only took a second or two but your inside still tingles as he pulled away with a grin not leaving his face. Mumbling a “I miss you,” against your hair and you only hummed in reply, as a light pigment of red tinged your cheeks.

“Up now, sleepyhead. Let’s eat before we go.”

You drove the car...which you never do. He was about to object when he saw you standing at the side of the driver’s seat, but you quickly shut him off threatening him of abstinence for as long as you want. Now, he was not happy about it. It was evident even with your eyes fixated on the road, you could see him in your peripheral vision. His lower lip protruded in a pout. Arms folded in his chest as he avoided an eye contact with you.

“What…” you let out a small laugh. He looks so adorable sporting a sulky face, yet so handsome wearing his suit and tie work uniform. Handsome enough to attract the attention of the female employees, male ones even. If not for the wedding band occupying his ring finger or the fact that he is married to one of the corporate lawyers of the company, you bet they would try to flirt with him senselessly. Well, some fearless colleagues of him still try, just behind your back of course.

“You always have your ways with everything, it’s unfair.” He softly whined. You chuckled. Couldn’t he just stop being cute? You wanted to pinch his cheeks and kiss his lips but you’re driving.

“That’s not true. I only decided to drive today because you looked tired. And you couldn’t have let me if you insisted.”

“How can I stand a chance, you threatened me with abstinence!” He huffed, eyes sneaking a glance to your direction. For someone who looks so mature and intimidating with an athletic body, he sure acts like a one big baby.

“Not my problem if you can’t control your needs.” Truth is, you don’t have much control to your own needs as opposed to your verbal threat. Somehow, you were scared he would really challenge your threat. He doesn’t need to know that.

“You should stop being so sexy and irresistible, then.”

In mock disbelief, you tilted your head in his direction.

“Wow, so now it’s my fault you’re weak enough to challenge me?” Playful smirk now gone, covering it with a serious expression.

He glared back as he contended, “I’m not weak. Want me to prove it?”

Your eyes rolled. “Physical strength, sure Jeon Jungkook.“

"I will drive the car, later. No more threats.” He demanded, softly. When he realized what he just said, he cleared his throat, nonchalantly. He wont be able to drive you home later. He has to work.

You muttered a faint, “Fine,” unaware that Jungkook is suddenly being consumed with guilt.

You two parted at the lobby. Jungkook bid you goodbye with a sweet peck in your lips. It lasted for only a millisecond. A familiar scene. Yet, employees inside lobby couldn’t help but watch it unfold, everyday.

Night came. You were waiting for your husband. It was lunch when you received a text from him telling you he’d be late again and he would ride a cab home. Now it was past midnight. Swamped with worry, you had checked your phone for the nth time looking for signs of him being just fine. Reaching for your phone, about to call him when you heard a soft ding in the area of the doorway. Indicating that the door had opened.

Finally, you sighed in relief. He’s home. With your heart still at an unsettling beats, you scurried your way through the door.

The first thing that you noticed is his exhaustion clearly evident like he was about to pass out. Your eyes skimmed his figure from head to toe, looking for any signs of inflicted bruises because you could almost see pain in his eyes. It was then you took in his appearance. His dress shirt slightly disheveled. Tie undone. Hair a bit messy. And eyelids drooping, almost covering half of his irises. Nonetheless, he still looks breathtaking. He could be snoring and you’ll find him adorable. Or stuffing his mouth full until his cheeks were swelling with too much food in his mouth and you would still be in awe at how gorgeous he is.

You went on your tiptoes and treated his plump lips a sweet peck. It was only meant to greet him because you missed him as the last time you saw him was in the lobby. However, he didn’t pull away. His hand finding the back of your neck, pulling you closer. Soft lips brushing against yours. He tilted his head, urging your mouth to give him more access. Dominance on his favor, he particularly bit your lip. A smirk adorning his face when a low moan emitted past your lips. He misses you, too. You can feel it through his lips inaudibly communicate with yours.

His gentle assaults to your lips didn’t last long but enough to make your senses tingles, and too blissful to make your mind spinning that left your heart fluttering. If not for his initiative to pull away, you didn’t think you would have the energy to stop where this would lead.

Sweet, he thought. He hummed in appreciation nipping your bottom lip. It was all he needed to somehow ease his beat-up body. If only love-making wouldn’t consume so much energy, he would’ve initiated it because, right now, he wants to feel you, to be inside you, to feed his soul with your love.

“Did you have dinner, yet?” He rested his forehead against yours. His eyes remained closed. Exhaustion etched on his flawless face. He didn’t want to you to witness this.

When you came in into his life, you have always had the goal of looking out for him. Something that he failed to do all his life. Ever since then, your first priority is his well-being. No one had cared for him the way you did for he was used to doing it with other people. And when he’s had a taste of your kind soul…so sweet, so addicting, how it reached even the darkest and deepest emotions kept within him– he couldn’t just let you go, anymore. It was then he knew you were the one he was waiting for, the one whom he was preserving his love for. It doesn’t matter how hard this is for him. As long it’s for you and as long as you don’t witness this ever again. He reminded himself to tell you not to wait for him, anymore. To ease the guilt that was creeping into him.

“I just want to rest.” Kissing your temple, he headed upstairs. Your fingers interlaced with his, dragging you with him.

He only let go of your hand when both of you got inside your shared bedroom. A growing concern slowly engulfing you as you watched him moved languidly. Few seconds later that felt like hours for him, his bare back visible from your sight. Dress pants pooled in his feet as he scurried for something to change inside the closet. He seemed to be taking his time choosing an article of clothing. It was not the case, though. He was spacing out, barely functioning.

You couldn’t watch the scene, anymore. You went to his side, rescuing him from his dilemma. To prove his broken sense of his now battered mind to process an action, you easily picked a cotton pajamas and an over-sized cotton shirt both neatly stacked and folded right in front of him.

Throwing the pajamas in your shoulder, you gathered the cotton shirt in both hands. Fingers collecting both sides of the fabric vertically to easily maneuver his head on the hole. He didn’t even complain when you pushed it up on his eye level, instructing him to put it on his head. If it were in any other circumstances, he would whine and snatch the clothes in your hand, not wanting you to help him dress because he said he’s not a baby. Buttoning his dress shirt and helping him with his tie being the only exceptions.

Arms on the hole, pajamas tucked on his waist. He mumbled a thank you as he finally completed the simple task which in his beat-up state seemed to be a complicated one. He sauntered towards the bed.

The moment his back met the soft mattress, exhaustion finally hitting every core of his body. Groaning as the material felt so comforting and good against his worn out back.

“Jungkook,” A hand reached out to his arm, caressing the skin as if it could help him relieve his exhaustion. The smooth, velvety pads of your fingers felt like heaven against the burning muscle of his arm. It took the remaining energy of him to swallow down a moan threatening to come out from his throat.

“Hm?”

“You’re late again…”

“I’m fine, Jagi. It’s necessary for the project. Just until the launch and we’re good.”

“The launch? But that’s next month. Won’t that be too much–”

"Let’s sleep, my love. I’m too tired to function. We’ll talk tomorrow, is that okay with you?” You didn’t reply anymore knowing that you would eventually fail to properly talk to him in his state. You let out a sigh. You’re more than worried. What if he comes home tomorrow like this again? You were just concern for him. A weird feeling mixed with confusion consumes your mind as your inquiry was left hanging. As easy as that, thoughts started swirling in your mind like the devil it was.

With his eyes closed, he pat the space beside him, silently commanding you to lie down. Once you occupied the space, he lightly pulled you against him. Your cheek pressed down his chest, his lips pecking your temple before he nuzzled your hair. You closed your eyes with a heavy heart. Hand stuffing the material of his shirt out of habit. Seconds after he breathily confessed his love for you and just about you return it back, breathy snores were already coming out of his mouth.

At least, he didn’t forget. It was his habit to tell you that before you two fall asleep every night. In some nights, he would mumble sweet nothings with his love confession as his conclusion. In other nights, it was more than that. He would show you…once, twice, and more until your lungs hurt because you were chasing your next breath.

To your dismay, this went on for days. And the talk that he promised never happened. You were disappointed because this is the first time that it happened. Is it really possible to have shifts this long? The current law about labor only prescribes no longer than 12 hours for an employee a day. Suspicions started to cloud your mind. Maybe…it’s something else? You were quick to shake the thought away. He didn’t give you a reason to doubt him even though his time spent at work made you see and talk to him less. And you couldn’t just barge in inside the HR department demanding answers why your husband is having more than 12 hours of shift. Rumors spread like wildfire in your workplace. If you let your emotions take over, you’d do just that and in no time talks about you and Jungkook will be the next hot topic in your workplace.

It should not surprise you that he is so dedicated on his work. He’s never not hardworking with everything he does. Even with the part time jobs he’s had in the past. And in spite of his longer shifts at work, he remained caring and sweet to you, regardless of the lack of intimacy. He does not forget to give you a kiss before you two part in the lobby of the company and greet you in at night. He did not miss the chance tell you sweet nothings just before he’s put to slumber, despite how tired he was. You have no right to be suspicious. He was only working so hard for the sake of you, right? You forced the thought in your mind as an overwhelming feeling of turmoil envelops you so bad you were losing the ability to think sensibly. Keeps you awake at night until the early hours of morning. You don’t even know why you couldn’t just ask him what’s been bugging you instead of letting it eat your inner peace ever so slowly.

His consistent sweet gestures, reassurance and simply his presence you barely see kept you sane, temporarily.

It was one of those nights that you started to doubt his whereabouts when your nose caught a hint of alcohol. You knew, in particular, he didn’t drink. He gave you a kiss and you failed to taste a lingering liquor or any unpleasant flavor from his mouth. Aside from the alcohol, you did catch a mixture of other scents you cannot even pinpoint where he got it from. Did his workmates drink while they work? You were so confused and bothered at the same time that a literal dull ache sat in your head from thinking too much.

You followed him as he went straight to the bedroom. Unlike his hasten long strides, you were taking your time. Contemplating how to bring up your discovery.

His work clothes already changed into a sleepwear when you got inside. He was getting ready to sleep. You didn’t expect him to do anything else aside from sleeping. But you have to speak with him, now, or you’re not sure what it would cost you from prolonging your own agony.

“Can we talk?”

Jungkook was surprised with the tone of your question. He raised an eyebrow in confusion as he took in your presence. Is there something wrong? He admitted he has been busy with his work that your nightly conversations before you two sleep were halted. And now it seemed he was missing something. He promised to himself he would make it up to you when he saves enough money. He will take you to the island you’ve been googling about, even how expensive it is.

“What’s the matter?”

“I don’t know, Jungkook. You tell me. Why do you smell alcohol?”

You saw his face stilled. His body went rigid. You couldn't quite decipher what his expression is giving away. Is it guilt?

He tried to conceal his surprise hearing your inquiry. You weren't supposed to know and he wasn’t supposed to tell you. He knows how being at the pub owned by his cousin became a sensitive issue for you. Right after Jungkook graduated, you asked him not to work there, anymore.

He cleared his throat before speaking, “I…uh…went to Brews.”

Your eyes narrowing at his answer. “Why didn’t you tell me you were going to Jin’s bar?” You pressed more. You were growing irritated realizing you know so little of his whereabouts, especially when he’s been to a place flocked with sexual predators. What else you don’t know about?

“I’m- I’m sorry…It was so sudden–”

“You could’ve at least called your waiting wife…”

“I didn’t– didn’t know you’d wait. I told you not to.” It was true. You received a text with the same reason he was using since the past few days. Should you really just not wait just because it’s what he told you? You want to make sure he’s okay and see it for yourself. That’s the only assurance you want to be at peace, especially knowing how Jungkook can go beyond his limit when it comes to work. A memory of him being rushed to the hospital because he couldn’t breathe properly all of a sudden while he was in his late night shift at Brews crossed your mind. The doctor said it doesn’t have anything to do with his heart. It was over-fatigue. And you’re scared it could happen again with the amount of time he’s been spending at work. And his unplanned meet-up with Jin, or so he said it was.

“You can’t just assume I won’t. Jungkook, I’m worried about you. You can’t expect me to sleep peacefully until I see you in one piece.”

“Jagi… I’m sorry…”

“We’re barely talking now. And I don’t know what’s really going on.”

“We’re fine, right? And you have nothing to worry about. I’m fine,”

“Are you really just working…or you have other plans you don’t tell me about? Just like your little meet-up with Jin…” You contested. His eyes in a matter of seconds turning darker, displeased with your answer. Jungkook felt offended as your inquiry is taking in a different route. He easily picked up what you were trying to do. You were silently accusing him. He may be keeping a secret from you, but he would never do that to you. Not when his madly in love with you that he couldn’t see himself living without you in the future.

“Are yo--what do you think I was doing?” Your determination to confront him deteriorating when you meet his burning gaze. Lump forming in your throat, making you suddenly mute. The thoughts that were consuming your mind suddenly gone as you searched for something to support your implication. “You think I’m cheating on you?” It is unfair for him. He has been nothing but caring to you, showing you how much you mean to him and he was not perfect– far from it. But he only wants you to trust him.

“No! Just…” You fumbled with words to say, “You were slipping away from me. What else would I think? You smelled alcohol and you didn’t tell me you’ve been to see Jin.” Sorrow filled you up that you feel your heart could burst from the possibilities that there might be someone who could fill your spot in his life.

“Have I not shown you how I feel? Is it not enough that you couldn’t put your trust on me?” As hard as it was spoken, it hit you just like that. Like a brick crushed against a concrete wall so hard it broke into pieces. It was your doubt that was crushed into crumbles. Once again, you were lost of words to say. Your head lowered in defeat. He could read your apology by the looks of your expression even if it was left unspoken.

“I…” Your mouth closed as you find your voice retreating from hesitance. The need to let out an apology dissipating into the thin air, right in front of you. Blinking your eyes, as if to free them from the moisture threatening to spill out.

“Rest your mind and trust me. Don’t ever doubt me, again. We won’t talk about this anymore.” The dull ache that’s been sitting in his heart because of his insecurities now replaced with a new kind, seeing you question his faith in your marriage. Afraid of where this confrontation would lead, he has to stop it before you get to know more even if it means showing you a cold facade. It wasn’t the right time for you to know.

“Jungkook…” You wanted to say sorry despite your inner voice telling you he’s hiding something.

“Sleep, Y/n.”

You felt so disappointed to yourself. More so that he became upset with you. He’s right. You didn’t have a reason to doubt him. It was just your mind making things up.

An idea suddenly crossed your mind, and just how fast it came, you were quick to shut it off your mind. But… would it hurt you to consider it? What else would it cost you more than Jungkook’s disappointment to you to talk to one of his colleagues without his knowledge? Is it right to do it?

Even if it isn’t, you realized you need to do it. For your own peace.

You whispered his name, wanting to apologize for stirring up an argument, unintentionally. But he didn’t answer. You failed to see if he’s still awake because his back was turned to you. In grief, you decided to sleep all your thoughts away. Hoping that tomorrow will be better in your favor.

The following day, you decided to talk to Taehyung– Jungkook’s closest colleague in the company. You texted him to meet you during the break. You couldn’t even eat because of what happened last night. Might just used the time to talk to his workmate.

A weird feeling sat still in your stomach as you see the tall, handsome and young workmate and close friend of your husband approaching in your direction. He bowed to you in respect. You did the same.

You were never good at reading people. But you could easily decipher the confusion dancing around his face. That you never meet him without Jungkook, and now you requested for him to meet you up out of nowhere behind Jungkook’s back. Maybe Jungkook would eventually know because Taehyung’s loyalty lies on Jungkook just as expected.

“Hey. I’m not sure why you need to see me. But it sounded urgent. So…” Taehyung intentionally left his statement hanging.

“No, it wasn’t but I need to talk to you about something. Maybe we should go outside?” You offered as you didn’t want others within your workplace to hear your conversation.

“Sure. Why do I get the feeling this is something serious?” He joked. You looked at him meaningfully, before you headed out of the lobby, remaining silent. A small cafe sits across the building, and you were going that way having Taehyung tailed you behind.

“Uhh.. is it? I’m sorry about that. I’m guessing it’s about Jungkook? Are you guys okay?”

“Yeah, we are.” You couldn’t just tell him you had upset your husband last night because you were suspecting him of something you cannot put to words. As you reached the end of your short journey, you entered the glass walled cafe. Taehyung, being several inches taller than you allowed him to see all the tables from his eye level, made him quickly choose a seat for two and maneuvered you towards the table.

“Maybe, we can order something before we…uh talk?” You offered. Hands fidgeting, nerves consuming your system. Why are you even nervous? You’re only going to ask him. It doesn’t mean your suspicion will be confirmed

“I’m fine, I just had my lunch before I came to see you. What about you?”

“No… I uh couldn’t…” Eat. The word was left hanging at the tip of your tongue. It would be embarrassing to let him know you had lost your appetite to eat since you’ve started getting suspicious of your husband.

Clearing your throat, “So…uh…you may have known that Jungkook is taking longer shifts for almost a week now. Right?” Taehyung nodded, telling you he has an idea of you were talking about.

“Uh…most of the team are. I was not one of them, fortunately. It must have been hard for them. They said the bosses are demanding tight confidentiality with the project after a hacker tried to get an info.” You heard that same story during a meeting, a week ago. So your husband is really just working? Taehyung’s expression remained serious, no sign of pretense was showing. Or maybe it was just you trying to convince yourself there was really no ordeal going on.

“That was what I heard. But, you guys haven’t been out, have you? Like…hang out or something?” Taehyung may be that innocent charmer from the IT department, and avoids drama in the workplace at all cost. But your question put him off guard. He quickly caught an implication.

“Not with me, no. Perhaps… are you worried for something else? You feel something is up? I’m sorry I couldn’t help you. You should talk to him.” You already tried and he ended up being mad at you, you argued mentally. Perhaps, there really is nothing to be suspicious of? That it was just your mind playing tricks on you? That Jungkook really is just at the company until after midnight together with his workmates in an inhumanely shift?

Suddenly a wash of exhaustion coming over you, your shoulders slowly slumping. This was going nowhere.

“I know. I just… Can you… just not mention this to him?”

“Of course, I wont. I hope you two settle whatever this is before it gets worse.”

“Thank you,Taehyung. And I apologize for bothering you… it was just me being paranoid.”

“That’s not a problem. You don’t have to worry, though. Your husband loves you.”

You heaved a long sigh. See, there’s nothing. It’s just a stupid nonsense accusation. It was a dead end.

In spite of wanting to see him and try to clear things up, you’re scared you will upset him more or that another argument happens.

When Taehyung left, you went straight to the restroom. Locking yourself up in one of the cubicles, needing an outlet to let all the emotions that have been sitting there– in your heart. You couldn’t stop the tears despite your efforts of trying to wipe your cheeks dry.

He loves you. He never fails to remind you how much you mean to him. Every night and every chance that he get, he tells you how he feels. The way he kisses you, touches you… gentle, and full of passion. And when he makes love to you…it is a blissful moment tinge with his possessiveness marking you as his which lingers to your skin, to your lips. He is your only lover. Yet, you knew it was different. The way he did it with you is different from his past experiences.

Your overwhelming emotions let the moist in your eyes flow uncontrollably. And as you fall deeper, submerged through your emotions, a slight spell of dizziness washed through you. And it made you snap from reality. You had to stop. In that moment, the urge to see the person occupying your thoughts all this time is so powerful that you didn’t realize too soon as your fingers quickly typed in a text for him until it was too late, your thumb had already pressed the send button. To: Husband Hey You didn’t expect him to reply right away. Or even give you one. Maybe, you can call him later, instead? You were fine with whenever. Just… you need to see him. To your surprise, he replied seconds after you pressed the send button. From: Husband Jagi? Hey, you alright? To: Husband I’m fine, just want to see you. Can I? From: Husband Right now? To: Husband If you’re not busy… From: Husband Where are you? I’ll come to you. To: Husband The café across the building. From: Husband Okay, Jagi. I’ll come down in 15. Reading his last reply, you straightened yourself up. Trying as much as you can to wipe your tear stained cheeks clean. Heaving a sigh, you headed in front of the lengthy mirror thankful there was no one else in the restroom to see your mess of a face. You had to be decent enough when he sees you. You shouldn’t have cried too much, now you couldn’t hide your puffy eyes even with your extreme efforts. And despite using a darker shade of eyeshadow to put some color to your eyelids, it was no use. You hoped Jungkook wouldn’t so much as noticed the evidence of your little episode.

When you walked out of the restroom, you went to the table positioned at the farthest corner of the rectangular shaped cafe because it was the least public seat.

Everything was okay. You and Jungkook were happy and contented together—in the midst of a blissful marriage for almost two years now. Sure there were arguments and petty fights here and there. But this—you never experienced this before, ever since you got into a relationship with him. That you sense, even in the slightest bit, that there is something going on.

It was not just what your instinct telling you that he is keep something from, it was also him that works himself tirelessly. Seeing him how he much he pays attention to his job brings you nostalgia. The same Jungkook you met back when you were still studying and he was balancing two or three part time jobs and few classes in college. He wanted to finish his degree and he did. But it was never easy. Life never did go smoothly on his favor, as opposed to yours. He had to earn everything he had and wanted. Even his basic needs were deprived of him. He was lucky if he had three meals in a day. Because he was always in short of money and he had to pay for college fees, his food allowances were sacrificed. Jimin, his bestfriend since high school, told you that. Your husband would never share that with you. It broke you down…how a beautiful person and a pure hearted soul could experience so much miseries in this world. You wish you could take all his pain away…if that were possible.

That same Jungkook was resonating in him, again. It was agonizing to watch him suffer.

“Hey…Jagi…” A familiar voice called you softly, pulling you out of your abstraction. He was standing there right in front of you. Smile adorning his face, like he was happy to see you. You didn’t say anything. Lost for words. What would you even say to him? You made him upset. Until he bends over to plant a small peck in you cheek. You blinked, not really sure how you’re supposed to act after what happened last night.

Only after a few seconds of silence between the two of you when you decided to whisper, “Hi,” and to your dismay, it came out awkward. In the hopes of trying to send him an indication that his presence gives you comfort, you tried to smile sincerely. Because you were really happy to see him. Having thoughts about his past is just not helping you to lighten up your mood just as much as you want him to see.

He sat on the chair across your seat, staring intently at you. In a matter of seconds, his smile was replaced into a worry tainting his beautiful face. You couldn’t stand the intensity of his gaze so you shifted your attention to your fingers.

“Jagi…have you been crying? Are you alright?” He knows you like the back of his hand. Your eyes easily becomes puffy and red when you cry. Looking at you now, he could already tell even if he didn’t word out his thought. After the little confrontation, you two didn’t exchange words with each other since then. He felt bad shutting you off last night and he was too ashamed to initiate a conversation earlier this morning. You avoided him in the morning like the plague, anyway. So he didn’t expect receiving a text from you so suddenly.

“Hey… I’m sorry–”

“Why are you saying sorry? It’s me who should apologize.” You sniffed, and seeing you like this triggered his guilt— regret, and grief intensifying the forlorn emotion so strong it was making his insides weak, helplessly. He watched you wiped your tears in haste.

“I made you feel this way, didn’t I? I hate it… I hate seeing you like this. Please stop crying, Jagi. It’s making me weak.” Witnessing you in this state with so much vulnerability right in front of him is the last thing he wants to see, especially if it was him that had caused it. He could beg on his knees if it is the only way to make you stop.

“I’m fine. I just needed to see you and… to apologize. After what happened last night… I wanted us to make up.”

“You have nothing to apologize.”

“But…you’re mad!” You quietly exclaimed, interjecting his statement.

“I was, yes. But to myself. It’s my fault. You wouldn’t be like this if I didn’t give you a reason to.”

“I’m sorry…” He didn’t speak. Yet, his eyes that had never left you since he came here stared at you with so much passion that he was almost soothing your sorrow away. Almost.

“D-Do you…do you trust me?” His voice was meant to be calm and tender. It broke, as fear was slowly consuming his heart. That you couldn’t give him answer. Too afraid to admit you couldn’t put your trust on him, anymore.

Nodding your head more than twice while breathily replying, “Yes,” as if to give emphasis to the intensity of your answer from his query. He was quick in his feet to gather you in his arms. Muttering sweet nothings to your ear, too engrossed with his emotions to care about the eyes around that watched them in awe perceiving them as a lovely couple on a sweet daze in the early stage of their romance.

Relief washed over him. Now he just needed to work harder to save up and end his wife’s sorrow.

Jungkook You were asleep when he got home that night.

He was relieved you didn’t see how beat up he was. He was relieved you didn’t see him getting home at two in the morning. He didn’t want to make it harder for you just as it was for him

Jungkook almost crawled his way to the bedroom. He’s been aching to touch you and kiss you. Despite seeing you everyday, it was not enough to keep himself from missing you. The thought of you gives him the strength to wake up everyday. You are his determination to work harder to give you a decent life. It may not be luxurious like the life you had with your family. But he’s trying to provide everything for you. It’s his duty to worry about making ends meet as the provider of this family.

To fulfill his promise of keeping that happiness to you is to do the things you want. It was one fine day a month ago, you brought up your desire of wanting to have a late post-marriage honeymoon with him, since you never had one before. He didn’t miss the sparkle in your eyes as  you talk about your excitement going to a beautiful island with him. His eyes also never missed how your face fell when he told you he couldn’t leave work, yet. It felt like his heart was torn into pieces seeing how you’ve gone quiet and caught you later on sniffling quietly in the bathroom.

He never felt so helpless in that moment. He couldn’t just tell you the truth. That he cannot afford to bring you to Maldives. That was what he discovered on your laptop’s search history. Although he was unsure, he promised you. You two will have a vacation. He just needs to look for a part time work to make it real. He agonizingly endured the past exhaustive days in order to save up. Though he was not sure when he would get enough money for the vacation he’s planning for the two of you.

His arms wrapped around your body. Nuzzled your hair to smell your lavender scented shampoo. You’ve been using it for quite some time after he told you he loves the scent. He whispered a sweet, "I love you” before sleep consumes him.

It was Sunday. You were not supposed to wake up earlier than usual as it was a day off of work. This is the only time you get to wake up whenever you want. However, a blaring sound of a phone ringing stirred you up much earlier than you want. You tried to search for the source of the sound from your position. However, you can only move your head as warm muscular arms were wrapped around you that restricted your desire to get up. You carefully pried his arms away not to wake him up just yet, slowly and carefully wiggling your way out of the bed.

It was Jungkook’s that was placed on the coffee table near the closet door. Reaching out for the phone, you quickly pressed the answer button, hoping not to wake him up. You answered it without knowing the caller’s name as you walked towards the far corner of the bed. You peered behind your shoulders, your husband remained still between the sheets. No sign of consciousness just yet. Sighing in relief, you pressed the phone against your ear.

“Hel—” The caller interrupted before you even got the chance to speak.

“Jungkook-ah! Don’t worry about your shift tonight, I found a temporary staff.”

Caught off guard, you blinked. He sounded familiar. W-what did he say? What’s going on? Consciousness slowly coming back to you as your mind trying to process his words.

The moment you recognized the owner of the voice, it’s almost so hard to utter his name. You wished it wasn’t him because it would make sense. “Seokjin?”

“Wait—oh is this Y/N? Is Jungkook there?”

“Yes its, Y/N. My husband is still asleep. I’m not quite sure what you mean?” you muttered, confused. And anger so quick in fueling within you, that it was blazing enough to hear your insides crumble into ashes as you finally comprehend the news he unintentionally spilled to the person your husband has kept it from.

“Oh, just tell him he doesn’t have to work tonight.” Even though you heard him the first time, tiny pieces of hope still tries to convince you that you didn’t hear him right. Last time you checked, Jungkook is not working in his cousin’s bar. He would never lie to you, right?

“Work? In Brews?” You whispered shakily. It makes sense…just as how much your mind is contradicting what he said, it made sense.

“You—you don’t know? Oh, I’m sorry about that. I’m not sure why he didn’t tell you. All he asked is to give him a part time here.” You felt his sudden concern. Yet, it was overpowered by your husband’s betrayal. So this is what he was keeping to you. He lied to you?

An urge to throw up the muffin you had barely touch last night suddenly wants to surface from your throat. Your hand flew up in your mouth as your chest constricted from so much emotions. It took so much of you to choke the sob threatening to spill from your mouth any second now.

“He’s working as a what?” It took everything in you to calmly utter another question. Because you didn’t know what you were capable of, when your emotions are at bay. You didn’t want to regret when it’s too late.

“The usual, bartending. I hope you’re not mad. Anyways, if you want I’ll tell him not to come anymore if it worries you.”

“Don’t worry, I’ll tell him myself. Thanks.” You quickly ended the call. A million thoughts reeling inside your mind, tormenting you with the reality. It must be a dream— no, a nightmare. And you just wanted to wake up. In his arms. Where you feel safe and unharmed. His arms that comfort you, and protect you from the world. But here you were, awake. Meters away from the man, who you thought could protect you from any harm, is also the same man who could inflict so much pain in your heart right now.

Staring at his sleeping figure snuggled up in the bed, you fought back the tears that were trying to come out. You’ve done a lot of crying since the past few days and now it made you realized just how weak you really are.

You can feel your whole body shaking from the burning anger. You didn’t know how long you were trying to calm yourself. Why did he have to keep this from you? Why did he make himself suffer? You felt so betrayed, you’re afraid you cannot control yourself from breaking. No—you were breaking. The rational in you tried to convince you to hear his reasons. That maybe, it would help to understand his action—his lies. Did he want to intentionally hurt? Knowing that bending over your agreement with him would emotionally cause you pain?

You remained glued to the corner of the room, turning your gaze away from him. You decided to go out of the bedroom to breathe some air despite the fury that’s telling you to wake him up and confront him about his lies. It was not just about him hiding it from you, it was the fact that he went back working at Jin’s bar when you asked not to, years ago…

When you met Jungkook, you realize he was not just a part-time student and a bartender with a pretty face. Everyone likes him. Unlike you who has few friends given that you are aloof and introvert, he has a lot of friends despite being shy and reserved. He was not only liked by people, he was also everyone’s favorite. By everyone means even the customers of Brews– especially female ones. You witnessed with your own eyes how eager the female predators were in trying to gain his attention. Even so much as offering him a huge amount of money to make him date any of them. Everyone’s advances were turned down. He was polite to turn them down. They were customers, after all. You didn’t like it one bit, especially the sexual advances happening here and there being Jungkook as the prey didn’t dissipate. You never questioned his loyalty, because you felt the sincerity of his feelings to you. It was the bold women who kept hitting on him despite turning them down that bothered you.

Working there again behind your back, brings you pain more than it fuels your ire. Why did he want to go back there, anyway? You don’t even think it’s for money. You both have it securely in the joint account you opened two years ago. He always tells you he takes care of everything–even the household expenses. It was the reason why you saved your own salary securely in the bank for you both have a spare when he runs out of it and for the future—kids and all that stuff.

Suddenly, you heard a movement. And you knew it was him because there’s no one else in the apartment other than you and him. He’s awake now. You saw him first before he did. You were at the kitchen. And when he found you, he made his way to you. He was half naked, and if you weren’t so consumed with intense forlorn emotions, you would have adored how tone his body is despite being married to you for more than two years.

His eyes smiled before it reached down his mouth seeing. He was about to bend over to plant a kiss against your mouth to greet you, his mouth only millimeters away from yours when you turned your head in another direction. Lips ending up pressed in your cheek. He slowly stepped back in confusion. Seeing a blank face painted in your face, he sensed the tension slowly building up in the thin air despite being unaware of what you just discovered.

“Is something wrong?” He tried to reach for you. A habit of his when he sense an argument is coming, thinking that it would help ease your mind.

You held out his phone.

“Jin said you don’t have to work at your shift tonight.” The moment you dropped the bomb, he knew it was over for him. There would be nothing but to face your impending ire.

You calmly placed the phone in the counter top before you turned around. In a lightning speed, he caught your arm, placing you much closer against him. You couldn’t stand his touch. Not when you’re fuming with anger and broken in sorrow. You could just melt down and forgive him right there and then.

“Jagi…hear me out please.” You tried to push him away. And you know you have no match with his strength. His frame towered your body. Arms firmly holding your shoulders. His eyes sought your raging gaze. The same eyes that showed you so much passion, love, happiness are now staring with so much emotions. One of which you were able to decipher was the guilt. Jungkook knows he has no match against your steely expression. You were standing so close to him. Yet, your eyes were giving it all. It was your heart that was burning with so much pain.

“Don’t touch me.” You gritted out. Jungkook didn’t release his hold of you. Afraid that you might vanished in front of his eyes. You were just so consumed with your anger that you don’t care how he begged for your attention to listen to him. “Jagi, please… Just give me a minute.“

"No. A lie is a lie. Let me go, Jungkook.” You seethed, yet so calmly spoken. As you pushed him one more time, he loosened his grip against your body which gave you the opportunity to step away from him. And for the first time of the day, you looked straight into his eyes. His eyes danced with so much regret, and fear as you shoot him with emotions he never wanted to see coming from you.

“Please… Y/N…I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to—” his hands pushed forward as if he was trying to reach out to you— except they were frozen mid-air. Not moving in between the space of the two of you.

“You didn’t mean to what? To lie? To hide this from me? I thought we agreed you wouldn’t come back there to work.”

“I’m sorry, Jagi. I know you’re worried. That would be the last time, I—I promised.”

“I just don’t understand what is this for-”

“You know how I feel about providing everything for you. I just want to be able to give everything that you need.” You took in every word he said, in the hopes of being able to understand his side. And as you try harder, his words, no more than a consolation, only felt like a knife slicing down the hope of you being needed in return by the same person you have been needing of.

“It’s all about you providing for me? Then what about me… I’m working too… to help you. To save up for our future.”

"I need you, by my side, as my wife…”

It’s true. He needs you and only you. With this thought in mind, he failed to understand what you simply hoped for as his wife. He failed to see that all this time in this marriage, you were waiting for him to treat you equally as rhe one he can lean on in everything he takes care of. Sure he lets you in charge of the household—cooking, buying groceries, doing the laundry like you wanted to, preparing and decorating the house for special occasions— it was just that. Everything else were left on his capable, experienced hands. Not letting you have a glimpse of the cruelty of living a simple life…

“We’re married and that means the two of us should work together. Why do you always try to carry everything? Do you even know how that makes me feel? It was worse than how my parents controlled me all my life.”

“It was not my intention. I want to give you a decent life, if I can’t give you a grand life.”

“I told you over and over I don’t care about my life in the past! You’re my husband, not some guardian who has to tend to my every need. I also want to feel like you need me like I do to you,” You sighed, “Why are we going back to this discussion anyway, you’re not even listening to me.” More than the anger that kept fueling inside you as the two of you skirted deeper into the confrontation, it was out of frustration that made you snapped the words that continued to spill forward.

“When have I not, I’m always eager to listen to whatever you say. It keeps me sane to know I’m making you happy.”

“Then why did you lie?! We’ve agreed you won’t ever take another job–more so at Brews.”

“I just want to save up–”

You were growing more and more exhausted as a wave of confusion hit you. There were too many emotions flooding your mind. Too much for you to take it all in. Now, you just want to vanish for a moment in the hopes of all your miseries fading with you. You don’t want any of it, anymore. “Why do you want to save up? We have the money…”

“I wanted to give you the holiday, to surprise you for our wedding anniversary. Isn’t that enough reason to save up?” Just like that, your heart felt like it was being ripped out of you. And you were just there letting it unfold you how he forwardly disregard the money that you worked so hard of… for the two of you, for your future family.

“Why did I even put all the money I worked hard for in our account if we don’t ever use it? I’m done with this argument. I get it, you don’t need me when it comes to my money.” You were about to turn around, away from him. Away from this all because the more you argue with him, the greater the damage it’s inflicting on you. You feel so stuffy with the pain sitting in your heart. Having a glimpse of the sky, and the sun might calm you down. You want to go outside. But he stopped you even before you took a step away from him, catching your arm in his hand.

“Wh-what? What do you mean? I told you to save them up. They are yours.” As if his words have burned you, you tried so hard to distance yourself more away from him. Full of pain and exhaustion, you let out a shaky breathe. As if a single ounce of air could take away all that’s hurting you. You wished the world would stop spinning so you can turn back the time…before all of this had happened. Far from the ordeal that is standing so tall and so destructively between you and Jungkook. Now you have to face the reality. That all this time, you were never really wanted by someone you love so sincerely, so passionately. Just like how it was in the past. With your parents.

Slowly recollecting the past, you recounted, “You know, I saved up one time when I was in middle school to buy my parents gifts for Christmas. I could buy them that with their own money, but I chose to save up because I thought it would be more meaningful if I sacrificed a little for them. And when Christmas came, my gifts were left unopened under the Christmas tree like the rest of the gift decorations. The next day, all of the gifts were thrown away including the ones I bought for them. It shattered me, because I didn’t know the same people who nurtured me to be someone could also make me feel useless.”

“Y/n...“

Silence.

Despite your efforts of understanding him, you failed to see the truth in his eyes for you were so hurt with his lies, with the past resurfacing like a slap on your face...you failed to understand that his action was caused by his fear. He was lacking, said your parents. Their judgment has been branded on his mind since then. And one day, when you get tired of this simple life that took so much of him for you to have– you will leave him. To go back with the life where you have everything or be with someone who deserves you more than he does. It was that fear that drove him to take all the hardship away from you. Because you were not used to it. You were that delicate flower in a garden full of grasses that needs to be taken care of cautiously. Jungkook is used to the pain and miseries of the world. So he took all of it. To keep you from blooming. To keep you from giving beauty to the garden that is his life.

Now he’s watching you lose your beautiful petals–all because of his flawed perception. You might be as tender as a flower, but Jungkook’s love made you grow that you learned to be strong and in time, his love made you strong.

“That’s how I feel, right now.”

Your life, even before you were born, was already planned by your parents. Guiding–more like controlling your every move, every decision, every chapter in you life. Everything they wanted for you is the only option. Yours are not even heard of, or spoken. In the process, your passion for writing was long forgotten. And you didn’t complain. You thought you had no right to. Every need, every want and more were offered to you all your life. You had friends who struggled to live independently because their parents couldn’t afford to support them or who are simply poor that eating three meals in a day cannot be guaranteed. So you appreciated everything you have, until it was all there’s left from you. That simply living was breaking you apart.

Your parents love you, as much as you tried to convince yourself otherwise. The only offspring of their marriage born after 3 years of trying, and consulting from medical practitioners. It was the reason why your life was programmed only with their desires. You understand, it was to secure your future because you’re the only they have. As cliché as it sounds, you were the obedient daughter every parent wants. Were.

Years passed. You learned. Academically? Excellently, yes. But that’s only it. Perhaps, it sounds fulfilling and a fruit of pride for your parents. Deep inside, rotten. With passion and dreams kept deep through your soul, withering. Nothing else can grow it back to life. Or is there?

The only thing that kept you sane was your interest in learning things. Your favourites— history and  art. You explored your way through libraries and museums. Your sources of both distraction and temporary happiness.

College came and taught you more than what academic lectures and books have offered. You realized your situation is no ordinary. Because you met a lot of rich students along the way but they have lived differently, on the path that they wanted to take. Unlike you.

People may have perceived your family as the perfect one, and you as a someone who has everything. They were wrong. You missed that one thing all your life. Freedom. And so, one day, you tried to negotiate it with your parents. To live on your own while you finish your degree. They objected, you were not surprised. But the thirst of freedom needs to be quenched for your own sanity. For the first time in life, you didn’t talk to them for days, even weeks. Until one day, they went to your dorm. Fetching you for Christmas break which you had no plan of spending with them. You were supposed to spend it by yourself. To explore, to find yourself.

They tried to convince you to go home. Even offered you a new car. Ridiculous. Nothing can make you changed your mind.

Until they agreed. Favouring your request. But their condition, you will only live independently after graduation.

“I just want to feel needed,” You whispered. Like a dam that couldn’t hold too much water flowing from the stream, tears pooled out of your eyes, blurring your sight. The hole that has slowly healed from years of Jungkook’s effort, you could feel it, again. Slowly breaking you. Is it impossible? For a person to make you whole, and for him to break you again? The worst part is you couldn’t hate him for it.

“I do… I need you, Y/n…please…stop it now. I couldn’t stand seeing you like this.” Jungkook was not sure what he was pleading for. He wanted to take all your pain away. It was too much for him to take watching you break right in front of his eyes. He promised you. That it would be different. Living with him would be different. That he would do everything in his power to make you happy, which you never was all your life. In the process of keeping his promise, he realized he was only doing the exact opposite of it. He was making you suffer more… and now it was breaking you.

You nodded. Even though you’re not sure, anymore. He wouldn’t lie to you, right? He needs you, you wanted to believe what he said. And you smiled bitterly just as you remembered that the cause of this dispute were his lies.

He cupped your face, forcing you to look at him. He whispered pleadingly, “I need you…”

It was a rough year in law school when you met Jungkook. It was your first time going to a bar. Jihyo, your friend, persuaded you to go with her. Saying you needed to unwind because it was the stress that caused you quite a few failed exams. Your freedom? So close to your fingers. Just one more year before your graduation.

But meeting him was the plot twist of your life. Suddenly, it was him that you wanted, it was him your soul is craving for.

The deep, dark hole in you that scarred your whole being slowly healed. Jungkook was there, providing you with everything you didn’t know you were craving for all your life.

His personality a breath of fresh air. He was older than you but seems younger by heart. He is beautiful—perfect even. But not arrogant. Adventurous but responsible. Struggling in life but never giving up. He’s had flings but preserves love for the right person.

And then there was you. Nothing you have to be proud of. Nothing you can brag and share with him just as much as he did to you. You learned a lot from him—generally, in life, through his stories.

He’s the light to your dark, and dull life. He is everything that you’re not, but everything that you need of. And the one you desire. He taught you everything he has, and in the process, you fell hard. You knew it was happening. The moment that you laid eyes on him, it was over for you. Only months after dating with him without your parents’ knowledge that you accepted the fact. That he has owned your heart since the first time.

He was there. He caught you. Cherished you. Loved you with all he has, in the most tender way he know. For him, he has nothing to offer but his love… so fierce… the only thing he can give to you sincerely… so deep even your soul craved for him. And as delicate as you are, you have loved him with the same amount of intensity as his. For him, it is enough. Your love for him is enough to see the beauty in life. For him, it is you.

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agentpeggicarter · 5 years ago

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Animal Crossing Guide

I’ve seen a lot of posts in the animal crossing fandom asking similar questions so I thought I would make a guide to clear the air and help everyone. I will update and add information as I experiment with the game, and new information comes to light.

To start off with you should download this app if you can because it can help you keep track of bugs, and fish you can catch during the month as well as the various times. It also keeps track of your fossils for you, once you put them in of course, and shows you how close you are to completion.

Now! On to the Q and A!

Tips:

Your island spawns 6 rocks that you can hit for clay, and stone; if you use the flimsy axe, and iron if you use the stone axe, ax, and shovel. 1 rock will be the money rock and give you 100 to up to 8000 bells. If hit 8 times your bells are as followed: 100, 200, 300, 500, 1000, 2000, 4000, 8000 for a grand total of 16,100 bells

Your island randomly spawns 4 fossils that you have to dig up to give to Blathers for the fossil section of your museum

There will always be a message in a bottle when you start a new day so be sure to check your beach.

There is always one glowing section on your island per day, it’s for your money tree. You dig up 1000 bells and if planted get 3000 bells. once picked of the bells the tree will not grow more, so don’t worry abt checking them everyday.

Shake your non-fruit trees with your net in hand, you can get resources from them like tree branches, but also items fall from them, as well as bells, and with your net in hand if you shake a wasp down you have better odds of catching it then getting stung.

Your villagers make 3 diys every day. The villagers who makes them will be different everyday, so be sure to check in with everyone who is home. The times also verify, but its usually one until noon, one from noon to five/six, and one from five/six to nine/ten. Your villager will craft it for awhile so be sure to share with your friends!

If you talk to Sable enough times she will start to give you custom fabric for your furniture for when you customize it. Be sure to talk to her every day after to get one to continue getting it, miss a day and you will have to start over.

Visit Resident services every day and log on to the terminal to get a streak going for nook miles, seven days in a row is 300

How do I get posters of animals to hang on my wall?

You first have to have Harvey (or Harv) visit your island and talk about the photo studio he has. Once he’s talked to you, you have to visit his island and enter a room where you start to decorate it. The last tab is residents, add them to the room and then when you leave the island and exit the airport Harv will call you and tell you about the posters you can buy which will be in nook shopping under special goods.

Can I sell to Flick or CJ on other islands?

Unfortunately you can not. You can talk with them and they will talk about bugs and fish, but it wont give you the option to sell anything to them.

How does one get ants?

The only way I have found to get ants is from a rotten turnip on the grass. I originally had it on the stone path and I only got a flies. The other problem is you can’t put one turnip out, you will lose 10 turnips if you want an ant.

What if there is someone at my campsite that I want and my island is all full?

This happened to me and I will let you know that it’’s very stressful doing it without knowing anything. The good news is they tell you who they are going to evict and you can still say no. Before you do anything SAVE THE GAME, this is important because you can always turn off the system if you don’t like who they chose to move out.

First you have to play a card game, basically pick a suit, with them and if you lose the camper will decide if they want to stay or not, mine said no. You can play again and they make the game easier, basically pick a color, when you win they will go ask Tom Nook if there is room, and then come back and say they are full do you still want to proceed in which case I said yes. Then they will talk about a rumor they heard of a certain villager wanting to move out. Now that is the random part. Once they give you the name there are two things you can do, you can say no and it stops the process or you can turn your game off and do it all over again until you get the name of a villager you want to leave. Thankfully i didn’t have to do this because they chose one I didn’t want any way so that worked out for me.

Why is there a random villager on my island that I did not invite?

The most annoying thing that happened to me. Two villagers set up shop on my island and I did not ask them to live here. Here is why.

Apparently when you get to the point where you are recruiting the last set of villagers for your island you are asked to buy plots from Tom Nook for 10,000 bells. I bought and placed all of mine within two days of each other but didn’t start filling them hoping that more villagers would come to my island via the campsite and I would ask them to move in. That was a mistake, cause apparently at the end of each day if you don’t have anyone in that house they will randomly assign someone there, and it will probably be someone you don’t want, which is what happened in my case. Be aware of your land and plan for a day of nookmile hunting for villagers or build plots as you need them.

How do I get different color flowers?

Each flower has 3 starter colors; red, yellow, white. From there you will have to make hybrids for the other colors. I’ve seen guides that give you various ways to get them, I’ve even done them and the standard checkerboard and they do work, but they work best when you have fellow animal crossing people help you by watering them. You have a better chance of getting the hybrids when you’re friends come over and water them. Below is the guide I use when I’m trying for hybrids and when my friends water them I get more of these hybrids. Mums is the only flower where you can get green and roses are the only ones who can give you gold. ( I have yet to figure out the gold, last I heard is you need the golden watering can, but I don’t know how accurate that is)

How do I display my designs at the Able sisters shop?

You can display 8 custom outfits you have made at the Able’s shop.

If you head to the back of the store where the sisters have two rows of outfits hanging from the wall that is where your work is displayed. Just stand in front of one of the four rows and click A, Mabel will ask you which row you are looking at, top or bottom, you select which row you are trying to change and she will tell you whats displayed there and what you want to do with it. Mabel gives you four options.

I want the design: If it’s not your design and you would like to save it to wear this is what you would click. You will have to delete a custom design to save the design there. Now you can wear this item whenever.

Display my work here: This is where you will display various outfits you have made with the pro designer. Once you display an outfit your villagers will randomly wear them. It’s very cute.

Report: If there is a design thats offensive you can report it

Just Browsing: You just wanted to see who made the item on the wall and don’t want to save it.

I have turnips, but still want to time travel, will they spoil?

If you are moving forward in time the turnips will not spoil, it would be as if a new day had happened generically anyway, so no worries there. The two things you shouldn’t do if you have turnips is go backward in time or go farther than Saturday because once it’s Sunday it’s Daisy Mae Day and your turnips are spoiled.

#animal crossing #animal crosing new horizons #acnh #nintendo acnh #new horizons #nintendo animal crossing #animal crossing guide

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historyrepeatsitself · 5 years ago

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modern au headcanons p2

hey guys, so after uhh everything crashed and burned as u can see from this post, i did not follow thru in good time with writing a modern au headcanon post… BUT!!! fortunately, i have returned from my semi hiatus to bring you… inspired by this OG post… httyd modern au headcanons part 2!!!

also sorry for the weird bullet points, i did this in microsoft word so the entire thing wouldnt fucKING DELETE AGAIN

· so like i said with the last one, cami is obviously internet famous for her ridiculously cool youtube channel

· shes also quite popular on insta but youtube is more her jam

· her fame started when a video of her pickpocketing stoick and them him finding out and absolutely Losing It went viral

· it was a vine

· you can hear hiccup laughing in the background

· her videos used to mainly feature pranks she did but since then shes branched out

· she still does a lot of pranks but now her videos also include: parkour, absolutely HORRIBLE karaoke (ft. hiccup and fishlegs), Q&A, playing with toothless for an hour and thirty minutes (yes, it did get a lot of views ((also toothless is a cat in this au))), roast battle vs snotlout (spoiler: snotlout cries), “a compilation of hiccup doing nerdy shit and me calling him a nerd (8 min, 30 sec)”, “reading yalls fanfiction abt me (fishlegs has an asthma attack)”, videos of her doing sports, & more

· like in the original hiccup and fishlegs have their own channel

· its literally shit

· they update it only on lethal amounts of caffeine

· its usually VERY active during finals week (hence their not great grades)

· it puts shane dawson to shame

· “NOT CLICKBATE: OBAMA IS FROM THE MOON????”

· “NEIL A IS ALIEN SPELLED BACKWARDS??? DID ARMSTRONG USE THE MOON AS A WAY TO FUEL UP BEFORE JUMPING BACK TO HIS COLONY ON MARS??”

· “MY CAT IS NOT FROM EARTH (VIDEO INCLUDED!!!!)”

· “got rejected again…. </3”

· “video of fishlegs on sugar high after i gave him a bunch of candy bc he wouldn’t stop crying”

· “kids from our school found us” (during the whole video theyre panicking while wearing wigs and fake mustaches)

· needless to say its very confusing when someone connects that those guys are also on cami’s channel

· shes pissed but comes around and they regularly star on her channel while she regularly stars on theirs

· hiccup also has his own side channel where he explains different animal species (natural history stuff) and also does various language tutorials

· fishlegs reads poetry and sings on his side channel

· cami has a video where she reacts to hiccup’s channel, he actually gained a lot of followers from it

· hiccup and fishlegs go to the same school while cami goes to an all girls school across town

· she actually doesn’t hate it

· hiccup and fishlegs are public school kids

· that public school vibe

· kids from their school are so confused how they know cami and rly jealous

· cami once stopped by after school (her school gets out a little earlier) and punched a bully for them

· it was iconic

· she smacked him right in the face and hauled hiccup’s ass up and dragged them both in the car

· cami is pretty popular at her school

· hiccup and fishlegs are NOT

· theyre honestly a bit like peter and ned from spiderman

· gotta love that lego deathstar

· cami does not like legos

· both hiccup and fishlegs are smart but don’t put in a lot of effort

· fishlegs excels at English and hiccup is good at science classes (esp bio) and history

· fishlegs is ok at history but finds some of it a little boring

· they HATE gym

· theyre both shocked to find that cami (a dumbassTM) is actually a straight A student

· shes super competitive so she actually does super well and gets rly rly good grades and all her teachers love her

· she didn’t for awhile bc she has ADHD for school was HARD but shes gotten a lot better and got tutors and study methods and also shes just super competitive

· she was on math team in middle school and hiccup wont SHUt Up about IT

· “hey theres my favorite student mathlete!!!!!”

· fishlegs doesn’t even try and help him anymore, he does this to himself

· fishlegs wins English awards every year

· he also got a 36 on his English ACT hes just SO GOOD

· hes also a theatre kid lmao

· he does shakespearean theatre on top of his school theatre too

· “to be or not To Be”

· Hiccups not a huge English fan and he doesn’t rly like Shakespeare but he does rly like Oscar wilde

· Dorian gray is the Shit

· Fishlegs was so happy when he read it bc they could finally talk about LiTeRaRy ClAsSiCs!!!

· the trio met bc hiccup and cami’s parents own rival business companies

· both stoick and bertha are very Rich and Important

· hiccup and cami sometimes have to go to business dinners

· they fuck around

· that’s how they met

· hiccup bumped into cami replacing the soap in the hand dispenser in the men’s room with silly string

· he thought she was the coolest person ever

· she tried to fight him at first but they quickly united against the Evil Boring Dinners With Stupid Old Men

· they locked this one old racist dude in a bathroom stall once and sent fishlegs a video

· truly forces of chaos

· the forces of chaos were unfortunately grounded for that tho

· stoick is very busy and valhallarama travels a lot so they hang out at hiccup’s bc its usually empty (cami’s house is also kinda far)

· cami’s parents are divorced but her dad stops by occasionally

· fishlegs has a foster family and that’s how he wound up meeting hiccup was when he moved to be with his new family when they were in second grade

· hes rly grateful that hes been able to stay with them for a long ass time

· theyre actually pretty nice

· hiccup gets to come over for dinner

· snotlout is hiccup’s bitchy cousin whos a grade ahead of hiccup and fishlegs

· he eventually becomes nicer to them at the beginning of sophomore year

· some bad stuff happens (might write an angst fanfic idk lemme know (itll prolly be hiccup centric))

· basically, snotlout kinda realizes hes been a bitch

· hes sorry

· things get better

· until yknow

· gotta keep things sad cant get rid of all the emo

· but anyway snotlout does wind up becoming a good friend to the trio!! <3

· oh lmao when valhallarama came home for Christmas she thought hiccup was either dating cami or fishlegs and she didn’t know which one bc hiccup was so shy she just figured he was dating one of them and just didn’t tell her (theyre all like super close yknow)

· after seeing hiccup and cami holding hands (a RARE moment, it was bc they thought it would annoy snotlout bc he hates cami (it did)) she assumed it was cami

· she brought it up

· LMFAOOOO hiccup laughed for like 10 minutes

· She then immediately was like oh ok ur gay and its fishlegs

· that was even funnier

· “mom fishlegs is weird lmao” (he and fishlegs probably friendly roast each other a lot tbh. they definitely call each other “weirdo” “freak” “nerd” other possibly explicit words, its chill)

· Valhallarama is so confused

· she didn’t say it but “child u literally told me that u thought ur little cat that’s missing teeth is prolly from area 51, ur the weird one son”

· she asks stoick

· hes just as confused

· she drops the whole topic

· it has yet to occur to bertha

· fishlegs’ family is good as long as hes good theyre chill like that

· oh and cami’s school has uniforms

· yes, she does have to wear a skirt

· yes, several of them were shredded freshman year

· bertha is So Tired

#httyd #httyd books #httyd headcanon #httyd book headcanon #modern au #httyd book au #httyd au #httyd modern au p2 #hiccup #camicazi #fishlegs #toothless #stoick #big bertha #valhallarama

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sapphzeal · 6 years ago

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Mae’s story

(this took me awhile,but i have it! hope you like)

Mae's story:

*As a kid,she was a bubbly little child,willing to do anything that she could.Helping others that are in need;she takes this from her parents

*Her parents are pretty much a big inspiration torwards her and her life.she loves them dearly and will do anything to help them out.both parents would do the same for mae because their relationship is pretty strong

*Mae's passion is being a technician and a scientist;anything with technology was almost inseparable.cool little gadgets and gizmos that she was able to create out of the smallest things.But it did cause some bulling because of how much of a nerd she was.called her names,pushed her around,and even break her inventions

*When times get tough,her parents know that everything is okay.if things are bad,just look at yourself and who do you see?me?yes,you! a strong individual whos willing to do anything-let no one say other wise! you found yourself and this is who you are!who are you?! Mae: me... i am me

*she also loves to sing,because her dad also sang.her favorite is when her dad sings moon river;it reminds her that she isn't alone

*after the freak accident with both of her parents,mae was completely destoryed that her parents died.it was pretty hard for her to move on,but is still trying.she took advantage and continued to help others- even if it reminds her of them. She tried dating,but they seem to reject her offer...so many time that she starting to lose it,until one did manage to ask her and keep her company. 6 months later it wasn't going well;it became toxic and foul.after begging and pleading for this to work,she gave up and was was sink and tired of him,so she kick him out and left his ass.

*She was able to get into a job that was able to fit her interest--lab tech.working hard and building things,but sometimes they seem to reject her offers,but this doesn't stop her. she tried something new that has never been done before! she was making a machine that could help people bring them back to life... even her parents. everyone in the lab like this idea and could use it for good,except for one that despises her ideas. willing to ruin her career and take it for their own

*then came along paddywhack! he was sure for sore eyes when he came to mae.(in switched package that mae was supposed to get)paddy was causing all sorts of mischief and misery,but that didn't stop her,she was willing to play along,like,it was nothing.and yet,paddy hated it...it was her first buddy to talk to in a long time! hardly,er,never anyone gets to talk to her and have an actual conversation. the small talk is plenty,even if this giant blue behemoth didn't care to much of her. After she showed her kindness to him,paddy was starting to warm up to her,but barely...he's never seen a creature this nice to him before... or try to be his friend.

*after the machine was done,mae's set out for a bit to get the last piece so it can work properly.after she was gone,the misfit who wanted her career gone came along and started to unscrew a few bolts.(paddy was hiding apon the shelf watching)they ran as quickly as possible to avoid being caught.mae came back and started the machine with the final piece. paddy tried to warn her,but she didn't listen.as soon as it works,she tried to test it out with a dead flower that has blight on it. paddy tried to stop her again,but accidently shoved her into it.he tried to take her out,and yet, he did.

*couple of days have past,there was something wrong with mae,she was getting more purple than usual-- and agressive,until...she lost it.mischeif and mayhem,trickery and manipulation!this wasn't mae at all! death,suffering,reviving,and killing them again...what is this...is this.. hell.... paddy tried quick thinking and used everything that mae has told him:he used her memories;good and bad;so she can find her way again...she was lost.. and boy, did that upset them.it was strong enough to weaken them and get mae free and out of shadow blights clushes. paddy used his power to imprison shadow blight at their weaken state.

*mae ran as far as she could! never in her life has she ever experinced such evil.she can even go back to her lab or paddy for that matter. she needed to hide for a while... probably for years... it felt like it was her, but it wasn't... she needed everyone to be safe.(mae still has some of shadow blights power after the separation,so shadow blight is there,but not in control.mae is able to use that power to her advantage)(shadow blight can reappear if mae is threatened by someone,but not fully if shadow blight is not in mae's body.

if a little blight is in mae,she wont go full form of shadow blight)(if shadow is free and inhabits mae's,they'll act like the genie from aladdin,but evil,kind of like a show host of some sort)(shadow blight will do anything to get what they want,like,manipulating someone to do the work for them.then if they're bored,they can destory them,rip them to pieces,revive them and make them suffer)(they can enter dreams and bring up the most horrifying thing that scares you the most)(they'll play you like a puppet;pulling the strings and all)(can transform into your friend and everyone else,but in a sick twisted way. shadow blights transformations have a slight hint of purple)(they do know about your secrets and will use them against you--you poor unfortunate soul)

#darkwing duck #darkwing duck oc #mae valentine #shadow blight

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choisgirls · 8 years ago

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I just read tha angsty Christmas request and I LOVE angst, but I also love good endings so... Maybe like a sequel where few weeks later, MC goes to see them and tell them she left her s/o because she realized she fell for them (for RFA + V + Saeran) ? Fluffly the time x)

(Combined for similarity!)

A/N: hI GUYS HERE’S THE HAPPY ENDING TO THE CHRISTMAS ANGST I WROTE A WHILE BACK (and thank u 404 for helping me wit dis

404 IS A HOE FOR FLUFF SO I MADE SURE THIS REQUEST GOT DONE (626 can’t tell me no) ~Admin 404

*ZEN- When you realized you loved Zen, it hit you so hard you ran out of breath actually you probably out of breath because you were running but whatever- But you felt so guilty because you had a boyfriend??? Like how you were gonna break it to him?- Turns out your boyfriend was cheating on you anyway (but at least he was decent enough to tell you)- and you cried and you cried and you didn’t know you could stop (maybe you didn’t love the guy but you still thought the time you spent with him was precious_- but Zen was with you the entire time, he literally never left you- he stayed overnight at your place with you, comforted you when you needed it, gave your space when you needed it- They say no one can be perfect but Zen is pulling it off pretty well- But it all got better in time, it took awhile, but you were okay- and now you’re ready for zen ;;;)))- but you needed to tell him you loved him with flare- you couldn’t give Zen a normal confession, nah, you needed to be over the top- your solution???- sPONTANEOUS TRIP TO DISNEYLAND WITH EVERYONE- you rope the rest of the RFA into this bc they’re friends so they have to duh- So of course, when the fireworks are going off the first night of your trip, and you guys are in front of Cinderella’s castle, the RFA spells out “BE MINE?” while you’re on one with flowers- and Zen has to choke back sobs bECAUSE HOLY SHIT WHAT- SINCE WHEN HAVE YOU HAVE LIKED HIM- he picks you up, spins you around, and kisses you!- he’s not crying you’re crying lEAVE HIM ALONE- you two end up going to a hotel room because you two really need the time to talk and make out

*JAEHEE- she’s absolutely livid when she finds out about your boyfriend cheating on you- who the hell did he think he was? You’re utterly amazing and anyone would be lucky to have you- it takes Saeyoung and Saeran to hold her back otherwise she was going to go over to his place and hit that guy so hard omg- this is really the first time anyone has seen Jaehee lose her cool like this???- but you calmed her down, you told her that you figured out you didn’t really love him anyway, the cheating still hurt but you’d be okay- her heart totally didn’t do a flip when you said you didn’t love him- But she obviously gave you the space you needed, you needed to recover and honestly, she could wait for you forever anyway- she tried to help you as much as she could though- she’d bake you little cakes on tough days, make you coffee on days when you’re especially tired- on your days off you’d actually just help out at her coffee-shop because you wanted to help her - one day, when the shop is closed and you two are cleaning up, you decide to play some music to make the cleaning go faster- and omfg all the songs that came on had to be sappy songs- You absolutely lose it when “I See the Light” comes on because that’s exactly how you feel about Jaehee- You dropped the cups you were holding and Jaehee rushes over to make sure you’re okay- and you just kiss her, you don’t care if she doesn’t love you, she needs to know how you feel- and you absolutely die when you feel her kiss you back- when you pull away she has the dopiest look on her face and she’s so adorable omg- and she faints

*YOOSUNG- when he finds out your boyfriend cheated on you, he actually cries for you- you actually end up comforting him instead- You guys have a heart to heart and there’s so many tears but you confess that while it does hurt that he cheated on you, you realized you were in love with someone else- Yoosung freaks out a little bECAUSE IS IT HIM- of course he gives you your space, he wont push you to tell him who it is- so he spends his time comforting you the only way he knows how, teaching you to play LOLOL!!!- and it turns out, you’re really great at it???- you spend the weekends gaming with him!!!- and Fridays become Froyo day for you two because um, froyo is amazing- one day when you two are having froyo, you see a little bit on his cheek and you can’t help yourself- you wipe it off with your finger and then taste it- Yoosung is dying of a nosebleed wTF JUST HAPPENED- but you totally act normal, you’re dying on the inside but he can’t tell so it’s a-okay-he doesn’t sleep that night- omfg the next day though, you’re playing a level Yoosung created in Super Mario Maker (y’all know where this is going)- Suddenly the blocks start spelling out your name??- what is this sorcery- oMFG YOOSUNG JUST ASKED YOU TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND WHAT IS HAPPENING- you’re lowkey crying but you grab that boy and u mAKEOUT WITH HIM SO HARD- he’s crying too- TONS of snuggling that night omg, he won’t let go

*V- he doesn’t know what to do when he finds out? Because on one hand he’s a gentle dude but on the other hand he wants to rip that guy’s head off- but he keeps his cool somehow because he realizes he needs you- one of your friends told you that someone punched your ex boyfriend but no one knows who it was because he won’t tell- to cheer you up, he starts taking you out on his photography trips! He thinks the change in scenery probably helps you- you’re too embarrassed to tell him you just really like spending time with him- but soon this becomes a regular thing for you and sometimes he actually uses you as a model!- “I prefer you for my pictures because you have an amazing smile”- you can’t sleep that night because holy crap did he actually say that to you???- as a treat for him taking you out all the time, you decide to take him to the movie theater - you don’t tell him what movie though bECAUSE HAHA YOU HAVE A PLAN!- you take him to an “old” movie theater (AKA it’s new but it mimics the style of old movie theaters when they used to have what movies were playing over the ticket booth)- you ask him what he wants to see and he’s confused cause like??? You invited him out, how do u not know what you wanna watch wtf- “Just look V”- haha get it cause he can’t see- just kidding in this headcanon he can see- when he looks up to see what movies are playing, he actually reads “Will you be my boyfriend? - MC”- he’s dead omg- you did not just do this- this is so sweet- he just turns to you and gives you a quick kiss- “I would be honored to be your boyfriend”- you guys end up making out through the movie cause y’all are hoes

*JUMIN-He may have told you he couldn’t be your friend anymore, but??-He’s a civil person, he will still talk to you in the group chat-But inside, it’s KILLING him that he can’t talk to you one on one-Or invite you to dinner, or ask you to come over to play with Elizabeth-He noticed your messages sounded… sad, like you were upset-So he asked if anything was wrong, he’s still a gentleman-Your boyfriend??? Cheated on you??? YOU????-He’s wonders if he’s even more pissed off about it than you are-Honestly considers hiring hitmen jumin dont do that-Throws the idea of not being your friend straight out the window-Asks you to come over, he’s read that petting cats helps deal with sadness and he’s offering up some Prime Elizabeth Petting(™)-You tried to stay collected and calm but the moment he put his hand on your shoulder, you lost it and started bawling-It had been a while since you found out, but it all just finally boiled over, and you just couldn’t stop-Obviously Jumin freaks out because??? How the hell does he comfort???? What do????- MC, do you want me to dry your tears with a 100 dollar bill?? Will that help???-He finally turn your whole body to face him, which obviously surprised the hell out of you-”MC, I’m not very good at comforting others, but I’ll always do my best when it comes to you. You deserve much better than what your ex gave you, and I can give it to you.”-Suddenly, realization hit you like a truck. ‘Holy shit Jumin likes me and I like him too and wow okay this is happening’-You were brought back to the world when he asked if you were alright, and if you had heard him-”Yeah, I um, I did. Jumin, I just want to say that I really like you and I-”-But you were cut off?? With a sudden taste of wine??? Jumin Han’s lips, everyone. Soft and amazing-”I’ll take care of you better than he ever did, I promise you, MC”

*SAEYOUNG:-He’s very good at hiding the fact that he likes you in the first place so it isn’t too hard for him to continue-Or so he thought???-He had to keep holding himself back, and it always killed him-He was always looking out for you, he was like your own little guardian angel-So unfortunately, he knew about your boyfriend cheating on you before you did and he didn’t know if he should tell you or not…-He finally worked up the courage to go to your house, in person, and Expose(™) your boyfriend but when you opened the door you were already a crying mess-Caught completely off guard, the only thing he could think to do was hug you extremely tight and hold you-The two of you stood in the doorway until you were finally able to breath, and your tears at least slowed down-Without another word, he took your hand and walked you to his car-No idea where you were going, what you were doing, or how long you’d be gone, but at this point you didn’t care-You were happy as long as you were with him-You started to realize a while back that he was your best friend, and you couldn’t get him out of your head-Why did it take you so long to realize that you were practically in love with this dorky redhead? No idea, but you knew it now and that’s all that mattered, right?-He was very good at distracting you. He’d turn on your favourite songs (he made you your own playlist) and sing at the top of his lungs, trying to make you laugh-You also laughed when he put the top of his car down and immediately swallowed a bug (and he complained for about an hour afterwards)-Finally, after nightfall, he parked in a nice, open area, where the two of you could just chill out, talk, enjoy fresh air, and (surprise not) see the stars-The two of you got to talking about the last movie you two saw together, and you couldn’t take it anymore-”I loved the part about the-” “I love you”-Jesus CHRIST he’s more red than his HAIR he practically glows in the dark-At a loss for words actually??? He just kinda holds you hand and looks away but you know that he shares your feelings based on his gesture alone-No words were said about it but once you were comfortable and ready, he took the next step and the two of you shared a kiss

*SAERAN:-Yo, fuck your boyfriend tho, he hates him anyway??-He doesn’t think anyone, even himself, is good enough for you-But when you didn’t answer his texts one day he was really concerned??-Like, MC??? Are you okay??? What’s happening??? Tell me?? WhO AM I FIGHTING??-So, Saeran being Saeran, just walks straight into your house-”HEY, WHY ARE YOU TEXTING ME BACK, WHAT’S UP”-When he saw you crying on his couch he immediately turned around and went for the door-”Saeran, where *hiccup* are you going?” “Killing your boyfriend”-You talked him down from going out and assassinating your (now ex) boyfriend-When you told him that you caught him cheating, he attempted to get up again and head for your ex-He wasn’t sure really what to do? You’re leaking from your face and he’s so fucking lost-*Insert gif with someone patting the other person with a broom*-But if you even ATTEMPT to blame yourself he slides into the room like-”LISTEN HERE BITCH, TRY THAT AGAIN, I DARE YA, I’LL FUCKIN’ FIGHT YA”-He finally just kind of shoves your head onto his shoulder and he runs his fingers through your hair-Without thinking, he kissed the top of your head, and immediately froze when he realized what he did-You look up at him to see that he’s mortified. He mutters to himself, saying how much he cannot believe he did that-He looked you in the eyes, slight glare on his face-”Yeah I mean, I guess I like you… like actually like you…. Stop looking at me like that! I’m gonna take it back if you don’t get away from me” he says, as he pushes your face away when you smile at him-The rest of the night he just kind of holds you closer than he normally would, trying to show you that he does care about you, and wants to be there for you in a better light than your ex- still wants to stab your ex though

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