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21 and 27 for either of your steps if you want? and maybe 1 for nico!
I already did 27 for Nico here × so I'll answer for Mitchel
1.) Do they sleep with a stuffed animal? If they have multiple, who’s the favorite?
:) Nico used to have a stuffed elephant named Rio! They were given it by an old woman who let them sleep in their library in exchange for chores. They were around 15, but held onto it up to Heartbreak, where it then became Ortega's after she found it in their old office while cleaning to move to the new HQ. They had stashed it in their bag underneath Ortega's cough so they could grab it when they came back.
21.) What would it take for them to break up with someone? What would be the last straw?
For Nico, you'd have to go far and low. Mortum actually might experince it after the kidnapping ending with them. They don't blame Mortum, they blame themselves for thinking they had a shot of being friends outside the puppet. I think it would induce a mild heart attack being around Mortum now.
27.) Forgiveness or vengeance (or…)?
Mitchel, I'm rubbing my little hands together. Vengeance 100%. Anger is the only thing they can rely upon now and they want everyone who hurt/betrayed them dead.
Just don't look of Chen he's a special and confusing case
#Mitchel “i want those who hurt me dead” vs Chen “i saw your autposy and did nothing and I would do it again”#he hates wei. he knows he really should. but its more of a deep disgust which I guess is better#mitchel bbg if you put everything into being angry who are you going to be when all the anger goes out?#oc: nico kims#oc: mitchel becker#i genuinly feel bad for Mortum's fuckup and *need* to know how they take realizing Nico is super fucking afraid of them now#sorry bro the puppet (Quinn) is super fucked up now. the person who was being your friend is traumatized again and cant look you in the eyes#without having a panic attack#gl tho
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Me: I love getting comments on my stuff! There is nothing like the rush of validation and love you feel when someone leaves a nice comment on something you created. Both lengthy essays and little notes provide heaps of serotonin! <3
Also Me: I can't comment on this person's work. Anything I can or will say will pale in comparison to how much I love what they created. I will come off as dumb and annoying and I have no right clogging up this person's brilliance with my nonsense.
#i have two wolves inside me#one that knows and understands the joys and importance of commenting on peoples works#and the other that has severe imposter syndrome and social anxiety to the point where I can't even say 'i like this a lot!'#without having a panic attack#:)#I really do be hearting and leaving kudos praying and hoping people know their fics changed my life#new years resolution: don't be a damn weenie and comment more#we'll see how that goes loool#i love you all and all the stuff your beautiful brains and hands and bodies create :)
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I really wish there was some way to just like. temporarily turn off anxiety without any other side effects. I mean obviously anyone wants that but I am just so tired of being anxious pretty much always. The only time I’m not anxious is if I am being super distracted by something fun and not at all productive.
I would love to be able to have like. Just an hour. Of zero anxiety and zero other effects. To get a bunch of stuff done.
#One thing I really really really really really want to do#Is track down as many random accounts I’ve made online#by looking at the list gmail has of accounts associated with the email#and accounts with passwords saved on firefox and apple#It would in the long run give me great peace of mind to have deleted as many of those as possible#but i LITERALLY cannot start this task#without having a panic attack#my heart is pounding just making this post and i’m sweating hard#and I just really fucking wish I could have no anxiety and also be clear headed#to get this shit done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ograt
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pick your fighter:
kevin “did you know i’ve never been skiing? i’d like to try it one day, though.” day
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jeremy “yeah, i spoke to jean earlier this week. he’s definitely done for the year, but he’ll be back in the fall. he just won’t be back in black.” knox
#jeremy knox con: he might have gagged you for a second but he immediately goes on to explain#kevin day con: he has definitely gagged the world but he leaves without explaining to have a panic attack#ntm he’ll complain about how they’re all going to die#all for the game#aftg#the king’s men#jeremy knox#kevin day
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hi! I absolutely love your art and I get so happy when I see it come up on my feed! 🥰
if I can ask, why does cyra use a cane sometimes? I just saw your art where gale and cyra are with their newborn and cyra is walking with their toddler and she has a cane and I was curious.
have a good day! 😁💚
thank you so much!!!
i don't think i've said much about it other than 'she almost died' aksdhsh but everything went very wrong when the first one was born and she got sepsis, which can really fuck you up long term and she developed chronic fatigue.
she definitely tells the children that she's got a sword hidden inside it
#ramble#bg3#galemance#it's probably got bones or blood vessels carved into the side of it#aLSO uhhh question for mobility aid users bc i'm not a cane user right now but i'm considering getting one and i need to know if it's? ok??#it's not a pain or fatigue thing but i have really bad agoraphobia+vertigo and the only thing that helps is holding onto something?#example: i can't really walk my dog anymore bc it's that bad but i can get by a bit better when i'm holding his leash#anything that sort of connects me to the Ground otherwise i feel like i'm falling#but if i had to walk across a field by myself i would literally shut down#idk i'm not sure if it would help but even a placebo thing would be better rn#i would like to be able to touch grass without having a panic attack skdjhdshsd#i just don't want to like?? appropriate??? idk if that makes sense i'm just word salading right now
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Life and money stress continues, so today I actually called the mattress place I applied at to speak to the manager and plug my name. At first it was a pretty generic call but I was like, "Actually though, funny story, I met the owner on my first competitor shop when I was working for another company and he asked if I was looking for work."
"You met the [redacted]??"
"Yeah, it's been years I doubt he'd remember me but it made me want to work with him!"
She then said she'd give him a call rather than just forwarding my name along, so fingers crossed networking and shameless self promotion can win in the end.
#ramblies#if i get a job we can look at moving and a king bed and plan wedding stuff without having a panic attack#the industry is so wretched that I cannot wait for a paycheck that probably won't come for six or more months#my modeler friend has gone six months between every job shes had and she's amazing but lucky for her she can afford it cause her partner#is loaded but that's not the case we're in
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belated dragoncon post!! happy to say that i finally finished my aziraphale cosplay, it only took me over a year lol…. and if it weren’t for the kindness of this fandom i probably wouldn’t have been able to go. i had such a rough couple months leading up to the con i was sort of preparing myself to have to cancel, but things worked out in the end. dragoncon is that one big thing i look forward to every year so im really glad i was able to see it through!! on to next year!
and my crowley here is my lovely friend Everi, who you can find on instagram at everi.wear
#good omens#i also cosplayed Ken and Godzilla#and i only had one panic attack at the con please clap#ever since my panic attack at the dentist office i started having them weekly… feeling a little better now but#that’s another thing i will be sing a doctor for#and idk what i would have done without the support of my friends there
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Me: Hey, can I please have content for the poc characters on The Boys universe? Especially MM, Victoria, and Marie?
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#but let it be for homelander or soldier boy and i'll get results galore 🙄#no i do not care about those nasty racist yte men give me substance give me flavor give me actually interesting characters#like it's very evident this fandom hardly cares for their black and other poc characters and it shows#like i can't even go through the characters tags without seeing majority content that isn't even about them#especially for mm#i'll never forget how he was literally having a panic attack at seeing sb but everyone was like “SOLDIER BOY IS SO HOT”#like why is there so few mm x reader &/or marie x reader!?#heck there's little for victoria and kimiko! like yall COME ON!#im happy that jordan was able to blow up on here bc at least im getting fed content#but why do i see more stuff them x cate x reader in some way than i do with them x reader x marie!?#yall be doing marie so dirty sometimes 😭#the boys#mother's milk#marvin milk#marie moreau#victoria neuman#kimiko miyashiro#like i just barely find stuff for victoria and kimiko but its not enough 😭#I DON'T CARE ABOUT BUTCHER GET HIM OFF MY DASH
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How do you even draw hugs
Wanted to draw Kaiser, I feel so bad for him in his first fight. But then made myself sad, so I drew Joe trying to help him (he always gets a little emotional himself when Kaiser is in such a state
#punch out#punch out wii#glass joe#von kaiser#the hug looks so bad but ignore that please#this was supposed to be quick and it still took like 2 1/2 hours#also don't just hug people having a panic attack without warning please that just makes it worse#wait until they calm down a little first and ask before
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i will forever believe that s4 is Merthur’s Season bc oh my god the angst… the yearning… the everything😭😭😭 it was just so good
ep7 is one of my favorites because of the angst between merlin and arthur— like the scene agravaine exposes gaius for being a sorcerer and running away, and you can literally see merlin staring angrily in the background
most of the anger is at agravaine because he knows he had something to do with gaius’ disappearance, but also at arthur because he simply can’t believe that he would actually see gaius as a traitor
he even says it; “he’s given his life to the kingdom. he would never betray you.”
and the way he says it— solemn and reserved but so terribly heartbroken
but then you look at arthur, who clearly feels the same way but is dealing with what he feels is right in his heart versus what is expected of him as king
UGH i literally can’t the scene actually hurts so bad??? merlin’s evident heartbreak, arthur’s denial; it’s all too much 😭 you can feel the tension between them in the scene
and then following that merlin is literally waiting for arthur to come to him so they can try to find gaius. WHEN HES SITTING IN GAIUS’ ROOM AND THINKS ARTHUR IS THE ONE WHO KNOCKED ON THE DOOR. LIKE!!! THE HEARTBREAK!!! THE ACHING!!!
s4 ep7 is actually one of the best episodes in the show mainly because of how merlin and arthur conflict. it literally feels like they’re on the brink of their friendship ending or, as i like to call, their “divorce era.” obvs i wish they’d actual gone more into that at the end of the episode and have arthur and merlin just. Communicate. but we cant all get what we want ig😔
#bbc merlin#merlin fandom#merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur#gaius#agravaine#merlin season 4#this episode was literally merthur’s tolerate it era…#i CANT the conflict between and the heartbreak they share genuinely breaks me#out of all the times merlin didnt feel seen by arthur in this show this is definitely belongs in top 3#also remember there’s the deleted scene where arthur literally thinks merlin ran away and is physically incapable of functioning without hi#like he’s having a panic attack#he doesn’t want to lose merlin#they both deserved better
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Shinsou: I hate all those things that were like, “they used to be so strong and funny…. ThEn [insert trauma here], now they are a shell of what they once were”
Shinsou: I can be traumatized and still be strong and funny. I’m the funniest fucker I know
Tsuyu: yesterday you said that you wanted to enter a coma so you didn’t have to deal with an authority figure being mad at you again
Shinsou: both can be true, am I not allowed to have duality, tsuyu??
#he’s fine he just has to be dramatic about it first#it’s so okay it not like I have a panic attack when an authority figure looks at me#that’s crazy I’d never nope not me#Aizawa is probably the current authority figure for shinsou#tsuyu is not afraid to check her on her friends mental health and we love to see that#what a lad#she’ll call bullshit without a second thought#anyway. I saw one too many things about Ellie being strong and funny until ‘David broke her’ and fuck that bullshit#as someone who has been abused their entire life that stuff makes me mad as hell#that being said. if that’s what someone needs to do to cope. I bid them the best of luck and all of my love and support#bnha#mha#incorrect mha quotes#incorrect my hero academia quotes#mha incorrect quotes#bnha incorrect quotes#incorrect bnha quotes#shinsou is in the izucrew#shinsou hitoshi#asai tsuyu#incorrect izucrew#izucrew#izucrew as family
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i hate vi turned out in this but whatever vro
#eclipse federation#lifesteal smp#lifesteal fanart#princezam#lifesteal#lssmp fanart#lssmp#lssmp art#theres so many fucking tags#vitalasy#itzsubz#angsts art#i feel bad for subz baving to deal with these two#theyre all mentally ill#like super mentally ill#codependant relationship kinda mentally ill#they fall apart so fast#and they got worse without each other#they NEED EACH OTHER DUDEEE#vitalasubzam is lkke my hell#i forgot that tag wait#vitalasubzam#maybe ill make more shitposts like this#also crossposted on my twt heh DONT FUCKING FOLLOWMME THERE I WILL HAVE. A PANIC ATTACK#okay bye vro
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#rc9gn#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#torn pages au#randy cunningham#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#rc9gn oc#it has begun....the ocs... they are coming!!!!#lol but no worries ill try to not make them too much of a focus#can u believe it? freakin 9 more pages holy sjiet. and we didnt even got to the actual idea i had im gonna cry#trying to be normal and not enjoy little dad things i make first ninja do ;3#like helping kids dress cause waiting for them will take forever. the mom hand across body to protect them and the panic run.#the 'fuck the child took off without me' panic run is very familiar for me because i experience it from both sides#when i was a kid i accidently took off into traffic (on the crossing road but on yellow light) thinking my uncle was ahead#but in reality he was behind having a heart attack at my actions and taking off after me#and when i was a teen a family friend's kid i was looking after in the mall took off somewhere and i had a panic attack i lost him lol#his mother was NOT happy#kids? amiright?
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Sure Buggy and Crocodile have devil fruit powers, but Mihawk is the only one who could get their house key if it fell to the bottom of a pool, so really who's more powerful
#one peice#op buggy#op crocodile#op mihawk#cross guild#im new to the fandom so im so curious on how the no water thing is handled in modern aus without devil fruit powers#is hydrophobia just the number one fear in modern aus?#mihawk desperately searching for a hotel that doesnt have a pool so his partners dont have a panic attack on their romantic getaway
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deadendia book 3 comes out in 2 weeks can't wait to see my blorbos pail and cattle again
#i feel like im gonna throw up#hyperfixation so bad i cant look at official art of my favorite character without having a panic attack#deadendia#cahatel#pael#dreadedhalo#cahatel deadendia#pael deadendia#deadendia cahatel#deadendia pael#my art#fanart#deadendia fanart#dead end
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i am one year panic attack free 🎊
#i think this is the first time i’ve gone this long without having a panic attack#which kind of scares me bc i feel there’s one coming but. !!!#yippee#my mom said she’s proud of me <3#might get myself a coffee tomorrow to celebrate#(as though i don’t get coffee like every day)#(i rly love coffee)
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