#wishing luck to all who needs it now
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Do you like worldbuilding as much as I like it? I adore creating characters and items, and thinking about places and spaces, emotional events, everyday routines and action scenes. And now I have a quite massive project on my mind that I've started to think about early in 2023, and got an art directional advice from one of my leads at the time (who is an awesome artist himself) and made a pack of drafts and a couple of fully painted character concepts and did a lot of writing. But in the meantime I got really sick for a month, burned out, got really sick again and spent a lot of time and money on tests, left my job, almost froze to the bones in winter, fled from the war to another country, started to learn new language, then recently got some time to finish some other old stuff and now I have at last an opportunity to continue with my big project and should start with everything quick, as I'll need to look for a new job quite soon (we need to eat something and to pay bills, don't we). And here I am, and I'm afraid. Afraid that everything will not be as cool as it is imagined in my head, afraid that I won't reach that high goal that I've established, afraid to get back to my wonderful ex co-workers for their professional advice, and most of all I'm afraid that it would be the project that only I myself like. But anyway. Starting from today I'm going to work on my project: write and sketch, step by step, from small things to something bigger. And I'll find out in the process whether my fears come true, or is it just my anxiety speaking. Wishing everyone who is starting something new all the luck ♥
#anxiety IS speaking a lot#need to gather all my strength#wishing luck to all who needs it now#random thoughts
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also while we're here i would like to share the two iterations of tumblr user gorespawn that have existed since i abandoned this blog back in like early 2021. Who wants me
#i grew my hair out so i could twirl my hair while giggling about bald men#and also t.o.p of bigbang#and short men i see at the grocery store who honestly make me feel light-headed with raw and unbridled Want#but that's just a joke. i am. Lesbian#''no ur not'' I AM#anyway i used to be so ripped and hunky but now i am frail and sickly#what getting a job can do to a mf#thankfully i quit my job last week YIPPIIIEEEEEEE so now i will work towards becoming an absolute hunk again#wish me luck#ALSO#if anyone is obsessed with me and remembers all my lore i used to be transgender and i still am like lowkey on the down low#but in a new exciting way#anyway i used to be a gay man and then a stone butch dyke (as seen above) but now im practicing being a girl#it is very difficult but it is also fun. ive never been a girl before so it's a lot#anyway i bought two super cool sexy dresses yesterday for the first time ever in my life#sexy dresses meaning up to my neck and down to my feet and past my elbows. kind of like a wardrobe straight out of the handmaid's tale#from (to quote my friend) ''*The* old lady store'' thanks man. well i think theyre pretty and its v exciting bc ive never been a girl befor#anyway#who wants me#i still use the name emil online btw and i honestly always will i think it's just so me and also i do still answer to he/him dw#in a man way not in a he/him lesbian way#''he's LGBTQA+'' what. all at once?#yes.#i have mastered them all i have collected all the genders and all the sexualities and ive never been ''wrong''#it just keeps switching. which is fine. well im a girl now. in a detransitioning man way. who is insanely attracted to men#but you will have to tear this lesbian label out of my cold dead hands#''you can't call urself lesbian if u have sex w men'' well first of all fuck you and second of all i am celibate so you dont need to worry#''what the hell are you talking about'' nothing. now look how hot i am#im just joking around i hope that's fine w y'all
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Have I ever told y'all how euphoric it is to watch someone read arc 1 of Confused Spirit and just.... WAITING for them to get to the end
*MAJOR spoilers for Confused Spirit Arc 1 below the cut*
This is beautiful to me, it happens every time and it's just, it's great
@soupdweller I need you to know I've been giggling and grinning at every comment you made (which I WILL be answering don't you worry) but picked these snippets specifically bc, well, you know :)
#i WILL provide responses I am just not coherent and I want them to be meaningful <3 <3 <3#also i love your ao3 profile pic I don't know who that is but i dig their vibe#I need to make all y'all like#a badge#for sticking with me after that twist#okay I rest now I have an appt early tomorrow#wish me luck chat hopefully functional midnight will return on the morrow#honk snore mimimimi#confused spirit#dca fic#void shouting#l
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Me: writes an intro blurb for the dnd campaign I'm going to be running and sends it to my players
Them: respond with a series of excited emojis
Me: they hate it. they think it's badly written and the intro isn't interesting enough. i am the worst dm in history and i haven't even started yet
#just me?#okay#i love anxiety lol#dungeon master woes#< my new tag for freaking out about this#there is 1 (one) person on tumblr who knows me irl and knows someone in the campaign so i'm going to beg you not to share anything I mentio#with them because spoilers and also anxiety#anyway all of them are new players and then one of them has been playing for a Long Time and is a DM#so if I embarrass myself at least only one person will really Know but i'll still die of shame#wish me luck yall lol#dungeons and dragons#dnd campaign#dnd#dnd5e#doesn't help i decided to homebrew first try lol#i had a Story and i wanted to Tell It and now I'm starting to regret it because of the sheer amount of work I've made for myself#but i'm also very excited!#now i just need to balance this with school and not hyperfixate (challenge level: impossible)
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#remind me to never ask my mother for opinions on absolutely anything ever again#i only wanted to see which illustration should go on my portfolio for kidlit art#and her wonderful opinion was to take out an illustration of two dudes EATING TOGETHER because and i quote#"gay relationships are not suitable for children books. it simply isn't their target audience''#does she need the list of the thousand of books that are literally about gay couples or about gay kids?!#they're not even like overtly gay they are literally eating together!!! (sure it is actually gay cause it's fanart of a bl but whatever lol#it's literally two guys sitting at the same table eating...#how is that not appropriate for children?!#also even if they were gettin married or whatever... how's that inappropiate?!#ALSO also i'm sick of reading in every illustration agency how they're looking for artists and writers and whatever who tackle queer storie#like sure i'm not gonna say gay people don't experience discrimination but it's not the fucking 50s... there are opportunities out there#idk i'm just so fuckin upset right now because she's saying I'M the one that's taking it bad#like the whole ''i'm not homophobic but.... blah blah''#and it drives me up the fucking walls to have to deal with this when the only thing i wanted was to have a char about which drawing looks#the best for a professional portfolio lol#anyways now out of fucking spite i'm gonna send all the gay ones i have lol#dkfjhkdfg#angel talks#personal#wish me luck on this email btw i need work!#dfkjghdfg
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HAPPY (late) BIRTHDAY @zu-is-here!!!!
i can't believe i missed your b-day again!! i had to make you something this year and so why not draw the bean the legend, the sweetest baby ever as a gift!!! >:Dc
thank you so much for all of your sweet words and making your blog one of the most comforting places to be at!! hope you're having an amazing day<3333
#art#my art#my gif#my animation#fanart#gift#aim#sorry i'm a lil late! school has been a lil crazy with assignments and group projects lately and i only get some spare time the weekends#that and i didn't know how to draw something big and that doesn't need much time with a mouse hh :'Dc#i guess i went with a small gif because i've been waiting to make one with lil baby aim for sO LONG!!! look at him being so cuuute >:'Dc#(i technically had a whole different idea last year but i'll wait until i have a tablet again-#i wouldn't wanna limit myself when it's supposed to be a big surprise project >;)c )#you're like- one of my biggest inspiration ever on this site so you know i had to doodle something at least!!#don't think i forgot about your amazing gift last year either!!! if you were so kind to draw me something and brighten up my day like that-#then you can BET i'll repay the favor!!! >:'Dc thank you so much again for your supportive comments and your sweet words#your presence is beloved by so many people around the world!!! no matter who passes by you always treat them with so much care#and respect!! your works have only improved throughout the years at an insanely rapid pace and i can't believe it's been 3 years now#you deserve all the praise and support and i wish you the best of luck in your future projects!!! have a nice day/night<3333
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really wish there was a tag that separated “I’m having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Wars” from “I’m goofing off with Star Wars I’m playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical sense” posts because there’s too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state
#starlight personal#the good news is that I finally have another ketamine appt scheduled and it’s sooner than I thought they’d have an opening#the bad news is that the appointment is not tomorrow and we’re kinda at the end of my mental-emotional rope#now kids this is what we call: an inherent flaw in my treatment plan that cannot be removed#because pretty much in an ideal world I’d have ketamine appointments every 6 weeks but 1) expensive and probs can’t afford that#2) they don’t have enough availability for that to be realistic 3) can’t take off of work THAT frequently without consequences#4) I would probably start to doubt reality if I was tripping that frequently 5) I don’t think docs would allow it#treatment resistant depression and anxiety my beloathed if we could just chill that’d be great#treatment resistant PMDD my other beloathed someday I will do my damnedest to cut you out of my body#idk not to be too selfpitying on main but god it fucking sucks that I appear to be doomed to another cycle based mood thing#PMDD means I get two good weeks two bad weeks#ketamine being the only effective treatment for whatever my brain’s got going on means two good months followed by x bad months#until my next appointment#which like! two good months is better than no good months I am grateful that something helps#I just wish it was a more convenient help and it could be applied more consistently than my psych office provides#also wish I didn’t have to call them 3 times to get it scheduled but it is what it is#also also wish that I had fewer of the physical side effects of my anxiety and wouldn’t wake up puking the min things are rough#this is all to say: I want silly SW headcanons and droid headcanons and silly fic ideas and not Everyone is Always Suffering#but I’m also too lazy (I.e brain cannot make decisions rn) to search for new tags that may give me more silly#which means time to browse my bookmarks for good good comfort fics I have saved I suppose#(this is lowkey why i want to physically fight everyone i know who’s like ‘yeah meds would help but idk :/‘ like!!!!!!!!#bro it’s a privilege to have access to meds and it’s a privilege to have a body that doesn’t turn on you the min you take one!!!!#just try 10mg of zoloft I would kill for 10mg of zoloft to not make me entirely incapable of functioning!!!)#I don’t mean that - you have a right to take or not take medication and everyone’s reasons may be their own#I just had my body and have some rough feelings around treating my issues being so expensive and inconvenient#and then feeling guilty b/c I know I’m lucky that I can afford it and can take off of work for it when I need to#like I am pretty lucky to have something that works and to have a care team that helped me get here#so I don’t wanna be ungrateful or unappreciative of my own luck in this and the work that went into getting here#I’d just also like it if I could change the circumstances slightly#make treatment on the weekends an option - get my psych office to have more than 2 trip sitters so scheduling isn’t so bad
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y'alls prayers and wishes did me well because i got my report back for the first term (some people call it a semester idk) and i did really great❕❕❕
#ty to all the people who wished me good luck 😭#maybe getting off the internet and focusing soley on schoolwork really does have benefits#like obviously i'm sad i couldn't watch the anime properly but i actually did really well😋#now i need to do better cause i'm broke and i need scholarship to get to the university i want (will probably not happen)#i got 2 A's!!!#anyway this has been really hard tbh because of my deteriorating mental health but yeah been keeping it pushin#i'm also exercising more now so like that's good#anyway i'm done rambling#i hope you're all doing good ily#can't promise i'll be that active as i'm still in work mode (test are done for now but i can't take any chances)
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Guys I think the writing for fire emblem engage is somehow worse than fire emblem fates. Im a longtime fire emblem fan, I've played every recent game, and this... this is just Awful lmfao
Im still having plenty of fun & I have my handful of characters I love soooo much. But God fucking damn this writing is just some of the worst I've ever seen in a game
(Major spoilers in tags. Ran out of tags so I can't spoiler tag hfkshfj.
Final conclusion (since I ran out of tags): What Even Is This Fucking Game. Definitely my least favorite fire emblem game in many respects, but By God I'm going to finish this bitch and I'm gonna have plenty of fun as I do so. And I'm also going to make fun of every narrative choice it makes along the way bc the writing in this game is just SO fucking bad holy shit. I just need to finish this game and get on with my life already. God fuckin damn.)
#speculation nation#ive been critical of it from the start. bc it really isnt good. tho ive softened in some respects#it's plenty of fun thankfully. i enjoy the battle system a lot & the maps can be challenging in a fun way#but the moment i stop to think about Anything it all just feels so ridiculous#there have been a few moments it's surprised me. plot twists that were Almost cool.#but most of the time it's just throwing a bunch of shit out of left field at me and expecting me to be invested (im not)#so it's like. the 'plot twists' are either things i saw coming from a mile away OR things that r just so fucking insane it's not satisfying#like. the game saying 'oh man this thing you need to get to is at the bottom of this biiiig frozen lake! however will you get there?'#'how about... you trust the woman who has been an antagonist THE ENTIRE GAME UP UNTIL NOW to be telling the truth & to be helping u'#'heres a magic item she used the rest of her life to make! how sad! dont you feel bad for her? she wanted to be a mother!'#'no dont think about all the times she hit your little sister :) she feels bad about it so it's obviously ok actually :)'#'anyways take her magic item. itll get you to the bottom of the lake. how you ask? underwater breathing? PHHHSH'#'NAH your ass is going a thousand years into the past to break this thing b4 it fell into the lake OH ALSO you meet your past self#from when you were evil. good luck! :)'#im. not making any of this up. im not making ANY of this up and i really wish i was.#i was just rubbing my temples for that entire stretch of story it's so fucking stupid.#i think one of the most interesting things it did from a narrative standpoint was take away the rings 12 chapters in#so you hit rock bottom and have to crawl your way back out with the help of some unexpected allies#like. yea that's interesting. EXCEPT from a GAMEPLAY standpoint it's one of my least favorite fucking things in the game#you get used to this set of mechanics but halfway through you have to switch gears to an entirely different set of mechanics#and by the time you finally get everything back & ur army is full and whole. the game is almost over.#itd like that narrative choice SO MUCH MORE if it didnt set me back in such a major way & restrict total gameplay access to the End#every game has a slow trickle in of new characters so you dont have everyone until later in but EVEN THEN#you generally have everyone by 2/3rds way thru the game. then the last third you pick ur favs and u train them for the end#in this game. you dont get everyone until fucking chapter 23 of 26. my army is full and veyle is such a delight to have#but i only got her in CHAPTER. FUCKING. TWENTY THREE OF TWENTY SIX.#i just finished chapter 25. im nearly at the end. i love my main army but it feels like ive barely gotten to know them as a whole#bc it only finally formed TWO CHAPTERS AGO.#im just. god this game is so frustrating in a way ive NEVER experienced before. and ive played a lot of games!!!!!#like dont get me wrong im still having fun with it. i love a lot of the characters and the gameplay (now that i HAVE all of it) is So fun
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girl help people are being incredibly kind and genuine towards me and I don't know how to process that
#melon rambles#melon's rambly rambles#my closing supervisor who I've grown fairly close with the past couple months is texting me and wishing me luck on college#since today was my last day on the job#and like before this job I genuinely didn't know how well I was going to fair#all I could really do is just try my best and always try to be a good person#and now he's like 'you're a fantastic person and I'm better for knowing you'#and 'you'll do well just be yourself and that should be more than enough for anyone you meet'#and I'm just like.#what if I cried#what if I just sobbed all over my room because I didn't realize that this was the type of friendship/mentorship that I needed in my#life until now. and now that someone is telling me these things it's like some kind of gap that I didn't know was there is now filled#anyways if you need me I'm going to be thinking about this for the next five years at least
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The emotional whiplash I just experienced from this season so far and I'm not even done yet o.o
#{🥴} - bee shitposts#im finally catching up on season 6#just finished the war#so spoilers for that for anyone whos like me and hadnt/hasnt seen it#losing my mind over how crazy powerful shigiraki is now#like its insane I cant really seem to wrap my mind around it#and I lost my fucking MIND when Mirio showed up with his quirk <3#literally the most devastating moment in the whole show for me as of now was when he lost his power#it was just so unfair and he of all people didnt deserve it#so i SOBBED when he showed up with his permeation 😭 thank you eri <3#but twice :'( and midnight :'(#and BAKUGO development! we love to see it#and the DABI MOMENT WAS SO GOOD I KNEW IT WAS COMING BUT IT WAS STILL SO AWESOME TO WATCH#literally i felt like 500 different emotions and i still dont know how to feel#wish me luck for the second part of the season guys :') im gonna need i#(pls dont spoil anything that happens after the war for me pls! I should be caught up with where the dub is at least by like tomorrow#but im not yet so no spoilers pls!!)#mha spoilers#my hero academia spoilers#<- i believe thats the right tag#if its not pls lmk!!
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the worst part abt being an adult is that when things go wrong I am the one who is expected to deal with it even if I am not the one that is strictly to blame for things going wrong. what the fuck.
#spam brain#me: ah yes i am moving in july so easy#life: how about you go FUCK yourself and while you're at it suck my entire fucking dick huh#like. like. GOD DAMN IT#i wanted out of this godforsaken city in july i wanted it SO FUCKING BAD and now i have to go around begging the few friends i have#to see if i can crash on their couch for a few months#surprise surprise the answer has been 'no' thus far (which i am not BLAMING them at all but god this whole thing is so annyoing)#i may very well end up having to move to ANOTHER APARTMENT in this godforsaken city BEFORE I MOVE TO TAMPA like????#not what i fucking signed up for#but the alternative is dragging my shit up to ne again and living w my mom and her new fiance for a few motnhs#which is not the WORST thing in the world i love my mom and idc that much abt her fiance he seems fine#but the energy that would take... and i would need to find a new job for like 4 months before i move again.... ugh#plus now i had a date w a guy who is actually cool and actually seems interested in another so like!!! fucking god#THE WHOLE THING IS BULLSHIT. BULLSHIT I SAY. HATE.#wish life was easier but NOOOO that's too much to ask#anyway rant over i'll shut up but i am so pissed abt this whole thing its so unnecessarily annoying istg#non fandom#wish me luck w this whole thing guys please i fucking need it
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me: constantly cracks jokes about how disabled/chronically-ill sickly i am
also me: surprised pikachu face when i get regular-illness-sick ontop of my usual-sick (as if im not suspected to be somewhere on the spectrum of immunocompromised) "this should be illegal"
#got a covid test: oncE AGAIN IM NEGATIVE BABY WOHOO THANK FUCK BC NOBODY THINKS ITD BE A GOOD IDEA IF I GOT COVID EVEN ONCE#BC MY LUCK WITH SICKNESS??? ID PROBABLY GET SOMETHING CHRONIC FROM IT FOREVERMORE AND MAYBE BE HOSPITALIZED AND ITD FUCK WITH MY DOCTORS#TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME PRE-HYPOTHETICAL-COVID WITH THE HYPOTHETICAL-COVID NOW MUDDYING THEIR VISION OF SHIT. YAAYYY#but also everytime i get sick?? i seriously get the worst versions of it just short of hospitalization (but still needing a doctor appt to#verify i dont need to be hospitalized). if im lucky? ''the worst'' will mean a cold everyone else in the house has for 2 days is one i will#have for like 4 and a half weeks or some shit. im lucky if the ''worst'' is length of time im sick. ill take that anytime over ''worst''#being worst symptoms omfg.. but yeah we think its just a cold rn and im on Day 1. and we know i caught it from my brother who is a prof#so. thank fuck it wasnt like a student gave him and then me covid or something. thatd fucking suck. but no its just a cold. thank god#wEAR YOUR MASKS TO CLASS#but yeah rn its just Heavy Head + runny nose + sore throat. so im okay. ill have to take another covid test in a few days tho bc docs#say to take it multiple times while youre sick UGGGHHH whatever its fiiinneeee i just wish more people wore their masks bc like??#im already nigh-agoraphobic by nature of disability. like. please wear your masks so you dont get me sick since im not gonna get me sick#bc now i got all my usual sickliness (cough + nausea + temp dysregulation + migraines + pain+ etc) AND ALSO this shit (heavy head +#runny nose + sore throat) like??? cool im like ×500 more miserable than any able-bodied person with a cold you guys tHANKS A LOT 🥺😭💀#me
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#Been taking my meds as prescribed and have been on the edge of a panic attack for nearly 2 weeks now#My body is in a tremendous amount of pain#but I gotta pretend I am okay just to have people quit asking if I am okay. I am not but there is nothing to be done about it#the pain docs dgaf the bone docs dgaf the specialists dgaf#I can't even take mj to feel better because I am so allergic#and speaking of allergies I have been having what look like HIVES starting to appear randomly over my face and chest for these 2 weeks#istg if this is another fucking reaction to allergens I am just going to go meet the hatman and claim squatter's rights in his house#woke up from another passing out episode to be ravenous and had to make myself some eggs and rice#I added kimchi because there needs to be more daily veggies in this diet#Most days the meals have been a tsp of peanut butter; an applesauce or string cheese; whatever noodle; and eggs or tuna...sometimes chicken#But still they want to tell me I am eating too much daily somehow#I do also drink a fuckton of water daily#I am just so tired of these 8year experts seeing a short fat thing and immediately equating all my problems to fucking weight#something is wrong and nobody wants to look further into it#In the meantime I am going to be mentally unwell because my body feels like shattering glass under electrified water every waking moment#But sure! let me take on the responsibility of teaching 44 other households how to open an rtf file in a damn word processor#HOW TF do you get over 50 and have all problem solving skills drop out of your ass. God forbid I write simple instructions#and some asshole put out fliers on ageism near my apartment#Telling someone that they need to actually have the correct information before moving forward to do something is apparently disrespectful#I literally don't have to do anything for any of these people but they feel entitled to my time and energy because I am 30+ years younger#And they've been having kvetch sessions about who knows what in a room literally on the other side of my bedroom wall#I got shit to do in the morning so I hope to wake up somebody else tomorrow#wish me luck
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On Day 4 of my No Napping streak 😊
#yall dont understand how bad my napping problem was#and im not even joking. for the last dour years i can count on two hands the amount of days i didnt nap#literally most of the last four years has been sleeping#but recently i got burnt out and slept for two days straight with like. two breaks to take care of my dog#(i have a sibling who also cares for the dog i havent been neglecting him)#and that whole mess reset my sleep schedule (i slipped into sleeping during the day and staying awake all night for a couple weeks)#and made it so i dont have to nap i guess because i haven't needed to#its been super weird. i have so much more time now and its hard to fill it#one day i went to the coffee shop and walgreens and the coinstar machine. and did laundry and other tidying#yesterday and today ive cooked whole meals. yesterday it was tortellini and broccoli and garlic bread#like idk how to explain it but thats so out of character for me#literally every day of my life for the last four years has been wake up. to go to work. stay up all night maybe. sleep until work#but now im... getting better i think? it seems better#i have an hour before i have to get ready for work (going in early because theres a bar crawl today and the other concierge wants help)#so im debating between playing on my phone in bed and enjoying the fresh air and sunlight coming from my window#or doing some cleaning and packing. i kind of want to do this because yesterday i had a nightmare that it was moving day and i wasnt ready#it was terrifying. so yeah ill probs get in some cleaning#wish me luck tonight! its saturday (busiest day of the week) and a bar crawl (the literal worst)
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i cannot for the life of me remember if i sent the ask i typed out when u replied so if u get two almost identical asks - no u didnt
first of all i lived by the sea my entire life, the air was not chewable enough and the lack of cancerous chemicals in the air bored me, air should be spicey
ah i've been late for the Mary lore 😔😔😔 tragic (but good for u no data should be given up willingly and for free)
(love ur shrimps they are adorable)
JFGHGFAJFNA Sorry Anon-Sibling I was swallowed by the real life. (Can you imagine that now that school year is ending some fucking idiots from my dziekanat suddenly was like to me, oh yeah btw in pażdziernik last year we added some more subjects to list of subjects you need to pass and yeah we send you that in email to that email you didnt even know you have and never bothered to check if you got that information or not, we dont care, oh you werent going on wykłady from that subjects cały semestr because you didnt you should.... lmao not our fault)
But its all good now :)
I love the "air wasnt chewable enough" it made me wheeze out loud, I imagine you with a saw just cutting a piece of air away and snacking on it like a character from Looney Toons
And lol you werent late for any lore that made me laught because i imagined myself as a character that you havent unlocked yet in video game, so have this edit of my photo
I can share with you Lore whenever you want. Here we go:
I live through 8h shifts in work fantasising about mini indoor pond i want to make
I just accidently stole 160zł from my sister on various mochis
I am addicted to reactions wideo, because many of my friends dont share my likes, so watching somebody watch something i love and love it make me all giddy
I just hit 4600 hours in Elder Scrolls Online (God what I am doing)
I collect lots of things: feathers i find on my walks, special 5zł's, fossils, "dziękuję za zakup miłego czytania" cards that some people add when you buy books from them on olx, tattoo ideas i might get one day, and my most precious collection - Mangas :)
i love trashy romance novelas, the trashier the better
And yeah!! My shrimps are so so adorable! their tank is on my desk so i see them even now as i type, and they are soooo cute
#considering nobody will ever know my real identify here i can say it#YOU BLOND BITCH FROM DZIEKANAT I WISH YOU DEATH AND 1000 YEARS OF BAD LUCK MAY SOMEBODY PAY YOU BACK WITH THE LACK OF EMPATHY YOU GAVE ME#haha i am better now :)#dont worry i made everything ok but man i had a week of constant strees and fear#also i am working on that second ask#it made me realise i have much more complex thought on anders that i thought before#also btw that my real photo!#the courtesy on my friend who fell in love with a guy who ride a bike#and like week into relationship bought helmet and all other clothes you need to ride a bike#then broke up with a guy#love that girl she is so guy crazy#also i spend so many times in eso because i am trying to do vampire house#but god vampire furnitures are so rare and expensive#right now i am farming to able to afford house in summerset#love me some high elves casual racism#(i play bosmer)#i am using you as a rant listener#listen my manga collection recently hit 250!#it look so coooool#love it when my dad looks at it and goes sooo how much have you spend on it all?#and i am like.... i dont wanna think about that
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