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Cowardly Creative...
I am jealous
Of the words
That fall from their lips
The feelings expressed
The tears shed
I ask myself
"How can they speak so freely?"
"Why don't I have the words to say such things so openly?"
Their emotions are set free
Whereas mine
Are simmering under the surface
Of my skin
Lodged in my throat
Shaking nervously
From excitement
Or blushing embarrassingly
In youth
I was shown
Emotions were off limits
They were on the highest shelf
Placed forever out of reach
Of my small hands
Now I overpour
My feelings
Into everything
Quite foolishly
Because I am desperately
Trying to get them
To hear me
To see me...
#words by me#marbearwrites#jealous of fictional characters#expressing myself is hard#emotions#emotions are complicated#expressing#writer#writing#escaping through fiction#feelings#adulthood is hard#idk what this is#bookworm#addicted to fictional worlds#does this make any sense idk#idk#wishing I was better at communicating#communicating is hard#life#creative fool#cowardly creative
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American leftist right now: oh no! Our counrty is full of people who want our rights taken away from us. We're under threat of attack. We only have each other
Jews: first time?
Jews: .....wait didn't YOU GUYS do the exact same thing to us?
#jewish#antisemitism#jewblr#leftist antisemitism#tw antisemitism#jumblr#usa politics#usa election#BTW I'm not saying that the results were in ANYWAY good#they were not#tr*mp is an evil vile piece of shit and I wish that people in the usa had better aim#BUT I still think it's funny that goys spent the last year kicking Jews out of leftist communitis and threatining their lives#and are now having to face the same treatment#also btw 79% of Jews voted Kamila so y'all can't even blame this on us. must be heartbreaking
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Why do the standards of human health differ for women? They know that having sex you don’t want every day to survive isn’t healthy. They know that cultures where women’s bodies are highly controlled aren’t healthy. They know that a woman changing her appearance through surgery doesn’t come from good mental health.
They know how degrading and painful all of this shit is. They know that this causes pain. If someone imagines a man being put into these positions, they would sense the inherent horror of it. It’s just that they think women deserve it, that this is woman’s position in society. It’s too normal, the suffering women are put through, for people to recognize its wrongness. But it’s also so normal that I ask, how can you not recognize it?
Why do you view women’s pain differently? Are women not human enough for our pain to matter? Why are you being intentionally obtuse, denying the truth you know deep down?
Patriarchy demands that you deny truth. Feminism reveals truth. Within feminism, there is nothing to hide.
#My first post…I want to use this as an outlet to share my thoughts#I wish I could put things into better words…I always feel like it isn’t enough#But there is so much to say and I hope I can contribute#radical feminism#radical feminist community#radblr#radical feminist safe#radical feminist do touch#radical feminist do interact#There is nothing to obfuscate
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There's a specific ache in my heart that eats at me every time I go into the Tumbleweed stables and see Silver Dollar, Branwen, Gwydion, Boaz and Ennis there.
Part of me knows it's just a fun bonus for the players to be able to buy some of the gang members' horses, but the other part of me aches because of how much the gang members loved their horses and aren't around to love them anymore.
#but I feel better knowing that the horses are being looked after at least#arthur was the only one to die with his horse#boaz being there makes sense given the direction javier was going in and he probably needed a better horse#gwydion though? given that trelawny lived in saint denis? unless they decided to move to mexico#good for them#I wish I had more stable room so I can look after ennis branwen and silver dollar :(#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#arthur morgan#john marston#hosea matthews#kieran duffy#josiah trelawny#sean macguire#javier escuella#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 spoilers#oh arthur
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Finished Heavenly Tyrant and my first comment is.........
......... Qin Zheng was WAY too funny for how much he sucked. Made me feel so conflicted.
Anyways, Heavenly Tyrant is an amazing book, highly reccomend!!!
Power to the people ✊️
#rest in pieces you hilarious bastard#...........is what i WISH i could say#unfortunately he lives#sometimes love makes you a better person and sometimes it makes you a disgusting prick#are we surprised#shimin i love you please go back to yourself#you're the best of them all#yizhi you morally ambiguous king#i love you#quielo wen'er and taiping i love you#i love women#women solidarity rules#sima yi you continue to be funny despite being the worst#impressive#im sorry your boyfriend died#zetian.....#last but not the least#best for last#best disaster girl#keep trying keep winning#i believe in you#still hoping she can have a fling with a woman in book 3#are women inherently better? no. just statistically less likely to become a possessive psychopath about feeling lust for you#anyways great communism in this one#will maybe make some more coherent comment about the intersectionality of peace at some point#and how you cant have justicr unless EVERYONE has justice#heavenly tyrant#iron widow#heavenly tyrant spoilers
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Today's aesthetic is Americana
#aesthetic#aesthetic blog#aesthetics#aesthetic otd#aesthetics blog#aesthetic community#aesthetic blogs#americana#vintage americana#I wish the American dream was real#This aesthetic makes the USA out to be so much better than it actually is
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the backlash peter dinklage got because of his comments about the dwarves in snow white still make no sense to me tbh. he was just asked about his thoughts on the movie on an interview and said that he finds absurd that stories like snow white are still uncritically being made today, where the 'dwarves' are portrayed as these quaint little fantasy creatures instead of just people with dwarfism, especially so because disney wants to push a progressive message in other regards. which is, frankly, a perfectly reasonable comment to make. then disney took that comment to heart and blew it out of proportion by saying that 'no no wait, we won't have dwarves like THAT in this movie, trust us guys' and decided to actually make them cgi creatures instead, likely to avoid facing controversy. so now everyone is mad at dinklage, accusing him of wanting to be the only actor with dwarfism with any fame and putting other seven actors out of a job, as if this one guy has any say in the decisions disney makes
#i mean whether or not the dwarves in snow white are offensive is debatable#but i think his point was quite clear in that he wished there were better roles for the community and not just these stereotyped ones#imagine someone criticizes a movie for having a sexist message and ppl got mad at this person for putting women out of a job
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When you finally do your makeup and it looks semi good 😅😂
#makeup#im tryin so hard#i wish i was better at it#transgender#trans#transisbeautiful#trans pride#transgirl#mtf hrt#mtf#girlslikeus#maletofemale#transformation#girls like us#transwomen#transition#actually trans#mtf trans#trans community#trans positivity#mtf positivity#lgbtq positivity#mtf trap#trans mtf#actually mtf#mtf girl#mtf pride#pride#trans fem#trans feminine
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II18 SPOILERS INCASE YOU HAVENT WATCHED IT YET!!!
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Anyways this is what i thought when suitcase offered a piece of popcorn to mephone4 lmao
#san posted!!!#san art#inanimate insanity season 2 episode 18#inanimate insanity#inanimate insanity finale#ii 18#ii movie#ii mephone4#ii suitcase#ii steve cobs#steve cobs dead body#haha get rekt you got cooked#ii spoilers#osc#one object show#object show community#doodle#ii finale#ii mephone4 art#ii suitcase art#i wish steve cobs was yeeted into a microwave#but this was better
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Screaming and running around in circles in my enclosure bc I’m so excited about your game ✨
THANK YOU... Chocodile is hard at work getting the game ready for its next major beta and we're both stoked to get all the new scenes and features out there! You can follow more progress over at @wishbonegame!
Just for fun, have more Theo screenshots that I haven't posted here yet.
#there are many other funny quotes and characters ofc but theo screenshots are just what i have on hand :P#this one is from 2 months ago and i missed it because i'm VERY BAD AT ORGANIZATION AND COMMUNICATION#god the state of my inbox is a travesty#i wish tumblr inboxes had folders or a search function so i could organize it better#and then continue to not answer things on time because i'm a failure of a human being#thank you nonetheless kind stranger!!#wishbone#theo#asks
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I don’t know why I bite
#I’ve thought about making this everyday since I saw that one isle of dogs clip#in the bottom scene is when amari realizes everything he did#a scream ripping from his throat while hes trying to rip off his skin and scrub off any blood coating his skin#its the only way he could ever feel clean again#god please forgive me please forgive me please forgive me not again not again not again#nene i said id make a new amari post but i ended up ruining his life again sorry#i wish the sizing was a bit better between both pictures but if i stare at this any longer im gonna rip my eyes out#mysims#sims 4 edit#ts4 edit#the sims community#oc: amari
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sorry im emotonal and going off of the other asks sent about machete and just i need to stress how beautiful it is to me that machete sees himself so undeserving of love and affection and feeling as if vasco's too good for him but despite all that he is so incredibly devoted to vasco and loving towards him (in his own way) but is so incredibly clear to anyone with eyes that just how in love he is with vasco. like it's not done out of a "oh god please never realize that you're too good for me here here let me overdo it with the affection" its done with the "i love you, and will always love you, no matter what happens to us or separates us, and i will give it to you as long as i am able, and if you ever leave, i won't be okay, but will still love you, and want you happy". like he doesn't use his own feelings of being undeserving taint his love or the way he loves for vasco, and it's so, so beautiful
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#;M;#oauhh#that's so sweet I'm in shambles and so glad to hear all of that#sometimes I worry about whether I'm communicating their chemistry correctly#it would be so easy for this sort of relationship to gain suffocating and possessive and overall just abusive tones#and even though you could argue it would be a source for juicy drama I just don't want that#Machete could selfishly exploit Vasco's care and altruism without giving anything in return#or worse let his paranoia and jealousy get the better of him and end up destroying them both because if he can't have Vasco no one can#and Vasco could leverage his influence over Machete to manipulate and use him because out of them two he's the more mentally stable one#and it would be easy to take advantage of Machete's vulnerability obedience and his trust that Vasco would never harm him#but I don't know maybe it's a bit tropey and idealistic but I really just want these dogs to be genuinely good for each other#they have so many things working against them already I don't wish to see them backstab each other as well#they have a bit of a 'us against the world' thing going on which I really like#they're not perfect there's issues they're trying to work on but the will to get through it together is there#and I want to make it seem like they wouldn't hesitate to prioritize the other one's happiness and wellbeing at their own expense#if it came to that#anwered#anonymous
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I feel like I've seen most of what interests me in FiMFiction for the time being, so I read through some good ol' reliable Stardew Valley fanfics last night, only to realize.
Haley x Female Farmer is basically Rarijack. Rarijack adjacent.
#personal#delete later#not art#unfortunate that i'm really not into the BIG popular ships in stardew#like. i downloaded talkohlooey's character sprites for my sdv because the men just look so much better#with talkohlooey sebastian actually looks like a cute guy i'd wanna date. default seb looks like a very very specific white boy.#like. the mod of an anime community discord server.#he looks like every white anime fan i knew in high school who very intentionally tried to look and dress more asian#so unfortunately i'm not really into any of the male bachelors. They are All White.#I went after Alex at first but he's a white bread jock.#So I'm really not interested in ships with Shane or Elliot or Sebastian which make up 2/3 of the romance fics#I do think Harvey is cute he has a lot of personality and he's a sweetheart#stardew expanded has victor AND olivia which is such a fucking win. Asians fuck yeah#I usually pursue Penny. Fluttershy vibes lmao#hopefully chocolatier has some dateable men who Aren't White.#Really can't recommend Talkohlooey's sprites more. Fantastic art style AND character design direction to boot. They made Emily Not#Terrifying Looking which is incredible.#still wish you could date the milfs though who said that#i said it. i'm fessing up. why did concernedape put all these women in unfulfilling marriages with mediocre/crappy men#what are you getting at.
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selfshippers who aren’t comfortable sharing i love you ! be as possessive as you would like as long as you’re not hurting or harassing anyone; your f/o is yours and they know just how much you love them. you understand your relationship better than anyone, and if not sharing is what’s right for you, you shouldn’t feel guilty about taking comfort in that.
selfshippers who are comfortable sharing i love you ! you have so much love in your hearts and it’s a beautiful thing that youre open to forging friendships with others who have the same interests. i have so much respect for you and your f/o would just adore your kindness. keep doing what you’re doing and keep making this community a wonderful place to be.
bottom line , you are all wonderful and your selfship is valid no matter what <3
unless , of course, youre a proshipper ; go away i don’t support u .
#f/o#self ship#to be honest i fall into the first category unfortunately . but in a very niceys way i promise#not in a jealousy way really but in a I Get Sad And Feel Invalid way yk#i wish i could be better about that. sigh#self ship positivity#f/o positivity#selfshipping#selfshipper#self shipping community#self ship community#selfship community#f/o community#f/o comfort#f/o prompts#f/o x self insert#f/o x s/i#oc x canon
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Bam bing bong, summary of my doodles in 2024
#what a year#ive never compiled it neatly before#i was gonna wait it out cuz i havent finish my Christmas pieces yet but im also like ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck it so yeah hehe#this year I’ve expanded my socials to bluesky and instagram#I’ve always did two collabs this year which is still wild to me (im planning to do more next year hopefully)#(if my social anxiety can just get over it)#in tappy’s voice: gomz no balls#i also need to do more color piece#launching ☕️ this year has helped to do that#to do at least one colored piece each month#i have a video of me going thru my doodles from January to December in the works but i think i might not able to finish it on time#we’ll see#still gotto tackle the last few ☕️ requests after con#this year I’ve drawn a lot more Price!! that’s why he’s the main character this year#i would put Raven but she’s always a main so#im really happy to have found a nice chibi style and stick with it#consistency is always a struggle for me esp with my non chibi style#some of what i drew this year was awful HDJSHSHS but its nice seeing progress#December suit Price is my proudest non-chibi work and I wish to continue that style next year#moving forward I want to continue to improve and do better but also take it easy#burnt myself out too many times this year due to drawing nearly every day + stress + uni#stress management plan is needed but i SUCK at it#me as a pharmacy student counselling patients [it is important to try to relax and manage stress properly]#what a joke JDJDHDHHD#at least my blood pressure readings stabilized finally on gawd it was on the borders for a few months#it’s been a fun year and I’ve made a lot of new friends too#drabbled in a few fandom and community here and there#thank you for having me everyone :)#gummmyart#art summary 2024
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If you’re in crisis or having suicidal thoughts, giving a call or text to 988 can be life changing. If you just need to talk, they’re a great resource as well. Your life is worth living, it will get better. Our minds can be cruel, but just know you are loved and you are appreciated.
We may have lost someone in our little community. Worst case, I hope they rest easy. But I do hope they survived.
If anyone was affected by this, if you need to speak to someone or take a step back, take care of yourself and do what’s best for you.
#idk if anyone else was affected by what was posted in the tag a couple days ago#but I want to say life will eventually get better. it may not be now it may not be next week but it will#when you’re going through it it’s impossible to see the forest through the trees but there is something better on the other side#if you are suffering I wish you the best and promise you will survive this#it can be painful to endure and the pain my be overwhelming again but life is worth living#I hope the person in our community survived#I hope they get to live to see something better#but I also know that pain and exhaustion and that unbearable dread to continue#if they’re gone they will be missed#I loved seeing your posts and shooting the shit with you in tag#I hope you rest easy if you’ve passed on#bb26
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