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Haha I'm so fucked
#was sposed to prepare a thing for my public speaking class 2morrow but i just sort of procrastinated. for days#totaly could have been fine and gotten it ready with time to spare but i just. didnt#many such cases#wish my brain worked
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I've seen a couple people saying they're jumping ship for [other big socmed] after the AI announcement here, but like. Guys. Friends. You do realize all the other sites have been silently working with big AI companies for a while now. Bluesky has not implemented any acknowledgement or protection, and the CEO worked with crypto for years. They're just not broadcasting it or giving you an option to help remove your work from automatic scraping. Cohost has implemented similar levels of prevention compared to Tumblr.
I greatly prefer the transparency and the tiny bit of protection, no matter how flimsy. Tumblr is pretty awful, but it's still better than everything else so far. Which sucks but until we burn down the plutocracy, this isn't gonna be escapable.
(Also, no Tumblr did not quietly sneak this in. They literally announced it before implementing.)
And my thoughts on the CEO being... himself.
#Tumblr#zilly squeaks#i wish Pillowfort wasn't so riddled with bugs#actually i wish Tumblr + Twitter got ethical CEOs with working brains#this isn't a 'you shouldn't leave' argument btw#just my personal feelings on it. including the worry that someone may jump from the frying pan into a fire bc Tumblr isn't perfect
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domain expansion
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 264#yuuji#help she entered a fugue state and finished a painting in 7 hours again#I still wish with all my heart that wed gotten megumi but HOLDS UP YUUJI THATS MY BOYYYYYYY#god his face is Messed Up i feel so bad#but i do think this is how ill go about drawing the injuries from now on :'>#just a Mess of flesh tones on that boy :((((( maybe shoko can kiss it better#anyway towards the end of drawing this my llsif pilled brain supplied 'domain expansion: happy party train' and i think its a keeper#yuuji if u havent picked a name yet pls consider thank u <3#a train station tho......as much of a vibe as it is i SUFFERED#the high ceilings full of pipework...the parallel lines....thank god i make the rules and dont actually have to detail it all#i love u vague lines that convey Essence Of Room#i think it works !!! i feel like im waiting fr a train n watching time slow around me as the lights stretch#btw the rake brush is SO good fr making lil bits of stretched light like u r squinting . i love it i have fun#anyway enjoy !!! him!!!! we r truly in yuuji kaisen i never Once doubted my boy
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max for the masses
#he is so much more fun to draw in this style.. i should draw him more liek this#wish i had a timelapse vid for this itd be so funny#case i just layered shit... turned my brain off and went crazy w colors#but rainbow (gay) rabbit guy!#im calling it done here im tired of working on it#but i might make edits later#like some halftones... who knows#anywaysyy#doodles#sam and max
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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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As if I wasn't already exhausted enough this morning...
It's been brought to my attention that people are taking my fanfics, editing them, and sharing them around. I don't have the words to describe how not okay this is. If you don't like something about my fanfic, then I'm sorry to hear that, but there are a lot of other fics out there you can read instead.
I put time and effort and care into my writing, as does every writer. To take my work without permission and change it feels like someone just punched me in the gut. Frankly it makes me not want to share my work at all and to take down all the writing I do have up, because why should I share anything with people if all they're going to do is decide it's not good enough and they're going to do what they want with it and make it "better"?
And before anyone comes at me, this is not what a transformative work does. This is not the same as fanfiction. I'm fucking exhausted from working two eleven hour shifts over the weekend so my brain is not working so someone smarter and more articulate than I am can explain why. I'm tired.
This genuinely makes me want to take down all my works and not share anything new. It's very simple, kiddos: Don't like it? Don't read it. You will miss out on some fanfics that way, just like you'll miss out on some films, or books, or TV shows. I've missed out on really good fic, novels, films, etc, for the same reason. We all do. It's a part of life. Stuff will sometimes have things in it that you don't like. Skim those parts, fast-forward those scenes, grin and bear it, or just go and read/watch something else.
Normally I would make this post unrebloggable but I worry other writers in this fandom might experience the same thing and not realize it. So people are welcome to reblog this. Anyone who's an ass on it will be blocked, no second chances.
Just. Don't do this guys. Holy shit don't do this. What the actual fuck.
#lincoln writes stuff#911 abc#911 fanfic#yes unfortunately tagging the fandom since that's the fandom it happened in#I'm just#holy fuck#genuinely I want to message every writer I know in this fandom#even if we've never spoken#to like... warn them this is apparently a thing#I wish I could make my brain work right now but I'm so fucking braindead#I'm working three jobs and this is my fun relax safe space except NOT ANYMORE 'CAUSE PEOPLE ARE BEING DICKS#just... don't fucking do this what the FUCK is wrong with you#actual CHILDREN are more respectful holy fuck
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Hughie Campbell | The Boys S01E02: Cherry
#just missed looking at my boy don't mind me#cara gifs#hughie campbell#jack quaid#billy butcher#karl urban#the boys#the hold he has on me tho#also hey#fuck the colouring in this show tbh#also boy do i love the way butcher circles him#i LOVE it#i wish my brain would start working again#stupid being sick#i wanna wriiiiiiite
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guys don't sell me ships and advertise them as generic tropes because I will just automatically despise them
#can't control it#that's just how my brain works#I don't actually ship anyone in tmagp and I wish people would stop trying to force their ship onto me#so far it's been dyhard fans doing that tho so I hate it more than the other ships#enemies to lovers trope my ass
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*jumps out of bed* what if I drew surge as random spinel screenshots huh what if I did that what if ive already done that what if I ajggfgjhjg7gub6tc4ecyt
#this is the most me thing ever#honestly there were more screenshots i wish i could do but they either have crazy anatomy that wouldnt work on surge#or its when spinel is holding the scythe and theres no equivalent for me to make surge hold#anyway i swear these 2 activate the same neurons in my brain whenever i see them#surge the tenrec#idw sonic#do i tag as spinel? do i tag as su? does it count?#my art#fetti art
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my brain, my logic - You have so many good omens WIPS you need to finish - me - DREAMLING JEALOUS, DREAMLING MERMAID AU, DREAMLING JOKES, DREAMLING - my brain - I fucking hate you
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Mitosis my beloved ❤️
(doodles below and concepts under cut)
They are like an emulsion of two substances that do not mix together, but they can melt in one another while still not having dna stirring together. I think I'm picturing something like liquid mercury that can be divided into smaller portions and reunited.
They can immerse themselves in and emerge out of the other's body. When they're conjoined they can also disproportionate themselves. Tyler is the one more comfortable with disproportion, and he's also the one that resides into narrator almost everytime. Narrator, on the other hand, still doesn't feel like letting Tyler be the one moving both of them.
I thought about Tyler developing as an extension to narrator later in his life (not an alter anymore, he considers him a parasite at first).
Oh also they can completely separate, but that requires consent from both of them, so does the reconnection in which they also decide who is the one that stays out and who is the one melted inside.
#fight club#fight club 1999#soapshipping#artists on tumblr#the narrator fight club#tyler durden#this shit is my brain eating amoeba y'all don't get how fixed I am with this#don't ask me how does this even work in the first place I have no explanation aside from I'm having fun#narrator falling down like that is my favorite thing#wish I had someone scratching my brain also#martyryo#queue
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The Preferable Alternative - Part 19
Start - Previous - Next
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#tmnt#rottmnt#preferable alternative#my doodles#rise mikey#ive been wanting to draw this part for ages!!#i wish i could show you exactly how my brain is imagining this#with flickering lights and the computer screens glitching#but alas this is as close as i could get it#i'm so excited for the next part too!#but idk when i'll get to work on it#i have so much stuff to do over the next few days
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This 20-yr old cartoon is basically the plot of Arcane
I'm not exactly surprised so many people jump to classify Jinx a terrorist since she kinda fits the Western stereotype of that (although that's debatable since she doesn't have a concrete ideology or organization), but I guess I'm a bit surprised the real world commentary is flying over some people's heads in a way that gets them to justify Piltover's response as valid or write off Jinx's response as unreasonable.
In my opinion Jinx was partially intended to be a deconstruction of the terrorist stereotype by interrogating what causes someone to be like this in the first place. They deliberately gave her bomb/ explosion motifs, plus she's literally firing a missile at a tower of politicians. It's meant to evoke a certain imagery but you're not supposed to stop there. Youre supposed to ask "okay well why did it get to this point and how could this have been prevented?" and the answer to both those questions is Piltover.
Season 2 takes this further by asking what's the difference between a terrorist and a revolutionary. It's not a coincidence that Piltover (the oppressive regime) is the one framing her as a terrorist while Zaun sees her as a revolutionary symbol. In reality, she isn't either of those things (not completely) but no one sees her as Jinx-the-complex-person because of the dehumanization someone in her role gets subjected to, from both sides.
Piltover and Zaun are not the same. I really don't think you can both-sides-are-bad this conflict at all, particularly when one side possesses all the resources and power for centuries. You can debate about whether it was handled properly because yes the writers have biases and I think the depiction of fascism and revolution was rushed and clumsy, but I do appreciate the attempt at real world commentary.
#and before anyone says anything no she didnt fire that rocket for Zaun. as i said shes not a revolutionary#her reasons for doing that are complex and personal and since she never explained it herself we can only infer#maybe i'll talk abt this again some day bc the way her mind works is fascinating. i love her writing#all the female characters are complex but her writing in particular scratches the right itch in my brain#the dehumanization she went through from both piltover and zaun is so good. the only ones who see her for who she is are isha and sevika#and even THEY are pushing her to be a revolutionary figure for the greater good#i wish more of the story was devoted to the conflict between the nations but it seems the plot is moving towards the magic elements#arcane#my post#arcane season 2#arcane s2#jinx arcane#arcane jinx#arcane analysis#arcane meta#arcane spoilers#arcane s2 spoilers
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Need to see an animatic in your style to the song “red flags” with Sareena and Bi-Han
I’ve been thinking about this ask for so long, I just have major art commitment issues
#I’m working on like 15 art pieces simultaneously rn#I’ve been doing so much KNY oc stuff that’s why I haven’t been here 😭#bireena#bi Han#sub zero#sareena#kuai liang#bi han x sareena#mortal kombat#mk1#IM SORRY ITS BEEN AWHILE#I SWEAR BIREENA IS CONSTANTLY ON MY MIND#I just wish my hands would get with the program and draw them#but I’ve been oc brain rotting#also ignore the fact kuai is the waiter and bi Han isn’t reacting to it#maybe bi Han is just so lost in his murder thoughts#therefore Kuai is an irrelevant thing to hi#I dunno just go with the program LOL#doodle#my art
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it is pretty nuts that once you realize you shouldnt be working the standard fulltime then you can never see it the same fjshf
i want more people to be paid more to work less and have more rest and less pressure and im not kidding. besides it accommodating less abled people everyone should have more time on their hands. i hate greed and money and capitalism
#i am more motivated to go to work when i clearly will not waste half of the entire day there#it makes me irritated enough to want to claw my brain out of my skull yano#at this rate my only wish is to be able to work part time and still afford to live. i will try my best regardless#tldr: i am getting sick of this#txt
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Adhd? Nah nah. It’s a CPU problem, my dude. My processor is super outdated and doesn’t have nearly enough threads to process daily functions. Keeps having to restart tasks, because it doesn’t have enough power to keep track of multiple things at a time. That’s why I get distracted so easily. No other reason.
#I knew I shouldn’t have bought that discount pc#pls note I know jack shit about computers#literally just enough to buy one and hopefully not get ripped off#adhd#adhd memes#computer memes#computer science memes#adhd stuff#adhd brain#man I wish I could upgrade my cpu#with this metaphor stimulants for adhd are basically like giving a computer steroids and hoping it works lol#I’m glad I’m not a computer
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