#will update if it gets worse lol

[courses-au-clair-de-lune]

having suspiciously appendix-adjacent pain rn....

;-;

[kabutoden]

FUCK THE KARKAT VANTAS PLUSH THEY CUT ME OFF FOR FUCKING REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

I WAS GOING TO MAKE A KARKAT VANTAS PLUSH AND SELL IT TO THE PEOPLE!! I WAS GOING TO DO THAT!!! I HAD A MARKETABLE PLUSHIE DESIGN AND EVERYTHING!!!! DO YOU SEE THIS FUCKER??? DO YOU SEE HIM??? DO YOU FUCKING SEE HIM?

I SAID IT TO ALL MY FREINDS!! TO MY FAMILY!! 'gonna make a marketable plushie out of this dog hes sellable as fuck' FUCK!!!! THEY FUCKING GOT TO IT BEFORE ME AND THEIR DESIGN ISNT EVEN GOOD!!! WHY IS THE HAIR LIKE THAT ITS FUCKING makeship THEY CAN MAKE SOME PRETTY QUALITY WORK!! ITS GOING TO COST 30 DOLLARS YOU DIDNT FUCKING NEED TO skIMP ON THE HAIR!!!!! PROMISE!!! WHAT IS THIS A FUCKING FNAF PLUSH??? ARE YOU JOKING??? WHO DID YOU COMMISSION TO MAKE THIS PLUSH DEISNGNNNNN WHY IS THE HAIR FLATTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

I WAS GOING TO DO THAT!!! IT WAS HALF THE REASON I MADE THIS STINKIN COMIC AND NOW I HAVE 60 MORE PAGES I WANT TO FINISH NOOOOO FUCKKKKKKKKKK NOW I HAVE OFFICIAL COMPETITIONNN WHYYYY

its fine. im fine im. FIIIIIINEEEEEEEE. its on me for not working on aphids... f in the fucking chat (this post is not very serious)

[what-is-it-to-be-pk-esque]

Ok I know I'm heavily biased here but like I kinda love that Astarion's romance is one of the few in this type of video game where you basically end up canonically unmarried and childfree in his "good" ending? Just travelling the world??

Like it's honestly the millennial dream lmfaoo cannot believe i chose what would undoubtedly be my favorite option, first try

[creaturefeaster]

I only use tumblr in browser on my phone, not the app, but does anyone else have to wait like 5 seconds for any page to bother loading as of late??? All other sites fine so it's for sure not an internet specific thing but man it's been getting on my nerves lately

[healpimp]

The games been bot-free for a few months now. At worst I've run into a few closet cheaters.

I won't spend a dime on the game till at least a year has passed, but the game's playable. #FixTF2 did what it needed to. It feels super weird to say, but the game is essentially fixed. You can queue into casual without expecting a lobby full of bots spewing gross and hateful shit in the chat (now its just the bottom scoring scout doing that, though with a significant lack of cheats).

For now I'll be enjoying the game to the fullest.

[mamawasatesttube]

i wish it wasn't so normal for people to complain about unfinished wips or fics that take a long time to update. because sometimes i think i have a really fun idea for a fic but it'd take a while for me to write, and i like talking about my work as i do it and i don't like writing entire fics over like 20k without sharing, because i lose steam. so if i were to write and post that cool fic idea, it'd be as a wip. and then i think about all the people who just refuse to engage with wips, or all the other people who would just go "update pls" all the time, and of how people only really comment in the first 24 hours something is posted and then it's lost to obscurity, and then i just go "actually whats the point in going through the effort writing this out? i'll just daydream about it now and then and be done with it." and then i don't write it. alas!

[pbpsbff]

anyway #lifeupdate i got dumped like 3 days ago and since then have been swinging wildly between a state of depression and a state of uncontrollable energy so either you guys are all about to get an insane amount of fic updates or i'm going to delete my account and kill myself. idkidk! anything can happen. i'm keeping my options open

[cosmic-ships]

Well I gave my roommate $100 today to get the internet back on but now they're saying they want another $200 to reactivate it despite it being their issue. The reason we didn't pay right away was because they fucked up and put us on the wrong plan. Told us it was $300 so we called and they said they'd fix our billing (cause out bill is suppose to be around $105 they never fixed it despite us yelling about it. Then they suspended our account and then my roommate called them this morning to get it sorted and they said "TwO hUnDrEaD t0 rEaCtIvATe" for a fuck up caused by you ass clowns??? Nice. (You as in the internet company)

[bleary-low]

Update:

Trying to post art during these times is near impossible. I am working on many things, but the feelings of dread really extend the process.

The main things I’ve been prioritizing in these past few days is donating to charities of the vulnerable populace and taking care of people of our fellow community who are vulnerable within my ability.

[pussymasterdooku]

my beloved imac from 2014 with a cracked screen that i conned my dad into giving me so i had a computer on which to do stupid freelancer shit for him but use primarily for personal use (file storage, use appletv to play streaming sites on our actual tv, play sims) seems to be……engaging in behaviors that for lack of a better way to put this best resemble when my elderly cat started having seizures after a hard summer of kidney problems and we had to be like. oh it’s the end the end? obviously less emotional than that but. you know. she’s had a long good life and maybe it’s her time. that’s okay. all things end. anyway. all this to say we are trying to coax her into not just waking up again but pretty please just giving me two files that are the backbone of the recurring stupid freelancer shit i do every month. please baby i have hand problems i can’t build those templates again. please.………

[northern-passage]

me at tnps resting place: hey girl…. miss u so much (shuddering sob) i think about u everyday..

yeah me too

[blindedguilt-archived]

Drakengard Cut Content Found - Leonard's intro scene

//So not too long ago, some cut Drakengard content was found and posted to the Drakengard subreddit by u/drakengarded (Their profile is linked under their user), it was a short cut clip from Leonard's intro scene! I immediately knew I had to share it with everyone here, so I asked them and they gave me permission to share the clip they made! They said they might be able to get back to me with a better clip, but as I see it, this is perfect as it is.

//In the original, when Leonard brings the knife up to his throat, the screen quickly cuts back to him collapsing to his hands and knees, unable to take his own life. But in the cut version, the tip of the knife is seen barely entering his throat before he falls, providing a clearer look into just how close he was before caving into his fear of death!! The aspect ratio is slightly changed to show the difference of the original scene from the cut content.

//Waaaaaa I'm really thankful to u/Drakengarded for sharing this huge discovery!! If anything, thankful wouldn't even begin to describe how I feel <3 I've been watching this nonstop, and have picked work back up on several projects specifically because of the inspiration this has given me!! I hope everyone else has found it as interesting as I have, and thanks so much to u/Drakengarded again for allowing me to share this with everyone here!! I'm so happy <3

[what-the-fuck-khr]

GOOD NEWS EVERYBODY IM BACK I HAVE ANSWERS so we looked at my teeth etc and I’m not gonna die of sepsis bc despite all the shit my toothache caused me there’s no infection. so what was it, Bronwyn? good question!

wisdom teeth

[ladycatofwinterfell]

the new chats look so bad and (even worse imo) BORING. what’s with the sterile colours and the way the messages look? I don’t want that, I want to see the theme of the blog im messaging and their little icon :(

[pilonciillo]

[hplonesomeart]

I just wanted to tell you that I love whenever you reblog my art and that reading the stuff you put in the hashtags makes my day :]

EVERYONE HERE IS SO SWEET AWWW THANK YOU?? I usually just type the first things that pop in my head and let the words flow naturally from there (although sometimes I double check for spelling mistakes or ensure my formatting of words isn’t overly difficult to understand). I appreciate hearing that my words are valued by you!! Yay!! Sneaking my personal thoughts/observations into tags has become my own favorite hobby lol. I try my best to balance between writing my own self-indulgent sillies and also communicating directly to artists. Because I don’t wanna accidentally overlook all the time + energy that goes into the art process. It deserve to be acknowledged!! ✨

I’m not confident enough to leave notes in the actual comment section of posts—but I’ve found that using the hashtags is a win-win supplement since I can help reblog the art at the same time!! Gotta help the pretty drawings reach a wider audience somehow. Or rebloging so I can find the art easier and appreciate the cool details multiple times :3

Thank YOU as well for leaving the various hearts on my posts!! It blows me away the dedication to “like” so many of them jksjskp. I hope you don’t feel obligated or pressured to do that all the time! It does bring me a sense of joy getting notifications tho. I’m grateful for all those times you’ve chosen to like my posts or other reblogs; helps me feel like I’m doing something good with my life. I hope your day has been wonderful and thanks once more for leaving a kind message! Please keep making nice art for yourself!! <3