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#xotm#my art#project xero#I just wanted to see how drawing chibi felt#conclusion?#unsure.#will have to experiment further
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i think the assumption that transfeminism considers closeted trans women as tme kinda misses the whole "transmisogyny affects us wether we transition or not" part of transfeminist analysis
#like yea a lot of pre transition transfems get left behind in conversations of transfeminism#which frustrates the hell out of me#cuz transfeminism has the tools to actually have conversations about that experience but most people talk abt out trans women and no further#it helped me understand my pretrans self more than anything else has#we should talk about that more and not let our sisters feel left in the dust
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This post contains spoilers for Wicked (2024) and the Broadway musical!
A word on Cynthia Erivo’s performance as Elphaba in Wicked: Phenomenal.
In regards to the critique that she plays her too timidly: in my opinion, she plays her exactly as she is meant to be played. Watching Elphaba navigate Shiz University was so clearly a parallel to how Black women have to operate in Predominantly White spaces. Every single time her powers went out of whack, she was labeled as dangerous, and at the end, the Wizard and Madame Morrible immediately painted her out to be monstrous, vicious, and angry. Seeing her poster produced a visceral reaction in me — not because it was terrifying, but because it reminded me of those old fashioned racist posters 💀 which! Isn’t a bad thing, I think it speaks to the larger message of making Elphaba out to be the Wicked Witch, despite her only crimes at that point (that we know about) being attempted Animal Liberation and further Civil Rights movements. To me, watching Elphaba at Shiz was watching another Black woman try to fit in despite knowing she will never truly be like those around her, and to not draw any more of their ire and to not fly off the handle and be labeled as ‘angry’ or further outcast. When she sings I’m Not That Girl, it hits harder having been in that position and truly understanding what it means to not be desired or considered pretty or beautiful by anyone around you while your friends are. Honestly, it adds more in my opinion. I think Cynthia Erivo’s performance carried an excellent nuance that speaks specifically to Black women and our experiences. While it is perfectly okay to have a differing opinion, it would be a major disservice to overlook that very intentional lens painted by the film. As many have noted, having Elphaba be played by a Black woman adds so much depth to the character. It also shifts and adjusts how she presents herself when her Broadway and Book counterpart may be considered bolder (which begets a whole other essay on White Women, oppression Olympics politics, and needing elements of Whiteness to appear in oppressive narratives for the sake of ‘relatability’ despite them coming off, in my opinion, more disingenuous than not). All of this to say: Elphaba is still fierce in her own right. She stands up for herself, sets her own terms, but she does so within the realm of what is socially acceptable for a reason. I’m gonna need y’all to think a little more critically ❤️
#as much as i love all the fun aspects of this musical#it is at its core a social commentary#and it is now further layered with the races of the characters being added in which is INTENTIONAL#tbh i’d love to see more takes and posts about the more serious aspects of the musical and film so if you have any please send them my way!#anyways these are just my thoughts/experiences#k chats#wicked#wicked 2024#wicked movie#wicked musical#cynthia erivo#elphaba thropp#wicked spoilers#please PLEASE look past your whiteness and at the actual facts of the film
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You can tell how I didn't take this very seriously at all and I just found it funny
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc gummigoo#gummigoo#tadc fanart#fanart#also known as: Gummigoo suffers from an even worse existential crisis after encountering his eldritch god#the poor guy just wanted to bring maple syrup to his village#not have his entire existence be further invalidated by a pair of dentures with eyes#and an out of the world experience
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An annoying part about any fandom discourse is the push to categorize characters, populations, and factions as representations of actual groups IRL. The most annoying one (to me) is insistence that a particular group is Indigenous Peoples and the other is the White Settlers.
Like a lot of people in the U.S., I'm mixed race. Many who are mixed race don't identify as such; they pick one or another. Why? Because mixed race identities are systematically ignored or erased on multiple levels of government and political influence: census records, diversity reports, financial aid qualifications, membership in political groups, etc. Choosing one identity alone is rewarded with greater voice and resources in different spheres. Acknowledging that this split isn't real is offensive to groups in power, both for the dominant hegemony of Whites and the coalitions of minority groups. Each group benefits from enforcing this exclusionary practice because it allows specific people to justify their leadership based solely on their heritage: a new aristocracy.
All this fake dichotomy nonsense in fandom is a replication of that mentality. Like, some media like The Terror really, truly are commentary on colonialism. There's no need to hide the ball about it. If your favorite media has nothing to do with conquest, exploitation of land and resources, or the subjugation of populations for the benefit of foreign powers, then it's not about colonialism. There's other themes to explore.
#critical role#you have no idea how many times I've been told I'm not Mexican enough to be Mexican#not chicana enough#not latina enough#guess what it's never been white people who say that#at least white supremacists just say I'm not White and I don't mind because they're right I don't get to claim a privilege I never had#maybe stop furthering this idea that mixed race people don't exist#that'd be great#that'd be a lovely world to live in#where I don't have to choose White or Other to count as a person or to speak to my experience#anyway yeah this is about critical role because mortals were created by gods and Primordials so they aren't native#the closest possible analogy for mortals is they're mixed race#and don't belong anywhere as 'Indigenous' because that's not how this works#it is completely incompatible with this worldbuilding#also killing 4 primordials is not genocide they're elemental entities on the scale of gods and that word simply doesn't work in that contex#maybe come at the story with the lens of religion and philosophy in which it was presented#instead of making up racial themes that aren't in the source material
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so i'm readin various stuff on the xray cause this silly film is my current source of joy and
wait
hold up.
what...
WAHT ??? WHAT
XRAY CAST DESCRIPTION????
YEARS???
xrAY dESCRIPTION eXPLaIN!!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN FLOYD WAS HELD CAPTIVE FOR YEARS, WHAT SECRET INFO DO U HAVE ACCESS TO???
#joey babbles#trolls band together#trolls floyd#I. don't know what to do with this random snippet#to be fair -#each description of the brozone bros expands a little bit further than the films do (ex. clay being a prankster) so is this. is this canon?#no? yes? half?#did velvet and veneer have him for years and only recently explode on the scene cause they got like. a big break?#some financial backing? a viral video? spotlight on spotify?#were they just experimenting with the best way to harvest a troll's core and only recently hit the jackpot method?#we never learn how the spritz bottle was made in the first place#my brain is bungled .#y. years....?#dreamworks trolls
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Ralph!!!
I love him so muchhh,, I considered giving him a flannel but i was almost finished, so maybe next time! I love himmmmmmmm,,,,<3<3
#fnaf#fnaf fanart#fnaf the week before#fnaf ralph#fnaf Phone guy#So sad he died#but also... happy? in a way#is so sadly tragic but not in the same way the aftons or the emily's are tragic#Like Ralph literally cleans up a crime scene#But now we have an actual victim experience of not just the animatronics in clearly described manner#and also how fazbear treat “accidental casualties” that can and will be sweep under the rug to avoid culpability#(we all knew this but further confirmation is always appreciated)#I love this book#myart#my art#WallyLake drawings#I love himm
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Do you have anything concrete for Jayclaw in BB? Curious about him since we never really learn how he dies. We don't really know much about him, besides the fact he's reasonable, fast and had a physical fight with his brother over a small mess.
Funny enough I have had a crystal clear image in my head of who Jayclaw is for years, and have not had to change it at all. He's a total background character but for some reason I just know what this dude's about.
Jayclaw was a dancer, a FANTASTIC one. He played Jingleshells, which are a full-body instrument made of netting and percussive beads. His performances were playful and dramatic, and he reveled in pulling off impressive movements while still keeping rythmn with his chimes.
His friend group was essentially a little band. His brother Owlnose played drums, his friend Podlight sang, and that connection was how he was introduced to Curlfeather. It was impossible to resist his charms once he started courting her-- he was fun-loving, romantic, and absolutely captivating.
Curlfeather loved him so much that sometimes it was hard to look at him. "I can't be seeing you right now, you're going to make me grin like a fool."
"Like it would be so terrible for you to brighten my day, gorgeous?"
Losing him was sudden, unexpected, and heartbreaking. I don't know what it was specifically, but I do know it was a freak accident and quite violent. He left camp one day in the prime of his life, and came back dead.
I don't think his passing planted any seeds in Curl's mind that weren't already there, but the combined stress of grief and the loss of her emotional "rock" was the catalyst.
In fact, at first, believing Frostpaw's bad dream had been a vision was probably something Curlfeather actually believed, or otherwise was something she came up with for non-nefarious reasons. Like maybe Frostpaw believing her vision "killed her mi," and Curlfeather meant to soothe her by explaining that visions simply predict the future and that his death wasn't something she caused.
In any case, after his death, Curlfeather was driven towards acting on her ambition. That's Jayclaw! Trophy husband who died ❤️
#Better Bones AU#BB!Jayclaw#BB!ASC#I'm not sure how much of the Rejecting StarClan angle BB!Curlfeather is going to keep#Bc I don't like the narrative's uncomfortable conflation between atheism/mistheism and villainy#But in any case I know that there were a LOT of experiences in Curl's life that have caused her to doubt StarClan's power and benevolence#And Jay's sudden passing was one of them#It would be interesting if his body went missing and her prayer to find him WAS actually legitimately answered#But the catch being that her last memory of him ended up traumatizing her further because of the state of his remains#''StarClan is cruel. They only give you what you pray for if it would also punish you for asking.''
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no joke but what I really want for Buddy Daddies as a fandom is to make fanart and fanfic post present time ep12 where Rei wears an arm orthosis when working.
I think varied disability aids being represented would be fantastic, and personally would write Rei as someone being deeply proud of something he's done for his family, but also understanding with time that using an orthosis also helps him at work and in raising Miri. with a giant portion of mobility/motorics aids being represented by prosthetics, seeing more variety and exploring it in fiction would also help making a step in normalising disability treatments.
#that's my personal opinion and i just thought about how understanding more about physical disabilities#and how to help people with those aids in case something happens and they ask for help#has furthered my understanding and might even help me in the future if i were ever to experience that#Buddy Daddies Spoilers#Buddy Daddies#Suwa Rei#(again. i want to write Kurusu Rei SO BAD)#text post#Varya rambles#also drawing an orthosis would be real complicated for an animated work so i understand why they chose to hide the arm#but i really like the headcanon of Rei using it sparingly 🥺 not everyone uses them all the time#+ it's also not healthy if worn all the time. looking @ people who'd let their characters sleep with their prostheis on. smh#and this is also NOT a 'you HAVE to do this'! just something I think would be fantastic#...also I'm like. apparently looking @ a start of a fic where Rei uses it?? is my writer's block finally over?!#here's a hoping 🙏buddy daddies such a good anime. not perfect not extremely beautiful. but GOOD in HEART#1k
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i should be writing my paper rn
#sky children of the light#skyblr#sky cotl#sky cotl oc#(spongebob holding hands out image) no they are not kids. no children. do they still call them skadults still(?) i'm not sure#but they were skykids at one time! yknow like. sims life stages#ok imagine that but it was based on how much light one can carry. and further developed mimicry of ancestors like how you get emotes n gear#. and that i put actual game aspects and experiences into my headcanon/canon divergentish soup of oc stories. oops. sorry.#i promise i will yap about it further when my finals are over. i have so many assignments to do WAAAA#my ocs#oc: aurelia#oc: chrys#my art
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Say 'opt' five times in a row. It makes your mouth bounce with horse hooves.
#this is a normal observation post#human noises are just interesting#opt opt opt opt opt#you have opted in to read the tags#please note that further progression may result in brain rot#other symptoms may include confusion#hysteria#a tingling sensation in the lips#or even a mild sense of accomplishment#if you experience one or more of these side effects please contact your local deity#this blog does not cover divine intervention coverage unless you are level 20#if all waivers have been signed please continue at your own risk#are you ready to begin now?#have you buckled your shoes and tied down your teeth?#and lastly have you cried the optimal amount of tears beforehand to avoid any potential leaking?#very well we may begin#all of this is to say i was just horsing around#get it?#horse hooves?#horsing around?#what a journey this was#thank you for your assistance#you may go now
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people can Famously do whatever they want especially when it comes to enjoying media and generally i find this to be a good thing. but unfortunately i am a strange and unusual autistic that generally sticks very very close to canon. all this to say i don’t Get It when people headcanon k_k deltarune as using they/them Only or even she/her Only when he has literally been referred to with ‘he’ by one of the people presumably closest to him(brothers to me)
for the record i think he is he/they. i think all three of them are he/they. maybe even canonically but people fight me on this one (really just capn and kk since sweet has only indirectly been referred to as they like in the following screenshot from the wiki (bc I didn’t want to watch a video of their fight to screenshot and crop flavor text) BUT they’re still called by generally masculine terms alongside the other two like ‘guys’ (ost “almost to the guys”) and ‘young men’ (by seam)) (and they use overly-masculine self-referential pronouns in japanese, along with capn)
like im Fairly Certain the individual of scc are still the only one being lost in the groove in dance x. the “they” in ‘they’re totally lost in the groove’ is still Just One of scc. I don’t believe the fun gang are lost in the groove bc honestly they don’t talk like any of this fight was fun for them HSHSHDNDHDJDJ
also incase it isn’t clear i think it’s chill to add on she/her to k_k’s pronouns. people can famously do whatever they want especially when it comes to enjoying media and generally I think this is good. but saying they use she/her (or they/them) ONLY and not In Conjunction With is where I go “well. no. the game called him he. so he/him has to be part of their pronouns?” and i recognize it’s probably petty and stupid to care about to like any degree but know I don’t say this with hate in my heart
and of course there’s nuance like maybe the idea is they Change their pronouns later on but idk no one ever says this
#further clarification im still team Can You Pleaee Not Add He/She To Kris’ Pronouns#bc they’re already canon they/them. kk canon uses he/him#characters in media are already expected to use he or she. so a character using Expressly Only they/them and then adding he or she.#just feels disrespectful#for the same reason you wouldn’t look at an expressly gay character and go ‘well i think they’re bi’. yknow. do i make sense. those are dif#those are different experiences and expressions of the self.#whatever I’ll stop talking i literally have work to do HDNSJSJ#scared to put this in Any tag. i don’t want people beefing w me I’m CHILLING#words from the monarch#deltarune#scc#hopefully I’ve put enough Talking tags that these organizational ones don’t show up in their public tags
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Everyone on this website talks about the choice to not have children to end the terrible cycle of familial abuse or whatever but I feel like nobody on here wants to talk about the more mundane and pressing reality of wanting children but being paralyzed by the understanding that bringing them into our current society inherently means traumatizing them in some small way simply because there are no good options.
Like. Dont want to put a child through public school because public school sucks, but homeschool is isolating and private school is not an option for ppl with no money. Dont want to raise a child with a forced gender but attempting to raise a child neutrally may socially isolate them or cause authorities to question your parenting methods. Don't want to raise a child in an isolated suburb where they have nowhere to travel independantly but affordable housing with ample room for families in city environments are basically nonexistent.
It can be hard not to feel judgemental of yourself for wanting to bring a child into the world at all under these conditions. Unlike with refusing to continue the "cursed bloodline" or whatever, there's just no personal pride one can take in deciding not to have kids because the world would force me to make choices that hurt them irregardless of my desires.
#and this isn't me saying i do or don't want kids but rather#these are my main worries with the possibility of having children#also i think this is a seperable issue from worrying about kids just getting hurt in the normal human way#i don't want to shield my future child from any possible negative experiences like#heartbreak and loss and things like that are very normal#but I'm talking institutional. im talking the little violences that made my actual abuse so easy to hide#and the systems that further traumatized me#the fact that id just have to put my potential child through them too just... sucks.
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Fuck it, I'm going to go out and say it: while I often enjoy being teased on here, a fair portion of what I receive irritates me as it's misguided at best and reeks deeply of unlearned, malicious fatphobia at its worst. Yes I want to be fatter but I'm not fat. I am a 140-lbs/63.5-kg twink despite all my efforts to gain weight. I'm not stick thin, sure, but I'm sure as hell not fat either. So why are some people insistent on calling me fat/huge/big? Are actual fat people too much for you (perhaps even in spite of you being a self-professed FA)? Is your idea of fatness grounded in equating 'not even that chubby' with 'fat' while not even being attracted to people who are actually fat? Do you solely find bloated skinny guys hot while still saying you like fat people? Or are you not attracted to fat people at all and here simply to take your fatphobia out on the people closest to your image of ideal thinness, who you'd be more openly attracted to if they lost 10-20 pounds, all while still scoffing at or ignoring the fat people at the heart of these communities?
Some of y'all really need to do better. Either own up to your love of people who are actually fat (which may entail adjusting your understanding of what fatness is), clean up your nomenclature, or don't be here. Yes unlearning biases like fatphobia takes time and effort, but your choices really are more or less that simple.
#i've seen a number of posts lately from actual fat feedees/gainers discussing how even in these circles they feel marginalized#and yeah they most certainly are#i may not be in that weight cohort myself but my own experiences further go to show that it is a real and noticeable problem#to the fat people here you are not alone and i'm sorry some people still insist on being shitty like this#your body is lovely and deserving of far better attention than the dickish/creepy shit they have to give anyway#i am open to more discussion on this if people want it btw#body politics
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rough art tips to learn and then break at your leisure.
the distance between your eyes is roughly one eye. the corners of your mouth dont extend past the middle of each eye. ears are roughly in the middle of the tip of the nose and the eyebrow. the eyes are in the very centre of the head. the neck is just a Little slimmer than the width of the head (varies with fat distribution, but fat tends to build up under the chin). hair is easier to draw when you plot out the hairline and then where it parts. leaving appropriate distance on the side of the face (cheekbone area and back to ear) contributes to making characters look more realistic/hot as hell. i dont know specific tips for that so use reference. an amazing reference/study site is lineofaction.com . if you think of the face in planes it makes it easier to construct (look up tutorials). if you draw a spiral like a tornado it can help you figure out awkward perspective for extended limbs (look up foreshortening coil technique). tangent lines are when two lines intersect and cause visual confusion (when it looks like a line that defines an arm is part of the line that defines a building, for example) and avoiding them makes your art way easier to comprehend. quick trick to good composition: choose a focal point (where you want your viewer to focus), detail that area the most, and make sure various elements of the piece are pointing to that focal point. you can use colours to contrast hue, saturation, and brightness and make certain elements of your drawing stand out. drawing in greyscale can help you figure out values. using black in a piece isn't illegal but you should know what you're doing when you do use it- it desaturates a piece and if used as a shading colour can desaturate and dull whatever youre shading too. if you use almost-black lineart and then add black to darken the very darkest areas it will do a lot to add some nice depth. the tip of your thumb ends just above the start of your index finger- your thumb also has two knuckles and all your other fingers have three. if you see an artist doing something you like (the way they draw noses or eyes or hair or anything else) you can try to copy that and see if you want to incorporate it in your style <- this is ENCOURAGED and how a lot of us learned and developed our styles. there are ways to add wrinkles to faces and bodies without making the character look a million years old, you just have to keep experimenting with it. The smile wrinkles around your muzzle dont connect to your mouth or to your nose; there should be a small space in between smile or nose and the wrinkle line. eyes when viewed in profile are like < aka a little triangle shape. think of the pupil like a disk and apply foreshortening to it (it looks like a line when seen from the side instead of a full round dot). subtle gradients can add a LOT to a piece. texture can also add a LOT. look up Tommy Arnold's work (his murderbot pieces are some of my FAVOURITE) and zoom in. find those random little circles he added and try to figure out why he added them there. light bounces. there's lots of way light bounces. sometimes it even spreads through the skin. i do not know these light tricks yet but i want you to know that they exist. draw a circle to indicate hand placement, draw a straight line between that circle and the shoulder, and then (normally at a right angle) draw a straight line on top of that line to find the placement of the elbow. elbows are normally placed Just above the hip when standing and your arm is at rest. there are no bad colour combos if you're brave enough about it, just fuck with the saturation and brightness until it works. keep playing. try new things. add your own tips to this post if you want or even expand on some ive mentioned here. good luck go ham etc
#look at this post#the sum of almost all of my art knowledge#all that i can remember rn anyway lmaooo#shit i didn't mention the tips for backgrounds that i know#eh that's environment most of this deals with character work anyway#i learned most of this from tutorials and kind artists who like to talk about their work#i would not know NEARLY as much about creative shit as i do if it weren't for the people who were willing to talk about their skills#and their tricks and their observations. id be nothing without them i dont remember most of them but i am so so grateful for that kindness#so ig here ill spread that a little further#if you have any questions go ahead and ask i am a NERD about art okay i do not know everything but i am always willing to talk about what i#do know#art tips#one of the most important things for you to do as an experienced or beginner artist tho#is to PLAY#experiment#figure out what's fun and what looks nice and what looks nice faster and just. whatever the fuck you want to learn#it is SUCH a joy
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i remembered u can texture 3d meshes in procreate so i cannibalized one of my old models of nijirō to try to make arcane-ish
#my art#3d art#arcane#nijiro#still wip! id like to take it further even tho the sculpt is pretty flawed#verdict on procreate for texturing is its lots of fun!!!#i dont think itd suit a production pipeline unless ur making small hand-painted assets but even then its quite limited#but for lil experiments like this its great! painting feels nice n intuitive#sucks that texture size is limited to 2k tho i am so limited on details#though i could have done better uvs……
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