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#hanniblogging#ik the producers are probably like this is a tiny ass detail#they totally mightve gotten a plane#but id like to dream that hannibal has been in that car#with sweaty stanky prison clothes will\#for 17 hours straight#it woulda had to have been straight bc hannibals only been gone abt a day#why would he do that? umm#to take him to minnesota#for therapeutic reasons#not bc hes obsessed with him
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#ok .. the appt wasnt as bad as i feared. and the therapist wasnt at all as i had imagined#he was actually one of the more easy ones within the psychiatric dept i've talked to#it was still a bit uncomfortable for me to open up esp when i got certain feelings...#but... what actually was good is that when i did that he pushed just a tiny bit and remarked on it and asked my further#(which works bc he also accepted when i just didnt know what to say or didnt wanna talk abt smth)#it took 2hrs omg.. but felt like 20 minutes.#i could notice that he actually is specialized on personality disorders lol. like he actually got what i said etc (which most havent)#so yeah. not as bad as i feared at all. he was quite good to talk with. this appt didnt feel at all as bad as i thought it would#but ofc he couldnt decide immediately if they'll take me on as a patient. bc they gotta have the required team meeting and discuss etc etc#he did say that he thinks my personality disorder is definitely causing me issues and that even if they dont take me on as a patient i#still need help. so that's just nice to hear#even if bc of cutbacks and such i know that the chances of me actually getting help are slim :(#IF i do tho i wont squander it#anyway it's just nice now bc i was SO tense and stressed and scared but it went absolutely fine#and now i'll just wait until they get back to me. and i dont have any expectations or hopes that they'll accept me as a patient.#so if they dont - as i expected. if they do - nice surprise and actually a real chance for me to get help#for today i feel ok about it phew#i cant help but be anxious abt how at the end he asked me for feedback akskskskks and i was like umm i dunno...#bc it's difficult for me to talk abt a person to that person T-T#but really i wanted to saythat i thought it was really good that he sometimes asked me if he understood smth i said correctly#and explained how he interpreted smth i said. & when i was like oh idk how to explain it idk if this makes sense. he would tell me if he#didnt understand exactly but know where i was going w it etc etc. which honestly most of the therapists i've talked to have not done that#so ughh now im like.. he's one of the few ones who does that i want him to know thats a good thing why didnt i say this T-T noooooo. regret.#oh well....
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I will never make this because it would be for an audience of one (me) but ever since reading "If we Were Villains" (story about serious drama kids in college who perform shakespeare and deal with a murder) I have been entertaining the thought of a crack fic crossover with High School Musical The Musical The Series where the staff decides they will no longer put on shakespeare after the tragic accident that happened at Thanksgiving, because Shakespeare plays would only increase the tension and drama. So they hire Ms. Jen who decides their spring play will actually be High School Musical (which exists in the 90s in this universe) and it ruins the vibe so much that everyone gives up on being dark and mysterious because they're universally pissed at Ms Jen for making them learn choreoraphed basketball dancing.
#if we were villains is actually genuinely good and has actual literary worth and pulls from shakespeare in an intelligent meaningful way#but unfortunately all i can do is comedy so this is the only fan content i have to offer :(#THE THING IS iwwv is just hsmtmts if it hsmtmts was good and also they committed crimes#they utilize the same parallel of casting choices with real life drama which I love#umm so casting: Meredith would be Sharpay Obvi. I think it would be really funny if James was cast as Ryan bc they hate eachother and would#have to pretend to be siblings working together. And I think ashley tisdale and Lucas Gabreel actually didn't get along when filming#also i love the thought of Ms Jen looking at James and going “i know what you are”#HOWEVER it would be more interesting if james was Chad to Oliver's Troy (which is really just reversing their Romeo and Juliet moment)#bc chad is like nooo don't do theater... stick with me and do basketball... but it would be Coded Subtextually#Unfortunately Wren would be typecast as Gabriella and I don't think that would cause drama bc I don't believe James actually liked her!#I think it was comp het bc she was very sweet and nonthreatening as opposed to Meredith's big flirting energy so she would be a “safe” crus#lets lean into that actually. this gives Wren a chance to have a personality (bc I enjoy this book but it is not good at fleshing out women#So oliver and Wren spend more time together and kind of talk about James a little and Wren is like yeah James is very sweet#and I like him but it feels so hard to get him to feel comfortable with me... i guess he's just closed off and doesn't talk much#we also get to see more of her personality and interests maybe she's like I relate to gabriella because I also like to Read :) feminism#and oliver is like Hmm That Is Not My Experience With Him perhaps our bond is deeper and James does like me Hm#And then Meredith can flirt with him as Sharpay and James gets pissed and in character gets very intense about how Troy can't join THEATER#that's why he's upset and sad bc sharpay represents theater and only that reason and nothing else and he isn't in love with oliver At All#Alexander can be Ryan now since James is Chad (and he's also Gay) and Filippa can be Kenzie bc they're both queer coded#Anyway at rehearsal one day Meredith and James and Oliver are having their fighting over troy moment and then Meredith stops and is like#wait guys. This musical is so freaking stupid. why are we even doing this#and their mutual frustration at their art being turned into a farce is enough to bond them together and they're like#we need to focus on our REAL enemy: ms Jen#and then they hatch a scheme and it's probably like. They dump a bucket of fake blood on her at opening night a la carrie#and then put on their own rebellious production... it still has to be a musical because i like musicals#families with children are in the audience and they're like OK FOLKS! HERE'S ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW!#if we were villains#iwwv#hsmtmts#high school musical the musical the series
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what maintenance does to a mf
#it was supposed to be a break sketch from comms but#I actually drew my own wolcred what da hell#anyway umm what if u were invited to an ishgardian ball but omg the only person who knows how to do their stupid waltz is#the person who u have complicated feewings for bc he would know stupid shit like that bc he's a spy or w/e#so u gotta pwactice every day with him but omg he's soooo annoying >_< and keeps wearing these low cut blousy ass shirts!!!#wouldn't that be crazy haha anyway#don't look at this im being CRINGE#my art (derogatory)#why is this shit more embarrassing than my gposes
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most of the time i really don't care but. today i'm feeling a bit sad that i don't think i'll ever be able to tell my dad i'm queer. and i know it's literally so stupid to think about and its not that bad or anything but just. gahhh idk. i'm just a bit angry and sad bc i feel like it would change everything + i'd just let him down. GAHHHHH :) okay anyways back to the main program....
#actually going 2 overshare a little bit more sorry.....#(<- tumblr user ass thing to say..)#okay like. last year when i was just abt to move out for uni for the first time ever. he wouldnt stop going on abt#how i needed to shave my legs. like he wouldnt stop he kept going on abt how everyone would laugh at me + how i needed to do it#implied that it grossed him out or smth. like he tried to bribe#me??? to shave my legs at one point???? which was. i mean it was kind of funny + also i was so devastated hahaha#like top ten things 2 tell your eighteen year old daughter the month before shes about to leave home...#can't WAIT until i enter my late 20s and he inevitably starts asking me why i dont have a boyfriend etc etc :)))#but yeah it's so like. i love him and i wish i could tell him all abt me#and it makes me really sad that i cant do that anymore. like i used to tell him everything. idk its all different now :(#anyways oopsies so sorry for the oversharing dump umm hello i love u + youve done more for me than youll ever know seriously xx
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Starting your weekend with a new mini fidget
You’re welcome 😇
#shaun evans#itv endeavour#endeavour morse#fidget friday#our favourite day of the week*#*possibly#although Tux Tuesday and HNW are close contenders#and this weeks content has been 🔥#and 🤣🤣#ladies I salute you#your posts have been pure genius#plus we’ve actually also squeezed in some analysis and culture#we’re such a talented bunch#of nutters#umm who said that#Pylon is a gift#in so many ways#but particularly for mini fidgets#maybe Evans likes fidgets too#or perhaps he just doesn’t notice them#when he’s editing#lol that would be funny#we could do an audio commentary#and send it to him#here’s a pen fidget#and there’s 6 finger fidgets#and quite a lot of tongue fidgets#why are you so fidgety#our fidgety boy#hot damn evans
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Hot take? It gets on my nerves when FNaF has mysterious lines just for the sake of sparking theory.
“Remember what you saw,” (4) “Off to that place again,” (6, Midnight Motorist) “The one you should not have killed,” (UCN) are all examples of this phenomenon.
To me it feels like a lot of theorists dedicate time and energy to solving these little mysteries and they abandon the bigger picture or worse, abandon entire theoretical timelines based on one line that doesn’t really mean much.
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#like it’s not productive for theory even#why are we spending time and basing entire timelines on one line from FNaF 4#ALSO THAT STUPID FUCKING BOX#what’s in the FNaF 4 box?? idc#who is ‘the one you should not have killed’ more like who asked#what is ‘that place’ more like what did I do to deserve all these stupid fucking questions#what did he see? not Elizabeth’s death because why the fuck would William have a remnant capturing robot without any motivation#because he’s evil? boriingggggg#okay I’m getting a little intense here sorry#please do NOT give me your opinion I did not ask#you can expand on what I’m saying or even contradict it but don’t just say ‘umm no’ bc I will get sad
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@babeyloser is reading fanfic again so im gonna work on American Mouth now LMAO
#the way i havent posted on here in MONTHS anyway umm me and julien are dating LIKE TELL ME WHY WE MET ON THIS APP AND FELL IN LOVE WHAT#like he literally hit me up after i told him to in my ao3 comment section and now we've been together for like half a year#IT SOUNDS SO CRINGE BUT YALL hes the best person ive ever met#the sex is so good and hes so caring#anyway i would do anything for him. driving 8 hours to see him again in a couple weeks :))))))) RAAHHHH#shep is shepping#julishep
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reblog to slap her bald head
#my art#my ocs#imach quality MIGHT be ass🔥 but whatevs#her weapon is a jjk refrance btw .. if anyone even cares …#toji’s epic sword thing that he used to [REDACTED] gojo is called the inverted spear of heaven :]#it nullifies cursed techniques yay so that’s why Adonai’s sword does the same 👍 but with just .. extra powers(tm)#like classpect powers u kno.. basically u would only have ur physical strength n shit left. all weapons you wield also loose their effect#if ur super weak then it’ll last one minute ! then up to six depending on how strong u are#it can also be re-inflicted as many times as they deem necessary#umm what other Adonai facts do I have#ouhg yes they like wing flight better than god tier flight cos their extra wings help them do CRAYZEE aerial moves😎#think of how a cheeta’s tail helps it make really sharp turns n stuff. like dat#I calculated his height based off how tall Mary is haha she’s 6’1 and I have a rlly old height comparison picture of them#her and Mary are moirails btw :D or at least they were until .. the incident#😁😁😁#they’ve always been a dersie (LAAAAAMEE!!!) since I created them but I was thinking of like how sollux dual dreams 🤨 liek#they r a little different since . it’s just one fucked up guy and idk how it would work LMAOOOO but . I decided. it doesn’t matter#like. At all. since the dreamself died LOOOONGGG before canon#Adonai might b my most well thought out oc tbh#I could yap forever abt him ok enough yapping. my head hurt
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reese is pissing on the big white bean bag in here again....when he did this before before it was because the person who was supposed to be in charge of his litter box "forgot" about it for like two weeks and he was not having this issue before i left so even though i cleaned it right when i got back i think i need to dump out the whole thing and put all fresh litter in....i did get him a different litter than he had been using but he was doing fine before i left so i doubt it's that. really not looking forward to informing the powers that be of this situation as it is a massive pain in the ass to try to wash that thing in the horse wash stall and they have a lot of other stuff going on rn that they're stressed about and they're not exactly easy people to handle at the best of times. 😐🚬
fortunately he is a perfect little angel baby who has never done anything wrong in his life.
#he is acting perfectly normal otherwise so i dont think it's a uti or anything#the new litter doesnt seem to clump very well and i suspect the mother in law was only scooping the poops and maybe breaking up the piss ?#like that was the issue the first time was she somehow didnt realize she had to take out the pee so it wound up becoming a brick of piss#do not know why someone would think that was the most rational thing to do but umm she also thinks covid vaccines cause cancer so#anyway i think he had peed on it at least one other time while i was gone but it's hard to say#i don't think this is my fault but i do still feel like it's my fault and i will have to be the bearer of bad news. 🧍🏻#me#reese
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#umm he couldnt even be bothered to react to my messages with emojis?!?!?#like he said that he isnt up for talking and i respect that#i asked him if it's still ok for me to message him and he said 'ofc'#so i did.... i had to push myself bc im feeling like he hates me and doesnt wanna hear from me#all of my disorders saying that haha#so i pushed myself to message him when i wanted to#but.... ok i didnt expect him to reply#but he read it and didnt even give me an emoji#im aware that i sound crazy#this is just how im FEELING#i feel stupid and ashamed for thinking he even wants to listen to me yap about nonsense#i hate myself for being so stupid and sending him pics and a video of the crow i saw#like shut up dumb bitch nobody cares!!!!!!!! shut up#no wonder he cant be in love with me#im pathetic and stupid#his ex that he actually loves is probably smart and witty and cool#and would never be such a fkn loser like i an#am*#god... genuinely hate myself#why dont i know how to shut up??#definitely wont be messaging him anymore now jesus christ im so embarrassing#im still hurt tho like couldnt he at least have reacted with an emoji#is that too much to ask for......#i mean listen in any relationship#where u have disorders.. communication and BOTH ppl making an effort is needed#the only way our 'friendship' is even working is bc im just allowing him to do whatever#and im just dealing with the emotional suffering lol#he doesnt even make an effort to reassure me or anything#so yes i cant force him or ask anything of him. but i FEEL hurt by how im not worthy of anything to him#while im over here allowing him to hurt me constantly sksksk
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sincerely i think the worst part of having bjds of different sizes and styles is you will get a guy bc u think he looks nice and then you realize his head is massive and doesnt mesh with ANY of your other guys...
#twist rambles#^guy that finally reached out to doa members to be like hi. HELP PLEASE. bc like... i dont normally have realistic sculpts so its really#scary for me. but its something where i think id like to umm. do a slightly different faceup than what i tried w him last time. bc hes a#robot to me. so i want to have the circuit boards and stuff showing. initially i wanted half his face to look like that but now im like...#small sections would look rly good of like. tiny bits of the skin peeling off to reveal circuitry. if that makes sense. but also its so so#hard for me as a guy w shaky handsssss augh#like. hes 70 cm tall and JACKED. and my other biggest doll is 68cm and pretty sldner so its so scary. this also reminds me i need to keep#wiping the old faceup/body paint off my other doll so i can like. well. make a silly b.lack jac.k doll ok :3 but i gotta get references too#hmm. much to do. but anyways. its so scary idk his eyes are a lot smaller bc his features are more realistic so like. im very scared about#it bc i just. yeah. its very different to my other guys bc like... i prefer a slightly less realistic doll. so its so scary. but i fell in#love w his face and his body ohhhh god yall dont even KNOW how bad and how much work thats gonna be. beautiful jacked so.nic the hed.gehog#body <- due to the fact he is blue. only partially tho. which is why im doing circuitry. bc i then dont have to um... wipe the 5 billion#spots of paint off. sorry thsi is so rambly in the tags but. its so scary for me#bjdposting
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oh, I see. it's one of those nights.
#going insane going insane going insane#too many men in my head and they're all the same guy but not but#uhgghh I need to stop looking at him but I can't and he's so beautiful and I'm so unbelievably stupid#no thoughts in my head just him#and him and him#the three of them#stupid idiot guys with their same stupid pretty face and uggh I hate them#and by hate I mean want oh my god I want them so bad I'm losing my mind#other people are beautiful too! why can't I be normal about this?? why does this need to happen#just. be like. oh hey he's hot I'd fuck him. and move on. like a normal person#nooo it's got to be literal months of me getting increasingly stupid until there's nothing left of my brain because it's all been replaced#by tiny versions of him#it's literally FINE.#people are attracted to people literally all the fukcing time why can't I be normal about this oh my god this is so humiliating#BUT I can't keep it in my mind or my head will explode and for some reason that would be bad. apparently.#AND why can't I just think he's hot??? WHY does it have to become my entire personality?? what do I like? oh him of course. no like what are#my hobbies? oh looking at him and painting him and thinking about him. NO besides that - umm there IS nothing besides that actually?? I've#never had an interest in my life and I don't even know what you mean 🙄 I sit here and think about a man (now it's three of them but#whatever)#what else would there be 🙄🙄🙄🙄 ridiculous.#ugh why can't I just be really fully completely ace? this is so unnecessary I don't want it it's horrible 😫#except it's not its the best it's fucking incredible because I think about his face and it's like I'm seeing everything and it all makes#sense finally and why would anything else ever matter again#oh my GOD dude if I could hear myself right now. I'd be so embarrassed. but I can't because there's just a billion tiny eliots and alexes#and jacobs in my head and that's all there is#man maybe I should start doing drugs or start drinking again#okay whatever *goes back to watching the librarians and giggling like a maniac every time I see him*#ugh he's wearing a cute jacket and I need to hug him so bad oh my god it's killing meee. soft soft soft. must touch. ugggh
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I started watching the new Monster High series and I like it! It's entertaining and not as bad as I thought. My problem is with some characters, like Clawdeen; even though I don't mind her new personality and her being half human, I remember Clawdeen being this fashionable diva and ahhh. :( It just feels like a completely different character. Same with Cleo, she was the popular girl, she was kinda mean but on the inside she loved her friends. Now she's not popular and she's kinda silly - I'm all for having these kinds of characters... but we already had them! Like Howleen: a great example of someone who felt like the shadow of her sister, who wanted to be popular and, she was a little silly.
And Lagoona :`( Lagoona is unrecognisable. She looks completely different, if it weren't for her name I would've thought it was a new character. She also acts completely different. She was the mom friend, she was helpful and understanding; now she's uh, I don't know lol. They went for that "creepy but cute" thing I guess.
In conclusion, I like the new series, but it makes me feel sad to see what they did to some of the classic characters.
#mh#monster high#and#deuce is ugly#what did thy do to him#THO.MY FAVOURITE THING ABOUT THIS NEW SHOW HAS TO BE#That they changed Manny. now he's a cute nerd and he used to be so annoying and anti-feminist JJSJSJS#a glowup#that I like#umm also#why did they do clawdeen half human when we had JACKSON#Jackson I miss u#I would kill an innocent person to have jackson and holt in g3#I'm kidding#also I watch it in spanish (latam) and I LOVE that Draculaura has the same voice as Iris from pkmn💜💖queens#anyywayy#at least g3 is so much better than g2#oh and the dolls are cute. i would buy draculaura but in Argentina you'd need to sell your organs to have that kind of money#anyway bye
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it honestly sucks not passing but even if i cut my hair and contoured my face or whatever i still wouldn't pass and just taking the hit getting she/her'd is way easier than correcting every single person i've ever talked to and thus inviting myself to the most uncomfortable and hostile conversation ever. god
#like i'm not on T im simply i don't pass. LOL#and i know i dont and i know if i put in effort to look more like a typical cis guy i would still get misgendered#and that is about 600x worse of a feeling#umm why do you use he/they pronouns? 🤔#because i'm. transgender. what the fuck#i hate ''well meaning and curious'' cis people. kill yourself
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OHHH wait, jst figured out plot stuff for my chrysijacks haven au… so genius of me (is loopy from cold medicine)
#memorie.txt#s.chrysijacks#au.haven#OKAYYYY so like. i was trying to figure out why jacks would need to kill chrysi to end the curse#probably on salem as a whole but hold on let me check something#OKAYYYY YAYYYYYY so salem mass is actually the home to chrysijacks in the og timeline because they can actually grow apples there ✌🏻😁#anyway umm so jacks would need to kill chrysi because her death ended up cursing the town/the land#on account of the fact that she didn’t rejoin the land after dying super unnaturally#(versus azure who turned into a flower bed)#and this is why salem has so many issues (the witch trials mostly coming to minddd) and so many witches/cursed ppl#and since chrysi’s blood infected jacks—he has to be the one to kill her to rightfully spill the blood into the land#but obviiii when jacks gets out of his card (again) he doesn’t want to do that#that’s his best friend + his gf :((( why would he kill her??#plus azure’s standing behind chrysi and if jacks killed her hes p sure azure would kill HIM#soooo instead he pretends he can’t remember her and because of that he won’t grieve properly and cry tears of blood#which is also essential to breaking the curse :) her star-blood and his human blood have to soak into the earth#i’m SOOOO smart for this!!!#juno can u back me up. also is this readable 😭
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