#why is this so scary

[howdoidothiss-blog]

Guys this is so scary to me but I officially posted my first fic on ao3 🫣🤭 here’s the description

“Morgause forces Merlin to choose between his secrets and Arthur’s life when Merlin and Arthur are bound by secrets magic. This spell has only two possible outcomes: be broken by the confessions of both Merlin and Arthur’s deepest secrets, or kill them at sunrise. (Spell based on The Magicians secrets magic ritual in 1x06, but no knowledge of the magicians required!!)”

If that interests u check it out or something idk this is so scary to me 👹 why am I sweating

Also s/o to my little sister for COOKING 🧑‍🍳 Bringing up this ep of the magicians when we were talking about merthur

[barissoffee]

Hunter and Wrecker are literally in the upside down 😭

[ferretly]

you guys I'm GOING TO do this book club meeting tonight

I joined it like 3 weeks ago and was too scared to come to the last 2 meetings. agoraphobia & autistic social anxiety have been beating the hell out of me, but I'm going to DO IT THIS WEEK. going to be scared but DOING IT ANYWAY, RIGHT?

[the-angry-folklorist]

I've finally let my friends talk me into being brave

[navysealt4t]

so. hi. this never gets any easier !!!

[wonderkat11]

Rigby had a Nightmare of Judas turning into a Werewolf!

[babamxxs]

I'm so unnerved. Why did they do my mans Bandit like that???

[chloristoflora]

'My employers, the banking house of Valint and Balk, are not pleased with your line of investigation.'

Glokta's mind raced. 'My line of investigation into what?'

'Into the murder of Crown Prince Raynault.'

'That investigation is concluded. I assure you that I have no—'

'Speaking plainly, Superior, they know. It would be easier for you to assume that they know everything. They usually will. The murder has been solved, with impressive speed and competence, I may say. My employers are delighted with the results. The guilty man has been brought to justice. No one will benefit from your delving any deeper into this unfortunate business.'

That is speaking very plainly indeed. But why would Valint and Balk mind my questions? They gave me money to frustrate the Gurkish, now they seem to object to my investigating a Gurkish plot? It makes no sense… unless the killer did not come from the South at all. Unless Prince Raynault's murderers are much closer to home…

'There are some loose ends that need to be tied,' Glokta managed to mumble. 'There is no need for your employers to be angry—'

Mauthis took a step forward. His forehead was glistening with sweat, though the room was not hot. 'They are not angry, Superior. You could not have known that they would be displeased. Now you know. Were you to continue with this line of investigation, knowing that they are displeased… then they would be angry.' He leaned down towards Glokta and almost whispered. 'Please allow me to tell you, Superior, as one piece on the board to another. We do not want them angry.' There was a strange note in his voice. He does not threaten me. He pleads.

'Are you implying,' Glokta murmured, scarcely moving his lips, 'that they would inform Arch Lector Sult of their little gift to the defence of Dagoska?'

'That is the very least of what they would do.' Mauthis' expression was unmistakable. Fear. Fear, in that emotionless mask of a face. Something about it left a certain bitterness on Glokta's tongue, a certain coldness down his back, a certain tightness in his throat. It was a feeling he remembered, from long ago. It was the closest he had come to being afraid, himself, in a long time. They have me. Utterly and completely. I knew it when I signed. That was the price, and I had no choice but to pay.

Before They Are Hanged, by Joe Abercombie (The First Law #2)

[kneelbeforeyourdogbabylon]

wait what

Anybody else got that Evergiven sized writers block

[howdoidothiss-blog]

I was wondering if I could get a list of all your fandoms since I know you're in like at least three that I follow...??? (Please) ❤️

OMG WAIT I’m literally honored 🤭

This is about to be a really chaotic list 💀 here’s a look into my soul 🤠:

bbc Merlin, the Magicians, BatFam (all of them + Titans, YJ, Shazam (don’t laugh 🤡), general DC), white collar, agents of shield (and general marvel), community, stranger things, cobra Kai, teen wolf, ride the cyclone, it, OPLA (maybe the anime one day), criminal minds, psych, Lucifer

(I’m also a swiftie/ Conan gray/ Olivia Rodrigo/ Chappell Roan girlie but that’s kinda separate from this page)

Since I haven’t posted much I’m assuming ur referring to the magicians, Merlin, BatFam? If so dude PLSSSS give me recommendations bc those are like my top 3 rn and outside my sister I’ve never met anyone else in all 3 fandoms 🗣🫣👹

all Recs are always welcome tbh pls pull me into new fandoms

[sadclowncentral]

shoutout to the guy who after unsuccessfully hitting on my sister and being politely declined asked her "is it okay if i ask your brother instead" and when she said yes gave me a long and searching look before sighing and going "no. i am not drunk enough to go for a dude. but you look like an angel" happy bisexual pride to this man and this man only. hope you figure it out soon king

[emotionalsk-nny]

I feel SO loved, it’s honestly freaking me out. I trust this love more than I ever have (still working on trusting completely, but— it’s a process). I trust it to last. I even trust it despite its poly nature. That’s very counterintuitive to how I’ve felt secure before (because I’ve never really felt secure, just let the exclusivity cover that up). Even being far away from it physically isn’t devastating my trust in it. But Jesus—someone loves me. With, just maybe, an intensity that matches mine. And I can feel it and I’m not worried it’ll end. That’s so much good emotion for my body it’s scary. It’s feeling like the other shoe is gonna drop at any moment.

[anon-san]

Anyone else lowkey terrified of shutting off electronics because of the power off screens? Like if a video game basically says "goodbye" as you're trying to close out of it that shit keeps me up at night. Same with electronics simply saying "Power off" or "Shutting down".

[textsiwishihadsomeonetosendto]

[girlscience]

aaaaaa I just the most terrifying email of my life I was just chillin and now I am suffused with panic

[egophiliac]

buckle up lads we're going BACK INTO THE BOOK