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“Unknowable” 😐😐😐😐😐😐 guys wtf where is the W I specifically asked for 😐😐 wtf 😐😐😐 I’m so serious I need him to be so incredibly okay within like 3 pages pls I’m sweating feel nauseous I want to roll around and scream between this shit and the one man army thing and the Gansey fight I 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️someone lie and say it’s gonna get better for him

Just read the Raven Boys for the first time and

Adam Parrish 🗣👹🥲🤗☹️🫢👹🦅🥲😟👹🙂

Thank you ☺️ (if he doesn’t get the most massive W of all time within the second book I will genuinely lose my will to live please just give him anything please)

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Just read the Raven Boys for the first time and

Adam Parrish 🗣👹🥲🤗☹️🫢👹🦅🥲😟👹🙂

Thank you ☺️ (if he doesn’t get the most massive W of all time within the second book I will genuinely lose my will to live please just give him anything please)

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Is this funny for an I going insane ☠️

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Why was Merlin 4x03 genuinely the most devastating watch of my life ONE EPISODE AFTER LANCELOT?? 😭😭😭🤡 I thought s4 was gonna be silly, gay, knights of the roundtable happy quest vibes u guys are LIARS 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I need Merlin and Arthur to be happy for like ONE whole episode please God wtf 😭😭😭😭😭😭 my sister and I were genuinely screaming the whole episode what a wild ride poor Dragoon/ Merlin 🥲

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I feel in my heart that BatFam enjoyers should love the Shazamily more but society is scared to have that conversation 😔✊

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Me and my sister FINALLY got to 4x02 😐 bro fuck that bro wtf 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐 Are they gonna replace the loml with MORDRED?? From what I’ve seen???? I’m feeling ill

Lance 😭 rip buddy they had to write u out bc u have too much chemistry with literally everyone

I had a feeling this was coming but I wanted to stay in denial

I am LOVING the knights tho but that’s a different post

I’m on s3 of watching Merlin for the first time and when I tell y’all I am SO EXCITED to get to the knights of the round table 🤭🤭🤭 I’ve been getting FOMO every time I see them on this app

+Lancelot 🧎🏻‍♀️👹🫶 (slightly fearing for my life? But I need to see him again) +Gwaine is already SO iconic??? and I’ve only known him one episode

I’m giggling rolling around kicking my feet thinking about them

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The great thing about being in the Merlin fandom is when anyone says words like destiny or magic I immediately get the will not shut the fuck up disease and there’s nothing they can do about it 🤭🗣

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Am I the only person who remembers the dead boy detective episode in doom patrol like it’s literally launching the pilot of dead boy detectives it’s the same characters and it’s super gay and cute so I’ve been excited about DBD since 2021 😭 I haven’t even watched the Netflix show yet bc I’ve been obsessed with this episode for so long I don’t want it to disappoint me 💀

S3 episode 3 of doom patrol if y’all want extra content 🥱 it’s literally all about them

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And while we’re at it rip Quentin Coldwater you would have loved the Tortured Poets Department thinking about it makes me want to scream actually (queliot stans be careful with loml and I hate it here, ur feelings will be hurt!!!! 😁)

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Who gave Taylor the right to drop a Merlin song at 2am 🤨🤨🤨🤨 “THE PROPHECY” 🤨 I bet

YALL:

“Please

I've been on my knees

Change the prophecy

Don't want money

Just someone who wants company

Let it once be me

Who do I have to speak to?

About if they can redo

The prophecy?

But even statues crumble if they're made to wait

I'm so afraid I sealed my fate

No sign of soulmates

I'm just a paperweight

In shades of greige

Spendin' my last coin so someone will tell me

It'll be okay”

🕳🚶🏻‍♀️

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Guys this is so scary to me but I officially posted my first fic on ao3 🫣🤭 here’s the description

“Morgause forces Merlin to choose between his secrets and Arthur’s life when Merlin and Arthur are bound by secrets magic. This spell has only two possible outcomes: be broken by the confessions of both Merlin and Arthur’s deepest secrets, or kill them at sunrise. (Spell based on The Magicians secrets magic ritual in 1x06, but no knowledge of the magicians required!!)”

If that interests u check it out or something idk this is so scary to me 👹 why am I sweating

Also s/o to my little sister for COOKING 🧑‍🍳 Bringing up this ep of the magicians when we were talking about merthur

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I was wondering if I could get a list of all your fandoms since I know you're in like at least three that I follow...??? (Please) ❤️

OMG WAIT I’m literally honored 🤭

This is about to be a really chaotic list 💀 here’s a look into my soul 🤠:

bbc Merlin, the Magicians, BatFam (all of them + Titans, YJ, Shazam (don’t laugh 🤡), general DC), white collar, agents of shield (and general marvel), community, stranger things, cobra Kai, teen wolf, ride the cyclone, it, OPLA (maybe the anime one day), criminal minds, psych, Lucifer

(I’m also a swiftie/ Conan gray/ Olivia Rodrigo/ Chappell Roan girlie but that’s kinda separate from this page)

Since I haven’t posted much I’m assuming ur referring to the magicians, Merlin, BatFam? If so dude PLSSSS give me recommendations bc those are like my top 3 rn and outside my sister I’ve never met anyone else in all 3 fandoms 🗣🫣👹

all Recs are always welcome tbh pls pull me into new fandoms

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I’m on s3 of watching Merlin for the first time and when I tell y’all I am SO EXCITED to get to the knights of the round table 🤭🤭🤭 I’ve been getting FOMO every time I see them on this app

+Lancelot 🧎🏻‍♀️👹🫶 (slightly fearing for my life? But I need to see him again) +Gwaine is already SO iconic??? and I’ve only known him one episode

I’m giggling rolling around kicking my feet thinking about them

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TO THE NEAL CAFFREY IS BATFAM ENJOYERS 🗣🗣🗣🚨🚨🚨🚨 u can now have Neal saying the word Gotham ur literally so welcome have fun on ao3

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Okay u literally COOKED 👩‍🍳🙇‍♀️ and I am a big fan of overthinking about freewill and destiny so this conversation is so interesting to me, but I’m also literally dying that BOTH 💀 responses to my post so far have ended with ‘but I just pretend the ending didn’t happen’ this show is gonna hurt me so bad 😭

Okay as a new Merlin fandom member (I only know about the ending through tumblr spoilers rn) but does the fandom actually believe that Arthur will come back one day, or does the ending kind of imply that the prophecy is wrong? The idea of Merlin literally waiting forever over a false hope/ prophecy is haunting me and I’m hoping I just wasn’t spoiled correctly

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PS logging back into this account that I haven’t used since 2019 is CRAZY bc I was really messaging people about The Magicians PRE-Season 4 finale airing and post 4x05. The hope. The joy. The optimism. I will never be able to get that back Quentin Coldwater u r literally in my heart forever what a horrible way to treat one of the most complex, relatable characters TV has seen

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Okay as a new Merlin fandom member (I only know about the ending through tumblr spoilers rn) but does the fandom actually believe that Arthur will come back one day, or does the ending kind of imply that the prophecy is wrong? The idea of Merlin literally waiting forever over a false hope/ prophecy is haunting me and I’m hoping I just wasn’t spoiled correctly