#why is everything so loud
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Ek toh, I don't feel comfortable wearing earphones in places that I'm not familiar with, although I mean I kinda grew up here it is still not a place I would ever be comfortable in and I hate myself for it
#why is everything so loud#i can fucking hear my own thoughts#everything is brighter#it's like im a drugs#but it's anxity#so hmmmm#i hate new places#take me back home#it's been 5 hours and im already losing it#...sabka nani ka ghar acha nahi hota#desi stuff#desi things#desiblr#desi culture#desi#indian memes
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He's doing his best
#mallard duck#i just really like ducks#wizard duck#i need a hug#why is everything so loud#artists on tumblr#artwork#art#ducks#birbs of tumblr
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It sucks there's no real quiet alone space in schools. Like I can't take a shit without someone laughing and talking in the bathroom. I just want quiet spaces where I can write or draw or do homework without wanting to commit acts of violence
#actually autistic#actually adhd#autistic#chronic pain#rant#anemic#disabled#school#nonbinary#aroace#luna talks#sensoey issues#why is everything so loud
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agh grocery stor
sensory hell
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So it's come to my attention that consistently not being able to filter background noise might be a symptom of ADHD? But like, people don't hear everything at a super loud volume and have trouble in public conversations because they can't pay attention cause every sound is at the same volume? Like people aren't constantly aware of the sound of the vents or someone drinking water in the kitchen when the sound should be muffled or like of people talking, footsteps, music, people breathing, and like six different conversations going on, cars driving by or pages turning or water running or someone dropping their pen and wondering when they're going to notice and zoning out because all the sounds are too loud but the thing you were doing is super important and you needed to pay attention but now you have to ask everyone who was talking to you to repeat what they said like five times because you couldn't focus the first time?
That's like... not normal?
And like people can play group games that are really competitive without it getting super loud really quickly when your brain is hyper aware of the sounds of every person in the room all at once and you're trying not to breakdown because you don't want to be shunned for not being able to do things normally just because everything is way too loud?
Is this like a symptom? Or is this just a trauma response? it's getting increasingly harder to tell. :(
but like I'm not even aware I'm doing it most of the time.
Well. better just add that to the growing box of "things wrong with my brain that I really should do something about but probably won't"
#adhd#childhood trauma#hyper vigilance#adhd problems#trauma#mental illness#background noise is way too loud#why is everything so loud#and why does this seem like an “only me” kind of problem?#rejection#rejection sensitivity
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As someone who has sensory processing issues, being able to hear electricity and finding it incredibly annoying isn't anything new. But omg, my fridge is definitely making a pass for most annoying sound coz I'm genuinely debating throwing it out the window. I've told it to shut up no less than 7 times today and I'm laying here trying to sleep and getting no where because all I can hear is
Nnmnmnmmmnnnnnnnnn
I'm going to cry
#i just want to sleep#god why#why is my fridge so loud#why is everything so loud#sensory problems#sensory issues#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh
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back "home"
I really missed the trains right next to me - especially at night. There goes another one ..
And the noise from the restaurant kitchen directly under me, all day every day.
And not to forget the confused neighbour above me doing fucking woodworking early in the morning on any random day of the week.
#/sarcasm#why is everything so loud#don't they know I'm noise sensitive?!#personal text post#adhd#autism#actually neurodivergent#neurospicy
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god gave me 5 senses so that I could suffer quite vocally on tumblr dot com
#johnny's silly rambles#why is everything so LOUD#and SMELLY#AND BRIGHT AS WELL#(it's probably just me being hungry)
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Man i need someone to lock me in a casket and throw me in the ocean
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Sometimes I forget how loud the world is until I take off my noise cancelling headphones and I immediately wanna kill myself
#why is everything so loud#there are too many noises#it makes me wanna violently sob#or gouch my eyes out
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The fact they keep referencing Eddie’s lying on the show and in interviews has me giggling and kicking my legs and twirling my hair.
It’s almost like we’re meant to read into the fact Eddie’s not always being truthful - with himself and others. Almost like, I don’t know, him going to confessional and telling a priest that he lied to everyone in his life and then later him telling that same priest that he’s straight might possibly be showing us Eddie not being truthful with himself or others!!
#queer Eddie is coming#the lying aspect of Eddie’s arc is so interesting to me#because they’re really exploring all the different ways you can lie#and ultimately lying has been shown to be something ingrained in Eddie - right from childhood#and I hope they explore why that is a bit in these next few episodes#as a part of his rebuilding himself - so he gets to a point where he chooses to stop lying to himself and embraces who he is#and let’s the world see that#heteronormativity is the biggest lie there is - but Eddie’s getting out#and it’s funny- because we see him being his most truthful with buck - and that’s a loud choice to be making#especially in these last few episodes where we’ve seen him being more honest and truthful with buck than ever - and the way they sits#in counterpoint to everything else happening in his life#Eddie staring out loud that he has to stop lying - that’s telling the audience that there’s more and bigger deeper set lies going on#that it’s not just about the specific lies he’s made in the episode. lying to oneself is invariably about queerness when it’s used in media#it’s a common trope and one that does offer a lot of potential and opportunity!#911 spoilers#911 abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie
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Victories give you confidence. My confidence are super high, but still, in some situations, I'm still struggling a bit. But, in that situation, with more confidence, I think I would have struggled less. So, let's see if we can continue working in that way.
#marc marquez#motogp#motogpedit#bynadya#n.gif#finally gotten around to watch it.....#it's interesting to see the mentality shift on that achieving a lot of victories is actually not THAT normal being acknowledged out loud#hearing him being 'i'm super confident abt everything and all' and like yeah we know u don't do those silly crashes if you weren't#but yeah nothing's really new that anyone in marcnation hasn't psychoanalyzed but still.... love hearing the hunger in him tho!#he'll never get that pre-2020 level and that's fine! the hunger is still there! he still wants it bad enough!#and although he might not be to his 2019 levels he considers his levels are still high enough to compete with the front row guys SO.....#as long as he stays consistent and keeps his crashes on practice sessions.... why not !
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My personal headcanon is that Pony got his love for reading from Darry. When Darry was in high school he’d read the books he got in class out loud to Ponyboy and straight up just handed him some of the easier ones so they could talk about it later. In my brain the reason Ponyboy clings onto it so much is because it’s one of the things he and Darry REALLY bonded over when he was a kid and it just brings back good memories of when they got along better.
#he begged Darry to keep reading ‘just one more chapter’#one of his favorite memories is reading an entire book one day with Darry#this comes from me and my siblings ngl#my sister used to hand me books she liked and told me to tell her all of my thoughts on it#she was REALLY happy I read above my grade level enough that I could talk to her about it#and I read the books out loud to my brother bc he CANT read above grade level#I have a five year age gap with my sister and a five year age gap with HIM#so like#the books r pretty complicated#today he was mad I didn’t wanna finish reading the book to him which was so cute#the downside to having to read out loud is my voice gets tired#but the bright side is I get to explain everything he doesn’t understand in depth and it’s a#well I wouldn’t say BETTER bonding experience bc I love my sister#but it’s different#more…. connected ig#damn I’m yapping a lot#just imagine it’s all abt pony and Darry#that’s why he read out loud to Johnny#it’s like something he thinks of as an ultimate bonding experience#guys trust#they’re besties#the outsiders#the outsiders 1983#ponyboy curtis#darry curtis#the outsiders hcs
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Did someone just die?
#iasip#mythic quest#gonna make everything a sunny parallel cos why not#ok ik theyre like. concerned. vs annoyed LOL#and jo didnt die but she almost did so#its close enough. move past it#also this really highlights the.. normal distance to stand apart from someone#i guess ian and david are naked so like.#but im literally laughing out loud at mac and dennis overlapped#but its for the framing!!#no one forget its for the framing!!#OC
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Or, everyone loves to tease FirstKhaotung, but P'Leo might be the one who loves it the most.
Alternatively, what is the joke we'll never know about?
Also, why was Satang the first to react, and also the loudest?
So many questions.
#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#leo saussay#satang kittiphop#love out loud fan fest 2024#love out loud 2024#bibi gifs#phuwin tangsakyuen#pond naravit#mix sahaphap#earth pirapat#perth tanapon#dunk natachai#winny thanawin#chimon wachirawit#joong archen#in honor of lol that will be happening in a few hours here we have people reacting suspiciously towards fk again#this is honestly so stupid bc why are you all laughing like that?#ESPECIALLY SATANG BOY WTF?#he giggles like he knows the hottest tea tbh i love that for him#but yeah i have been planning to do this since this live went on air#but i've been on one of those everything i do is shit and doesn't look good at all phases
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