#why is everything so loud
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Ek toh, I don't feel comfortable wearing earphones in places that I'm not familiar with, although I mean I kinda grew up here it is still not a place I would ever be comfortable in and I hate myself for it
#why is everything so loud#i can fucking hear my own thoughts#everything is brighter#it's like im a drugs#but it's anxity#so hmmmm#i hate new places#take me back home#it's been 5 hours and im already losing it#...sabka nani ka ghar acha nahi hota#desi stuff#desi things#desiblr#desi culture#desi#indian memes
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He's doing his best
#mallard duck#i just really like ducks#wizard duck#i need a hug#why is everything so loud#artists on tumblr#artwork#art#ducks#birbs of tumblr
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It sucks there's no real quiet alone space in schools. Like I can't take a shit without someone laughing and talking in the bathroom. I just want quiet spaces where I can write or draw or do homework without wanting to commit acts of violence
#actually autistic#actually adhd#autistic#chronic pain#rant#anemic#disabled#school#nonbinary#aroace#luna talks#sensoey issues#why is everything so loud
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agh grocery stor
sensory hell
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So it's come to my attention that consistently not being able to filter background noise might be a symptom of ADHD? But like, people don't hear everything at a super loud volume and have trouble in public conversations because they can't pay attention cause every sound is at the same volume? Like people aren't constantly aware of the sound of the vents or someone drinking water in the kitchen when the sound should be muffled or like of people talking, footsteps, music, people breathing, and like six different conversations going on, cars driving by or pages turning or water running or someone dropping their pen and wondering when they're going to notice and zoning out because all the sounds are too loud but the thing you were doing is super important and you needed to pay attention but now you have to ask everyone who was talking to you to repeat what they said like five times because you couldn't focus the first time?
That's like... not normal?
And like people can play group games that are really competitive without it getting super loud really quickly when your brain is hyper aware of the sounds of every person in the room all at once and you're trying not to breakdown because you don't want to be shunned for not being able to do things normally just because everything is way too loud?
Is this like a symptom? Or is this just a trauma response? it's getting increasingly harder to tell. :(
but like I'm not even aware I'm doing it most of the time.
Well. better just add that to the growing box of "things wrong with my brain that I really should do something about but probably won't"
#adhd#childhood trauma#hyper vigilance#adhd problems#trauma#mental illness#background noise is way too loud#why is everything so loud#and why does this seem like an “only me” kind of problem?#rejection#rejection sensitivity
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As someone who has sensory processing issues, being able to hear electricity and finding it incredibly annoying isn't anything new. But omg, my fridge is definitely making a pass for most annoying sound coz I'm genuinely debating throwing it out the window. I've told it to shut up no less than 7 times today and I'm laying here trying to sleep and getting no where because all I can hear is
Nnmnmnmmmnnnnnnnnn
I'm going to cry
#i just want to sleep#god why#why is my fridge so loud#why is everything so loud#sensory problems#sensory issues#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh
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back "home"
I really missed the trains right next to me - especially at night. There goes another one ..
And the noise from the restaurant kitchen directly under me, all day every day.
And not to forget the confused neighbour above me doing fucking woodworking early in the morning on any random day of the week.
#/sarcasm#why is everything so loud#don't they know I'm noise sensitive?!#personal text post#adhd#autism#actually neurodivergent#neurospicy
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Man i need someone to lock me in a casket and throw me in the ocean
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Sometimes I forget how loud the world is until I take off my noise cancelling headphones and I immediately wanna kill myself
#why is everything so loud#there are too many noises#it makes me wanna violently sob#or gouch my eyes out
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WHY IS EVERYTHING SO LOUD?????? I'M GONNA FUCKING CRY I CAN'T TAKE SCREAMING AT ALL
WHY AM I LIKE THIS????? IT'S TOO LOUD THAT I'M GONNA START BREAKDOWN CRYING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE PEP RALLY LIKE PLEASE QUIET DOWN 😭
MY MOM TOLD ME I'M OVERREACTING AND GAVE SHITTY ADVICE LIKE MOM THAT DOESN'T WORK 😭😭😭😭
#vent kinda????#im going to cry#why is my brain like this#why is everything so loud#am i crazy#is this normal#guys pls#i need help#its too loud#i am slowly going insane
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Do y'all ever just wear noise-cancelling headphones around the house with nothing playing
#why is everything so loud#i used to do this in college to avoid the evangelists hanging out around the student center
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Or, everyone loves to tease FirstKhaotung, but P'Leo might be the one who loves it the most.
Alternatively, what is the joke we'll never know about?
Also, why was Satang the first to react, and also the loudest?
So many questions.
#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#leo saussay#satang kittiphop#love out loud fan fest 2024#love out loud 2024#bibi gifs#phuwin tangsakyuen#pond naravit#mix sahaphap#earth pirapat#perth tanapon#dunk natachai#winny thanawin#chimon wachirawit#joong archen#in honor of lol that will be happening in a few hours here we have people reacting suspiciously towards fk again#this is honestly so stupid bc why are you all laughing like that?#ESPECIALLY SATANG BOY WTF?#he giggles like he knows the hottest tea tbh i love that for him#but yeah i have been planning to do this since this live went on air#but i've been on one of those everything i do is shit and doesn't look good at all phases
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@openphrase123 your fanfic(s but i mainly made art of the mira and siffrin one because i cant remember words for the life of me for i do not speak french) IS???? ? SO GOOD. SO GOOD IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH finally something to look forward to in the week fr
Mild spoilers for it ig!! But nothing too explicitly groundbreaking i dont think it'll kill your mom to look at these without having read the ff first
Don't mind the shit quality i??? I drew all these so fast theyre kinda shit and i have yet to fully acclamate isat to my artstyle so it's mid
Teehee me when i make shitty rushed fanart to show my appreciation that i cannot put into words for my faovorite games and also authors
peep the rant in the tags
#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#god ive been obsessing over isat lately#its terrible how ive been feeding into it#ffs of it be having me giggling running around because siffrin is healing#not in this particular one though#at least not at the part thats written rn#i do love seeing them suffer in equal parts#siffrin my scrimblo i will microwave you#a mosquito is in my room as im typing this girl gtfo#slight spoilers for this fanfic i suppose#okay so THE FANFIC BROO that part where sif lets mira pick his name?! makes me think that sponsors always pick the names#hence why sif never got a new name and spica feels outdated#also i love LOVE seeing mirabelle get better and better at yk... remembering#needing sif to reintroduce themselves every time is such a creative way to do like a pseudo timeloop#everything was so neat#upset that i cant do them justice in drawinng though i have very little experience drawing black hairstyles#or like being around black people with such hairstyles which is a shame!! i would wanna get a better look at the texture and the variation#BACK TO THE FF i literally read this to my older brother out loud (thank god i managed to pester him to play Isat)#and my throat got so raw from speaking that i had to stop but then itd get to another cool detail and i HAD to tell him#so my throat pain? your fault not mine nuh uh not the lack of self control#case in point thanks a bunch for writing!! i wanna get as good at that as you at some point
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23 years!! So Eddie hasn’t been to confession since he was around 10?!
Well if that isn’t interesting!!! That feels so pointed because that is a very young age to stop going to confession - unless you’ve started to realise you’re different - that the church as been teaching you the things you’re feeling and realising about yourself are not ok according to their teachings and beliefs and the best and easiest way to avoid religious wrath, not look at yourself too closely and bury your feelings is to just stop going to confession (assuming he was still going to church with his parents as I can’t imagine they’d not have him go to church every Sunday at 10!)
#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#911 abc#Ryan Guzman#thinking thoughts#that was the age I stopped going to church because Christianity didn’t align with my emerging feelings and views on the world#it’s the age of puberty and when kids start to figure out who they are and how they feel - romantic feelings start to become a thing#and if your newly emerging feelings are directing you towards people of the same gender but you’re being told that’s not ok#well you bury and start to avoid the things that keep things present in the front of your mind#and confessional might have you confessing those feeling out loud instead of burying them#so stopping going to confession makes sense#and it would add weight to why Eddie clings to the ghost of Shannon - their relationship was a massive way out for him when he felt#something for her - it allowed him to really bury everything#and it explains why he attached himself to Kim - she gave him another way out - allowed him to keep repressing - especially if things are#starting to become un-repressed - especially when the best friend you’ve had feeling for comes out to you#but is now in a relationship with a man who isn’t you!
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Noodles and Tea’s work inspired me fr
#phineas and ferb#gravity falls#perry the platypus#bill cipher#crossover#heinz doofenshmirtz#major monogram#great googly moogly#And at this one stand there was this forest service guy#and he was selling these really amazing muffins#they had Dunkleberries and EVERYTHING they looked delicious but they had nuts in them so I didn’t buy them#(I’m not allergic or anything I just think that there is a time and a place where you don’t put nuts in food#like seriously this thing was STUFFED with pecans and I was like that’s gonna ruin the flavor! Pecan…. that’s a really weird word you know#like try saying it out loud a couple times. Pecan.. peCHAAANs. Pea-can. hm. hm.#anyway)#but this guy had some other really random junk lying around so I decided to take a look and I actually found something really msyerious!#there was this book with a big ‘2’ on it and I couldn’t find the other ones so I was like hey where’s the rest of these and he was like#we already sold them off and I was like WHAT that’s so crazy#like if you’re gonna sell a set of books#WHY would you sell each one separately cuz that would really suck to just like#start in the middle of a series or get hooked and never be able to continue it#and I was pretty wary anyways cuz it looked so CRYPTIC and WEIRD#but he said he’d give it to me for 92 cents and baby that’s a STEAL#couldn’t NOT take it#I mean it sat around on my desk for months and I mainly just used it as a paperweight until one night#they stopped broadcasting America’s Got Talent on my channel and out of SPITE I decided to find a way to defy American Tradition#and read a book#….what? ohhhh you though I was gonna build an inator over this#no at the time I was already working on a Tuesday Inator that would force every Calendar in the Tri-State area to always have every day#as Tuesday so I could ALWAYS have a discount on tacos! do you know how OVERPRICED those things are when they’re not on Tuesday?
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