#why do i make myself suffer

[whatshehassaid]

Me half crazed on NyQuil, coughing up half a lung and spending 3 hours shading Armand’s face: Al m ond and his minin

[private-khan]

[chiquitafresa]

POV: when you run out of pages in your sketchbook so you started drawing on your phone

Guess if I use a pen or not.

[arainywriter]

I figured out what my favorite ship is.

the light one, usually wearing brighter colors and is stereotypically the good one, but is entrenched in a horrible system that they believe they need to be loyal to in order to be good.

the dark one, only wears black or darker clothes and usually closed off, but loves the light one with their whole heart and just wants to be with them, damn everyone else.

usually the light one inevitably betrays the dark one, and I end up crying.

[they-planet404]

hozier quotes that perfectly suit the ineffable husbands because combining both of my hyperfixations makes my brain go brrrr

“Heaven and Hell were words to me.” - Work Song

Crowley’s insistence that they’re not on Heaven or Hell’s side, they’re on their own side.

Aziraphale’s “I’ll make heaven worthy of Crowley again”, positive he can have both

“The only Heaven I’ll be sent to, is when I’m alone with you.” - Take Me To Church

Crowley’s same as above, Azi isn’t quite there yet, but there’s hope

“If the Heavens ever did speak, she’s the last true mouthpiece.” - Take Me To Church

Crowley’s vendetta against Heaven, that they’re not Good as they claim, but never against Aziraphale, he is the good in the crevice of the world

Aziraphale knowing that Crowley is good, deep down, and it doesn’t matter if they’re an Angel or a Demon because no Bad Person would do the things he does.

“There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin, in the madness and soil of that sad earthy scene, only then I am human, only then I am clean.” - Take Me To Church

They’re a demon and an angel, they’re not supposed to love, consorting with the other side is the fastest way to be punished, and yet their love is holy, their love is the closest thing to humanity that celestial beings are capable of, and their love will cleanse.

“Honey just put your sweet lips on my lips, we can just kiss like real people do.” - Like Real People Do

They are not people, and yet (hopefully), they love just like humans, in every way they are not meant to

“Each day you’d rise with me, know that i would gladly be the Icarus to your certainty… strap the wing to me, death trap clad happily, with melted wax I’d meet the sea under sunlight, sunlight, sunlight.” - Sunlight

They would destroy themselves for each other, would willingly go to their deaths for a taste of the sunlight that is each other.

Bonus point for Azi “You rise with me” to Crowley

“Heaven is not fit to house a love like you and I.” - Francesca

The Final Fifteen, S2 Ep6. Do I need to continue?

“It ain’t the being alone, it ain’t the empty home baby, you know I’m good on my own, it’s more the being unknown.” - Unknown/Nth

Crowley Isn’t Lonely, until he’s Unknown by Azi, that moment in the finale when he puts his glasses back on, the realisation Aziraphale would give up everything they had built together for Heaven (even if it’s not true), and the misunderstanding trapped between them.

“So I thought you were like an angel to me.”

“Where you were held frozen like an angel to me.”

“Going unknown as any angel to me.” - Unknown/Nth

Their storyline, written in smudged ink on the page. It feels so heartbreakingly obvious that any attempt I made to put it in words would ruin it.

“Do you know I could break beneath the weight of the goodness, love, I still carry for you.” - Unknown/Nth

Crowley’s thoughts as he watched Azi enter the lift, making the decision final. He hurt, he aches, and yet the overwhelming love that has only just been realised beats in his chest like a second heart, keeping him alive. The love, and all the heartbreak it brings, may break him.

“That I’d walk so far just to take, the injury of finally knowing you.” - Unknown/Nth

I am under the firm belief that Azi isn’t going to Heaven because he wants to, but so he can protect the earth that birthed his and Crowley’s love. He is walking away from Crowley in London, with the hopes that he can make a Heaven worthy of the Angel he knows Crowley is.

Anyway, that’s my heart breaking.

[vampcubus]

am i really gonna re-do a bunch of tags just cus i want to overhaul my tagging system…

[wool-string]

[gay-caveman]

do you think johnny ever showed robby magic tricks when he was a kid? do you think robby was amazed at his card tricks and thought he was actually doing magic? do you think robby tried to learn how to do it himself? do you think johnny saw himself in him?

[radiocreep]

Hi im doing something stupid

[ebilait]

I have no idea if the exam I have tomorrow is online or in presence normally they have to be in presence but this prof specifically is a bit peculiar and I was too embarrassed to ask him this for some reason??? And now I have to take the train to another city in early morning and might learn it was online all this time once I arrive there

[famouslysleepy]

oh god meds wearing off i can feel the terrible weight of running on probably less than 1 hour of sleep rest heavy on my dumb dumb soul

[strawberryspence]

people... are asking for an ive got you under my skin epilogue 😭😭😭

[lilorockz]

doing absolutely terribly today feeling like shit and that im never gonna actually have a life that im gonna enjoy so that’s a fun friday night

[definitely-active]

Following a tag to a series that you haven't fully finished yet is like walking through a field of landmines.

[sadpossumflan]

Azi is too and that's why their relationship is fucked . Two avatars of the lonly are by definition , incapable of finding eachother. :((

Crowley from Good Omens is an Avatar of the Lonely.

[brauthaalandfc]

my lactose intolerant ass just ate an entire bar of galaxy chocolate and I’m now suffering real bad