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my hunger games au shit is making me think a LOT about the will-eulalie dynamic and the passion with which eulalie hates montresor (understandable). i think she hates montresor enough for will and her both honestly ☠️
in her eyes, he goes against every single principle of friendship she has and she wants desperately for will to see that (even if in the process it does nothing to help will's core problem of not having opinions/not being able to express opinions of his own). though, worth noting, while she currently feels that her friends left her behind — montresor came back for will.


she says friends care, and montresor, however little and for how much he sucks otherwise, does care. meanwhile, her friends routinely ignore and condescend her despite otherwise being pretty okay — a behaviour she's accidentally mirrorring towards will by refusing to hear him out on why he thinks monty's his friend and making statements on their friendship with no room for argument, which undermines will's ability to make conclusions himself.


by doing this, she also inadvertently reinforces something monty told will which, based on will's expression in that scene and his behaviour in later scenes, he's internalized. fun!

#just to be clear i don't blame eulalie for acting this way towards will this is an entirely fair way to act#especially because she hasn't seen all that we've seen of monty and will's relationship nor what we've seen about will specifically#she's acting from her own personal experience and it shows and that's normal#i'm just pointing out why it's a little ineffective and not the best way of going about what she's trying to do#as well as the irony of her getting mad that monty's bullying will when many of her friends treat her badly (even if they don't mean to)#(people can be bad friends without meaning to just another clarification i'm not villainizing the misfits either)#nevermore webtoon#eulalie nevermore#will nevermore#for context eulalie and will in my hunger games au are district mates#hence why it's making me think of them#this was originally gonna be a short joke post but then i kept elaborating#why do i keep doing this#montresor nevermore
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once again i revised my human takes
#Undertale#undertale fanart#why do i keep doing this#Chara#Chara Undertale#Chara Dreemurr#Patience soul#Bravery soul#perseverance soul#kindness soul#integrity soul#Justice soul#clover#clover uty#clover undertale yellow#frisk#frisk undertale#Frisk the human#Aida Kakishirocream#Kudo Kakishirocream#Hope Kakishirocream#Sunny Kakishirocream#Quaver Kakishirocream#Kakishirocream
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yeah so i finished this
#i had to trust the process so hard on this#like genuinely its not even funny#i do really like how it came out though so lets see if the tumblr gods like it too#anygays usual yap session over#my art#south park#sp fanart#sp#south park fanart#mysterion#kenny mcormick fanart#kenny mccormick#kenny south park#sp kenny#kenny sp#oh god tag clog#why do i keep doing this#aight bye
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everyyy fucking time i explain my bad leg to someone i fall into the same trap of my own making, which is that i say "yeah the muscles here are really weak, so for example if i do this it hurts a lot and starts cramping:" and then i demonstrate the 'this'. you'll never fucking guess what happens next.
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went into ‘how to lose a guy in 10 days’ saying “oh i never got the mcconaughey hype” and now here i am on tumblr
#matthew mcconaughey#x reader#how to lose a guy in 10 days#why do i keep doing this#i’m betraying everything i stand for#these men are just 😫#hawt#romcom#honestly kate was the best part#she is soooo#she’s everything#kate hudson#there being no fics for him is CRIMINAL#INSANE
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UPDATE ON THE ACCIDENTAL COME OUT
I HAVE NOW COME OUT AS GAY ACCISENTLY TO MY BEST FRIEND
IM AROACE
I AM SO FAR INTO NARNIA RN
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Okay.
#digital art#digital illustration#illustration#artwork#fanart#digital artwork#far cry vaas#vaas montenegro#far cry fanart#far cry 3#pole dacing#why do i keep doing this#because it’s fun
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Sadly I do understand ford summoning the demon that has "do not summon" written all over it because I have tags that I decided to hide for myself and yet curiosity still gets the better of me
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They are yet another flavor of creature- obsessed with religion, loyal to their trine (also later Megatron a decent bit actually. Might depend on flavor), and desperate for a purpose :>
Best parallel in TF lore for them would very much be Sunstorm.
Seri is an Outlier, whose ability nearly killed them the first time it flared up. Their spark didn't account for the cold- constructed frame it was given, but after that scare incident, their mentor got them upgraded plating that can withstand their heat. Now they can dip in lava and be fine, much like Grimlock (don't toss em into the sun or something tho-). They don't exactly have a /radioactive/ spark like Sunstorm, their ability is very magma central. They can exert temperatures that can melt most materials; metal, rock, etc. Their power was controlled in the new frame they were given, and thus the energy is condensed to their servos and peds. Even so, it can empower their jets or firepower as well in short bursts. if they don't keep themselves in control to a certain degree tho, they could get hot enough to damage their own optics or melt themselves a bit. They had troubles when younger with literal meltdowns, but after moving on from their mentor to be with their trine, they still carry what they were taught when it comes to composure (as well as how they actually got their religious fanatics from their mentor lol).
Their trine mates are Codecracker/Soara and Levatair. Despite the tension regarding CC, they do still are quite forgiving of her behavior. The main thing Seri doesn't like is when CC disrespects their Trine Leader, so they do step in occasionally to defuse things.
When it comes to the start of the war, Seri was absolutely appalled at Sentinel betraying the true Primes, and absolutely rooted for Megatron ripping the guy in half as divine retribution. (I will note that ngl I am not sure of one solid continuity, tho that's a clear event when also thinking of another one of my characters I have in mind.) Seriph admired Megatron's strength and sense of justice, and their perspective of that was rather warped from what they wanted to interpret it as. They followed Megatron with all the other seekers, but was unsure about the Optimus Prime factor. Primus had chosen Orion, and given him the matrix; but Seriph believes that OP is misguided and misunderstood the responsibility given to him (ultimately, OP would be basically the only one to be able to convince them to change tho ngl). Instead as they plunge into war, Seriph believes it is the era of the next purge like The Flood in Christian shit. They believe it's their duty to reduce all those who stand against their promised new world to ash and molton slag. Despite the fact that they are a brutal killer, they do feel some level of sympathy for those they feel were misguided, and often will give a short prayer before sending them to the Allspark. although there are some they come across that they only give silence if they believe that person belongs to the Pit. They view death as more of a reset button for those who deserve a second chance in the new world. Under the impression that after the storm has settled, they truly will be able to rebuild it better from the carnage.
Theyre believe of frames being fleeting, and replaceable, definitely stem from their cold-construct background; as well from the fact they they had needed to be rebuilt when they barely survived. (that instance is what instilled their deep seeded belief that Primus allowed them to remain for a /reason/)
Seriph's fighting style is very close combat oriented. They often will catapult themself at the enemy and wrestle their opponents with their fired servos and the mini wings on their arms that are used like the blades Arcee has in TFP. They even more often use their blasters at close range, although they still can use em at a distance. The 6 turrets they have are faced down in flight, so they operate more so like a bomber.
#oc#transformers oc#transformers#Outlier#volcano lad#religious influence#Primus help them-#they wouldnt like starscream lmao#why do i keep doing this#decepticon sus lore#*Melts into a puddle of molton metal*
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drew Starlo from memory >:3
#undertale yellow#starlo uty#art#traditional art#fanart#I initially drew him in a pencil sketch earlier#but then I looked him up earlier and I panicked cuz the sketch looked horrible#so I did the lineart over it cuz I wanted it to look good#but it wasn’t cooperating#so I made it thicker#…the lines#and then I colored him which made him look a lot better#until I messed up and panicked again#but I fixed it 👍#goddamn I just wrote a whole fuckin story in the tags wtf#I think I have the purple soul#cuz I can’t go anywhere without my notebook#and I wear glasses#what if they make like an undertale purple or something#that would be so cool#GODDAMIT I DID IT AGAIN#HERE I GO RAMBLING IN THE TAGS AGAIN#yeah I started talking with a southern accent after drawing this#what of it#i mean i was already really good with the accent prior to that drawing#cuz I grew up in Texas#why do i keep doing this#why do i keep rambling#keki draws :3#ktp25
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ive done it again lads. i love woobifying (FICTIONAL AND ONLY FICTIONAL‼️) serial killers and turning homophobes into queers. and making self inserts. can you tell. no you cant shut up
anyways im thinkin this is the dynamic
i lovehate you patrick bateman you fucking pathetic laughable prick. tbh mostly im just attracted to christian bale i think. i like hot men with so many issues and toxic yaoi
#art#digital art#oc#patrick bateman#american psycho#cw f slur#why do i keep doing this#this is stupid#BUT IM HAVING FUNNN IM HAVING FUN#AND NOBODY CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!
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how the fuck did it happen again!
i sat down for one random episode of chicago med with my sister, and within his first scene I know he's going to be my favorite. the more i saw, the more i adored him. dr john frost is so 🥰
then my sister told me his fuckin backstory 💀 how, how do i always pick the broken ones
#he'd been on screen less than ten seconds#why do i keep doing this#rhetorical question#i know why#john frost#chicago med
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forgot abt this drawing of sterling
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Voldemort tended to push Harry a little too far - give the monster an inch and he’d take a mile - but that wasn’t anything new.
Harry never took a shove lying down and became reckless, heedless. Red touches yellow, kills a fellow, they say, but all Harry saw was a snake — and a snake is a snake is a snake.
Warning signs on his skin - in those eyes - or not, Harry was playing a game with a beast that bites and he had the anti-venom in the shape of a lightning bolt etched into his forehead.
#harrymort#tomarrymort#tomarry#my fic#drabble#daylight drabbles#why do i keep doing this#one hundred words is never enough#enemies to lovers (obviously 😌)#they are fighting again 🙄 they should just have sex and get over it#something something harry using his newfound horcrux bargaining chip to say and do whatever he wants to voldemort
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eroticism
#alutegra#integra#alucard#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#alucard x integra#alucard hellsing#integra fairbrook wingates hellsing#wlm#obsession#my artwork#mr shimurka#why do i keep trying#why do i keep doing this#i'm lost#I'm desperate
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Me when I realize I'm not getting a full wekekend off until the end of May

#I always overbook myself with work#then am surprised when i have no time off for weeks#why do i keep doing this#my clinical rotation is full time#AND UNPAID#so the only time i can work is weekends
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