#why didn't i watch her before

[pstabs]

QTCinderella Is Someone I'm Vibing With

I'm watching this YouTube video by Anthony Padilla from about a week ago that features QTCinderella. I've known that she's a Twitch streamer and a fairly big one. I also know that she's dating Ludwig. I watch Ludwig on YouTube. I never really bothered to go to her channel because I have my faves. But now this interview has me regretting not watching her sooner.

The interview opens with her saying:

"I wasn't too popular in high school. I never felt like I fit in anywhere and even in this industry [content creation], I felt like 'man they look like they're having so much fun. I wish I got invited.' Or like 'I wish I could be a part of that'. And so I was like 'well if I'm not getting invited to stuff, why don't I just invite people'. I've always, always, always, my entire life, wanted to feel included and so if I can be that person that makes other people feel included, I'm going to do anything I can to be that person"

She mentions being raised Mormon and never being good enough. I was raised Evangelical Christian and the never being good enough thing exists there as well. I'm not sure if it's just coincidence or if it's a thing with religion in general. But man do I feel this from her.

And damn if she didn't get me crying when she teared up talking about how her mother accepted her as she was. I want this. I want people who accept me how I am. Most ppl just want me to change a bunch of things.

"Sometimes you don't notice that the music is on until it's off."

Even the reason she started streaming speaks to me.

I'm so pathetic right now and ugly crying that I tweeted at her. I'm stupid. I shouldn't have tweeted at someone that famous because now I'm that person but IDK she just described how I navigated 2022. It was literally 5 seconds at a time sometimes.

[claraoswalds]

#mrs flood who are you: time lord edition

[ineed-to-sleep]

So I've had this wip sitting in my folders for months now and decided to ressurect it to satiate the urge to draw these two again

[my-thoughts-and-junk]

i can't tell if i'm just not paying attention or if mouthwashing just doesn't make any sense

[hellishfig]

i finally started watching heartstopper bc a cute girl talked about it (i know, i'm late to the party AND a simp)

but oh my GOD

i am simultaneously living my best life and in hell

it is so high school in both the best and worst ways

i'm towards the end of s1e3 and i want to take a baseball bat to my old high school's gymnasium to get the feelings out of my body

[spockvarietyhour]

It just clicked that Indira Varma was Suzie Costello in Torchwood and in Kenobi as Tala Durith.

[harrowscore]

why are you, as an adult in 2024, still hung up on reylo. why are you still mocking the shippers. why do you believe yourself to be superior only because you dislike a stupid ship from a fucking space fairytale. girl (gnc) get a grip

[just-another-obsessed-fangirl]

theories as to where Grace got the cigarette she was smoking after fucking Max's ghost:

she has actually secretly been an active smoker for a long time and always carries a pack with her

she bought a pack of cigarettes when she was on the run from the cops because she was stressed, and figuring that she had already disappointed the Lord by touching herself and lying to the police and dismembering a body, decided that she might as well relieve that stress by taking up smoking

Max died with a pack of cigs and a lighter on him and they stayed with him when he turned ghost and Grace pocketed them from his clothes after they had sex

she just found them in the school or on the ground somewhere after the Lords in Black meeting, and perhaps her mind made the association between sex and cigarettes and that's how she came up with the idea of giving up her chastity to end Max's reign of terror

Grace had immediately thought of giving up her virginity as the sacrifice after the Lords in Black meeting, and the entire time Steph and Pete are running away and tearfully coming to terms with Steph having to kill Pete to stop Max, Grace is running around the school or off to a drug store for cigarettes because she felt having a smoke after was that necessary

[coulsonlives]

Omg, Dante Basco ships Zutara! My life is complete.

[ritahayworrth]

y'all all my life my dad has never shown any real interest in traveling outside of the philippines because he's not really interested in doing touristy stuff so the cost + his personal list of cons have just never made it appealing to him UNTIL a few months ago when i brought up that he and my mom could go abroad and watch a tennis tournament and now every few weeks it's been "kara can you look up how much it would be to fly to xyz" "kara do you know anything about getting this visa" "kara can you check how much hotels are in abc"

[wildflowercryptid]

i need to start getting ready for work, (i'm doing my first evening shift tonight,) but here's a quick doodle i did of an ever after high oc i've been working on.

her name is celeste blufaye, she's an old friend of cedar wood and wants to take over the position of the fairy in her story after the blue fairy disappeared. the only issue is that her magic is kinda wacky and difficult for her to control so shenanigans often ensue around her.

[florida3exclamationpoints]

My family has such a special ability to stress me out so bad

[whitegownsandflowercrowns]

At this rate I’m going to become a full Fire & Blood anti.

[bat-connoisseur]

A bunch of OC designs/reworks I've done this month :> Still more to go, but Jasper and Crystal have been characters just SCREAMING for a redesign for YEARS now so I'm really happy to have gotten them done :) The Anatomist is a new oc and I'm enjoying his nasty fuckedup-ness, and Omari's design was okay but it needed a complete retool because he's now themed around an entirely different animal (An Egyptian Fruit Bat rather than a Honduran White Bat, so I needed to take out the dominant whites and yellows from his pallette).

Up next? Idfk, whoever I feel like drawing aha. Al, perhaps, or maybe I'll finally get around to my Galaxy design rework. I'm trying not to stress having everything 100% new and shiny for artfight, all my old stuff is perfectly serviceable, so I'm just focusing on those with the biggest changes.

[sandy-shocks]

Y'know what. Everyone really made me think Hazbin Hotel was the worst most problematic show ever with how ppl were talking about it.

I watched it and it was nowhere near as bad as anyone was saying??? Its ok actually, if the pacing was better I'd almost call it good. I personally don't find a lot of the jokes funny either, just not my humor. The music at least is fucking fantastic.

The complaints about the artsyle and character designs kinda just remind me of the same arguments people had against Steven Universe ngl and that sort of thing is subjective anyway, a lot of it comes off as people complaining cause they already didn't like the show and have to shit on it more. Yeah sure everyone got that onceler look and I wish there was more variety but it's not the worst thing ever.

Yeah it's an adult cartoon that's a little cringe and handles some things not so great but most hate I've read about it wasn't even true or it's just people wanting to complain about everything cause they already decided the show was bad.

I will finish off saying the creator sucks ass and is a piece of shit so I pirated the show she's not getting any money outta me

[classicbarbie]

it only took me 14 :D years to realise that barbie is named after her aunt millicent, or at least shares her middle name. it's such a cute detail