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#i'm at a coffee shop working and i just want to cry#do you ever realize too late that you made a project 10000% more harder and stressful than it needed to be??#why did i choose this for my project??#why did i decide to do a comparative study??#no one has talked about magazine no. 1 in this level of detail before#no one has done a historical analysis on its content and contextualized it before...why didn't i just leave it to that??#why did i decide to compare it to other magazines???#it's been making my project 10x more harder trying to compare the two when i think there really isn't any reason to...#can i just start over???#grad school tag#i should delete this post lol
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Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.
If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.
I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.
I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.
Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.
#p5#akeshu#akechi goro#kurusu akira#wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack#it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size#also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks!#i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god#and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo#ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :)#why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute#well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part#hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :)#also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right#so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh)#hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake#ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it.#but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess#anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon
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chat, how do we feel about me becoming a dungeon meshi fan blog instead?
#This is hj I could never drop csm#I just can’t…#Put the pen down#WHY DID I CHOOSE TO DO MY ART FINAL PROJECT ON YOU FUJIMOTO#I WAS MEAT RIDING YOU FIR YEARS JUST FOR YOU TO PULL THIS SHIT#CSM#chainsaw man#CSM167#Man…#dungeon meshi
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Okay my crack theory for Lucy’s god situation:
What if instead of dying Lucy’s god became an archfey and fucked off, forsaking all of their followers. I could see that as justifiable for a minor god—maybe you don’t want your personality and existence to be dependent on a group of people small enough for a really big hurricane to wipe them out. Maybe you want to try your hand at self actualization, which you can’t really do as a god. Whatever.
But that would still mean Lucy’s grades would be screwed for the year, and the whole group would be switched to pass/fail.
Whatever god they’re trying to bring back seems like they want to stay a god, but would also only have a single living cleric so their nature would be heavily influenced by who that cleric is, and could still be controlled. Bringing back an established dead god with living followers probably reduces the risk of the god immediately dying or completely sucking ass/not being powerful like what happened with YES!(?), and we know the Ratgrinders LOVE minimizing risk. And choosing a dead god that represents something Lucy is actually passionate about preaching and proselytizing would make her work as a cleric much easier for her emotionally than, say, switching to Helio and just going through the motions, and bringing back a god would probably look good on college resumes.
Idk, that’s just an alternative theory to Lucy’s god dying based on what’s been established this season.
#fantasy high#the ratgrinders#ratgrinders#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20#this is an idea I came up with while basically writing fanfiction in my head about a possible route Ivy’s story could go#that would make the ragtringers not evil / kind of justified#basically my ‘what if’ plot line is that Ivy’s god forsakes her during the sophomore spring project and that leads to her loosing her power#and the ratgrinders having to choose a pacifistic quest to go on because they no longer have a healer but can’t tell anybody#hence why they didn’t kill anything during their sophomore quest but seemingly still passed with a letter grade#(we know Ivy’s death was only reported after grading was completed—which means they wouldn’t have been switched to pass/fail)#Now Ivy is thinking about what grade to switch to before the end of the year so she doesn’t fail#all while covering up her god forsook her to the school until she has her replacement figured out#but WHOOPS something happens and she dies anyway…but with no afterlife she’s stuck as a ghost. The ratgrinders will all fail if they report#her dead right then-and Ivy doesn’t want that for her friends-so instead the ratgrinders disguise self as her and fake her cleric powers#with their own in class just enough to keep her from failing the year…then after grading closes they report her as dead to Augfort and ask#for his help in reviving her like he did the bad kids. But he tells them that he brought the bad kids back by taking their place in#the afterlife; if Ivy’s stuck as a ghost and not in an afterlife than there’s nothing he can do right now but he’ll look into it oh wait#his DAUGHTER is back and they need to bond nevermind here are some resources during this endless night that you can read up on to try to#find a way to bring your dead friend back on your own have FUN high schoolers I believe in you but it’s Ayda time!#so the ratgrinders did a bunch of research on their own and they found that a god could bring her back to life and the only one willing to#do that would probably be a preestablished dead god they brought back to life (similar to Kristen with Cassandra). This red god is just#the safest bet they found in the books to complete their plan#I won’t call all THAT a theory because it’s based on nothing but that’s my idea for a direction her backstory could go#also pretend whenever I wrote ‘ivy’ in this little end section I actually wrote Lucy#I canNOT believe I made that mistake#Cassandra save me
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I brought in some homemade peanut butter fudge for my coworkers, today, as well as some ornaments as little holiday gifts, and everyone who saw me expressed appreciation ... it felt really nice, I won't lie. Just ... to do something small for others like this. And I've been noticing that whenever I reach out and try to help or comfort or offer something to someone else, it makes me feel a bit better.
I think sending out tree messages yesterday had a similar effect, and helping the kiddos on Thursday with building gingerbread houses and making shakers for their sing-a-long. It's hard to put into words, but it feels like I'm finally coming out of the funk I've been in, and it's because I'm choosing to be kind in spite of everything I'm going through.
#I think it's fair to say 2024 was really hard on me ... but I'm glad I'm ending it on a strong note#we still have a ways to go before the new year‚ but I feel happier than I have in a long time#and I'm going to choose to be kind and positive rather than letting myself constantly stew in bitterness#I'll be doing my best to sort out this blog before the new year comes‚ but I won't try to do more than I can realistically do#also I wanted to say thank you to you guys‚ again /gen#I haven't been the most active here but it means a lot that you're all still here#I'm very slowly allowing myself to enjoy things again and express the same passion I did in the past#so hopefully I'll seriously get back into posting about my ships and Project Moon stuff soon#I have many thoughts and opinions--as usual /lh#I also want to start replaying Linbus from the beginning ... I think it's time to take a crack at rewriting it with Sherry as a Sinner#I'm going to try and finish reading Red Chamber‚ first‚ though--because I think I want to liveblog things when I replay#just share it with you guys ... I want you to know why I love it and the characters so much--and also why I dislike certain characters#okay--this got long‚ but I do seriously feel a lot better#and the fact it's on RolEva anniversary too ... perhaps I will finally post about them again#scattered pages
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Oh girls, I've got my work cut out for me: Formatting is done, print settings were of course wrong, so I could start again, without a calculator I am lost, but now everything is running. (Let's see how long)
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idk man
#why did i choose this chatacter to project my feelings on#i hate this stupid rsbbit man#i hate this stupid baka life
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tw: scars/sh?
I have 4 hours left to sleep oh my god
+ sketches!!
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#pjsk fanart#colorful stage#tsukasa tenma#pjsk tsukasa#akito shinonome#ena shinonome#my art#idk why i did this to myself tbh#but i just had to finish this in one go#oh my god i want to sleep so bad#and i have to wake up at 6am#i love complaining abt the things i actively choose to do /sarc#anyways#im actually very happy w how it turned out#the background gave me a fucking headache tho#but yaaayyy#im free#tw scars#tw sh#and omg#i waa trying to draw sanrio collab kasa#like the whole day#and yesterday#but my brain just#isnt letting me ig?#im not giving uo brain#god i need to go to sleep already
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I CAN'T PERFORM IN THIS CONDITION MY THROAT IS SORE AS HELL
#WHY DID I CHOOSE DO BECOME A DRAMA KID#I CANT PROJECT MY VOICEEEEE ZUAHSUAHSJQVA#the loudest i can go is a WHISPER.#i just#needed to get this out#AHHHHHSHHWGEJWWHW
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last night i had a dream about a society of various species of bipedal furrypeople, as in your typical zootopias or beastars or whatever, but instead of anthropomorphized versions of real animals it was like a half dozen species (of genericized canine, lapine-rodent, hoofbeast, etc appearances. all mammals.) and each one had both a "prey morph" and a "predator morph" , so like there were carnivorous rabbit-equivalents and herbivorous wolf-equivalents, and every baby was born as a neutral omnivorous morph and developed into prey or predator based on lifestyle choices. like the god damn, alignment system in spore (2008), kind of thing. and once they were fully grown around age 20 they were basically Set as one or the other (they couldnt stay in the middle without being like extremely stunted, getting stuck between morphs was something that happened as a consequence of like childhood cancer and stuff it wasnt normal) but they could still kinda move it around a little. maybe moreso with medication. but like they couldnt switch to predator after 30 years of being prey and suddenly get sharp teeth yanno. the teeth are already in there its permanent.
there were societally perceived "pros and cons" to being predator/prey in like a tacky instagram pop science way where its like Predators are better at the arts... Prey are better at math.... type shit with tenuous basis in reality. there were definite physical differences between them but it was like what kind of food they can digest and if theyre better sprint or stamina athletes, the psychological stuff was total conjecture. the cultural norm was same-species same-morph opposite-sex monogamous relationships, and for children to be raised with access to both morphotypic activities but that they were born with an innate "real" morph and this access to both sets was just to "figure out which one they Really were" and not "consciously deciding which one they Want", and they were supposed to have it settled by their early teens at the latest.
so, im obviously being set up by my subconscious to hard pivot into this four-to-six-gender allegorical furry society worldbuilding project, which is a very cool idea but i do Not have time for that shit. someone else can do it. im not even that into furs i dont know why this vision was delivered basically fully-formed to me specifically
#the dream was not about living in this society or anyrhing like it was still just a worldbuilding project i saw on Drumblr (dream tumblr)#also i took my allergy medicine for the first time in a while which im choosing to believe is why i had this & 2 other unrelated dreams#which were also very clear and memorable. one was about a woman who tried to raise a baby gorilla but it died#and its spirit started haunting her which made her get really into new age alternative medicine stuff#and after being diagnosed with advanced skin cancer she went to africa and wandered off during a safari tour to disappear into the wild#and was found the next day deceased laying on her back listening to post-rock music on a discman.#the other dream was about a young guy in the middle ages who worked as a courier between a monastery and a village#who came up with his own whackbat religious ideas and started posting testimonies by soaking palimpsests in sheep blood#(to make a negative resist imprint of words) and then pinning them up to trees and shit. eventually he got thrown in a pit & beaten to death#and was reincarnated several years later as a transfem freelance programmer who kept getting into drama on github.#i dont know if github has a drama scene in this world but in the dream world it sure fucking did
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↟ Houštiny ↟
this is my first post about the story i’ve been working on for a while:] (and yet it feels like i have barely anything written down for it:/)
this man is the main protagonist. he ran away from the city because he couldn’t face his own problems and ended up in an old house/cabin/hut/whatever in the middle of nowhere. he thought the calm nature surroundings would offer him a peace of mind, but after a while he realised it all just gave him more room and time to think. yaady yaada one day he gets
struck by a literal star💥
(psst the star was doing the same thing as the man, running away) and yeaaa theyre stuck in a situationnnn like the star is within him n they talk n stuff idk im like,, super stuck on what to do with the premise cause it’s partially based on a story i wrote in like 9th grade
ya know what, im gonna post all my silly doodles and notes here to sorta idk, to have it somewhere secluded from my usual stuff since i dont use tumblr much anyway
#houštiny#houštinyart#character design#character sheet#digital art#writing#(help)#bwaaaa i can’t get any meaningful writing out without having a conversation with someone about it#i am not a writer why did i choose a fuckin illustrated novel as my graduation project#čumblr#pomoc#i will be writing it in czech so like yea i think i should direct it at czech people more bwaaa#umění#ilustrace#pain star
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when do you plan to getting back to your daily naris??? i miss him in your art style :(
no pressure ofc, i love your art nonetheless!
Soon !!
Not now tho.. I feel a bit anxious about a new project incoming and I think I need to finish preparing it first
The thing it is about management and I AM SO BAD AT IT 🫠 😭
#the project is an art exhibition I will did in my city !!#gosh i am nervous tbh#not the fact of exposing my art- i dont mind#but cHOOSING THE SIZE OF PRINT#and need to contact a printer too ???#i am only good at talking with a lot of people and presenting thing---- but everything behind the scene i am so baaaad 😭😭😭#reply#acTUALLY EVEN EXPOSING MY ART--- LIKE AM I REALLY GOOD ENOUGH ?!?!? 💀💀💀#anyway yeah i need to clean my doubt before drawing daily 😢 sorryyt#i WILL DO IN MY CITY* GOSH WHY SO MANY TYPO#i can't even modify a tag ))):::#tHANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LIKING MY TIGHNARI DOODLES <<<3
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Augehhrhghfg homework. Big explosion
#why did I choose this weekend of all weekends to come home…#(I had like three end-of-module projects due)#luckily I am mostly done#I just have one more due tomorrow (or I guess later today) at midnight#and I spent all night working on it sooo just have to write a little bit more and do a bunch of stick figure drawings. easy peasy#just. time consuming 😰#hopefully I have plenty of time tomorrow#hoping to finish in tbe morning but we’ll see. might have to wajt for the evening#in other news I spent forever setting up my hand-me-down Kindle#and I finally got it hooked up to a new account#and I can’t transfer books onto it 😭 idk why#I’ve tried like three different methods and a few different file formats but no dice#sighhh maybe tomorrow morning I’ll fivure it out IDK I want to read books#I am so tired SORRY FOR TBE RAMBLE I just wanted to post a ljttle diary entry#goodnightttt 😁😁😁😁😁❤️#🤓posting
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im gonna try redoing some of my old school pieces. just cuz.
#( read: i was seriously emotionally unstable and made some graded works that a highschooler probably shouldn't have been making )#very specifically the self portrait we had to do#i think about it a lot#i just vividly remember having to explain the artistic choices i made and the meaning behind it to the whole class#and trying my hardest to not sound insane make people worry#( even tho it was inherently a cry for help )#i took inspiration from the two fridas if that gives you any idea of why that would be troubling#but i had some cool stuff i never finished#we did a triptych project where we had to choose an artist who did mainly triptychs and make our own based on a common theme the artist used#i chose hieronymus bosch who painted a lot about sin and the afterlife ( mainly hell )#i never finished it bc disability ftw but ive always wanted to#i dont have it ( i left it in that classroom ) but i remember the general composition#so maybe ill do smth with myself and redo it digitally#ill listen to nothing but oingo boingo and that handsome devil for the full experience LMAO
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Guess which creature decided to get back on his SalAsh bullshit? That’s right gamers, it’s me :)
I’m very normal about them (they spin in my mind 24/7)
#larry’s art#sally face#sally face fanart#sal fisher#ashley campbell#salash#This is also a transmasc Ash post because he’s my comfort character I get to choose the projection headcanon#I love these two so much#They’re “me and the bad bitch I pulled by being autistic” to me#It goes for both Ash and Sal#They’re both autistic#I’m sorry for SalAsh posting after multiple months it will happen again#Also ignore the fact I gave Sal sharp teeth#I forgot why I did it but I went with it anyways#Had to go back to my past of giving every character I drew sharp teeth lol
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My ass when the shogun puppet:
It's... Yeah.... It's a... thing...
#my ass when the shougun puppet say she is emotionless! she clearly isn't! because why would Scaramouche be able to feel things and not her?#i am so sad for her! please choose self actualization! find a hobby! do something your creator cannot/would not do!#both the puppets (raiden and Scaramouche) are treated so terribly by Yae and Ei in entirely different way#like i get it they're nothumsn but they're complex beings with autonomous thinking! and a consciousness!#and you just don't fucking acknowledge that!#als the puppet is so clearly not meant for ruling! because the techniwue is Khaenri'ahn and why the hell would Khaenri'ahn create god-like#robots to lead them! they were probably meant for combat of course the fatui manipulated her#why did Ei even use those fucking projects? what if Khaenri'ah put some secret idk recording device and didn't mark it in the notes#ei you are a dumbass#a himbo even#or a... shebo?... I guess#textpost#raiden shogun#raiden ei#yae miko#pizza's shogun agenda
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