#why am i like thissssss
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ADHD brain: Omg that post gave me an idea - gotta draw it right now!
Logic brain: No!! Stop it! We already have a project. We’ve been trying to finish this for weeks. There’s a deadline!!!!!
ADHD brain: noted and ignored 😘
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Who’s ready to watch me freak out over the most tumblr thing ever? A girlboss sadboi vampire who goes to therapy <3 No one? Neither am I
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woah there brain that's sure some very very sudden intense feelings
#➳ the fool speaks#why am i like thissssss#i just got the urge to like . leave forever . thumbsup .#i always feel like if i left nobeing would miss me at all lmao#and i mean . I'm too anxious to approach anybun so I'm kinda just . here .#ugh man can my brain chill for one sec 😭😭😭
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what does it say about me the fact that i find greg attractive? and i know most of the charm that makes him interesting for me is that he's such a fucking loser
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The way that I always google symptoms of PTSD and anxiety to check I'm not lying as if I haven't already diagnosed with both lmao so dumb
#I even look up symptoms of duane syndrome to make sure#as if that's not a physical disability I've literally had since birth and you can't develop it#why am I like thissssss
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fine. i have sat with it for an hour and i’ve decided i will rejoice about the coming of summer purple girl.
#i’m never happy when they add my favorites at awkward times#why am i like thissssss#I’M GONNA BE POSITIVE NOW#HRRRRRRNNNNGGGGGGGGG#bee-speak#fehposting
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Google search how to make myself do thing I really need to do and am capable of doing and can't afford to not do and am running out of time to do
#i have 1/8 pages of a paper due in 6 hours. i took a nap and watched a video about a game i haven't played#and i feel worse by the second but i still am not writing it#and once this paper is done im done with the semester thats it i just have to do it#why am i like thissssss
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am suddenly very sad :(
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there’s another post and the topic is p similar to the headcanons i just posted but i have to explain my reasoning and justify my position so it’s coming tmrw
#WHY AM I LIKE THISSSSSS#tot liveblog#in all seriousness tho. this is a lot of fun.#i realized i was looking forward to talking/typing about this all day and it's just like nice to be excited about sth#and especially to feel that for tot again#i'm looking back at my vyn x fairy tales analysis again and i'm remembering that feeling of having the pieces click together and trying to#to pull out the right story threads to weave into the picture i see#are the metaphors getting a bit messy?#lol gonna stop myself before i get mushy with nostalgia over tot. AGAIN.
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wow im actually. in the mode of longing
#for the idea of having a partner???#it soundsso sweettttt#but then a few months later it's anxiety inducing and i panic to get me out of there#why am i like thissssss#why am i scared of commitment lmao#mage vent
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new pfp new mee babyyy trying to remind myself that this is MY account i can do what i want with it . disconnecting myself from the madcom theme, ill still be drawing it ofc but like i mentioned on another post a weekish back i want to allow myself to post non madcom art too. hoping to start drawing more frequently again soon
#scraps#this sona doodle is teeny but cute#also ive had this signature design in mind for a while now just never a real excuse to use it#but here we go now YIPPEE#also unpinned my intro post bc i genuinely dont feel like the person who wrote that anymore#these last couple years have changed me and im still in a pretty rough patch rn but as of writing this rn i at least feel more like a real#person again hence why im trying to take the reins on this acc back after just kind of decaying for a while#no new pinned yet just because im not really sure what to put in it?#besides like. name age pronouns. which ill just put in my bio at that point#while im already rambling ill mention i still have those reqs i asked for a few days ago in mind im just slow getting to them#umm what else. fun fact for anyone still reading its 4:30 am here rn as im writing#gonna queue thissssss now
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hate how much of a vice grip pixels can have on my brain what do you mean im still losing my mind over less than 3 seconds of a trailer im fucking i cant do this anymore i cant
#IM JUST SITTING HERE WHY AM I LIKE INTERNALLY VIBRATING WITH ANTICIPATION#LIKE ITS CHRISTMAS FUCKING EVE AND IM 5#BRO???? I AM WATCHING MY PARTNER PLAY FFXIV WE ARENT EVEN DOING ANYTHING GENSHIN RELATED#AND YET.... CHILDE ALL THE WAY DOWN#OUGH I HATE HIM I CANT DOOOOOO THISSSSSS RIPS HIM APART#LEAKS TALK NOW#and like from the voice line counter leaks#he doesnt even HAVE ANY VOICE LINES IN 4.2???? BUT HES THERE IN THE TRAILER#so its either all animated cutscene all unvoiced like last update or he has a name the leakers werent expecting ??????#LIKE HOW CAN HE BE THERE AND NOT FUCKING TALK HELLO ?????#losing it losing my mind bros been marinating for WEEKS he BETTER SAY SOMETHING#anyway#brains rotted to the core now ig theres no recovering for me blorbo disease terminal
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I'M A BIT FUCKING LATE BUT ACTUALLY CRYING, SOBBING, THROWING THE FUCK UP IN THIS CLUB RIGHT NOWWWWW. NOT EVEN A JOKEEEEE.
#if twitter ran properly lately i feel like i could have found out sooner SCREAMING#then again i was recovering from perishing due to the heat so maybe that's another reason why i'm late#but gosh i am so fucking HERE for thissssss here for THEM
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Why do I get so fucking turned on when she calls me her bitch 💀💀💀
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I absolutely need to write this chapter this weekend or else I won't have time to do it until the end of the year. It's just going to be romantic smut (maybe I'm 50/50 on it now) but my brain is focused on doing all the things at once, which turns out isn't productive!!!
#why am is my brain like thissssss#i had therapy homework too to do all the things i enjoy#which is fine ! but i enjoy video games writing and napping! and turns out you can't do them all at once!
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in my afraid that my friends will get tired of me soon era <3
#it always occurs when im like. around them a lot and we have fun and interact a lot and then all of a sudden i get like. really scared#and i see myself 10× more annoying than i actually am but also i cant ask for constant reassurance bc then i will actually BE annoying#so im just here in a hell of my own making why am i like thissssss#piksla.txt
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