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More true army lore and shenanigans
also massive thanks to everyone who interacted with the original post. I was so worried that no one would like it and I'd end up deleting it from embarrassment /hj. But seriously thank you /gen
First - Third - Sophia - Micheal - Fourth
LOREEEEE
-The True Army didn't officially become a thing until AFTER Lucifer fell
-I changed this from the original post, Sophia (I will make a post talking about her lore in the future, don't worry) is no longer a leader of the army, now she's closer to a...uh
-well, I don't know what, but she's not in charge anymore
-Micheal and Sophia have a kinda 'friends with benefits' kinda relationship. They feel nothing for each other, they just like confusing everyone about whether they're dating or not
-The true army is about 10,000 soldiers strong, while the exorcists have around 2,000 soldiers
-The soldiers have some bird-like qualities (including talons, feathers, and doing the weird thing eagles do when they blink, you know what I'm talking about)
-As for tails...
-Well that's not important (foreshadowing)
-I'm mixing cool things from different birds, such as eagles, hawks, crows, parrots, and vultures <- (the vulture and parrot part is **foreshadowing**)
-They can also make bird noises, this isn't important to the lore I just thought it was funny
-Okay, I lied, it is SOMEWHAT important (foreshadowing)
Shenanigans
-So this is something I don't see a lot in Exorcist/Angel Head-cannons that I think should be more common
-MOLTING
-I think it'd almost like getting a period, except with feathers instead of blood, and it'd take about 6-10 weeks to fully molt
-So every year around early spring and late fall, everyone's feathers will start falling out
-It'll be slow at first, oh maybe someone may have a bald patch here or there but nothing crazy, the first 2 weeks are peaceful
-But the next several weeks, oh boy, feathers everywhere.
-So at around the 3-7 week mark, the army basically can't do anything because no one can fly.
#The True Army AU#my au#aaaaaa#thanks guys#you are the best#lore and shenanigans#why am I still so nervous#maybe its becuase of#*drum roll*#anxitey#*jazz hands*#yappings with hydro
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my first attempt at digital art (never again🥲) for mctober💘
Eloise Babbit✨
slytherin
5th year
favorite subjects: arithmancy & ancient runes
least favorite subject: beasts (animals make her nervous🥲)
hobbies: reading & thinking (IT’S A HOBBY OKAY??)
#if u read my fic maybe u know why animals make her nervous🥲#also…if you are the angel who left me an essay comment on my last chapter today just know I love you🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#when I started posting my fic in January I NEVER EXPECTED PEOPLE TO READ IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!😳 but it makes me so happy#that so many people do🥹🫶 I know it’s a crazy story and doesn’t follow the game at all#so to hear these things and to catch all of the little foreshadowing things I’ve been hinting at this whole time?????????#😳💘#anyways I’m still a digital art disliker (I like seeing it but not making it)#but I wanted to try it out and this is my art documentation blog🫶#im going to be WAY less active these days as well#SO IF I MISS THINGS (WHICH I WILL) PLEASE KNOW I AM SAD I MISSED THEM😔😔😔😔#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#mctober2024#also with mctober I will post drawinfs but nothing elaborate like the amazing ones I’ve already seen#hope you like these anyways🙏💓
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Happy Halloween! Watch me post things at a ridiculous hour of night because I stay up too late!
Anyway, Vani (@vani0-18 on Tumblr or hisha_04 on Twitter) very kindly gave me permission to draw their Halloween X, so I went...a little overboard!
So much so I actually put a watermark on this darned thing.
I got very lazy with the background, nonetheless If You Know You Know.
#my draws#mega man x#zero mega man x#xzero#sorry for the watermark but also why am i apologizing for that#ughhh the background looks crusty on my laptop whatever WHATEVER who cares#it's mostly filler bc i didn't want a plain background and couldn't think of anything else#also vani is like super nice i was really nervous but they basically said 'sure! feel free to draw it if you like my design!'#so i probably didn't like--NEED to ask permission? but idk it's still their design so i wanted to
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piggy backing off of last anons ask but do you ever plan on showing your face?
i would love to but. i want a career that isn’t fetish modeling 🤧
#idk i am very nervous of my face being out there#it’d be so easy to ruin my life and there have been so many examples#of why you shouldn’t do that#so. won’t happen#and bc i won’t show my face there will be no OF or anything like that#maybe custom videos one day but that’s it and still no face 🤷♀️#talk#ask
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You can’t imagine how I cried for that damn acorn bracelet. I knew it but I still cried for it D A M N
#twisted wonderland#twst spoilers#book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twst chapter 7 spoilers#Part 5 or Silver’s nervous breakdown#EVERYTHING HURT AAA#AND IT’S SO GOOD#WHY AM I STILL CRYING FUUUUCK
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Okay I made it
And I'm proud of it
#yep i finished it 3 days ago XD#i don't know why i waited so long#i dunno i was nervous about posting it#i still am nervous#joker out#nace jordan#jan peteh#jance#eryka draws#my art#dont kill me pls
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alexa play gary come home :((
#pens lb#i miss him....#i know playing a goalie while hes hot is a thing. i know that. but whats the long-term plan here? you're going to have#ned still increasing his chances of injuries and fatigue AND a goalie who hasnt played in weeks#its unfair to ned and its setting jarry up to be a scrapgoat in important games#like im not a big fan of the bruins but theyve been doing the right thing in actually alternating their goalies every other game#so the other gets to rest while staying sharp and they're both well experienced.#jarry has 6!!!! shutouts!!!! and thats while being the goalie for the fucking pittsburgh penguins!#you KNOW he can play. you know hes good. why are you purposely setting him up to fail.#and ned has been wonderful! i was so nervous he was going to be traded after not being played for a good bit. i love my eyebrows boy and am#so happy and proud he's been having these opportunities to show how good and valuable he is to this team#but overworking him to such an extent is (once again) setting him up to fail just as much as its setting jarry up to be that scrapegoat#mike sullivan i am shaking you by the shoulders demanding to know what the fuck has been up with these lineups lately
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JOB INTERVIEW FOR WRITING TUTOR POSITION IN 13 MINUTES. IM SO SO NERVOUS. EVERYONE WISH ME LUCK OR ELSE
#theo.txt#I COULD USE THE POSITIVE ENERGY#IDK WHY IM SO NERVOUS BUT OH MY GOD. IM SWEATING SO BAD#I AM SHAKING LIKE A NERVOUS CHIHUAHUA. PROBABLY PARTLY DUE TO THE ENERGY DRINK I HAD BUT STILL
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mtc track sample~ i think what’s most notable about this sample is that
there’s change happening within juto’s force and it seems to be related to chuuoku
we have once again expressed how tired we are of chuuoku shenanigans
samatoki has been shown several times to have been moved by ichiro’s words and ideals as of late and it seems to have come to fruition here with samatoki seeing the block party and believing in a power that can change this shitty world
rio’s mates are ready to take down chuuoku once again lmao and mtc seems to want to stop them
#this is vee speaking#*falls to knees* guys i’m really sorry i haven’t posted that summary yet#between impostor syndrome and just being exhausted by my long hours i still haven’t finished it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#bb was the kickoff so their story’s stakes probably won’t be as high#tho i think there is just generally important stuff to know some of which i already posted about#i keep saying it but fr i’m sorry i’m not better at jp lol i even had a dream last night about failing to interpret someone’s jp#don’t have anxiety guys it fcks with you lol#i am so curious about that line delivery for juto agreeing the world can change lol#i can’t tell if that’s juto kinda 🫤 about it or like ‘woah??? hope from samatoki????’ lol#and uwu samatoki he wants to believe things can change 🥺🥺🥺 the kernel of hope nemu planted is sprouting with help from ichiro 🥺🥺🥺🥺#i’m feeling a little nervous on rio’s behalf and i’m not sure why lol i’m sure it’s nothing tho#Youtube
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Super sexy me is so sexy I accidentally set off the fire alarm while baking pie shells for my pumpkin pie. And now I don't know if I should've even baked them in the first place. But well. Too late now 👍
#speculation nation#i am not a fucking baker so something always goes wrong when i make these pies 😭😭😭#but i am craving my grandma's pumpkin pies... i gotta bake them myself if i want them rn...#see the thing is ive previously bought pre-baked like. graham crusts#but i was like 'that crust sucks lets get a different thing'#so i got tbis dough shit that i put into pans. the box said to bake it. and so i was like ok cool#then as they were in the oven i looked at the pumpkin pie recipe for starting the filling#and then saw that it says 'unbaked shells' and so 😥😥😥😥#but too late now and it worked fine with the graham. and well. the filling is what i care about the most.#the crusts are just an excuse for having pie filling.#anyways i did set off the alarm. i think it's bc the oven was on so hot#the box says 450 which is hotter than i ever usually do. the pies themselves ask for 350#so well i turned the oven off and i have the microwave fan running#which oh yeah the fucking handle to my microwave fucking broke. it fucking broke.#i think i'll duct tape it or smth lol. microwave itself works fine still. and i dont want people in my apartment.#it's just the bottom part but it sure did just. splinter off. that shit is Broke broke.#and i scared the shit outta my cats And me with that damned alarm. and now i am just waiting.#calming down some. chilling the crusts. soon i will resume making the pie filling.#it's not like it even takes much time i am just. Nervous now.#i wanna let the oven cool off more b4 i have it going for like 45 mins lol#the crusts are kinda ugly. one of them is inflated on the bottom. these pies r going to be disasters.#so long as they still taste good......thats what i care about the most...#maybe my crusts will end up nuclear... if that happens tho ill just eat the filling out of the crust... its fine... ill be fine...#😭😭😭😭😭😭 why is everything so hard
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who wants zombie au writing. don't answer that ur getting it anyway (1.6k words)
His shoes knock against the old flooring of the house, wood creaking under rubber soles that slide over the woodgrain. He drags them a bit, lifts his limbs up no more than he strictly has to, and they lead him to the nearest sittable surface.
The couch is old and dusty and has likely gone untouched for months, much like everything else nowadays, so he watches the thin cloud of dust billow off the cushions largely with disinterest. He collapses into the fabric heavily, feels the whole thing scoot back an inch and hit the wall behind him. The sound echoes, carried by lifeless rooms, while he unceremoniously drops his backpack to the floor by his feet.
The breath he lets out is slow and methodical and born of pent up muscles, aimed at the ceiling where he rests his neck against the back of the couch and relaxes every limb one by one. It’s a process he forces himself through, if only to rid the constant ache beneath his skin.
Slow, sweeping footsteps meander around the room in front of him, and Ritsu angles his gaze down from his craned back position to look at his brother. He wanders, like he so often does—seemingly aimless, but there’s something procedural about it that he’s convinced he just hasn’t figured out yet.
Shigeo’s empty eyes crawl along the hearth of the fireplace, explosions of ash sprayed out across the red brick. His head tilts up to trace his attention around the angular lines of the television, hung on the wall and screen grey with dust. He flits back and forth between the roundness of the bricked mantle and the sharp edges of the screen, like he’s taking notes.
Shigeo paws the television. Four lines of muck are cleared. The zombie blinks, paws at it again with dusty, curious fingers. Ritsu watches him make a mess of the television screen in silence, blinking tiredly.
He almost closes his eyes, but he fights against the urge and moves his fingers down his lap to reach for his bag. His middle hooks around the loop at the top and he lugs it up and into his lap, where he unzips it and peers into the shadowy contents.
Ritsu fishes out the water bottles. He finds the one with the messy R scribbled along the cap in sharpie and takes a big swig of it. It’s warm going down, constantly insulated in a bag of old, sweaty clothes. He feels like he can taste the odor in it, but it clears the grain in his throat from stomping all over dirt roads today, so he’s still grateful.
He holds out the one labeled S to Shigeo. “Thirsty?”
Shigeo looks at him from where he’s crouched down to the floor now, inspecting the soot along the hearth. Unfortunately, he sees handprints in the black already, and when his brother reaches a hand out to take it, his palm is covered in soot.
He lets him have his fun and settles his own bottle back in the mess of tangled clothes and rolls of bandages. Ritsu rakes his fingers through their stock with no real purpose—he knows exactly what’s in here, and none of it is useful.
They’d been searching all day; Ritsu doesn’t really know how far they’d walked, but it had to be a lot of miles. In and out of stores, up and down empty houses, weaving between warehouses—they didn’t really stop for a break. Not when Ritsu can hear Shigeo’s stomach from here and he himself has shaking hands. They can’t afford a break.
Nothing, though. Not a single goddamn thing worth taking. A settlement must have come through here long ago and swept the highway. They’re in the countryside, where houses are spaced out acres from each other and there’s entire cow pastures between properties. And yet every house they’d seen and entered provided nothing.
Ritsu stares into the negative space in his bag where there should be supplies. His stomach cramps and if he smells another whiff of that godawful sweaty, bloody sweatshirt he still carries, he’s going to throw up bile.
He leans away from the open pouch, eyes wandering to his brother who draws… something into the soot of the hearth. His water bottle sits on the floor, abandoned and still unscrewed. Ritsu leans forward with great effort and a grunt, leaning over his bag to grab at the top of it.
It takes him two tries to get Shigeo’s attention, and one more for an answer on where the cap is. It’s then placed in his palm, covered in soot and also saliva. Ritsu swallows down the nausea that rolls up his throat and wipes it off with his frankly already disgusting sleeve, and screws it back on.
He leans back again, succumbing to the urge to let his eyes rest, and he listens to the very subtle swipe of his brother’s hands across brick. There’s birds outside, chirping, and even though it’s still very much a common occurrence, Ritsu cannot help but feel nostalgic about it.
If he ignores the awful hum of silence, and the distinct lack of an electric thrum throughout the walls, and the fact that this is a stranger’s couch and not his, he can almost imagine normalcy. He can almost say this feels like those quiet moments after school, when he settles on the couch and scrolls through his phone in a house that only holds him and his brother because their parents simply aren’t home yet.
He can almost hear the creak of wood from Shigeo walking around his room upstairs. He can almost tap his fingers on the couch cushions to the pattern of his brother making his way down the steps. He can almost hear the fridge opening, and the sound of milk being poured into glass.
Almost. But Ritsu listens to sharp silence instead, and he tries not to think too hard.
He drifts for a while, feels himself truly sink into the couch and let the cushions claim him, and he thinks about nothings because if he doesn’t, then he’ll lose it. He carefully sifts through the nothingness of his mind, through the passing thoughts that have no bearing, and he focuses on that, on the lack of substance. His head is too full of things that have too much substance.
He misses boredom. He tells himself he misses boredom—the complete insubstantiality of it—because if he lets himself think of what he really misses, it’ll drive him insane.
The cushions move, and Ritsu peels his eyes open and lets himself get pulled from liminal mindspace. The cotton in his head recedes, and he blinks, and then he’s swiveling his head to look at his brother who sits in the cushion right next to him.
His hands and the cuffs of his hoodie are smothered in black. Shigeo sits hunched, gaze still wandering even when there’s not much decoration in this house to look at. He studies the off-white walls, the chips in the paint, the holes drilled in where there maybe used to be photos hung.
Ritsu gazes at him quietly, chest instinctively rising and falling to match his brother’s rhythm. He watches the expansion there, under his hoodie, in the subtlety of the folds and the way they warp over the movement. It’s slightly quicker than what he’s used to, but Ritsu knows his brother’s heart rate is much slower. He’s felt it before. He’s listened to it before, with his ear against a chest.
Ritsu’s attention moves to his eyes, and the heavy bags underneath them, and the paleness of his pupils and the ghostlight of him underneath that. He stares into them, looks for stray, familiar thoughts that might enter his head. Looks for old memories that might shine through in the form of recognition when he sees furniture layouts, and candy wrappers, and ads for soda.
Ritsu looks for it all the time, that glint of familiarity. And he finds it, sometimes. And really, he thinks that’s keeping him going more than food ever will.
Shigeo turns his head, and looks at him. Sometimes, when his brother looks at him, there’s not much there. No substance, no anything. And Ritsu finds it a bit evil that he craves silence in his own head, and yet noise in Shigeo’s, and often times it is the other way around.
His brother looks at him now, though, with that comforting recognition. That growth of the pupils, that softening of the hard edges of his face where unknown stressors have gotten to him. Ritsu wonders what zombies get stressed out. He figures it’s the same deal with humans, considering they’re largely alike.
Ritsu wonders if Shigeo knows he’s sick. He wishes he could ask him. He wishes for a lot of things. Silence in his own head is one of them.
Ritsu swivels his head away and stares at the ceiling, if only to force the thoughts to pause. He studies the popcorn ridges above them, traces the peaks with his gaze. It calms him, gives him something to focus on. He looks for patterns in the shadows they make.
Shigeo shifts next to him. And then he shimmies down, settles into the cushions, and plops his head right down on Ritsu’s shoulder.
Static roars in his mind and his heart stammers. Ritsu swallows the lump in his throat but that just makes it bigger, so he clamps his mouth shut and breathes carefully through his nose.
The tears cut through the grime on his face. He plops his own head down against his brother’s, and lives in the noise.
#qkwrites#zombie au#hi <3#why am i nervous to share this . jayshut up#just to be clear this isn't going to be a full fic#i don't ? believe in my ability to write a Good zombie apocalypse story#at least one in a novel-like layout yaknow#partly bc i know i'll struggle w the logistics and consistency#but also bc i haven't seen a whole lot of zombie media before#i've never watched the walking dead i've never seen any of the popular zombie movies or shows#i think i watched zombieland 2 once ... the one with woody harrelson and thatone guy#uhm. he looks a bit like michael cera but he's Not michael cera. im not crazy he Does resemble him#jesse eisenberg there it is#but that's.the extent of my experience with zombie things#so i!!! wouldn't know if im just making overdone cliche shit#i prolly already am.this concept is prolly old news. i wouldn't know i don't fucking watch zombie stuff VGEAIYVA#idk.my confidence for this isn't there so im not makin it a fic even tho i kinda want to#but i do still wanna write them. so any zombie au writing will be in little micro-scenes like this <3#some of em might be bigger than others idk yet. we'll see#i Thought i could call this a drabble. but then i learned that drabbles are literally supposed to be exactly 100 words#this is . notthat GVIYEAGVA#ritsu kageyama#mp100 ritsu#mp100 shigeo#mp100 mob#shigeo kageyama#i feel bad putting this in the main tags but.i mean it Does pertain ....#not the mp100 tag tho . iwon't do that to u
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mayoi (enstars x hnk au)
#nep draws things#ensemble stars#enstars#sketch#mayoi ayase#enstars x hnk au#hnk au#ouoououououu i am soooo proud of the mayo on the right hjhjrhgrghrhgrhghgrghrhg he is so !!#showed this to a friend before i posted and they said his hair would taste like frozen grapes and i had to break it to them that it'd break#their teeth JHDHJFHJSDHJFHJSHJFSJD anywayy i might redraw the aira one.. he needs some attention too ^_^ sorry i only design for hii.ai /#alkaloid but THEY ARE MY FAVS........ by this logic i should be drawing more sw.itch but . i just . *waves hands* alkaloid !!! alkaloid so#special to me.. anyway tatsumi has another job other than patrolling with mayo which is why mayo has the winter uni and tatsun has the norm#i was maybe thinking tatsun would be a healer like rutile is..? nothing is set in stone (pun intended) for now ahha but tatsun can still#fight jsut fine!! hes more of a watcher for mayo. mayo fights more since his hardness lvl is much higher than tatsun's. during the spring a#stuff tho i think mayo kinda hides around? still not sure.. youd probably see him around tho in the shadows (ala canon i guess) and i guess#thats how hiiro and aira get to know mayo outside of patrols.. OH the reason why mayo is on winter patrol is because he gets too nervous#working with other gems and he kept messing up and hiding away whenever he did mess up so :((( yeah he usually fights by himself OH I SHOUL#EXPLAIN WHY HE CAN SPLIT INTO 2 its because of the spinel law something somethign rotated at 180 degrees at some axis but ANYWAY his hair#is longer in his singular form but you can see in his split form his hair is cut differently than how we normally see mayo's hair- and also#theyre mirrored!! their braids are on different sides and the side w/o the braid is shorter!! and the moles are on opposite sides too heheh#holy shit i wrote so much in the tags..... anyway THANK YOU SOS SO MUCH TEA FOR REMINDING ME OF THE HNK AU AGAIN AND ENABLING ME TO GO#INSANE OVER THIS AU AGAIN UR AMAZINGGGG <333333
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one thing i appreciate about the sadnesses is how they're so polite. like if i'm talking to my friends they'll just stand there and wait instead of continuing to chase me. i know this probably wasn't intentional and is just a side effect of cutscenes but it's still so funny bc today we were yapping and this sadness was behind us right. when we left the convo it just ran in the opposite direction instead of chasing so it looked like it wanted to join the conversation but got too scared and ran off instead...
anyways sadness ocs when!!!
EDIT: googled it and YEEAHH ODILE coming in clutch they're actually the remnants of people defeated by the king so yeah this idea actually makes sense (kind of)
#should i not impulsively make a stupid oc based on this? probably#will i? maybeee#in stars and time#i don't think this is a spoiler really just something funny i noticed while playing#guys half conscious sadnesses would be so cool hear me out#like aren't they frozen people??? i forgot where exactly sadnesses come from but it could prolly make sense#and even if it doesn't it's still funny#also another thing i like about the game is how the relationships are already established like this is happening by the END instead of the#beginning#so they're already friends and have been for who knows how long#they've been able to get through it all together#i really love how they make the tutorial scene still work#by having it be that mirabelle's just nervous so they go over formation to make her feel better#they're such good friends and it makes me :)#why am i hiding this part in the tags? because i'm evil
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i am being so brave about my storm anxiety, i deserve a cookie
#really tho i'm actually proud of myself oiefjaoi#i am a little bit nervous but i've been managing it SO well? and talking myself out of irrational thoughts regarding it#even despite having a nightmare about my worst fears related to storms happening this morning lol#like usually if there's going to be a storm i'm a fucking disaster for at least two days beforehand#but i'm shockingly doing well. like i said. still nervous but managing my anxiety#i have no idea how or why this switch flipped and i have been able to do this but it's such a relief#i'm sure it won't work as well w like severe storm warnings and such#but not being petrified every time there's a chance of thunderstorms will be quite useful. given that it's fucking storm season lol#*dykeposting
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Tag drop: Aventurine.
#[ aventurine. ] mr. cavalier gambler: uptight. overcautious. inferiority complex. you've won so much but you're still so afraid of losing.#[ aventurine: ic. ] they see only the straight flush. they don't know the other hand below the table clutching your chips for dear life.#[ aventurine: inquiries. ] time to make a move my friend. say goodbye before you shuffle off. it's… best to die without regrets.#[ aventurine: countenance. ] now go. and pick the clothes that you like. then choose your desired identity and use them well.#[ aventurine: introspection. ] “sleep is the rehearsal of death”? why does life slumber? because we are not ready for the final rest.#[ aventurine: meta. ] the road less traveled is less traveled for a reason. but you've never gone in any other direction.#[ aventurine: etc. ] the chance… no matter how small: the potential is what you hang onto. that is what justifies the gamble.#[ aventurine: ipc. ] … i'll give you that and much more than that. the ipc will give you whatever you want. even what you don't want.#[ aventurine: trio. ] three cornerstones who for a measly penacony... offered their everything. you're more united than the family.#[ aventurine: astral express. ] friends: the game has commenced and you cannot choose to decline… nor do you have grounds to.#[ aventurine: fate. ] if the dice of fate are always weighted then that is our destiny. why then... do we struggle against it?#[ aventurine: past. ] our paths will cross again beneath kakava's shimmering auroras. farewell: kakavasha.#[ aventurine: luck. ] he's only drunk on the moment that makes his very life quiver. hell is only one decision away from heaven.#[ aventurine: topaz. ] since i survived i realized: wherever you go that's where i'll follow; nobody's promised tomorrow. [ immobiliter. ]#[ aventurine: topaz. ] i never expected the beautiful and kind-hearted director topaz to resort to distorting concepts like that.#[ aventurine: jade. ] it's often used as a counterfeit for jade. but it looks like jade… can be substituted for aventurine too.#[ aventurine: veritas ratio. ] unfortunately for him; i make for a more competent conversationalist than the other dimwits around here.#[ aventurine: black swan. ] nothing remains hidden from you… does it? i will find my place in the web of your schemes; memokeeper.#[ aventurine: sunday. ] is this what the harmony represents? is it built upon constraint and coercion?#[ aventurine: acheron. ] only by casting aside reason does one truly gamble. “emanator” — I know you'll match my wager.#[ aventurine: v. youth. ] but the sun could not kill me and the quicksand sent me back to the embrace of the guild and the ipc.#[ aventurine: v. penacony. ] i seem that way because i am nervous. maybe you can help. what do you say; put our palms together a last time?#[ aventurine: v. future. ] the once falling die has at last landed on its earthly rest. quietly… peacefully: it at last landed.#tag drop#[ aventurine: robin. ] you see people. / i see you. [ avaere. ]
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I have to admit that this fandom has conditioned me well.
I just need to read or hear the words Tyger Pax and my stomach turns into a pit full of anxious scraplets trying to eat each other because scrap is about to go down.
Nothing good ever comes from that place.
#transformers#bumblebee#you know why he is tagged#but like honestly#i read a fanfiction yesterday and my stomach just somersaulted when the author mentioned that they were fighting at Tyger Pax#Bee was not even involved in that specific battle - he was a side character in the fic#But I was still so nervous#because of the power that name holds in canon as well as fanon#I have read so much good angst about Tyger Pax that it is now just ingrained into my nervous system#Tyger Pax#love it though - power of a name and stuff#because the other way around it means that if I mention Tyger Pax in a fanfic I am writing people will know to be afraid#and now that is fun to play with :) and will have absolutely no repercussions for any fics I am currently working on#just babbling some thoughts
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