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so-sick-of-17 · 3 months ago

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Seriously?! There is a chat gbt Anderperry fic on ao3? Gag! Get that away from me. No one wants to see your disgusting chat gbt story. I can’t call it a work because no work was done and I can’t call it fanfic because how much of a fan could you possibly be if you don’t write it yourself!? “I wanted to see a happier ending to the movie.” There are hundreds of stories you could have picked from that a real person actually created because they care about the characters. They are all infinitely better than anything a computer could have produced because they actually have a human connection and people who actually are capable of liking the movie and the characters. That tag is my happy place and it is tainted by that monstrosity. Normally I would be incredibly annoyed no matter the fandom, but for Dead Poets Society?! Really?! The movie about how art is tied with humanity?! Did you watch the movie?! Every single character would be disgusted by the use of ai to produce art. Art doesn’t exist without humanity and some cheep to imitation is an insult to anyone that actually works to make art.

#Am I being harsh?#yes #am I being too harsh?#absolutely not!#if anything I’m not being nearly harsh enough #soulless empty things are not art #art needs a human connection #and if you want to see a rewrite of a story #write it yourself or see if someone else has!#and plenty of fix it fics exist in this fandom #chat gbt would break Keating’s heart #and if not all most of the poets would have strong feelings about how chat gbt makes art worse #it doesn’t fit at all with carpe diem #ai is not art #anti ai #anti chat gbt #Dead Poets Society #Neil is so passionate about poetry and acting and all art #and Todd is a poet for gods sake!#Anderperry would very much so not appreciate ai #Anderperry #and if you are the type of scum to post ai on ao3 then at least you should tag it so the rest of us can filter it out #no one with any brain cells wants to see that #I know I mostly lurk in this fandom but I care about it very much!#I don’t want it ruined by people who can’t use critical thinking #whoever posted this crap needs to delete it #I don’t care if anyone thinks this is mean #I’m right

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boarprinceofdelusion · 6 months ago

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Recognizing Early Signs of Mental Illness

#fe3h #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #thats all it gets tagged as. if you see it then you were meant to see it.#txt post #side note while im in the tags no one looks at #im not too big a fan of the way people call his untreated psychosis as him being feral #its not a ground breaking take with the last 5 years of the game existing but ive only beem into fe3h for a year and its my blog #so I get to talk about it #like yes I understand its because he's likened to a Feral Boar charging ahead with destruction in its path and no brains etc etc #whatever felix said #but the way fans take that and really focus on calling an unhoused man with unresolved childhood ptsd haunting him for life feral?#the way fans take that and call a guy whos psychotic breakdown went untreated for 5 years feral?#REALLY doesnt sit well with me #idk im not the sort to be like “he didnt mean to murder this isnt him 🥺” because he did do that. a lot of that.#But people do things they dont want to do all the time when given the right mental state for it #Do you see people on the streets talking to themselves and shouting at the air and call them feral?#the ones you can smell from 6 feet away? the ones who have a crust on their hands and hair stiff from not having access to a proper shower?#the ones that havent had access to help or medication? Do you call them feral? Do you extend a hand or even look in their direction?#I'm rambling by this point. tldr mental health awareness and be kind to one another #and also to be careful and use your best judgement when helping because I stopped for an older woman asking for help #and she almost stabbed me in an empty parking lot #not my brightest moment

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bacchuschucklefuck · 10 months ago

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assorted thoughts 1/when sklonda mentioned getting drinks with sandra lynn now and then I straight up cheered I was so scared for her social life being so overworked 2/straight up have no judgement on the whole ratgrinder situation on account of being a whole grown man. Im not getting into beef with fictional teenagers let them sort that out among themselves 3/sprak levefre

#not art #my oldest daughter with a grown sibling ass going I hope sklonda makes time to chill #she should be at the club. for free. they should pay her to be at the club #honestly its kind of a thing with riz too but thats more like. ok the thing is riz just fr loves mysteries #so tbh its more like if u yknow. love drawing and u draw for fun #and now u also draw for job. like I feel like thats the thing thats going on with riz #dude who playtests as a job and then goes home and plays more games. but with mysteries #but with sklonda it really feels like. its something shes Good at bc shes diligent and careful and has a moral spine #rather than something she actively enjoys. like her job is solidly her Job #so she immediately hits that alarm trigger in my brain seeing moms going about like #!!!⚠️⚠️STOP⚠️⚠️!! DO YOU HAVE A HOBBY ARE YOU CULTIVATING YOUR SOCIAL LIFE #and with her it fucking Got me too bc she just! doesnt seem to have the time to build that for herself #and the fact that she (Like Riz) is Living While Goblin in elmville and the isolation that probably entailed #like the empty nesting down the line would hit her like a baseball bat it would be Brutal #so genuinely knowing that she is casually hanging out with sandra lynn (and probably other parents in the group as well)#thats a whole piece of anxiety off my mind watching this show lmao. moms!#anyways sprak lefevre my beloved. actually I retract my vow of neutrality sprak's party better really like him and treat him right #or else.#he is prrrrrobably an artificer but personally itd be so funny if he isnt. what if hes a bard

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calamitys-child · 6 months ago

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I'm being so serious rn if I ever talk about doing another fringe festival run in the next like 3 years at least send me to fucking therapy. It is a cry for help. This is bad for me.

#im over halfway at least. but fucking christ.#ive barely seen anyone i care about for weeks. im hardly sleeping. im in knee braces and im still in pain.#13 hours a day of people yelling at me. the busiest ive ever seen public transport. eating the most random sporadic shit.#no hobbies. very few friends or family. crying twice a day. i still havent been paid. binding!! binding 7am til midnight!!!! daily!!!!!#my whole body hurts im physically mentally emotionally exhausted im desperately lonely im not doing the things that make me feel fulfilled #when my loved ones are free im either working or passed out in pain and exhaustion #the boss is enabling all sorts of bullshit yet again #im not able to be a person anyone i care about deserves to know #and that makes me not want to know me either #that is at least when i have enough fractions of a spoon left to feel anything at all except upset or numb #i NEED this all to be over #my next free day is my sisters 21st birthday next month my fucking baby sister is turning 21 and i dont know what to get her #i dont have a brain im not being!! a person worth knowing!!!!#my gran fucking fell the other day she's hurt ive not visited her in ages bc of work and finance i want to see my wee gran i want #to buy her ice cream and tell her i love her #i had to clean up an old guy who smashed his face on the pavement today and im just putting That trauma off til at least mid September #my BEST FRIEND gets MARRIED next week #and i can barely think about it because im on empty #im on below empty #they deserve so much better from me #im out. im not doing this again. not like this.

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fascinationstreetmp3 · 1 year ago

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#maybe i am a little annoyed or. whatever over stuff i put some effort into getting right clicked and saved and cropped and posted on twitter #or pinterest or wherever #even tho its not really '''art'''' technically so ? am i allowed to feel like that? idk #it feels silly to get frustrated over.. screenshots and gifs and little mods i never even published #but things do take time to make and then seeing them posted by someone who talks about how much they like thembut not where they found them #or who put that effort into making them......... ahh #And. because i dont know how im supposed to feel im definitely not gonna roll up to people like 'hey i made this credit me now' because #i tell myself who cares its not that big of a deal. but then it is . but it isnt.#i have bigger problems but when its late and my brains getting empty i think too much about nothing #★

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that-was-anticlimactic · 10 months ago

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one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t

#and that you’re a terrible writer and that no one cares aaaaaaand imposter syndrome kicks in and you just feel like crap #bc all your friends have been wriying recejtky so why can’t you??? cause they’re bETTER THAN YOU #lol idk why my head is so bad today #the feelings of inferiority and emptiness and idk worthlessness are strong and i hate it but i can’t stop it #i just wanna write!!! and like what i write!!!#but i Can’t and i haven’t liked anything i’ve written in Months and ugh i hate not being able to d something i wanna do #oh and now i’m crying??? why the frick am i cRYING litetally why is typing this making me Worse #sorry guys needed to rant #the inadequacy was strong today #something something students keep telling me how much they dislike me or how i’m whiny for asking them to be respectful and like #i Know i shouldn’t compare myself to my friends but gosh it’s hard when they’re all like. so much better than me.#and i don’t have a lot of time to be on tumblr bc of work so i just feel like i’m watching everything from afar and it’s no one’s fault but #my brain’s like no one is Doing anything it’s just my brain being dumb and i can’t stand it and I want to stop feeling empty and like i’m #missing a part of myself and like the words i write don’t matter gOD why can’t i just feel happy with where i am and not care what the kids #who hate me say or realize that no one cares that i’m not on much like i’m still Here and trying to interact it’s not like everyone hates me #for being busy or for liking side characters more than the main characters and just—#sorry #that felt good actually #idk what came over me #imma just. imma shower. then maybe delete my tags #sorry if anyone got this far aT ALL grace is either asleep or trying to sleep so i don’t wanna bother them since they slept poorly last nigh #okay done now for real sorry delete tags later sorry if you saw this and how freaking messed up ky freaking brain is

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 9 months ago

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Oh em gee :,( ari :,( thank you for yapping at me…………. My brain juices started flowing…….. I knew all I needed was some of your ideas…,,, and the little hamsters in my brain started running around again!!!!!!!!!!! Ik u said don’t feel bad for sending asks but…. I feel a little guilty sending another one….. but the brain hamsters started working and I can’t deprive them of spreading their little hamster ideas 😔😔 BUT ALSO??? I NEED TO TALK ABT HOW U REPLIED TO MY PREV ASK. THEM TALKING WHEN UR SLEEPING??? AND MAYBE?? YOU SECRETLY HEARING??? IM GOING INSANEEEEEEE IM LITERALLY DISINTEGRATING AS WE SPEAK :((( satoru wanting to confess bc he doesn’t want u sad over ur ex……… sugu convincing him they shouldn’t rush u…….. :( sobs… they r so special to me. imagine what would happen if u just sat up in the middle of them talking like “🤨🤨I heard all of that btw.” but like. What do you think they’d do if your ex did try getting back together with you? Either that or just trying to get back into contact ……. Just an idea :3 giggles…. N E WAYS I HOPE UR HAVING A WONDERFUL DAY SLASH NIGHT!!! MWUA MWUA TAKE CARE AND DRINK UR WATER !!!! ^_^ — stsg anon 💐 < with bouquet. For u!!! :3

STSG ANON !!!!!! i’m telling you our brains are synced…… every time ur brain juices flow mine do too……… i’m so happy your little brain hamsters r running around 🐹🐹🐹

okok first of all ….. NEVERRRRR feel guilty for sending me asks 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫 never ever ever!!!! i love them so much!!!!! even if i’m slow at replying sometimes i promise i read them instantly and they always feed me so good!!!!!!! i should literally be paying you for these that’s how much i love them. if i catch u feeling guilty again there Will be consequences so watch out …. (ominous)…..

BUTTTT ok :3 YES . THE STSG IDEAS. i’m so happy you liked my little brainworms phdkdjj i just!!!! think it’s a tasty concept!!!!!! and PLSSS reader just sitting up and calling them out 😭😭 i KNOW they’d scream . even sugu does a little squeak bc he was so convinced you were asleep…… but goddd i think they’d actually be a little flustered <//3 our babies. once they recover satoru would be so smug tho. bc now you finally know!!! he doesn’t have to wait!!!!! and sugu is obv very happy too….

but… gahhh…… STSG ANON ………. if your ex tried getting back with you………….. ohhhh gosh. they’d be very offended . on your behalf . in a ”can you believe the audacity” way ….. but ofc they’d also be very furious and protective . like. maybe you tell them that your ex texted you wanting to meet up and they’re both INSTANTLY on guard…. ideally you’d block them ofc but if you insist on meeting them just for the sake of closure then they’re immediately convincing you to let them go with you!!!!! for scary dog priviliege . i’ll be honest i don’t think there’s much your ex could do 😭😭 bc stsg WILL be glaring at them. behind you. and if they even try to lovebomb you or blame you in any way they’re . Stopping Them . in one way or another. i think they get very very scary LMAO sugu stops smiling entirely and satoru smiles in a distinctly furious way 😭😭 ..

but ohhhh ……. if . you were the one who wanted to get back with them ….. then i think stsg would feel so helpless :’3 bc like . they can’t control you. they don’t want to. but i also think they’d rather die than have to watch you be with someone so undeserving…… so i feel like That’s when they’d confess. bc they’re so desperate . and let’s be honest who would choose a cheating ex over stsg????? no one <33333 problem solved. they’d be really terrified though…..

MWAHHHH one big kiss for you my lovely little stsg anon <33333 i’m putting the bouquet in a big beautiful vase <33333333 here r some handpicked flowers just for you :33 🌷🪻🌻🌷🪻🌻 i hope you’re taking good care of yourself too!!!! eating and drinking and sleeping lots . it’s what me and stsg want for you!!!!!! thank you as always for the food i hope u know how much i adore you <333

#protective stsg my beloveds #they both go full wolf mode i can’t lie #sugu is exploding your ex w his mind and satoru is. no thoughts head empty only scary smile :))))))#and ohhhh their desperate confession scene…… it’s stuck in my mind now stsg anon T_T it’s all your fault…. sniffle…….#it’d just be the most dramatic most tender thing ever……#reader who is so confused n frustrated…. hissing ”why do you care so much????” as they’re on their way to meet their ex :////#and stsg both just shout . ”because we love you!” at the exact same time phdodjdk I NEED THEMMMMM #also stsg anon not to feed our brain hamsters too much but… this train of thought has me thinking of . reader having trust issues…..#bc of their ex…..#and the way that spills into their relationship w stsg too :’3 bc they’re just!!! traumatized.#and stsg would be soooo understanding #sugu especially ….. toru would be a tiny bit offended i think . not at all in an assholey way he’s just sad that you’d think that of them #i think sugu is more likely to understand that it’s a direct consequence of your experiences + smth they shouldn’t take personally #satoru is very emotionally intelligent too obv i just feel like he’d feel hurt in the moment!!! bc trust is such a big deal to him :((((#anyway i’m stopping myself before i get too carried away LMAO #ily stsg anon <333 #ask tag ✩#stsg anon !! ✩

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maraczeks · 4 months ago

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#GAGGGEDDDDDD #yay omg yay:)#guys i am going to die #oct 27 2024 #no cosnlike. in dreams or whatever WHATEVER #sick to my stomach i've literally been hallucinating delusional etc #u don't understand i'm going to die #LIKE FAVORITE PERSON EVER SORRY #the way i cross my sevens and z's and don't leave a space for the smiley face :|#hope she never knows how obsessedddd :)#oct 28 2024 #:| idk it's the only thing keeping me going but also i survived six months #oct 29 2024 #giggling twirling my hair kicking my heels looking at my phone get a grip...#. no bc my brain #i am having a terrible day but i love her #being delusional works!#i am SO EXCITED lutkkenekenfksnfn i am so excited i've missed her so much #actually soooo sick and twisted the way my irl ummm what do you call... emotional support older white women are actually the best huggers in #the world like it's not my fault #lik i don't i don't i do not i donut even care !#no thoughts head empty #stoppp cos like building it up in my head based on the past etc etc ...... but it always lives up 2 it & more!#oct 30 2024 #cointinuing to be insane 🙏#idk there is something so tender ............#waaaah ok waaaaaaaaaaah i cant #just want to go HOME #want to swim in prelude 4ever #girl who is so so tired and just wants it to be 7:30 east

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the-catboy-minyan · 1 year ago

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Absolutely out of this fucking world how celebrities get cancelled now for saying ‘I don’t want anyone to die’. Seeing Israelis (really just Israeli Jews, because non Jews are just brainwashed to them) as human beings is the pinnacle of evil online now

I agree, that's literally the most common sense response to seeing a war happening, and yet these so-called "activists" read it as "I 100% support the (((apartheid))) and think all Palestinians should die" even though the message was clearly anti death period.

#i feel like I have more things to say abt it but my brain is empty #also I personally only seen one celebrity get “cancelled” for a take like that #it was Rick Riordan and I've only seen people talk about how he got cancelled and not actually the cancellers #but that was while I was taking a break from reddit so that's probably why 💀#antisemitism #israel #israel palestine #sceasefire now #celebrities #also like who cares what celebrities think #they're famous for stuff like acting and singing not for being world leaders and philosophers #their opinions on things don't affect their performances #unless they take actions that are racist or [anything]phobic or mysoginistic etc #and if they're creators if they create stuff with racist/phobic/etc content which is painted as positive or normal #yk what I mean #I'm rambling #asks

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mayjeffneverstopyou · 7 months ago

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#dont know if i can stay here til tuesday #what am i even trying to prove #is the crying every approx 2 hours just due to fuckin hormones #i want to hear from you more but i shouldnt need to #when will a conversation with my mother not feel like someone is reaching into my chest and squeezing #will i get through an entire night while here without having to have a drink #relapse relapse relapse relapse relapse re #way to make myself feel even more like im 15 again by venting in the tags of an empty tumblr post #i just dont want certain people who have my private twitter to see this #but when i cant talk to anyone who knows and cares about me i can always talk to hundreds of strangers on the internet (and also some #people who do know me hiiiiii if you read this i am okay)#i miss living (a week ago a year ago 5 years ago never)#too much love nothing to do with it #except cry and drink i guess #maybe try and see A Single Star in the suburban london sky #i used to love it here #i miss my old friends but cant talk to them i miss alex and patrick and kris and travis and gargi and alex the most #i dont want to think in my own brain anymore i cant fucking wait til buxton i need to act again get me out of ym fucking head

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blujayonthewing · 1 year ago

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I have GOT to just hibernate in november

#BALDYGATE AND NOTHING ELSE. I MEAN IT THIS TIME #I'm too... things. too many. I am all thinged out #but my brain is fried I can FEEL myself burning out #I need to recover steam to actually put together the rest of the halloween costume stuff I bought a bunch of tools and materials for :'D #of course the end of november will usher in yet another holiday season of being the only people who care that covid exists #but I should still have most of a month that's blissfully empty #about me

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pentaghast · 1 year ago

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im so worried about. roan. i know theyre literally my character but im worried

#feeding my dogs thinking about how they feel after breaking away from bhaal #empty furious lonely devastated ecstatic. afraid numb sheer relief. it goes back and forth #going from relieved to be free to enraged at bhaal for everything to desperately wanting to return to him and then hating themself for it #i think they try to find information about their foster parents. some kind of desperate hope that the memory of killing them is just #a result of their brain being excavated by orin #who i think they cared for! in their way! by the time of the absolute plot there's barely anything left that hasn't been honed by bhaal into #an implement of destruction #but orin is family; her blood is diluted but they still share it. roan sees the way she plays with her bodies as selfishness #also that seems to be the way sarevok sees it and that's the vibe i get from the book/letter durge writes her #which is interesting that she kept it #anyway. roan kills her because they have to but even doing that feels familiar to them. some distant thought in the back of their mind #that says they always knew it would end this way. and some part of them berating orin for not killing them #thinking that this is what they meant; if she had just listened even a little bit she couldve been bhaal's chosen #but she chose personal glory and satisfaction over bhaal and that's why she failed #and i wonder just how much durge changes afterwards. how much of their thoughts still revolve around murder #like. habitually. ofc it obviously varies for everyone but

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lightnersdream · 2 years ago

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#WHY DOES IT ALL HAVE TO BE SO MUCH #i don't usually get like this. im usually a kind of person that just lets stuff happen around me and not care a lot in terms of like social #behavior and relationships #you meet people. sometimes they go #that's how it is #there's people that we just drifted away or they vanished and it wasn't hard feelings #and normally i get over it. i miss them alot but it doesnt hit me this hard #and the thing is i haven't even lost anyone #it's just ive been so angry and low energy and pissed off by everything all the time that ive been distancing myself #and even when im not like that.. im just tired. my brain is clouded i just don't have anything to say #i want to say something but there isnt anything #so i havent been talking to a lot of people #and im like really afraid by the time im done working over whatever this is. that people will have found more other people they #prefer to talk to more or are closer with or we just find out its been too long and we dont have anything in common anymore #because i know ive been away from my friends more and more of late of late ive barely talked to anyone at all beyond 1-2 message exchanges #sometimes not at all .this isn't abnormal #but i happen to the kind of person who crumples if i don't get some kind of interaction daily #so as much as im empty-headed and angry and bad at conversation i need to be around people constantly #at the end of the day i don't have anything going on outside of drawing and talking to friends. i have nowhere to be in real life #i cant go anywhere. i don't know anyone and i hate my family #i don't know. im scared and lonely and it feels like i can be kind of a nothing person to talk to #dib noise #some of this is problems with myself which i do work on and i work on them hard. i don't want to be like that #i'm bad at meeting people too. i don't like taking risks or new things its all so much #I SHOULD CLARIFY. i am happy for poeple i am close to when they meet new people. i love hearing about them #and meeting them. i just have a horrible fear of being replaced or forgotten

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m0e-ru · 2 years ago

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annual realization where this gas station’s operations and my life owe it all to visualive i’m serious

#kommento #// thinking if i should put all my thoughts in the body of the post instead of tags like these but oh well it’s a quirk of mine #// friendship is so important to me cca is so important to me that one skit with that mention of cca is SO IMPORTANT TO ME friendship is so #// without vl i would have never think of adachi as affectionately as i do right now like no dojima hangout times are going to save me in #// any alternate timeline there’s no going back #// i would still love mimi yes but just in a different flavor #// i really don’t how how to describe that fork in the road but yeah i just /waves hands around/#// unlike most adachinators i develop adachis super weak and sad sympathy and basic morality with a gas station attendant instead #// of detective yaoi and family fun times #// you thinking adachi would win the idgaf war but those two skits in vl blow that all out of the water #// i mean there’s the rest of the game but like i commit favoritism crimes okay #// LITERALLY JUST TOSS HIS SOCIAL LINK AWAY for a second think about what adachi is think about him in the ps2 context #// LITERALLY JUST READ THE MANGA PLEASE i’ve had my theories tested and confirmed on how much you can care about tohruadachi #// at the bare minimum information you have on him and experiencing him as organically as possible IN THE ORIGINAL NON GOLDEN CONTEXT #// you could even go through the drama cds and see how genuine of an adachi he is like seriously forget the golden era and fanservice #// get bancho out of the equation and think about who is right now at that moment #// okay i’m tired now i’ll stop here but i wish people could just enjoy adachi more without the sentiment hes a fuckable antagonist #// dont romanticize his emptiness and hate for the world Like That but rather as human as he already is before you learn he’s a pawn for god #// adachis a special character to me genuinely i wish i could talk about him more often if i didn’t have chronic Not Like Other Girls diseas #// such a fun brain excercise sometimes just wish that i wasn’t poisoned by fandom and that fact they gave him a rep like this that makes me #// so embarrassed or even ashamed to say his name out loud and admit i like him #// LIKE close your eyes and forget hes the villain and he’s the murderer just look at him and think how and why he’s a fucked up guy underne #// underneath the goofball facade he pulls. now think and wonder how much of a genuine goofball he is #// it’s like thinking about ichinose except everyone else is a mysoginist that’s why they take don’t take her seriously #// okay adachi tag most used tag blogger is signing out goodnight guys mwa

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faceglitchsworld · 2 years ago

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#this is a scheduled post #So uhm #I think I'm entering into a melancholic state where my heart wants to let out too much negativity #Even if I try to keep all the negative events from my life and focusing on the positive ones #My brain (or should I call them the voices? It's childish? Idk...) keeps reminding me them #Last night in the exact moment I closed my eyes I started to cry #My chest was empty #I was searching someone to hug but none was there #I had that reminder that I will never find someone who will love me as I am because #I'm not extrovert enough #I don't like social events. Parties always drains me every energy.#I don't like to focus on the normal girl things such as caring for my make up #And all of this makes me (according to the voices) unnoticeable #I'll vanish and except for my family no one might notice it except like five days after?#I just want to find someone who might give me love for who I am rn #Even if I have one million defects #I want to find someone who might accept just one of my qualities. Just one really #Again the post is scheduled #Probably when you'll read this I might have woke up in 10 am or more so #Because I'm also having insomnia for this 🙃#ok to interact

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sepiasys · 23 days ago

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Hi i woke up and have less pain

I mean, i did

I woke up and was like "ah, this is nice now actually, I'm very glad I got sleeps and like some of that pain has gone"

But now I'm just sitting in pain again, unable to sleep again, and lowkey hungry but like. I can't do anything about it. NO BODY/BRAIN THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO PREPARE TO GET UP AND GO OUTSIDE I'M ALSO COLD AND DO WANT TO SLEEP AGAIN

(It's 6am I could theoretically go to a restaurant and order smth but I also don't want to bc outside. But then I'd have to pick a soup to nom. And idk if I have the will to do what I need to for that)

#sepiasys.txt #omg brain no pls don't #<- thoughts of how both S and B are able to exist fine (sorta) but I'm left to deal with myself alone bc I also have to care for B but I #I'm sorry I'm legitimately rlly hungry and it's making me sad that he ate my leftovers and now if the dishes are all dirty I'm the only one #who's gonna wash them and I'd also need one to eat but I don't want to work on an empty stomach but I need to eat and I just.#I'm so tired and now I'm sad ;-; Maybe I should just go out to eat even though it cost money and walking 😞

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